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[bambipickle]

blog posts and diaries of all sorts always make me feel so dreamy and nostalgic for something i havent even experienced in the first place

#i wish real blogs were still a thing #this thing is just blogified social media #bambipickle #shitpost #thoughts #nostalgia #nostalgic #nostalgiacore

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TIL ive been a fucking bitch to everyone around me and i never even realized. there might be no fixing that

#bambipickle #vent #vent post

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Shhhh let’s just pretend they know each other in KH

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i wish school trips were banned from boarding the tram !!

#bambipickle #shitpost

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when a person's brain dies all their thoughts feelings memories ideas beliefs interests everything goes to waste. why isnt there a way to recover all this? why isn't it physically possible to record all this while still alive? how do you record a certain feeling. try to convey it in art but it's all subjective. late afternoons i bring myself to tears over what's been lost unbeknownst to us. lost media²

#bambipickle #rambles #rambling #rhetorical question #shitpost #psychology #memories #am i making sense

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i feel like all i do is exist, go through every day minimal effort included. after chores i just play games or sleep whilst i could achieve so much more, i could create memorable things, beautiful artwork, something that stays. instead i just exist and years go by irrevokably. why am i so lazy. i cant stand my mediocre looks, mediocre style, nonexistent nebulous interests. cant bother to learn to do my make up properly. yet i have no drive to do something about any of it. i have this odd yearning to leave a mark

#vent #bambipickle #thoughts #meaning of life #???

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late night thinking about memories i could have made but didnt

#bambipickle #thoughts #nostalgia

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if I had lived in the 90s, would I be bitter they're over never to return or that I wasted my youth back in the day without access to today's technology and lifestyle, envying the zoomers?

#either way i'd hate it #nostalgia #bambipickle #90s #1990s #nostalgic #nostalgiacore #thoughts #shitpost

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a little nostalgia for today

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the sky at golden hour is such a joy to watch. do you go to the balcony and observe the golden rims of clouds or do you stay in the comfort of the carpeted floors and the dim blue light of the tv screens. surrounded with muffled talk and the tunes from the stereo in the other room

#bambipickle #nostalgic #srsly feeling super nostalgic and artistic because of the stupid sky #like to pretend the year is 1991

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@bambipickle playing some sort of a game like disco elysium or perhaps even sexy solitaire

#HEY ITS ME #timo #bambipickle

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When all this is over, will you stay with me? For good?

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John Brosio - Smoking Salmon - 2001

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it's been a while since i blasted music full volume on my 90s stereo and danced around like a clown in my empty house

#bambipickle #shitpost

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I forgor to post. There is a song i found aged like 17, back then I didn't really think I'd live to be 23. But I kept it buried somewhere deep in my memory and recently, on my 23rd birthday I remembered. It's a simple, happy lo-fi song. I never thought I'd get to a point where I enjoy little things like in the song lyrics. I'm on a long winded journey to be myself and love myself, still plagued by uncertainties and sould crushing nostalgia and regret:( but i just keep on moving.

The songs cover art makes me want to be 23, live out my goofy little life in someplace happy and pretty, enjoy little things. Sorry for being overly philosophical and pompous even. I need to get back to drawing. I feel all fluttery and inspired, a little nostalgic listening to this cheeky lo-fi tune. Looking back at 17 year old me. It's good to be 23. 🥹

#bambipickle #personal #music #spotify #free cake for every creature #important #nostalgia #alternative music #lo fi #lo fi music #indie music #nostalgiacore #healing #birthday

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Can u...

OF COURSE im never saying no to rory !! its is always okay to come up to me with rory drawing prompts

tho i must say. i think that would be out of character for her. i cant really think of a situation where she would look at someone with kicked puppy eyes

lets be honest if anything she is the one kicking other people

#timo

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the sky is looking like some sort of color palette

#bambipickle #shitpost #photo #pic #aesthetic #color palette #photography