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More lovey shit 🙄

Find somebody that loves the way you look even if you’re covered in shit and dirt

Someone who tells you how they want you to get fancy even when you’re not able to decide

Someone who doesn’t hate the way your chapstick tastes when they kiss you

Someone who picks you flowers at random

Who you can stare at the stars and dance in the rain with

Don’t stop until you find someone who makes you 100% happy with being yourself, someone whose eyes light up as much as yours do when you look at each other. Never stop looking until you find the one who loves you for your all not just for the big things.

#lovey dovey #lovers #soulmates #chapstick #flowers #farm work

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the girls that get it get it

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reblog to give the person you reblogged it from a little heart lollipop

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Maybe I’m Lovesick, Maybe I’m Lost, We’ll See

(Prelude) I really have no background to this at the moment, I just can’t sleep and realllyyyyy felt like writing something. I know it’s been a while since I’ve written anything but a special someone has booted me back into it without even telling me to start at all~

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I’m on a more lovey dovey trope, the only true background I can think of is the mystery yet certainty, the sort of hanging in the balance that one feels when falling in love. In this circumstance, I happen to be having one of those cases myself- so, this is going to be a sort of, my perspective, but also yours about the feelings flowing through my mind and body because this is a feeling I don’t genuinely experience all that often.

General Information: (All Reader friendly with some slight 18+ phrasing- mentions of true love, cute shit, don’t read too deep into this if you’re a hopeless romantic lol)

Word Count: 1,346 Words

Start Here!

You mindlessly tap through apps, hoping to even just find a friend that would bring an interesting conversation into your day, turning down most due to their odd requests or bios- but everyone wants something though right? Most are lonely, and they don’t truly understand what it is they need to fill that gap in their life. Most turn to nude photos, that void can be filled with a temporary high and then a feeling of an all time low right? That wouldn’t be so bad if only they could find a willing participant.

Most are open about what they want though, some allow their bio’s to speak their whole true heart, pouring out the freakiest genuinely weirdest words you’ve seen since your preteen days of being practically groomed on Kik or Discord…

As you scroll, and click, and just mindlessly ignore half the people you know would give you attention that you so desperately need, you stumble upon this one profile. Same age as you, similar interests, then you get the genuine~ possibly even borderline stupid goofy pictures of this person line their profile. This is a rare sight, you read their bio, everything checks out and seems like a pretty good sign so you think to message them, or at least send them a friend request- what could go wrong right??

*FRIEND REQUEST SENT*

Soon you get a message of “Hey” and don’t think much about it, until you realize it’s that big ol green flag of a person again. As much as you like them already, you know how these apps work, you know most, if not all of the people using these apps just want a temporary fix, so there’s only a slight grin on your face as you send your reply. Blinking hard you bring your hand up to palm over your eyes, contemplating if it’s even worth the effort to even just send a “Hey” back. Replies come in slowly from them, you try to reply in a similar fashion convincing yourself it’s best to match their energy, we can’t get too excited now can we?

As the conversation picks up you decide to move to a better app, same thing, green flag in my book, that means they want to keep in touch, good. Soon an acquaintance you’ve met on a random app turns into a person who you speak to every day, maybe even a sort of friend, wether you’re sending voice notes, videos, or extensive text messages back and fourth to each other, you feel as if you’re almost existing on the same plane of being as them. It’s a truly out of body experience to even feel that level of connection, and yet you’re still trying to convince yourself not to go head over heels like you have practically a thousand times before. People are rude and relentless, if you go head over heels for them they tend to dismiss it, landing you right on your ass, without any word from them, you know better. Just don’t get hurt and you’ll be alright. Got it?

Days go by of the both of you chatting, you can’t help but smile and maybe even laugh at your phone now. You went from talking about a common interest to discussing dumb little things, life interests, projects you’ve done, work, but it seems you’re always talking to one another. Then- out of the blue comes a very important question. “Do you want to be my significant other?” Your heart flutters for a second as you skim over the basis of what just occurred- they asked you- YOU- if you’d like to date them- You think for a moment, still believing that this could be some odd idea of a joke, or maybe a form of entertainment, because realistically you don’t truly know them.

Days pass, your life almost appears to be a bit lighter now, like less is weighing on your shoulders even though you haven’t split the burden. The both of you speak like friends, occasionally touching on topics like hugs and kisses and working out a plan to meet. Not once have you genuinely met this amazing person, but you feel so damn connected to them.. Something in you is still doubtful but that’s buried deeper now, you have a true idea of what life could be if this were to work out, I mean is it not human nature to at least hope??

