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okay okayyyy

5 topic's I can talk all day about!

STRAY KIDS

Formula one

Star wars

Attack on titan

K-Dramas (especially My Country - The new age & Alchemy of Souls)

@/ everone who likes to 🫶🏻

i was tagged by @svintsandghosts

I saw this meme going around on twitter and I think it'll be perfect for this account.

List 5 topics you can talk on for an hour without preparing any material.

bloodborne

horror media

art [depends on era] & architecture

jay and jake

ateez

ill tag my usual hotties but y'all ain't gotta do it: @drunkhazed @yeonzzzn @alvojake

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heyy!! someone once requested an Ezra x Reader fanfic where the reader was raised by wolves. Could the person leave a comment or smh so that I can tag her or him when I‘ll post it??

#ezra bridger x reader #ezra bridger #ezra bridger x y/n #star wars rebels #ahsoka series #ezra bridger fanfic

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Character: I'm in my K-Drama phase rn sooo let's just say that Seo ho (my country the new age) or Seojun (true Beauty) concuered my heart. Can't decide between these two since they both deserve the world-

As for a moot I just can approve of @nikki-is-a-nerd 's Idea! Let it be ff's or artworks :D

No pressure tags: @everyone who wants to join @pumpkins-writing-desk

if u had a chance to Marry a character or someone/Moot(platonic or Romantic) who would u marry?

For characters it'd be scara obviously

For moots wellll idk rlly, maybe sofia (@heartdiluc) bc she was my first ever moot <3

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aaaa thanks for tagging me! 🤍

Last Song: MANIAC - stray kids

Favorite colors: mint green, warm grey, soft tones in general xd

Last Movie/Show: My Country The new Age (left me heartbroken-)

Currently watching: True Beauty

Sweet/spicy/savory: spicey

Relationship status: single like a pringle

current obsession: historic K-dramas ngl, started with Empress Ki

Last thing I searched for: Google translate - to translate ‚savory‘ 😭

no pressure tag(s):

@pumpkins-writing-desk

@/everyone feel free to join 😭🤍

9 people I would like to get to know better

thank you to @bellaramslover for the tag!

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last song? - two headed mother by ethel cain

favourite colour? - dark green / sage green

last movie/tv show? - storm warning, 2007 (i do not recommend)

currently watching? - rewatching all the harry potter movies

sweet/spicy/savoury? - savoury (or sweet depends on my mood tbh)

relationship status? - long term relationship

current obsession? - hazel callahan/ruby cruz

last thing i googled? - (city i go to college in) weather

no pressure to the tags <3 :

@astroph1les @intotitties @seethesin @ieatstarsforaliving @mphountitled @heartshazel @ptolemaeacles @princesssmars @strawberryyivy

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Back at it

hey!!

It's been quite some time since I've posted a ff here :'D

I didin't lose the motivation or smth like that, I just started to watch a lot of series and ended up not having the time to write anything 💀

However, I just finished one of these series (the ending left me heartbroken like- I'm still not over it, the writers just killed everyone :'D)

Which means that these 4-5h of watching every day have to be filled somehow :)

There are a lot of Ezra ff's on my profile so I guess that, yes I'll still write for him, but I'm also going to add new characters to my writing desk.

Soo feel free to request any scenario you'd like to read, I'm down for everything except for NSFW.

Other Fandoms I'd write for:

jujutsu kaisen

attack on titan

demon slayer

genshin impact

and for K-Drama fans, tbh I haven't watched many yet but if there are any 'The Kings affection' or 'Empress Ki' fans among you, I'd be more then happy to write ff's for Kim Gaon or General Tal Tal.

They are so criminally underrated like-

ANYWAY

That's it from me for now 🤍

#fanfic #jujutsu kaisen #demon slayer #attack on titan #kim gaon #empress ki #genshin impact #the kings affection

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Thank you for tagging me! 🤍

No pressure tags 🤍 : @nikki-is-a-nerd @pumpkins-writing-desk @ anyone who wants to join

Fic Writer Bingo

Oh how fun! The original chian is linked through the title.

Thank you for the tag @empressofmankind! I always love a good game of bingo.

No pressure tags: @gingernut1314 @vespidphoenix @i-am-vita @sordidmusings @writingmysanity

I love a good game of bingo!

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A letter from Me to You

What am I, if not your shadow?

Cast in the dark as you shine.

Forever faceless, forever nameless.

You are a paragraph, I am but a line.

Your mistakes are now my burdens

All your flaws are now my own

I’m no individual, just a pair

So when you fall, i drown in the void

I am you, that’s what they tell me.

They call me by your name never my own.

They only see me when i make mistakes

Blame me for my shortcomings and yours.

I am not the eldest but I’m burdened

You call me selfish, i call you heartless.

How can you say that without knowing my hardships.

I have made sacrifices you will never know.

You say you are jealous of my beauty

Well this is but a curse on me.

I never wanted to be beautiful as nobody knows me

Nobody wants to know the real me.

Sexualized, objectified and called shallow

That’s my reality, that’s all i know.

Yet you claim you wish to be like me?

How shallow can you truly be?

You are the golden child, smart and kind.

The one to graduate college with ease and a smile.

