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atseemzy · 3 years
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Seonghwa x Male Reader
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Warning: but weird and a soulmate Au
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Third pov.
  Seonghwa watch as the rain drops roll down the window. He sat here every morning waiting for one that he knew will never come. How could he come when he was gone.
   Everyone was already filling up the small cafe and soon it was time for to go. Seonghwa had this sick feeling down in his stomach for about three months now. He really couldn't understand it but he knew it had something to do with his other half.
   He ran through the rain after leaving the cafe to make it home in time. Only to be half way home and notice that his heart was beating hard trying to escape from him. All he want was to be free from this pain.
   He didn't really care something that it was his soulmate. He just wanted to be pain free for one day. He open the door to his apartment and took a deep breath. He laid down on the bed and look up at the ceiling trying to understand where the pain he felt was at.
   Nothing really cause pain when he move so what was it. The pain seem to get stronger only to soon stop quickly. Seonghwa got up and he felt fine. He sat at the edge of the bed and waited for something to tell him that they would be okay...... but nothing came.
{Somewhere else in time}
   Everyday fighting to be alive when no one wants you to be here was hard for him. After he was hospitalized no one came to see him. He made himself worst so that he didn't have to go home. He never wanted this but the sad fortune had fell on him.
   Soon a year went by fast before him.... no one was at his side and he just stop. The pain was physical but emotionally damaging thinking of everything.
   Like if he just would have said no then he would be alive and with him today. M/n cry in his bed as he held his hand out for someone but the hospital was only getting lonely.
   Another week went by before they sent him out to the world. M/n didn't have anywhere to go.... his family was sure happy without him after seeing how good they were on tv. They move on without him. The only person he had was whoever his person was that he was half of.
   M/n walk the cold road looking around not for a place to go. But a person who would complete him. He made it so far only on one night to be brought back into the hospital in another country.
   The day seem to get worst when they force him under with drugs to keep himself safe. They didn't let him go..... m/n had no reason why.... then again he had no memory of his parents now. Only the happy face of him before he left him.
   The ache that was once gone now was building up as he sat in the bed. Nothing was ever going to be the same now.
{back to Seonghwa}
   The place got super cold as he got up and turn the heat on. Seonghwa cry a bit looking at the pictures that line the wall he never look at.... he turn in the heat and start to smash all the pictures from the wall onto the floor.
   Hearing the picture brake and the glass shatter only cause more pain of everything that was ruin now. Nothing matter anymore as he drop the last on of himself with another smiling. The pain that was gone increase....Seonghwa now fell onto the bed and cry to himself.
{at the hospital}
   M/n look at his hand as he laid on the bed. He felt his heart start to slow down like it didn't that night. He just want to get back to the apartment that they share. He knew that he would be lonely if he came back....
   "M/n?" Someone ask.
   "I have to get back to him." He said looking at his hand.
   The person repeatedly told him that he wasn't going to be able to go back. M/n keep saying it over and over again trying to get out of bed now.
   "M/N HE IS DEAD.... YOU KILLED HIM....please stop I can't play in your kind games any longer..." the person said.
   M/n stop cold in his track he couldn't have done that not to him.....
   Not to Seonghwa.....he had to be at home in the bed waiting for him to come home.
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atseemzy · 3 years
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Ateez Maknea Line x Male Reader
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Warning: only a part of the maknea line. Sadly San isn’t in it
Words: 964
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Third pov.
M/n throw the paper off the table trying to understand what the hell was going on. He was mad at the fact that people were dead and he couldn't even find the person. The ages between late teens to older people were making it hard to make a profile or profiles of the people who could have done this.
   He lost his members over not knowing or not making any progress in the case. The upper people told him to slap a cold case paper on it and put it up. He can't let these family's not go without any answer.
   M/n put on his jacket and walk out of the police station with the box. No one look at him but continue to work. No one want to know someone who can't let something go like this. They all said that this would be the down fall of his career.
   But he never listen to them and continue to try and find out what was going on with these case. These people have no connection at all. He read as he place down the box in the seat next to him.
He slam his head against the steering wheel. All he had was description of how what was found....
Victim one, five, eight and twelve were found in there home dead. They where found on their bed with long claw like marks on them. They seem to bleed out is what they doctors said. But there isn't any sigh of having a break in or anyone else home. If there was someone home they were question and released. This doesn't make any sense.
Next victim three, four, nine, and ten were found at a camping sight..... but this was different. They were found with almost anyway to kill a person. They were stab multiple times or just once and dies another way. They doctors really couldn't pin point the way they die.
The last victims two, six, seven, and eleven....they seem to be around just a town or outside the town. But they all seem to live in the same or go to the school at once... these people had bad stab wounds and that how most of them die.
There is many more victims but they all fall in categories of the three. I park the car after getting home. I got out and go inside the house. I sat the box down on the table then start to unpack it. This all seem like nightmare or the worst dream of a cop...
   The days seem to go by as M/n continue to work and work. Finally he was able to kind of piece things together.... but it was.....was ridiculous. He shook his head and laid his head down on the pillow. It was just so stressful with everything going on. This case could possibly be a cold one...but every time something comes up new.
He decided to let it go for tonight. He got up and went to the kitchen to make him something to eat. While he was cooking there was something off. He felt like there was someone watching him. He didn't really understand but ignored it.
