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carmen-is-away · 15 days

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Me fighting the urge to turn this into an ateez blog 😭

#carmen talks shit #ateez

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carmen-is-away · 2 months

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cuddling with the legends pt. 4

part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4

In this post: Fuse, Valkyrie, Seer, Ash, Mad Maggie

a/n: i wrote this like two years ago and never posted it, sorry if it's maybe kinda inaccurate now and short compared to my other posts

Fuse

I might just be fantasizing right now, but I feel like Walter's a real touchy dude and he loves when his partner cuddles up to him. He eats that shit up and doesn't mind cuddling all day everyday. He's definitely grabbing a handful of ass no matter what position you two are in, but he's a big fan of having you lay on top of him.

Valkyrie

Kairi only likes to cuddles while winding down, whether that be before bed or after sex. Her hands are on your waist at all times and she's always pulling you closer. She's definitely gonna flirt and make plenty of sleezy comments the whole time.

Seer

He's a lover and he loves to cuddle. He wants to be very close and intimate with his partner, so of course he's gonna wanna cuddle. Expect candles, nice thick blankets and maybe even a small massage. He wants you to hear how his heart beats for you so expect to have your head on his chest often.

Ash

Ummm Ashleigh Reid is NOT a cuddler. She is all business all the time. She will literally have to be powered down before you should even consider just thinking about it. Sorry gang

Mad Maggie

Also not a cuddler, but less anti-cuddle than Ash. She's too busy girlbossing and being a Salvonian icon to cuddle. If you're cuddling Maggie, you would definitely have had to be very close to her for a very long time. She's partial to spooning if she is cuddling.

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carmen-is-away · 3 months

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angsty elliott headcanons.

content warnings: self harm, toxic relationships, mental illness, violence?, mentions of abuse

He gets attached very quickly to people he’s interested in romantically and will ignore red flags and/or try extremely hard to make them fit them into the idealized narrative he’s created of them in his head

He tends to isolate himself from others once he’s in a romantic relationship and hardly ever spends time with people besides his partner

He worships his partner, I’m talking devoting his whole life to making them happy and ignoring his own wants most times

Loves his partner wholeheartedly and is willing to do almost anything for them, even if they’re not always the best to him

He very desperately wants to be loved

He begrudgingly disowned his parents, they were terrible towards him and never supported him along with being horribly neglectful and abusive albeit having more than enough time and money to do so

He gets violently angry and destructive when his writer’s block is at its peak.

I’m talking throwing his journal across the room and shoving everything off of his desk. He’s pulling his hair and yelling and destroying his surroundings and probably hurting himself

He makes sure to not let his partner or anyone see this though. He hates when people worry about him.

It’s usually followed up by a long and sob and horrible depression episode that lasts somewhere from a few weeks to months.

What can I say? He feels his work very strongly

That also goes for the opposite

He’s running to read you his latest poem because he’s fallen in love with it and he expects you to as well

He may have even brought himself to tears

He will be all over you and ready to jump over the moon if you love it as much as he does

If you aren’t as tender as enthused as he hopes you’ll be or you judge his work harshly with less than constructive criticism, it will be a large blow to his ego and it will break his heart a little

He will understand if you’re busy or tired or not able to put your full focus on it, but if you can and you aren’t, or you're being an asshole, he’s super hurt and he may not always admit or display that in front of you

He craves validation, please give it to him, he might actually go insane without it

He also needs affection. He’s very insecure and will begin to wonder if you’re not attracted to him if you haven’t been affectionate with him in a while. He’s been quite touch starved for a long time

Elliott’s a very broken man and he requires a lot of patience and attention

He needs security and stability and someone who won’t take advantage of him

Please give him the space to make decisions and be accepting of him and give him your attention

Despite his terrible mental health, he’s a wonderful partner and father. Even when he’s doing terribly, he’s all ears and open arms for his family

#stardew valley #sdv #stardew valley headcanons #elliott stardew valley #sdv x reader #stardew valley x reader #stardew valley imagines #elliott stardew valley imagine #sdv elliott #elliott stardew valley headcanons #elliott headcanons

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carmen-is-away · 3 months

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i fixed my masterlist yayyyayayy

#carmen talks shit

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carmen-is-away · 3 months

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MMMmmMMmMmmmmmEeEEEEeEEEeEEEEeEEEEEeeEeEeeEEEENNNnNNNNnNNnNNNNnNMn

He's soooooo fine like please clobber my brain up with your silly poems and your silly stories Mr. Writer Who Lives On The Beach and never stops talking about his looks or how he loves you or just in general.

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carmen-is-away · 3 months

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Guys is my masterlist super broken or is it just me??

#carmen talks shit #masterlist #navigation

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carmen-is-away · 3 months

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masterlist.

last updated on february 20, 2024

requests are currently open

angst (a), fluff (f), mature (m), crack (c)

・❥ act! addict! actors! ・

nothing here yet, check back later!

