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Dealing with loss...
Part 4
Simon Petrikov x reader
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Warnings - mentions of Suicide, SH, Depression, ED, and Alcohol
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A few hours later, Simon came back. He had doctor princess with him. He walked over to the bed and gently shook you.
"Hey wake up.."
You didn't even move when he tried to wake you up. He shook you harder, but it didn't work.
"They must be in a deep sleep.."
Doctor Princess told Simon. He nodded and moved away. Doctor princess started to examine you. She lifted your shirt and saw how malnourished you were. She grabbed your arms, lifting your sleeves. There were cuts all over your arms, some old, some fresh.
Simon covered his mouth, he knew you were upset but he didn't know about this. He backed away slightly, he was shocked to see this. You started to grumble in your sleep, mumbling incoherently, you where having another nightmare. You shot up in the bed and woke up, you grabbed at your chest. You didn't notice the people in the room.
"Y/N?"
Simon's voice was shakey. You looked up and saw him and the doctor. You moved away from them.
"What the fuck? Get away from me!"
You got angry and Simon walked closer to the bed.
"We're just trying to help.. please.. let us help"
"No.. No.. leave.. get out now! I don't want your help.."
You shook your head and tucked your legs to your chest. Doctor princess sighed.
"If you don't get help, you might die.."
"I don't care! I.. I don't.... I've lost everything.. what does it matter...? I have no one.."
You started to cry, and your body trembled. Simon sat on the bed next to you.
"I'm here.... please just let me help you.."
He turned to face you, he reached his hand out to hold your hand. You flinched at his movement. You looked at him. There was a long silence in the room.
"Alright.. F-Fine..."
He smiled at you and squeezed your hand.
"Can I continue examining you?"
Doctor princess sighed. Simon got up, letting you lay back down. Doctor princess continued to examine you. When she was done, she walked over to Simon.
"They'll be ok, but they need something to eat, nothing too much. They're body isn't used to eating anymore so they need small meals. They could die if they eat too much. They also need a lot of rest."
Doctor princess put a hand on Simon's shoulder and left. You sat up and grumbled.
"Why didn't she tell this to me?"
You mumbled and sighed loudly. Simon rushed over to you and pulled you into a hug.
"You worried me so much. What were you thinking?! Why aren't you taking care of yourself?"
He scolded you and squeezed you a bit.
You let out a sigh. You tried to move away from him, but he held you tightly.
"Let me go.."
You grumbled.
"You could have died, you know?! Died! You hear me?"
He continued to scold you. You sighed and reached up to his face, and you put your hand over his mouth.
"Simon, let me go.."
You huffed and moved your hand away from him.
"Right... right.."
Simon quickly let go of you.
"I'm going to sleep.. go home, Simon.."
"I can't trust you to take care of yourself!"
You grumbled and laid down pulling the covers over you.
"I'm a fucking adult.."
You mumbled and fell asleep quickly. Simon left the room so you could sleep. Simon came into your room to check on you throughout the day. You slept for two days straight.
He came in to check on you. He sat on the bed next to you, hoping you'd wake up soon.
You were asleep still, snoring slightly. You sat up in your sleep and rested your head on his shoulder. You put your arms around him.
"Come to bed Icy..."
You mumbled and leaned over to lay down.
He tried to get up, but your grip tightened.
"Nooo.. you need to sleep."
You mumbled and nuzzled your head in his neck. His face turned red, and he tried to get up again. You pulled him closer towards you and he let out a long sigh.
"I guess I'm staying.."
He took his glasses off and put them on the table. He grabbed the covers and pulled them over the both of you.
"I love you.."
You mumbled and kissed his neck.
"Alright, no! I can't do this!"
Simon grabbed your hands and pryed them off of him. He got out of bed quickly. His face was bright red. You whined in your sleep and rolled over. You curled up into a ball and made quiet noises. He looked back at you and grabbed his glasses, putting them on so he could see.
"Icy.. I'm sorry.."
You mumbled in your sleep. He leaned over on the bed and put a hand on your sholder.
"It's just a dream.. it's ok.."
You moved away from him and whimpered in your sleep. Simon sighed and sat on the bed. He put a hand on your sholder and squeezed it slightly.
"It's just a dream..."
He repeated. Your body relaxed a bit and you stopped making noise. He got up and sighed. He left the room and went to the living room. You slept for another whole day.
You woke up in the afternoon, thinking only a few hours had passed since doctor princess came, but it had been three days. You sat up in bed and got up, walking to the living room. Simon had fallen asleep watching tv on your couch. You sighed and tried to pick him up. Your body felt too weak. You gave up and just grabbed a blanket for him. You put it around him and turned the tv off. You sat next to him and fell asleep, falling over onto him.
He woke up when you fell on him.
"Huh.. oh, I fell asleep.."
He rubbed his eyes and looked at the blanket on him, then over to you.
"Even when you're feeling bad, you're nice.."
He mumbled and put a hand on your head, brushing the hair out of your face. He looked at the time and figured since you had woken up, he should make you something to eat. He slowly got up so he wouldn't wake you up. He gently laid you down on the couch. He walked to your kitchen and opened the fridge. He went grocery shopping while you were asleep, so there was plenty of food.
"Hmm.. I don't know what you'd like.."
He mumbled to himself and tried to remember as he looked in the fridge, but he couldn't, so he just grabbed something random. He made you a small portion of food and walked back to the couch. He sat the plate down on the table and tried to wake you up.
"Hey.. I got you something, wake up."
You grumbled and put your hand on his face.
"Five more minutes.."
Simon chuckled and grabbed your wrist, moving it back down.
"Hmm.. well, alright, but your food might get cold.."
You opened your eyes and rubbed your face.
"What? You made me food? Why?"
Simon grabbed the plate on the table and handed it to you.
"Because you wouldn't do it on your own, would you?"
You looked down at your plate and felt embarrassed that you had to be taken care of.
"I'm not a child.."
You said as you started to eat, it felt weird to eat again and you felt slightly nauseous, but you ignored the feeling.
"Of course not.. I'm just trying to help you get better.."
You let out a loud sigh, feeling bad that you were being mean to him.
"I know.. I'm..I'm sorry.. I'm not used to, uh.. all of this...."
You finished your food, it was a bit difficult for you but you did it. You looked up at him and put the plate down.
"When... um, he was still alive.. I ate when he did.. I guess it's easier to remember to take care of yourself when someone needs you.."
Simon nodded. He knew exactly what you meant. He put a hand on your sholder and squeezed it slightly.
"Simon.. um... I can't believe you're so patient with me.. so.. uh... thank you.."
You let out a sigh and leaned forward, putting your hands on your face. You felt tears forming in your eyes.
"Grod, I'm such a shitty person.. I'm so mean to you, I push you away so much.. why... why are you still here? Stop being so nice! I deserve to be yelled at.. or.. or something.. I..."
Simon put his arm around you and pulled you close to him. You started to sob and tried to stay quiet. You were ashamed of crying so much in front of him.
"I'm sorry, Simon.. don't look at me.. I'm a mess.. I.. I cry too much.. I'm too emotional.. why do you even try to help me?"
Simon held you tighter and you put your hands off of your face, letting your arms go limp.
"Stop being so hard on yourself... you're so kind and sweet and caring.. you're such a good person, you think of others even when you're feeling bad. You.. You took care of me when I was The Ice King.. it takes a special kind of person to put up with him.."
His words comforted you till the last part. It made you a bit mad.
"Simon.. I love....."
You paused and clenched your teeth. It was difficult to use love in the past tense. It made you admit he was actually gone.
"I loved him.. I didn't just put up with him.. he cared for me.. I know you didn't like him but.."
You started to feel frustrated. It made you mad when people talked about him like he was some kind of unlovable monster.
"Sorry.. I meant that not many people cared for him.. "
You sighed and nodded.
"Yeah.. I don't really understand why.. he had his moments, sure, but he was so kind to me.."
You paused for a second
"Simon..I.. I'm sorry I brought up the Ice King so much.. I know how it bothers you.."
"It's alright.. the way you talk about him makes him seem like an amazing person.. you know.. I.."
Simon paused, feeling a bit embarrassed to admit what he was about to say.
"I.. I used to dress up like him.. and try to get as cold as possible.. I thought it would help me cope.. but I think it made it worse.."
You looked up at him and felt embarrassed. You did the same thing.
"I.. I.. I still wear his clothes.."
You and Simon chuckled a bit at how similar you two were. You started to feel tired again, and you sighed.
"I've been sleeping all day.. I don't want to sleep more."
You mumbled and rubbed your eyes.
"It's alright.. go to sleep, you need it"
You sighed again. You really didn't want to go to bed. You wanted to continue to talk to him. It was nice.
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I forgot to post stuffs.. lmao, i am alive!
~ Cold Blooded ~
Part 3
Winter king x vamp!reader
Warnings - mentions of blood, death, and injuries.
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"This door won't last long, you know that! Let me eat you!"
You started to hit the door harder.
"N-No! why don't I get you something red?"
Your hand busted through the door. You forced the hole bigger to where you could get out.
"That won't do anymore.. I want you.."
Winter blushed slightly at your sentence. He formed an ice wall in front of you.
"I-If you weren't a vampire, that would be considered flirting.."
You quickly destroyed the wall. You wouldn't let anything stop you from getting your meal. You quickly grabbed him and took his crown off.
"Y/N! ...Scouts, assistance!"
You flew up to the ceiling, so the scouts couldn't get to you. You put your legs around him so you could use your hands.
"Y-Y/N.. this is..."
Winter blushed even more. He never thought he'd be this close to you. He thought he didn't want to, but a part of him felt a little excited.
You grabbed his head, pushing it to the side so you could see his neck. You leaned closer to him.
"Winter.. you keep your pretty little neck so protected.. how annoying.."
You whispered to him and let go of his head. You quickly took his tie off and unbuttoned his shirt to reveal his neck.
"Y/N.. don't...."
You grabbed his head again, pushing it over so his neck was exposed. You ran your finger against it.
"Don't? Winter, it's far too late to plead with me... I'm far too hungry.."
".. just don't take too much.."
You sunk your teeth into his neck.
