got2lovepetals

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I know this sounds crazy and impossible but… life gets better, we heal and we learn to love again.

Maybe one day I will be clean of you. Maybe my heart won’t ache when I think about us. Maybe my eyes won’t water at the mention of you. Maybe my heart will heal, you’ll be a distant memory that can no longer hurt me.

You will be like a dream I once had. That should give me hope but why does the thought of getting over you make me want to crumble to pieces.

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I looked at all of our pictures.

Kept in a small box under my bed. Covered in dust from months of patiently waiting. Waiting for me to build up the courage to see you again. Surely when I look I will fall apart all over . The sight of us happy will tear out my heart.

But something strange happened. I looked through our pictures. The little notes you’d written me. “ I love you sooooo much. -E” All I saw was a person. Someone I used to know but don’t anymore. I looked at us and I felt nothing.

#love #art #artists on tumblr #heartache #heartbreak #longing #lonliness #poetry #dead poets society #short poem

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Each day goes by and I don’t feel. I put on my makeup, black eyeliner thick brows and a full set of lashes. I didn’t used to care for makeup. But now everyone calls me beautiful. I haven’t bought a drink for myself in 6 month there’s always someone willing to pay. I have this power over men I’ve never met before. So why do I still feel nothing. A part of me wants to feel but the other lives in this numbness.

#idk who i am anymore #love #art #artists on tumblr #heartache #heartbreak #longing #poetry #lonliness #dead poets society

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Not to be all depressed and shit, but I am really not doing well.

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Sometimes I can convince myself that you never even existed. That I made it all up in my head. That you’re not somewhere living your life without me. You aren’t real.

It helps a little.

#love #art #artists on tumblr #heartache #heartbreak #longing #lonliness #short poem #dead poets society #poetry

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I hate my music.

Where I used to just listen and sing along, my now broken heart hangs on every lyric with the sting of their meaning. I want to ache in silence. Don’t remind me that this pain I feel is just a universal experience for every artist to sing in remembrance.

#love #art #artists on tumblr #heartache #heartbreak #lonliness #longing #poetry #dead poets society #short poem #poets corner #poem

[got2lovepetals]

Maybe one day I will be clean of you. Maybe my heart won’t ache when I think about us. Maybe my eyes won’t water at the mention of you. Maybe my heart will heal, you’ll be a distant memory that can no longer hurt me.

You will be like a dream I once had. That should give me hope but why does the thought of getting over you make me want to crumble to pieces.

#love #art #artists on tumblr #heartache #heartbreak #i love him #longing #depressing quotes #poetry #dead poets society #poem of the day #short poem

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In my dreams you want me. In my dreams you tell me you love me. You tell me to stay.

In my dreams I am enough. But I always wake up and you are always gone.

#love #art #artists on tumblr #heartache #heartbreak #longing #never enough #i'm not enough #sadbeautifultragic #poetry #short poem #love notes to no one #lonliness #love quotes #lovers #love me

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How can I let you go when a small part of me still hopes for our future. Even when I know I shouldn’t. Why does my mind betray me. How crazy to think we have no power over our own feelings. Just because I will to feel a certain way doesn’t make it such. I want to let go of the “what if’s.”

#depressive #lonely #love #art #artists on tumblr #heart broken #heartache #heartbreak #longing #lonlyness #lonliness

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I wish I could scoop out the parts of my brain that hold on to you. I want to forget. Forget the way it felt to be loved by you, the way you smell and the sounds of your laugh. I want to forget your birthday and the snacks you’d pick on a road trip. If I can’t remember you then I can get rid of the void in my heart that longs for you. Because how can I long for something I don’t remember.

#hearthbreak #depressive #lonely #artists on tumblr #love #heartache #heart broken #you broke my heart #longing #forget

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I’m so alone now that I hug myself when I cry because I know no one else will.

#the last of us #heartache #depressive #lonely #love #heartbreak #sorry for being depressing

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Watching Narcos for the plot.

The plot :

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"Tell them Ellie is the little girl... that BROKE YOUR FUCKING FINGER"

"WHAT TOWNNNN"

I just know that those two lines felt so good to deliver. I just know that Bella and Pedro got those yells from deep in their chests.

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THE LAST OF US - #It’s just deer meat

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good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

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Adam Driver lights up a cigarette during the five minute standing ovation for Annette (2021) at the Cannes Film Festival