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#yoru x you
kazvha · 10 months
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Hi! May I request headcanons of Yoru, Gekko, and Phoenix (separately) trying to confess their romantic feelings to VP agent![Reader] [Gender Neutral], but some situations kept blocking their attempts to do so like last minute missions and other chaotic events that happen at the Valorant Protocol; then towards the end, they finally confess their feelings to them?
Summary: They want to confess to you, but they get interrupted.
Including: Phoenix, Yoru & Gekko.
Notes: Hi and thanks for the request! I'm new to the Valorant fandom and this is also my first time writing for it. I had some trouble bc of that, but I hope it's alright?👉👈 Enjoy!
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Phoenix
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• He's so down bad for you
• When you joined the Valorant Protocol the two of you instantly clicked, mostly because of his social and welcoming nature
• Since he was way longer in the Protocol, he showed you around and taught you all the different stuff
• It didn't take long until he fell for you after you spent so much time together
• And as impatient as Phoenix is, he wanted to confess his feelings to you as soon as possible
• But every single time, the odds were against him
• For example, one time you were in the common room in the early morning, eating your cereal when Phoenix joined you on the couch
• The room was deserted and you were in a good mood, which made this moment a perfect time to confess.
• This man got so nervous all of a sudden and asked you some random question instead of saying the three words. "Yoo, is the cereal tasting good?"
• You gave him a side glance and hummed because you had the cereal in your mouth
• Phoenix wanted to say more, but Jett walked into the room and started a conversation with you, ruining his opportunity
• He was losing his mind the more time passed
• So eventually, he decided to confess to you in front of your room in the middle of the night
• Before anything could happen he blurted the words out as soon as you opened the door. "I like you. I like you more than a friend."
• Instead of watching your reaction, he looked around as if he was waiting for something to happen.
• When nothing happened, he whispered a silent "Ohh yeah baby, I won this time!", which only made you more confused
• "So what's your answer?" He ran his fingers through his locks and gave you a professional smile
• "Phoenix, please, it's 3 AM. Ask me again in the morning, I'm too tired to think straight." You closed the door on him
• But after thinking about the things Phoenix said for a few minutes, you opened the door to give him a positive answer
• To your surprise he was still standing there
• "I like you too."
Yoru:
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• It was how you treated him seriously and genuinely heard him out compared to the others
• When he first realized his feelings for you, he suppressed them. What good would come out of this?
• But he couldn't stop thinking about you. Every little thing reminded him of you. And it didn't help that you often had missions together.
• These bottled-up feelings would hinder his performance to the point he would panic every time on the inside when you faced an enemy
• It couldn't go on like this
• He tried to confess to you on the flight back from a mission. The others were in the front and you were the only two in the back
• "Listen, I-"
• Yoru couldn't say more since Brimstone had another mission for you
• "Mirrors have been sighted in that area. We have to get there quickly. Yoru, [A/n] make yourselves ready."
• A heavy sigh escaped him
• Next time he tried to convey his feelings to you in the range. However, Killjoy and Raze interrupted your moment to test out their new machines and bombs
• Even if they left you two alone again, you wouldn't be able to hear Yoru because of the ringing in your ears😭
• At this rate, Yoru got the feeling that he would never be able to find the right moment. This noticeably soured his mood for a few weeks. The other agents thought he lost a bet or smth
• In the end, he said it in the middle of the battlefield. He was done waiting, and you needed to know. So, before everyone went to their positions, he walked up to you
• "Hey, you're the person I like. So don't die on me now. I need to hear your answer later."
• With burning cheeks, Yoru fastly teleported to his position and left you with a surprised Pikachu face
• You also came clean after the mission. "Hey, I didn't die!", you smiled, "and I have feelings for you too. Possibly more than you can imagine."
Gekko:
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• When Gekko joined the Valorant Protocol, he stuck to you and Neon like glue
• In addition to being assigned to various missions together, you three also spent most of your free time together
• When there was nothing to do, you hung out in each other's room, went to a boba place, sparred together, etc.
• You three and Gekko's little buddies, quickly became close friends
• With time, Gekko developed romantic feelings for you. Of course, Neon noticed this fact which resulted in you and Gekko spending more time together because she gave you two some space
• Whenever he was near you, he felt giddy and nervous. Even his little crew became more touchy with you
• He wanted to confess to you when you two were drinking boba in a cafe. He waited till you finished your drink. "[Name], I gotta tell you something big."
• You shifted your attention to him, curious about what he was going to say. But suddenly a man who passed your table spilled his coffee on your shirt
• Let's just say, it got heated between you and this stranger, and Gekko had no moment to confess
• Next time, you were chatting with Neon in the common room, and Gekko wanted to ask you if you could speak in private. However, Phoenix dragged him off, so that Gekko could see his new moves. "Pheonix can't you show me your moves later, I'm reaaaaally busy right now..." He dramatically reached his hand out to you, but you didn't see him
• At this point he lost all hope
• But, Wingman came to his rescue!
• When Gekko's bored, he draws in his sketchbook. This book had tons of sketches of you (with lots of hearts😏). Wingman ripped out a drawing to give it to you
• When Gekko realized this and ran after him, it was already too late. You looked at the paper with surprise in your eyes then you turned around to Mateo, who was a blushing mess
• "Did you draw this?" "Yeah..." He gathered up all of his courage and finally told you his feelings with a nervous grin. "You know, I liked you for a very long time now, haha."
• "I kinda noticed that because I feel the same. Let's go out?"
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l0serloki · 4 months
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Birthday
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Your birthday with Val Men!
(Cypher, Sova, Yoru, Chamber)
A/N : AM I REALLY BACK?? ARE U SEEING A POST FROM THE LOSERLOKI?? the world may never know.
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Cypher : 
Cypher knows your birthday. You hadn’t even mentioned it to anyone and yet the moment you woke up he greeted you with a gift.
The gift itself was something you had been looking at on amazon.. How did he know this? The world may never know.
“Happy Birthday little bug. I hope today is well for you.” 
He doesn’t let anyone else know of your birthday but he does spoil you throughout the day with your favorite snacks and drinks. Other agents start to think he’s slowly losing his mind.
As you opened your bedroom door you let out a squeal. The last thing you were expecting to see was Cypher standing in front waiting for you. 
“Good morning and happy birthday.” He shuffles a gift into your hands and your eyes widen.
“I didn’t tell you it was my birthday today? Also were you waiting here all morning?” You’re not disappointed with the gift, far from it, but you still were a bit shocked.
“Don’t worry about that. I am sure you will like your gift. And I went to buy your favorites. Everything should be to your liking.” You could hear the grin in Cypher’s voice as you stared down at the item you had been wanting for a while. You shouldn’t be surprised, you knew he had quite the web of information on people. While it should probably perturb you at the least, you were just happy to not have to spend your birthday in silence.
“Thank you Cypher.”  You give him a hug which he returns quickly, his fingers tapping at your back. 
“Anytime.”
Sova : 
Sova tries to make something really thoughtful. Like a sweater or a plush. He asks Omen to help him knit something.
He will try to get everyone together with some food and drinks. He wants you to have a memorable day!
If they’re too much though he will automatically notice and whisk you away. As long as you’re happy he is too!
“Happy Birthday!” The agents cheered as Sova led you into the dining hall. There was decorations around and an array of gifts set out to the side. Sova gave you a soft smile as his hand rubbed at your back.
“You guys..!” Your eyes widened as everyone shuffled you towards the table. You could feel tears prick at your eyes at the amount of effort everyone put in just for you.
“Sova did a lot of work to get this altogether! Don’t thank us, we just showed up.” Phoenix shoots Sova a wink as everyone begins to settle down for food. You look next to you as Sova puts his hands up in a ‘it’s nothing’ motion and blushes. You can’t help but laugh at the adorable face and give his hand a quick squeeze.
“Thank you Sova. You’re too kind.”
“It’s really nothing. I hope to make your day the best. You deserve it.”
Yoru : 
Expect teasing. Even if he does care, he will not show it easily.
“You definitely look old. I’m sure you’ll be able to use your wrinkles as a purse next year.” 
He will get you something that’s more suited towards his hobbies but he means well! 
“Since you always bother me about the motorcycle rides being cold.” He shrugs as he gives you a new motorcycle jacket. He even added matching patches to twin with him. (Not that he would admit).
He will buy you dinner as well but don’t mention it or he will get grumpy.
“What is this Yoru?” You raised an eyebrow with a grin as he handed you a thick leather jacket. His cheeks tinged with red as he rolled his eyes.
“Don’t go getting a big head. Just because I got you one thing for your birthday does not mean you are special. I am just tired of hearing you complain about how cold it is on the motorcycle.” Yoru pushes the garment into your hands and you notice the matching patches on the side. Your heart swells at the sentiment. You knew he wasn’t great with wording his emotions but he definitely put thought into this.
“You’re too kind ‘Ru. We should use it tonight to get dinner.” You add with hope and he just sighs.
“Yeah yeah.. I guess it would only be smart. Be outside by eight or I will leave you.” He grunts as he moves to leave.
“And Ru?” You add and the man turns around. “Thank you.” 
Yoru’s face goes even more red than you thought was humanly possible as he tries to adjust his hair to keep cool.
“Whatever.”
Chamber : 
Chamber likes to be coordinated. He’s set up lots for you both to do throughout the day. Unless you specifically tell him not to weeks before.
He will give you a few gifts throughout the day, just small things. Trinkets that reminded him of you or stuff he thought you would like. 
He will take you both out to a nice lunch and let you shop, saying it’s on him if you see anything you like. (It takes stress off of him to make sure you get the best gift.)
“Happy Birthday, my dear. I hope today is up to your standards. If there is anything I can do to make it better.. Don’t hesitate.”
“Is your food good? Do you want more to drink?” Chamber says quickly as he watches you eat. You can’t help but chuckle at his anxious attitude, reaching for his hand.
“It’s perfect, just calm down and enjoy your meal. If something was wrong I would tell you.”
Chamber seems to relax a bit more as he leans back in his chair and squeezes your hand.
“I only want the best for you. It’s not every day that it is your birthday after all.” He hums and you can’t help but smile. He’s always so thoughtful and kind. Despite what the many agents back at base thought. Not that their opinion on him had ever mattered.
“Thank you honey. Today has been great.” 
Great was an understatement. He let you run around to your favorite stores, smiling and nodding along to anything you found of interest. He spoiled you with small gifts and snacks, and now such a fine dinner. 
“Anything for you.” He gave you a soft smile as his lips brushed your knuckles. You felt your heart jump at the small action and you let out a small laugh.
“Eat your damn food.” You wave off the affection and he only chuckles.
“So defensive. But whatever you want.” He shrugs as he digs back into the food. It was safe to say your birthday was a success.
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cosmichoneibeee · 1 year
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Hi ^^
Could I request some headcanons with Omen, Yoru, Cypher [separate] that comfort crying reader?
Thanks <3
Omen, Yoru, Cypher comforting a crying reader
Warnings: short mentions of injuries and violence | Reader is GN
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤ ㅤ˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠
❝Omen:
At first you didn't even know he was there, in the shadows, watching you cry
It was when you felt a heavy blanket being gently placed around your shoulders that you realized you weren't alone.
He doesn't say much, but you know he's worried. The way his form shakes more than usual, he is very worried about you
Omen won't pressure you to tell what happened, but he would be happy to know.
If someone said something mean to you, he'll pretend he forgot for a while and one day, that person just disappears without leaving any trace of what happened.
If you accidentally hurt yourself, he will constantly remind you to pay more attention after that.
For now, he'll stay by your side if you want company. Literally by your side or hugging you if you prefer.
His cat will also join the two of you as well, just enjoying each other's presence.
He won't force you to be happy and go around doing things like nothing happened, sometimes people just want to be quiet and reflect a bit; but if you want to go somewhere, like go shopping, he'll make the effort to accompany you
It's a little funny to see this faceless figure, almost 2 meters tall, following you around the stores in a mall like a puppy, people are horrified
When you finally smiles again, you can hear a gentle "Hmmm.."
❝Yoru:
When he walked into the room and saw you crying, he froze
Fuck
What happened? You better tell him
He just doesn't know what to do to help you feel better.
Don't get me wrong, he cares about your feelings and loves you so much, but it's hard to translate that into words and actions.
Awkward pats on your head and rubbing his hands on your back, hoping it will comfort you in some way.
If someone said something mean to you..they’re going to regret that very badly later. Yoru it’s going to take care of that
If you hurt yourself, like bumping into the furniture or cutting your finger, please, be more careful, he gets worried
If you’re stressed about life n stuff, he can’t do a lot, but he will be there for you.
