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wandafiction · 3 months

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Morning Bliss - Just Us Chapter 15

Warnings: None

Word Count: 2189

Series List | Chapter 14 | Chapter 16

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I wake up to the sound of a phone alarm that definitely isn't mine, and a small groan from the beautiful woman who is laying on top of me, her head hiding in the crook of my neck. She rubs her head against my neck, letting out a small 'fuck sake' under her breath as she moves to rest on her elbows; and she leans over shutting the alarm off.

Her eyes move from her phone to me when she hears me let out a small yawn. A fond smile grows on her face as she looks down at me, her hair a tangled mess from last night's activities which ended up with us going from the couch to the bed and then to the shower.

"Good morning princess." I croak, my voice raspy from only just waking up. Wanda leans down pecking my lips a couple times, before leaving a peck on my nose and sitting up straight resting gently on my lap.

She pulls her hair to one side of her head, it flowing down one side of her face past her shoulders and flowing down to the middle of her chest. Her hands resting on her legs that are either side of my body.

"Good morning dorogoy." Her accent is thick and full as she speaks.

"Dorogoy, you said that yesterday. Is that what you've decided to call me? Sweetheart in Russian?" I shuffle slightly, Wanda moving up onto her knees so I can sit up and lean against the headboard. She shuffles back into my lap, sitting carefully on my legs.

"It is. I think it suits you very well...dorogoy." She husks out as she bites her lips.

"I got to say I like the way that sounds coming from you, especially with your raspy morning voice and accent." I stroke some hair out of her face, placing it behind her ear to keep it out of the way.

"Well then I'm not going to stop saying it." She leans so her mouth is next ear. "Dorogoy. Dorogoy. Dorogoy." She whispers it at first but croaks out ensuring I hear the rasp on the last one.

"Although I am enjoying this little interaction, do you not have work to get to? Was that not what the alarm was for?" She groans as she rests her chin on my shoulder.

"I do, but you're so comfortable and warm, I don't want to go now."

"Well even though I could stay like this all day, it's probably best you don't skive." Wanda wraps her arms around my neck pulling her body closer to mine, I shiver at the skin on skin contact as we are both still very naked from last night.

"When can I see you again?" She playfully nips at my ear before placing her cheek on my shoulder so she can see my face.

"I have my sister at the penthouse, so I will have to spend some time with her. I have work tomorrow but we can see each other for lunch or something, because tomorrow is going to be a long day and I won't get home from work till after midnight." I rub my hands up and down her back innocently, both of us just enjoying this moment.

"How about I bring lunch to your office when I'm on lunch which is around 1 and I get roughly an hour."

"Sounds like a lunch date to me, princess." Wanda climbs off of me, grabbing some clothes from her draws. "While you get ready, why don't I make us some breakfast?"

"Sounds lovely y/n. Can we have pancakes please?" Wanda turns to give me the biggest puppy eyes while batting her eyelashes.

"Of course we can princess. I will see you in the kitchen." I move off the bed, walking past her but not before leaving a small kiss on her right temple. Grabbing my clothes which, well her ex-husbands clothes, which are all on the floor quickly putting them on.

I hop down the hallway humming a random tune that I have stuck in my head as I make my way down the kitchen. Spinning around the corner into the main room happily in my own world. I search through Wanda's cupboards for the ingredients I need and a pan to use, luckily Wanda has a very organised kitchen and everything I need is together. I open up my phone playing my morning playlist, before getting lost in the world of music and morning cooking.

I got so lost I don't notice Wanda enter the room, not until she wraps her arms around my waist, her head resting between my shoulder blades as her hands creep under my shirt resting on my bare stomach. She lets out a small hum when I place one of my hands on hers intertwining our fingers as my other hand moves the pan so the pancake mix doesn't stick.

"It looks really good." I hear Wanda mumble against my back.

"I bet they taste good too. Do you want to add any fruit to them or chocolate chips?" I feel her move her head to come under my arm, that's not doing anything but holding her hand, so I lift it up and over her head, resting it on her shoulder.

She looks into the pan, watching my every move while I cook the pancakes. She releases me from her grip, heading over to the fridge to grab some blueberries, eating a couple as she makes her way back to me. Wanda stands to the side of me resting her back against the counter so she can see my face and I can see hers. She then grabs a single blueberry between her index finger and thumb holding it up to my mouth, so I open my mouth slightly as she playfully throws it onto my tongue. She does that a couple more times before grabbing the remainder, which is a small handful, and pours them into the pancake mix.

