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If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.
If you are in the United States, please try:
National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)
If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country.
For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko.
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i want to be sick, i want people to worry about me. i want to be delicate. i want to be fragile.
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I hate that therapists say that fat is not a feeling. To me, it is. They don't understand the sensation you feel around your body when you eat. When I was in forced recovery, I felt every bit of my body get huge, and I was right as the scale increased. The feeling is the worst. I wish I didn't have a round face. My cheeks are so chubby that I can't even look at myself in the mirror. Maybe when I reach my goal, my cheeks will be smaller and I can look at myself again.
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To all of my lovelies who are struggling with a relapse, I love you. You are welcome here no matter where you are in your recovery. You don’t have to be ashamed of your struggles. We have all been where you are now. Reach out, you are not alone.
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my reasons to keep going!
⚠️TW⚠️
-my thighs won’t rub anymore
-i’ll look so small and dainty
-i’ll appear even smaller next to him
- he can pick me up and tell me how light i am
- i can sit on his lap and his hands can easily wrap around my waist
- i can save money on food
- ill look cute in anything
- ill look cute in oversized clothes instead of sloppy
- i can count my ribs
-my hip bones will look gorgeous
-i can wear dresses without being ashamed
-ill look skinny in the beach
-people will tell me how small i look
-being told to sit in the middle seat because i’m the smallest
-looking good from every angle
-sitting down with a flat stomach
-being able to wrap my fingers around my thighs
-collar bones!!
-i’ll feel pretty
-i’ll be happy
-i won’t have to worry about food
-being able to curl up on the couch with ease
-i’ll be able to dress the way i want
- my hair will look long
-i’ll look tall
-i won’t be the fat friend
-i’ll be weightless
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i dont wanna be pretty skinny
i want to be so thin everyone can see how sick i am. i want to be "too thin". i want to be emaciated
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Trying this new mentally ill thing where I don’t eat until the physical sensation of lightheadedness and vertigo are bad enough to actually scare me. Oh, hunger pangs? Uncomfortable, yes, but not scary. Headache? A nuisance that I would beat in the streets if I could. But not scary. Works pretty well so far.
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though i'm counting unhealthy amount of c4ls again, i feel so healthy?? lol i've been cooking my meals and eating more veggies, going for walks, drinking water, feeling good and eager to try new recipes, never felt like that the previous years i've relapsed 🤔
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