Winter gasped as you did this. He put his arms around you, digging his nails into your back. He clenched his teeth. He wasn't expecting this to hurt as badly as it did.
You rubbed your thumb against his face as you drank from him. It was a little weird since his blood was cold, but you weren't complaining. It was delicious.
He could feel himself beginning to lose consciousness. He put a hand on your head and tried to pull you off.
"Too much! Y/N, you're taking.. t-to much!"
You squeezed your legs around him even more to stop him from squirming around. He hit your head, snapping you out of it. You pulled your teeth out of him and licked the blood from his neck. You didn't want to waste his blood.
"Y/N.. s-stop that.."
You took your mouth off of him, and his neck was still bleeding a bit.
"It's getting wasted!"
You quickly licked the blood from his neck. You heard a quiet moan leave Winter's mouth.
"Do that again and I'll drop you.."
You blushed slightly. It was embarrassing to hear him.
"D-Don't drop me.. Y/N.."
He looked at you with a pathetic expression. You turned bright red and looked away from him.
"Quit looking at me like that! It's annoying!"
You looked down at the ground, his scouts were all in a circle with their swords ready, waiting for you to come down.
"Uh.. call off your scouts.. I can't put you down if they're going to attack me"
Winter nodded and snapped his fingers.
The scouts below put their weapons away. You put your arms around him and moved your legs off of him. You slowly floated down and sat him on the ground. Winter couldn't really stand on his own, so you held him.
"Dammit.. this is what I get for taking too much.. I hate this.."
"I.. I can walk.. I don't want to be this close to you anyway.. it's disturbing.."
You put a hand on his neck, pressing into the fresh bite wounds.
"Disturbing?!"
He clenched his teeth and grabbed your wrist, squeezing it tightly.
".. Stop it.."
You accidentally made more blood come out. You quickly pulled him closer to you and started licking his neck.
"Y/N! Quit it.. that's.. Ah!"
He quickly covered his mouth and squeezed his eyes shut. He didn't think he'd like being bitten or licked, but he did. He figured it was just because he hadn't been touched in a long time. You quickly let go of him once you felt something poking you. He fell to the ground and looked away from you.
"Winter.. that's disgusting! I'm just trying to eat..."
Your face was red. You quickly flew away from him, going to your room. You would leave, but it was day, still.
"Stupid.. why would he...? Does he...? No.. no, he couldn't. He hates me.."
You mumbled to yourself as you flew down the halls. You stopped when you realized you forgot where your room was.
"Dammit.. this thing's a maze!"
You quickly looked around and tried to remember where the room was.
A scout stopped you.
"The king wants to see you.. follow me"
You looked at the scout. You still held a grudge against them.
"I'm not going anywhere with you.."
"Are you still upset about getting stabbed? I can assure you those scouts have been.. dismissed.."
You got confused. Why would he get rid of scouts like that? You crossed your arms and sighed loudly.
"Alright.. fine, but I don't trust you.."
The scout led you to Winter's throne room.
He had his jacket and vest off, his shirt still unbuttoned. He looked exhausted and a little messy. He was far from the perfect and pristine man you were used to seeing. Winter had a scout wrapping bandages around his neck.
"Oh.. Y/N.. you're here.."
"You're a mess.."
He pushed the scout away and stood up. He walked towards you.
"You did this.. you should learn to control yourself!"
You crossed your arms and looked away from him.
"I gave you plenty of warnings.. you just didn't leave in time.."
"Come.."
Winter sighed and walked back to his throne. He sat down and rested his head on his hand.
You followed him to his throne, sitting in the air in front of him.
"Y/N.. um.. you could stay longer if you'd like.. you don't have to leave right away.."
You tilted your head and furrowed your brow. You were trying to figure out why he'd even want you to stay, then you remembered.
"W-Winter.. you're just saying that because.... that.. thing you did.. it's gross, you know!"
Winter started to blush. He crossed his arms and looked away from you.
"I-It's involuntary.. trust me, I would never..not with you.. You're infuriating and insufferable"
Winter shook his head. You just stared at him for a moment, and then you turned around.
"Insult me more.. but I'm not sticking around to hear it.."
"Wait.. I... Y/N, I wanted to talk to you"
You waved your hand around and started to fly off. Winter grumbled a bit and got up. He followed you. He tried to grab your arm or something so he could stop you. You looked back at him and put your arms in front of you so you wouldn't get grabbed.
"Quit following me!"
"I'm trying to talk to you!"
You shook your head and started to fly faster.
"I don't wanna hear it. You're annoying!"
Winter sighed loudly. He glided on the icy floor. It was faster than running. He caught up to you.
"Y/N, just listen!"
"No!"
You turned away from him, trying to get away.
Winter grabbed your arm tightly.
"Let me go.. I thought I wasn't a prisoner anymore.."
"You're not.. but.. this is the only way you listen to me.. just come back to the throne room"
He let go of your arm and walked off. He put a hand on his hair, pushing it back and out of his face. You got an idea. You felt way better now that you had a proper meal, so you wanted to see if you were any faster. You flew past Winter and stole his crown. You moved to his throne room and sat down in it, looking at the crown.
"What..?"
Winter was confused. He touched the top of his head, and the crown was missing. He saw something move beside him, but it was too fast to make out. He figured it was you. He crossed his arms and quickly went to his throne room.
"Y/N! Get up and give that back!"
He walked up to you and tried to take the crown from you. You held it out of his reach.
"Dammit, Y/N! Give it back!"
He reached for the crown. He didn't notice himself climbing onto the throne. His main concern was getting his crown back. He pressed himself against you and grabbed your arm.
"Too close!"
You turned red and pushed him out of your lap. You threw his crown at him.
"Y/N! You insolent little.."
He quickly got up and put the crown on.
An ice collar formed on your neck, a chain was attached to it, and he was holding the end of it
"W-Wha-"
You got pulled out of the throne. You fell on the floor in front of him. You slowly sat up and put your hand on your neck.
"The hell is this!? Am I a prisoner or not!? You can't just.."
It melted off of you. He was just using it to get you out of his throne. Winter sat down and crossed his legs.
"You're not...."
You got up and looked at him. You still had a hand on your neck. You looked angry and upset. You felt still felt like his prisoner.
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Hope to see your reader fics & art agian soon! I always have a blast reading em ^_^
Thank you! I've been lazy and kinda forgot to post, I swear I'm not dead!
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Dealing with loss...
Part 3
Simon Petrikov x reader
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Warnings - mentions of Suicide, SH, Depression, ED, and Alcohol
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You woke up in an icy hallway and you saw ice king
"Icy? Hey, I'm right here!"
You smiled when you saw him and ran toward him, but he ran away from you.
"Wait, don't leave me!"
You tried to run faster, but the distance between the two of you never got any shorter.
"Icy, don't leave me! PLEASE! DON'T LEAVE!"
You woke up and grabbed at your chest.
"DON'T LEAVE.... M-Me?"
You sat up and sighed. You noticed that you were crying. Simon was sitting at the end of the couch and jumped at your sudden scream. He leaned over towards you and put a hand on your sholder.
"Are you alright? Are you ok!?"
"D-Don't touch me!"
You pushed him away. You let out a long sigh. You felt bad that you pushed him.
"Sorry..."
You put your hands down, your body was shaking.
"It's alright.. but are you ok?"
You laughed at his question and wiped away the tears on your face.
"No, I haven't been ok in a long time..."
"Me either.."
Simon mumbled. You leaned forward to him and squinted your eyes.
"Why are you doing all of this? Helping me out and stuff.. I've been avoiding you since..."
You paused and sighed. You didn't want to say it. You didn't want to put it in words that he was dead and gone.
"Why are you nice to me when all I've done is been rude to you."
Simon looked confused at your question.
"You've done a lot for me.. when I was the... The Ice King... you were there.. I remember feeling not as sad or as crazy.. I remember.."
He put his hands on his head, it hurt to remember. You put your hand on his shoulder.
"It's alright, you don't have to remember.."
"I.. I remember.."
He groaned and leaned into you. A few memories flooded his brain. Times you two spent together. He remembered how much you loved him.
"I-I remember.. you.."
Your hands shook more and you stood up, you couldn't do this.
"I can't do this, I'm sorry.. I can't.. n-not right now"
Your voice was shakey, you backed away from him. Simon sighed and stood up.
"I-I'm sorry, I'll go.."
Simon walked out of your house quickly, his hand still on his head. You sunk to the floor. It was too much for you. You wondered what you should do and if he would treat you any differently, if you should just avoid him again. You felt so scared and started to cry. You put your arms around yourself, trying to give yourself a little bit of comfort. You leaned forward, letting your forhead hit the ground. Everything was too much, you couldn't handle it. You couldn't handle anything. You cried so much that you fell asleep on the ground and in the morning, you woke up to a phone call and looked at the time.
"No dream this time and a full night's rest? All on the floor... strange"
You smiled a bit and got up. You grabbed your phone, looking at who was calling. It was Simon. You took a deep breath before answering, trying to calm your nerves.
"Hello?"
"Oh! H-Hi, I uh.. I'm not used to you answering.."
He chuckled nervously. You sighed and sat down on your couch.
"Yeah... sorry, before I just.. couldn't.. it hurt too much"
"D-Does it still hurt..?"
You smiled and let out a small exhale.
"Yeah.. but it's also kinda nice hearing your voice..."
You paused, making a nervous noise.
"Ah, that sounds like flirting.. no.. no what I'm say is that um.. it's like..."
"I know what you meant.. I know I sound similar.."
"Yeah.... anyway, um w-why did you call?"
"I wanted to make sure you were ok.. when I left, you were crying.."
You chuckled again.
"I cried myself to sleep.. but I didn't have a dream."
"That's um.. well, the dream part is, uh, good?"
You sighed and your smile left your face.
"Hey Simon.. um, I just want to apologize.. you know for everything.. I.. I've been a jerk.."
"No, no, it's alright. I understand.. I'd probably do the same if I was in your shoes.."
Simon sighed.
"I don't know what I'd do if I saw someone so similar to Betty.."
You got quite, you moved the phone away from your face and covered your eyes.
"Y/N? Did you hang up?"
You put the phone back to your ear and sniffled.
"No.. I'm still here"
"Are you ok?"
