emaciatedmilf

[emaciatedmilf]

we broke up

[emaciatedmilf]

13hr fast completed. i rlly came back to this shit with a vengeance. my tummy hurts from eating now though :(

#low cal ana #ana relapse #ana friend #anamia #ana #afab ana #tw eating stuff #tw restriction #tw ed stuff #purge tips #twed #not pro just use tags #tw purge #4na fast #ed friends #restrictive ed #ed #bodychex #bodycheck

[emaciatedmilf]

pain. agony. suffering, even

fuck recovery and everything it did to me. its time to get to fucking work. this is embarrassing

AHHHHHHH

#anamia #tw purge #ana friend #purge tips #tw restriction #afab ana #tw ana related #ed friends #tw eating stuff #tw ed stuff #twed #not pro just use tags #restrictive ed #ed #low cal ana #ana relapse #ana #4na fast

[emaciatedmilf]

i wish this shit was like a game so that whenever i relapse i could just load my lowest weight and continue. now im stuck here being at my hw 🤩

#anamia #tw purge #ana friend #purge tips #tw restriction #afab ana #tw ana related #ed friends #tw eating stuff #tw ed stuff #restrictive ed #ed #twed #not pro just use tags #4na fast

[emaciatedmilf]

i am a horrible person. bf just told me he went to the gym today and brain made it an internal competition. brain told me to work twice as hard and be half the size of him. he isn't even trying to lose weight!!!! hes bulking!!!!!! im stupid and an idiot and a stupid idiot

#anamia #tw purge #ana friend #purge tips #tw restriction #afab ana #tw ana related #low cal ana #ed friends #ana relapse #ana #tw eating stuff #tw ed stuff #twed #not pro just use tags

[emaciatedmilf]

i dont wanna be pretty skinny

i want to be so thin everyone can see how sick i am. i want to be "too thin". i want to be emaciated

#low cal ana #ana relapse #ana friend #anamia #ana #afab ana #tw eating stuff #tw restriction #tw ed stuff #purge tips #twed #tw purge #not pro just use tags #ed friends #4na fast

[emaciatedmilf]

IM BACK BABY

and not just for a couple days like my other shitty little relapses either. im back for good

#anamia #tw purge #ana friend #purge tips #tw restriction #afab ana #tw ana related #low cal ana #ana relapse #ana #not pro just use tags

[emaciatedmilf]

FUCK YOU RECOVERY

i miss the way my hands were all boney. i miss the way my collarbones and ribs stuck out. i miss the way i felt comfort by wrapping my hands around my wrists. i miss the control

#tw eating stuff #tw restriction #tw ed stuff #purge tips #twed #anareksic #low cal ana #ana friend #anamia #ana #ana relapse #tw ana related #ana restriction #restrictive ed #not pro just use tags #tw purge

[emaciatedmilf]

he left me. my job became unreliable. i started drinking and sleeping around to cope. now that that isnt working we are back to ol reliable, ED's and s/h. ive lost everything so why not lose the weight too

i cant do this shit anymore

#tw eating stuff #tw restriction #tw ed stuff #purge tips #twed #tw su1c1d3 #tw sui ideation #anareksic #low cal ana #ana friend #anamia #ana #ana relapse #tw ana related #ana restriction #restrictive ed #not pro just use tags #tw purge

[emaciatedmilf]

does anyone have any tips xx

ive relapsed before but i recover v quickly and its almost like a fleeting thought. i dont want to recover this time. i want to b sick again. this is all i have rn and i dont wanna lose it too

#ana relapse #tw eating stuff #tw restriction #tw ed stuff #purge tips #twed #tw ana related #ana restriction #restrictive ed #anareksic #low cal ana #ana friend #anamia #ana #not pro just use tags #tw purge

[emaciatedmilf]

i think my ed saved my life??

was literally inches away from offing myself but the skinny motivated me to not...

WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING

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[emaciatedmilf]

my meds are staring at me and telling me to make a lexapro cocktail...slay i guess

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[emaciatedmilf]

guess whos back

and wants to die

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[emaciatedmilf]

i believe in frozen berry supremacy

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[emaciatedmilf]

i feel like the world is suffocating me. i havent felt this low in a while. i just want everything to stop. my thoughts are scaring me

#afab ana #anamia #tw purge #ed friends #ana friend #purge tips #tw restriction #restrictive ed #4na fast #eating disoder things #not pro just use tags #tw eating stuff #tw ed stuff #twed #anareksic #low cal ana #ana

[emaciatedmilf]

i feel horrible. my boyfriend made me delete tumblr but im back here anyways. this is my safe place. i feel like i wanna curl in a ball in the corner of my room and slowly rot away

#afab ana #anamia #tw purge #ed friends #ana friend #purge tips #tw restriction #restrictive ed #4na fast #eating disoder things #not pro just use tags #tw eating stuff #tw ed stuff #twed #anareksic #low cal ana #ana #ana restriction

[emaciatedmilf]

my brain is in a war rn. part of me is remembering all the horrible shit that happened to my body and, because of all this, my life & relationships before i started recovery and the other half is remembering how close i was to my gw and my body checks and how everyone would always comment on how i was getting "too thin"

idc anymore. i want my collarbones back

#afab ana #anamia #not pro just use tags #anareksic #low cal ana #ana friend #ana #tw eating stuff #tw restriction #tw ed stuff #purge tips #twed #tw purge #4na fast #ed friends