I give the mix and berries a quick stir before letting it settle into the pan so I can flip it in a few seconds. When I deem it cooked enough on one side I give Wanda a look that says 'watch this' as I take the pan of the heat slowly moving it forward and backwards to loosen the pancake. In one quick movement I flip the pancake high enough in the air so I can spin around and catch it without moving my arm downwards. I place the pan back on the heat, giving Wanda a small bow for my performance as she gives me a winning smile and a small round of applause.

"That is quite impressive. How long did it take you to learn that?"

"So, so long and so many ruined pancakes." I laugh as she wraps herself back around me but this time from the front, so I move back slightly so there is no chance of her burning herself on the hob.

"You've cooked me breakfast 2 times now. When can I cook for you?" She rests her chin on my sternum as she looks up at me.

"Well whenever you and I have time for you to cook. You can cook right? You're not going to poison me?" I joke as she lightly slaps my arm.

"Of course I can cook. I am a single mum of two growing teenage boys, who need proper meals...most of the time." She stands on her tiptoes giving me a small kiss on the underside of my jaw. "Anyway, my boys think my cooking is amazing."

"They are your boys, they have to say that."

"Excuse you. When you come around to eat my cooking and want seconds you won't be saying that!" She acts offended but I can see it's all in jest.

"Okay. Well we have our lunch date tomorrow, I am busy Wednesday night but not during the day. Same with Thursday and Friday but I am not working for the weekend." I give her the days I can work with to see if anything lines up.

"Well it looks like I am going to cook for you on Saturday, which is soooo far away but at least I can plan something that will blow your mind." I look down at her, Wanda's chin still resting on my chest, giving her a small smile and leaning down.

Our lips meeting in the middle, it's a slow kiss that we both enjoy as we both smile into it breaking apart. I look behind her to the pancake and decide it's ready, so take it off the heat and slide it from the pan onto the plate and gesture for Wanda to take it and eat while I make mine. Instead of going to sit down at the table she jumps up onto the side so she can watch me cook mine while she enjoys hers.

I take a banana from the fruit basket, peeling back the skin and cutting it into small slices ready to chuck into the pancake mix. I can feel Wanda's attention on me, her eyes following my every move- apart from when she looks down to take a bite of pancake- as I move around the kitchen like it's my own.

"I like this." Wanda states out of nowhere as I pour the now mixed contents from the jug into the already hot pan the mix sizzles as it heats up.

"You like what princess?" I don't take my eyes off the pan, afraid if I was to look in her eyes I wouldn't look away. I would end up burning my pancakes...burnt pancakes are not nice.

"The morning bliss." I let out a small 'oh'.

"So this is a blissful morning for you?"

"It is. I mean I feel very relaxed, I'm not stressed about anything and I have a very beautiful woman in my kitchen who can cook the most amazing pancakes. I mean these are amazing. What's your secret?" She covers her mouth as she talks, as she is still chewing on some pancake.

"Well I'm glad to be of assistance in creating the bliss for you. I mean why would I not cook for someone as beautiful as you." She taps her foot against my hip in protest.

"Hey, no using my own compliment against me. Now what's your secret?" She pokes her tongue out at me as I swat her foot with my free hand.

"My secret?" I raise my eyebrow playfully as I take a step back flipping the pancake the same way I did before as Wanda shakes her head at my antics. "Well my secret is for me to know and for you, well, it's for me to know." I hear Wanda scoff.

"I will get that secret out of you one day."

"Yeah one day, maybe never." I laugh as she scowls at me so I stick my tongue out at her which makes her stick hers out in return.

I take the pan of the heat, before making sure to turn the hob off and transfer my banana pancake onto my plate and take a seat on the opposite counter to Wanda so we can see each other. Wanda finishes off her pancake, gently sliding off the counter; making her way to the sink before dumping her plate into it. She makes her way over to me, slotting her body between my legs facing me and placing her arms either side of my legs to rest on the counter. I continue to eat away at my pancake as she quietly observes me, her eyes following the movement of the fork from the plate to my mouth and sometimes traveling to look at my eyes before back down to the fork.

"What are you staring at?" I turn her question on her, she smiles up at me and I already know the answer she has lined up before she says it.