He might not be the best expressing his love and admiration, but he's amazing at listening, paying attention to every detail you talk about, and more often than not, being a strong pillar to help you stay confident
“Don't listen to that バカ*, you are amazing just the way you are.”
That’s the best you can get of him verbally, but he’s so sweet though
He takes you for a ride on his motorcycle all over the city. This helps him clear his mind when he's stressed, it should help you too.
He will not give up until your mood is better
*バカ - idiot
❝Cypher:
“Oh no, sweetheart! What happened?”
So sweet and soft with you
He is by your side in a second, already drying your tears with a tissue
Cypher loves you, that's why he subtly convinces you to tell him what happened, without lies or excuses.
If someone said something that made you sad. Oh..they're going to have ALL their information leaked for everyone to see and use.
If you end up accidentally hurting yourself, he'll give you a pretty big lecture about how you should take care of yourself and pay more attention to the things around you.
Anyway, his whole schedule is off for the rest of the day just to be with you.
Will make two cups of his most expensive tea just for you to share
Want to watch a movie? Say the name, in a few minutes he will have a copy on his computer.
Want to go online shopping? How convenient! The stores you love are suddenly on sale.
If you just want to be close without doing too much, yeah, he can do that too, anything that makes you happy.
Amir is an experienced man, he has been through a lot in his life, if you need any advice, about anything, he will try to help you as best he can.
when I said a lot, it's a lot. He's been through some pretty dark times in his life, he'll do everything he can to not see you the same way he did
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@ Do not copy any of my works, translate and/or post it on others websites.
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writer-freak · 1 year
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male Valorant agents walking in on you changing (gn reader)
Characters: Yoru ,Chamber, Sova, Phoenix, Cypher
Warnings: gn reader, headcanons, can be read as romantic or platonic I think, characters walking in on you, mentions of reader being shirtless or just in underwear, english isn't my first language, probably ooc,
I just got into Valorant just a few days ago I still need to get to know the characters a bit better so this could be ooc but I wanted to post it anyways I will probably also do a version for the female agents if people would like to read that Inspired by some random tiktok I saw about horror icons walking in on you
Comments, likes and reblogs are appreciated 🖤
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Yoru
He just tends to forget to knock 
Normally that isn't so terrible because you're just in your room resting or something like that
But this time was different
You just came back from a mission, and sweat completely through your clothes
You just wanted to get them off as quickly as possible before taking a well-deserved shower
Imideatly after walking into your room and closing ou door, you started stripping out of your clothes
Yoru was already searching for you earlier before hearing that you were on a mission
When he saw you close your room door so he went over
When he opened the door he was greeted with the sight of you taking off your shirt
Flustered Yoru incoming
You were also embarrassed but you couldn't say anything because he quickly closed the door again
He shouted through the door "Lock the door next time!"
You could still hear how flustered he was and that made you giggle 
You retorted "Maybe you should learn to knock" 
Then finally getting your shower
Chamber
In the Vp, there were occasional company parties
Some fancy events were people had to attend as a cover for the Vp
Today it was your job to attend one, and your partner for the night was Chamber
You were already running late and now trying to get ready as quickly as possible
You had informed Chamber to get you from your room
So after getting ready he made his way over
You were still frantically searching for something not having put on your clothes
Chamber knocked on your door but in your search, you couldn't hear him 
He opened the door and found you only in underwear
He cleared his throat trying to get your attention 
"Chamber get out!" you shouted while throwing some clothing article at him
Sova
He is such a sweetheart 
You two often conversed about food and he raved about how good his babushkas cooking is
You of course said that you would love to try some
So the next time Sova took time away from the Vp to visit his babushka 
He talked a lot about you in general but also mentioned how you would love to try some of her cooking
She gave him some Kotletki for you
He was never this excited to be back at the Vp but he couldn't wait to give you his babushkas cooking
In his excitement, though he forgot to knock on your door 
You just got out of the shower and were putting on your clothes when Sova barged in
Sova was very embarrassed, to say the least
He quickly apologized before closing the door again
Seeing a flustered Sova was definitely a sight to see 
So after putting on your clothes you went out and Sova gave you the food
Phoenix
You two one day just decided to walk into each other rooms unannounced
You don't even remember how it started but until now it didn't make any problems
Today Phoenix got some new shoes and wanted to show them off to you
You on the other hand were out the entire day and just got back to your room
He opened your door while saying "Hey" but the rest of his words ended up being stuck in his throat
You were just about to change into something more comfortable and pulled down your pants when he opened the door
Phoenix turned around and closed the door at the speed of light 
For you, it took a minute to follow what just happened but when it registered you finished changing 
Then you went to search for Phoenix
Cypher
You have a lot of knowledge in different areas
So sometimes Cypher asks you for some information instead of searching for it himself 
He had a pretty important question for you and quickly went to your room
You on the other hand were changing your clothes
Noticing that you couldn't find the shirt you wanted to wear right now
You were turning your whole wardrobe upside down
That was when Cypher barged into your room
You didn't notice him at first having your head entirely in your wardrobe
He on the other hand just saw you shirtless rummaging through your closet
But he quickly apologized and closed the door again which brought your attention to the door
He will probably make you some Moroccan tea as an apology later
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kittenfrostt · 1 year
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May I ask for NSFW Alphabet HCs with Yoru from Valorant?
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warnings ;; filthy smut 
art by @/ShkretArt on twt 
divider by @/benkeibear on tumblr
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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Let’s be real, this man is not the best candidate when it comes to aftercare. He can sometimes be a selfish lover, and will think you can probably take care of yourself. It’s not in a mean way– he just doesn’t think he’s going to do a good job. You can ask him, and he might be a bit moody about it but he’ll help you out in any way you ask if you’re sweet about it. He just can’t resist that pretty, fucked out expression of yours. 
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B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
 His favorite body part on his own body is definitely his hair. Hes always combing through it, making sure its perfectly styled at all times. 
On you, I can definitely see him as loving either your boobs or your ass, anywhere he can bite or suck on. He wouldn’t admit it to you, but he thinks every part of you is beautiful. There are just certain parts that really get him going. 
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C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Messy, messy boy. Likes to cum all over or inside of you with your consent of course. He likes to make a bit of a mess, eager to see your face or body dripping in his cum. It just makes you look so pretty, and its kinda one of his ways of marking you. He’ll sit and stare as it drips out of your pretty hole, opting to push it back into you, or eat you out after he cums. For girls he loves when you squirt, being doused in your arousal wakes something primal in him each time. For boys he definitely likes to see you cum all over the sheets, or his chest when he’s fucking you. Que the ‘I didn’t even have to touch it,’ With a cocky grin. 
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D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
He loves to watch porn sometimes. Maybe even a naughty video or picture of you is enough to help make him cum. 
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E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
I’d say he has pretty good experience. He’s used to the casual hookup and never talking again type beat. Though he leads you on to thinking he knows more than he actually does, there’s no way he’s going to embarrass himself in front of you. He likes to keep his cocky, cool complexion like he has everything under control. 
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F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
It would probably be between doggy and cowgirl. On one end, he likes to see your face shoved into the pillow, back arched nice and pretty for him to pound into you from the back. On the other end, he likes to see you ride him with wild abandon, your body trembling from exertion above him after he’s made you ride him for long periods of time on end. He’ll have one arm behind his head, a sly grin on his features as he praises you, ‘Come on my little doll, you can keep goin. Just keep moving your hips like that,’ 
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G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
I’d say he’s more serious when it comes to intimacy. He’s not much the goofy type at all outside of sex, I don;t think it would change during. 
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H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc. )
As stated earlier, this man always make sure he’s well groomed. He keeps his hair neatly trimmed, and yes the carpet does in fact match the drapes. Though it’s more of a darker blue. 
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I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
He’s not a big passionate lover, more of a selfish, primal and rough kind of guy. At first it’s just a mission to get you and himself off, but the more you two spend time together, I believe you two will share more intimate moments together. Something deeper than just sloppy, rough sex. 
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J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
More times than he should. He likes to do it in front of you, watching you squirm as he strokes himself to the sight of your naked body. But he does have his moments where he’ll jack off if he;s on his own, if he’s too horny to wait he’ll throw on some porn and get himself off. 
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K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
He loves spanking, and a bit of a brat tamer. He would definitely be a fan of things such as ropes, collars, etc. Anything to make you look like his pretty little fuck doll he adores. He also more than likely has a ‘daddy’ kink, though he’d never openly admit it. Very into dom/sub relationships. Hair pulling is something he’s into, wether he’s the one receiving it, or he’s the one tugging you back to him by your roots. Add in some choking, this man believes his hand is your best necklace. Also a huge fan of orgasm denial. 
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L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Anywhere tbh. He doesn’t really have a favorite place, he’ll take you in a public bathroom if need be. This man does NOT care. 
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M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Begging. Huge weakness for begging. It really gets him going. He also likes clinginess despite his front that he finds it annoying. When you latch onto him, it awakens something possessive in him and never ceases to get him going. Also when you touch his nipples or chest it triggers him almost instantly. 
Bratty behavior is also something he's into. He just likes the excuse you fuck it right out of you.
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N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Not much honestly. He wouldn’t be into anything extreme, including scat or something of that sort. He’s also not a huge fan of roleplay. He’d refuse to sub for you, and it would take a lot of convincing to get him to reluctantly agree. 
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O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
He enjoys both, but his preference is definitely receiving. He could fuck your throat for hours if given the chance. He just loves to see his pretty baby gag on his cock with tears dripping down their cheeks. :( 
He’s great with his mouth and fingers, and will ensure to give you multiple orgasms when he gives you oral. 
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P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
His usual pace is fast and rough, but sometimes he’ll slow the pace only to taunt you, have you begging him to go faster. It fuels him to no end. 
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Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Doesn’t mind them at all. Will do it anytime of the day you want to. 
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R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
 He’s very willing to experiment, and he loves the thrill of taking risks. The thought of the two of you getting caught by another agent is something he’d love to see. The embarrassed look on your features after the matter.
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S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
. Many, many rounds. This man travels through dimensions in his free time, he can last for long hours if need be. Very high stamina, and trust me when I tell you he will use every bit of in on his pretty little doll. 
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T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Yes absolutely. He owns toys to use on his partner and will use them when he feels like edging you or watching you fall apart beneath him, showing him just how much of a lil slut you are even without him touching you. 
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U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Yoru is very mean, very unfair lover. He loves to edge you, punish you, you name it. One of the biggest teases ever. He finds enjoyment in it. He just likes to be in charge. 
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V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
He can sometimes loud, but it mainly limits to grunts or groans. Maybe on a very good day, he’ll give out a little whimper. Expect it to be very lowkey, and if you catch it he’ll deny it to the ends of the Earth.
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W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Soft groans came from the male as he stared down at your kneeled figure, nose buried in his pelvis as he bullies his cock down your throat. “Look at that– taking me so well,” He’d purr out, his grip on your hair unmoving as he bobs your head up and down the length of his cock. He could hear the soft gags and squelches of your salivated mouth sucking him off, the noises like music to his ears. “Aww pretty doll, don’t tell me your crying,” He’d taunt, one of his thumbs moving to swipe a tear that fell down your soft cheeks from your throat being abused. Your vision was hazy as you gazed up with half lidded eyes, drool dripping down your chin and onto the ground as you take him deep into your throat. You whine around him, and he grunts at the vibrating sensation. His grip on your hair tightens, and the way you stare up at him has him practically throbbing. “Thats it doll– just keep looking at me just like that,” He’d groan out, face locked onto yours as the mix of his precum and saliva drip down your chin, Just the sight had him thrusting a few times into your mouth. “Letting me use that warm little throat of yours, my little cum slut,” He cooed out, forcing your head back down to take all of him in your mouth. “Show me how bad you want my cum,” He challenged you, a slight grin on his features as he felt the warm flesh of your tongue circling around his base. 
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X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
 He’s got a pretty lean, athletic build. He isn’t super buff, but strong enough to maneuver you how he pleases.  
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Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Moderately high. This poor little horn dog, always needing relief.
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Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He’s usually up for another hour or so before he falls asleep, and he never falls asleep before you do. He wants to exert you to the very limit, and admire his work as you sleep peacefully beside him. 
