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[xxsupervampwolfxx]

I'm scared my overthinking is gonna push my bf away or something. I've been letting it mess with my mood and I think he can sometimes tell. But he just has no idea why. Cause I haven't really talked to him about my overthinking. I know I should but I just don't know how. I hate this.

#just ranting #letting my thoughts out #relationships #scared #overthinking #it sucks

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

Wish snapchat didn't exist. Though I guess if it isn't snap it would be something else.

#i hate snapchat #wish snapchat didn't exist

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

I hate wondering if my boyfriend is talking to someone else or maybe even just sending pics or just something. When he has been such a good boyfriend. Never had a guy treat me the way he does. We spend so much time together. So I don't know why I overthink. I hate it. I don't want to feel this way. Not with him. I know I should talk to him let him know I'm overthinking, but I just don't know how or what to say. I'm just scared of losing him. I don't want to be scared anymore.

#I hate this #overthinking #it sucks #new relationship #sort of new i mean #been together 3 months #i don't wanna be scared

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

So been seeing this guy, one of my coworkers, for almost 2 months. Things have gone a bit fast. Became official after a couple weeks. Said "I love you" after about a month. He had been engaged till maybe July. I had no part on their breaking up. I hardly had much interaction with him till we started talking in October. But I have had a crush on him since he started working where I work a year ago. Things have been great. Compared to other guys I've talked to he's the best. Actually takes me out on dates. I've met family and a friend. And with him I hardly overthink. I mean I still would but it wouldn't get to me. I'd just push those thoughts away. But then a couple weeks ago a coworker told my other coworker that his ex wanted to get back with him but he said no. And now I've been wondering if they're still talking. They're still friends on fb. We aren't even friends on fb. Said he's Taki a break from it yet still gets on, he shows me posts and stuff, but had it to where you can't send him a friend request. And now I'm wondering if maybe he's talking to one of his friends. He has a lot of friends that are girls. I don't know if I should be worried or not but now I'm overthinking. And I hate it. I know I should ask or bring this stuff up but I'm too scared to. Think I should just enjoy this. Even if I end up getting hurt later. Ugh I don't know.

#relationships #new relationship #overthinking #i hate this #maybe I'm just being paranoid #help

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

Bellamy + the hundred, S1 >> S6

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

Guys I need your opinion or advice. So I started seeing this guy from work, it's been about a month now. I've had a crush on him since he started working here last year. Which was just a month or 2 after I started. Anyway, turned out he was engaged. Well here we are, him and his ex broke up and idk how many months later we started talking and seeing each other. He makes me so happy. Happiest I've ever been. Things are going good. But today a coworker told me that another coworker told her that his ex wants to get back with him but that he doesn't want to. Now I don't know if I should ask him if he still talks to her or just leave it alone cause for all I know it's just rumors. I was kinda afraid of stuff happening like this when all my coworkers found out. I just don't want to ruin what we have or have anyone come between us. Especially if all they are spreading is rumors. Yall think I should ask him? Or just leave it alone? I've been overthinking it all day. Though when I saw him it all went away for a while. So idk what I should do.

Also no I did not come between them. I only stared at him from afar and we only ever had small interactions. I'm too shy to talk to guys let alone guys I like.

#relationship advice #help #please help #relationships #new relationship #help a girl out #please and thank you

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

@kimrhodes4real: #duet with @matt_rife #Comedy i made Jensen watch his doppleganger. He was amused. Well done, bunny! #spn #mom

#jensen ackles #matt rife

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

Someone tell me not to text him. Been 5 days since I last talked to him. And 3 days since I last texted him. Ughhh I hate this.

#i know i shouldn't text him #ughh #this sucks #i hate this #ranting #random #personal #why do I keep getting ghosted

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

Just need to do some ranting so here goes. I've always said I would never date anyone younger than me. Well anyone younger than one or 2 years. So someone 6 years younger liked me on fb dating. It took me a while to decide whether or not to like them back. And I had ended up deciding to like them back. Turns our we had so much in common and I was really starting to like them even though we hadn't met yet. Well it's been like 2 days since they've texted me and I am just so scared that they ghosted me. Like wtf. He seemed like he was really into me and we were on the same level. Matching each others energy. And then boom nothing. And it hurts cause we had so much in common, almost like we were the same person and now nothing? Like wtf!?! Why???? He said in his profile he was looking for something meaningful. And I thought maybe this would head that way. I knew I shouldn't have liked him back I knew I shouldn't have gotten attached butnI fucking did and now I've gotten ghosted AGAIN!!! LIKE WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING TO ME?!?!! AM I NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY???? WHAT THE DAMN FUCK!?!?!?!?!

