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hellsite-hall-of-fame · 9 months

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Do you sleep with socks on

this is such a random ask that I feel like i’m morally required to answer it lol

and the answer is- this ✨mysterious✨ museum curator obviously never sleeps soooo that answers your question :)

#ask #the hellsite answers #anonymous #hellsite hall of fame curator’s bullshit #shitpost #shit post #also I actually haven’t been sleeping and just have been spending every waking moment texting #because like if I wasn’t a ✨mystery✨on here i’d SCREAM FROM THE TOO OF MY LUNGS THAT I HAVE A WONDERFUL GIRLFRIEND NOW #AND AM TOO DISTRACTED TO DO ANYTHING ELSE BUT TALK WITH HER AND AAAHHH #but i’m a complete and total ✨mystery✨ so i’m totally not saying that ahahaha nope #mysterious museum curator tour guide barbie obviously isn’t saying that and totally can contain her excitement and be so so chill about this #hahaha of course #you know it’s bad when I can’t help but EMOTION POST ON MY HHOF BLOG AAAHHH #help y’all I have to chill #definitely delete this tags later oops #I can’t not post them tho or I might explode #but also #like I didn’t post the other day for the first time in like 4 months #like wtf #am too busyyyyyy aaaahhh #this is when someone needs to scream ‘go to sleep miss curator’ into the void bc I might need that oops #this is a mega shitpost wow

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delizbin · 1 month

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6 years of Self portrait | 2019-2020-2021-2022-2023-2024

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nomsfaultau · 1 year

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Never Love an Anchor || The Crane Wives

For the fic Fault.

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arbitrarycategories · 19 days

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what if I indulged my inner twelve year old and wrote crossover fanfiction

#it would be pjo x dc bc I’ve been reading a lot of batfam fic #I can’t stop brainstorming Tim as a demigod who encounters Grover Annabeth and Percy and just has to cope with that #tim calling Cassie: THERE ARE CRAZY PEOPLE HERE WHO SAY THEYRE DEMIGODS #Cassie: ooooh yeah. yeah I don’t run in those circles but if they say ur a demigod you should probably go with them #tim: how could you betray me like this #was Cassie also made from clay??? unfortunately I don’t know anything about Wonder Girl I’m so sorry #I want Tim to be a low-powered child of Aphrodite and when he finds out he’s just like aaa this explains why I’m so good at disguises #Gotham city has crazy levels of Mist bc it’s being patroned by Hecate #so most monsters don’t bother #also most intelligent monsters look at the batshit crazy mortals and are like. yeah we’ll stick to NY and Cali where the most demigods are #in my brain it’s actually Grover’s fault that the trio are in Gotham he wants to recruit Poison Ivy to help restore the Wild #percy and Annabeth insist on coming with to protect him and also bc they’re bored #they run into 20yo tim and grover is like DAMN how are you alive??? and Tim just has. no idea what the fuck they’re talking about #arbitrary speaks

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kinokoshoujoart · 6 months

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currebt events have reminded me that i forgot to update about a very heartbreaking devastating development

i’ve been getting Slapped Silly for apparently posting actual genitalia on my twitter dot com. but it’s just. a direct screenshot of an all ages farming sim. i even censored it the second time and i STILL got slapped!!!!

completely real extremely human carefully reviewed my appeal and determined Nope Still Porn Bozo

#sos awl #bokumono #marking this Sensitive in case Tumblr also decides this is a penis event #i’m sorry i find that combination of words extremely funny. hahaha ha ha penis event #story of seasons a wonderful life #rock tumbling (sos)#harvest moon #cora clownposting content #cora.txt #suggestive #rock implications #i hate that every localization of this event finds a new way to poison me for my curiosity btw #if anyone knows german. if german is a real language. PLEASE contact me i need professional help with one of his lines #also if anyone knows french. if anyone cares. please contact me i have no immunity against french dialogue and he’s bewitching me #sillyposting #goofy posting #polls #spanish…. ‘i didn’t want to fumble around with condiments y’know? not my thing.’ UGH!!!!!! can’t believe him!!!#no ignore that he’s babey. look at those eyes he wouldn’t make you download a hard rock event

