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helluva meme dump 1

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Just a quick reminder~

Not all polytheists consider themselves as pagans, and not all pagans consider themselves polytheists. The two terms aren't universally interchangeable.

(Some people use the terms interchangeably for themselves because the terms are heavily intertwined for them. This is not the case for everyone.)

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Boy, aren't you're one Giant Beast.

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I've been doing little things to improve my quality of life and I have to keep reminding myself that I deserve these little treats, that other people do that too and that restricting myself will not make me humbled, it will make me sicker and sadder. I've been taught restriction all my life regarding everything (I come from a very poor family where every penny mattered for a long time), and I have to remind myself that buying scented candles and cake will not make me completely broke or spoiled rotten.

Restrictions don't make me stronger as a person. They make me weaker. It is okay to accept good things, to have good things, to treat myself in little ways because those little things do go a long way and they do turn out to be a big deal in life. They build up.

So this is your reminder to treat yourself, to give yourself good things, to accept nice things, to feel deserving of them because it is your as a human and you are no exception to having the things you need and want. This is your reminder to build up your life quality in any way you can, if it makes you feel a little better, laugh a little bit or makes you feel warm and cozy and wholesome, please do it. It is not indulgent, there is no guilt in doing little nice things for yourself to make your life a little easier, a little better. Feeling contentment is healing.

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Since getting my anxiety under control I’ve figured out that a lot of my previous self control came from my severe anxiety and my adhd symptoms are slightly worse now that my anxiety is under control actually. I don’t want to go back to having severe anxiety though. And this seems like a difficult concept for people to get their heads around. Including psychiatrists I try to convince to give me ADHD meds that my insurance covers already.

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Shout out to every single amab nonbinary person

Yall go through so much shit but just know that there are people out there who care about you and love you just the way that you are and you do make the world a better place

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y’all should watch supernatural because thor the norse god is there and he looks like this

chris hemsworth wishes

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Let's take it from the top

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i just fucking read the most filthy smut in my entire life and now I have to get through classes without thinking about it preposterous

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listen okay I’m reading a fanfic and it’s so good I have to take occasional breaks to compose myself because I’m at school ok

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Costume, makeup, ears/antlers/teeth..

Now if I could only remember to take pictures when I have it all on together...

It's cosplay crunch time! Less than a week until Fan Expo Philly. This calls for soo much coffee

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i was cuddling with my boyfriend last night when his shoulder started tensing up (like he was readjusting or gently pushing me off) and when i asked him if he was okay or needed me to move or something he went “no you’re fine, i was just imagining myself pulling a large rope. i didn’t even realize my shoulder was doing that lmao” then refused to elaborate and i have never been as attracted to him as i was in that moment.

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i think it is important to recognize the ways in which your favorite thing sucks. i think it keeps u normal