You sniffled again and sighed.
"Yeah, I'm fine...it's just"
You let out a loud noise of frustration.
"Just I forget that we are in a similar situation..."
"Yeah.."
He sighed.
"Hey, do you want to go to the candy tavern?"
He wanted to spend time with you, but he also wanted to take his mind off of everything. He didn't want to think. You thought about it for a moment and chuckled.
"If Dirtbeer guy will let me in.."
"He probably deals with a lot of drunks. You're probably fine"
Simon laughed a bit.
"Are you going to drink a lot?"
You asked, thinking whether or not to pace yourself. You didn't want to risk it. Even though technically he was the same person, it was still cheating.
"Erm.. mabye? I-I'll meet you there, alright?"
"Yeah."
You hung up the phone, feeling a bit happy for the first time in a while. You looked down at yourself and held out the bottom of your shirt.
"I should change.. I've been wearing this for a few days..."
You sighed and went into your room, changing quickly. You walked out of your room and out the house towards the candy tavern. You walked inside the bar and sat down.
"Heyyy Dirtbeer guy... sorry about yesterday.. can I get a drink?"
Your voice sounded awkward. He shrugged and handed you a drink. Simon walked in and sat next to you. You both smiled at each other. He ordered a drink and downed it quickly.
"Alot on your mind?"
He nodded and ordered another one.
"Yeah.. I got to thinking on my way over... stuck in my own head.."
He put a hand on the side of his head. You nodded. You knew all to well what he meant. You looked at your glass, you remembered what happened last time you were drunk near him. You blushed slightly and decided to pace yourself.
"Alright.. drink as much as you want. I'll get the next one"
You patted his back and smiled. He nodded and drank the rest of his drink. You bought him another one. He quickly got drunk off of the few drinks. You looked over at him and laughed.
"Simon, you light weight!"
"I can't help it..."
Simon whined, it reminded you of the ice king. You looked down at your drink, tapping the glass with your finger. He put his head on the table and got emotional.
"I miss my Betty.. my princess.."
The word princess made you tense up. You gripped the glass you were holding and finished it quickly.
"Simon.. i-it's alright.."
You turned to him and leaned to the side to see his face. He sat his head up slightly and looked at you.
"I miss her so much.. I've tried everything to get her back.. Prismo.. rituals.. everything"
"Simon.. I don't think you can get her back.. she's with Golb...."
He raised up quickly and up his hands on your shoulders, shaking you slightly.
"You think I don't know that?"
He looked angry for a moment, he looked down.
"Sometimes I wish I could forget or feel not so.. hopeless for just one night"
He leaned forward onto you, his hand moved off your shoulders and they wondered down your sides.
"What are you doing Simon?"
You said quickly and your voice sounded panicked. You pushed him off of you and faced the bar. You weren't drunk enough for this. He leaned on the bar and rested his head on it. He was sobbing loudly. You grabbed your drink and threw pacing yourself out the window. If he was going to flirt with you, you didn't want to be able to remember it. It hurt too bad. You looked at him and he was looking up at you with a pitiful expression. He looked a lot like the Ice King. He was rambling to you about how he missed Betty, but you weren't really paying attention to his words.
"Don't look at me like that.. please.."
You looked back to the bar, drinking your drink quickly and ordered another one. You started drinking heavily. Once you felt drunk enough to face him, you turned to him.
"Alright.."
He was still crying. He sniffled a bit and looked over at you.
"Simon come here.."
You pulled him close to you and patted his head. He put his head in your chest and he mumbled something. You swayed your body slightly to comfort him.
"Simon"
He lifted his head slightly and looked up at you.
"Y-Yeah?"
You grabbed his glasses, put them on your forhead and put your hands on his cheeks. You wiped away his tears with your thumbs.
"Shh.. it's alright.."
You squeezed his face slightly and leaned forward, kissing his forhead. He sat up and looked you in the eyes.
"Can... Can you help me? P-Please.."
You smiled and leaned forward putting your head on his shoulder.
"I-I guess.."
You whispered into his ear and he put his arms around you. The both of you didn't know what you were doing. You were too drunk to have reason. He sat up a bit, kissing you and you leaned into him.
"Take me homee.."
Simon whined when the kiss ended.
"Why? I wanna drink more.."
Simon put more of his weight on you.
"No.. I need help.. I-I got a problem.."
"What's the problem?"
You looked down and noticed the problem in his pants.
"Simon! You're funny.."
You laughed.
"D-Don't look at me!"
He pushed you away and ran out the bar. You got up, finished your drink and stumbled out the bar. You saw Simon and drunkenly ran to him, almost falling over. He was on the floor, lying in a puddle.
"Aw, Simon.. you wet cat.."
He'd already passed out. You picked him up and stumbled home. You put him in your bed and laid down next to him. You cuddled with him in the bed and fell asleep.
You woke up in the morning with a terrible hangover. You groaned and tried to move your arms, but something was preventing you. You opened your eyes and saw Simon laying in bed with you. He was holding your arms close to him. you scream in suprise and kicked him out of the bed.
"AH, what's going on?!"
Simon sat up and looked around. He grabbed his head.
"W-What happened? What's going on?"
You pulled the covers over you and moved to the other edge of the bed. You tried to remember.
"S-Simon! You.. You.. You ass!"
You threw a pillow at him. He caught it and just held it in his hands awkwardly.
"You got drunk and... and.."
Simon turned red.
"You remember what happened?!"
"I got drunk! That's all I remember!"
You both were yelling at each other. Simon looked down at himself. He had his clothes still on, they were slightly damp and stained.
"Well, maybe.. Maybe we didn't do anything.. I still have my clothes on... And w-why am I wet?!"
He grumbled the last sentence. He sighed and got up.
"Where are my glasses...?"
You looked at yourself. You had your clothes still on. You sighed in relief and looked around in the bed for his glasses.
"Let's... Let's never do this again.."
You said as you grabbed his glasses and handed them to him. You were angry but not at him. You were mad at yourself for getting too drunk. You let out a loud sigh.
"You should leave..."
He looked at you and saw how mad you looked. He didn't want to make you mad by staying.
"O-Ok.."
He got up quickly and left. You laid back down in the bed and pulled the covers over you. You felt disgusting. Even though you didn't do anything with him, you still slept in the same bed. It was still cheating. You laid there and just stared at the ceiling, trying to push back any thoughts. You could feel tears forming in your eyes, but you didn't feel sad. You just felt empty. Your phone rang and you looked at who was calling. It was Simon. You looked at the time and a couple hours had passed. You shook your head and turned your phone off. You didn't want to talk to him after what happened. You felt so guilty after getting drunk. You couldn't talk to him. You looked back at the ceiling. For a few days, that was your routine, ignoring phone calls and laying in your bed. You didn't even feel upset. You felt nothing empty. It was like your body just refused to move, so you just laid there. You lost count of the days. You were scared to fall asleep because of the nightmares. You sighed and finally sat up, getting tired of sitting. Your whole body ached from being in that one spot. You groaned and got up.
"I-I need a drink.."
You stumbled out of your room, your body was weak. You weren't taking care of yourself. You hadn't in a long time. You were eating or sleeping much, you couldn't even remember the last time you had a proper meal. You walked to the candy tavern, and you looked a mess.
"Are you ok?"
Dirtbeer guy asked when you walked in. You sat down at the bar.
"I guess.."
You shrugged and then ordered a drink. Dirtbeer guy hesitated to give you a drink, but he poured you one anyway. You downed your drink and put your head on the bar.
"Do you need me to call someone? Like Simon?"
You sat up and shook your head
"No, no, no! Do not call him!"
"Did you two break up?"
You stood up and leaned over the bar. You looked pissed off.
"What the fuck did you say?"
"Weren't you dating him?"
"The hell makes you say that?!"
"You two were kissing a few days ago.."
You yelled in frustration, quickly stumbling out the bar and walking home. You saw Simon at your door. He had something in his hand.
"What are you doing?"
You said harshl. You were still thinking about what Dirtbeer guy said. He jumped and dropped what he had in his hand. He stumbled backward onto you
"Clumsy..."
You grumbled and pushed him back to his feet. He bent over and grabbed what he dropped. It was a piece of paper, a pen, and a book. He glanced back at you and continued to write.
"What's this?"
You pulled the paper out of his hand and tried to read it. He tried to take it back from you.
"H-Hey! Wait! I-I'm not done!"
You turned away from him. He kept trying to take it away from you, but you kept turning away from him. You put the note close to your face. It was pretty difficult to read. Your eyes refused to focus, but after a bit of struggling, you could almost make out what it said. You could make out that he apologized in the letter, but that was about all. You sighed and put the note in your pocket. You felt guilty for pushing him away. You went into your house without saying anything to him, but you left your door open for him. He slowly walked inside your house, closing the door behind him. You sat on the couch and groaned and your body ached. Simon looked at you and noticed how tired and messy you were.
"Are you alright? Are you feeling sick? Have you slept at all?"
You put your hand up to stop him, you couldn't think and the question were overwhelming you.
"One.. one question at a time.. please.."
You mumbled and he sat down on the couch beside you.
"Are you sick?"
You shook your head.
"Simon, what day is it?"
"Wednesday.."
"Alright.. and we went drinking.. on.."
You paused and tried to remember.
"Friday?"
He nodded.
"That's uh..five days?"
You started to laugh. You were completely out of it. He looked concerned and turned to face you more.
"Have you slept at all? You look exhausted.."
".. Don't wanna.."
You yawned and rubbed your eyes.
"Have you eaten anything?"
You shook your head.
"Not hungry.."
"When was the last time you've had anything to eat?"
You thought about it for a second, you couldn't really remember. He sighed and got up. He went to your kitchen and looked around. There wasn't anything in the fridge or in the cabinets.
"W-When was the last time you went to the store?"
You didn't answer him. You were leaning on the arm of the couch. You had passed out from exhaustion.
"Hey.."
He walked over to you when you didn't answer. He let out a sigh and picked you up. Your body was limp in his arms.
"You.. you look terrible...."
He mumbled as he carried you to your bedroom. He put you on your bed and sighed. He looked at you, studying your face. You had terrible dark circles, cracked lips, and sunken cheeks. He never really noticed this before and it made him worry. He started to realize why you were so light when he picked you up. You'd been staving yourself. He didn't know long, but it had to be awhile since you'd eaten anything.
