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nth sickness
“You got UTI again anak”
“Why don’t you drink water?”
“You need water. It’s a water therapy”
“You are lazy healing yourself”
“You can’t go abroad to work if you are always like this”
And so forth. It is not like I am lazy to take a water…just that I’m tired living my life. I have this thinking that if I continue getting sick, my life would be short or early dead. So after hearing what the doctor says…all the waiting, blood take, and urine take – I am in this state wherein I couldn’t hear anyone. Like it was a moment of silence that I really need to speak out to someone…” Do I really have depression?” “Would the doctor understand if I mention depression to her?” “Would she tell it to my mom if I spill my unbearable feelings?” I was on the verge of asking the doctor about it when our time was up, but I couldn’t bring myself up. Why? Because I’m scared. Not because of opening it up but rather I’m scared of trusting her and giving me medicines or something that I know to myself medicines won’t help me. So I didn’t ask and return texting my best friend and a guy who also went depression on his early age. On the way home that night after my check up, they kept on saying these things and scolding me, but one thing was on my mind…” Did you ever ask why I am doing it and have you ever ask what is wrong with me?” No right?
I was digging my nails so hard on my skin to prevent a tear escaping down my cheeks and one thing was…I wish I would die anytime soon since this world…is already empty for me. There is no reason or purpose for me to be here because my broken heart always reminds me of people who I am really attached to left without saying goodbye and most especially that scar I still have – the thing he said “I wouldn’t die on you or anything”. So what is there to hold unto? I think it’s God. Another reason why I didn’t ask because I suddenly got this flashback last retreat, it was night time and the class was having open forum. The brother there was calling number of students to go to confession if they want and I went. I went to the nearest priest and confess my sins. It was the first time feeling light after confessing my sins compared to before because that was the only time I gotten myself to really spill the beans. I was about to go and chicken out for something that was bothering me ever since, yet I was glued on the chair and I know it was time for me to ask for help to someone I know that I won’t be judge…so I asked…” What to do if you have been thinking of suicidal thoughts and depression?” and his answer? Prayer. That time I am questioning myself on how prayer can help me? How praying at night would help me not be afraid? How prayer can help my friend wake up from comatose? Yet, I prayed. Even if I have a heavy heart filled with emptiness…I still prayed. Even if I pray with my eyes open staring at the walls, I prayed. And one thing for sure…day by day I start to feel light and simple things came for me that it was more than enough to make me happy through the day. So for now almost a week after my check up from the hospital…what I did was praying, not always but still present. I took a break off from the game which is filled with hurtful past memories, removing toxic people, forgiving people who were attached to me before, acceptance, moving on, and most especially…finding my self-worth and love. It’s still hard, yes, but there would be this time wherein…” I need to trust God not just for me, but to all people I will encounter in the near future.”
- Aly
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As a kid growing up, I always believed I can be alone. When I was young, my father passed away. My mother chose to work in other places with my younger brother, not me. So I didn't care about anyone's company. Everyone will leave me anyway. Buy Xiao Xi was the unique one for me. She's always being with me. I slowly found out that I couldn't bear to see whether she followed me secretly on my way to school. I could't bear to draw the curtain aside to see what she was doing when I was home. When I was doing my homework, I'd think she might cry with such a difficult problem. I kept on thinking that she would come with me when I left, because she used to be like that. But this time, she didn't. I didn't know what to do. Actually, I came back later to find her, but I found out her with you. I thought maybe she finally found out I wasn't as perfect as she imagined and I was not the most suitable person for her. So the only way for me to console myself, that she was so clumsy, noisy, and ate too much, that I'll better without her. But I finally realized that I can't convince myself by it. I want to hear her voice. I want to have dinner with her. I want her love, forever and always. Actually, I can change all whatever she dislikes, but I don't even know what she loved about me.
A Love so Beautiful (2017)
#a love so beautiful#chinese#2017#Gao Zhi Ting#shen yue#Hu Yi Tian#Wang Zi Wei#Sun Ning#Yang Long#jiang chen#Chen Xiao Xi#Lu Yang#Wu Bo Song#Li Wei#Lin Jing Xiao
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I want to find my own identity first, so that people can love me for who I am
Who are you: School 2015
#who are you#baek sang-hoon#korean#kdrama#romance#drama#sisterhood#twin#kim so-hyun#nam joo-hyuk#yook sung-jae#lee pil-mo#david lee#park doo-sik#jang in-sub#Lee Jin-Kwon#Jo Soo-Hyang#Kim Hee-Jung#Choi Hyo-Eun#Lee Cho-Hee#Lee Eun-Bi#Ko Eun-Byeol#Han Yi-An#Kong Tae-Gwang#Teacher Kim Joon-Seok#Park Min-Joon#Kang So-Young#Cha Song-Joo#Lee Shi-Jin#hyo-eun
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This is one poet said, “We can generally predict the start of things. But we can’t generally predict the end of them.” In my case, it was the opposite. I had to experience the end of things many times in my short life. I hesitated to start this because I was afraid of it coming to an end. The moment I realized my feelings for you… I ran away from you… like a coward. And I failed… because… I started to have feelings for you without realizing. I just realized it late. I wonder when and with what incident it began. I realized it too late that I can’t figure out the starting point of it. The only thing… that I know now is… I can’t get my head around it. I just know my relationship with you that I can’t stop… going further, has begun.
