#you all mean the world to me

[silawastaken]

CRYING AND SCREAMING...

10k hits??? I'm going to actually explode

This is my second fic to get this popular, but it took months after finishing it for the blonde dazai au to get anywhere near this

Considering the soulmate au is still ongoing, this is absolutely insane

I'm so grateful to everyone who's been reading, this really did start off as a self indulgent idea that I wasn't sure I was ever going to follow through with and now I have actual friends so :D crazy what fanfic can get you huh

I don't know if this is actually as big of a deal as I'm making it, but I'm so happy and so glad that people have been liking it as much as they have

#I don't know if I've actually properly thanked people for reading yet #but thank you. #genuinely #writing is one of my favourite things to do and i don't know where I'd be without it #and im so glad that something i enjoy doing can make other people happy #I don't think i would have finished this au #at least not as quickly #if it wasn't for all the nice and supportive and encouraging comments and interactions #you all mean the world to me #even if I've never spoken to you #sometimes a nice comment is enough to make my entire day #sometimes you lot are what gets me out my bed in the morning #and I don't know where id be without that #thanks #bsd #ao3 fanfic #silas yaps #soukoku #soukoku fanfiction #bsd fanfic

[hersurvival]

Wow, oh, wow!

I have no idea how this has happened, but thank you to @nosebleedclub, my mutuals, the lurkers, and stragglers who have reblogged my posts.

500, how!?

#you all mean the world to me #🥲 #poets on tumblr #writing #tumblr milestone #500 #reblog

[chryblossomjjk]

#just curious #kiki is partial to practice oc but #ALSO #I PROMISE TO TRY TO GET THROUGH MORE ASKS IN THE NEAR FUTURE #I LOVE INTERACTING WITH YOU GUYS AND I NEED TO GET BETTER AT IT #THIS BLOG WOULD BE NOTHING WITHOUT YALL AND IM SORRY IF IVE MADE YOU FEEL NEGLECTED OR UNIMPORTANT #YOU ALL MEAN THE WORLD TO ME #THANK YOU FOR EVERY ASK AND LIKE AND REBLOG AND COMMENT #IT TRULY BRIGHTENS MY DAY

[emotional-support-demoman]

YOOo I know it's not all about the likes, but you're come so far since your first post!! Look at all these people that love you!! I'm proud of you!!! We're all really happy and appreciative of you! :]

I'm extremely happy that my positivety is reaching so many people it's means the world to me that I can help make someones day just by posting some kindness!

I love and appreciate all of ya!

You all deserve to be respected and loved❤

#demos emotional support #team fortress #team fortress 2 #team fortress two #tf2 #you all mean the world to me

[matchacowbee]

this is your reminder that you are awesome, loved and matter

this is so sweet <3333 I love you too anon

#your asks #you all mean the world to me

[lowcallyfruity]

I also love my followers so so so much

I love you followers that constantly interact 💥💥💥

#you all mean the world to me #💛!me talking💀

[stephstars08]

You all are so AMAZING! Thank you so much for over 800 followers! I love every single one of you and it means the world to me that you all are liking and reading my stories! Last month when I just started posting my stories back on here after a long hiatus I only had a little over of 500 followers and in just about a month I have over 800! It just blows my mind so thank to each and everyone of you! Again it means the world to me and can’t wait to release some more stories for you all! I love all 809 of you!!!!!🩵🩵🩵

#thank you #love all of you #blows my mind #omg thank you #thank you so much #so thankful #you all mean the world to me #🩵🩵🩵 #ahhh thank you

[pannypunkpanda]

All of you mean the world to me. Thank you for helping me complete the daily drawing challenge. I wouldn’t have made it this far without all of you.

#panny art #1yr challenge #art #digital art #procreate #chibistyle #you all mean the world to me #for real I’m so grateful to you all #every little supportive message help me do much

[dabisqueen]

Ok, in Germany it's New Years Eve today. I'm getting teary eyed. It's been such an amazing ride with all of you.

Love u lots.

#you all mean the world to me

[sophiaslittleblog]

I just want to say thanks for everyone sharing my GoFundMe post. It means a lot. Some of you put lovely messages in your tags and I appreciate it. I have two months left to raise the rest of the funds and I think I can still make my goal!

#i love all if you #thank you guys a lot #you all mean the world to me

[all-fleshed-out]

The concept is simple: She’s the baby and gets whatever her little heart desires, no questions asked. 

