thebiggestmenace

[thebiggestmenace]

ME

#i miss being on trains :( #there barely any train routes up here :(((

[thebiggestmenace]

This is in no way the best way to post it but it is the only way I could get the format to stay

#holy shit #poetry #writing

[thebiggestmenace]

Rewatching supernatural from s1 is like watching an animal be raised for slaughter. Like it genuinely hurts my heart. Sorry Sam, full as you are of anger, and passion, and ambition to fight for a way out, a better life, your destiny hangs over you like the unseen axe head. Sorry, yeah everything you have ever done has been to claw your way out, for survival - you may be in uni now but you're still on the farm. Sorry dude I wish I could get you out of it too but its inescapable, it's IN you, you don't know it yet but it is. Yikes.

Alternatively watching supernatural from s1 is great. Gothic horror, monster adventures and strained family relationships yes please. Let's hunt monsters whilst working out our deep seated issues about our father and how his treatment of us had turned by fundamentally into the people we are now. Yippee.

#literally #knowing how their stories ends is like an animal ready for slaughter #everything you have ever done was to get out #but it is in your blood #you cant ever escape it #no matter how hard you try #supernatural #spn #sam winchester #menace watches supernatural

[thebiggestmenace]

isle of dogs dir. wes anderson // take me to church - hozier // i'm your man - mitski // paul revere - noah kahan // bite the hand - boygenius // all my love - noah kahan // moon song - phoebe bridgers // me & my dog - boygenius // letter to an old poet - boygenius // i bet on losing dogs - mitski // saint bernard - lincoln // anything - adrianne lenker // master & a hound - gregory alan isakov // the view between villages - noah kahan // come over - noah kahan

#isle of dogs #hozier #mitski #noah kahan #boygenius #phoebe bridgers #lincoln #adrianne lenker #gregory alan isakov #web weaving #dog symbolism #lyrics #rambling menace #i dont know if this is anything #but ive always found it so interesting how many songs have dog symbolism in them #specifically noah #there are so many dog references in his songs #and i know this isnt even all of them (in general) #but these are all the ones off the top of my head #so enjoy! #this is my first web weave :)

[thebiggestmenace]

Sam Winchester Appreciation Week 2024: Day Four - neurodivergent sam / autistic sam

I don't feel free. What we've done, what we've lost, right now, that is what I'm feeling, and sometimes it's like I can't even breathe. 

#i lobe him #menace watches supernatural #sam winchester

[thebiggestmenace]

#the very very first one was a beanie baby bear! #but most of my other ones were cats!

[thebiggestmenace]

#yeah

[thebiggestmenace]

i always feel like i've wasted my days off if i don't do SOMETHING before the time i would be getting off work anyway

logically i know it's nonsense, but it just feels like i didn't MAXIMIZE my relaxing time, which makes NO SENSE

#literally #i go through a list of things i could do now thag im off work and uh #nothing happens #i get stuck in the same routine lmao #one of these days we'll do something fun

[thebiggestmenace]

Dean poll, Cas poll, spn women poll

*moments

#i wish “all of them” was an option #but sassy sam for the win always

[thebiggestmenace]

everytime I read "little brother," I can only ever hear Pedro Pascal as Joel saying it

#this is a supernatural fic brain #pedro is not involved #and yet there joel is saying little brother for dean #this is one of the only phrases that i read in someone elses voice btw #so its a little amusing #tlou follows me everywhere i go #rambling menace #menace watches supernatural #supernatural #spn #the last of us #tlou #fanfiction #fanfic

[thebiggestmenace]

Who’s post was it that was like. Late seasons Sam is living in a completely different genre than everyone else. I think abt that a lot with regards to his general genre savvy & also the implications of what God wanted to do with his story etc etc…like idk which one is more inherently horrific: either 1. God did this deliberately & separating Sam from the rest of them thru genre was another layer of the torture of it all and a bit of gaslighting thrown in or 2. God never really paid attention to Sam and that shit happened by accident (aka the real situation with the writers). Your fate is to always suffer even when God doesn’t step in to make it happen etc etc

#euggghh #you are so true and real #i have so many thoughts because of this but all i can give you is incoherent yelling cause this makes sense!!!! #god would seperate sam from everything he knows #just take early seasons into account and it lines up!!!! #but also did god even pay attention to sam??? #menace watches supernatural

[thebiggestmenace]

#no clue lmao #maybe?

[thebiggestmenace]

Cas put a mark on Dean's soul. He marked his soul, branded him, so he will always be his. It's no wonder Dean breaks so hard when Cas dies

#ouchie #but yeah #menace watches supernatural

[thebiggestmenace]

the urge to just,,, skip some pages in this journal to start a new one

#i wont do it #but i want to do it!!! #the next journal is just so very pretty #and i am almost done with the current one!! #but if im not done with it by may i will be skipping pages!!! #theres just something about starting fresh with new months yk? #like i did skip pages for the last one because i didnt want to have like ~3 days of 2024 in a 2023 journal right? #and it was so nice to start fresh with a new year and a new month and a new journal #so we might have to do that with this one #we shall see we shall see #maybe we should fill them with something actually #if yall have any recommendations for page fillers please send them my way :) #haha just kidding #unless #rambling menace #journaling

[thebiggestmenace]

Tumblr Code.

[thebiggestmenace]

#eepy #these are all taken from pinterest #i do not know how to screenshot from streaming services :( #but theres that one ppst of sleepy dean #i wanted to do one for sleepy sam #so voila #sleepy sam winchester #and now i leave :) #hopefully to nap lmao #rambling menace #menace watches supernatural #supernatural #spn #sam winchester #also bonus sleepy dean 🤭 #dean winchester

[thebiggestmenace]

I think kafka’s diaries are the strongest evidence that journaling is not necessarily good for your mental health

#so true!! #once you start decorating it means its good!! #clearly!!