Yet you only see the bad and all your flaws.

Your fatal flaw is Hubris and it truly shows.

“Pride cometh before the fall” they say

You’ve made your own bed now lay on it.

Im done taking hits that were not mine to take.

Loyalty gets you nowhere in life anyway.

I am your shadow that much is true.

Though now i made a choice to step out.

I carry my own burdens and you carry yours.

I won’t call for help anymore.

Im on my own now, that much is true.

I will no longer rely on you.

This is my road less travelled by.

Farewell sister and goodbye.

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happy new year !!

I wanted to wish you all a happy new year and a great start into 2024!

Last year was quite eventful, let's see and hope that this year will bring us happier times.

I also started my journey on tumblr in 2023, a few months now. So thank you all for reading my first ff's and entrusting me to write a few oneshots with your ideas 🤍

I know that I haven't been as active as I wanted towards the end but there happened something unexpected that kind of destroyed my schedule.

However. New year new me right?

Not really, I'll continue to write ff's for our space blueberry BUT I'd like to also try and write something for other fandoms.

There'll may be a ff for satoru gojo or someone else in the near future, I'd love to experiment a bit with my writing style depending on different charracters since I've only writen ff's for ezra until now.

With that said, I hope you all have a good start into 2024 and I wish you the best 🤍

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merry Christmas 🤍

I‘m sorry that I kind of disappeared from here, the last few days were extremely busy and I didn’t really find the time or motivation to come here :´D

I still want to wish you all a great Christmas and to enjoy your holidays 🤍🎄

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hola

There won’t be a ff today, maybe tomorrow or on Thursday but today was a lil too stressful :´D

wish you all a great day/night 🫶🏻

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what we fight for.

pairing: Force sensitive!Reader x Ezra Bridger

warnings: none, it’s fluff

word count: 937

summary: Lothal was beautiful. You were fighting each day to see the sunset and the sunrise was your reward.

authors note: this is my shortest fic but I just live for sunset ff‘s soo I hope you like these scenarios too 😭

and with that the 5th ff of the december special is online!

enjoyyy <33

There was a longing in every single one of us.

A voice deep down, encouraging us to fight for what we think is right.

Fighting for what our lungs breath for

Fighting for what our hearts beat for to keep us alive.

To keep us alive for a single reason.

Not many were able to fight against the empire, let alone survive long enough.

But here you were, two lost souls, victims of the empires cruelty, victims of their ideal way to conquer the galaxy, to control everything.

The Republic failed and the Empire rose.

They were the rulers now, using fear and cruelty to keep everyone under control.

Using their killing machines to while of every trace of the Jedi.

They wanted them to go extinct, erase every single one of them or turn them into their marionettes. 

Yes, the galaxy was a dangerous place, especially in times like these.

And what hurt the most was that not everybody was able to fight against these monsters.

You however were found by Kanan when inquisitors chased you down.

You didn’t know yourself that you were force sensitive, hence why you where so surprised when they appeared at your front door.

You declined their offer and made yourself a target for the empire.

Kanan happened to pass by on that day, seeing how they chased you, instantly realizing what was going on.

He decided to take you under his wing, knowing that you’d be safer with him and Hera then alone and defenseless.

And the same happened with Ezra.

Well he wasn’t defenseless considering how he managed to get in here, but he was alone and Kanan couldn’t let go of him after he found out that he was force sensitive too.

With Lothal being his home planet, it held a very special place in his heart and it saddened him to see how much his home was suffering.

So yes.

No matter how peaceful the scenery may seem.

He‘ll always see the brutality of this instead.

And no matter how hard he tried to reject the possibility of a peaceful moment, you were always there to remind him of what he stood for and what he‘s fighting for.

Lothal.

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Lothals sun was sinking, declaring the upcoming nighttime.

Ezra and you where sitting on top of some mountain with a perfect view to the landscape.

There was also a loth cat sitting right next to you, it attacked you at first but Ezra used his Jedi tricks to calm him down.

„How’s the lil guy doing?“

„Seems to be fine“

A slight breeze caught your attention as you moved your gaze to the moving grass fields.

„Moments like this.. they’re priceless“

„But rare“

You looked at him as he slowly turned to look at you.

„No matter how peaceful this may seem, Lothal‘s not free, it’s just a matter of time until the empire decides to also destroy this ackre of land“

„Let’s enjoy the view then, even if it’s just for now“

Ezra took a deep breath and the Loth Cat seemed to notice this as it ran to his side.

It made itself comfortable between you two and decided to take a nap.

„It trusts you“

„Mere minutes ago it tried to kill me“

„Yeah.. tried“

„Well, it’s trusting enough to fall asleep between us two, I don’t think that it’ll try anything funny later on“

He moved his gaze from the cat to the sunset.

„You were right“

„Hm?“

Ezra didn’t talk nor did he show you a direction, he just closed his eyes and let the wind play the rest of the game.

The breeze made you realize what he meant.

„You see it too then?“

„I always did“

„How’s that so?“

Didn’t he always tell you to not give in into this delusional moments?

„Lothal was always beautiful, the empire was the one to destroy it.. however“

He opened his eyes and looked directly at the sinking sun.