It was later and M/n was more then ready to go to bed. He was laid down in the bed and close his eyes while making sure he didn't hear anything.... but soon fell asleep.
The were movements in the dark getting closer and closer. They look over the man sleeping in the bed.
"Are we going to kill him?" One said holding a knife in his hand.
"I'm not too sure what do you think....?" The other said holding his hat after trying to fix his hair.
"Shut up you too... your going to wake him up and no we aren't going to till we get everything...." the next one said while fixing his hair.
"He been keeping a detail list of us. Even parts of our names....." One said ripping the paper into pieces.
"Well Wooyoung is the one leaving hints." The other point out.
" I swear to god Jongho I'll end you right now." Wooyoung said about to go at Jongho.
Jongho roll his eyes and look over at the one who was just watching them.
"You seem way too quiet Mingi why is that?" Jongho ask look at him.
"Maybe because you both are way too loud you idiots." He said making sure that the man was still asleep.
Jongho step closer to the bed and touch the man.
"I'll get him if you guys get the papers." Jongho said about to grab him.
The others nod and grab the boxes that were on the counter. Jongho grab the man carefully. He look at the man in his arm and smirk. Then they left almost disappearing into the shadows.
"Tonight we like report that M/n L/n was gone missing and all the files that were clues into the murders that were happening...... where is this police office? "
M/n woke up and try to move around noticing that he wasn't in the same room that he fell asleep in.
"Awww he's wake." Wooyoung said in the corner or the room.
M/n watch as they seem to have move closer and closer. But everything was just so dark. He move back only to be trap against the wall. There was a silent as the three smile cruelly.
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atseemzy · 3 years
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Yeosang x Male Reader
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Warning: angst a bit
Words: 869
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Third pov.
   M/n bit his lip as he watch Yeosang from a far. He was going to do it. He was going to finally ask Yeosang to be his boyfriend. He had it play all out. He was going to wait till they had class outside and just do it. He was super nervous but he couldn't not ask anymore.
   M/n took a deep breath as he heard the bell to go to his next class. It was finally time. M/n quickly got up and made his way to the classroom. He sat down and wait for everyone else to fill so that he could confess to Yeosang. The teacher went through what they would be doing while they were outside.
   Then finally the teacher took them outside. M/n look around the school yard for Yeosang. He found Yeosang over in the corner trying to stay out of the sunlight. M/n laugh a bit at him and start to walk over to him.
   "Yoongi." M/n said getting Yeosang’s attention.
  Yeosang look at M/n and look away from him. M/n bite his lip trying to find a way to say this again. It's like his brain forgot what to say.
   "I....umm...I want to know if y-you want to g-go out w-with me?" M/n ask.
  Yeosang look at M/n and frown at what he ask. He laugh a bit and look around to make sure no one was looking.
   "Sorry I don't date loners." He said as he walk away from M/n.
   M/n look down at the ground and walk away from the spot. He try to cheer himself up but nothing really working. He bite his lip trying to keep himself from crying. He couldn't believe this. He cuss at himself because he knew that it would be a no. He shouldn't be upset about it but it hurt and broke his heart a bit.
  Yeosang step away from M/n. He bite his lip and look away from the sad male. He want to say yes but if the boys found out they would make jokes about it. He didn't want to embarrass himself or M/n anymore then he was. He just walk away looking at the male here and there. He felt his heart broke as he saw tears run down M/n face. The class end and Yeosang went over to his friends. They all went to class and talk, joke and laugh for the rest of the day.
   After the last class Yeosang and the boys were went to their locker. Yeosang saw M/n go to his locker look a lot worse then he did during their class together. He notice that San and Mingi lookimg at him too.
   "Look at the loner he crying." Mingi said while pointing over at M/n.
   The others laugh as Yeosang watch M/n walk away from them.
   "What a fucking loser." Wooyoung added to the conversation before grabbing his bag.
Yeosang pov.
   I bite my lip watching him walk away. I clench my fists trying to control myself but I just couldn't.
   "I have to go." I said quickly.
   "Where the hell are you going?" Seonghwa ask before I left.
   "I'm going to go fix something I mess up." I said to them.
  Hongjoong pull me back before I could leave.
   "What did you mess up?" Hongjoong ask look at me.
   The others surround me waiting for me to answer.
   "I'm going to go tell M/n yes to being his boyfriend. Also I'm done with you all if you keep talking shit to my soon to be boyfriend." I said as I left leaving them shock.
   I quickly ran out of the school and down the road to M/n's house. Once I got there I knock on the door waiting for the door to open. The door open and a women stood there.
   "Hey is M/n here." I ask.
   "Yeah he's up in his room." She said as she move away from the door letting me come in.
   I walk up the stairs looking at all the doors trying to find his. I saw one that had M/n's name on it and open the door. I saw him on his bed with his headphones in. I frown at the sad look on his face and it look like he cry so more. I walk over to his bed and sat down next to him. He didn't look over at me at all. He just laid there and look at the wall. I grab the headphones and took them off.
   "M/n I'm sorry. I want to be you boyfriend. I just was scare at the time and I'm sorry for anything I did to you that made you upset or hurt you. I really love you M/n." I cry out.
   I felt M/n get up and sit next to me. I didn't look up feeling like I fuck up big time. M/n pull me to him and cry with me.
