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I JUST GOT BACK IN TIME TO THE FIRST TIME I LISTEN SPEAK NOW TEN YEARS AGO BECAUSE HOWWW CAN I FEEL SO NOSTALGIC AND EMOTIONAL LISTENING HER FINALLY OWNED VERSION I FEEL LIKE AM BACK AT MY HOUSE LISTEN AND DANCING THE WHOLE ALBUM LIKE MY LIFE WAS DEPENDING ON IT STOPPPP😭😭

THIS REMINISCENCE HITS DIFFERENT😭

#speak now #speak now tv #taylor’s version #taylor swift #nostalgic and emotional as fuck #the eras tour

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i have seen some spoilers about chot but the fact that nothing mentions grace scares me like shit DOES SHE GETS SOME HAPPINESS IDK she deserves better helppp):

#chain of thorns #grace blackthorn #chot spoilers #chot theories #tsc #the last hours

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It's okay not to be okay was on an absolutely another level. The way they portrayed trauma and different experiences. The growth. The healing. The character development. The stories. Everything was so good. Only if Korea was ready to speak up on mental health and face all these issues. I hope we see more dramas like this. It was truly amazing!

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HI TAYLOR♡

@taylorswift @taylornation

I don't know if this is going to work or if I should be doing this in the first place because I I know there's people that need help more than I do but I guess it won't hurt to try.

My name is Mar, I'm 22 and I'm from Chile. I would like to explain the situation first.

I dropped out university twice in two years, last time was last year and it was because there was so many things wrong in life and I just couldn't deal with the stress. Months later I started having terrible panic attacks. Months after that I was diagnosed with depression and just a week later I found out I was losing my hearing. I knew I didn't hear like a normal person but I thought that it wasn't a major problem and it could be fixed but no, it has no cure and turns out it was worse than we expected. I got to the point where I'm having problems having normal conversations with people, including my family, and that's why I cant find a real job or go back to university. I tried though... I few months back I got a job and I was able to save some money to buy my hearing aids but the panic attacks got worse and therapy was taking away half of my savings. I end up getting fired because I needed to leave or needed the day out because the panic attacks. It's hard to find a job where I don't have to interact with people but after all of this that is going on in the world it became impossible.

That's why I need your help. I know there's people with needs way more important than mine and I know I have no right to ask you for this because you don't owe me anything, but if you have the chance to help me with my hearing aids you would've be helping me take the control of my life back. I swear I don't want money, I want the chance to get a good job to save money to put my life back on track and think about what I'm going to do now that I know I'll go deaf at some point (but not before I hear you sing in concert 💗 I'll make sure of it).

If you read this and decide to help someone else, that's okay. I'd be so happy for that person and it would make me even more proud of you. Thank you so much for what you're doing. We really don't deserve you.

AND if you really are reading this I want you to know that the ones that supported me the most when I found out about the hearing lost was the fandom. You have the best fans ever. You raised us well.

Love, mar.

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omg just look at her, im in love

Grace Blackthorn — the latest in the series of TLH characters by Charlie Bowater (yes, Christopher is next!) In front of the gates of Blackthorn Manor in Idris…looking very moody! 

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I'm ready to see how Alastair and Grace, the most hated, become the best characters in tlh

i’m ready for that glow up

#tsc #tlh #chain of gold #grace blackthorn #alastair carstairs #christopher lightwood #lucie herondale #james herondale #anna lightwood #the last hours #cordelia carstairs #lady midnight #thomas lightwood #matthew fairchild #tmi #tda #tid #qoaad #im really curious #i cant stop thinking about it

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don’t pretend it’s such a mystery

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THIS QUOTE IS GIVING ME ANXIETY

we all know that Chain Of Gold is gonna makes us feel A LOT but i never thought that it would THAT MUCH.

and this is said by matthew so is fcking scary and for that we need to protect him at all cost

#chain of gold #the last hours #matthew fairchild #he deserves the world #james herondale #cordelia carstairs #lucie herondale #thomas lightwood #christopher lightwood #alastair carstairs #grace blackthorn #tmi #tid #tda #qoaad #tessa gray #will herondale #jesse blackthorn #jem carstairs #im so confused #im crying #lady midnight #tlh #clary fairchild #tsc

