ODASAKU & DAZAI FATHER AND SON BONDING!!!! DRAWN BY A FRIEND WITH PERMISSION TO POST. LINK TO THEIR AO3 IS BELOW IMAGE. REBLOGS AND LIKES APPRECIATED TO LET THEM GET KNOWN!!!
No one ever talks about this guy knowing Dazai. And it was much more than just knowing the kid that followed your personal doctor around. They have history.
hi hi hiii, I’m gonna try and write a little smth because I want to start writing, please please PLEASE tell me how I can improve, and what you think! It’s just gonna be a little 15 yr old Soukoku thingy :) please also tell me how I could write dazais character better, I’m so scared to write him ooc. Also idk who Chuuya would’ve had a crush on in the past BUT ROLL WITH MEEEEE.
Dazai wasn’t used to feeling emotions very strongly at all. He’d never fallen for anyone, never experienced butterflies when a certain someone smiled at him, never felt blood rush to his cheeks from small acts of affection. To be fair, he still hasn’t. The realization that he loved chuuya is just something he knew was there. Dazai doesn’t want to hurt Chuuya, to ruin one of the only good things he has. He cares to much about the boy, thought he’ll never admit it. So he won’t say anything. After all, chuuya doesn’t love him.
At least, that’s what Dazai thinks.
Chuuya has experienced love before. He’s had a crush before, but he’s never liked having one. And when he realized he has a crush on Osamu dazai of all people, hes angry. Not at Dazai, although he does seem to take it out on him. He’s angry at himself. For loving someone who could only bring him pain. And that’s not something he’s willing to risk. He’s not opening himself up to someone who hates him. After all, that’s how dazai feels about him.
Or at least.. that’s what Chuuya thinks.
So they go about their lives, loving one another, but never realizing, never saying anything. One because he wants to protect the other, and the other because he wants to protect himself. Nothing will come of these feelings.
(or will there.. ;)