„I forgot how nice it was to just sit here and watch the grass fields dance as the sun dips down“

„With all the golden hues“

„And the wildlife continuing it‘s life, as carefree as it could be“

„This.. this right here is worthy every battle we went in“

„And every battle we’ll take“

Your hands found one another, holding them as you continued to enjoy the moment.

„This is the place where I feel alive“

„Let’s continue to defend it then“

„Of corse“

„And..“

„And?“

You pointed at the sky which was full of warm colours as the sun went deeper into the horizon.

„See this?“

You then pointed at the sun.

„And this?“

Ezra nodded waiting for you to continue.

„That’s the light.. the fire we‘re fighting for.

We live on to see another day, to experience another sunset and the upcoming sunrise is our award“

„Since when did you become a poet?“

„Ha ha“

You shared a laugh but tried to not disturb the cat.

„Our next mission is tomorrow“

„Let’s give it our best then“

„Okay Master“

„Hey, at least I‘m trying to bring in some athmosphere in here“

„I know and I appreciate it“

„Glad to know jabba“

„Alright then, let’s raise a nonexistent glas to see another sunrise“

„Yes“

You acted as if you were actually raising your glasses and noticed how the time passed, the sun now completely gone and the night ready to settle in.

„This is what we fight for.“

#ezra bridger x reader #ezra bridger x y/n #ezra bridger fanfic #ezra bridger #star wars #star wars rebels

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You found me.

pairing: Reader x Ezra Bridger

warnings: a little bit angsty?

word count: 1,5 k

summary: Ezra seemed to be fine when he returned but you soon enough found out more about his emotional injuries. You found him twice that month, but this time he was lost and insecure.

authors note: this is an lyric inspired ff from „You found me“ by The Fray! I immediately had to think of Ezra when I listened to the lyrics. I hope you like it c: It’s NOT proofread.

anywayyy, this is the fourth ff for the December special :D

enjoyyyy <33

Some weeks have passed since Ezra’s return.

He had settled himself pretty well if you could say so yourself, he seemed to be happy to be back again, literally shining whenever he saw the Ghost.

You had a lot to catch up to, his disappearance took many years of your time together, you had to accept the possibility that he may never return and he had to accept the fact that he was stranded and completely alone.

He wasn’t on some remote planet as you all thought, not even close to.

He wasn’t held hostage, nor was he anywhere to be found.

The possibility of him being stranded somewhere, somewhere in another galaxy… how didn’t you come to this conclusion sooner?

Everything seemed to be fine again, with him by your side, the ghost crew finally united..

You were so blind.

So oblivious to the real thing.

You did lose your soulmate, battling with the fear of his death.

10 long years went by and you prayed for the day of his return.

10 longs years.. but how did you get through them?

You had your anchors to rely on, Hera, Jacen, Sabine, Zeb, Rex, Kallus.. damn even Chopper the war criminal.

Whenever everything got to much for you they were there for you.

There to cheer you up.

Ezra at the other side had no one.

Stranded alone on some unknown planet on another galaxy.

Far far far away from home, with no one to rely on.

On top of that, as if it wasn’t already bad enough, he wasn’t alone.

He didn’t catapult himself alone to this place, no, Thrawn and the Chimarea‘s crew and stormtroopers were also there.

Hunting him down, seeking revenge for the fate he had chosen for them.

He was alone.

Stranded.

A boy.

He knew that his friends would need some time to find him.

Was it days? Weeks? Months? Maybe even a few years?

Whatever it was, he held his hopes of since he knew that he could trust his friends, he always did.

But even if he managed to get out of every situation he had brought himself in, this time was a little bit more different.

And it clicked in his mind when he found out about the Nightsisters presence. 

This time… there may be no return after all.

The few months or years he expected himself stretched into a decade.

He had to fight to see another day.

Had to hunt and build some knowledge on this planets vagitation in order to survive.

All while Thrawn had his troops concentrated on finding him.

Where were his anchors? 

Where were his people to save him?

Treat him?

Keep him calm whenever he had another panic attack?

Yeah that’s right.

They, you where back in your galaxy, hopefully safe.

Somewhere he knew he couldn’t reach you ever again.

He was stranded.

And he was terribly aware of it.

For a decade.

So.. ignoring all the welcoming festivities.

How the hell where you so blind?

How the hell didn’t you catch the signs?

How didn’t you count 1 and 1 together to find out what was really happening?

Why did you believe that he was happy, his emotional wounds cured?

He reassured you that he was fine.

Lied straight to your face that he was just happy to be back again.

Where you blinded by your own happiness to see the truth?

Was it the fact that he was physically unharmed?

Was it the relief that his smile was still as bright as the day you’d lost him?

Whatever it was, it was strong enough to get you dreaming.

To blind your vision.

And you were painfully reminded of that the moment you stepped into his cabin. 

You wanted to surprise him but instead you found him lying on the floor, crumbled up, crying into his pillow.

Yes, he found you again after all these years.

But you found him when it was already too late.

-

The muffled screams grew louder and louder as you approached his cabin.

The door was closed and there was no light coming from the small opening on the floor.

„Ezra?“

No response.

„Are you in there?“

Still no response.