   "I love you too." M/n said.
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atseemzy · 3 years
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Ateez Hongjoong/Mingi x Male Reader
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Warning: slight warning through the whole thing
Words: 3319
A/n: I wrote this for a school project but of course not with Ateez names in it but I change it for here!
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I watch students crowd in the courtyard. I guess it's 2 o'clock. I look back at London who was still talking about some boys again like always and Paris ignore her as she play on her phone. Yup I said to myself just like any other day. I look to see what Paris was playing but instead she was mocking her sister. I shook my head as London punch her and continue to talk. I look away one more time looking at all the people walking around talking and laughing with their friends. I turn back around to find that the twins walk off without me again. I ran to catch up with them until my phone went out.
I stop and pull my phone out of my pocket looking at the ID that pop up on my screen. I didn't want to pick it up so I swipe the reject bubble and quickly ran to the twins who stop when they saw me stop.
"Was it your mom again." London ask.
I didn't really want to answer her at the moment. So I shrugged my shoulders and continue to walk.
Paris stop in front of me and said," you know that you have to talk to her now or later right."
I shook my head and said," Talking to her is like talking to a wall. She never listens and she won't tell me anything. Why should I answer her just to hear her complain and tell me I should have just done nothing with my life."
I watch as the two back away a little bit. I look down to the ground not wanting to see their face. I know somewhere that they were disappointed in me because of what I just said. I felt a hand be place on my shoulder.
"You know that we never meant to upset you M/n." Paris said to me.
I kept my head down some they would see how much I hate myself at the moment. They just didn't understand how frustrating it was when you want to know about family and all your mom ever says is that they didn't love her or me. That my dad left because he known that I was never going to be good son for him.
That what she says to me all the time over and over again. I look at the ground trying to think of a time that she didn't lie to me.
The twins were gone by the time I snap back to reality. I sigh and watch people walk by with their life. I wonder what the truth has in store for me. If I ever find out what the truth is. It like the same question all the time. Why did he leave? Why didn't my family love me? Is it my mom's fault for this? Why must there be so many question that need to be answer? Taking a deep breath I continue to walk to class that seem to be miles away from where I'm standing. It seem that every time I get closer to something it moves far away from my reach.
After class I walk back to the bench think of what to do now. I could go hang out with London and Paris or I could go home and catch up on some TV series. Maybe I could finally go to the store so that I have food in my apartment. Hm I look down at my feet trying to figure out what to do. I could do all three and just call it even after I'm done. I was snap back to reality again but a big gust of wind.
I look up to the sky to find large holes start to form in the sky. Everyone watch the hole in sky wondering or scared of what was happening. I stop looking around and rush to the math building. London and Paris have math so maybe they are safe. I quickly ran down the hallway looking for room 609. I stop in front of the door walking into the room to find that there was no one there.
"London," I yell through the empty room hoping they were hiding.
After waiting awhile and I didn't hear anything in the room but now I was looking out the window watching people after people be killed or people killing people in the courtyard. I thought back just couple of hours ago with happy people talking and laughing but now the courtyard was filled with bodies and blood.
The thought of one of them could be London or Paris or both made me sick. The sick feeling made want to know where the two where.
I made my way out the building looking around for anything that could kill me and looking at the ground for London or Paris. The scene in front of me was too much but it the only way to get out of the mess that lay down around me. I took a deep breath and continue to walk through the bodies till I made it to the street. The road was covered in red and the eerily silent made me uneasy.
"What do we have here," I heard a voice behind.
I turn around to see who it was but only to find two men there. I step back little bit once they got closer. They both seem to watch my every move not letting me get away from their stares.
"He doesn't seem to have a voice. What an idiot," the one with brown eyes said.
"Hmm it seem you might be right Hongjoong but we should still give him a chance to answer for himself or killing him wouldn't be fun like the others," the other said.
I quickly said," what are you?"
The question was the only thing that I had on my mind. The only stupid thing I could says might be my last words.
I felt chills run up my spine as the sun started to set. This isn't good I don't want to be here in the dark with them.
"We are running out of time Mingi." Hongjoong said.
Mingi look up to the sky and smile," I guess you're right."
I watch them closely so if they did try to kill me I could run.
Mingi step forward then stop," there something about you that I wonder." Hongjoong look at me and nodded to Mingi.
How did I get into this mess now? I step back but I trip on something and fell.
Hongjoong laugh out," look at that he scare Mingi."
Mingi smile and look down at me. I quickly got up in embarrassment.
Mingi ask," so do you have anything to say beside that stupid question you ask?"
I nodded and said," why does it matter?"
Hongjoong snap and grab my shirt bring me closer to them.
"Listen here brat you are wasting our time and I think it time for yours to be over," he yell to me.
I closed my eyes waiting for something but before anything could happen Mingi said," wait Hongjoong we might could use him if need too. Let keep him maybe he will be a good slave to keep."
Hongjoong drop me onto the ground and look back at Minhi then nodded. I got up but looking down at my hand that were now covered in blood. I felt light headed because of all the blood and the smell of dead bodies. I look around feeling dizzy and all the bodies blur into on dark red blurry circles. I step back kind of scared of what was going on.
"Catch him Hongjoong ," I heard Mingi says.
