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the urge to tell everyone i’ve already eaten vs. the urge to brag about how i haven’t eaten all day

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In 2 weeks you'll feel it

In 4 weeks you'll see it

In 8 weeks you'll hear it

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u ever wish that your body was made of cotton candy and you could just walk into the nearest pond and dissolve entirely

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i’m finally starting to break through my plateau!

i’d been stuk at around the same weight for weeks, months even! and when i weighed myself yesterday, i’d finally started to go down. then i weighed in again today and i’d gone down 0.9kg (almost 2lbs) since the day before and i felt so happy :’)

today i had an apple and green tea (with mint) for breakfast, skipped lunch and only had a green tea, i had a cookie in the afternoon, which i felt bad about but at the end of the day i barely ate yesterday so i didn’t feel too bad. for dinner tonight i had a tiny bit of vegetable soup, which was nice. my dad made some sandwiches using some leftover baguette, pesto, ham and grilled peppers, it was quite tasty but not the most healthy so im going to try to chug some water tonight and then purge while im taking a shower (gross, i know but don’t our ed’s all make us do disgusting shit?). hopefully my weight will have gone down a bit more tomorrow, since i’m nearing my first gw since i started losing weight again!

for now i’m going to work on assignments for school and be the best and most perfect girl i can be, if the rest of my life is okay, my body might follow right?

stay safe and take care <3

#thinspo #anorexia #ana #anorexic #bullimia #bullimic #mia #starve #thin #skinny #ed #eating disorder #not pro just using tags #meanspo

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does anyone have tips on boosting your metabolism? i’ve been stuck on this plateau for months now and i just can’t get out of it :/ 

sometimes something that works for me is letting go for a few days after restricting for ages and then restricting again, but this time i didnt even lose or gain weight i just stayed the same and :/ i rly rly need to break out of this plateau, so any tips are more than welcome!

stay safe and healthy everyone <3

#ana #anorexia #thinspo #mia #bullimia #bullimic #anorexic #ed #eating disorder #thin #skinny #not pro just using tags #metabolism

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It’s hard having an ED.

Especially when you don’t look the part. I starve, I hardly eat. But I’m not skinny. People don’t look at me with worried eyes. They look at me with eyes that say “she needs to lose some weight” .

It’s hard having this horrible disorder. Because nobody knows, and they can’t save me. And I can’t even save myself.

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i just want to look like the after of one of those before/after photos FUCK

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i'm so tired of my thighs touching.

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What does a 20kg difference look like?

This. 86kg vs 62kg

This is how I know I’ve made progress. It might have taken two years, but I’m so close.

Looking at the before picture is so hard, those thighs agh.

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Tomorrow is a new week.

I will have self control

I won’t binge all week

I will exercise everyday

I won’t make up excuses

I will be skinny.

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come on just a little more determination

You can feel happy by Christmas

Just starve starve starve

Skip meals again stop eating so much

Have the guts to throw your moms food down the drain again

Lie to your sister again

Workout till 2am? Purge meals st school maybe?

Stop telling yourself that it’s healthy to eat regularly

stop telling yourself you’re doing the right thing by eating

Stop letting yourself go

Imagine while dressing up for new year

When you wear that dress from last year

And realise

That you look so much better thin

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being at lunch in school and shrinking into your hoodie to look at thinspo as you watch your skinny friends eat is a whole new level of mixed emotions

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neutral tones & soft black 🖤

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60kg -> 55kg / 132lbs -> 121lbs

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Let’s get fucking skinny for Xmas 🎄

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150lbs vs 140lbs. I didn’t even realize how much my legs changed after 10lbs. I’ve still got a ways to go, but I’m finally starting to see change now