„I‘m coming in“

You opened the door and found yourself shocked at what you saw.

There he was lying on the floor, curled into a ball, holding his pillow tight.

He was sweating and his breaths where uneven.

„Oh god…“

Yup kneeled down to check his temperature, he didn’t have a fever, but what was it?

„You’re not running a fever but.. what happened to you?“

His eyes widened, seemed like he didn’t actually realize that you came in for a while.

„It’s nothing, really“

„Ezra“

„Everything’s perfectly fine“

„Ezra“

„You don’t have to wo-„

„You were crying“

This caught him off guard but he didn’t argue in this.

„You’re lying here as if someone stabbed you at your heart so please.. tell me whatever it is“

He was still for some seconds until he started to speak again.

„You know..“

His voice was shaky, holding back his tears as he moved on.

„Back then.. I used to know everything, used to actually keep track on all of your lives but now?“

„… now what?“

You thought you knew where this was going.. of corse.

„Hera has a son, Zeb trains the freshlings and Sabine‘s Ahsokas Padawan.. Jacen is ten or something for all I know and where was I?“

His tears started to spill over again.

„Where was I when all of this happened..?! Everyone actually moved on while I seem to still be frozen at the same point from ten years ago…“

„Hey.. it’s thanks to y-„

„Hera is a mother.. she has a child and I didn’t know anything for all this time.. now I come back and everything’s changed“

You didn’t know what to say to this, he was right, he was absolutely right.

„I’m happy for all of you but it’s just overwhelming you know.. everything starts to sink in right now and I don’t know how to handle this..! I-I didn’t even know if you all where safe after I was gone.. now I’m back and I feel like I’m some kind of complete stranger to this place!“

„…“

„This is where I grew up, where I met all of you, where we flew into missions together but after my time on Perridea everything of this just feels different, I-I don’t even know how to describe it, karabast!“

„How was it?“

Ezra gave you a questioning look.

„How was what?“

„Your time on Perridea.. how bad was it?“

He grew silent, didn’t say a word until he sighed.

„Like hell“

„I missed you so much..“

You nodded in response, you can hardly imagine what he had to go through in order to survive and to return to you.

„I didn’t really think this plan through back then.. I had everything I needed, with that I mean you and the crew, I couldn’t really imagine how my life would be without you all because this was something so distant to me“

„However.. Thrawn hunted me down, attacked me for a lot of times and made sure that I always felt that someone was aiming a gun at me“

„For how long..?“

„The extremest it got was during the first weeks, the adrenaline then wore off and the realization hat that I’d maybe never see you all again hit harder then expected. I-I.. I thought that I would die there, alone, far away from you“

His tears had stopped and his eyes were puffy.

You didn’t let your mind get in your way as you followed your heart and hugged him the tightest you ever hugged someone.

„You’re not alone anymore, I promise“

„I really thought I lost you“

„You never did“

„I’ve never felt this lost before“

„You’re not lost anymore“

He buried his head into the crook of your neck as he continued his crying.

This decade broke him, it didn’t matter how good he held his Fassade up, he reached his breaking point and you were glad that you were there for him.

„Thank you for finding me..“

„It wasn’t me, Sabine did for all I know“

„Who helped her to decipher that map?“

„Me“

„Alright then, then thank you for setting the base to find me“

„But I was too late.. you suffered for a decade, alone, I can’t imagine how hard it was for you..“

He took a deep breath and chose his next words wisely.

„I indeed asked myself why you were waiting this long to find me“

„….“

„But, even if..“

„We found you too late..?“

„yeah.. even if you found me too late, you still did, and I‘m grateful for this“

You two then spend the rest of the day together.

He told you his many stories from Perridea while you helped him to get the events of your galaxy somehow in some order.

You’ve never seen him so lost and insecure in your life ever before, but no matter how long it’d take, you’ll be here for him to calm him down.

You‘ll be his most needed anchor.

Yeah, you did find him.

But you found him when the damage was already done.

#ezra bridger x reader #ezra bridger x y/n #ezra bridger fanfic #ezra bridger #star wars #star wars rebels #ahsoka series

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Of Portals, Travels and Blossoming Romance

Synopsis:

As Rey's newest apprentice, you managed to stumble across the Jedi temple in Ahch-to when she leaves you to meditate and to guide the other younglings.

Apparently touching murals in a temple is not the brightest idea, seeing how you're now faced with an unknown.

Note: this is honestly just the third rewrite of this one XD after this I'm going on star wars break to write more jjk, but I'll write Ezra stuffs, if ya'll have requests. Gimme a week or two to write some of my jjk ideas and then it's back to Ezra <3

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You were stuck in a temple in Ahch-to, not because your master left you there, but because you decided that you wanted to explore this planet that had the remnants of the very first Jedi temple. Your master told you to meditate, feel the force as she said. But being left all alone in your room, hearing all the new younglings that were brought here by Poe Dameron and parents who believed that their children needed guidance, training basic saber skills using bo staffs, made you feel antsy.

There weren't many padawans your age, nor were there many Masters, in fact your master was still the only known master. Though you've heard that Ezra Bridger lives, his location is unknown and with what he went through, your master decided to not involve him in her plans. Ahsoka Tano and Sabine Wren are also unknown. Whether Ahsoka is still alive is quite debatable. Togruta's who were force sensitive were rumored to live til two hundred years old but you digress.