I felt arms pull me up as gravity pull down on me. The room I woke up in was a small room with no windows and one door stood to my right. The walls were a rusted brown color and the floor were damp. The only light that was coming into the room was a wall light that didn't give out much light. I look around the poor lighting room looking for something that maybe help me know where I was. I walk over to the door pulling on in then pushing on it but nothing the door was lock.
After for what felt like years the door open. I look at Jimin as he cross the room to me. I back away from him as he tried to touch me.
"Get away from me," I said to him.
He stood there looking at me and drag me over to the door.
"Sometimes you humans never listen," he said under his breath but just enough for me to hear him.
I tried to get up to walk but he was moving too fast causing me to fall and be drag to where he was taking me. I wasn't mad just frustrated that I can't get up. I felt tears in my eye as my frustration increase.
"Let me get up," I yell to him.
He stop and turn to me," you ever do that again and I will kill you where you stand next time."
He then wait for me to get up but as soon as I did he pull me harshly causing me to fall back down. The hallway was dark and at the end of it was a single door. Hongjoong didn't really talk much just turn around here and there to see what I was doing. Hongjoong open the door and threw me. I land on the ground and groan in pain.
"Hongjoong you should be careful with our guest," Mingi said.
Hongjoong rolled his eyes and walk over me to go sit down. I got up slowly making sure that Hongjoong stay where he was as I got up. I brush off my clothes from being on the floor. I didn't know what was going to happen but whatever it is I don't like it. I stood there waiting for something from the two but nothing came at all. The room was silent as I look around....
They didn't get up or say anything just went back to looking at the many maps and plans. I wish I could understand what they were saying but the language didn't sound like anything I knew or heard before.... it wasn't long before Hongjoong caught me trying to get out of the room that they were in. He quickly grab and pull me down the hallway and into the room where I was lock in early.....
Once I was in the room, he lock the door and walk away. I got up fast trying to get the door open again but fail. How could this room be so old but this door won't break..... I cry a bit as I hurt myself many time just trying to get the door open..... why won't it open....
After a couple of days being in the room that I woke up in I was finally got the door to open. I look down the long hallway where there was only one door at the end. I walk down the hallway slowly making sure that I didn't make to much sound. I place both of my hands on each wall to make sure that if the was hidden door I would find it.
Couple of minutes later my hand pass a bump in the wall. I stop and went back to it looking at it closely. I put my hand on the bump and push to see if it would move. Nothing happen so I grab onto the edge of the bump was pull back. It slowly open and I look in and there at the bottom I could see a road and hear noise. The noise was so loud that it sound like it came from the courtyard from the college. The thoughts about the college made me think of London and Paris. I wonder if they are trying to find me or at least trying to keep themselves safe. I snap back and sat down on the edge of the door step. I took a deep breath feeling my anxiety rising in my crest as I push myself off the edge.
The fall wasn't long and I landed on my knees. I rush to stand up and run but stop in this alleyway for safety. I look around and ran to the street where a whole bunch of people crowd. I look around the street till I saw a pair of eye that were familiar. He watch me closely like he was telling me to stay still and not move from that spot. Then it hit me that it was Hongjoong and he just saw me. I kept an eye out for him but then took off hoping that I would find a way out of this place.
After running for a while I came to a weird hole that was on the ground. I look down at it to see the half ruin college that I went to. I look back to see if Hongjoong had found me but nothing but silence was heard. I place myself over the hole and slowly push my foot down to see if it was open. My foot went down below the ground to the ground in my universe. I didn't waste anymore time and step into my universe.
The buildings look like war had spend out and the bodies made the air smell so bad. The blood on the street had stain the sidewalk and road. I look around thinking of a place that London and Paris might have went. I wasn't worried about Hongjoong or Mingi because I knew where I was going here and they didn't know where to go. I quick ran down the street to the apartment building that belong to the college. I quickly threw the door open and climb the stairs. I made my way to London's apartment. I open the door to find nothing but a notice that London wrote.
'To whoever is reading this there is a group of us that is moving to a safer place. There are clues to where we are. Hopefully you can find us. M/n if this is you I hope your safe and you find me because there is something I must tell you.'
I place the notice down and ran down the stair then into the road. I look around the street to try to a find a the clue. There wasn't nothing that look different but I don't know how long i have been and the other universe. It was frustrating and I slam my hand into the side of a building. I press my back against the building and side down. I sat there for a while not knowing what to do. I'm so lost and there is no one here.
The day was gone and I woke up looking at the mess of my town. Nothing is going to change what they ruined. The people that live here are now gone and all that is left is building from us. The sky was a greyish color with no sunlight at all. This universe had became their just from one attack. I felt tears run down my face knowing that this is the end of us.
I got up and continue to walk down the street watching for anything that could lead me to somewhere safe. I already made my mind up if I get caught by Mingi and Hongjoong I wouldn't fight it and go with them. I came to a stop at the cross road in front of me this was it wasn't there was a white mark on one of the stop sign. I went to the right to follow the mark way. After couple of more signs there was another one.
It seem like forever when I finally made it to the end of the white marks. It took couple of day to make it to the camp. I walk around slowly to see where everyone was. The silent made my stomach turn as I turn the corner of the building. I fell to my knees looking around at the bodies that laid on the ground. I didn't want to get up to check who they were because I was afraid to see London or Paris there on the ground just like the beginning.