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potential-fool · 1 year
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Im having some serious simp hours so I am requesting a request
Valorant, Yoru, Chamber, Sova, reader who is absolutely in love with their voice. Could listen to them 10/10 all day every day! And dirty talk? Would do anything they ask ngl
Bonus points for mixing english and their native tongue
P.S. pls tag me or ill never find this amazing post T_T i beg thee
@squiddaloo
A/N: Omg this literally this. I like the way you think >:) I will be using google translate for some of the other languages so uh... apologies to any native speakers. ;-; also omg I was writing this and all I could think of was the song "Maria" from West Side Story ifykyk and final note, I ended up doing this in a fade tp black style since you didn't specify whether you wanted it to be smutty or not <3
Tags: Established relationship, GN reader, dirty talk, suggestive talking, denial, hurt comfort
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The Sound of Your Voice: Valorant x Reader
Yoru [Ryu Kiritani]
He's a simp, an egotistical one though he refuses to admit he's a simp
your voice though? Oh boy, that's when all bets are off
He wants to be the only one allowed to hear your voice
The two of you were out in the living area of the Valorant Protocol, you were leaned up against your boyfriend, it was a quiet day, a little blessing in disguise as most days were long and hectic. Today though, today was quiet, peaceful.
You hummed a small song, the gentle notes in your throat growing into soft lyrics that escaped your lips. You were too distracted by the lyrics to notice that Ryu had opened a gate in the direction of your shared room.
"あなたはとても美しいですね..." [You sound so beautiful]
You paused for a moment, looking up in the direction of your loved one.
"Ryuuuu you know I don't know what you're sayin'"
You huffed, making a pouty expression that melted away as he grabbed hold of you, taking you through the rift and pushing you onto the bed.
"You sound so beautiful my love~"
Yoru cooed in your ear, his voice dropping and making you feel all sorts of things.
"I bet you'd sound even better moaning my name~ 私の愛 ~" [My love]
You two had a fun night.
Chamber [Vincent Fabron]
This man. THIS MAN.
He will absolutely mess with you anywhere and everywhere
One of his favorite things about you is that small flustered sound you make whenever he teases you
That hitch in your breath? He LIVES for that shit
You and Chamber were under cover at a party, a masquerade to be specific. Entering the room shining with light you were on his arm, the place seemed to sparkle, the shining crystal chandeliers refracting the warm light onto the dance floor. You could see people eloquently swaying to the beat with their partner; the orchestra playing a tune you recognized as one you'd made the effort to learn, it is--partially--in Chamber's native language after all.
You looked up at him and god he was breathtaking, the perfectly tailored waistcoat was white with those beautiful magenta and gold accents. He Really did fit in with this high society stuff.
"Care of a dance mon cheri~?"
You extended a hand to him, bowing and flexing your knowledge of his language.
"Anything for you mon amor~"
He cooed, quietly aweing at your silky voice as he took your hand and stepped onto the dance floor, folding yourself into the others who were dancing. The singer on the mic let her voice fly through the space, catching the eye of your partner as the two of you glided across the floor.
"Hold me close and hold me fast The magic spell you cast This is la vie en rose~"
Your voice was a silky hum in his ears and god Chamber just melted, pulling you close and holding your waist gingerly as he let the song you sang ripple through him.
"My My~ mon cœur~"
He gave your hips a teasing squeeze, causing your breath to hitch just enough for Chamber to hear.
"Vince- Chamber-"
You were breathless, almost forgetting to use his call sign, you were on a mission after all
"Use your words mon amor~ You know how I love hearing you~"
Chamber teased you, though before you could react the song you danced to drew to a close and Vincent smiled, leaving you high and dry as he said:
"We're on a mission mon cheri~ We can finish this if you do a good job for me~"
Sova [Alexander (Sasha) Novikov]
Sova being the soft spoken man he is will happily let you fill any silence with your voice
While he may have grown to enjoy silence you were the exception, silence with you was like an unfinished song
Hearing you go on and on, he could listen to it for hours
You'd had a rough day, coming back from a particularly difficult mission. Difficult, though you found victory. You were exhausted, the moment you stepped off the carrier you went to go find your love; Sova.
You found success in your objective as you knocked on his bedroom door, it opened and he smiled a soft smile upon seeing you. His hair was a little frizzy and he was wearing a t-shirt and grey sweats. Reading your tired expression he pulled you close, rubbing your back and keeping you close.
"Care to shower with me милый?" (Darling)
You gave a small nod, and he guided you into the bathroom off to the side of his bedroom, you were eager to get out of your sweat and dirt covered clothes.
The two of you found yourself holding each other naked in the shower. This wasn't a lust filled event, rather one driven by love and care for the other. Sasha grabbed the soft sponge and rubbed it gently along your back, the newly formed bruises on you aching a bit, causing you to give a soft groan of pain.
"Apologies моя любовь" (my love)
You looked up at him, shaking your head softly
"It's alright Sasha... just hurts a bit.."
Sasha could tell that it wasn't just physical hurt, after all, Sage may have healed physical wounds but she couldn't heal mental wounds.
"Want to tell me about it when we get into bed?"
He asked, inviting you to speak your strife. To this you nodded, accepting his invitation, endlessly grateful one was extended to begin with. You honestly didn't know how he put up with you.
After you showered you pulled on one of Sasha's t-shirts and some panties before crawling into bed with your loved one. The moment of silence was broken by you beginning to speak to what was bothering you.
"...I just.. when does it end?... I'm so tired all the time, tired of fighting, I just want us to be normal. Is that so hard to ask?"
Your voice began to break, tears pricking your eyes and a empathetic look was in your boyfriends eyes.
"Oh my love... It's gonna get worse before it gets better.. and when this is all said and done, I swear to you we will have the life of your dreams..."
His voice trailed off, allowing room for your quiet sobs to fill the room, you cried for a good ten minutes before Sasha broke the silence.
"Rest now my dove.. I love to hear your voice, but not like this, don't waste your energy on tears. Rest, so you may be strong again tomorrow."
You sniffled, your tears beginning to dry as you nestled your head under his chin. A small 'I love you..' could be made out from the murmurs that escaped you.
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angelltheninth · 1 year
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Yoru would use his portals to finger you whenever he wants. You're just sitting there, going through papers, Yoru nowhere in sight and you suddenly feel his fingers prodding and pushing into your pussyhole and the next thing you know you're riding and coming all over them.
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vnmpior · 1 year
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a little psa to all yoru writers: STOP SAYING SUKIDESU すきです OR AISHITERU 愛してる WHEN SAYING I LOVE YOU 😭 NOT ONLY
ONE: DOES ABSOLUTELY NO JAPANESE PERSON USE THAT IN A RELATIONSHIP
TWO: SUKIDESU IS LITERALLY NEVER USED TOWARDS ANOTHER PERSON. STOP.
if you want to use it, dont mix it with english, just use あなたがすきです、きみがすきです、or with yoru's lil mean ass, おまえがすきです。so much better than making it sound goofy with a mix of english and japanese
SIMPLY SAY IT IN ENGLISH. ITS NOT A PART OF JAPANESE CULTURE TO SAY "I LOVE YOU" therefore there really is no way to casually say it
AND ALSO STOP FUCKING USING BAKA IM GONNA FUCKING LOSE IT
here are alternatives!!
kusogaki くそがき
aho あほ
or you can look for any other insult!!!! or just say it in english. please.
thanks for listening
from ur local japanese speaker who can't take it anymore
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sseulfleur · 1 year
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Red's sight —
synopsis : you decide to help the stranger stopping a spike that was about to destroy your hometown, but of course the blue-clothed, weird looking guy knocked you out before you could run off, only to take you to the Valorant Protocol. the people who were originally on your #1 target list.
tags: f!reader, yoru x reader, enemies to lovers, slow burn, angst, fluff, you are a super radiant , valo protocol investigates you, phoenix being a flirt (as always), yoru is A DICK
a/n : it’s my first fanfic! waaaa pls dont be too harsh on me lol, i will be cross-posting on ao3 probably! link on my profile :]] thinking about posting pt.2/ continuing if this gets big
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You dreaded your next step, puffy eyebags slightly hidden under the mask. Avoiding your body, and noticing how exhausted it was, is a skill you’ve honed well over the months, but it isn’t possible to keep it going forever.
You leaned forward in your stance as you faced the little screen towards you, gaze tracing the pixels.
You looked at the map, including all the information you needed, and they were all filled to the border of the device you located them on.
"It's time." You thought as you went through the countless amounts of letters again, you've been hunting down those people for a long time; the Valorant Protocol.
A bunch of assholes that gunned down several locations that included your hometown, with the so-called "spike" they've also used for destruction, but what was their motive?
You tried and attempted looking–, no, you were looking for them for a long time, yet it always led to nowhere.
You remained there, trying to study the map location on A side more as you stared down at the device, your body was already moving, leading to change paths until you heard a wildfire of gunshots breaking out near you.
You clenched your hand on the rifle that was resting on your back before, you reloaded and decided to correct your body position. Cautiously looking around, scanning eyes around the area.
"It must be from B side." You muttered to yourself as you lowered your gun, the itch in your hands came back as dark red energy appeared around them, and your eyes started to turn into a lighter shade of red before you hushed your way over to mid.
FIRST ABILITY: Silent Scurry
The agent is so quick, that it almost seems like they're teleporting from place to place, but most dangerous: it's silent when needed.
Stay alert.
You plastered your back to the wall as you were about to push up to B side, the gunshots sounded even messier before you approached through mid. You glanced over the hallway while you raised your vandal and peeked; no one was there.
Like a shot, the sound pinched through your whole body, that goddamn high-pitched noise you know too well.
Beep, Beep, Beep, Beep
It was like a ticking clock that was even able to blend out the gunshots, the ones that were just louder seconds ago.
You lurked through the alley as you made yourself sneak over to B site, "Now was my chance", you thought. It was them who planted the bomb, they were here.
And you had to stop them.
Sucking in your bottom lip, you stood with a nod, a raised gun near your chest. You hesitated until u took a sharp breath and swung out onto B side.
You narrowed your eyes but didn't spot anyone at first which still brought you to not let your guard down. You were checking every corner until you heard a weird noise behind you, from the corner of your eye, you could tell someone was there.
Before you were able to aim at them, someone swung out and started firing, you rolled back as you got up and put a bullet between his two eyes, his body falling onto the ground. The person behind you was also shooting but not at you, were they... another citizen?
"Hey! Defuse the spike!" You screamed over to that stranger because it seemed like he was there to stop it, and you would sacrifice anything before your hometown gets torn into pieces.
The last thing you wanted was for this mission to be your last one. In front of you, that blue-clothed guy crouched even lower to the ground, pointing some device in front of the spike.
You fell back slightly behind him, noticing someone trying to come up to him, but you were aware and took them out before they could stop him or register your presence.
The ground started to suddenly break down as everything started floating, and the beeping of the spike got faster and more annoying to the brain when the frequency went higher.
"Stop the fucking spike, will you?!"
You screamed at him, but he seemed like it wasn't his first time being near the brink of death, the pressure was getting more overwhelming, your feet started to lift off the ground, and you furrowed your brows as you covered your eyes, unsure whether he was going make it or not.
You opened your eyes as hard surfaces met your body harshly, you huffed in slight pain but got yourself up, the spike was now defused, laying there motionless.
You were about to look at the stranger who just caused this, but the wall met your back pretty rough before you could even do so. You let out a grunt before you looked up.
"And who the hell are you?"
His accent was thick while his voice was monotone, that was more than enough to notice he wasn't from around here, but he seemed like he knew more than enough on how to cuss you out. You pushed the person in front of you away before you tilted your chin up, only to meet the gaze of two brown eyes.
"None of your business." You spit back as you scanned him, weird clothing that was centered around the color blue, his hair slicked back with gel, too much gel. His facial expression looked so angry that made you think you planted the fucking spike.
You were about to walk off when you noticed he wasn't planning on showing any of his gratitude until you got pushed back in place with a gun.
"Are you out of–"
You felt cold metal against your forehead which made you sigh internally, maybe it wasn't the bomb that was going to kill you.
The blue guy talked into his jacket which was most likely communications and him asking for support, so he was part of some group. You heard a crackle before some mumbling got out of his earpiece, you raised an eyebrow at him as he lowered his gun.
"Affirmative Brimstone, bringing her to base."
And before you could dedicate your thoughts to what that son of a fucker just said, a hit landed on your jaw, it started aching, and black dots decorated your sight before everything went pitch black.
Your mind was blank as your consciousness was the first thing you woke up with, you started to feel your body as you felt the slight pinch coming from your jaw.
Your eyes fluttered open as you noticed the outline of some people. You were in a room, but you don't recall being here before you passed out.
You let out a heavy breath as your recent memories flooded back into your mind, you looked at the guy sitting across from you while some people were standing behind him.
