OH MY GOSH I NEED THIS ITS SO GOOD
So, I'm planning a Loid-centric fic, and would like some opinions/to gauge general interest.
The fic has the working title "Identity Crisis", and it's an exploration into Loid/Twilight finally having a moment in his life to breathe, to not have to construct mask after mask. He can be open with those he loves, finally (set post-reveal).
But the issue with long standing trauma is that, whilst in the thick of it, you can push it away pretty easily. It's when you come out of survival mode, when everything's going well, that the brain can process the sheer amount of trauma you went through.
On top of that, he's struggling to really find... himself. Or, at least, something he can comfortably call himself. Twilight doesn't fit civilian life, Loid is close but not fully authentic. He doesn't even remember his name before he was Twilight. Insert the "I lay awake at night because I don't even know what my favourite colour is, and I'm afraid I don't have a real personality" quote.
To top that off, Loid is... losing his cool, so to speak. Popping corks in restaurants, backfiring cars, certain phrases... They all bring back memories that seize his chest and makes him feel like he can't breathe, because he has to find Anya and Yor, make sure they're okay, nothing can happen to them because he loves them and if the worse were to happen he'd be all alone, as selfish as that sounds -
This is basically a character study, using my unfortunately real world experience of latently processing a lot of trauma. There's a lot of comfort from Yor and Anya, however! They are there for Loid, and want to support him as much as they can; starting with little things that just grow and help Loid see that he has a support network now.
Also, for any still not convinced, I give you: Bond becoming a service dog.
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Very late for the Watching and Dreaming Anniversary BUT I watched the Elijahās stream with the cast and it was very fun! One of the questions asked was āWhat do you think your characters favorite human realm drink would be?ā It was just too fun to not draw.
So here we have:
Hunter: Zeno said an energy drink, specifically Red Bull. He probably hasnāt slept in a few days.
Lilith: Cissy said PiƱa Colada with the umbrellas in her hair XD Cool Aunt Lilith indeed
Boscha: It was either a giant slurpee or a strawberry boba tea. I went with the boba cause they said she would spit the boba at people and I thought that was HILARIOUSLY in character. (Also the first time Iāve ever drawn Boscha so that was fun!)
Hereās the link for the stream if you wanna watch it, it was super fun: https://www.youtube.com/live/E6JOGJyVPY8?si=tFnVRDO-k3PAGeGv
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Iām in a strange predicament. The brain rot is so strong I MUST draw, but the art block is too present to do anything more than sketches and doodles. I seek assistance. LET ME OUT-
Anyway, have my very messy Suitless Vader doodles from like 2 am last night. He makes me happy:)
Sorry theyāre very messy and kinda garbage, I still dunno how to draw helmets. Anyway, if you have any fav suitless Vader fics, Iād love to read them, just to contain the brainrot. Okay bye;)
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The Star Wars brain rot is so powerful, I gained the ability to draw Anakin for once (or five times)
Def one of my top 3 Star Wars characters (along with Ahsoka and Eli Vanto)
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āØOwl Lady my belovedāØ
Yāall ever forget that she was once the most powerful witch in the Boiling Isles? I forget. She was freaking powerful.
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I need to draw him so bad heās too cuteeeeeeee
a Smaller Hyacinth dealing with a flareup because I realize I donāt do a lot of art with him struggling w chronic pain despite bringing it up a bunch, and a little comparison of the differences between him and his ortet I did afterwards
I think that given the nature of his condition (unfinished and fragile nerve endings/tendons) itād be similar to the pain of multiple sclerosisā¦
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How are you today?
Happy Easter š£š°
Hu
Happy Easter :) I am good
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My fav childhood movie
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So I saw your traditional drawing of Bonnie bro and I just-
LOOK YOU CANNOT JUST DRAW THE ICONIC DAD SMIRK AND EXPECT ME TO DO NOTHING!!!
The drawing was giving me "Damn I'm gonna have a cool kid in the future" vibe so I just went along with it.
It came out as something like: "pls don't think I'm cringe pls don't think I'm cringe pls don't think I'm cringe-" and "She may be cringe, but she's definitely something. I like you, kid."
(Maybe you could make that a Ballpit AU where Cassie traveled to the past? Kinda like I did here-)
PARENT AND CHILD I LOVE THEM!! <333
I freaking love ballpit au's, and while i lack the ability to write, i excel at brainrotting, therefore, i may draw something (Or a thousand somethings) if the mood strikes me :) I'll @ you if i do!
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āØThe detectives everāØ
(original pic under cut)
Edit: An explanation for the food they hold, Shawn: Pineapple, obv, heās a fan of delicious flavor. Gus: Blueberries, because he canāt hold his car (It is a company car after all). Jules: Froot Loops, Shawn has custody of them on weekends tho (itās just in one of the episodes). Lassie: Coffee, three cream, four sugars, itās a heart attack waiting to happen (also one of the episodes)
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Foxybro and Bonniemask doodles from my sketchbook
(Rare traditional art sighting)
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I love this idea so freaking much aaaAAAAHHH I NEED TO DRAW ART.
Small note, hear me out: Childrens screams slowly get incorporated into the laugh track? Like, not a lot at first, if you can hear it its just one child or something, but as it goes on, the laughter gets so distorted, all you can hear is the screaming children.
Also, you could do like Wandavision, where the creepiness and child murder is never directly mentioned, like it doesn't exist at all, almost as tho William is in denial that he's killing the kids at all.
Maybe. instead of having a whole "Bite of '83" scene, an episode is all about preparing for CC's birthday, normal sitcom shenanigans happen like looking for the perfect present, or trying to plan a surprise party and not get caught, etc. But the episode ends with the beginning of the party (Or maybe even just don't show any of it) or something, and just cut to black. Next episode starts, CC is nowhere to be found, Mike is a bit more quiet than usual, but its never directly mentioned, its as tho he never existed in the show at all.
sitcom focused on the Afton's were they just do wacky sitcom plots and inhabbit typical sitcom tropes (suburban dad, troublesome son, sweet little girl, toddler) but then it progressivly becomes obvious that this is a psychological horror is this anything
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Tried something a little different, it was fun. Just tried to redraw a screenshot of the movie Cruella that Iāve always thought looked really cool.
(Screenshot Ref under cut)
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Eli is traumatized
*Eli and Thrawn are cuddling*
Eli: Tell me something I don't know about you.
Thrawn: *leans in to whisper in Eli's ear, voice deep and sensual* I once went on a unauthorized mission with Vader and his girlfriend. We used a corpse as a puppet.
Eli:
Eli:
Eli: I meant like your favorite color, but okay.
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This was my āIām never getting that letter from Hogwarts, am Iā moment šš
I'm almost 15, and I have yet to stumble upon a portal door that leads to a world where magic exists and I'll find where I truly belong with an old hag and a soon to be powerful beast where I'll find the love of my life and best friends and I'm very pissed I was too late for crazy talking frog land and I refuse to give up on this one >:(
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Little thing. Based off this challenge I did. Very fun, now I have a cute new oc :)
(Ref under cut)
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That was really fun, and I want to draw this little character now:)
(I do not know anyone on this sight well enough to tag them soā¦. @/anyone who sees this)
Tag game!!!
Do this quiz
And this picrew
And tag people(obviously)
@anartistwithamask @gummy-axolotl @shadowthegay @auseryoumayknow @copper-ichor @moonysfavoritetoast @alexthescaredenby @invaderxeya @fungal-boy-witch-yay @artists-void @hazbin-hotel-lucifer-simp @ka1-the-pr0ot @theautumnalcat
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