#NO BUT FR HAPPY HOLIDAYS MY LOVES #YOU ALL MEAN THE WORLD TO ME

[doodle417]

Hi friends! I’m finally back :) I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has made me feel so loved and special in my return. I’ve always struggled to make friends because I’m an extremely sensitive and anxious person, and because of that I always thought that I was kind of doomed to be on my own. But you guys have made me feel like it doesn’t have to be that way. You are all so kind and genuine, and I can’t thank you enough for being so sweet to me. I love you all!💜

#thank you so very much #you all mean the world to me #I love you!💜

[candyheartedchy]

A big shout out to everyone who responded to the artist trademark!! I was feeling really anxious about my flight for the morning and y’all really helped a lot with not only calming me down but also giving me some details about my art because I been kinda curious for a while now! So thank you! ❤️❤️❤️

#you all mean the world to me #💬 chy chatter 💬

[reidsaurora]

babes are you okay?? why you have surgery? (if you're okay with me asking ofc) :(

hi, rups!!! thank you so much for checking in! i am so sorry i'm just now getting a chance to answer this, it's been a long and busy day for sure 🤣❤️

i was gonna say long story short but i feel like there's just no way to tell this story in a short version so buckle up! there will probably be a lot of reading 🤣 also i'm gonna highlight the important words just in case that will help to explain the important parts of this extremely long story 💀

so back in 2015, i got diagnosed with crohn's disease, which is basically where you can inflammation anywhere in the lining of your digestive tract, so anywhere from your mouth to your booty. mine has always been throughout different places in the digestive tract.

that being said, very soon after my crohn's diagnosis, i was diagnosed with something called hidradenitis suppurativa, which is basically just a bunch of lumps and tunnels in the skin... and they can pop up anywhere. the armpits, the sweat glands, the underboobs, the 🐱 area... yeah, anywhere. and i was blessed with the ones in ✨️the land down under✨️

so, i've had all these lumps and tunnels for over seven years. some of them have calmed down, some have popped up in new places (my armpits are now involved but that's a different story for a different day), and some of them unfortunately turned into fistulas. according to Google (just bc it's kinda hard for me to describe on my own), a fistula is basically a connection/tunnel through an organ to either another organ or the skin.

i have two fistulas, one from my 🐱 area to the rectum (i think, everything's been such a haze, i'm having trouble remembering how all this works), and then one from the skin to the ah noos (pls lmk if i need to explain this joke or if you get it 💀).

all that being said, i had to have something called a seton placed in both of these fistulas. a seton (i've been told) is sort of like a really thin rubber band that goes throughout the fistula like a tube to keep it open and draining, in hopes of drying up everything in the fistula to hopefully close it off in the future.

some setons are placed there for weeks to months. however, my surgeon has told me that because of how advanced my fistulas are (because one of them has been there for a couple years and we didn't have the money because medical expenses are awful in america), it may take longer than that for mine to heal. his hopes (yes... i had a grown man stick his fingers in my unmentionables 🥲) are that this is not the case, but he did warn me just in case that does happen.

the good news is that i've FINALLY!!! found a new gastroenterologist (the dudes that check up on the crohn's related stuff) after moving out of peds (the kiddo docs) over a year ago. i've met this doc twice and i already love him. he's so kind and so attentive and extremely smart, just an all around great doctor. anyway, he is extremely knowledgeable about my situation and fistula care and all that jazz so i have lots of hope that he will be able to help me through this, as well as my surgeon. my surgeon is also an amazing guy and is extremely good at his job as well.

now, to make a long story short. i had to have emergency surgery because fistulas are awful in the first place and mine are apparently even worse.

again, thank you so very much for checking in! if any of you guys have any other questions, feel free to send me an ask or a DM! i would love to help out as much as i can!

also! my wonderful friend @reidsbookclub (who is a medical student btw!!) has said that she could answer anyone's questions that i could not answer, if you guys have any questions about this procedure medical-wise that she might have more knowledge on. thank you so much, grecy! 💛

lastly, i would like to thank you again, rups for checking in on me! i honestly was just using this as a way to rant, i was never expecting anyone to see it on their tl or even read it because there's been a lot of lengthy, annoying posts about it at this point 🤣

so thank you for checking up and seeing if i was ok! i think i will be with time ❤️

#ask #asks #ask box #inbox #inbox ask #inbox asks #anon #anons #anon ask #anon asks #thanks moot! #<- now that all those are outta the way lol #thank you so much #rups 🍇 #grecy 🌻 #and everyone else #who has checked up on me and prayed for me and kept me in their thoughts #you all mean the world to me #thank yall so much #i love u guys 🫶🏻 #emmy interacts

[hangmanshorse]

Thank you to everyone who got me to 10000 likes!

Holy shit y’all, I really can’t thank you all enough ❤️

#tumblr milestone #thank you #10000 likes #i love you all so fucking much #you all mean the world to me #❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[carrs-universe-writes]

To all the $3 patrons that flooded in for ch2, I hope you know how much you mean to me. You guys are the reason I can pay my car insurance this month 💙

#the rat speaks #patreon #i mean it when i said literally every dollar counts #you all mean the world to me