"Oh no.. Y-Y/N! F-Fuck!"
He started to panic and he put his hands on his head. What if you were dying or in a coma? He started to think the worst. His mind was racing.
"Shut up.."
You mumbled, you were half asleep. You slapped at the air. Your body ached as you moved. Simon let out a sigh of relief when he heard you talk. He moved closer to the bed, leaning over you slightly.
"I'm going to help you, alright?"
You put your hand on your face and groaned.
"B-Be quite..."
You heard him, but it was like he was speaking another language. You couldn't make out what he was saying and it made you mad.
"I'm going to leave for a bit, I'll be back"
You rolled over and pulled the covers over your head. He stood up and left quickly.
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Redrew my oc Tanda, the creator of Pin..
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A bloody one cuz I can't help myself
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Dealing with loss...
Part 2
Simon Petrikov x reader
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Warnings - mentions of Suicide, SH, Depression, ED, and Alcohol
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You stood up and looked around. You saw the ice king.
"Icy..?"
"YOU... YOU NEVER HELPED! I WAS MISERABLE AND YOU JUST WATCHED"
"No.. please don't be mad at me.. Icy.. You never yelled at me.."
You fell to your knees and started sobbing loudly.
"Please calm down.."
You reached out to him, but your hand went right through him and fell to the ground.
You woke up on the ground beside your bed. You groaned and got up slowly.
"I don't want to have these dreams.. I'm gonna get a drink... mabye then I won't..."
You felt your body ache, and you stretched to try to relieve some pain. You walked out of your house and to the candy tavern, thinking about the dream as you walked. You looked up, realizing you were at the bar and walked in, going straight to the bar. You sat down at the bar and started to drink heavily, but you paced yourself. You didn't want to pass out. You normally just got blackout drunk, but this time, you wanted to be able to walk home the same night without needing help. You shifted around in your seat, feeling pretty drunk, a happy drunk.
"Hey, Dirtbeer guy! Heeyy...heyy! my glass is empty!"
You were almost yelling at him, and you shook your glass at him.
"Alright.. Alright.. stop yelling.."
He filled your drink up again and sighed.
"What? Yelling? I'm not yelling! Would you like to hear yelling?"
You started to laugh loudly.
"Mabye, you should go home.."
"Huh? Aw, Dirtbeer guy, don't be meannn! I'm having fuunn!"
You said as you leaned over the bar. Dirtbeer guy sighed and called simon.
"Hey.. Y/N's drunk again.. They're getting loud.. come get them"
Dirtbeer guy figured you two were dating or something since he took you home yesterday. You leaned over the bar more and reached for the phone.
"Hey, who are you talking to? I wanna talk"
You grabbed the phone from his hand.
"Heyy! Who is thiss?"
You got off the bar and leaned backward a bit.
"It's Simon.."
He answered. You smiled and leaned back in your chair a bit.
"Simon! Heyy! I like your voice, talk to me more.. pleeeaase.."
You whined slightly and moved the phone closer to your ear.
"A-Alright.. well, I'm going to the bar to help you.."
"Help? Nahh, come drink with me, Simon!"
You raised your glass for a nonexistent toast and took a drink.
"No.. No.. I'd never get home then"
He chuckled a bit.
"Simon! Your laugh is really cute.."
"Oh.. um.. t-thank you..?"
You laughed so loudly Simon had to move the phone away from his ear.
"Simon, you're coming, right?"
"Yes..."
You leaned further back and fell out of the chair. You dropped the phone.
"Oh no.. I fell!"
You laughed and looked at the ground next to you, the phone was there.
"Simon, I'm on the floooor...."
"Are you alright? It sounded like a pretty hard fall.."
"I'm great!!"
Simon hung up the phone and walked inside the bar.
"SIMON! I'm on the floor!"
You put your arms up. He walked over to you and helped you up and into a seat.
"We need to get you home.."
Simon sighed. You leaned over on Simon, resting your head on his shoulder.
"No.. have a drink with me.. please"
You whispered into his ear. He tensed up and leaned away from you.
"Just one.. alright?"
You got off of him and laughed.
"Yay!"
He ordered a drink and took a sip of it.
"Hey Simon.. have I told you that I think you're pretty attractive?"
He was caught off guard and alcohol spewed out his nose. He coughed and covered his nose. You laughed and leaned over onto him more.
"Y-You need to go home. You're saying things you'll regret!"
You shook your head and crossed your arms, pouting.
"Noo! You haven't finished your drink yet"
He let out a frustrated sigh and downed his drink.
"Now, can we leave?"
He grumbled a bit and wiped his mouth off.
"Oh, you're coming home with me? Alright then, let's go! Come on!"
You stood up and pointed to the door. You started to stumble out the bar. Simon sighed and followed you.
"Listen, I'm just going to help you home and then leave"
You looked back at him and walked closer to him, grabbing his hand, swinging it around.
"Aww.. you're not staying? I thought we could have fun.."
Simon turned red and tried to pry your fingers from his hand.
"N-No! No.. you're way too drunk..."
You leaned on him and pulled his hand to your face, kissing the back of his hand. He got tired of your antics and pushed you off of him. He didn't even use much force, but you stumbled backward and fell to the ground.
"SIMON! You're so mean.. you took away my Icy and now you push me?"
You got up and ran away, stumbling around a bit. You were going the wrong direction to your house. Simon let out a tired sigh and ran after you.
"You're going the wrong way.."
He called out to you. You stopped and turned around.
"You think I don't know where MY house is?"
You put your hands on your hips. Simon caught up with you and grabbed your hand, dragging you home.
"I'm getting tired of this.."
You looked at your hand and blushed a bit. He got to your house and pushed you inside.
"Fine.. Fine, I'm going in!"
You walked inside and walked to your bedroom. Simon looked around. He saw how messy it was. Things were scattered about. Photos, keepsakes, clothes, anything that reminded you of the ice king, it was everywhere. He leaned on the door frame. He didn't know if he could do this. He put a hand on his head and walked in. He looked at the pictures of you and Ice King. Memories flashed into his head. He groaned, leaning forward. You came out of the bedroom and put your hands on his shoulders.
"A-Are you ok? Let me help"
You picked him up, acting on instinct. He tried to push you away, but you had a firm grip. you took him to the bed and laid him down.
"W-What are you doing?!"
You looked at him and brushed the hair out of his face.
"Shh, get some sleep now.. go to sleep icy.."
You kissed his cheek and tucked him in. You sat on the ground next to the bed. He sat up and looked confused.
"What the hell..?"
"Go to bed.. Icy.. I know you're sad.. I'm here.. I won't leave you."
You reached up in the bed and felt around for his hand. Simon laid back down. He couldn't figure out how to get out of this situation. He had to admit, it did feel nice being comforted like this. You grabbed his hand and squeezed a bit
"Do you want me to sing the song? Hmm?"
"A-Alright?"
He didn't know what you meant, but he wanted to figure it out. You started to sing the cheers theme, you closed your eyes and swayed your body slightly. Simon smiled slightly and hummed along. He was surprised you knew it. Your singing got quiter as you started to fall asleep. He got out of bed and put you in it instead. He let out a tired sounding sigh and tried to leave. you still had his hand in yours, and you weren't letting go. He sighed and sat down on the floor.
"Guess I'm staying.."
Simon put his knees close to his chest and rested his head on them, trying to get as comfortable as he could. He yawned and went to sleep.
You squeezed his hand and moved around in the bed, having another nightmare.
"Icy, please.. I.."
You mumbled in your sleep. Simon woke up and stood up. He looked at the clock. A few hours had passed. You woke up and shot up in the bed.
"This is why I get blackout drunk.."
You sighed and reached for your head. You looked over at Simon and jumped, moving away from him.
"The fuck? What are you doing here?"
You grabbed your head, you didn't remember anything.
"I took you home.. but you wouldn't let me go.."
He pointed to his hand that you were still holding. You let go of it quickly and huffed. You pulled your legs to your chest.
"I don't remember.. please tell me I didn't do anything.. weird.."
You said as you put your head in your knees.
"I don't think you want to know.."
Simon said, looking down.
"That bad, huh? Just tell me.."
He let out a sigh.
"Uh, so, you were so loud. Dirtbeer guy called me to pick you up"
You chuckled a bit and nodded. He fidgeted with his hands as he talked.
"Um, you fell on the floor... You ran away.. in the wrong direction"
"Nothing out of the ordinary"
"I took you home and put you to bed.."
You turned to look at him and squinted.
"You're leaving stuff out.. I can tell.."
He tilted his head and looked at you.
"I-I'm not leaving anything out. What do you mean?"
"Your voice sounds nervous, you're tense, and you're fidgeting. You have the same tells as him.."
You sighed, putting your head back in your knees. Simon looked uncomfortable. He didn't like that he acted like the ice king.
"Sorry.. I know how you feel about being compared to him.."
"It's alright.."
Simon sighed and looked down.
"Um.. you.. you flirted with me the whole night.. actually, you told me you wanted to have uh 'fun'"
You cringed at his words.
"Oh... Please forget that! That's gross.. I really did that?"
Simon nodded.
"Great.."
You sighed and looked at Simon.
"Anything else?"
"Um.. I was having trouble seeing the pictures and stuff... you stared to comfort me like you would do for ice king.."
"Picking him up, tucking him in, holding his hand as he slept.."
You mumbled, remembering how you did it. You sighed, you stared to feel embarrassed.
"Did.. Did I sing the song?"
Simon nodded and you put your hands on your face.
"That's so embarrassing! Please, just forget this happened.. ugh.."
Your face was red. Simon smiled at you and nodded.
"How do you know the cheers theme anyway?"
You looked confused.
"Cheers? What's that? Do you mean the song? Icy taught me...."
Simon sighed.
"It's my favorite show.."
You yawned a bit and looked at the time.
"Aren't you tired?"
"A bit.."
You sighed and got up.
"It's late.. just sleep in my bed.. I'll go to the couch.."
You grabbed a pillow, you walked out before he could protest. You laid down on your couch and sighed, falling asleep quickly.