#fuck this shit #i am done #fuck love #staying single forever #gonna die alone #random thoughts #rambling #late night ramblings

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

I just want him to want me back. Is that too much to ask for? Like wtf. Why can't I ever like someone who likes me back? Why? I hate this. And he was the one who messaged me first! I don't even know why I had messaged him back. But I did and no here we are. I guess I really should have listened to my coworkers. I shouldn't have slept with him the first time we met. But I did. I don't really regret it. I just wanna go back to those times. I love cuddling with him. I like how I feel when I'm with him. He's actually the first guy I've been with that I'm actually like physically attracted to. It's that damn smile. It got me. And I know if he texts me and asks if I wanna see him, I'm gonna say yes. Cause it's been a week since I've seen him (I've been sick) and it's been 3 maybe 4 days since he's texted me. I mean I know we aren't dating but still. He did this the first time he went out of town. But he told me that time that he'd be mia cause he was going to be with his son. I feel like that could have just been an excuse but idk. Maybe his son really doesn't like when he talks to other girls around him. This time he went out of town for his bday. I just don't understand why he has to go mia. But he also hasn't posted anything or even been on the dating app I met him on. But still my mind just goes crazy. I just wish I knew if he was really interested in me or not. Or maybe I'm just a booty call. But I've been waiting to ask since the week fast x came out he said we'd go see it the next week. So I was gonna see if he would keep his word. But then I got sick. So I'm still kinda waiting to see if it will happen. I already saw the movie but I'm not gonna tell him that. Lol Sorry this thing is such a mess. I'm just ranting. Getting all this out so maybe I can stop crying. I blame the crying on me starting my period. 😑😩

This guy is also the first guy I've ever missed. Like the other two guys I dated, I never missed them like this. Granted the first guy I dated we saw each other basically all the time. There was one time where we went maybe a couple days or maybe a week without seeing each other but I never missed him. I did feel sad tho. But I think it's cause I was struggling with my feelings. The second guy we saw each other on our first date and then two weekends after that. Never missed him either. But this guy. I miss him. I just like being with him. Idk why. We still hardly know each other and have only known each other a month. Ughhh

#random #personal #online dating #i want him to want me #i really like him #well maybe its just I'm attracted to him #we still hardly know each other #ranting #crushes #this sucks

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

Why can't the ones I want ever want me back? I mean I know I hardly know this guy, even though we've been talking for a month. And I probably only like him this much because I'm attracted to him. But like it's just also how I feel around him. I'm usually so nervous or like idk but with him I'm not. I mean I still feel a little nervous but not like how it's been with other guys. When we first met I was more excited than nervous. Yet the previous guy, when we were going to meet I was extremely nervous. My heart was like beating so fast. I hate that feeling. But when I went to meet this guy it wasn't like that. At all. Which is weird to me. And now I know he probably isn't the one but I want him to be the one right now. But idk if he is even still interested in me. Or like what happened but things are weird now. Haven't seen him in 6 days. And I miss him. Not sure I've ever missed a guy like this. Ughhhh this sucks. I hate it.

#random #personal #late night rants #online dating #i just wanna be with him #i miss him

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

When the guy you started talking to online turns out to be cuter than you thought! And has a great smile, which I can sometimes be a sucker for! I hope he really is a good guy. 🤞

#online dating #damn #was not expecting that #that smile tho #wonder what his voice sounds like

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

Just finished School Spirits and OMG!!! I was so right about that guy! But I sooo did not see that coming!! There best be a second season!!!

#school spirits #paramount plus #this show was sooo good

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

Thanks for tagging me @lllsaslll !! This was fun! I can't wait for the movie! 💕

there's this very cool Barbie piccrew and I thought it would be fun to start a tag game to share your Barbiesona lmao

I'm tagging @septembersghost @joons @lllsaslll and whoever else would like to do this 💕

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

8 Shows to Get to Know Me

1. Supernatural

2. Teen Wolf

3. The Vampire Diaries

4. Lucifer

5. Inuyasha

6. How I Met Your Mother

7. One Tree Hill

8. Friends

8 shows to get to know me:

Thanks for tagging, Savannah! 💋 I love doing these. @bookshelf-dust

1. Evil

2. Hannibal

3. The Last of Us

4. Banshee

5. Trueblood

6. Supernatural

7. Daredevil

8. Six Feet Under

No pressure tags:

@karamelcoveredolicity @troubleinapinksuit @cryingabtab @ab4eva @netflixmatt @avengen @prayerstopresley @headfullofpresley @mooodyblue @mariposa-mila @emmymaehereeeeee

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

Inuyasha being the best dad ;u; ♡

#i swear #season 2 gave me all the feels #sesshomaru and inuyasha as dads #stopppp #like my heart #😭😭😭😭 #inuyasha #hanyo no yashahime #yashahime #yashahime spoilers #moroha #inukag

[xxsupervampwolfxx]

So I totally missed Derek's eyes changing at the end of the movie the first time I watched it.

#teen wolf #teen wolf the movie #derek hale