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So cassie blessed us with a new story pre- Chain of gold and we got this beautiful moment

Lucie said, “Anna, this is Cordelia Carstairs; she’s going to be my parabatai.” Cordelia felt a rush of affection for her friend—she felt so alone so much of the time, but she wasn’t, not really. She was going to have a parabatai; neither she nor Lucie would ever fully be alone again. Or that’s how she had come to understand it would feel.

and let me say

Cordelia for so long she felt completely alone and when she heard lucie words, it realizes that she was never alone and becoming parabatai with lucie means that wherever cordelia is going to, Lucie will go with her.

so in conclusion I love a heronstairs bonding moment from my girls.

#tsc #chain of gold #the last hours #cordelia carstairs #lucie herondale #im sobbing #i love my girls #james herondale #matthew fairchild #anna lightwood #christopher lightwood #thomas lightwood #they deserve nothing but the best #parabatai #alastair carstairs #tmi #tda #tid #jem carstairs #tessa gray #will herondale #jesse blackthorn

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call the shadowhunter chronicles cringe all you want but i said this before and will say it again, they're what harry potter is to some people and while i agree that the franchise is very teenage focused and at times cringe galore, i will never ever, hate it because it has sentimental value to me

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Chain Of Gold (2020)

“There are so many worse things than death. Not to be loved or not to be able to love, that is worse.” - Will Herondale

that quote from will, in my opinion, is the summary of the whole book and i’m not prepared for this suffer

#tsc #the last hours #chain of gold #james herondale #cordelia carstairs #lucie herondale #jesse blackthorn #grace blackthorn #alastair carstairs #matthew fairchild #thomas lightwood #christopher lightwood #anna lightwood #ariadne bridgestock #will herondale #jem carstairs #tessa gray #tlh #tda #tid #tmi #qoaad #lady midnight

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Grace Blackthorn is coming for us so cheers to that

Is Grace a main character in TLH? Or is she more of a side char? Will we ever get a PoV of hers.. or at least some of her backstory?? I will gladly collect all my Grace breadcrumbs you feed me bc you barely ever say anything abt her bc she is ~mysteryous~ haha.

She is indeed mysterious. I’ll be interested to see how you feel about her after Chain of Gold. She does have some POV in book 2, though I don’t think that defines whether someone is a side or a main character. I find her very interesting!

#tsc #the last hours #chain of gold #grace blackthorn #im happy

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this book is going to kill me

Will there be a marriage in ‘Chain of gold?’

There are a lot of engagements. Three, I think!

#tsc #the last hours #chain of gold

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so i feel that i’m the only few people who stans Grace Blackthorn, she’s seem to be a real complex character and important one and a lot of the fandom doesn’t like her by the simple fact that she is being seen as cold-hearted bitch who also breaks james’s heart.

she deserves better already

#grace blackthorn #the last hours #chain of gold #tsc #jesse blackthorn #james herondale #matthew fairchild #christopher lightwood #anna lightwood #thomas lightwood #cordelia carstairs #lucie herondale #alastair carstairs #ariadne bridgestock

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my parents

#tsc #lucie herondale #jesse blackthorn #tlh #the last hours #james herondale #matthew fairchild #anna lightwood #christopher lightwood #qoaad #lady midnight #emma carstairs #julian blackthorn #ty blackthorn #dru blackthorn #livvy and ty #kityy #clary fairchild #jace has too many last names #alec and jace #simon lewis #izzy lightwood #tmi

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mark: h-

me:

#tsc #mark blackthorn #emma carstairs #julian blackthorn #ty blackthorn #kityy #kit herondale #tessa gray #jem carstairs #will herondale #lady midnight #lord of shadows #qoaad #post qoaad #cristina rosales #kieran

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HEY

I found this chart

It was invented in 1980 by Robert Plutchik. It’s super helpful when you need to pinpoint what you’re feeling!

As someone on the autism spectrum, I have a hard time expressing or even understanding what emotion(s) I’m experiencing. This chart helps me articulate to people how I feel so they can help me better.

I hope people find this useful!