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~ Cold Blooded ~
Part 2
Winter king x vamp!reader
Warnings - mentions of blood, death, and injuries.
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You flew out of his room. You started to leave the palace when ice scouts started to attack you. You fought back, but there were too many and you got stabbed in the stomach. It wasn't a wound you'd die from, but it sure hurt like hell. You fell to the floor and grabbed your stomach.
"I.. I was leaving.."
You hissed at them. Your words didn't deter them from continuing to attack you. You let out a tired sigh. You were too hurt to continue fighting, so you gave up. You got dragged back to your cage. You quickly drank the red from a few apples, so you'd heal faster. When you were done, you leaned against the wall of your cage. You pulled your knees to your chest and rested your head on them. You stayed like that for the rest of the night.
Winter came into the room in the morning, but he didn't enter your cage.
"Y/N.. are you alright? I heard y-"
"Shut up.."
You hissed at him. You weren't in the mood to talk to anyone. You were angry you got thrown back into the cage.
"What..?"
You quickly got up and rushed over to the bars. You reached your hand out of the cage and grabbed his tie, pulling him closer to the cage. Winter fell over onto the cage. He grabbed a bar and tried to pull away from you, but your grip was tight.
"I said shut up. Leave me alone, Winter. I'm not in the mood"
You let go of his tie and he fell back on the floor. You turned around, going back to your spot on the ground. Winter quickly got up and fixed his tie.
"I heard you got out last night.. my scouts hurt you.. they shouldn't have done that"
You threw a gray apple at him as hard as you could. It flew past his face and hit the wall next to him.
"Don't act like you care.. They're your scouts. They follow your orders.."
"Right... I didn't mean for you to get hurt..."
He walked up to your cage and opened the door.
"You can leave whenever you'd like..."
You sighed loudly and grabbed an apple. You drank the red from it.
"It's day, isn't it?"
He nodded.
"I'd rather burn than stay another second here... not even a fucking bed, just a cold and dark cell.. is this how you treat everyone? Like a fucking animal... you make me sick.."
You got up and pushed past him. You flew out of the room and quickly went to the doors. You opened them and stepped out. As soon as the sun hit you, your skin started to burn, getting blisters all over it. You thought you could do it, but you were melting and were in terrible pain. You started screaming like you were dying. You stumbled back inside, trying to get out of the sun. This was a bad decision. You fell on the floor, the icy floor felt good on your burning flesh.
Winter felt hurt by your words. He felt like he should've realized you weren't a mindless vampire. He should've tried a little harder to make you comfortable. Your screams pulled him out of thought and he quickly rushed to the doors.
He saw you on the floor and knelt down in front of you, covering you from the sun.
"Y/N?! Are you alright?! Scouts the doors!"
The scouts were about to close the doors when Candy ran in.
"WINTER!"
You groaned loudly. You looked up at Winter and you saw Candy behind him. Your eyes widened when you saw her. All you could think about was drinking all the pink from her. Before you knew it, you were on top of her with your fangs sunk into her neck.
"...suppose that's better than me...."
Winter mumbled to himself as he watched Candy slowly turn gray. Candy tried to get you off of her by any means. She even tried biting you back.
"No! I'm for Winter only! Let me go!"
You rolled off of her, out of the sun, once you drained most of her color.
"Thanks..."
She sat up and looked at herself. She was completely gray. She looked up at Winter and started to cry.
"D-DON'T LOOK AT ME!"
She got up quickly and ran out of the palace. Winter laughed in amusemen. Hee was happy he didn't get kidnapped and that she left quickly. He walked towards you and held out his hand to help you up. You slapped his hand away and flew away from him. You flew to his throne room and laid down in his throne. You wanted to see if he would get angry with you. You closed your eyes and listened to his footsteps. Winter quickly followed you and stopped once he saw you lounging in his throne.
"Y/N.. what are you doing?"
You opened one of your eyes and glanced over at him.
"Isn't it obvious? ..I'm going to sleep, leave me alone.."
He huffed and walked over to you. His footsteps were heavier, letting you know he was angry.
"Pardon?"
"Are you deaf?"
You said coldly. You were angry with him and you wanted it to be known.
"Get out of my thone, Y/N.. I'll have a scout excort you to a room"
You sat up quickly and dug your nails in the arms of the chair. You stared straight into his eyes with a hateful expression.
"You mean the same scouts who stabbed me? The same ones who dragged me back down to that cold and dark cell?"
He jumped at your sudden moment and stepped back a bit. He opened his mouth to answer you.
"Treating me like a fucking animal.."
You looked down at the ground and flew past him.
"Where are you going?!"
You didn't answer. You just kept going. You couldn't leave. It was day, so you just flew back to your cage. He followed you. He was curious about what you were going to do. Why would you choose to go back there if you hated it? You sat down on the ground and leaned against the wall.
"Y/N.. you don't have to stay here... I'll show you to a room if you'd like.."
"Wow.. actually showing some kindness?"
You said as you stood up. You walked over to him.
"I don't want your charity.."
You slammed your cage shut and went back to the wall. You sat down, leaning against the wall.
"Y/N! you don't want a warm bed? A bathroom?"
You looked over at him. It did sound pretty nice. You hadn't been in an actual bed in a long time.
"A change of clothes? A shower?"
He continued. You sighed and turned your body to face him.
"I thought I was a prisoner.. not a guest.."
You laughed and pushed the hair out of your face.
"Things change.. and didn't you say you'd leave when it's night?"
"Something like that..."
You sighed loudly and got up. You staggered forward. Your body might heal itself, but it takes a lot of effort to completely heal.
"Are you alright?"
"Fine.."
You walked over to the door, he opened it for you and you walked out.
"I don't think you're f-"
"Shut up.. I.. I'm just tired"
You crossed your arms. You hated to show weakness in front of people.
"Alright.. follow me.."
He started to walk away. He took glances back at you. He wondered why you weren't as quick as you were earlier or why you weren't flying around.
"Quit looking at me.."
"I'm not.. why would I want to look at you?"
Winter said as he started to walk quicker. He wanted to get this over with. You struggled to keep up with him. You were getting even more frustrated. He was doing this on purpose. He wanted to see you suffer more. You started to grumble quietly. He glanced back at you and slowed down. He could tell that something was wrong.
"Quit mumbling.. it's annoying"
"Your voice is annoying.."
Winter stopped walking and turned around. You looked up at him, not knowing why he stopped.
"Could you be quiet?"
"You're the one talking so much.."
Winter sighed loudly and pinched the bridge of his nose. He was getting annoyed with your constant remarks. He turned back around, continuing to walk.
"We're almost to a room.."
He said mostly for himself. The two of you walked in silence till he got to the room. He opened the door for you.
"There should be a change of clothes inside.."
You nodded and walked inside. He closed the door behind you. You walked to the bed and found some clothes. Surprisingly, they looked like they would fit. You quickly got changed, leaving your old bloody clothes on the floor. You got into the bed. It was so warm and comfortable, unlike the cell you were used to. You closed your eyes and quickly fell asleep. Once night time hit and right before Winter was planning on going to bed, he entered your room.
"It's night.. time for.."
He paused once he saw you were still asleep.
"Oh.. you're normally awake by now..."
Winter yawned, covering his mouth.
"Well.. you'll be gone by morning.. goodnight and farewell"
Winter closed the door quietly and went to bed. In the morning, he checked to see if you were gone.
"Y/N? You're gone, right?"
His smile faded when he still saw you sleeping.
"Strange..."
Winter turned around to the hallway.
"Scouts!"
One ice scout quickly ran in front of him.
"Yes, your majesty?"
"Did they wake?"
"No, your majesty.. didn't come out of their room"
Winter waved them off and turned back around to look at you. He slowly walked into the room. He didn't want to wake you. He looked at you closely. He could still see you breathing, so it was a good sign.
"You must be exhausted.. I wonder where you came from? And why you're so infuriating..?"
Winter chuckled softly at his last remark. You started to look frustrated in your sleep. You rolled over and a quiet groan escaped your mouth.
"Are you in pain? Hmm I thought vampires healed themselves? Strange.."
He leaned over you. He was getting curious. He hadn't seen a vampire in a long time and you didn't really fit what he'd seen before. Once he got closer to you. You woke up due to the strong smell of his blood. You quickly looked over at him.
"Get.. away.. you... you smell.."
"Y/N, that's rude!"
"No.. your blood.. it.. get away!"
You quickly sat up and pushed him away from you. You put your hand over your stomach. You needed to drink more to recover.
"Ah yes, I'd forgotten..."
He looked at you struggling with the hunger. He snapped his fingers and a servant brought some apples for you.
"I still don't know what you like.. but you had these earlier, so.."
You snatched them from the servant and quickly drank the red. You sighed loudly once you realized all the apples had no more red for you.
"Hungry.."
You looked over at Winter and smelled the air.
"I know you tase good..."
You quickly shook your head. You didn't want to drink from him. You could kill him if you drank too much. You always took too much.
"Oh.. you fight your instincts? How interesting.."
"I.. I told you to go away.. I don't want to.. but I know how you taste.. Winter, I want more, I haven't had a meal in a long time.."
You put your hand over your mouth. You didn't mean to say those things out loud. It was getting harder to stop yourself. The sent of his blood filled your lungs and the hunger was getting worse.
"I suppose I should leave now.. I don't want to get bitten.."
He quickly walked out, locking the door behind him.
"Winter! I'm hungry! Just one bite!"
You banged on the door. Winter jumped and started to back away from the door. He didn't think the door would last long.
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I redrew an old oc of mine and I love him..
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His name is Pin.
He got pieced together and reanimated so.. technically, he's a zombie..
Here's his og look
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I'm a little late, but here's my 2023 recap
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~ Open wounds part 5 ~
Teen gn!reader
Simon petrikov apocalypse fic
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Warning - mentions of blood, death, and injuries
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You let out a sigh as soon as she was out of sight, you were exhausted and the wounds on your abdomen hurt badly. Simon looked over at you. He couldn't help but worry.
"Are you alright?"
"Fine.."
Your voice sounded harsh. You put your guard up now that it was just the two of you. You stared daggers into him, making him look a bit nervous.
"Um.. you know.. you don't have to be scared or-"
"Scared?"
