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funny how the people who say they’ll always be there when you need to talk are the same ones who ignore your texts and little do they know, or hell maybe they do know, that you’re sitting on the other side of the phone tears streaming down your face because you’re in pain and are desperately trying to be heard. and getting no response when you’re already in pain gives such a feeling of worthlessness.

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i hate random sad days. having a heavy heart and an anxious mind is the worst.

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For a while, I thought of eating disorders as parents. My father Ed and my mother Ana. I've always wanted them to be proud of me, to care, to tell me I was doing good, that they're proud of me. There was a short amount of time that I thought they would be proud of me, and I want to be back there.

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no fr i lost 23lbs in 6 days. just bc i’ve been working and not eating bc of it lmao but im feeling a lot better about my body the smaller i get.

Work makes it so convenient to not eat 😌

Would highly recommend not having free time as a diet

#proannna #only pr0 for myself

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ive convinced myself that my best friend will like me more when i’m thin… im not 100% sure what the logic is but it’s something along the lines of being less embarrassing and being less uncomfortable with myself?? it’s stupid as hell but it’s a thought that’s always going to occupy space in my mind :(

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please stop ignoring me it makes me want to hurt myself

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I hate myself, I hate the way I think, I hate the way I act, there is no good in me, no one can love me properly because I am not loveable. I make mistake after mistake, everyone’s getting sick of me. I want to die so bad. I just want to disappear.

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it’s sad how with bpd even when i’m feeling good i can’t enjoy it in the moment because i know it won’t last for much longer..

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i’m drowning and no one’s around to save me.

#burden #depressedquotes #depressionquotes #quotes #i'm sad #sadgirl #self harm #selfharm #sad quotes #depressed #depression #lost #mentalhealth #sadness #sadquotes #anxiety #fucked up #sad #sadedits #worthless

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Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide. 

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for me my birthday is a day of mourning

year after year thoughts of worthlessness forming

no one cares about the girl who has always put them first

it’s almost as if i’m cursed

so happy birthday to me

as everyone around me forgets to see

the girl who just wants to be loved

is always going to end up being a thought that was shoved

shoved so far away that it’s never a thought

happy birthday to me

It’s my birthday today, October 12th. A day that never fails to make me sad.

#burden #depressionquotes #i'm sad #quotes #edmeme #funny #love quotes #memes #relationship quotes #sadedits #sadquotes #sad poetry #sad birthday

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“lose weight” i promise i will…

#burden #depressionquotes #i'm sad #quotes #edmeme #funny #love quotes #memes #relationship quotes #sadquotes #fat and ugly #im fat #fat #im ugly #ugly #stupid #worthless

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a current th1n$po bc ive been bloated all week

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