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I told my mom that I got a new tattoo to cover a scar from when I tried to kill myself and she told me that I did the cut wrong and explained how to do it right.

#tw suicice #tw suicude #self harrrm #self h@rm #depresjon #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff #lonely #always alone #i hate everything #im going to kms #brb kms #i should kms #time to kms #ima kms #fuck this

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Everyday

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My life

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"I'm not lazy, I'm just tired. and I don't mean because I've been working hard. Not at all. I'm tired from forcing myself to get out of bed everyday. I'm tired of distracting myself from the thoughts in my brain. I'm tired because all my energy is put to surviving and people don't understand that because all they see is how unproductive you are."

— depression is a disease and it's tiring

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“I have never felt more alone and disconnected from people.”

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Everyone is moving forward. And I’m just stuck. I can’t move. I can’t do it. I’m paralyzed. Someone please help me. Please. But the help doesn’t help. I can’t be helped. But someone come help me anyway. I’m so terrified of staying here out alone because everyone is going so far far away.

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“I’ll find my group one day. Friends I belong with, a city, a community, a place to get all those ideas out and let them be heard and appreciated. I’ll be something one day. I know I will. For now I’m walking lonely in Prague at Christmas, feeling like the happiest, most unknown girl in the world.”

— He loved me some days. I’m sure he did. by Charlotte Eriksson

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“I miss having someone to talk to.”

— Unknown

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“I don’t have trust issues. I have “Seen that shit happen before.” issues.”

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I love covid I can cancel therapy whenever I want bc "I think I'm getting sick"

#mental health #therapy #anxiety

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TW/ ED

I've been in recovery since January and everything went great but now I'm at a point where I have thoughts of wanting to starve myself and puke all of my food out. I feel like I've gained so much weight I'm just fat and ugly. I don't like to leave the house without oversized clothes and tons of makeup. I hate it.

#just ed things #tw ed things #ed recovery #eating disoder things #eating disoder mention #eating disoder recovery #tw eating mention #tw eating stuff #disordered eating tw #bulimyc #buliimix #buliima #bulimina #anorexja #anamia #ana #anorexik #anorex1c #mental health

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Things me and Tate have in common:

So I'm a Tate stan and I realized we have few things in common:

We both love Violet

We botch hate our mothers

We both like Tarantino (Django is love)

We're botch touch starved

We're both ready to do anything for the loved ones

We both like to scare the shit out of people

We both have anger issues

We're both afraid of being lonley

We're both broken at some point

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Tate Langdon, American Horror Story: Murder House, Apocalypse

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Mr. Gallant headers.

Please, like or reblog if you save!

Dedicated to @kai-andersons-cheeto. ♡

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Literally no thoughts, just Kai wearing black: