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...hey y'all...

Erm so I know it's been a couple of months since our last post and I'm really sorry, we both kind of lost the passion for the ocs and writing for them.

I am however trying to get back into writing and hopefully there will be a post by the end of March/beginning of April

-Signing off (hopefully not for the last time), Admin K.

#oc stuff #@keep pretending you love me #oc #ocs #oc tag #writing #idk how long it’s been… #been a while #this has been a text post #this has been a post #hiatus #writers block

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Haha I would like to apologize to kanako and raza for not posting on their birthday

Kanako- September 30th

Raza- October 31th

#oc stuff #oc #ocs #oc tag #birthday #birthdays forgotten

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Trauma/childhood head canons

We're sorry for not posting as much anymore, writer's block and school have been kicking our ass.

Angst head canons

Cw!- Talk of "purity", mommy and daddy issues, neglect, religious trauma(?) Old fashion views on women and virginity, alcoholic parents, shitty parents in general, dead parents & child abuse

Is this me projecting?? Possibly.

★★★★★★

★Child Ash! Who would walk his drunk and drugged out mother to her bed, cleaning up her vomit off the kitchen and living room floor, disposing of the beer and pill bottles before cleaning his fresh cuts and broken beer bottles.

★Child Sara! who would lay in bed crying loudly, waiting to see if her mother would come in and comfort her; crying silently after hours of wailing with no response other than her mother screaming at her to shut up.

★Child Kanako! Who would sit through all of her parents' fights, who would cling to her father's leg begging and pleading that he'd stay after he threatened to leave her mother.

★Child Light! Who would hide under his bed reading books while hearing his father yell on the phone to the extended family about how he wished Light died during birth.

★Child Lindsay! Who always got ignored, her brother's sport participation trophies always more important than her all A's and a 5.0 GPA

★Child Lucy! Who stole food for her family, once she left the shop and got into the town plaza the police were called and she had a breakdown, more fearful of her family not eating rather than the consequences of being caught.

★Child Phoenix! Who was never a priority for her parents, always ignored and brushed off for work or anything else. Everyone and everything was more important than her in her parents eyes.

★Child Valentine! Who would sit on the floor in front of her, looking at her in pure confusion. grandmother while she ranted about how Valentine was going to hell if she had sex and wasn't "pure" for her future husband.

★ Child Raza! Who has no memories of her parents, only having a torn and worn down photo of her parents, their faces scratched and disheveled.

★★★★★★

-Sincerely, Admin K.

#oc stuff #@keep pretending you love me #oc #ocs #oc tag #headcanon #oc headcanon #oc headcanons #angst

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Wow long time no see!

#idk how long it’s been…

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...when was the last time we posted..?

#@keep pretending you love me

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIGHT!

(We forgot Lindsay’s birthday…)

-admin J and k

#happy birthday light #happy birthday #oc’s birthday #oc #oc stuff

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Silly Headcanon for each character

🩶Ash- When he gets nervous around Sara his voice starts to squeak

❤️Sara- She loves any dessert with sprinkles

🩷Kanako- When she gets bored she will throw the weirdest and most random things at people

💜Light- His favorite animal is a bat and got to go to a bat cave for his birthday one year and was really happy

🧡Lindsay- She had a pet owl named Oods

🩵Lucy- She will steal things that Lindsay points out as cute or cool

🖤Phoenix- When she gets drunk she has the most caring personality and will aggressively love on you

💚Valentine- Whe doesn’t show it but she can be really motherly and protective

💛Raza- Due to having really long hair she likes to style it differently

-Admin J

#oc stuff #oc #ocs #oc tag #headcanon #oc headcanon #oc headcanons

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“not all men”

you’re right, my favorite fictional character would never.

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ADMIN J OC/self insert reveal!!!!

-Admin J

#oc stuff #oc #ocs #oc headcanon #oc artwork #self insert

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LINDSAY UPDATE!!!!