“Sage, did you heal that kid already?” he said, pinching the area between his eyes while he closed them. The guy smelled like old-man body spray, sweat, and ham sandwiches.
The woman beside him with long hair, tied back into a high ponytail, bobbed her head softly and gave a slight smile. She seemed the kindest one out of everyone in this room. "She seems fine for now, Brimstone."
“Okay now,” That old-looking man with a beard started, standing up and moving around you in circles, eyes not leaving you. There were a couple of other people surrounding you, but you didn't care. “—we're going to interrogate her first!”
I slowly shifted my eyes around the room to examine it, but I noticed from my eye corners that the old fucker was already following my gaze with judging looks.
"Escaping won't help, I can already tell you that."
"Keeping a woman hostage won't bring you further either." you hissed as you narrowed your eyes at him, you are more than ready to signalize you're not here for their fun.
Without the serious façade, that old man just lidded his eyes and stared at you with his eyebrows pushed up, wordlessly saying "really?".
He sat back down on the other side of the desk again, eying me.
What you weren't ready for earlier was when a 5'11 guy knocked you out while you were trying to help him detonate a spike, but hey, you should've seen it coming, right?
Now you're sitting here in a dark room, being interrogated by some people that were getting on your nerves already.
"What's your name kid?" That old man sighed, but you just remained silent out of spite, you were forced here, and that will be the best they can get.
"Where do you live?"
Silence.
"How do you know about the spike?"
Silence.
"Why did you help him?"
Silence.
"....Are you working for someone?—"
"I was only helping because I didn't want to die to a fucking bomb."
You said it in a somewhat decent tone to get your point across. "But knocking me out and dragging me here was unnecessary" You said in a backhanded tone and glanced over to the guy who was responsible for that.
“I need you to get your head out of your ass for a second, please, this is serious kiddo.” His lips pressed into a thin line, brows pushing into a hard look. He was slowly starting to get impatient. So this time he meant urgent time.
"My head's already up here." You said bluntly and suddenly that dark-skinned, tall guy, that looked like he was about to catch fire, snorted and tried to surpress his laugh. Now it was he who suffered under that "Brimstone’s” gaze.
I let my back sink into the seat as I looked back, I wasn't planning on staying here any longer and my temper was already adding to it.
“Just let her go Brimstone, I told you it’s useless. Or maybe get rid of her if she knows too much.” a feminine voice spoke out with a slight Spanish accent in it, I raised my head to see who it belonged to and saw a woman who was about in her 30s, looking at me suspectedly with her purple eyes.
Brimstone held his hand up annoyed as a sign for everyone to pause, he was a bit more forward, straight up trying to look into my soul.
“We need to get ahold of this chaos, she’s too dangerous to let go. Until then, she will stay here.”
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nori-writes · 1 year
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Late Nights
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Yoru x Reader
Summary: Yoru was always there for
Y/N through everything, but tonight it was Y/N’s turn to be there for him.
W/C: 650+
CW: Mentions of panic attacks from nightmares.
A/N: Hey! I am working on requests from you all I do see them and love the ideas! I’m just going down the list in the order they’ve been sent in! I might make a request tracker soon, not sure. Anyway, my A/N isn’t the reason you’re here so enjoy
Yoru was a wonderful boyfriend, as much as he tried to deny it. He was there when you needed someone to hold you, rub your back and let you know things would be okay, if you needed someone to listen, or just be there through silence while you let out your emotions onto his shoulder, he was there, day or night. Though, he could be a little grumpy at night sometimes.
Sometimes Yoru himself would be plagued by nightmares of missions. As much as you wished this wasn’t reality for him, it was and there was no altering that fact. So all you could do was try your best to be there for him in his time of need, tonight was one of those times.
You were awakened from your sleep to the feeling of something rocking the bed. You peeked your head out from under the covers curious as to what the commotion was only to be met with your lover curled up, head in his knees, rocking to try and quietly soothe himself and calm his breathing so as not to wake you.
Unbeknownst to him, you were already awake. You already had an idea as to what happened and you put your hand onto his back slowly rubbing circles into it, trying to calm him down at least a small bit, something was better than nothing here.
As he realised you were awake he looked up, with puffy, tear filled eyes he leaned into your touch, glad for you to be here. You took your hands off his back and opened your arms to him, inviting him in.
He slid his way into your arms, putting his head into your shoulder as you felt his calloused hands hold to you tightly, as if you were going to slip away at any moment and disappear,
“Hey, hey, don’t worry I’m here,” you told him in a whisper, rubbing his back and taking your other hand, running your fingers through the strands of his hair, “Baby will you do me a favour and try to copy my breathing?”
You felt a small nod against his shoulder as you slowly but surely felt his breathing start to calm itself slowly as you took deep breaths slowly for him to try and mimic, “Hey, you’re doing a really good job.” You cooed to him, softly.
After his breathing reached a somewhat normal rhythm, you placed a kiss onto his temple as a gentle reminder that you were still there.
Yoru wasn’t one to talk when he was upset, he wasn't typically too keen on sharing his emotions out loud, he was more of an ‘actions speak louder than words’ kind of person. He just enjoyed being able to find comfort in another presence, right now, it was yours.
“I don’t think I can go back to sleep-” His soft voice wavered as he took his head off your shoulder, finally looking at you. It was dark in the room, the only light that entered being the moonlight, you could make out the glistening lines on his face, evident that he was crying along with his puffy eyes.
It saddened you, he didn’t deserve this. You wished that he wasn’t plagued by such a thing, that you could make all his worries disappear. You know this wasn’t an option so instead you just brought your hand to his face, wiping his tears away with your thumb, “That’s alright, we’ve slept plenty anyway, how about we watch a movie or something? There’s that new one that just came out that we’ve been talking about.”
He nodded, “That sounds good.”
“Of course,” You smiled at him, placing a kiss onto his lips before trying to find the remote to the TV within the ocean of a bed. Once you found it you turned on said movie.
The last thing you remember was about halfway through the movie, you tried to comment something about one of the characters to your lover. Without a response, you realised that he was finally able to make it back to bed peacefully. Not long after that, you joined him.
Yo! Feel free to send in a request if they’re open! Just be sure to make sure they’re open and read the rules and check what characters I write for aswell!
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vrmxlho · 1 year
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Hi can you write some fluff headcanons of gokurakugai characters ? Maybe their S/O taking care of them when they come home from work? Especially with Yoru, Alma, Tao,
👉👈
There's like no content of gokurakugai 😭
you are so right we 100% need more content cuz every fanfic or scenario abt them is all in my head and i think i’m going insane 😭😭 ALSO ALMA MY LOVE MY WHOLE BLOG IS DEDICATED TO HIM, PRETTY BABY, if anyone is seeing this go read gokurakugai rn, this isn’t a request it’s an order 👿 +++ is this even what you meant by the request??? i have 0 reading comprehension skills
cw: not proofread + swearing + bad english because i'm sleepy >:(
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YORU 夜
this man oh my lord
he could have literally had the most peaceful night of his life but when he gets home he makes a huge deal about it just to get kisses and hugs
he loves when you baby him
could come home with a single scratch on his hand but he will milk the shit out of
he always asks for kisses wherever he's hurt
he tells you that they're the only antidote to the pain he feels
you actually have no idea what he does since he's so mysterious but you're always worried because of the ungodly hours he comes back at
one day you just started inspecting his body in the shower and you were surprised by how many scratches and strange bruises there were and from then on you never left his side
you always have ice packs and heating pads at home to throw at him whenever he's complaining
though you do love hugging him and cuddling
most of the time to 'take care' of him all you do is give him back rubs which ends with you on his lap making out with him
although he always comes home in middle of the night and leaves early in the morning he always falls asleep after you because he wants to make sure you're not stressing too much
his personal philosophy is "holding hands saves lives" and he lives by it
always holding your hands because he had a "long day"
technically, length-wise, he did...
but he was really just walking around strangling people so
acts like he's dying so he can get your attention
actually pathetic (affectionate)
"y/n, i can feel myself slipping away." he was lying on the sofa dramatically. eyes closed, legs slightly falling off the edge and his hand on his head. he didn't notice you watching him and when he opened his eyes to check if you were paying attention, your gazes locked. he quickly turned away of course, and let out a theatrical sigh. "y/n please." you had diverted your attention for about one second because the soup you were making was making gross bubbly noises and you wanted to turn the gas off, but yoru needed you all to himself. he looked cute here. his face a bit flushed because he really did have a fever. his hair was a mess and his long body was flopped in an uncomfortable position in order to leave some space for you. you poured the soup into a small bowl and walked up to him. "my arms hurt." "i'm not going to feed you." he pouted. "i guess i won't eat then." rolling your eyes, you placed yourself on the sofa, took a spoonful of soup, blew a bit on it and motioned it his open mouth. it felt good being next to him. at least you could make sure he was safe. he could be calm with you. he could finally rest.
ALMA アルマ
he’s always late from work cuz he's a hard working baby
but even if he does come back at ungodly hours he always manages to bring food with him
and it's always your favs
somehow he has food from your favourite restaurant that closed down two years ago and who's chef was imprisoned for arson?????
what does this man do...
anyway
the second he gets home you're checking to see if he's fine and if he's going to need emergency iron tablets from blood loss
he hates when you do that because he feels like it's his duty to take care of you and that if you're the one doing the caring he's failed in some way
so he always brushes you off and tells you to go to sleep because its 03:41!!
it takes a bit, nay, a lot of insisting for him to finally let you take care of him
so the first thing you do is have a shower, washing his back and giving him head massages while he tells you about his day
checking over his chest because you're worried he's hurt and telling him to shut up when he laughs at how much you care
he tells you he would do blood tests everyday if you were the one examining him
if he ever comes back even slightly hurt you'll scold him for being careless and then give him kisses, telling him you'd die if anything happens to him
that made him want to try even harder and make sure you were never sad or scared
kindest baby, my actual husband
if for some reason he's come home without food and you're hungry he will cook for you, he's been helping out at auntie's just to be able to please you
what a man
"alma dear, there's no need to cook we can just go to the convenience store!" "convenience store? i'm not letting you eat that..." "babe about 1/2 of your meals are from the convenience store. you must be tired, i know how much you work..." "you take care of me every night, let me do something for you for once." he had stopped dicing the onions. both of your eyes were stinging but alma could be very stubborn when he wanted to be. he set down the knife, slightly patted his hands on his apron and pulling you in by the waist. "i really appreciate everything you do for me, you know. but i feel bad for making you worry so much." "don't feel bad alma, i love you." to this he pulled you into a tight hug and all you could do was put your arms around his neck. he smelled like a mixture of blood and soap. he felt warm but you could feel the tiredness in the hug. you wanted to sedate him so he would actually take a fucking break. "alma i swear to god, if you do let me take care of you i'm going to shove this knife into you." "it wouldn't be so bad if you did it." you hate how he made you blush even when he was a blink from deep sleep. i guess it can't be helped. he would never allow you to be the caregiver, so you might as well accept all the love he was giving right?
TAO タオ
mommy
there i said it
not even a potential mother, she is THE mother
barely gets hurt because she's so cool and hot like that
you're always worried though, because you know she's the type to get into dangerous situations and misjudge or underestimate them
however, she never allows you to take care of her, she's gruff and reserved most of the time, even if she loves you very dearly
but after whining about how much you wanted to baby her she'll stop resisting as much
she'll allow you to make her meals
mostly because she can't be bothered but also because she loves tasting the love in your food
she'll reward you with kisses and massages
even when she's the one who's sore and in need of massages
she sort of projects her needs onto you because she's like a mum
(please come home tao, the kids miss you)
though she is very obedient when you order her to eat, or to sleep on time
she lets you fix her wounds up and undress her when she's really tired (not always in a sexual way)
if she ever thinks you're paying her too much attention though she will straight up tell you to calm down and assure you that she's fine
she feels really bad for making you worry
but deep down she really enjoys the attention
not that she'd ever admit it
"you're back tao! what do you want for dinner?" "nothing honestly, alma and i already ate." "oh." you hated when she did this. yes this was so you could rest with her. and yes, it meant more cuddles and warm hugs. but you really wanted to take care of her. be motherly. so you gave her a pout and pleading puppy dog eyes. to this she raised an eyebrow inquisitively. "this won't work. let's just go to bed." "you will sit here and you will have dinner with me." she did as you said. she sat down with a huff and rested her head in her hand as you cooked away in front of her. it was nice and silent, the quietness was comforting. but you also wanted to hear about her day. listen to her rants and such. "so...tell me about your day." "it's really late dear, let's just sleep. i'll tell you tomorrow." "oh come on you always say that." "promise." you set down your plate, turning back to her. "i'm in middle of cooking, stop being rude." "fine..." the night passed slowly. somehow she ended up putting on some music and while you waited for the food to be done cooking you danced. you held her in your arms for she was exhausted. you loved it like this. in the arms of the one you loved. where you both would be safe, and cared for.
