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I hate school breaks for that reason

literally impossible to fast when i’m at home.

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If I can’t be pretty at least let me be skinny.

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For anyone wondering why I haven’t put my weight in my bio:

My weight is embarrassing.

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My biggest problem atm is that I love baking, particularly when I am bored, and lately I have been particularly bored.

The thing is that my family doesn’t eat what I make because they are “not feeling like it right now” (allegedly), so I am stuck having to eat what I make, even when I don’t want to, because I don’t want to waste food.

So not only have I gained a bit, but my feelings are also hurt because no one eats what I make for them.

#tw ana diary #ana bllog #ana dairy #ana miaa #anablr #ana rant #nb ana #nb ed #tw ed diet #ed blr #ed bllog #ed bullshit #i will reach my ugw #i wanna lose weight #3ating d1sorder #3dtumblr

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bitches are like 'all bodies are beautiful' and then starve themselves because they're not skinny enough

i'm bitches

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I just woke up from a dream where I had the perfect @na body

I can’t fucking do this shit anymore holy fuck

#nb ana #nb ed #i will reach my ugw #i wanna lose weight #3ating d1sorder #3dtumblr #tw ana diary #ana miaa #anablr #ana rant #ana trigger #ana bllog #eating disoder trigger warning #ed blr #ed vent #disordered eating thoughts #ed bullshit #4narex1a #4n0rexic #4n4blr #tw 3d vent

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WE’RE SO BACK‼️

#tw ana diary #ed no sheeran #tw ed diet #nb ana #nb ed #i will reach my ugw #i wanna lose weight #ana bllog #3ating d1sorder #3dtumblr #ed journey #ana dairy #anablr #ana trigger #4n0rexic #4n4blr #ana miaa

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DONT GO IN THE KITCHEN.

You know you have no self control.

#tw ana diary #ed no sheeran #tw ed diet #ed bullshit #nb ana #nb ed #i will reach my ugw #i wanna lose weight #ana bllog #trigger warning ed #ed not ed sheeran #3ating d1sorder #3dtumblr #4n4rexia #4n0r3xia #4n4 #ana and mia #i wanna be skinnier #i want to be perfect #starv1ng #starv3 #⭐️ve #sp0 #thinspø #mean$p0 #sw33tsp0

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I am a fraud.

I am a disgustingly chubby fraud.

#tw ana diary #ed no sheeran #tw ed diet #ed bullshit #nb ana #nb ed #i will reach my ugw #i wanna lose weight #ana bllog #ana rant #tw ana shit #anablr #ana dairy #@na vent #ed vent #ed bllog #ed blr #trigger warning ed #ed journey #ed but not sheeran #i want to ⭐️ve #tw eating issues #i wanna be skinnier #i hate my body #i want to be perfect

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Happy new year everyone, may we all reach our gw in 2024 🫶

#anablr #ana bllog #ana buddie #eating disoder trigger warning #nb ed #ed blr #ed bllog #ed not ed sheeran #3dtumblr #3ating d1sorder #4narex1a #4n0rexic #4n4blr #i will reach my ugw

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*scrolls far back into my blog* oh yes…i was suffering quite vigorously here

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I'm literally eating less and less, stopped bingeing, eat protein, fiber and all the good stuff, lowered my sugar and salt intake, and yet i gained weight?!

WHAT THE FUCK?!

#this is a cry for help #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #ed bullshit #nb ana #nb ed #i will reach my ugw #i wanna lose weight #ana rant #ana bllog #ed vent #ed journey #trigger warning ed #ed not ed sheeran #4n0r3xia #3ating d1sorder #3dtumblr #@na vent #@na tips #i will be thinner #i want to be perfect #ana trigger #i want to be weightless #i want to be skinnier

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”dinners ready!”

“im not hungry,”

“too bad we’re not wasting food”

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Things about ed's people never talk about:

losing hair all the time

food you once loved now being your fear food

the disorded thoughts never stop, even after recovery

being tired all the time

not being able to focus

headaches

stomachaches

long lasting digestive problems

feeling like you're about to throw up after you eat anything

always thinking about food

lying to everyone around you all the time

stomach grumbling always at the worst time

#tw ana diary #ed no sheeran #tw ed diet #ed bullshit #nb ana #nb ed #i will reach my ugw #i wanna lose weight #ana bllog #ana rant #ana trigger #trigger warning ed #ed not ed sheeran #3dtumblr #4n0rexic #4norexi4 #4n0r3xia #4n4blr #tw eating issues #i wanna be weightless #i wanna be skinnier #i want to be perfect #i will be thinner #pr04n4 #pr0mia #ana and mia

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I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I fucking hate hate myself.

#tw vent #vent post #ed vent #ed bullshit #ana rant #nb ana #nb ed #tw ed diet #tw ana diary #ana trigger #ana and mia #trigger warning ed #ed not ed sheeran #pr0annna #pr0mia #i want to be perfect #starv1ng #i want to be skinnier #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ving #⭐️ve #i wanna lose weight #3ating d1sorder #3dtumblr #ed blr #anablr #ana dairy #i gained so much weight #i hate my body #i hate myself

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"ed is not ed-ing"

You don't sound like you're ill, it just looks like you can't follow a diet.

#mean$p0 #meanspø #pr0annna #pr0mia #pr04n4 #@na trigger #ana trigger #eating disoder trigger warning #trigger warning ed #pr0anna #ed not ed sheeran #starv1ng #starv3 #anablr #ed blr #ed bllog #ana bllog #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ving #⭐️ve