Soon you’re beginning to make actual plans, you set days off of work, start planning drive times and costs, what outfits you should wear, you think about how you’re going to look your best and smell your best and just be your best for this person. Then one day it finally happens, it is set in stone now, you sit down in your vehicle and you set your GPS system up, you get your favorite playlist or podcast running, and you’re off. Just like you it’s a bit all over the place, you’re nervous yet excited, and both your nerves and your plans are a bit confusing to deal with, but you’re moving towards them and they’re moving towards you right? No more miles apart, just hours now, and now you can do nothing but drive, hoping that they definitely feel the same as you, hoping that you won’t be the only one driving to meet them half way. You don’t doubt them nearly as much as you did when you first saw them online but there’s still a sliver of doubt in your mind.

Finally, after what felt like an eternity, a few rest stops to go to the bathroom and grab some snacks, you’re there. You message them nervously, you don’t expect them to get there exactly when you do, so you wait, patience is the key here right? Time passes, and with that you’re scanning the area, it’s different from your home town- hell it’s just different in general. For a moment you begin to doubt yourself, “Can I do this for real?” “Should I be doing this for real??” And then your phone buzzes, it’s them, they’ve just arrived at the opposite end of town. The both of you decide it’s best to video chat so you can get a real time idea of where you want to meet for real. I mean you discussed it roughly over text and calls but how could you legitimately follow a plan right now? You drive two or three blocks, they do the same, and when you begin to see their headlights you start to get excited, maybe just a bit anxious even. The both of you park, you step out of your vehicle first, trying to stretch a bit, that drive was long as could be but worth it. They step out of their vehicle, giving you that dumb-ass sorta smile that they did from time to time, and your eyes meet for the first time.

Shit. Shit. This is what this feels like?? Butterflies aren’t even in your stomach right now this is such a genuinely tingly feeling, almost like bees or something are just buzzing around in your stomach, there is a kind of buzz to this anyways yeah? The two of you almost run up to each other, hugging for what felt like an hour. All of those hours spent on the phone, even the ones in total silence, the hours spent just lightly chatting on video calls, or ranting over text about how bitchy your manager was at work all of those days, they all seem so worth it now. This embrace is just what makes it all worth it, you pull back to look at them, to cup your hands around their face- for a second you even pinch yourself while smiling like an idiot, you’ve both pinched yourselves a few times before but this time was definitely a justified reality check time. But this is real. Really, truly, real.

I know it may sound silly, just a little bit, but I believe true love does exist whether the universe, or some higher power, intended for it to happen. I think everything happens for a reason, including the fact that our paths have crossed. No matter the time, a lifetime, or just a few simple months, it is time well spent.

(End)

Thank you all so much for reading this, I don’t know how many people will read this honestly- but I do know I enjoyed writing this either way, so the likes don’t matter much to me. If you would like to you can feel free to leave some feedback, I’d love to know how you felt about my odd concept on the funny situation of this crazy thing called love.

Anyways you lovebirds, go tell someone that you love them- and don’t forget the “I” in the front of it! :)

#love story #true love #distance relationship #online relationship #relationships #love tropes #lovey dovey #doubtful #love #lovecore #mindless #rambling on #new writer boost

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bud in my favorite pair of pants 💛

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he's the main bitch and he knows it

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woof

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yes hes my comfort character, and yes he does beat the shit out of people. he multitasks idk

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I just want a lowkey awkwardly charming dark haired guy who I can get matching superhero themed build a bear stuffed animals with, who will listen to my passionate rants about horror movies, video games or superhero stuff while cuddling and who will take my ability to walk without hesitation. Am I really asking for too much?

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Frank Castle

This took me way too long considering I had to redo the right side eyeball at least 10 times 😭

A total of 7 hours and 33 minutes for those who are interested in the time frame 🌝

Anyways, I hope you guys enjoy :) This is a good drawing from me imo, definitely an improvement from my most recent Matt Murdock piece!

#art #digital art #procreate #procreate sketch #frank castle #the punisher #punisher #marvel art #marvel #john bernthal

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total whore for when a man pulls the 🙁 face

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Daredevil characters as text posts...

okayyyy that's all I could put in one post anyways... stay gaslighting hoes 🤍🤍... maybe I'll do a part 2... idk...

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Liking the show isn't enough I need to be inside of the punisher

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nothing like getting shown up by your little brother.

#srb #this is making its rounds again lol #im glad people like it

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Matt Murdock Y’all 😌✨

Created on Procreate, total time taken is 5 hours 16 minutes! It’s loosely pieced together from references and such so it’s just a random headshot of him with an improvised body

Hope y’all enjoy :)

#art #digital art #procreate #procreate sketch #mattfoggy #matt murdock #nelson and murdock #marvel #marvel art #daredevil

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Cad Bane Sketch

Mixed ref inspo pictures :)

#star wars #star wars art #art #sketch #digital art #procreate #procreate sketch #cad #cad bane #bane #the book of boba spoilers #tbobf #star wars rebels #the bad batch

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"I'm fine, I'm fine I just can't - - can't seem to shake this headache"