You laughed at him and got up, walking towards him.
"You think I'm scared of you? Ha! That's funny, old man.. why would I be scared of you?'
You laughed as you got closer to him. He stepped back and put his hands in front of him.
"No, I-"
"What.. were you going to tell me it's alright? Hold me in your arms while I cried.. so you could just stab me in the back and steal my stuff?"
You were standing right in front of him now, stabbing your finger into his chest as you talked. He took a step back with each jab you gave him. You were speaking from experience and didn't notice yourself tearing up.
"Y/N, I-"
"SHUT UP! I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING HEAR IT!"
You threw your hands up as you yelled at him. You quickly grabbed your bag and stormed off. He tried to follow you, but you quickly stopped, turning around. He could see you crying, but your expression was full of hate.
"DON'T FUCKING FOLLOW ME!"
You quickly turned back around and started to walk quicker. He stood there watching you leave. He tried not to take anything you said by heart, but it still stung. You violently wiped your tears away as you walked.
"Stupid.. stupid.. stop crying you fucking idiot.."
You insulted yourself and felt a tug at your pants.
"Y/N.. where are you going? You're not leaving, are you.."
You looked down to see Marceline tearing up. You quickly bent down and tried to smile at her.
"N-No.. I just needed to take a walk.. I'm not leaving.."
You clenched your teeth when you finished speaking. You were trying to stop crying. You didn't want her to see you like this.
"Are you ok? You're crying!"
"I'm not crying.."
You sniffled and wiped your face, your hands shook as you did this. Marceline quickly hugged you.
"It's alright..."
She said softly, trying to comfort you and you started to tear up even more.
"I.. I told ya.. I.. I'm not crying.."
You said in between sobs, You hated to let her see you like this. Marceline looked up at you and smiled.
"It's ok to cry, I cry too!"
You let out a weak laugh at her words. She was so adorable. You choked down the rest of your tears and wiped your face again.
"I'm sorry, Marcy... um.. Let's go back. You got the things I asked for, right?"
You said, quickly regaining your composer and smiling at her.
"Yeah, I got a lot!"
"Good.. Now let's make a fire!"
You quickly got up and looked at the ground next to her. There was a pile of papers and sticks. You gathered them up, carrying them in one hand and grabbed Marceline hand.
"FIRE!"
she yelled excitedly. The two of you rushed back to the house, Simon was leaning against the wall, with a crown held tightly in his hands.
"SIMON!"
She quickly let go of your hand and ran to him, reaching for the crown.
"Simon, don't! There's no danger.."
"I-I was just looking at it.."
He quickly put it back on his belt and looked over at you. You huffed and walked past him. You were still annoyed with him. You didn't like seeing that little interaction between the two of them.
"Come on, Marcy.."
You said in a tone a little colder than what you usually used for her. You sat your bag down where the firewood was.
"Oh, right! Fire!"
She quickly started to follow you back to the pile of logs you made for the fire. You dropped the stuff next to the soon to be campfire and sat down. You reached into your pocket and pulled out the lighter. You sat it down beside you and started to stuff the paper into the pile of logs, Marceline watched you. When you were finished, you picked the lighter back up and grabbed a piece of paper.
"Alright, fire time.."
You mumbled as you lit the paper on fire. You watched the paper burn in your hands for a moment, letting the fire get close to your fingers.
"Y/N...."
Marceline sounded nervous. You looked over at her, throwing the paper into the pile.
"Did you think I was going to burn myself?"
You let out a chuckle and turned back to the growing fire. You blew on it slightly to build the flame.
"Yeah.."
She grabbed your hand and squeezed it tightly. You smiled at her and ruffled her hair.
"It's alright.. I'm not going to hurt myself.."
You stood up and looked over at the meat. You had to start cooking it soon. You unhooked a pan that you had on your bag and then dug around in your bag for some sort of spatula. You sat gently sat down the pan on the fire and grabbed a chunk of meat.
"You gonna help me?"
You smiled at her as you gently sat the meat down in the pan.
"Yeah! What do you want me to do?"
"I need you to find four tall sticks, I need it so I can make a drying rack... ask him to help you, alright?"
When you were done speaking, you turned your attention back to the pan. You wanted to be alone for a moment and just focus on cooking. She nodded and gave you a hug.
"Ok, Y/N.. don't leave while we're gone.."
She huffed, obviously still a little insecure about you leaving. You patted her head, not looking away from the pan.
"I won't.. I promise"
She let go of you and ran towards Simon, telling him what you needed. You sighed, glancing up at them. You saw Simon pick up Marceline. He looked over at you before leaving.
"Alright.. time to gather my thoughts.."
You mumbled to yourself as you poked the meat on the pan with your spatula, trying to keep it from sticking.
"You can't be losing your temper.. or crying in front of them.. ok? I can't show any weakness.."
You continued and flipped the meat.
"If we need a break, we'll take a little walk.. hopefully they won't follow me.."
You stared at the pan for a moment and let out a sigh, putting a hand on your head, brushing your hair back.
"It's strange having people around.. can't talk to myself.."
You let out a laugh at your own words and you heard Marceline and Simon coming back.
"Put on a brave face.."
You said quietly as you looked over at the two. They were talking amongst themselves but you didn't really pay attention to their words. Marceline looked over at you and ran over to you with a big smile.
"We got the sticks! What now?"
"Thank you.. I'll set it up.."
You grabbed your bag and pulled out some fishing line. You walked over to Simon who was carrying the sticks.
"Um.. here you go.. do you need help?"
He reached them out to you and you quickly pulled them out of his hands. You stuck them in the ground and tied the fishing line on them, making a makeshift place to hang the meat.
"Guess not.."
Simon chuckled nervously.
"I can help with the cooking if you'd like.."
You walked back to the pan and sat down in front of it, not looking at him. He walked over to the fire and sat down, he made sure he wasn't too close to you so he wouldn't make you uncomfortable. Marceline could feel the tension between you and Simon. She sat down and faced you.
"Y/N.. what's wrong?"
"Nothing, I'm fine.."
"You don't like Simon.. do you?"
You sighed softy at her question, you knew if you answered truthfully she wouldn't be happy.
"Um.. he's alright.."
"Simon's nice! You can trust him!"
She whined, tugging at the end of your sleeve. She desperately wanted the two of you to get along.
"M-Marcy, it's alright if they don't like me.."
Simon smiled at her, he didn't want you to feel like you had to like him.
"But Simon.."
You patted her head and smiled, keeping your eyes on the pan.
"I'm just not that good with new people.. give me time alright?"
"You're ok with me.."
You sighed, you started to feel guilty that you didn't like Simon, she obviously cared for him a lot.
"Marcy.."
Simon said a little more sternly, he was trying to get her to drop it, he didn't want you to stress out about it. Marceline crossed her arms and looked at Simon.
"I want you too to get along!"
She whined. Simon sighed and started to notice that it was getting dark.
"Marcy, it's getting dark, aren't you tired?"
He asked, trying to change the subject. He also wanted her inside before it got too late.
"No.. I'm not tired"
She yawned as she talked.
"Yeah, you totally sound wide awake"
You said, laughing a bit.
"I am!"
She huffed and yawned again. Simon stood up and put his hands on his hips.
"Alright, little lady, time for you to go to bed"
"Fine.."
She reluctantly got up and Simon took her inside the house. You figured he was going to sleep too so you opened your bag, putting out a bottle of whiskey. You opened the bottle and took a drink, hoping to help some of the pain. You sat the bottle next to you and let out a sigh.
"Harsh.."
You grumbled, looking at the bottle, it was half empty. It was full when you first found it. Simon walked back out after a couple of minutes and saw the bottle next to you.
"Aren't you a little young to drink that stuff?"
"You're not my dad.."
You grumbled as you took another drink of it, making a face as it touched your tongue.
"Y-Yeah.. just uh.. don't drink the whole bottle.."
He said with concern in his voice. You were already feeling a bit tipsy after sipping on it a bit.
"Shut up, old man.. I don't like you.."
You let out a sigh and Simon sat down next to you.
"Mabye, you should slow down.."
"Fuck off.. it's helping with the pain.."
You huffed and looked over at him. He'd almost forgotten about your injuries because you acted like nothing was wrong.
"A-Are you alright!?"
"It.. It hurts.."
You said, clutching the bottle in your hands. You started to tear up and put the bottle up to your mouth, chugging it. Simon quickly pulled the bottle away from you, trying not to let any spill.
"Hey, Hey.. slow down! You don't want a hangover.."
"Simon.. I.. I miss my dad.. a-and my sister.."
You tucked your legs into your chest, you were an emotional drunk and you couldn't help but cry.
"What were they like?"
He said, scooting closer to you. You leaned over onto him and sighed.
"My sister was a lot like Marcy.. and my dad.. he.. he taught me everything.. how to hunt.. butcher.. cook.."
You sniffled a bit and covered your face.
"I miss them so much.. and.. and.. I hurt and.. Groddammit, you're too close to me!"
You moved away from him, your guard went back up. He let out a soft sigh, he thought he was making progress with you, even if you were drunk.
"I don't trust you! I can't.. I.."
You leaned over on your bag, you were a drunken mess. Simon moved closer to you and put a hand on your sholder.
"It's alright... you don't have to right away.."
"I.. I want to but...."
You paused and yawned loudly.
"You should rest.. sleep off the alcohol.."
"No.. no I'm cooking.."
"I can handle that.. you should sleep.."
You shook your head and tried to stay awake, but you fell asleep shortly after. Simon let out a quiet sigh and took the spatula from you hand. He cooked the meat for the rest of the night.
You woke up in the morning to Simon hanging up the cooked meat on the fishing line. You remembered what happened last night and groaned, you didn't like that you opened up to him.
"Stupid drunk me..."
You grumbled and Simon turned to look at you. He smiled at you and stopped what he was doing, walking over to you.
"Morning.. how's your head?"
"Fine.."
You grumbled and stood up. You walked past him and started to hang up the cooked meat, he followed you.
"That's good.. um.. how are you holding up?"
He ask, putting a hand on your back and looking at your face. You quickly shoved him away from you.
"Look, just because I got drunk and whined doesn't mean we're magically ok.."