You wanted to see the temple that crumbled down due to what Kylo-no, what Ben Solo did. Now here you were, foot stuck in a crack on the ground. You held onto the wall for stability, in the picture of a woman with an owl beside her. You felt dizzy, then nothing. You opened your eyes to a fascinating sight. It was like a path filled with endless gateways, with the stars as its background. You had no clue where you were, so you decided to walk around. This place was strange to say the least. You could feel your lightsaber with you still and the small pack you carried but you nearly dropped both when you heard the sound of birds' squawk. The owl's white feathers tinged with green with light green eyes, stared at you. As if sensing your fear it flies away. It turns around and beckons for you to follow. You ran after it and saw that as it landed on one of the gateways, it opened up. The sight before you was a blur but you decided to fall through, perhaps the owl had an idea. You wished to learn about the force or what the history was but, there were barely any salvageable items in any of the temples thanks to the empire. So without any hesitation you leaped in.

"Move kid!" A voice shouted.

"Sorry!" I said as I moved out of the way.

You were confused. This was a rebel base, but you don't know where this was. Try as you might but you got nothing.

"You lost?" A voice asked.

"Yeah I am. Excuse me but where are we..." You trailed off as you came face to face with a tall, young man.

"Wow...hi." you said shyly.

"Hi. Who are you? I'm sure I've never seen you around before." He said quite sternly.

You got nervous, how can you tell them that you basically are from a different time and that you're basically here because a bird led you here.

"Um it's a long story." You said.

He looked at you and noticed you small pack and the lightsaber clipped onto it and he looked back at you curiously.

"Come with me for a bit. I need you to talk to Hera." He spoke.

"Hera? As in General Hera Syndulla?" You said excitedly.

"General? Okay...sure whatever you say." He said shrugging.

As you two walked in silence, you kept looking at him. Something about him felt awfully familiar, it's like you had the answer at the tip of your tongue and you just couldn't figure it out.

"If you stare any harder I might turn to goo." He said teasingly.

"Sorry! It's just that, I don't know your name. I mean you don't know mine either which makes sense, but I'm (Y/N). Not that you were asking but you know, formalities." You said as you felt your face heat up.

"I'm Ezra. You're a jedi." Ezra said with a small smile.

You looked at him starstruck as you just now realized who he was. Ezra Frickin Bridger. Savior of Lothal, king of fake names, hoarder of helmets. The only other Jedi who's alive but his location is a complete mystery. You shook your head and acted normal. You spoke once more trying to hide your sudden excitement.

"A padawan. A very bad one, since I managed to not only ignore my master's order but also managed to lose my way." You muttered to yourself.

"Oh so that's what that little rat tail is for." Ezra said.

"Hey! This rat tail shows I'm an official padawan. My master was just following what the stupid temple said." You defended.

"It looks cute on you though." He added as he opened the door that showed Hera Syndulla herself, sitting down while surrounded by a few others.

"Ezra, I'm in a meeting, what's this about?" Hera said as suddenly all eyes were on you both, all except Hera herself.

"I found a wandering girl in the base and she's a jedi, sorry, she's a padawan." Ezra said.

"A padawan?" Hera said confusedly. She finally turns around and looks at the two of you and out of sheer awkwardness, you raise your arm to wave at everyone. Hera looked at the rest of the people in the room to signal them to exit.

When everyone has left, all except Ezra and Hera, she calls for Zeb and Sabine to join her. You were led to sit in one of the many empty chairs. You looked around fascinated with what you could see. This was the now destroyed Chopper Base or home base of the ghost. Grand Admiral Thrawn follows one of the ships that dock here, then rains fire on this base. This is what intertwines the fates of both Thrawn and Ezra Bridger.

"What did you call us here for Hera?" Sabine's voice rang out.

You have only seen holograms of her in the Lothal museum before the empire ransacked them and destroyed everything. Only bits and pieces of the mural were left behind but she looks exactly like the holograms, perhaps years younger, behind her was Zeb and Chopper, and to say I was fascinated and in awe was an understatement.

"Ezra found a wandering girl in our base who just so happens to be a padawan." Hera said.

"A padawan? Where's your master?" Zeb asked.

"It's a long story." You said quietly.

"We've got time." Sabine said crossing her arms.

I took a deep breath and hoped to the force that they find it in themselves to believe you. You understand it's gonna be a lot to process but it's better to do it sooner rather than later.

"Well, I'm truly a padawan, my master's name is Rey Skywalker. I'm also not from this time. I'm from the far future. Well not that far into the future seeing how in my time Ezra's still alive, around his early fifties and Sabine is still probably alive...I think." You said.

"Okay, you could be making it up though." Ezra said.

"I know that you're in need of more pilots, and Ezra's joining them because he has a bigger role now in the rebellion. I know he's way stronger than he was six months ago, and that there's trouble brewing in Mandalore and Sabine needs to return there." You said confidently.

"That could have been heard by you." Hera rationalized.

"The problem with Mandalore, is nothing new. It was bound to happen." Sabine answered.