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✢ pairing: Yoru x Reader
✢ word count: 4.000
✢ contents: Reader x Yoru, NSFW, Sub!Yoru, Gun Violence, Brat Taming, Sub-Dom Dynamics, Choking.
✢ a/n: This piece only exists because @anallemeinegringos gave me severe Yoru brainrot. :)
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No experience in your life could have prepared you for the excruciating boredom of your current job as a substitute guard for Kingdom Cooperation. As an independent bounty hunter, your reputation and livelihood were sadly at stake with every job. And that included boring offers, like this one your broker informed you about just a few days ago. While the job paid well, you were disappointed to find out that it turned out to be simple guard duty. As an expert in tactical maneuvers and targeted eliminations, you were looking forward to a good dose of adrenaline, the crushing reality turned out to be much different until now.  
You leaned against a metal entrance, from which you could overview the whole Facility of Icebox closely. Your dearest steel rifle was shouldered sleazily on your left side, your second-dearest pocketknife slumbering deeply in your pockets. The icy wind whistled brutally on the outside, cold wind seeping from time to time through bolted walls, sending chills through your body. Your job required you to guard the wing of excavation goods that connected to the entrance you were standing in right now, as most guards were currently attending an important parade in Kingdom’s center, Tokyo. The possibility for a burglary was generally pretty low due to the long distance to Kingdoms center, the upper-ranks were cautious nonetheless. Why, that was the case, you didn´t know, but in the end it wasn´t – or rather shouldn´t- be of any interest.
The only real change in your guarding job, was the hourly routine patrol you were ordered to, but the dreary facility and its landscape didn't offer much for the eye, only furthering your general boredom. In your agony you had almost wished for someone to be so stupid enough, to enter the facility, just to get a change of atmosphere, but that was highly unlikely. One for the fact that Celebrations were in the middle of partaking and second, because Icebox Facility was known for it´s usual high security, due to the valuable goods being stored here. You either had to be an idiot, or a highly skilled agent with good intel to find yourself today in Kingdoms excavation core. It was specifically the latter reason, you were hired as backup.
A beeping sound rose you from your train of thought. You sighed and looked briefly at the wristwatch adorning your right wrist.
Time for the hourly patrol.
You stretched your tired muscles, slowly, your left hand balancing your rifle on your shoulder. Determined to get yourself some more coffee from the nearby kitchen, on your way to the storage rooms, you left your post and walked slowly inside the facility. Routinely, you walked along the drab steel walls, following the dim lighting through the tunnel system. You could hear the roaring winds on the outside faintly while passing through, only being slightly overshadowed by your quiet footsteps and the over looming science of the whole facility.
Despite your obvious boredom, your professional senses were sharpened on all ends for the case that something did in fact happen. It was probably for this reason that you couldn't help but notice the soft, muffled sound of footsteps landing on solid ground. You tensed for a second, trying to hear more of them, but they had disappeared as quickly as they had appeared. Not giving up on your instinct, you stayed in place, closed your eyes, and listened attentively.
Nothing.
Then, a glass shattered. You flew your eyes open, moving with quiet steps to the direction, you thought the noise was coming from: Storage Room 1.
Readying your dearest riffle in front of your torso, slim fingers hooking around the metal trigger, as you slithered towards the corner of the entrance. You steadied your breath, only your heartbeat ringing quietly in your ears. You licked your lip in excitement - a habit of yours - the adrenaline pulsating through your body as you hear footsteps shuffling. Likewise, you swallowed, thinking of the best way to engage in battle, not knowing if your opponent was a melee or range fighter.
Only mere seconds later, you decided on a decoy, pulling out a small flash bang from one of your pockets and threw it with force against the closest wall you could see from your hiding place. The grenade flew a high arch, colliding with the wall and then bounced off into the middle of the room. You turned your face quickly away from the harsh light, that suddenly enlightened the room. Just moments after, you could hear the deep voice of a man, ushering something in Japanese.
“くぞ(Shit!)”
You use the wall behind you as leverage to sprint into the room, gun aimed high, to surprise your opponent, but are utterly shocked when you run into an empty lot. “What?!” you duck yourself quickly, eyes scanning your surrounding in hope that you didn´t miss him hiding in a corner. However, the only thing, besides yourself and the many storage boxes, seemed to be the few pieces of broken glass that probably had been shattered by the man just mere moments ago. Curiously, you kneel down, trying to make out where they stemmed from. You were quick to make out the source: A destroyed class casket, with an ancient samurai armor. Just as you wanted to get closer to the casket, a tearing noise roared up just behind you, an eerie blue light disappearing as quickly as it had appeared. You try to turn around, but freeze in place, when you hear the clicking of a gun, it´s cold barrel being pressed to the back of your head. A mocking voice, adorned with a thick Japanese accent, rises from behind it.
“Move and your dead, さご (minnow).”
A fucking rifter.
Angry at yourself for not thinking of the possibility that the intruder could be a rifter you bite your lip, drawing blood. You're so furious at your incompetence, that you don´t think twice before replying to your assaulter.
 “And how about you watch your tone, cunt?”
Your eyes widen, but before you can apologize and plead for your life, the man ushers a low chuckle. “Don´t know if you´ve got guts or are just plain stupid, but I must say, I´m impressed.”
“Well, I could say the same for you. Though being a rifter explains how you got into the facility without me seeing you.” you retort, muscles tensing as you feel the head of the barrel being pressed closer to the skin. Not being able to see but only hear and feel your attacker, you could only guess by the way he aimed you up, that he had to be just a bit taller than you. You probably couldn´t overthrow him in a fight of strength, but with the right technique…
“And here I thought only brainless idiots serve this Kingdom shit” You train of thoughts was interrupted when the intruder spoke again. “I don´t serve” you growl. “I'm just here to finish this boring ass job my broker put me up to”.  Finishing up your sentence, the grip on your handle tightened, hoping the guy behind you would understand your affiliation and not blast your brains out. Considering what he said up until now, he clearly had a distaste for the organization. Not that you couldn´t understand it. Kingdom was known for it´s shady businesses with radiate. To underline your statement, you threw your Vandal before your feet, the loud sound of the barrel hitting the steel ground underneath, making you cringe.
He seemed to be taken a back for a moment, clearly not having expected your easy surrender and the fact, that you´d be another foreigner to the Facility. Then, along with a loud sigh, the weight of his barrel pressed against your head disappeared. “So now they´re hiring freelancers? Kingdoms even more pathetic, than I thought.” Relived to have some distance from his deadly weapon, you move a few footsteps away, a relieved sigh escaping your lungs. As you turn around to access the situation better, you see your attacker for the first time.
The young man in front of you seems to be around the same age as you. His short, spiked hair in two shades of blue, one light in the middle part, his sides in a darker shade, go nicely with the sharp features of his jaw, the cut on his left eyebrow and his focused almond shaped eyes. Two black ear piercings adore his earlobes, rounding up his already punkesque appearance. A blue cropped jacket with orange embroidery adorns his torso, the rest of his body being covered by a thin black shirt and dark jeans. Truth be told, he was pretty easy on the eye, but what took your interest right now the most, was the blue demon mask residing in his left hand. With piqued interest, you point towards it. “What´s up with that?”
“Not your business and nothing to make a fuss about. I´m just taking this back to where it belongs. Now if you would be so kind to let me go, I got an appointment at three.” ​you perch up at him, as he gestures to you with his Ghost, to get lost, a cocky look plastered on his face.   
Fed up with the guy’s behavior, you clench your teeth, hand ready to pull out your dearest knife from your back pocket. Maybe a second slice on his eyebrow wouldn´t look to bad. “Well, I´m sorry to inform you, but I´m hired to protect this wing and its beholding’s and since you so kindly confirmed my suspicion that this mask belongs to Kingdom you´ve just become my target, Mr. Thief.”
He huffs, clearly annoyed at your answer. “I´m no thief.” This mask belongs to my family.”   You roll your eyes at his petty behavior. “Yeah sure, and I´m totally not a freelance bounty hunter.” You roll your eyes. “I´m telling the truth. This mask is no other than a sacred belonging of my Samurai ancestors, さご.”
“Ugh, didn´t your mother teach you not to insult other people, especially in another…– Wait, did you say Samurai ancestors?!” you change the topic mid-sentence, too surprised by the new revelation. You had heard of Japans feudal times and it´s samurai, but you didn´t think, that there were people nowadays who knew about their ancestry back to the 16th century. That however gave you a interesting idea. Truthfully, you couldn´t care two cents for that mask, and you had no intention of partaking in cultural property theft, but the cocky behavior of the guy massively ticked you off.
"Yeah, what about it?” The man replied nonchalantly, the proud smile on his lips only confirming to yo, that he was indeed pretty proud of his heritage. “Let´s assume this whole story is real, Mr. Samurai-…” He cuts sharply into your words. “Yoru.” You look puzzled at him. “That´s my name.” “Okay, Yoru. Let´s assume-….” He cuts you off once more “And you are?” You clench your teeth in frustration. “y/n. Now, Yoru, if the introduction session is over now, I´d like to ask why the fuck I should let you go and risk my whole career for correcting a cultural property theft of a big federal cooperation I´m not affiliated with.”
Taken a bit aback by your words, the Japanese man raises his eyebrows before bursting out into a laugh. “Must say, you´re really a funny one.” Your gaze hardens, a single “Why?” being ushered from your lips. Yoru looks at you for a close second, seemingly taken in your form, then with a finger snip he´s directly in front of your face, having bridged the distance between you in mere seconds. 
Damn rifter.
He looms over you, as he musters you from above, a challenging gaze in his dark eyes. You hated yourself for the thought alone, but from up close he looked even easier on the eye, his menacing aura only adding up to his visual.
“As if you could overpower me, doll. I don't care if there are five or fifty of them, I take em´all.” You click your tongue, eyeing him up. “You mean in a fight?” As expected, he perches up quickly, his brow twitching in annoyance. “Careful now.”
“Or what?” you growl, ready to bounce at him at any moment. His brows furrow, his face now only mere centimeters away from your face.  “You know how they say, fuck around and find out.”
It doesn´t take more than that for you to launch yourself at him with a ferocity that took him by surprise. Your bodies gabbled to the ground, locked in a fierce embrace as you struggled for dominance. Yoru was definitely right. You couldn´t overpower him by sheer strength, but you were faster and more agile. He yelped in surprise, when you snaked around him, one Hand reaching into his raven locks, the other on his torso, to press him onto the solid ground. Victorious, you smirked down at him, his heated gaze meeting your own. “Come again, Mr. Samurai, you take em´ all?”
“Well, fuck you too.” his growl is low and bratty, coming through clenched teeth. You start to laugh, just then realizing the compromising position you were putting yourself into. Just as you want to bring some more distance between you, you feel two hands sneak around your hips, gluing you to the spot. “Hold on -…!” You try to squirm away, but stifle when you move against Yorus strong hands, a twitch emitting just right under your core.
You stare at him with open mouth, trying to decide if you should feel disgusted or aroused by this whole situation. As your gazes meet for a brief second, you can´t but notice a pink hue on his tan cheeks, before he looks awkwardly to the side. “That´s why I didn´t want you to move.”
“You got off, from me eying you up? You´re such a narco!” Only staring at him further, he suddenly snaps his head back clearly trying to ease the situation. “What? Don´t act like you didn´t eye fuck me the second you saw me.”
This time Yoru kept up with your gaze, his hands retreating all of a sudden, ready to shove you off his lap any second. “Act on it or get the fuck off me, バカヤロー (Idiot). There´s nothing more that I hate than indecisiveness.”
It didn´t take more for him to say, than for you to crush your lips onto his. His cocky behavior had been ticking you off for some time now, but the fact that he was cursing you for a third time in his mother tongue, was the final straw it took for you to snap and teach this brat a lesson or two. The hand on his chest quickly moved towards his hips, locking him further in place to press your clothed cores on each other.
A groan escaped Yorus throat, followed by a curse in his mother tongue. You didn´t waste any more time, to collide your lips with each other, all the buildup tension releasing at once. The battle of dominance was quickly sorted out by the forceful way your tongue found it´s way into his mouth and Yoru surprisingly complying with much vigor. You couldn´t help but notice the way his member twitched in excitement under you, as he was clearly enjoying the situation as it was.