-Admin J

#oc stuff #oc #ocs #oc tag #headcanon #oc headcanon #oc artwork #character art

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Pity Party

Valentine x Phoenix angst one shot

Tw: Forgotten birthday, cussing, crying, semi-shitty girlfriend and happy ending

A/n: I'm aware we remembered her birthday but 1. I'm in an angsty mood 2. I need to get this out of our drafts and 3. I'm aware I probably should've just posted this in May but writers block is kicking my ass.

Valentine sat up off the small mattress in Phoenix's dorm, the too-big cotton sheets bunching up uncomfortably around her legs and arms, she let out a loud yawn, her arms stretching out and tensing slightly, she stood up and walked to the bathroom, brushing her teeth lazily and wetting her hair; brushing her baby hairs down to calm her bed-head. She slumped out of the tiny bathroom and looked at the beat up 'hang in there' cat calendar Raza gifted Valentine a few days after she was made aware of her existence, she smiled softly at the memory, picking up the almost dried red sharpie she went to cross of May 26th, before widening her eyes, realizing it was her birthday.

She excitedly crossed the day off and skipped towards the small plastic container containing her clothes, she picked out a beautiful silky baby blue dress Kanako bought her; it barely coming up above her knobby knees, the lose fitted fabric hanging off her small figure, she grabbed the matching white corset belt and slipped it on, it hugged her waist snuggly.

She skipped out of Phoenix's bedroom, immediately seeing the tall girl standing sleepily over the coffee maker, staring at it though it seemed like she was completely zoned out, she ran towards her and hugged her tightly, Phoenix let out a gasping groan as she slowly realized it was Valentine hugging her. "Good morning?" She chucked while patting her head tiredly, "Mornin'! Guess what day it is!" She giggled while holding onto the hem of her girlfriend's oversized Nirvana shirt like a giddy toddler, her bright smile being met back with a confused glare, Phoenix cocked her head to the side and checked her phone, the bright light casting shadows in her tired face, "Oh thank god it's Friday, I swear tomorrow I'm not getting out of bed. Thanks for telling me babe." She chucked quietly and planted a quick kiss on the pale girls forehead, Valentine frowned and loosened her grip on the cream colored shirt.

She laughed awkwardly and gently nudged her knee against the girl's thigh, "Love, are you forgetting something..?" She questioned, hoping that it was a small prank or a slip of the mind, Phoenix shook her head softly, confused she turned back to her coffee, grabbing a bright yellow porcelain mug with faded words that once said 'I am a ray of fucking sunshine', Ash bought it for her as a gag gift, she threatened to bash it over his skull therefore proving his point.

"N-no my love..uhm..check again?" She awkwardly chuckled and brought her hands to the hem of her own silky dress, the fabric feeling too tight even if it was big on her, the air feeling too humid on her already warm skin and her hair feeling too scratchy on her neck in that moment. Phoenix rolled her eyes and glared at her girlfriend, an obvious annoyance radiating off of her, "Val, nothing is happening today..fuck.." she huffed the last word with an exaderated eye roll, slipping away from the counter loosely as she sipped the bitter hot coffee, the red head's eyes blinking away tears 'Maybe shes planning something! It's probably a surprise party!', being happy with what her mind conjured up, she skipped happily towards Phoenix and tugged on her shirt collar, nudging her down as she snapped her teeth in frustration, her coffee almost spilling on her hand and the cold ceramic tile, "Valentine, cut it out." She grabbed her hand and ripped it off of her shirt, holding her hand she bent down and pressed a small kiss against her temple.

"I need to get ready for class, stay here and don't kill yourself." She grumbled in annoyance and tiredness, tossing Valentine's hand out of hers, slumping back towards the bedroom to get ready for the school day, she brushed her teeth and put her hair back, not bothering to slick it down opting to just put on her hoodie and hopefully sleep throughout first period, thank god she sat in the far back. She stumbled towards her bedroom, seeing her upset girlfriend on her bed, pouting; in the back of Phoenix's mind she cooed and called her immature.