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oysters-aint-for-me · 1 month

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my fave part in frankenstein is when the monster is telling his story to victor frankenstein who is telling the monster’s story to captain robert walton who is telling victor frankenstein’s story to his (capt. walton’s) sister

#i just can’t help but wonder what got lost in the process of retelling that many times you know #like telephone #also i really want to do a stage adaptation of frankenstein #that is just two people and takes place entirely in the ship walton is sailing across the arctic ocean #i think it could be real spooky #frankenstein

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sailforvalinor · 3 months

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#well. I did it. talked to The Boy. it went fine he took it just fine and we intend to stay friends and keep in touch #I just feel so awful about it you know? like I know I’m not but what if I made a mistake??? I can’t help wondering if that was my only shot #you know?? but I refuse to date him just because I want a boyfriend. that’s cruel. I just wanna get married and have kids and have a house #and a life of my own you know? like as much as I am a reclusive introvert I don’t want to do life on my own.#currently having to fight this voice in my head that’s wondering how likely I am to find anyone again who’s willing to put up with me #anyway. well. that’s an eventful chapter of my life closed

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anonymous-tals · 6 months

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Tony feels a massive wave of relief the day Gob finally agrees to maybe try therapy.

I hc that Gob gets nightmares of actual and imagined J. Walter Weatherman lessons and this is based off a little sketch I did a while ago about that.

#gob is concerning 24/7 and tony is ever-concerned for his wellbeing #i’m hoping to finish that sketch someday #this comic didn’t actually start out as being based off of that it just sort of turned into it #it was actually originally a part of another thing I’m working on #that I guess is still technically related since it’s about Gob agreeing to do therapy #but it was more so specifically about Gob like deflecting and being like ‘pshh i’m fine i don’t need therapy i have you!’#and tony being like ‘okay but what if i’m not able to help you or i’m not in your vicinity at the time.’#sort of expressing ya know that of course tony is always willing to be there for Gob but he’s worried about what if there’s a time #where gob needs help and he can’t help him for whatever reason #i’ll probably still do that #if not now eventually #but more likely eventually since i’m already planning out other drawings #gob bluth #will arnett #tony wonder #ben stiller #blunder #arrested development #arrested development fanart #gay gob is concerning

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fraberry-stroobcake · 2 months

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is it gay to be so overwhelmed with emotions by thinking about someone you care about so much you almost want to pick up writing again

#- but also it’s night time and you can’t fall asleep even though you need to get up early #and you’re just stuck imagining the lines you want written down #so your only options are to do it now while they’re still there #or not and then forget all of them in the morning and cry #hi i’m the gay one help i haven’t been in this state in a while #i’m just in that state again somehow i guess #probably because i never got a chance to tell this person how something so small for them meant a world to me in that moment #i hope i’ll be able to tell you all that myself in a more direction way but i love you so much you mean the world to me #okay i don’t actually want to scare you off by saying that but knowing what my mind is imagining for this you’d think that yourself anyway #i should probably stop taking now it’s way too late and i’m being tooooo emotionally vulnerable rn #hi guys sleepy night time frab here i’m the (other) emotion + vulnerable one #don’t you love to see it #i wonder if anyone is still down here reading these tags #hi if you are! send aaaa hmmm send a little ‘£; e’ if you read to this point #also why r u still reading? weirdoooo /jk love you #but really don’t be down here too long i’m sorta bleeding all my feelings out right now #because i’m so bad at expressing myself directly and as soon as i want to #ugh i’ll leave now i’m lonely and talking to myself too much again #night night everpony #frabrant #wonder if i’ll write more again… ok i’m LEVAING now gah

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def-not-kaz-brekker · 3 months

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can parents stop teasing kids for forgetting shit please