I slowly got up and walk through all the bodies looking closely to tell if one was London or Paris. There she was on the ground and little bit farther was Paris. After an hour of checking there they were. I look away knowing that they wasn't alive. I fell to my knees and cry to myself. I felt like everything was done that there was nothing left. I step back having thoughts that clouded my mind and ran off. I didn't know where I was going but I didn't care. I stop and lay down in a grass area. I had let my thoughts take over and the tears wouldn't stop. I lost everything even my mom someone I didn't care about but it still hurt. I closed my eyes hoping that sleep would take over and in a couple of minutes it did.
The sound of voices fill my ear as I open my eye. Where was I? I got up off the bed and walk to the window. I look down at the street to find people walking down the road like nothing had happen just a couple of weeks ago. I look to find the college but instead I found a park. This was my universe so why isn't anything the same. I look down at the people that fill the street and remember the blood and bodies that were there before. I remember the twins and how I rudely told them to leave me alone.
I step out of room that I was in to find some answer somewhere. I walk down a long stairway and there was only two people at the end of the stairway.
"Mister Hongjoong would like to see you in his office," one of them said to me and I follow her.
When we got there I sat down in front of a desk waiting for her to leave so that I could get some answers. Hongjoong turn around and look at me.
"You really surprise me on what you did," he said to me.
I didn't say anything not knowing what I did.
He seem to understand me and explain," you were under so much stress you time travel to the future but Mingi and I ready knew you could." "
We waited to see if you would really do it," he continued.
"You made our job a lot easier and we thank you for that," a voice said from behind me.
I knew who it was Mingi. I didn't turn around but felt a hand be place on my shoulder and Hongjoong stood up to go to Mingi. I felt his hand be place on my shoulder too.
"We been planing this for years now and it was to just to put you in stressful situations to get what we needed." Mingi said.
I felt my energy slowly leave me as they continue to tell me of all the things that they had planned.
"To think now you just belong us now,"Hongjoong said.
This was it. This was my story to a painful past and a misery future.
- M/n
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atseemzy · 3 years
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Jongho x male reader
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- Jongho x male reader
- warning: angst I cried while writing it
- words: 641
M/n pov.
   I sat on the couch looking at the door hoping that he would walk back through but nothing happen. He just look at me and left. I felt tears run down my face trying to not cry..... I play with the ring around my finger as he didn't come back for the rest of the night.
   When I woke up I notice that Jongho was home. He was in the bathroom but I didn't move from the couch. I felt so broken still and watching him go along like nothing was wrong was making my heart hurt. When he came out of the bathroom he didn't say anything to me at all.... he walk right past me and into the kitchen.
   I look down trying to not show him my emotions after a month or so went by he stop doing things that we did together. Our friends stop coming and now won't answer me. I paid my head to the side knowing what was going happen. He sat down on the couch next to me but far enough to tell me not to come anymore closer to him. I push my knees up into my chest looking at the tv to see what he would watch.
   But I couldn't keep myself from crying so I place my head back into my knees. He didn't look at me or comfort me at all.
   "..........w-......why......" I whisper out to him in my weak voice.
   He didn't answer me but got up and walk away. I didn't really do anything else or say anything at all. I just let it go on I guess I'll just let it be till a decision.
Couple months went by and a saw him least and least as time went by. One evening I was sitting him the couch with my blanket wrap around me as I watch the rain run down the window. I hear the door open and someone came in.
   "Who are you?" The person ask looking at me up and down.
   "I live here....." I said look at her as she came farther inside.
   She roll her eyes and went to the bedroom. I wanted to follow her but she throw something at me. I look down to see a bag of my stuff laid in front of me.
   "You need to leave now......" she said grabbing my arms and dragging me out.
   She push me out of the house and throw my bag out with me. I went to get up but a fell again from the wet sidewalk. Jongho got out of the car and look down at me. He didn't help me at all but went inside with the girl that push me out. I got up and walk down the street wondering why I wasn't crying now.....
   Maybe it is the fact I don't have any years left to cry anymore..........I walk along in the rain look down at my phone see that everyone one of 'our' friends had been out with the two. I put my phone down and walk down the road till I got to a sandy road. I walk down till I could smell the salt in the air from the water that laid just a head.
   I walk slowly trying to make sure I didn't break down right here in the middle of nowhere but it slowly came. I found myself sitting at the edge of the water raining in the dark. I don't know how long I have been out here but I stood up and move a farther into the water. Once the water hit my knees I watch the sun come up.
   The light hit my face as the tears fell some more.
   "I just can't take my tears.........I hate this part right.........here"
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atseemzy · 3 years
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Yunho x Male Reader
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- Demi god AU- Yunho: son of Demeter
- Warnings: Angst
- Summary: Yunho and M/n fighting was rare. Nothing can ever make them the way they act now.....
- Words: 458
M/n pov.
I look over the house I feel stuck in. I ask Yunho multiple time to stop growing some many plants in the house. I watch him move around the room smiling at what he did. I frown but didn't say anything not wanting to fight again with him.
Fighting with Yunho is like a normal conversation. He make it to where he is right and close the conversation.......I hate it. I got up and walk to the window opening it. It was getting kind of warm. I didn't notice he was behind me till he put his hand on either side of me to close the window.
I turn around quickly to see his face close to mine. I put my hand between us and push apart.
