avalonocean

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The Modern Age - 2015

Chemical Hearts - 2020

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““why do you kiss me like that? ” i said when it was over. “like what?” she said, pulling back from me slightly. “like you’re in love with me.” she looked from my eyes to my lips and then back again. “it’s the only way i know how””

— our chemical hearts, krystal sutherland

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“Invest in people who invest in you.”

— Unknown

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I find it best to confront the issue head-on by saying, “‘Pardon me, but you really hurt my feelings.”

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Pardon me but you really hurt my feelings

Hannah Baker

[avalonocean]

In one day, I’m waking up without depression, without pain, scare and inner demons...

In one day, I’m waking up and understand that I’m really happy.

In one day, I’m waking up, looking at the mirror, and understand that I’m perfect.

In one day, I’m waking up with you, and understand that I’m fall in love...

#love #girl #me #thin #body #eating disoder things #anarexyx #ana things #ana #anamia #thinspp0 #thinsppa #thinking #beautiful minds #minds #depression #skiny girl #skinny #getting skiny #relationship #couple goals #girls #motivation #motivating myself

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One month.

Just one month to prove to myself that I can more than just destroy myself.

One month to fall in love.

Not in you. I'm in love with you.

In myself, I want to fall in love with myself. I do a lot for this.

But every day is not enough.

You are not near, but another month and I can keep your hand in mine. Drown in your eyes and just be yourself.

#love #me #thin #girls #body #eating disoder things #girl #thinspp0 #thinsppa #ana things #thinspii #thinking #simple minds #beautiful minds #skinny #skiny girl #skiny legs #getting skiny #skin #anorexya #anorexa #anorexix #another #anarexyx #anamia #ana #diet #die #dying

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I'm too obsessive. Sometimes I’m too much.

My thoughts are attacking me.

I can’t sleep and eat, my brain cannot calm down.

I constantly think, think of you.

About what will happen, and that will never happen. A breath of air and I'm at the bottom. Maybe I should leave you alone, but not. We both know this.

Do you like me? You have experienced a lot of pain, you do not trust. I experienced a lot of pain, I trust.

I love, I fall in love, I live and bloom. I'm like those flowers by the window in early March. Don't tear me down, but stay close.

I like you? Absolutely.

#love #me #thin #girls #body #eating disoder things #girl #beautiful minds #simple minds #anarexyx #ana things #anamia #ana #anorexya #anorexa #anorexix #skinny #skin #thinspp0 #thinsppa #thinking

[avalonocean]

Sometimes you want that everything happened like you want. I want it now and waiting for it...

#thin #girls #body #eating disoder things #water #follow #me #love #anarexyx #ana things #thinspp0 #thinsppa #anamia #anorexya #anorexa #skinny #skiny girl #motivation #beautiful minds

[avalonocean]

30 day thinspo challenge

Day 01: Your Stats & Goal Weights + Rewards

Day 02: How tall are you? Do you like your height?

Day 03: A picture of your thinsperation. What features do you like about this person?

Day 04: Your greatest fears about weight loss.

Day 05: Why do you really want to lose this weight? Are you doing it for you?

Day 06: Do you binge? If so, explain why you think you do.

Day 07: Do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? Do they care?

Day 08: Your workout routine.

Day 09: Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?

Day 10: What was the hardest thing you gave up during this “weight loss.”

Day 11: Your favorite thinspo blog and why!

Day 12: What do you normally eat?

Day 13: Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?

Day 14: What’s your UGW? When you expect to reach it?

Day 15: Are you vegan or vegetarian? If so, has this helped you lose weight? If not, would you ever consider turning vegan or vegetarian?

Day 16: When did you first decide to lose weight?

Day 17: Do you have an eating disorder?

Day 18: What food is your weakness?

Day 19: When is the last time you ate fast food?

Day 20: Favorite diet?

Day 21: What are your clothing sizes?

Day 22: What was your lowest weight? How and why did you gain?

Day 23: Did the media play a role in your wanting to lose weight?

Day 24: How do you feel about the terms pro-ana/pro-mia

Day 25: Have you ever purged? If you have describe your first experience.

Day 26: What excites you most about reaching your ugw?

Day 27: How do you deal with being around food?

Day 28: Do you want that “gap” between your legs? Why?

Day 29: Your definition of beauty.

Day 30: 10 facts about you! And now, what are your stats?

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Okay, now I’m ready to be perfect. I have just 3 month for it. I believe, I do this!

#anorexya #anorexa #anorexix #ana things #anarexyx #skinny #body #thinspp0 #eating disoder things #thin #thinsppa #girls