"Not staring. I'm admiring." She opens her mouth slightly and it takes me a couple seconds to register what she wants. Once I know what she is after I take a bit of my pancake making sure there is some banana in the piece and gently place the fork into Wanda's mouth. She closes her mouth around the fork, humming against it as I slowly slide it out before stabbing s other bit of pancake and feeding myself.

"This is really good dorogoy. You should make pancakes more often." I place my now empty plate on the counter next to me, wrapping my arms around Wanda's neck as I bring her closer to me.

I lean down slightly resting my forehead against hers, her green eyes moving left to right as she looks at mine. I smile at her before pecking her nose.

"Maybe I will princess." I hear Wanda let out a content sigh before she pecks my lips a few times.

"Morning bliss." She whispers against my lips and I peck her lips one more time.

"Morning bliss."

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merpmonde · 15 days

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Schwarzwaldbahn Erlebnispfad

or the Black Forest Railway Adventure Trail!

The railway through Triberg climbs the hill opposite the waterfalls we covered yesterday, to get out of the Gutach valley and proceed to Villingen. But inclines are notoriously difficult for trains, as metal-on-metal contact yields little friction, so, like many other modes of transport, whether roads or even footpaths, the railway weaves its way up... but on a larger scale, as trains aren't as maneuverable!

The result is this loopy section between Hornberg and Sommerau, 11 km apart in a straight line, but the railway is 26 km long! It climbs 447 m at an average gradient of 1.7% (which, again, for a train, is hard work), and with over 30 tunnels to get through the irregular terrain. Today, an "Adventure Trail" complements the route opposite Triberg, providing hikers with amazing viewpoints and some chances to get close to the tracks.

Of course, this climb for hikers is far, far steeper! The route I took started with a strenuous 15% over 700 m. One would be very happy to find this bench after that climb - Liegewagen meaning "sleeper car"!

The trail has stations with information boards about various aspects of the railway, and, at the viewpoints, the timetable! Perhaps a bit of a downer is that there isn't a huge amount of traffic: just two DB Regio trains per hour (presumably the ones you came in on), one InterCity train at weekends, no high-speed ICEs, no freight. But the views more than make up for the low variety, and, at a decent pace, it is possible to be at a viewpoint for each passage and not miss one.

Most regional trains on this section of the Schwarzwaldbahn are push-pull sets with Dosto carriages - that's short for Doppelstockwagen, or double-deck. The end carriage seen above is a (deep breath)... DBpbzfa 766, each letter being short for some technical info allowing rail workers to know at a glance what they're dealing with: D is for double-deck, B second-class seating, p has air conditioned coach rooms (as opposed to compartments), b has wheelchair accessibility, z has a centralised electrical installation, f has a driving cab, and finally a means that the driver can operate the doors alone. 766 is the series number. These Dosto sets are usually driven by Baureihe 146 locomotives.

All in all, the Erlebnispfad can take up most of an afternoon (I completed the circuit in around 3 hours), it was a very satisfying walk and experience to be able to make the most of each vantage point. There are some other attractions along the route that I haven't mentioned - probably a short post tomorrow. For people who like hiking and trains, this trail at Triberg is worth doing!

#Germany #Black Forest #Deutschland #Schwarzwald #Triberg #DB #DB Regio #Schwarzwaldbahn #Erlebnispfad #2024-04

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nice-bright-colors · 2 years

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Brain Dump 11.11.22

I forgot today was a bank holiday, some maybe tomorrow or Monday an electronic deposit may occur

If not, it will be a month since I’ve gotten paid, and outstanding invoices will be in the five figures

My sister called my wife yesterday, she’s filling out medical paperwork with my Dad

Turns out he is giving her medical power of authority, I’m second, my wife third

Note that my BIL, who also lives with him is not involved

My BIL has his own health issues, heart condition, untreated diabetes for at least 15 years, leg wounds - he’s basically checked out…but can still go to the casino and play poker for 36 hours straight

My sister is prepared for her husband to die, and not her father

It looks like our father will be starting dialysis on his kidneys soon, he may not be a candidate for at home dialysis

He has also refused to be put on a donor list, because he doesn’t want to ask either of his children for a kidney transplant

My sister is in her early 50’s, our mother, and our maternal grandmother both died in their early 60’s