"Why did you do that." I ask him looking him in the eyes.
"You can't open the window...... it's to much sunlight M/n." He answer.
I roll my eyes and went to walk away when he grab my waist. I felt him pull me back to his chest.
"What happen to you M/n. You are always so angry with me." He said while kissing the side of my face.
I remember when his touch used to make me feel safe but now it annoys me. I turn around and push away again.
"I don't want you to touch me." I said before walking off.
I sat on the bed looking at the floor when I heard the angry footsteps on the floor to the room. I was wondering how long it was going to take for him get mad. I took notice the small snowflake start to fall from inside the room.
Then the door slam open to see Yunho standing there.
"M/n I don't think you remember but I'm your boyfriend. If I want to hug you I will end of story. Don't ever walk away from me again. Do you hear me?" He said making me look up at him.
"Let go of me I don't even want to be here anymore. You annoy me.. everything you do makes my skin crawl. I don't want to be your boyfriend anymore. I never want to see you again." I yell trying to get his hand off my face.
I felt him grip get tighter and he soon had me with my back against the bed.
"You aren't leaving me.... you will stay with me till your gone and can't live anymore. Don't ever think about it again...."
"Because if you leave I'll tie you down forever."
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atseemzy · 3 years
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Many Days with Yunho
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- Yunho x Male Reader
- Warning: none
- Words: 279
- was on wattpad
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M/n pov.
   Watching Yunho look over many videos of the dance practices he did after a long day. I sigh loudly trying to get his attention but all he did was sit there and watch more of the videos.
   "Yunhooooooo.." I call out to him.
   He shook his head and place his finger over his lips to tell me to be quiet. Wow okay I see how it is.... I laid my head back down on the couch. I look over to see that Hongjoong came in after his long night. He smile at me then look at Yunho who was in the middle of another video.
   "Yunho I think it time to go to bed." Hongjoong said without going farther.
   Yunho nod and got up to go to his room. Hongjoong look at me then at him to see if he really was just going to leave me right there. Yunho was gone before I could even say anything so I got up and follow him. Once I got to the bedroom Yunho was in bed still on his phone.
   I grab his phone and turn it off. He look over at me and went grab his phone but I press my lip against his.
   "Don't ignore me." I whisper out while leaning my head against his.
   He held my waist as I press another kiss against his lips.
   "I'm sorry I didn't mean to." He said looking into my eyes.
   He pull me close and made sure I was press up against as much as possible. I closed my eyes and bury my face into his chest and soon fell asleep while being in his arms.
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atseemzy · 3 years
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Falling For You
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- San x Male Reader
- Warning: none
- Words: 372
- A/n: I’m moving from wattpad to here!
- Masterlist
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Time seem to go by way too fast as the bell rang. I quickly got up and walk out of the classroom. I look down at my phone and frown at the screen.
   I walk to the lunch talk that I sat at by myself the last couple of weeks. No one really comes an sit with me anymore so it doesn't matter. I look down at the small amount of food I had in front of me.
   It was hard to find things in this freakin school that doesn't have some kind of meat in it disgusting. I pick up a strawberry and went to eat it went someone took it out of my hand.
   "Umm excuse m-....." I stop looking at the person in front of me.
   "Thank you." A boy said while smiling at me.
   I felt my face get warm as I look at him. He was really good looking. Just before I could say something another boy came behind him and grab his ear.
   "I'm sorry about San. He has no manners. By the way I'm Hongjoong." He said while San was in pain.
   I laugh and watch them play fight. Just then six other boys came and sat at the table with me. Each of them having there own personalities which was really interesting to see that they are all friends.
   "I'm M/n..." I said to them and watch them introduce themselves.
   San sat next to me and pull me into him. He frown at the other boys shaking his head at them.
   "You can't have him.. he's mine." He said with a cute frown on his face.
   Hongjoong and Seonghwa look at him and shook their head.
   "I thought I raised you better." Seonghwa said to San.
   I lean back into San feeling a little comfortable with him. Which is weird cause I just met them but for some reason I feel like I have known them forever. I start to eat which cause me to pull away from San.
   But he start to eat too so it was fine. While the rest of lunch he hold my hand under the table and home around.
   I wouldn't mind keeping him around....
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atseemzy · 4 years
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Bemoan|Yunho
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> Hero!Yunho x Male Reader
> Summary: The day seem to be lost ever before he knew....
>warning: none or maybe one
>word: 575
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Yunho sat in his chair looking at the screen of his computer. He never thought that he would be here looking at a picture of you being taken away from him. You where what he idolized or treasured. You were simply is everything. Which you being with villain leader he could feel himself start to get angry.
If you would have just listen to him when he said move on this would have happen. He keep replaying the video of you. His heart seem to break just a little bit as you disappear into the car and down the road to never be heard again.
Hongjoong......... he never what to say it but he really has an impact on people. Taking what doesn’t belong to him. Yunho stood up and walk out of the room. He was going to find you one way or another. He walk right up to Mingi and grab him.
“Where did he take her?” He ask looking at him in his eyes.
Mingi didn’t say anything knowing what he did was wrong but how could he go against Hongjoong. Sometime it was easy others it was hard to just give him the information that he wanted. Yunho throw him down and stood above him.
“If I find out you have anything to do with this your gone.” Yunho said to him in an angry tone.
