#ed journey

[empty-d1sordered]

“You are not fat”

But I am not skinny.

#tw ana diary #ed no sheeran #tw ana shit #tw ed diet #ed bllog #tw ana fast #ed bullshit #tw ed rant #nb ana #nb ed #ana bllog #anablr #ana rant #ana trigger #ana and mia #ana dairy #ed blr #ed vent #ed journey #male ed #4narex1a #4n4r3x1a #4n0rexic #4n4blr #4n4rexia #3dtumblr #3ating d1sorder #i want to ⭐️ve #i will reach my ugw #tw eating issues

[an0r3x1cgrl]

#th1nsp0 #th1n$po #bonespø #bonespro #b0nespo #b0nesp0 #pr0 ana diary #pr0 ana only for myself #ana trigger #anadiary #an0rex1ajourney #an0rexic #ed journey #edtumblr

[cecile-letoile]

extra fries? i thought you said exercise!

#ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #ed disorder #anamemes #ana jokes #ed jokes #ed journey #ed humour #ed humor #ana humor

[amsjourney]

15 hours of fast left!

gotta push through

#@tw edd #e@tingdisorder #ed dairy #ed journey #ed journal #£d #an@rexi@ #an@ tips #omad #omad diet #omad weight loss #ana omad #omad results #omadlifestyle #⭐️arvation #⭐️vation goals #⭐️rving #⭐️ve #⭐️ ing motivation #@n@ diary #@na motivation #@nor3×14 #@na vent #@na rules #@n@ buddy #@nor3xia #@na buddy #@n@ tips #lose weight fast

[mentallyunstablearmy]

gaining weight makes me stress and stressing makes me binge

#help lol #ed journey #bingepurge #🦋humor #tw ed related #bts ed meme #imma kms

[bloodcritic]

I met with the ED doctor and she was sooo kind and open. She confirmed she'd categorize it as ARFID (and told me there's multiple types, which i didn't know). We spoke for an hour or 2 and I felt very safe talking to her about how trauma + dysphoria has played into it. She (as well as the woman I previously spoke to, who has no attachment to the clinic lol) recommended I do PHP which is the all day program

I think it could really be life changing but I need to figure it out. I'm in my last semester of school and I'd have to take medical leave and graduate later / without my cohort. But the ED/depression has really made it hard to keep up with normal life stuff so idk about getting through this semester anyway, and my insurance ends when I graduate 😿

But also I really want the autism dr to respond to my calls :| because if I'm going to start treatment for ARFID (highly associated with ASD) in an intensive program (while I've been especially so easily overstimulated).....I want the paperwork 😭

#i just gotta get this out somewhere. fell free to drop a heart or an anon lol they're appreciated tbh 😭 #ed journey #🤪✌️

[lean-loli]

I need friends

#ana journal #@n0r3xia #ed journey #ed journal

[budyniowee]

i am recovered i guess but my friend still has ed and it hurts so bad, i think abt this everyday and i am so worried

#tw self destruction #$elf h4rm #self h@rm #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #depressiv #tw self h4rm #anxi4ty #depressing shit #tw self sabotage #tw ed diet #ed journey #starv1ng

[aquariusmaneater]

new friends??

#tw ana diary #ed journey #ana rant #ed vent

[fionna-cookie]

Feeling like fat trash today...

So inner me was like: "Wear something pretty to make yourself feel better."

So I changed into something cute...

Other inner me: "Great! Now you look like trash with glitter on it." ☆ ～('▽^人)

Cutest trash bag with mental illness alive.

｡ﾟ(TヮT)ﾟ｡

#ed related #ed relapse #anamia #ed recovery #ed reality #thoughts #personal #ed journey #ed truths #anorexik #ed🦋 #ed 🦋 #ed #c🦋 #c 🦋 #anorexia nervosa #anorexic #anorexia #bulimik #bulimic #bulimia #depressive #depression #depressed #bpd #being borderline #borderline personality disorder #mentally ill #mental instability #me

[empty-d1sordered]

I am a fraud.

I am a disgustingly chubby fraud.

#tw ana diary #ed no sheeran #tw ed diet #ed bullshit #nb ana #nb ed #i will reach my ugw #i wanna lose weight #ana bllog #ana rant #tw ana shit #anablr #ana dairy #@na vent #ed vent #ed bllog #ed blr #trigger warning ed #ed journey #ed but not sheeran #i want to ⭐️ve #tw eating issues #i wanna be skinnier #i hate my body #i want to be perfect

[an0r3x1cgrl]

#armsp0 #armspo #th1nsp0 #th1n$po #bonespro #bonespø #b0nespo #b0nesp0 #not me #pr0 ana only for myself #pr0 ana diary #ana trigger #anadiary #an0rex1ajourney #an0rexic #ed journey #edtumblr #arms

[powpowkinnie]

I haven't been posting here a lot, on occasion I'd talk about my ed thoughts on my private Instagram stories but I want to try and limit that because I have an ed friend irl who's in my close friends and.. I desperately want to share all these things with her because she GETS it, but I don't want her to get triggered and get influenced by my "progress" or "ideas",, it's a hard line.. cause you finally find someone who understands but you don't want to hurt them. If you have thoughts on this please share!

#tw disordered eating #disordered eating thoughts #ed vent #ed cw #ed journal #ed journey #tw ana shit #tw ana diary #ed rant #@n0r3xia #ed friends

[amsjourney]

imagine all the cute clothes you can wear!!

#i will be weightless #i need to be weightless #tw weight #weight lifting #i wish i was weightless #i need to lose this weight #i need to lose so much weight #weight loss #i wanna lose weight #@tw edd #e@tingdisorder #£d #ed dairy #weight journey #ed journal #ed journey #Spotify

[mentallyunstablearmy]

me after i realized i just flexed to my parents that i could fit in my kid clothes

#🦋ed #not pr0 ana #tw ed related #tw ed thoughts #ed journey #tw ana things #kpop ed memes #bts ed humor #ana relapse #ed bts memes #ed bts #kpop ed humor #ed kpop memes

[x1ana1x]

Just an update I’ve been doing good for a little bit, sticking to my calories and lost about 2kg in a week. Last weekend was rough though because my best friend was visiting and i didn’t want to worry her so i just went along with the junk food. Progress has been slow but i just have to try to be patience because i just cant lower my daily calories because of how much i workout. 

#tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #tw eating issues #disordered eating thoughts #disordered eating mention #ed journal #ed journey #tw ed