She got dressed, wearing black athletic shorts and a grey tank top with a jacket, the summer air hot and humid as she stepped into the air conditioned hallway, she checked her phone and quickly realized she was going to be late for her first period. She quickly sped walked to class while awkwardly smiling at professors and other students, once in the class she sprinted up the steps and slid in the seat next to Sara, "Hey girl..shit did I miss anything?" She mumbled softly and pulled her laptop out, trying to beat the device awake, "No he barely started..I swear he starts every damn class by trauma dumping for the first 30 minutes, like why do you think a bunch of 20 somethings care about your failed marriage.." she giggled and nudged a snickering Phoenix with her elbow. "I don't know man..you got any plans today? I wanna get drunk this week was hell.." she groaned softly and leaned against Sara, only to be met with a confused stare, slowly being nudged off of her shoulder, "Oh uhm.. Valentine is drinking? I didn't think she'd do that.." she questions with a soft shrug "What? No she doesn't drink, why? I don't know but I wanna go to your dorm and drink I'm problems away." She mumbled sleepily while resting her chin on her palm, staring at an almost horrified, confused Sara. "Bitch...it's Valentine's birthday today did you fucking forget..!?" She whisper yells while gripping onto the shocked girls forearm.

Phoenix abruptly stands up, stuffing her notebooks and laptop into her already overstuffed bag, the professor glaring at her until she awkwardly lied "oh uhm..student council meeting sir.." she nodded and pointed towards the door, Phoenix sprinted out, basically falling into the cafeteria to beg for a pink lemonade and a vanilla cupcake with strawberry frosting, the staff reluctantly gave her the food, mainly to shut her up and get her out of the echoey cafeteria. She ran up the stairs and beat against the large wooden door with her elbow and foot, Valentine opened the door, teary eyed and shaky as she just got done sobbing since no one remembered her birthday, "Babe! Hey..don't cry c'mere.." Phoenix mumbled and placed the food on a small coffee table, hugging her shaking girlfriend, kissing her forehead softly as she whispered praises and apologies. "I thought you forgot.." Valentine hiccuped out between gasping cries, Phoenix cringed and looked down ashamedly, "I know.. I'm sorry, this week has been hell I promise I'll never forget again I'm so sorry my love.." she whispered and held her closer to her chest, the shaky girl calming down, laying her head on Phoenix's chest, listening to her heartbeat as they intertwined hands, "I love you so much Valentine, I'm so sorry.." she spoke softly as she rubbed her back, "I love you too.." she looked up and smiled softly at her girlfriend before pressing a peck against her lips. "Want me to order your favorite food and I'll attempt to bake you a cake?" She asked sweetly, Valentine cooed and played with her hair, "My love.. you'll burn the dormitory down I'll stick to my cupcake." They both giggled as she reached for the small treat "Happy birthday dear.."

-Admin K (I got lazy and tired I'm so sorry)

#oc stuff #@keep pretending you love me #oc #ocs #oc tag #headcanon #oc headcanon #oc headcanons #angst #one shot #oc couple #canon #lesfic #wlw ship #wlw ocs

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RAZA HEADCANONS!!!💛

(And some for ash)

Raza would dream of having a actual family and would make scenarios about it in her hand and when she actually got to go to school and met everyone it felt like a actual family that she always wanted she doesn’t show it for a fear of over sharing but she grateful and happy she got to meet everyone

Raza see ash as a father figure and likes to talk about different things with him and show off new creation to him and form ashes pov he enjoys it and is glad to be able to have that type of relationship with Raza he doesn’t show it much but he has a soft spot for her

When Raza is sad most people would assume she goes to kanako or Valentine but she actually goes to ash and sometimes Sara seeing them as a dad and mom

-Admin J (wow 2 post in one day)

#oc stuff #oc #ocs #oc tag #headcanon #oc headcanon #fluff

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💛Never saw it that way🩶

Raza and ash

Fluff and little agents

Every one was home for the holidays but ash didn’t feel like going home so he stayed in his dorm. But soon ash got bored and went to the library to see if light was back from his internship. As ash got to the library he saw one so he was about to leave till he saw some fluffy hair. “Hello?” ash was confused oh who was in the library especially at night. The person jump a bit upon hear ash. “Hiya?” Ash stopped in his tracks, he knew that voice it was Raza. “Didn’t expect someone like you to be in a library…at night.” Raza didn’t respond to ash and continued to read one of the books they had in their pile. “What are you doing here anyway?” Raza looked up at ash. “Reading of course! I’m doing some research for my robots!” Ash looked surprised. “You make robots?” “Yes I just am told not to talk about it so much.” Ash sighed softly and weighed his options. “Go ahead and tell me all about robots if you want, i’m not doing anything.” Raza’s eye lit up with excitement and she went on a 2 hour rant about all the robots and creation they have made.