So if you play the odds she has about 10 years, also she has a poor diet, overweight, work-a-holic…hmm runs in the family…no stress reliever

At least she’s never showed any signs of carrying the alcoholic gene

It dawned on me today that I could be the only person left in my immediate family before I turn 60, most likely parent less before age 55

It also dawned on me today that I really need to up my at home yoga routine, because I’m insanely stiff and inflexible

My brain only feels slightly less heavy since dumping this, I probably need to restart my at home meditation routine as well

Nice to know that my own family doesn’t call me about our own family business, but they call my wife

I really need to link my business and personal accounts so money transfer can happen effortlessly

I really wanted to get outside with my camera today, but right now it’s 21°F outside, so ummm nope

I’m about to engage and embark on a couple of projects that will be the largest things I’ve been involved with in my professional career

One will be about a $25M hotel renovation, the other will be a $175M (possibly more) brand new hotel tower…welcome to the Big Leagues

Not to mention the 5 or 6 smaller projects at or around $10M each that I’m also in control of

Sounds like I need to resurrect my plan to find a local professional therapist that deals with the high stress professions and burnout

If I could only find the time

Maybe I should just to back to bed, a vacation would be nice

Reminds me, I still need to update my expired passport

I also need to get new tires before winter really sets in

I’m just guessing that pretty soon my IPhone 11Pro Max is going to take a shit, and I’ll need a new phone

But hey, at least I’ve got travel pants and sport shirts

Did I mention that I’m starting to wear down the soles of my boots

At any given time, these are just a few of the things that are constantly running through my brain. Maybe Tumblr is my professional therapist? Maybe so are the bartenders, servers, and lounge employees I’m starting to befriend by name since I’ve seen them so much lately.

I can feel it kicking into gear, my life is about to get crazy stupid busy again.

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davidbrigstock · 2 years

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Nov 14

Day 42: Julian CA to Brawley CA

Miles today : 76 miles

Feet of Ascent today : 650

Total cross country miles : 2975

Total cross country feet of ascent : 80957

Last night’s rest was just what the Dr (dokta) ordered and I was glad I could actually move my legs when I woke up! We had breakfast at 7am at a cute cafe down the street, expecting that we would soon be well on our way despite the 39 degree temperature. Not so. We experienced a “wardrobe malfunction” that delayed us by an hour: the overnight hotel laundry service failed to materialize (no I’m not lazy; there were no machines for guests to use themselves which was very annoying) but they did it for free first thing in the morning and gave us a discount on the room which was nice of them. So we were finally on our way just after 9am - a late start for most cyclists but the day’s ride was not pegged as being particularly arduous so we were ok and it was a tad warmer to boot.

What goes up must go down and omg the downhill run out of Julian was truly unbelievable, with incredible winding roads, steep gradients, and awesome views. Since we had to descend more than 4000 ft, the vistas just kept coming, one bend after another. I thoroughly recommend this ride to anyone who has the grit to pedal up to Julian first.

As we descended, it became much warmer and the land leveled out so the pedaling started and the cold weather gear was shed in stages. Soon we were in desert - think sand, dune buggies, RV parks, and possibly even Walter White wanna be’s.

I knew in advance that there were very few stores (for drinks and snacks) for at least 50 miles across the desert and I’d done my homework so I confidently led Matt down a turn-off to THE store about 1/2 mile down the road . We arrived and … it was closed. Google’s fault, not mine as I’d checked the hours carefully. Problem - Matt was out of liquids and I was running low and there were no open stores for at least 30 miles ahead of us.

We wandered over to a seemingly deserted bar so I walked around the back and miraculously found the owner in the yard. He immediately befriended us, wanted to know how he could help, and guided us into the empty building where he invited us to restock our water bottles. He even had Gatorade ! Evidently this is a well known destination for miles around and I’m sure it’s a hive of activity at other times but at that precise time, he literally saved us from a crisis. Shad at the Iron Door Bar in Ocotillo Wells. Remember that. He may help you too one day. You’ll surely find him if you are dune buggying in the Ocotillo Wells State Vehicular Recreation Area.

Now rehydrated and nourished from the energy snacks that we always carry with us, it was a straight shot across the desert heading east and then turning to the south and soon passing by Salton Sea on our left (Read about it here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salton_Sea) Also by this time we were 200 feet below sea level - amazing to think we were at a lower elevation than we’d been at in San Diego just yesterday.