Cute.
“Must say, didn´t think a narco guy like you, would be so submissive.”
“うるっせ! (Shut up). I ain´t doing that every day you know.” Yoru grumbled to you, clearly embarrassed by his own enjoyment of the whole situation. You give him a taunting look. “What? Selling yourself out like a cheap whore? Didn´t have that impression, with how eager you were just now.” you chuckle, before pressing your lips back on his, not missing the way he bucks his hips against you for some much-needed friction on his lower half, his hands clamming around your ass.
Not leaving the grip from his raven hair, you broke the kiss off for some air, yanking his head only a bit from the ground before, locking gazes with him once more. Gently you nudged your thumb over his cheek dusting a bit of dust from it before opening your mouth. “You wanna act like a slut? Fine, I´m gonna treat you like one. Open wide.”
You were amazed how quickly he followed your command, no single trace of the cocky behavior he showed you mere minutes ago. Presenting you his pearly white teeth, you didn´t waste a second to spit into his mouth, giving his cheek a careful yet determined slap as a follow up. “Swallow.” You hum appreciatively, as he follows, taking in Yorus handsome face for a brief second. His cheeks are heavily dusted by a pink hue, a bit of saliva from your make out session still on his chin. “Such a mess.” You´re quick to wipe it a way, yelping in surprise, when the mans tongue slides out of his mouth, wrapping greedily around your thumb. A smirk spreads over your lips, as you are quick to retreat the finger, instead presenting him it anew with your additional index finger, offering a simple command to the young agent.
 “Suck.”
For a brief second, Yoru stares at you, then a smirk spreads over his lips as well, as he wraps his lips around them, taking them deep into his mouth not once breaking eye contact with you. You startle, a bit over sensitized by the sensation and warmth that suddenly surrounds your digits. The way he looks up to you, fully enjoying being in your submission and presenting himself to you, all the while his tongue greedily wraps and sucks around your fingers, sends shivers down your spine. It doesn´t take long for a well to known warmth spreading in your inner most core, sending butterflies all around.  
All the while, you move your free hand down to the prominent tent in his trousers, kneading him through the elastic black fabric of his jeans. A low moan resounds in the man’s throat, the vibration going straight from your fingers to your core, a small gasp leaving your swollen lips. “Fuck you´re hard.” With a plop the raven-haired man releases your fingers, a way to sexy smile on his lips. “Not my fault, doll. Seems you´re enjoying yourself as well. Bet your drenched.” He licks over his lips, leaning a bit forward to catch you in another heated kiss.
With skilled fingers you open the zipper of Yorus Jeans, freeing him out of his tight confinement. He gasps into the kiss, due to the much-needed release that comes with his cock springing free. Your hand glides over the small dark happy trail on his trained abdomen. A bit of precum already oozes out of his pink mushroom head, twitching as you wrap your fingers around it to give him a few experimental pumps. “Damn, I didn´t think you´d be that thick.”
“What, because I´m Japanese?” he retorts aggravated, fingers digging into the subtle flesh of your thighs. You roll your eyes “No moron, because men with big egos suck ass.” You earn yourself a hiss from Yoru as your other hand cups his balls, giving them a light squeeze. Spurred on from his cussing, you press your right knee more between his legs.
He squirms under your touch, an eager look in his eyes, as he impatiently tugs at the hem of your pants. You growl against his skin, moving your hands from his balls to his muscular upper thigh to give him a reprimanding squeeze.
“Don´t forget who´s in charge. Now, be a good boy and hold still.” His dark eyes flicker to you, a bit sceptic of what to expect. “Trust me.” You roll your eyes. Slowly, you snake your pants down your legs, quickly aligning his cock with your drenched core, sliding slowly down on it. He gasps from the sudden contact of your naked cores, your plush walls hugging him snug, sucking him deeper into you. It´s only seconds later, that one hands cup around one of his hip bones, the other slowly wrapping around his throat, giving it an affirmative squeeze.
The cocky man, gasps at your advance, palms digging into the ground under him. “Does that feel good? You want more?” you mumble, only stopping briefly from moving up and down on him to make sure his reaction wasn´t truly of any discomfort. For a brief second, no words left the young Japanese. Then, swift as the icy cold wind was blowing outside the Facility, he issues a quiet yet determined “Go on.”
You grin at his last word, pressing your hand closer around his air pipe. “Could´ve said that sooner!” you croon, all the while gently massaging his hip. The athletic man gulps, his Adams apple bopping, as you play with his breath. You grin as a much higher moan leaves Yoru, as you slam your hips down on him. It was only a matter of minutes with having the man at your full mercy, and him clearly enjoying the whole ordeal, for you to usher an “I´m close.”
“And what do we say, when we want to cum?” you cooed, nuzzling your face into the nape of his neck. Your Cheshire grin only spread further when Yoru nearly whined.
“Please”.
“Of course. Everything for a good boy.”
That was the final straw for him.
With a cry, the young agent came, thick oozes of cum shooting out of his cockhead into your walls. You were quick to follow, the sudden warm sensations making you squirm in pleasure. Trying to catch your breath, you slowly retreated from Yoru, pulling your trousers back over your hips. As you looked back to him, you couldn´t help but be a bit proud about yourself. The man was an absolute mess, hair disheveled, saliva on his cheeks and a heavy blush covering his face. You decided to not tease him to much about it.
“That was fun.” 
He remained silent for a moment, buttoning his trousers up, before replying. “You´re a madman.”
“If that's your´re way of complimenting, then I take that with great honor.” you chuckle, dusting your hands of each other, before grabbing the mask and gun from the ground. He´s quick to perch up, but relaxes when you throw both towards him. “Happy you enjoyed it. I´m off then”
You wink at him, before he catches it with much bravo, his plump lips turning to a displeased frown. “Fine by me, but Kingdom will be after you as much as me when they hear about the mask disappearing.”
“Don´t worry your pretty little head about that. I can give you a bit of a head start. The rest I´ll handle myself. It´s not my first job I fucked up.” you shrug your shoulders, slowly walking up to your own gun and settling it back on your shoulder. Just as you want to turn around for a final time to say goodbye, you suddenly feel a strong hand grab your waist. “What the-?!”
As you turn around, you face Yoru, the rifter clearly having teleported himself into your proximity. “We´re escaping together.” as he spoke, he put the blue demon mask on his face, his eyes suddenly emitting glowing blue flames. You shrieked back, nearly hitting your back on a close by storage box, but the young man is quick to follow, pressing you back to his chest. As he opens his mouth to speak again, another pair of blue flames emit from the mask, dangerously close to lick some of your hair. “They´ll kill you. It would be a disgrace to my ancestors, if I simply leave you be.” he says, his voice urgent, shortly pausing before adding flirtatious, “Also, I´m not finished with you.”
You snicker at his answer, a defeated sigh leaving your lungs. “Well, same goes for me, so I guess you´re right.”
Only mere seconds later, the ground beneath you shakes, tears of reality appearing just right before your nose as bright blue flames envelop you both. You feel disoriented, a bit nauseous, and last of all exited as you realize that the young rifter had opened a portal with his bare hands. ​
“Ready?” he looks down at you cockily, his eyebrows raised. You're quick to reply, a smirk on your lips. “Count me in.”
And with that you lept into the portal.
“Alright. Cutting through!” 
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If you’re not too busy- would it be cool if I requested how the Val agents (Sova, Chamber, Cypher, Phoenix, Breach, and Harbor if you write for him- and anyone else you wanna add) reacting to the reader giving them the silent treatment!
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Silence!
(Chamber, Yoru, Phoenix, Cypher, Breach, Harbor)
CW : GN!Reader, tiny cut (Yoru), drinking (Breach)
A/N : I’m blind and also haven’t been to bed so I didn’t even notice that you asked for Sova too.. I’m so sorry 😭
Chamber :
He’s going to pretend not to notice for a while. You want to play? Let's play.
“What is the benefit of ignoring me, my love? You are just making us both suffer”
He will buy you your favorite foods/something you’ve mentioned to “get in good graces”. He tries his best..
The tension in the air only elevated as you turned in your seat. It was late at night and you were working to repair some gear that broke in the field. Your boyfriend, Chamber, just happened to be working on his guns as well. You had started a little challenge to see how he would react to silent treatment after he ignored you one night. He was more resilient than he seemed, going a full day of basking in the awkward silence. The clicking of metal was the only sound breaking the void of nothingness.
“Y/N, if you are going to continue doing this I think I will lose my mind. I simply don’t know what to do anymore. Why do you insist on making both of us suffer?” Chamber’s voice cracked as his breath tickled your neck. You jumped at the sudden intrusion, tingles going down your flesh. When did he get this close? He was right.. this was getting to be too much.
“You’re right. Maybe I wanted to see you suffer a bit though.” You smirked as you turned to the man, finger tracing his soft skin. His chestnut hues widened at the sound of your voice, leaning into your warm touch.
“Your voice is music to my ears, mon amour.”
Yoru :
He’ll get moody. He probably won’t talk to you!
“Are you done being childish? Good. I hope you learned your lesson.”
If he notices you’re just teasing him.. he will have revenge.
Nothing bad, just him teasing you in front of the other agents or giving you a taste of your own medicine.
What had started as a little game to push Yoru’s buttons turned into much more. The subtle touches and the angered silence added a dark atmosphere to each day. His snide coughs and taps of his feet put you on edge. You knew that you would end up cracking before the man got out of his stubborn views.
Your fingers knocked against his comb, the metal cutting open your thumb. You hissed at the pain, bringing the cut up to your lips.
“Why are you trying to mess with my knife? Are you okay? Done being childish?” Yoru yanked your hand, eyes softening at the sight of you hurt. You relaxed at his touch, glad to have your snarky boyfriend back.
“Yeah.. I love you.”
“Whatever.. Love you too.”
Phoenix :
He will BEG for attention.
“Darling.. What did I do wrong?! Cmon.. Just tell me already!”
He’s so annoyed.. He leans in for a kiss and you move out of the way. He tries to talk to you and you pretend not to hear him. The audacity!
You’ll end up having to listen to him because he’s the type that will make you feel guilty.. he’s a sweetheart.
Phoenix had not shut up the whole ride back from the mission. You could only roll your eyes as you shuffled into your shared room, ignoring his words.
“Babe.. Are you even listening?” Phoenix’s voice raised an octave, watching as you climbed into bed. Your fingers reached for the bedside light, turning it off. Not even a second later, your personal heater hopped into bed behind you. His arms encompassed your form making it hard to get away.
“I don’t appreciate you ignoring me all day. I’m letting you know now that you aren’t moving from this bed till I get attention.. You hear that?” You could practically hear his smirk. You snorted at the remark and hummed.
“Yeah yeah, whatever dork. Go to bed.”
Cypher :
He will think it’s funny for a bit. You think this is a silly game? He does too.
The awkward glances and silence shared between you two is just a ticking bomb. One of you is seeing who will crack first. (Spoiler, it’s you.)
Cypher can be silent for days on end. He can keep busy with work or just sit and stay in his head..
“My my, look who actually has a voice! I thought you had lost it.”
When you had thought of ignoring Cypher it seemed funny. Well, that was days ago and it was no longer that humorous anymore.. He had noticed your little ‘challenge’ and joined, turning the whole thing into a battle. You wracked your brain with any kind of way to get him to crack first - to no avail. You sighed, hand brushing against your face in disappointment. You turned to the side to peer at your boyfriend. The blanket covered his legs, his nimble fingers typing away at his computer. You were desperate for his attention at this point, not caring much about winning.
A small noise came out of your throat causing his fingers to stop.
“Cypher..” You groaned and the man’s mouth widened in a grin.
“Oh dear, look who is crawling back.. Come here then, little bug.”
Breach :
He will roll his eyes at the antics for the first five minutes.. then he’s done.
“Okay babe.. Funny joke. It’s time to talk back now.”
He can and will be the loudest person ever/push all of your buttons. That only annoys you more and he quickly notices.
He ends up apologizing for whatever he did, begging you to be back to normal. You could imagine the sigh of relief when you laugh and say you were trying to get on his nerves.
“Don’t EVER do that again.. I thought I was going crazy.”
Breach and you were sat at the kitchen counter drinking with some of the other agents. He had already been on his fourth beer and spewing nonsense into your ear. You learned to ignore him as he got like this. He didn’t notice most of the time anyways.
“I told him that I could practically break anything.. Babe, hello? Are you even listening to me?” Breach’s voice continued to drone on as you tuned out. You were only brought back to the real world as he shook you.