Mingi nod and got up walking away quickly. Yunho stood in the empty room now. He didn’t know how to feel anymore. Where have you gone? What was he doing to you? Why haven’t you came gone yet?
“Where are you my love?” He ask.
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Yunho was walking around making sure the world around him was at peace, even though his world see to be coming down day by day. He walk past an alleyway only to look back at it to see Hongjoong leaning against the wall. He quickly start down the alleyway to get to him.
“What have you done?” He ask looking at the other against the wall.
“Oh Yunho what a surprise to see you. I guess you are talking about M/n aren’t you?” He said playing around knowing how to rub Yunho to wrong way.
“Where is he at?” Yunho was more the mad at this point.
“I mean he was fun to play with at first but soon he start to challenge me and you know I couldn’t have that. He ran away and went straight for Mingi. You and me both know what side Mingi is on even if he says he’s not. But I mean they aren’t around anymore at one faithless night. I got to say it was nice to here him take his last breath trying to call your name.” Hongjoong look at Yunho as he talk to him.
Yunho didn’t move from where he was at. The new was almost too much for him to understand. Hongjoong push him to where he fell to the ground. He pull out something from his pocket and throw it at Yunho.
“You might want this.” He said while laughing and took off.
Yunho look down at the necklace. He remember the night he gave it to you. You were so happy and free. He move the necklace around only to see that half of it was cover in dry blood.
The world around Yunho started to turn dark.
“My one and only love”
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atseemzy · 4 years
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Ateez Zodiac Sign Compatibility
A/n: NGTH mean Not Going To Happen
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Seonghwa: Aries
>relationship: Aries, Leo, Sagittarius, Gemini, Libra, Aquarius
>friendship: Vigro, Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces
>NGTH: Cancer and Capricorn
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Hongjoong: Scorpio
>relationship: Taurus, Cancer, Virgo, Scorpio, Capricorn, Pisces
>friendship: Aries, Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius
>NGTH: Leo and Aquarius
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Yunho: Aries
>relationship: Aries, Leo, Sagittarius, Gemini, Libra, Aquarius
>friendship: Vigro, Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces
>NGTH: Cancer and Capricorn
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Yeosang: Gemini
>relationship: Aries, Gemini, Leo, Libra, Sagittarius, Aquarius
>friendship: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio, Capricorn
>NGTH: Virgo and Pisces
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San: Cancer
>relationship: Taurus, Cancer, Virgo, Scorpio, Capricorn, Pisces
>friendship: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius, Aquarius
>NGTH: Aries and Libra
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Mingi: Leo
>relationship: Aries, Gemini, Leo, Libra, Sagittarius, Aquarius
>friendship: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn
>NGTH: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces
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Wooyoung: Sagittarius
>relationship: Aries, Gemini, Leo, Libra, Sagittarius, Aquarius
>friendship: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio, Capricorn
>NGTH: Virgo and Pisces
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Jongho: Libra
>relationship: Aries, Gemini, Leo, Libra, Sagittarius, Aquarius
>friendship: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio, Pisces
>NGTH: Cancer and Capricorn
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atseemzy · 4 years
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Atrocious|Hongjoong
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> Villain!Hongjoong x Male Reader
> Summary: punishment are damaging with Hongjoong.......
>Warnings: none maybe.... idk
>Words: 379
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The time seem to past slowly as I sat close to the wall. I could feel my heart beat against my chest watching the door for when he open it. I want to run but I knew that it doesn’t matter where I went he would be there.
When I heard the door open I quickly look down at the ground I don’t want to look him in the eyes anymore.
“Come on dear look up at me like you always do.” He said in a simple teasing voice.
I didn’t react knowing that’s what he want from me. I close my eyes and slow my breathing so it look like I was calm. He didn’t let that fool him and grab the back of my head.
“Look at me while I’m talking to you.” He said through his teeth.
I look up fast to meet his eyes. He let go of my hair and step back.
“Now that I got your attention. Let’s go over the many rules you broken recently.” He smirk while sitting in his chair behind his desk.
I shook my head as I already knew what I did wrong why would I need him to tell me. I know he just want to prove a point to me but I don’t care.
“1. You ran away.... well that was just plan out stupid of you. You knew that Mingi can try his hardest to be good but at the end of the day I’m his leader not that over fool. 2. As I said before you went straight up to Mingi and try to get help. Who told you can talk? You know the rules. Your not allowed to talk unless I say so. 3. You broke the rule we have. You didn’t look me in the eyes while I’m talking to you.” He said slamming his hand down on the table.
I flinched but look at him again. He got up and walk over to me grabbing my hair and dragging me over to the wall that I was at. He made me stand and slam my back onto the wall.
“I’m just going to have to show you who is in charge again. When I’m down with you, you either will be dead or... a very good boy... make you mind up now....” Hongjoong said holding me roughly.
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atseemzy · 4 years
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Ruthless|Seonghwa
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>Villain!Seonghwa x Male Reader
>Summary: You just seem to be at the wrong place at the wrong time.....
>Warning: blood.... and lots of violence (+18)
>words: 1.17k
>masterlist
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I look down the gloomy street trying to really find just somewhere else to go. I can’t go back to that guy again......
Just then I went to turn to go down a side street when I was grab from behind. I felt myself being pull into the person that grab me. He push my head down and force me to walk. I couldn’t tell who he was or what he wanted. I went to check but he kept his hand on the back of my neck to keep me down.