"I can't just say something about the future! There are rules to time travel that one mustn't break. There are time paradoxes that could be born just because I exist here." You said.

"So, you could also just say that to avoid us questioning you further." Zeb said, arms crossed.

"There is a spy within the empire, planted by the resistance. The unexpected ally would be an important part of your lives. This base is also bound to be found by a bigger threat." You said.

You walked towards Ezra, keeping eye contact. You whispered your next words to him.

"You're learning to be stronger from the Sith Holocron that you've gotten from Malachor." You looked at him pleadingly.

"She isn't lying. She just told me something that only I knew." Ezra said.

Hera looked at Ezra before she nodded her head. Sabine looked confused but couldn't care less and Zeb felt confused but let it slide.

"Well, the kid's lost. She should probably get some time to get used to this time period." Zeb spoke.

"Ezra, you should train with her. She said she's a padawan, so she's probably used to training the same way Kanan was training you." Sabine added.

"It'll also help you not be a little shit anymore to others." Sabine added jokingly.

"You're also much closer in age it seems so you have the honor of leading her around these places. If you don't mind as well, would you be willing to help out our cause while you're here?" Hera asked kindly.

"Oh sure. I'm fine with that." You said.

"Great, well welcome to the rebellion, um. What's your name again?" Hera inquired.

"My name's (Y/N) (Y/L/N), nice to meet all of you." You answered.

"Well for formalities sake, I'm Hera, That's Zeb and Sabine." She said as she gestured to them who were standing by the door.

"And of course you've met Ezra. Kanan is busy as of right now, but you might bump into him from time to time." She added.

You nodded your head as she gestured for all of you to leave. Zeb and Sabine parted ways, Sabine going off to do her own thing, while Zeb went to train new recruits. Ezra gestured for you to follow him and so you did.

"So you know about the holocron." He said.

"I do. Don't worry I won't tell anyone, not because I agree with you using it but because you have to learn your lesson first hand." You reasoned.

"Oh and what lesson would I learn?" Ezra asked teasingly.

"To not mess with forces unknown to you." You whispered.

"You seem to know what it's like to use a sith Holocron though." Ezra pointed out.

"It's a long story. A painful one as well." You said stiffly.

Ezra grabbed your hand and brought you to a secluded area and patted the spot beside him as he sat down.

"I've got time. It's not like Kanan is training me anytime soon again." He said with his eyes closed.

You took a deep breath, clearing your mind. It's not like the memory was a distant one. After all, the fall of the empire, of Palpatine, was only a year ago. Your escape from the empire was only seven months ago.

"When I was a child living in Naboo, my parents were part of the few remaining empire loyalists. I never shared their views as a child. Often getting into fights with them. When my force sensitivity manifested, I didn't know it then that they called for General Hux. They told him about my abilities in the force and when he arrived, he took me with him. I begged and cried for my parents to save me but all they said was that the knights of Ren would be a suitable place for me. To show me the beauty of the dark side of the force. I was only ten years old." You retold your painful memories. You felt your nails dig into your palm to ground you as you continued.

"By the time I was fifteen, I was one of the strongest among the other force sensitive children they took. Kylo Ren would watch as we train, he would pick and choose who would fight him for the day, to test our limits. When we weren't training they'd make us touch the sith Holocron, a lot of the others succumbed to their desires to be stronger, to know everything and they were given the title Knight of Ren. I didn't so, I got a bunch of the others like me to run away when my now master arrived to escape the starkiller base. I was the only one who successfully escaped as the others were killed by the loyalists. I only escaped because I had to kill them too." You said, voice filled with regret.

"I'm sorry." Ezra said as he reached for your tightly closed fist.

"I surrendered to the resistance, I expected to be imprisoned but Poe took a different path. He told me that I was just a child, that it wasn't my fault. I followed Rey, my master when she found the person Kylo Ren was searching for. The rest was history. I can't fully tell you the details as it would cause problems...probably." you finished.

"Yeah that's alright. I hope you know that even with that, I still need to use the Holocron. I need answers and-" Ezra spoke but you cut him off.

"As I said. I'm not here to change what happened. But if you really want to continue, test out your skills on me. I still have years of training from the sith on me. I'm still learning how to do defense more than offense, so maybe you could teach me that." You offered.

"Plus, this is part of your journey. Taking it away from you might fully change who you are." You added.

"That makes sense. So, you ended up here because you were clumsy enough to get your feet stuck in a hole?" Ezra said trying to light up the mood.

"Really, that's your ice breaker? I'm quite sad with that. You could do better." You said smiling softly.

"Hey it's better than, your rat tail looks so long, can I pull it? Would you rather I say that then?" He joked.

"This rat tail is a staple for padawans. Wait, if you're a padawan, why don't you have one?" You asked

"Because I don't need it." Ezra answered smugly.

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Weeks passed with you stuck in this time. Hera and the rest of the ghost crew tried fitting, finding the location of ahch-to to perhaps lead you home but have come up with nothing. Ezra has trained with you, though you see that the Holocron affects him, somehow you can also see that he is not one to be easily swayed to the dark side.

"You're distracted." Ezra said as he pushed you back using the force.