"Right.. of course"
He smiled at you, he was glad that you were actually talking too him, instead of yelling.
"Come on, make yourself useful.."
You huffed and handed him some meat. He nodded and quickly got to work. With him helping you, you got done quickly and let out a sigh.
"Um.. what now?"
Simon asked, stepping away from the makeshift drying rack.
"We wait... it will take a day.."
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Dealing with loss..
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Simon Petrikov x reader
Background - You used to date the Ice King and you're now dealing with the fact that he's gone and had been replaced with the man he used to be, before the crown, before you..
Warnings - mentions of Suicide, SH, Depression, ED, and Alcohol
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You were just walking around in Ooo when someone picked you up and flew away. You didn't have any plans so you figured you'd go with it.
"What? Who are you?"
"I'm The Ice King, you're a princess right? You sure look like one!"
You blushed a bit.
"No.. not technically.. but that's really sweet!"
"Woah.. you're not trying to get away? Normally princesses try to leave.."
He pulled you closer to him.
"What's your name?"
He looked down at you.
"Oh its Y/N! And yours is Ice King right? Hmm can I call you Icy? It's easier to remember.."
You smiled and looked up at him, you could feel his beard on your face, it was soft. You giggled a bit as it tickled your face, Ice King laughed with you.
"Yeah! Call me whatever.."
You both got to his castle, he landed and zapped ice cuffs on your hands.
"This is a little unnecessary but ok.."
You shrugged, Ice King smiled at you.
"I don't want you to leave, princess"
He said as he pushed you into his ice cage.
"I don't have any plans for today.. but I probably should go home for the night.."
"Wait, you... you want to stay?"
He said tilting his head.
"Why not?"
You woke up and sighed. It hurt to have those dreams, those memories. You missed him, but he would never come back. Ice king had already turned back into Simon Petrikov. You sat up in your bed, groaning slightly. Your phone rang and you looked at who was calling, it was, him, Simon. You put your hands on your head and pulled you legs close to your chest.
"I can't, I can't not him"
You began to sob as your phone rang, crying so much you fell asleep.
You woke up in the Ice King's castle.
"What.. what am I doing here..?"
You saw him laying next to you and you hugged him tightly.
"Princess.."
He mumbled in his sleep. You started to cry. You buried your face in his beard.
"Hey, what's wrong princess?"
"I miss you.. I miss you so much.."
You woke up and shot up in the bed, gripping your chest. You were breathing heavily and tears were streaming down your face.
"Not again..."
You sighed as you wiped your face of tears. You got up and got dressed. You walked to your door, leaving your house. You looked over at the remans of the ice kingdom, your house was sat right next to it. It made you upset that you knew he wasn't in there, a part of you pretended he was still there.
You looked down and sighed, putting your arms around yourself to comfort yourself, but it didn't really work. You walked to the candy tavern and sat at the bar, ordering a drink.
"Everything alright? You've been coming here everyday recently.."
Dirtbeer guy asked as he poured you a drink.
"Yeah.. Everything's great.."
You forced a smile and grabbed your drink, downing it quickly.
"Give me another.."
Dirtbeer guy poored you another and you drank it quickly, you wanted to get drunk, really, really drunk, so you could forget.
You put your head on the table, you felt tipsy but it wasn't enough, you could still have coherent thoughts.
"A..nother.."
You put your hand on the table and grabbed at the air. A drink slid into your hand. You drank it quickly and asked for another. You lost track of how much you drank, every time you're glass got empty another replaced it.
You heard someone sit down next to you and they put a hand on your back.
"Y/N? Are you alright?"
You smiled when you heard a familiar voice. You slowly lifted your head and squinted at the person, there were tears already forming in your eyes.
"I-Icy?"
You grabbed his face and pulled him close to you.
"I'm.. I'm not.."
Simon put his hands on yours, trying to pull you off of him. He felt uncomfortable with you calling him that.
"you shaved? miss y-your beard.."
He tried to pull away from you but your grip got tighter.
"Let go.."
"glasses? Trying something new, icy?"
You smiled and pulled him into a hug.
"missed you sooo much...I..Icy"
You paused for a moment and started crying harder.
"Icy, I'm sorry.. I'm sorry... I couldn't help.. I know you were m-miserable but didn't I help? I'm.. I'm sorry I wasn't enough.."
You held him tighter. Simon let out a sigh and patted your back, he figured he'd act like this if he was in the same situation so he just let you cry into him.
"Oh Icy! I'm sorry.. I'm so..sorry..sorry..I'm s..orry"
You said before passing out, your grip on him loosened. He tried to sit you up straight but when he did that you fell over on the bar.
"How much have they drank? They're really drunk..."
Simon said with a sigh, looking over at you.
Dirtbeer guy shrugged.
"Alright.... I'll.. I'll take them home.."
Simon got up and put you over his shoulder. He was suprised at how light you were but he still struggled a bit when he carried you out of the bar. You started to drool and he shivered in disgust when he felt it going down his back.
"Oh that's.... my shirt...."
He mumbled and continued to walk. He took to his house and laid you down on the couch. He sighed and put a blanket over you. You grabbed his hand in your sleep.
"Icy.. don't leave me.."
You whined in your sleep. He sighed and sat down on the couch.
"I'm not.. I'm not the ice king anymore.. I'm not him.."
Simon looked at you, he knew what he said wouldn't be heard but he felt like saying it, he needed to say it. He stood up, prying your hand from his and went to his room.
In the morning you sat up and grabbed your head, you were hung over. You groaned in pain and opened your eyes, you were confused, not knowing were you were.
"Where...?"
You mumbled quietly to yourself.
"D-Do you need some water?"
Simon smiled at you, he was sitting at the end of the couch. You looked up at him and started to panic.
"You...you.. N-No...No"
You moved away from him, getting up off the couch.
"I can't.. I can't.. not with you.. no no no no"
You started to cry. You leaned forward, your grip on your head tightened and you backed away in a corner, you kept on repeating yourself.
"I-It's alright.. calm down.."
Simon stood up, putting his hand out towards you. You shook your head and ran into a wall behind you.
"NO, NO! I CAN'T I-"
You sunk to the floor, tucking your legs to your chest.
"I.. I can't.. you.."
Your voice broke and it was shakey, your body trembled. Simon moved closer towards you and sat on the floor.
"Calm down.. it's alright.."
You looked up at him, you looked angry.
"HOW IS THIS ALRIGHT? YOU Y.. you look so much like him it hurts..but you're not him.. you not.."
You put your face on your knees and started to cry harder. Simon felt uncomfortable being compared to him.
"You're not.."
He put a hand on your sholder.
"I know.. I know.. I've lost someone too.."
You started to laugh while you cried.
"Yeah but you don't have to worry about seeing someone who used to be her.. you don't have to worry about seeing someone who looks so much like her but so different.. you don't.."
Your voice broke.
"Oh Grod!"
You started to cry harder, you put a hand over your face.
"I-I can't.."
Simon sighed, a part of him still loved you, it hurt him to see you like this. He got closer to you and leaned on the wall behind him.
"You know.. I miss betty so much.. I would do anything to see her again.. she sacrificed herself for me so I could have a better life.. but.. I don't know if I can have a life without her"
You sniffed and looked over to him.
"..I..I met Betty.. she was nice..
"You did?"
Simon asked as he looked at you with a smile on his face. You stopped crying as much and wiped your face.
"Yeah.. Icy liked her too.. I guess that was you trying to come out.. I was sooo jealous.."
You wiped your face and smiled a bit at him as you reminisced about the past.
"Icy tried to reassure me that nothing was going on.. but I saw his eyes.. your eyes.. it was pure love.."
Simon looked over at you, he listened to your words carefully.
"Do you remember? Oh, she tried and tried to get you back.. she actually told me who you were before.... I was too selfish to put it together on my own.. I think a part of me knew but.."
You paused, looking away from him and let out a sigh, you weren't crying anymore but you still felt upset.
"It's just a blur.. can you remind me?"
You nodded and looked back over at him.
"Betty got the power of magic man's hat, she went kinda crazy.. actually she kidnapped me once, talking about how I should stay away from her simon.."
You chuckled a bit. Simon blushed, thinking of Betty saying that. He moved his glasses off of his face and dried his damp eyes.
"She told me everything.. and I tried to help.. I didn't want to lose Icy but I knew he... uh.. you were miserable... even with my help.."
You looked up at the ceiling, tears started to fall from your face again.
"Do you remember me at all?"
He put a hand on your sholder.
"I.. I remember that he loved you...I remember that you were running through his head all the time, calling you prin-."
"Don't say that.. please.."
You cut him off, even hearing that word hurt, but hearing him say that would hurt way worse. He nodded.
"Sorry.."
You both sat in silence for a moment the two of you had tears falling from your eyes. You glanced over at him and moved closer to him.
"S-Simon.. don't cry.."
You reached out to wipe his tears away. Tou smiled slightly, it reminded you of when you would comfort The Ice King. You moved away quickly when you thought that. He sighed not knowing what to say. You looked up at the clock, it was a bit late in the day. You let out a sigh, feeling like you overstayed your welcome and stood up abruptly.
"I should leave..."
You looked over at simon, he looked confused. He thought you were feeling a bit better.
"Um.. thank you for taking care of me while I was drunk.. and um.. sorry.."
You walked out quickly before he could say anything. You were fidgeting with your hands as you walked home. When you got home you threw yourself on the snow, the cold comforted you.
"I-It still hurts to see him..."
You grabbed a handful of snow and formed a ball.
"Icy.. I miss you.."
You looked at the snowball in your hand and sighed. You got up and let go of the snowball. You walked into your house, looking at the kitchen. You couldn't remember the last time you ate, you were to sad to eat. You shook your head and continued to look around.
"When did it get so messy?"
You sighed, putting a hand on your head and walked to your bedroom. You fell onto the bed, your legs were hanging off of it. You yawned and closed your eyes, falling asleep.
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1-beansss-1 · 4 months
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Who's surprised? I wrote another Simon Petrikov fic..
I'm going to start posting ANOTHER fic series... because I do not know how to stop... Anyway
It's about you, who dated the ice king in the past, dealing with him being gone.
