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fubyok2 · 2 years
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Hidden,
Village in the Leaves,
Shawty can you please,
Just R-E,
Lax,
For me?
On a flight to L.A.X.,
Just to disappear for a bit,
Wish I could just drift,
But I have no time to drift,
I really just need a spliff,
But got too much responsibility for a spliff,
Too many counting on me for a spliff,
I know when I’m on that desire to drift,
It means I’m truly close to my cliff,
Cliff of my potential,
Cliff of where I’m suppose to be,
The cliff of what I know and that faith of leap,
Maybe it’s just me,
But I feel as if I,
Dedicate so much to this,
And as soon as I’m close to the goal,
Opportunities of self sabotage,
Come in quick blips,
And I’m trying my best to dodge them all,
Devil wanting me to slip,
Or maybe it’s not that,
But rather the old me that wants to create that rift,
That distance,
Between my past and God’s purpose…
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God’s purpose,
I need to find myself in church again,
I’ve been getting into the Word again,
I’m praying,
I’m in training,
For something bigger than this,
And every once in a while
I get a slight glimpse…
But no one ever told me that in the pursuit,
Of that glimpse,
It’d come with all of this,
All I’m asking for God is for,
These windows,
In this Glass House,
To have some tint…
What’s the point of being home,
When home on full display,
How much can I throw you off my trail,
From my real life,
And the life I choose to portray?
How’d does one,
Catfish themselves?
You know life isn’t going that well…
Tightrope…
I’m caught between reality,
And hope,
I’m caught between,
The News Headlines,
And the Bible’s footnotes,
Who do you lean on?
What do you count on?
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fubyok2 · 5 years
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Tied
Soul Ties,
Are the,
Worst kind of tie...
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Have me,
At three,
In the morning,
Caught in a dream,
Of you and I,
In bed,
And you,
Saying
“I almost lost,
The vision I had for our future”,
And I say “Me too”...
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How could my heart play such a trick on me...
How could my soul be so bound to you?
How my soul so long to be with you?
What am I to do?
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Because I can’t,
But it’s as if I need too,
Is this Devilish temptations,
Or is God calling me to you?
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fubyok2 · 5 years
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#2
Take more time to discover you...
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Take more time to discover who,
Created you,
Take more time to find out what
Makes you happy,
(I’m praying that a double tap
Isn’t the only thing,
That makes you happy)
I’m praying alcohol after 5,
Isn’t the only thing that makes you feel
Alive,
I’m hoping you can discover that
Special feeling on the inside,
Without the need of an outside substance...
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Do you know how unique you are?
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More unique than any shooting star,
With more electricity,
Than an electric car,
You are a star,
Whether you have,
0 followers
Or 100,000,000 followers,
Don’t get caught up in the stats game,
No no,
Simply appreciate your name,
Your name and the value attached to it,
Discover who you are and who
You want to be,
And run to it...
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Because we need you,
The world needs you,
And not only you,
But that next level version of you,
That we both know,
Is inside you...
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fubyok2 · 5 years
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New Path, New Journey
New blog,
Because I could no longer
Contribute to the negative fog,
That is smothering,
And blinding our society,
Leaving us to no longer see,
Much positivity,
In living...
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We’re drowning in negativity,
While you scroll down,
Scrolling only to drown...
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Scrolling for that relatable person,
Scrolling to be found,
Scrolling for a relatable sound,
Searching,
For someone also hurting...
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But contrary to that,
I hope that,
My words,
Act,
More like a,
Potential life raft,
That you can grab,
Onto,
For rock bottom and I,
Are great friends,
And after all that time spent there,
I came out,
A changed man...
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I only desire the same for you,
Change, Growth, & Happiness,
Truly sending all love,
From me,
To you...
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fubyok2 · 5 years
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#1
No longer let one bad day,
Decay,
Your heart...
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For start,
For sure,
Something good happened that day,
For sure,
Something good happens everyday...
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If you made a mistake,
Give yourself some grace,
Don’t allow that one,
Or several mistakes,
To define your day...
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And never let it linger onto tomorrow,
For the feeling of shame,
Can linger for days,
For weeks,
Personally for me,
Shame, guilt, & regret,
Have gone on some
Undefeated streaks,
But it doesn’t have to be this way,
And it never,
Has ever,
Had to be this way...
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For within you lives a power,
In which by you saying the word
“Stop!”
All negative feelings have to bow down,
And obey...
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But that power,
Is only charged by your belief,
In you!
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