“I may be drunk but it’s not that funny to ignore me. You sure you’re okay?” His eyebrow raised and you smiled.
“Yeah, sorry! Just out of it. Let's get you to bed.”
“Good idea, sweet thing.”
Harbor :
He’s reasonable and notices your silence! He backs off and gives you a day to yourself. After all, everyone needs time for themselves.
He checks in and sets food down for you when he sees you. He’s more just worried for your health.
You’ll have to tell him it’s a joke because he mostly just dotes on you and gives you worried glances.
“I thought you were having a really tough time! Don’t do that again, honey.”
You were curious as to how your boyfriend would respond to you being silent but that had more turned into guilt. He had given you space, understanding the need to be alone. Your heart melted when you woke up to water and some snacks and even when he came in to give you a kiss.
Making your way to the training room, you opened the doors. You snuck up behind the man, arms wrapping around his torso in a sneak-hug. Harbor grunted, surprised by the sudden intrusion.
“You are feeling better!” He smiled, eyes gleaming as he stared down.
“You’re too sweet for your own good. I just wanted to see how you’d react to the silent treatment. I’m sorry.” Your eyes softened. He only laughed, hand patting your head.
“Good. I’m glad nothing is seriously wrong, little wave.”
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chou-de-chambers · 2 years
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Change of Heart
Content rating: Explicit (NSFW) Tags: Yoru x Reader, Yoru x You, fem!reader, reader is a Valorant agent, ex-lovers, slight angst, alcohol consumption, mention of smoking, smut with feelings, unprotected sex (consensual), happy ending, no beta we die like cinematic Cypher Next entry for Kinktober 2022! This one is a gift for my friend slash Valorant duo (best duelist in APAC for me btw) who simps for hair-down Yoru ♡ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!
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Colorful lights seeped through the thin gaps of the cabinet's door, painting beams on both you and Yoru's tense bodies. It was already late at night; everyone in the party was tipsy from drinking beer (outside of Brimstone's knowledge) and celebrating Phoenix's birthday. Lofi beats hummed through the speakers of the basement garage, enough to set the ambience without bothering the older agents upstairs from their slumber or whatever work they were still busy with. Everyone felt brave enough to dare each other to a game of Seven Minutes in Heaven, its players decided through a round of Spin the Bottle. However, you knew yours was rigged, judging from the subtle puff of air you had observed from Jett's fingers as the bottle pointed over Yoru then you.
As much as you loved your best friend, you couldn't help but feel betrayed by how she intentionally partnered you with your ex out of all the people in the room. Jett knew you were trying your best to move on from your recent breakup, your constant worrying and Yoru's stubborn behavior not blending well, yet she still challenged your will by subjecting your bodies this close to each other. You sighed out of nervousness as you and Yoru waited for any signs of life outside, like they're intentionally giving you more than seven minutes of torture inside the dingy garage cabinet. Not like any of them knew history between the two of you- only Neon and Jett had knowledge about your secret of having dated the riftwalker.
There wasn't enough room for personal space. Your hands were pressed onto Yoru's chest, clad in a black leather jacket, its decorative spikes digging into your palms. His hands were pinned on your sides, enclosing you in him. You could feel the heat from both your breaths gathering, causing both of you to sweat profusely. Yoru gulped as your hands slightly moved, him getting threatened by the idea of you noticing his heartbeat pacing.
"Sorry," you whispered, "I just wish we had more room."
"Yeah," Yoru mumbled back, wanting to scratch the back of his neck.
"What's taking them so long, though?"
He shrugged his shoulders, "No idea."
Then silence. Your head remained shifted away as you tried to pick up any activity outside. But in truth, you're just trying to avoid meeting Yoru's gaze. You could feel how his eyes were glued onto you ever since you entered the room. In Yoru's defense, he was longing to take another chance on you. Longing for you. He knew it was his fault your relationship ended, what with him constantly putting you on the edge for every dumb thing he did and refusing to introduce you to his vulnerability. He didn't even want to come to this party until Phoenix begged, just to avoid bumping into you. To avoid the guilt from hurting you. To avoid the pitting hole from not having you.
His efforts to catch your attention though were easy to tell, starting from the way he dressed tonight. Yoru donned your favorite apparel for him, the leather jacket he used to wrap around you during evening bike rides. His hair was even fluffed down, knowing full well that you preferred him that way compared to his usual spiky hairdo. He even wore the necklace with the little hamster pendant you crafted in clay for him. Everything about the way he presented himself tonight screamed for you.
"Uh," Yoru cleared his throat in an attempt to fill the void, "You look cute."
Well that's awkward. "Um. Thanks," you muttered as you eyed the graphic crop top and dark denim shorts you're wearing. You changed the topic though, "I swear they're just messing with us at this point. I'm coming out-"
"Don't," Yoru huffed as he pushed his body even closer to you, "Stay here. With me."
You gulped as his face inched closer until your foreheads were touching. Your fists balled in an attempt to force him away, but he remained as sturdy as a tree. The only thing you managed to do was turn your head to the side, avoiding the possibility of your lips meeting each other. You knew it was bound to happen, Yoru appearing to be more confident given the compromised situation. You didn't sign up for this shit, regret flooding your thoughts from attending this stupid party. How is this gonna help you in any way? You swore Jett was out of her mind. And you made sure she'll pay for this.
You toughened up, your face still away from his, "I don't see the point in staying here with you any longer."
"You hate me that much?" he snickered, playing the role of a tough guy.
"I guess you could say that."
"Give me another chance."
Your eyes narrowed, now crossing with his, "What are you talking about?"
"You know damn well what I mean."
"Ugh," you groaned in spite, "Your audacity, I swear. You haven't even apologized yet."
Your tone and volume amped higher, high enough for anyone outside to hear. Yoru didn't mean to start a fight from how he had trouble expressing himself. So he followed your advice, "I'm sorry, then."
"See?" you rolled your eyes in disbelief, completely dodging his attempt, "Like always. You had to wait for me to say it before you mean it."
"I'm shitty with social cues," he muttered with a crack in his voice, "You knew I had always been by myself until you came. You were my first."
"Doesn't excuse you from not listening."
"Please just-"
"Enough, Ryo," you answered firmly, the mention of his actual name hinting you're upset, "You're not helping me."
"Sorry." Yoru's sight fled down in shame. He took a few seconds to arrange his thoughts, giving you a moment for yourself, before pouring his feelings out, "But I'm serious: I really want to try again." His right hand fled to hold yours, squeezing it to where the beating of his heart was. Your ears perked from the emphasis in his tone. The riftwalker's voice was soft and enticing, "Just tell me what to do. I'll make it up to you."
Another cricket of silence. This time though, both of you were staring at each other, Yoru taking in this precious moment of being alone with you while you weighed how sincere he sounded. Before you had the chance to respond, the cabinet door swung open, putting you into flight mode and abruptly taking your hands off of him. Yoru did the same. Everyone cheered and teased from how both your faces were as red as a tomato, most of the girls giggling, including Jett who plastered a smirk while eyeing you. Engulfed by embarassment, you shot your best friend an irritated look and walked away.
"Ooh," everyone reacted, pressuring the left alone Yoru as he stepped out of the cabinet. Phoenix nudged him, wrapping an arm around his shoulder, the smell of liquor radiating from his slurry speech, "So how'd it go, fam?"
"Screw you to shards, idiot," Yoru spat back, sinking on the couch as he reached for his bottle and swiftly downed what's left of his beer.
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Yoru's heel dug onto the spent cigarette butt, distinguishing its flame. He took a few seconds to stare into the starry night sky before coming back inside, hands inside the pockets of his jacket. He knew how much you liked the stars, so he often snuck you out of HQ to a special spot beyond the city with his motorcycle. The way your eyes glimmered were brighter than the twinkling of the stars. He couldn't get the grin out of his face from how your fingers pointed to the sky, pretending to touch each speck. And most of all, your wholehearted laughter that echoed throughout the woods. He tried. Maybe he's just not cut out for you. Maybe he's that unbearable to handle. Like a teenage son, he remembered you call him before you told him it's over. A disappointed sigh escaped his lips as he reminisced the little time he spent with you earlier. Defeated, his foot kicked the dust off the concrete floor.
To his surprise though, he found you outside his apartment door, wearing nothing but his oversized shirt you forgot to return. Your arms were hugging yourself, face flushed as you averted your gaze away from him. For a moment, he froze, itching to rub his eyes just to check if he was already wasted somewhere in HQ and dreaming, but the rapid beating of his heart confirmed that this right here is reality. Without warning, you were dragged inside his room as his lips crashed yours, your body pinned onto the other side of his locked door. His hands were quick to grab onto your ass, sliding down to your thighs, lifting you up so he could walk both of you to his dim bedroom. Yoru didn't stop wallowing in the passion of your kissing as he tossed both of you on the matress, sheets rustling from your hands hungrily exploring each other. Your tongues danced, tasting the same beer both of you had from earlier's party. Yoru was the first to pull away, peering over the silhouette the moonlight could draw from your pretty face.
"Are you drunk?"
You shook your head to deny it, your hands pulling his face onto yours. He gently brushed them off, "I still need an answer, you know."
You were too shy to admit it- even to yourself- that you still like him. That you still looked out for him despite promising yourself not to. You weren't drunk, but the beer somehow helped you become more honest with yourself. All you did was stare at his lips with your lidded eyes. He noticed, giving you a soft peck to satisfy your need, asking again, "Is this you giving me a second chance?"
You nodded. He gently smiled, something he rarely did, "Kawaii sugiru," and kissed you fiercely this time. This turn of events made it seem like a miracle. Yoru thought about finally thanking the gods for this. No questions asked; he'd grab this opportunity freely handed to him.
His lips remained on yours as he shook his jacket off of him, throwing it on the edge of his bed. You could feel his rough hands sliding up your body, his wrists lifting up your shirt to your chest, revealing your waist down. You bit your lip from how he grinded his bulge onto you, the friction from his denim pants rubbing between your legs. He whispered onto your ear, "Stop pretending like it's our first time doing this. You know you can let it out. Our rooms are soundproof, baka, " then his lips traced down the area underneath your jaw, one of your most sensitive spots, rewarding him with moans from you. His grinding onto your core sharpened, driving you crazier than you already are.
"Oh, Ryo-" you breathed out, gripping onto the back of his shirt.
"Fuck," he groaned through the curve of your neck before kneeling up. His beady eyes admired the tangled mess you became, his hands doing quick work on taking off his clothes. Yoru let out an exhale from the way your hands traced each one of his scars that adorned his torso- scars he earned from Shibuya gang fights in the past and some that developed from his riftwalking. He noticed the worry on your face once again, an expression he wouldn't want to gain at this kind of occasion, and attempted to distract you by pulling down your panties. He cursed in Japanese, thrilled from the sight of your wet sex and the image of his hard cock diving into it.
"And here I thought you weren't happy to see me," he smugly commented as the tips of his fingers grazed onto your wet folds.
You covered your face in embarassment with his pillow as you whined, "Ryo, stop..."
He chuckled, obviously winning from how you fed his ego with your reaction. The pillow on your face got quickly discarded and thrown on the floor. His other hand grasped your chin, averting your face towards his conquering figure and gifting you with a passionate kiss again. He loves the feeling of your soft lips on his. It's one thing he missed the most from you. You felt a calloused finger enter your craving hole, making you beg for a pause to moan. Yoru denied your plea by shoving his tongue into your open mouth and adding another finger pumping inside you. You whimpered from each thrust he did, your walls getting more slippery. Release felt so close. "Ryo, I'm close-"
Then Yoru pulled out, momentarily licking the sweetness of your juices on his fingers, then lifted you onto his lap. He smirked from seeing your brows knit together.
"You're cruel," you pouted as you squeezed on his bare shoulders. His hand held onto yours, guiding it towards his erection. Your fingertip caressed its head, feeling the warmth of his precum, drawing out a lustful gasp from him. Yoru's wish was clear and you complied by wrapping your hand around his thick shaft, stroking it up and down. He pulled you in for a hot kiss as you gradually paced your hand's movement. The low groans that vibrated from his throat were satisfying for you to hear, like he's under your mercy. This was enough to make it even.
When his lips parted from yours, his hands held your cheeks, and the tender look from his eyes relayed a familiar message: Yoru was begging you to go down on him. You kissed the corner of his mouth before descending onto his twitching cock, peppering it with kisses before flicking your tongue over the wetness of its head like a treat. He hissed at the pleasure, his hand gripping onto your loose locks. Slowly, you took his entirety in your mouth until its tip reached the back of your throat. You felt his hold on your hair tighten, urging you to move. You did so by bobbing your head up and down until it was Yoru controlling you. Your tongue ran underneath his shaft with every movement of your head, leaving him euphoric to the point that his hips began rocking. Yoru's head snapped back from the overwhelming bliss as he cried curses in his native language, and the sight of him all sweaty and lewd like this motivated you to pleasure him even more. He'd often act tough outside, but you've always wished that he'd share his weaknesseses to you.