“Wow.” Ash was surprised by Raza’s knowledge. “I know aren't robots so amazing!?” Raza started jumping up and down, she was stimming. “Say why are you even here shouldn’t you be with you family?” Ash questioned, Raza looked up the excitement slowly draining from her sunset eyes. “Why aren’t you with your family?” Raza argued back. “It’s a long story..” Ash mumbled cautiously “I just had a 2 hour long rant I can’t be longer then that?” Ash rolled his eyes but knew Raza had a point. He sighed and lean back in his chair “Well my mom isn’t the best person and had an affair with my uncle so I’m not technically my dad's kid and I don’t want to deal with my "brothers" shit this year, my mom is trying to get the family back together but I don’t want to deal with them making fun of me this year.” Raza nodded their head, semi understanding. “So why aren't you with your family?” Raza was trying to think of the best way to explain it. “I don’t have a family.” Raza shrugged but did look a bit sad and Ash looked shocked. “Do you know what happened to them?” Raza shook their head no. “To be honest I don’t care about what happened to them they aren’t technically my family anymore…I know your family might not be the best but hey you said it yourself your mom is trying and I think that’s the best she can do.” Ash though about it for a moment. “I-I never thought it that way…” Ash felt a bit bad since he was talking about his family and yet Raza doesn’t even have one. “It’s just prospective thats all.” she hummed softly “I’m sorry Raza.” Raza looked confused. “Why are you sorry if it about the family think you are all fine…to be honest I don’t say this much but everyone here feels like a family so in other words I should be thanking you for being my unbiological dad.” Raza have a smile and Ash didn’t notice but he started to tear up a bit. Ash held his arms out looking like he was asking for a hug and Raza hugged him.

Later Raza texted Ash about it but between the two of them the whole group was the best family they have ever had.

-Admin J (whoa Admin J made a post!)

#oc stuff #ocs #angst #fluff #oc tag #oc #unbiological family #i’m not dead

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What if the OCS never got into the school?

Warning ⚠️- mention of death, addiction and unhappy marriages and love lifes.

Ash- Would stay home with his mom, to take care of her due to her addiction, he'd end up with a dead-end office job and since he would've never met Sara, he'd wind up marrying a woman he doesn't love just so family will get off his back about being single at 30.

Sara- she would get stuck with her mom and probably be forced into a job she never wanted she would have never meet Ash and might be more distant with Kanako not on purpose but just to avoid her mom.

Kanko- Would continue being spoiled periodically by her mother, she'd end up doing something artsy with her life but have it constantly crushed by her mother because she wants Kanako to rely on her only, she'd get married to someone who isn't the best but reminds her of her parents; cold, distant and neglectful.

Light- He wouldn’t want to stay with his dad and sister so he would move into a apartment and go to community college he would've also never have met Lindsay.

Lindsay- She'd probably just get into a different college due to her smarts and family history she would have a better chance there but of course she still would go with Lucy because they're childhood friends so their relationship wouldn’t change

Lucy- for starters she would be alive still but other then that she would be living her best life with Lindsay and her parents.

Phoenix- Would stay home with her family, her parents would be ecstatic that she didn't get in so they could have her marry another wealthy family's child, she'd end up a stay at home mom in a loveless marriage.

Valentine- due to her being saved by Phoenix she would be dead since her grandma died and that was her only way of surviving.

Raza- sadly she would be dead due to her living conditions, there was definitely someone out for her and due to her being a lot older she wouldn’t have a good chance of being adopted.

-Admin J

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