"Sorry, I just, miss home." You said as you dodged another of his attacks, dropping yourself lower and using your saber to attack him from below, to which he dodges gracefully.

"Focus on your surroundings and use it to your advantage Ezra." You critiqued

As you two trained, your sabers clashing against each other. Yellow and green clash, sending sparks to fly. Ezra proved to be stronger as he managed to disarm you, his saber pointing close to your face.

"I win. We still need to work on how you defend yourself. You have way too many openings, your stance when defending yourself is weak. Here grab your saber." He said handing it to you.

He stood behind you, kicking your leg to tell you to widen them. He then checked your stance before kicking your right leg again to tell you to widen it a bit more.

"You have to widen your stance, to have balance, it makes sending you falling when you deflect another saber difficult. And raise your arms a bit higher to protect your face more." Ezra said guiding you from behind.

He was kind to you, though he had moments where the dark side seemed to call out to him, he never lashed out on you. His kindness and willingness to protect his friends, his family, was something that you wished someone had for you. It was no wonder why you easily fell for his charms. He was also funny. Though your master told you that she believed that love wasn't the problem in being a Jedi, but the selfish kind of love. You learned not to shy away from your feelings. You knew that you were meant to return to your time sooner or later, so you chose to keep your feelings locked up. Ezra has his life here.

"what's it like in the future anyways, after the whole schtick with the second coming of the empire?" He asked one night.

"It's peaceful. The people don't feel worried about fighting to survive anymore. Most of the people in the resistance can finally go home. The remaining empire loyalists were put to trial and sent to prison. They can choose to join a rehabilitation program, or they stay where they deserve." You said.

"I have a question." Ezra said.

"I might have an answer." You joked.

"What if you stay here? With us, with me." Ezra said, his gaze stuck on you.

"You know I can't. This isn't my time." You said softly.

"But it can be. We fit well together. I won't be alone as a Jedi, Kanan's back with us, so he can train us better." Ezra tried to rationalize with you.

"We can be something more than this!" He exclaimed.

"And what is this? We're friends aren't we?" You asked.

"Friends don't look at each other the way we do, and they don't sleep in each other's beds." He said.

"I like you and I know you do too. So stay here." Ezra pleaded.

"I can't. I'm sorry." You said.

"You didn't deny your feelings." He pointed out.

"I don't want to. But it's selfish of me to be with you when I have no intentions of staying here." You said.

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Ezra avoided you after that, going on mission after mission. While you joined Zeb to find clues to where Ahch-to was, and though it took a while, you finally found it. The cantina that would one day belong to Maz Kanata was where you found its location. Supplied to you by a pirate that Zeb was in contact with. You related this news to the rest of the ghost upon your arrival and though the rest were happy, Ezra could only stare sadly.

You packed what you originally had, leaving behind the clothes given to you, but took small mementos that they had given you. You were busy packing your things that you didn't notice Ezra enter your room.

"You're leaving soon." Ezra said monotonously.

"Yeah, I am." You said avoiding his eyes.

"I'm sorry about the argument before. It's just that, why would you be led here? Why this time?" Ezra said frustratedly.

"Because I had to learn from you and you needed someone to understand." You said still not looking at him.

"Please look at me (Y/N). I don't want my last memory of you to be this. This distance, it hurts." Ezra said softly.

You faced him, arms still crossed. Your eyes avoiding his. He walked closer to where you stood and held you close. He knew that this was where it ended for you two. Funny how he was shown someone he would have wanted to be with only for them to belong somewhere else.

"I'll miss you." He said, voice muffled by your clothes.

"I'll miss you too. Thanks for being my sparring partner and my friend." You said, eyes closed.

"Thanks for being my friend too. For reasoning with me when I needed it. Thank you for letting me learn on my own terms." He said.

As he let you go, a part of him felt pained. This would be the last time. Seeing you in the future would be much too painful, because he'd be reminded of this moment. So he took a chance, and left a chaste kiss on your lips. It was gone before you fully understood what happened.

Ezra didn't see you off anymore, nor was he part of the crew that dropped you off into the temple. You followed the writings on the wall, when you finally reopened the portal. You don't remember what happened next but as you woke up, you were back in your cabin. You heard the voices of the younglings once more. Then your door opened.

"Rey! She's awake!" Finn called.

Rey alongside Rose, Poe and Chewie, entered your room. Rey smiled softly at you and you couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Hey, hey, you're okay." She said rushing to your side.

"I went to another time. The temple opened a portal and I went in. I met someone and it hurt to leave." You said.

Rey held you close as she looked at the others. Somehow that sudden letter from Ezra felt like a clue but she waited for you to calm down. Once you were she explained what happened, where they saw you and the sudden arrival of a letter addressed to you, from Ezra Bridger himself. She gave you privacy once the letter was in your hands.

You ripped the envelope open once you saw that it really was addressed to you.

Dear (Y/N),

How long has it been? For you perhaps a few minutes? A few days maybe? For me it's been too long. I bet you knew of what I did for Lothal, or my exile, my return, what happened when I returned. I still can't believe you were right about the Chopper base getting destroyed. I missed you all those years. I missed you when I was in Peridea. I missed you during those nights where all I had were my own thoughts. I'm old now, like you said. Why did I hide myself during the war again? Because I knew that if I saw you, even by chance, I wouldn't be able to take it. I already saw you, in the world between worlds. I now know that in that time, I saw what would've happened to you, and if it weren't for Ahsoka's logical reasoning, I would have done something stupid, like jump in to save you.