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 2 months

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if i say getocoded

#franz wright when i fucking catch you………#poem is called dedication btw <3333 my favorite ever #this is specifically cult leader geto coded btw !!#”although i never write; secretly i long to die with you; does that count?” (sound of glass exploding)#SIGH.#the enormous mouth that waits beyond youth…… and i will meet you there again ….. it is easier this time; i promise ………#i am already waiting in your personal heaven; here is my hand; i will help you across……. i would gladly die with you still.#yeahhh. u get it.#i think he yearns for you so deeply that it almost turns into worship #during those ten years of no contact #i think he dreams about convincing you to join him. i think he develops a savior complex for You specifically #he wants to be your salvation.#i also don’t think cult leader geto can love normally. all he knows is burning <33 #all he knows is that he’ll kill for you and that he’d die for you. with you. that maybe selfishly he wants you both to die.#he’s soooo sick & twisted but there’s a tenderness to it. his yearning is tender his burning is tender.#he thinks about you late at night when he can’t sleep and wonders if you’d accept his love even though it’s bent #he tells you that he’d die with you and it sounds like a psalm.#etcetcetc #ari going insane over cult leader geto part 8278383 #😔😔😔😔 i miss him chat #ari noises ✩#poetry ✩

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mothmanwarble · 4 months

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knowing that the author (cavan scott) that wrote all those skylanders books under the alias onk beakman is actually well-known for writing books and comics for doctor who makes too much sense in hindsight. like, no wonder mask of power and time twisters had plotlines involving time travel and time paradoxes and weird old men that are unfathomably old. mr. beakman is a whovian.

#whissu rambles #i love useless trivia. especially when it involves two things i like.#also i can’t help but wonder if the reason i love eon’s characterization so much in those books is cuz he kinda reminds me of the doctor #also also: fun fact. did you know that prior to the voice cast being finalized #one of the actors that was considered early on for the role of master eon in the academy tv series was peter capaldi #eon’s just doctor-coded i guess

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thebluestbluewords · 7 months

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My brain is doing some NOT VERY GREAT things rn, so I am EXTERNALIZING THE FEELINGS ONTO FICTIONAL MEN because that’s a healthier coping mechanism than the other options. (cw for suicidal ideation)

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Jay’s been to the college library twice. Once because it was part of orientation, and once on his own in an attempt to do homework. He got one chapter into his assigned reading before a group of enthusiastic tennis juniors swept through and picked up anyone they recognized, and he hasn’t been back since. There’d been too many people around to focus on homework anyway.

“I’m not doing homework.”

Carlos thwacks his head. “I didn’t say we were doing homework, I said we’re going to the library. I know you don’t focus around other people.”

Jay rolls onto his back, as far away as he can get in the confines of a twin bed.

It’s not very far.

“I don’t focus….anywhere.”

Carlos winds a hand into his shirt to pull him back.

“Like I said, I know this game. You don’t focus anywhere because your brain thinks you’d be better off dead, and it won’t listen to anything that’s not getting it to that goal. You’re not going to shout over it, so you’re got to sneak around it.”

#this doesn’t get tags or anything #it’s just…..some of the thots I am having about my special little guys #in my heart Jay is the guy who is so so focused on caring about his crew #that he doesn’t know how to exist without them #and this manifests itself in a HORRIBLE attempt at a first semester of college #where he doesn’t know how to function around the void where his people should be #and like.#Evie is off having fun in the city for her own first semester and sending the group chat cute daily selfies and OOTD pics #and Mal is learning magic now that she’s out of high school and enjoying the hell out of herself #and talking about all the stuff her mom never told her #and finding her people now that she’s able to get outside the Auradon Prep bubble #and it’s just…..that relatable college feeling where all of your friends are THERE on the phone #but they’re not really there the same way as they were #and you can’t be the downer who talks about it #but you can’t help but wonder what would happen if you just…..#gave up #anyway!! We love to write our feelings away!!!