You felt your hair being pulled. You willingly obliged, releasing his cock from your mouth then gently pushing him to lay down on the bed. You knew Yoru loves it when you're on top, so you straddled his hips and slowly sank onto his girth, eyes focused on his. Both of you missed this feeling of being connected to each other as you moaned in unison. His hands met yours, fingers intertwined before pulling you closer to him. While you were still relishing on the feeling of him inside you, he whispered in a husky voice, "Go on, move. Show me you deserve to feel good."
His sudden retrieval of power from you turned you on, coaxing you to rock your hips, eliciting deep grunts from him. Yoru's hands fled to your hips, sliding down to your ass, squeezing it as you lowered yourself again on him. His eyes lingered on yours, his senses swallowing every bit of you- from your beautiful body to your melodious moans and fragrant scent of sex that blessed his territory with your presence once again. Everything was at its place. You were with him, and he's glad that he was right where he belonged: by your side. Yoru did his best to intensify your pleasure by fondling your breast with one hand and thumbing your clit with his other hand. You swore your mind was going blank from the way his hands occupied you, especially with him rubbing your core. It kind of made your movement sloppy. A deep chuckle escaped Yoru's lips as he adored your heated expression devoid of any thoughts except for your lovemaking. This urged him to seize your hips and move his instead. The yelp you let out was sultry, and it further motivated him to thrust harder.
Your back arched and your fingers clawed onto the bed sheet, "Ryo, please harder, I'm almost there."
"Me too," he mouthed breathlessly, his thrusts going faster and harder. His release was triggered by the way your walls clenched onto his dick, his warm cum pouring into you as you climaxed along with him. Yoru's hips continued thrusting onto yours, ensuring that every bit of his semen was inside you as a way of marking you as his. He sighed in relief as you pulled yourself away of him, a sight of his seed dripping from your swollen hole. You smiled at him before laying on his chest, his arms enclosing you into a loving embrace.
"So we're back together, yeah?"
You huffed in playful annoyance, "Of course, dummy."
"Just making sure," he said, brushing your hair then planting a kiss on your temples, " Suki desu."
"Love you too, Ryo."
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writer-freak · 2 months
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Birthday Celebration | Valo x Gn reader
Characters: Chamber, Gekko, Yoru and Sova
Warnings: fluff, celebrating reader's birthday, gender neutral reader, maybe ooc, haven't written for Valorant in a while, English isn't my first language
A/n: Guess whose birthday it is today (March 13th), still can't believe that another year is over. I wrote a few Birthday related things for different fandoms and I will post them over the next couple days. But we are starting with a few Valorant headcanons
Comments, likes and reblogs are always appreciated and really motivate me to write more <3
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Chamber
For your birthday, he would definitely consider your preferences.
If you're more introverted and prefer an intimate moment together, he would probably cook you an amazing, very fancy dinner with candles all around.
If you're more into socializing, he would likely prepare a small party with you and your close friends.
He will ensure that his schedule is cleared for you on your birthday and devote the entire day to making you feel special, ensuring you have his full attention.
He cherishes being able to spend your birthday together with you and would carefully pick out your gift.
It would probably be something more expensive that you had your eye on but never bought because you couldn't justify spending that kind of money.
He would like to make it perfect and ensure the gift is unique to you.
He would probably congratulate you first thing in the morning while serving you breakfast in bed and come to you with a bouquet of your favorite flowers.
Also, expect kisses throughout the day and generally a lot of affection.
He doesn't often have the entire day to spend with you, so he wants to fully exploit his this day.
Gekko
He would put a lot of thought and effort into planning your birthday party.
Before planning anything, he would subtly ask you about all your preferences to ensure your day is special and truly enjoyable.
He would probably throw a smaller party for you so you can spend quality time with the people most important to you.
Gekko would gift you something thoughtful and sentimental rather than extravagant.
Maybe he makes something himself and will also probably write you a handwritten letter expressing his feelings for you.
Or he would go in the direction of gifting you something that you both can enjoy together or that holds meaning for your relationship.
He would wake you up sweetly, probably with something from your favorite breakfast spot, and also a lot of cuddling.
In his birthday wishes, he would include his gratitude for having you in his life.
Gekko might also plan a surprise activity during the day that aligns with your hobbies or interests, adding just something extra 
Yoru
He would definitely throw you a big surprise party, aiming for a fun and memorable celebration.
Unlike Gekko, he probably wants to invite as many people as possible to fill your day with excitement and energy.
If you don't want a big party, he'll take you out for a cool outing.
Yoru would probably gift you something unexpected and unconventional, wanting to think out of the box for you.
Despite his playfulness, he would ensure you feel loved and appreciated on your day, giving more compliments than usual and showing a softer side when it really counts.
Sova
Sova is thoughtful when it comes to you, wanting your birthday to be meaningful and special.
Rather than an extravagant party, he would plan a more personal celebration, prioritizing spending time together and creating new memories.
He might also plan a surprise outing to a place you've always wanted to visit or organize a cozy picnic in a beautiful location
He would put a lot of thought into your present, aiming for something that reflects your interests, like a handmade item or a meaningful keepsake.
His birthday wishes would be heartfelt, expressing appreciation for you and the joy you bring into his life.
He might share personal moments you've spent together and express his gratitude.
He would make you feel loved and appreciated, showing kindness and affection throughout the day, not allowing you to lift a finger to show his love through his gestures.
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Guardian of the Protocol
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You took a moment to gather your thoughts… And mostly yourself.
You prepared a little speech in your head for Ryo to hear.
You didn’t know why though, you never prepared for conversations.
You just blurted out what you honestly thought.
You guessed that today was really going to be a weird day.
Exiting your room, you scanned the hallway, searching for Yoru.
Not seeing him, you figured he may be in his living space. 
You walked up to the entrance, and gently knocked on the door.
Suddenly getting cold feet, you turned around and started walking away as you heard the door unlock and open.
He called out your name, hesitantly.
As if he didn’t believe what he was seeing.
You stopped in your tracks, starting to fidget with your fingers, refusing to turn around to face him.
You didn’t hear his footsteps behind you, so you figured that he was still next to the doorframe.
The silence stretched out, and you had no idea what to say, the speech from earlier escaping from your memory.
You wanted to apologise, but you didn’t know for what.
You also felt the need to justify yourself, but you had little idea of what you did wrong in his eyes.
… Alright, you knew some part of the story.
But why did he react that angrily, especially after saying that, what happened the night before… Didn’t matter ?
Your fidgeting grew more insistent.
You sighed softly, about to resume walking away from the situation, but he called out to you again.
“Could you turn around ?” This was no demand, but a request.
Doing as told, you faced him, a few metres away from him.
Despite the distance, you could see clear as day how… Troubled and defeated he looked.
Like he gave up on something.
He opened and closed his mouth numerous times, and you waited patiently.
“I… You know what ? Nevermind,” He finally stated, frustrated.
He closed the door behind him, leaving you alone in the hallway.
You sighed, frustrated yourself.
At what, you didn’t know. 
But you hated what was happening between you and Ryo.
Your mind brought you back to what you talked about earlier with Chamber.
How you felt like… Maybe staying wasn’t the best choice.
What if your light came to extinguish itself ? What if you won’t be needed anymore, what will you do then ?
Where would you go ?
What if it turned out that you didn’t belong ?
In front of the entrance of your room, you didn’t even realise that you resumed walking.
Lynn and Fynch came into your vision, and you could feel the worry radiating in waves from your ghost. 
They called out your name.
“We’ve talked about this,” They continued. “Don’t let a slope define the decision that you made. You knew it was the best solution for you,” They confirmed, trying to convince you that this was the right choice.
Maybe it was.
But after all that happened… You were scared to lose someone dear to you.
You entered your room, and sat in the middle of it, just how you would if you were to meditate.
You just wanted to gather your thoughts, and reminisce about the lessons given by Ikora.
Some didn’t really apply to this situation specifically, but others stood out to you.
One especially, which was learning from someone you didn’t imagine you could learn from.
Unexpected lessons.
Another one was about balance between feelings, duty, and what you believed was right.
Everyone had their own balance, and you just had to figure out yours.
You thought you found the right amount of everything, when you first came here.
Keeping everyone at arm’s length.
When did you let people get closer ?
Now, your previous stability was in shambles, and you knew it was time for a change.
You just didn’t know what direction to take.
It was scary, to figure out this big step, this big behaviour change, alone.
Without any guidance.
You missed Ikora, the mentor that she was to you.
She’d probably have answers to your questions, or let you find your own solutions. 
You opened your eyes, taking a deep breath. 
You realised that you had no guidance anymore.
At least, not the one you were the most used to. 
It gave you a lot of anxiety, and you wondered if you were ready.
Regardless of it, you needed to take matters into your own hands.
Taking a deep breath, you went out of your room, still shaken up by the previous events.
Your eyes met with Sage’s, who was apparently looking for someone.
When her gaze locked onto yours, she immediately speed-walked in your direction.
Calling out your name, you saw her worried but stern expression when she got close enough.
“Can you go to my office for a minute ?” She asked, and even though you were surprised, you nodded.
Following her steps, you soon found yourself in her office for the first time.
You looked around you, but was quickly called out of your quiet observation when Ling called your name.
“We… Wanted to do an assessment for you, but after what happened, I don’t think there will be a need for it,” She stated, trying her best to make her gentle smile believable.
You didn’t like that statement.
“I’m going to put you on a mental health leave,” She continued, and when you were about to protest, she held one of her hands up, speaking before you got a chance to : “After what happened in the lobby, it is best that you take a break, to recover from whatever is troubling you.”
You were the one to break eye contact, looking at your feet. 
You just couldn’t bring yourself to meet her in the eyes.
“You are welcome to reach out to me if you need a therapy session. It sounds like it’s a lot to handle, and I’ll be happy to help,” She offered, her tone soft and understanding.
You were only able to nod idly, still hung up over the fact that you were forced to not participate in any missions until…
Until when ?
Your interrogation seemed to be clear enough in your expression, since Sage answered it : 
“You’ll be on leave until you’ve found yourself in an at least stable mental state, where you’ll be evaluated,” She announced, her smile turning genuine. “I’ll let Brimstone and Viper know by default, but is there anyone else that you want in the loop ?” She questioned, taking a few steps towards you.
You took a moment to think of your answer.
Did you want to speak to your friends about this, or was it best to let Ling do it ?
… Should you let your friends know ?
It wasn’t as if they could help you with your mental health – it didn’t concern most of them, after all – so what would be the point ?
And even for the one that it did concern…
You didn’t want his pity.
… You doubted you would get it, anyways.
You shook your head, not finding the words to explain how you felt.
“I trust that you’ll let them know yourself, then. Everyone needs a good support system,” She said, as if it would be easy for you. “If you don’t, I’m afraid I’ll be the bearer of those news to them,” She continued.
It wasn’t as if you had a choice, you realised bitterly.
You nodded nonetheless, which seemed to satisfy her. 
“If you don’t have any more questions, you’re free to go,” She announced, her grin still on her lips.
Nodding, you exited the office, and you realised just how much you needed to rest your mind.
So, you decided to head towards your room for another meditative session.
Not really paying attention to your environment, you bumped into someone.
Your head shot up to meet the eyes of the person, and you were taken aback to see Chamber’s.
He seemed as surprised as you were, but it quickly melted into a gentle smile and a curious glint.
“Ah, my guardian, I didn’t expect to see you here,” He started, his smirk still on his lips. “Dis, did you have the occasion to speak to Yoru yet ?” He questioned, studying your face.
You shook your head, sheepish.
“I tried, but it… Didn’t go as planned,” You explained, not really sure how to describe the events. 
Arching an eyebrow, Vincent was quick to ask : 
“Would you like me to say a word or two to him ?” 
Feeling your eyes widen as you frantically shook your head, you immediately refused : 
“No, by the Traveller, no. Thank you, but I can handle it,” You reassured, trying your best to have a convincing smile.
He didn’t seem utterly persuaded, but nodded nonetheless and didn’t push the matter, to your relief.
“Well then, let me know if you have any trouble, d’accord ?” Chamber smiled, and you could tell he cared a lot about you.
It made you realise that you still didn’t give him any answer to his confession.
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