Life went on even though we were apart but I believed that what you taught me the most, was selfless love. I was selfishly asking you to stay and leave it all behind when your life has barely begun. Mine was already preordained. Though I know that at this point I'm older than you now by many many years. I hope you know that the feelings I felt for you, were my source of light. Thank you for those few weeks. Live your life.

P.S. for the love of the force, don't disobey your master alright.

Farewell and live a good life,

Ezra.

It truly was bittersweet. To meet the right person in the wrong time. But everything, every moment was one you will cherish and Ezra's right. Life goes on and so will you. Perhaps one day, time will be right for you two.

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Note: holy kamote! I finished it! Though I apologize for accidentally posting he unfinished work earlier, Tumblr glitched and even though I put it as save to draft, when I clicked save it got posted. So here's the finished work. It's longer than my usual ones, heheheheh. Enjoy!

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todays ff will come at around 2 - 3 am (European timezone) <3

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You found me. (review)

as promised, a quick review of tomorrows ff! another lyric based ff, the review however doesn’t contain a lot of the lyrics, it‘s inspired by them unlike my other lyric based ff c:

my dearest friends, there will be drama in this one, no arguments, but totally normal drama (:

I hope you enjoy this one because words can’t describe how thrilled I am about this and to share it tomorrow with y‘all :D

enjoy the first paragraph <33

Some weeks have passed since Ezra’s return.

He had settled himself pretty well if you could say so yourself, he seemed to be happy to be back again, literally shining whenever he saw the Ghost.

.

You had a lot to catch up to, his disappearance took many years of your time together, you had to accept the possibility that he may never return and he had to accept the fact that he was stranded and completely alone.

He wasn’t on some remote planet as you all thought, not even close to.

He wasn’t held hostage, nor was he anywhere to be found.

The possibility of him being stranded somewhere, somewhere in another galaxy… how didn’t you come to this conclusion sooner?

Everything seemed to be fine again, with him by your side, the ghost crew finally united..

You were so blind.

So oblivious to the real thing.

You did lose your soulmate, battling with the fear of his death.

10 long years went by and you prayed for the day of his return.

10 longs years.. but how did you get through them?

You had your anchors to rely on, Hera, Jacen, Sabine, Zeb, Rex, Kallus.. damn even Chopper the war criminal.

Whenever everything got to much for you they were there for you.

There to cheer you up.

Ezra at the other side had no one.

Stranded alone on some unknown planet on another galaxy.

Far far far away from home, with no one to rely on.

On top of that, as if it wasn’t already bad enough, he wasn’t alone.

He didn’t catapult himself alone to this place, no, Thrawn and the Chimarea‘s crew and stormtroopers were also there.

Hunting him down, seeking revenge for the fate he had chosen for them.

He was alone.

Stranded.

A boy.

He knew that his friends would need some time to find him.

Was it days? Weeks? Months? Maybe even a few years?

Whatever it was, he held his hopes of since he knew that he could trust his friends, he always did.

But even if he managed to get out of every situation he had brought himself in, this time was a little bit more different.

And it clicked in his mind when he found out about the Nightsisters presence. 

This time… there may be no return after all.

The few months or years he expected himself stretched into a decade.

He had to fight to see another day.

Had to hunt and build some knowledge on this planets vagitation in order to survive.

All while Thrawn had his troops concentrated on finding him.

Where were his anchors? 

Where were his people to save him?

Treat him?

Keep him calm whenever he had another panic attack?

Yeah that’s right.

They, you where back in your galaxy, hopefully safe.

Somewhere he knew he couldn’t reach you ever again.

He was stranded.

And he was terribly aware of it.

For a decade.

So.. ignoring all the welcoming festivities.

How the hell where you so blind?

How the hell didn’t you catch the signs?

How didn’t you count 1 and 1 together to find out what was really happening?

Why did you believe that he was happy, his emotional wounds cured?

He reassured you that he was fine.

Lied straight to your face that he was just happy to be back again.

Where you blinded by your own happiness to see the truth?

Was it the fact that he was physically unharmed?

Was it the relief that his smile was still as bright as the day you’d lost him?

Whatever it was, it was strong enough to get you dreaming.

To blind your vision.

And you were painfully reminded of that the moment you stepped into his cabin. 

You wanted to surprise him but instead you found him lying on the floor, crumbled up, crying into his pillow.

Yes, he found you again after all these years.

But you found him when it was already too late.

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Just woke up from a long nap-

didn’t even realize when I fell asleep.

there’s going to be a double post this weekend.

Saturday and Sunday with full ff‘s & Friday with an insight for them

I‘m so sorry that I didn’t post today, I wasn’t expecting myself to sleep throughout the whole afternoon 😭

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hellooooooo

today was and still is quite busy which means that I won’t be able to upload todays ff qwq

It’ll come maybe tomorrow, if not tomorrow you’ll still get the regular ff for the day after.

I‘m sorry for today though qwq