・❥ apex legends ・

Bloodhound

reader comforting bloodhound headcanons (f, a)

Wraith

bangalore finding out wraith is a vampire (a) bangalore forgets wraith is her girlfriend (f)

Bangalore

bangalore finding out wraith is a vampire (a) bangalore and seer interaction headcanons (f, c) bangalore forgets wraith is her girlfriend (f)

Octane

random octane headcanons (f)

Crypto

random crypto headcanons (f)

Wattson

wattson taking care of hurt reader (f) wattson helping rampart with a panic attack (f, a)

Revenant

general and romantic revenant headcanons (f)

Rampart

wattson helping rampart with a panic attack (f, a) rampart's tics & habits

Seer

older sibling headcanons (f) bangalore and seer interaction headcanons (f, c)

Multiple Characters

what the legends smell like (c) cuddling headcanons: part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4 (f) mtl: to be a yandere (a)

・❥ borderlands ・

nothing here yet, check back later!

・❥ stardew valley ・

Elliott

angsty elliott headcanons (a)

・❥ umbrella academy ・

nothing here yet, check back later!

-dividers

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carmen-is-away · 3 months

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navigation.

Hi, my name is Carmen and I can’t like things a normal amount so now you, yes you, get to hear all of my headcanons!

I write for Stardew Valley, Apex Legends, Borderlands, The Umbrella Academy, and A3!

masterlist. request rules. inbox.

requests are currently open (no apex legends requests)

I will not tolerate racism, homophobia, transphobia, xenophobia, etc. If you act like that on my blog, you will be blocked and reported immediately.

If your blog consists of overly gratuitous nsft content, gore, sexual age regression, MAP content, or hateful content, DO NOT INTERACT!

If you are a minor DNI with nsfw content on my blog. If your age is not in your bio when interacting with my nsfw content, I will block you.

-dividers

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carmen-is-away · 3 months

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request rules.

requests are currently open. (no requests for apex legends)

Please send requests through my ask box. Requests through comments will be ignored.

Please be as descriptive as possible when requesting.

You can request up to three characters at a time for headcanons/reactions.

I don’t do any gender or race/ethnicity specific requests.

I write fluff, angst, suggestive, and smut.

I write headcanons, reactions, drabbles, and one shots.

I write character x character and character x reader.

I write for Stardew Valley, Apex Legends, Borderlands, The Umbrella Academy, and A3!

I don't do requests with characters partaking in zoophilia, domestic violence, rape/sexual assault, cnc, dub con, incest, or vore. I don't do anything with minors or animals or heavy gore.

I will not tolerate racism, homophobia, transphobia, xenophobia, etc. If you act like that on my blog, you will be blocked and reported immediately.

I have the right to ignore any request for any reason and I will do so if need be.

-dividers

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carmen-is-away · 3 months

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yalllll i do not know how to use tumblr on desktop anymore, i'm trying to redo my whole blog dawg

#carmen talks shit

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carmen-is-away · 3 months

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Guys um my bf is literally Elliott from stardew valley????

#carmen talks shit #stardew valley #elliott stardew valley #sdv #Elliott

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carmen-is-away · 3 months

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Guys Mordecai from borderlands wants me sooooo bad

#carmen talks shit #borderlands #mordecai borderlands #bl2 #bl3 #bl

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carmen-is-away · 6 months

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They reworked revenant? Why? What did I miss?

#carmen talks shit #apex legends #apex legends x reader #apex legends headcanons #apex legends hc #apex legends imagines

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carmen-is-away · 7 months

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Honestly some Caustic x reader fanfic are like this

Or it's gonna be the most gruesome and violent thing you're gonna read

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carmen-is-away · 11 months

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Hiii !!! Sorry I up and disappeared, but now I’m back and was wondering maybe if you guys would mind if I did some stardew valley content or maybe even umbrella academy? I’d still do apex legends content, but it will take me a little bit to get caught up on anyone past maggie, I am a lot bit behind on the lore

#carmen talks shit #apex legends #apex legends x reader #apex legends headcanons #apex legends hc #apex legends imagines #the umbrella academy #stardew valley #umbrella academy imagine #umbrella academy headcanons #stardew valley imagines #stardew valley hcs #stardew valley headcanons #tua #sdv

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carmen-is-away · 2 years

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Crypto a hood nigga idc what you say, he’s from the ghetto

He might’ve looked like a fucking nerd and probably is a nerd but he’s from the streets idc idc

Yes, Gaea is the Outlands ghetto, case n point, Storm Point

I <3 hood nigga Crypto

#carmen talks shit #apex legends headcanons #apex legends x reader #crypto apex legends #crypto headcanon #crypto #taejoon park

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carmen-is-away · 2 years

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I’d like to apologize for not posting as often as you or I would like. Truthfully, I’m not as into apex as I was when I first made this blog and my mental health has been fluctuating a lot from the time before I made this blog. I try to write what I can when I can, but since there’s so much happening in my personal life and with getting ready to start college and just general uninterestedness in apex, I find it hard to post here.

Im not going to delete my blog or anything. Im just gonna post when I can and sometimes that could take days, weeks, or even months. I’ll even try to get a masterlist up soon.

Thanks for being so kind and supportive and appreciative of my work even if I do take long long hiatuses <3

#apex legends x reader #apex legends headcanons #apex legends #apex legends imagines #apex legends hc

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