“Don’t look up.... keep walking...” He said in small tone of voice.
I didn’t try once I saw that he had a knife in his other hand. I felt like I couldn’t breath as I started to walk a bit faster. I went to turn but he push me into abandon corner store. I fell down to the ground as he step over me. I look at the door then to him to only see him empty his bag out on top of the table.
I could see a large amount of money being spilled on the table. He seem happy with the money that he got. He quickly counted and put it back in the bag. But just then you could hear police sirens going off. He look at me and grab me pull me down to ground waiting for them to pass.
“..........Let me go.” I said quietly as I push him away from me.
He didn’t really move but pin me with the knife against my stomach. He just kept looking at me not saying anything. Just then the door open and he quickly look up. He seem to calm down a bit after seeing who it was.
“I see you caused a big problem.” The guy said looking at me.
“...I got away that’s all I care about.” He said looking at the guy.
I didn’t really want to be here while they had their little fight. But before I could even start to get up I felt someone grab the my hair and pull my head back.
“I mean I guess he’s okay.... I wouldn’t keep him tho.” Another with light hair said.
“Yeosang right get rid of him, Seonghwa.” The other said.
Seonghwa didn’t really care it seem because he shrugged and look back me.
“Just let Jongho have him. I don’t have time to get rid of him, Hongjoong.” He said look out the door but soon hide behind a curtain when they saw couple of police walking by.
“Great Seonghwa now we going to have to deal with Yunho.... and the snitch Mingi.” Yeosang said looking more mad then anything.
He still had a hold of my hair as he talk and soon he let go but not before pull me up to my feet. He push me into the Seonghwa guy.
“Take care of your own work now.” He said kicking something across the room and walking to the back.
Hongjoong didn’t say anything and follow Yeosang to the back. I felt Seonghwa pull me to the back and out the side door. He pull me down couple back alleyways till we stop at a building.
“Hurry climb the ladder now.” He said kind of piss and point the knife into my back.
I grab a hold of the ladder and climb fast so I didn’t upset him at all. Once we were both at the top he drag me to the edge.
“Do it...” he said look at me.
I look down to see what he mean. He wants me to jump.
“I c-can’t....” I could hardly get out.
“DO IT NOW..” he yell at me as he step closer.
“I.........I said no.” I said pushing him away and trying to take off.
But he seem to notice and grab my leg causing me to go face first into the cement. He got on top of me and put the knife against my throat. He was so close but he seem to stop when he heard yelling. Seonghwa got up and look carefully as he notice that Yunho had seen him when he was just going to push me.
He mumbled something and took my arm then took off running. I really couldn’t keep up but he just kept dragging me behind him. He stop when he came face to face with another policeman.
“Fuck.....” he whispered out.
He pull me closer to him body as he look around the place.
“Give it up... you can’t run anymore.” He said look at the two of us.
“You wish Wooyoung.... I wonder what your dad doing if he was still alive... hmmm maybe he might ha-..” he stop when he notice that Yunho was on the other side of him.
“Let him go Seonghwa.” Yunho said look at me then to Seonghwa.
He smirk down at me and drop the knife in front of the two of them.
“I wouldn’t be so sure about him now would I.” He said taking my arm and pulling me over the edge of the railings.
I let out a scream as I started to fall. He grab my face and brought me closer to him. He place his lip to mine as cold water pull us under. I notice that he swam up to the top and quickly got out of the tank.
He still have that smirk on his face as he watch me struggling to get out.
“Tiktok baby.... you better hurry before they turn it on...” he said watching me again.
I look around and notice that it was a water plant that he ran too. I grab on the side of the tank but he place his foot above my hand.
I felt him push down on my hand causing me to move my hand away. I grab his leg with my other hand and knock him down before I got myself up. I went to get up when he pin me back down.
“We really don’t have time to fight now do we.” He said before pulling me back up to my feet with him.
He look around and push me into a metal door that open when he did. He look inside and shrugged pulling me fully and turn everything off.
“Stay quiet.” He whisper in my ear as he cover my mouth.
I heard some footsteps and couple gun shots. I bite down on his hand.... he was in pain but didn’t make a sound at all. Till the sounds where gone.
“So you want to play this game.” He said biting down on my shoulder.
I fought him but only remember slamming down on the ground.
“I’m going to make you pay for everything you cause trouble.” he angrily said.
“Fucking let go.” I try to get away but he slam me again into the ground.
“I hope you don’t mind that fuck up your life now.” He said before grabbing something and slamming it in my head.
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atseemzy · 4 years
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Ateez Villain|Jongho: Moodboard
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“I didn’t get a choice so
don’t follow me”
Masterlist
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atseemzy · 4 years
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Ateez Hero|Wooyoung: Moodboard
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“I hate it when you are endangered”
Masterlist
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atseemzy · 4 years
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Ateez Hero|Mingi: Moodboard
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“You’re not going down that
path, are you?”
Masterlist
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atseemzy · 4 years
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Ateez Hero|San: Moodboard
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“I can’t save you if you
don’t stay out of it”
Masterlist
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atseemzy · 4 years
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Ateez Villain|Yeosang: Moodboard
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“The burning feeling against the
skin makes you wonder what else”
Masterlist
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