You self-destruct, and Simon helps you get out of that dark depression... it deals with heavy themes such as SH, ED, Suicide, and Alcohol..
Look out for a fic called Dealing With Loss
I hope yall enjoy it...
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I redesigned an old oc of mine and I love him
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Here's Klovner
He recently escaped prison and is on the hunt for his next kill..
bloody versions below
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~ Cold Blooded ~
Winter king x vam reader
Warnings - mentions of blood, death, and injuries.
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Winter was getting really for bed when he heard his palace doors open.
"Scouts! The doors!"
He quickly grabbed his sword and ran to the entrance. You were suddenly grabbed and forced to your knees. You tried to get out of the scouts grasp, but you were weak. You hadn't had a meal in a long time. You were trying to find anything to eat.
"GET OFF! LET ME GO!"
You hissed at the scouts. You tried to bite one of the scouts, but you only got a mouth full of ice. You quickly spit out the ice. You were confused. How could they just be ice? You looked up and a sword was inches away from your face.
"Who are you? What are you doing in my palace, at night no less?"
You looked at the tall blue figure, he looked angry with you. You looked down and started to laugh. You were so hungry you were losing it. The smell of his blood was so strong and sweet.
"What are you laughing at?"
He stepped closer to you and a scout grabbed your hair, making you look up at him.
"I can hear your heart beating quickly.. are you scared?"
You stared at him, unblinking. He started to laugh at you and pressed his sword against your neck.
"Scared? No, but you should be.."
You started to breathe heavily, your eyes widened and your mouth watered. You stood up quickly, getting the scouts off of you and grabbed his face.
"You smell delicious.. Just one bite! It won't hurt... much.."
You dug your nails into his cheeks, drawing blood. He dropped his sword and grabbed your shoulders. You started to get cold, your body started to freeze. You scratched his face as you fell to the floor. Your body was completely frozen except your face and hands. You stared at him as you licked his blood off your hands.
"You're delicious..."
"You're a vampire..."
You started to laugh at his sudden realization. You thought it was obvious what you were. You stared at his face. You licked your lips as you saw his blood drip off his cheeks.
"Scouts.. take them to a cell.. I'll deal with them in the morning.."
Your eyes never left his face as you got dragged away. Once he was out of your sight, you looked over at one of the scouts.
"Why are you ice..?"
You felt calmer now that you were away from him. You sighed when they didn't answer you.
"Not a talker alright... can I get something.. I'm hungry.."
They threw you into an icy cage, it was dark and cold. The ice melted off your body once they locked you in.
"I need blood or red, I'm not picky"
They just left you. You grabbed the bars of your cell and violently shook them.
"I'M HUNGRY!"
The little amount of blood you drank didn't do much to help your hunger. It made it worse. It reminded you how hungry you actually were. A scout threw a few apples into your cage and you quickly grabbed them, drinking the red from them. You sighed in relief and sunk to the floor once you were done. You grabbed one of the now gray apples and leaned against a wall.
"Great... I uh.. might have lost control.."
You sighed and threw the apple out of your cage. You sat there and waited for the morning to come. Occasionally you'd throw an apple or two out. Winter walked down to your cell and looked at the gray apples all over the floor.
"How's your face?"
You said with a laugh. You got up and started to float.
"...You made a mess"
He said coldly, he sounded angry with you. You nodded and floated in circles around your cage with your legs crossed. You had the last apple in your hand.
"Are you angry?"
You said and threw the apple at him. He caught it, it quickly froze once it was in his hand. He threw it back at you, and you caught.
"You are!"
You dropped the frozen apple on the ground and quickly flew over to the bars, right in front of him. He took a step back from the bars. His actions made you laugh.
"Not angry.. scared! That's funny...."
You leaned against the cell bars and slowly sunk to the floor.
"I'm not a monster, you know... I was just hungry"
"Enough of this... tell me your name"
He was getting frustrated with you. He didn't like how unpredictable you were. You were actually a threat to him, unlike candy.
"Y/N.. yours?"
You yawned and got comfortable on the ground. You were starting to get tired.
"You can call me The Winter king..."
"That's not a name... anyway, I think I'm going to sleep now, go away.."
You rolled over, facing away from him.
"You don't get to decide! Y/N... look at me!"
He was getting angry with you.
"Make me.."
He opened your cell and grabbed your arm, pulling you to your feet. He grabbed your throat tightly and pushed you against the wall.
"Why did you break in last night? What do you want?!"
"I didn't break in. I knocked on the doors and they opened.... I'd appreciate it if you'd let me go now"
You grabbed his hand that was on your throat. You could feel his grip tighten.
"Don't believe me? ....great"
You rolled your eyes at him.
"No.. I don't, tell me the truth.. the doors don't just open!"
You sighed loudly. You were telling the truth, but you didn't know how to convince him. You chuckled softly and got an idea.
"Alright.. Let me go and I'll tell you.."
He hesitantly let you go and backed up from you.
"Ah! Much better.."
You put a hand on your neck and sighed in relief.
"Alright.. tell me!"
"Oh... the doors opened and I got grabbed.. it's not my fault you don't believe me"
You floated above him, out of his reach. You laid down in the air, with your legs crossed.
"Now if you don't mind.. I'd like to sleep.."
"Y/N..."
He looked up at you with a confused expression on his face.
"You're not trying to leave?"
He thought that when he let go, you would try to run. He glanced behind him, he saw the door wide open so you could leave if you wanted.
"Can't.. Sun's out."
You said, slowly floating in circles around your cage again.
"suppose so.."
He looked down. He started to think that you could be telling the truth. You didn't sound like you were lying. You looked down at him and sat up. You turned yourself upside-down and slowly sunk down to his face. You flicked his forhead.
"Hey.. don't let your guard down now, not very professional is it, king?"
You said in a mocking tone. You wanted to see he'd react. He jumped and quickly looked up at you. He took a few steps back. You were way too close to his face.
"No! I.. I'm not.."
He quickly changed his expression to look angry. He huffed and quickly walked out of your cage, slamming the door shut. You crossed your arms and moved closer to the bars.
"So how long do you plan on keeping me here, hmm? I'm getting bored.. at least give me a book.."
He quickly walked out of the room without saying a word, leaving you alone.
"RUDE!"
You sighed and slowly sunk to the floor, laying down. You closed your eyes and went to sleep.You got woken up by getting hit with a bag. You grabbed the bag and looked inside. There was a book and a few apples in it.
"Huh.. I didn't think he'd listen.."
You sat up. You grabbed the book and an apple. You slowly started to float around the room as you started to read. You drank the red from the apple and dropped it on the ground.
"Y/N.."
You glanced at the door and saw Winter. You sighed loudly and turned away from him, continuing to read. You heard the door open behind you and footsteps entering your cage.
"Y/N. Turn around"
You slowly went to the floor and grabbed an apple, drinking the red from it. Once you were done, you floated back up, returning your attention to the book. He sighed loudly and tapped his foot on the ground. He didn't like being ignored.
"Y/N! I'm getting impatient, turn around, I'd like to talk to you."
You let out a soft chuckle and closed the book loudly, making him flinch at the noise. You gently sat the book on the ground and laid down in the air, slowly making your way to Winter.
"Make it quick.. I was enjoying reading.."
"I'm the King! You don't get to order me around."
You started to laugh. You turned to him and sat up.
"Not my king.. besides, I know you're scared of me."
He quickly got angry with you and grabbed you by the throat. You could feel ice forming around your neck.
"I'm getting tired of this.."
You groaned. You quickly grabbed his wrist and pulled his hand off of your neck. You pinned him to the wall behind him and leaned forward, your face inches away from his. He looked away from you, squeezing his eyes shut. He started to shake, he couldn't help but be afraid. You hurt him before. What's stopping you now?
"Winter... you're shaking, are you that scared?"
You let go of him and flew back into your cage. You picked up the book and floated around as you started to read.
"Y-Y/N.. you.. you didn't.."
You glanced over at him. A small smile formed on your face when you saw how scared he looked.
"What, hurt you?"
You let out a soft chuckle and crossed your legs.
"Y/N, why are you acting like this? You.. you're so.... strange.."
You looked over at him and tilted your head.
"Define strange.."
You said looking back at the book.
"You've had plenty of opportunities to hurt me again, but you don't.. why? Y/N.. it's like you're toying with me"
You sighed loudly and looked over at him. You closed the book quickly and flew over towards him.
"I haven't hurt you because I don't want to... Do you think I'm a monster? Do you think I kill for the fun of it?"
He stepped back, running into the wall behind him. He gave you your answer with his actions.
"....leave, I don't wish to talk anymore.."
Winter quickly walked out, locking you back into your cage. You watched him leav. Hee looked a little scared. You sighed softly and started to read again. You finished the book, sitting on the floor and walked over to the bars of your cage. You tried to pry open the door and after a while of struggling, you got it open. You quickly flew out of the room you were in and explored the palace. You found Winter's throne room. Surprisingly, he was still there and he didn't notice you. You stayed close to the ceiling so he wouldn't know you were there and you just watched him. Winter was sitting at a table messing with some paperwork. He yawned loudly and leaned over the table. He was exhausted, but he needed to get his work done. You got bored of watching him mess with papers and quietly slipped out of the room. You made your way to a library. You quickly flew around the shelves, looking at the hundreds of books.
"So many.. I wonder if he's actually read all of these"
You heard footsteps. Winter was either done with his work or too tired to continue. You cautiously went to see what he was doing. You stayed close to the ceiling and in the shadows. You didn't want to be caught. Winter walked down the halls, going to his bedroom. He got ready for bed and laid down, falling asleep pretty quickly. You waited outside his door for a little while to make sure he was sleeping before you went inside. You perched yourself on the footboard of his bed and watched him sleep.
"...you didn't even give me a bed.. it's rude you know..."
You mumbled quietly so you wouldn't wake him up. You sat there for a moment before getting up.
"Goodbye, Winter.."
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I did it, heres part one and I haven't finished the fic.. I have no idea what I'm doing or how this is ending but enjoy..
Anyway, you asked me to tag you once I posted it, so here you go! @keegansakura
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I was going to post a Christmas Simon x reader fic.. but I haven't finished it yet, so idk if I'll finish it in time
Anyway, Happy holidays!
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