Suspicious Partner (2017)
#korean#kdrama#suspicious partner#2017#romance#crime#comedy drama#ji chang wook#noh ji wook#nam ji hyun#eun bong hee#choi tae joon#ji eun-hyuk#kwon nara#cha yoo jung
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Just because you're not crying doesn't mean you're not sad. Just like how smiling doesn't mean you're happy.
Radio Romance (2018)
#korean#tv series#2018#radio romance#yoon doojoon#kim so hyun#yoon park#ji soo ho#song geu rim#lee kang
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The sun shines brightly through that window. I like to sit under this window. I'd always thought the hall was so dark. I never thought it was because of the castle.
I’m not a Robot (2017)
📷 : Jazmine
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Live boldly. Push yourself. Don't settle.
Me Before You (2016)
📷 : Junkee
#me before you#2016#movie#romance#drama#thea sharrock#sam claflin#emilia clarke#louisa clark#william traynor#matthew lewis#patrick
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You don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world… but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices.
The Fault in Our Stars (2014)
📷 : Lee
#young adult fiction#novel#movie#romance#josh boone#shailene woodley#ansel elgort#natt wolff#laura dern#hazel#gus#isaac
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Everyone isn't bad, Mama! Everything isn't a sin!
Carrie (2013)
#carrie#2013#movie#horror#drama#thriller#science fiction#chloe grace moretz#julianne moore#gabrielle wilde#ansel elgort#carrie white#margaret white#sue snell#tommy ross
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Whatever happens tomorrow, We've had today. And if we should bump into each other sometime in the future, well that's fine too, we'll be friends.
One Day (2011)
📷 : Tammy
#one day#movie#romance#friendship#london#2011#anne hathaway#jim sturgess#patricia clarkson#rafe spall#romola garai#emma morley#dexter mayhew#alison#ian#slyvie
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You don't need everyone to love you, just a few good people
The Greatest Showman (2017)
📷 : White
#the greatest showman#movie#2017#drama#musical#michael gracey#hugh jackman#michelle williams#zac efron#zendaya#rebecca ferguson#austyn johnson#Cameron Seely#Keala Settle#Sam Humphrey#p.t. barnum#Charity Barnum#Phillip Carlyle#anne wheeler#Jenny Lind#Caroline Barnum#Helen Barnum#Lettie Lutz
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The best part was having someone to share your adventures with.
Midnight Sun (2018)
📷 : TrailerAddict
#midnight sun 2018#2018#movie#xp#love#scott speer#bella thorne#patrick schwarzenegger#rob riggle#quinn shephard#katie price#charlie reed#jack price#morgan
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You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you're doing, where you are, who you're with, and if you're OK. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy.
Love, Rosie (2014) ⚓
#love rosie#2014#movie#romance#lily collins#sam claflin#christian cooke#suki waterhouse#tamsin egerton#jaime winstone#art parkinson#lily laight#rosie dunne#alex stewart#greg#bethany williams#sally#ruby#gary dunn#katie dunne#christian ditter
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Sometimes I feel like I’m always on the outside, there’s this invisible line that I have to cross to really be a part of everything and I just can’t ever cross it.
Love, Simon (2018) ⚓
#love simon#movie#romance#2018#friendship#coming out#nick robinson#katherine langford#alexandra shipp#jorge lendeborg jr.#miles heizer#Keiynan Lonsdale#logan miller#jennifer garner#josh duhamel#tony hale#simon spier#leah burke#emily spier#jack#abby#martin#bram#nick#greg berlanti
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You're lucky if you can get even one really good best friend in your life
The Kissing Booth (2018)
📷 : Erbland
#thekissingbooth#movie#2018#comedy#romance#vince marcello#bethreekles#joey king#jacob elordi#joel courtney#elle evans#lee flynn#noah flynn
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Relationships are about intangible things. They’re about moments. The real moments and who you share them with.
When We First Met (2018) ⚓
📷 : Chen
#when we first met#2018#movie#chick-flick#alexandra daddario#robbie amell#adam devine#shelley hennig#kingbach#averymartin#ethan#noah ashby#carrie#max
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First Blog ♥
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Hai.♥ Welcome to my first (and finally) blog. Tbh, I’ve been planning to make a personal blog for so long since I got interested on how people use it, how they show different events of a certain country or people, and of course - different usage or types of blogging. This makes me want to be as personalized, realistic, and a touch of fun as much as possible.
Keep in mind, this is my first time and I do hope for privacy, respect, and understanding.
So...
Welcome to my blog!
I’m Aly ⚓
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