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confier-boyfriend · 5 months

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Boy yearning is canceled I am go to go cry about the fact I’ll never have a boyfriend or a husband.

#zenith vents #feel free to reblog btw #half melodramatic half serious btw #how can I hope to find love if I can’t even make good friends #no but seriously why do all of my relationships (platonic and romantic) turn to ash after two years #like idk people change as time passes and I have always changed more rapidly than my friends (I geuss forced to mature quicker)#but I can’t help but feel like there’s something terribly wrong with me as a person that’s causing all of this #sometimes I wonder if I should just keep everyone away from actually getting close to me so that I don’t end up alone #friends who’re distant and don’t really know you is better than having no one at all?

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rebelcliche-archive2 · 1 year

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heyooo so i totally understand if anyone wants to unfollow, but i think i’m gonna go on a hiatus here on nancy until june 1st. i love nance, but the muse just ain’t there for the time being and i don’t wanna lurk on the dash and stress myself out over not having the will to write and then worrying that people will drop me for being inactive. SO— i’m just gonna bite the bullet and go on hiatus for a bit and then see about coming back. hate to leave y’all hanging like this, but i think i need a break from writing early 20s and teenage muses lol.

#‘ande you haven’t been active on here in forever anyway so who cares?’ yeah i know but i wanted to make an official hiatus post just so #everyone knows! and besides that i’m definitely feeling like i need to revamp this blog bc shit here is always so stressful to me for no #reason and i wonder if maybe a revamp would help. but besides that i feel like there is nothing special about my portrayal in the first #place so i definitely know i need a break from here bc i don’t wanna feel upsetti spaghetti over fictional ass characters lol. i’ll get #over this funk eventually and then i’ll be back! thank you all for understanding and i hard feelings if anyone wants to cut ties! hope #y’all are having a good time zone wherever y’all are! be back in june hopefully! until then feel free to follow my tk strand blog i’ve #promo’d on here! if not no worries! ttyl! <3 #mobile.#*no hard feelings not ‘i’ lol i can’t type

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frogayyyy · 1 year

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will my mum ever understand that i don’t like talking (as in it’s really physically difficult) sometimes, especially in the morning, and not get upset with me and make me feel guilty about it despite telling her countless times that this is why? 😃

i just vented in the tags sorry bout that :S

#i wouldn’t say non verbal but pretty close #it’s the same with everything #she just doesn’t understand at all and it’s so draining :/#she constantly makes me feel bad for trying to set boundaries so i just give up #like no i genuinely can’t do some things without help no matter how many times you explain it to me i’m sorry?#no i don’t like that food because the texture makes me want to rip my hair out #i want to try different foods i just have bad anxiety about it and you making comments about it doesn’t help #yes i do need to have headphones or earplugs in most of the time bc sometimes it’s unbearable not to #yes i want to spend time alone in my room bc a) it’s a normal thing to do and b) it’s the one place where i can just be myself n not mask #no i’m not ignoring you you actually just interrupted a conversation i was having with my friends #‘i wish you would talk to me more about things’ I WONDER WHY I DONT #and i can’t even say any of this to her because she’d just cry and tell me what a bad mother she is #like… yea exactly #don’t even get me started on queer stuff #yknow i came out two years ago as not straight #and she hasn’t said a single thing about it since #not even vaguely supportive #i can’t even remember if she told me she still loves me #she said ‘i don’t know what to say’ and left me sobbing by myself #i have to censor myself around them bc i still don’t know how they feel about it #the worst part of it is that i convince myself she isn’t that bad so i just forgive her #and never do anything about it #even now i’m thinking ‘ yea but she genuinely isn’t that badi’ 🤡#i want to leave so bad or at least not be in the same house #but i’m not financially independent yet #and i genuinely don’t know if i could cope living on my own #:’D #just gotta deal with it for now #thank god for this safe space 🙏 love u guys #about the only thing keeping me (partially) sane atm

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