About 12 miles from the end of the ride, my front wheel hit a small rock which immediately caused the tube to burst but without damaging the wheel or tire. I’m a pro at dealing with flats (lol) and, conveniently, this happened on a bridge so the concrete walls made a convenient work station and lean-to for both bikes. We were back on the road in about 10 mins.

The area became very green and agricultural as we neared our destination of Brawley; it’s pretty amazing to think of the diversity of landscapes that we experienced today. We stopped at a Subway to get some food in us and then checked in at the Best Western, all in the fine “Crossroads tradition” that I became very much accustomed to earlier this year. Dinner was at Inferno’s, one of very few restaurants in Brawley but it was very good and helped us fuel up for tomorrows 80-mile ride to Blythe for which we will have headwinds in the 15+ mph range. Not too happy about that.

Todays Relive is a “good un” !!

https://www.relive.cc/view/vmqXB3Zx5oO

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lindsaywesker · 2 years

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Good morning! I hope you slept well and feel rested? Currently sitting at my desk, in my study, attired only in my blue towelling robe, enjoying my first cuppa of the day. Welcome to the weekend! Looking forward to turning my alarm off and sleeping until whenever!

Yesterday was just a blur! I didn’t stop moving and I didn’t stop talking! A very enjoyable and productive day, though! After two enlightening meetings during the day, I went to the Ostereo Networking Event at Tileyard Studios in the evening. I get the chance to catch up with old friends and I always hear some great new stories. I’m still digesting the story of Prince (and his driver) trying to run over Michael Jackson! Mutual respect? I don’t think so! I asked a music publisher what the best stream of revenue was for any one of his compositions. “Radio play!” he said, without even thinking. So many 15-24s not only don’t listen to the radio but they actually imagine that Spotify is promotion! (Yeah, right!) These young musicians not only have no idea about the art of radio promotion and the power of radio play but they don’t even know about performance royalties! I teach and I pray they’re absorbing the knowledge! That’s all I can do.

It’s always nice to get some good news; the icing on the cake! Very honoured that a radio station in Bristol called Ujima want ‘The A-Z Of Mi-Soul Music’. Really excited and really honoured. They just want me to send the recording in its entirety. They don’t even mind that it will be full of Mi-Soul jingles and shout-outs to the gorgeous Mi-Soul listeners, they just want the music, the knowledge and the history. If you want to know why I spend all those hours preparing my show, it’s for moments like this!

My other piece of really good news is that I’m on the line-up for Ibiza Soul Week 2023. I suspect the tickets for this will be done and dusted very quickly. What can I tell you? I am still reverberating! It was a spiritual experience. One for those that appreciate every genre of music. Yes, it really was that good!

When I get home this evening, The Trouble will have returned home from Jamaica, probably looking and sounding very drowsy. It’s unlikely she’ll be talking coherently, so I’ll hear all about her trip on Saturday afternoon. Hopefully, she will have brought me some Wray & Nephew? You know, the real stuff! None of that weak-ass stuff they sell here!

Straight after the show tomorrow, we’ll get in The Funk Mobile and try to get to Bournemouth as quickly as we can! Looking forward to the NSPCC Soul Night. Live music from Lukas Setto, a top line-up of DJs; great music and a good cause. Need I say more? I’ve booked us into a nice hotel, so we shall sleep well! I shall sleep very well! This week has been full-on physically and mentally! I’ve actually been using my brain; probably the least-used organ in most peoples’ bodies!

Have a fabulous and funky Friday! I love you all. You’re probably thinking, “You don’t even know me!” but, if people can hate for no reason, why can’t I love?

#mixcloud #mi soul #dj #music #lockdown #new blog #coronavirus #books #weekend #democracy #brexit #cronyism #election

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fated2loveu · 4 months

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Be Nosy

1: The last person you kissed screams they love you, you say…

I…. You love me?

I love you.

2: Did you get to sleep in today?

Yes~

3: You never know what you got until you lose it?

That tracks.

Is there an actual question here?

4: Do you have siblings?

Yes Daichi

Yes Kiyo and Nobu.

5: How many kids do you want?

I have all the children I could love. I don’t think I’ll have more unless the gods allow.

None yet!

6: Who was the last person you held hands with?

Myu

Emi

7: Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss?

Haha no

Nope

8: Do you think if you died, the last person you kissed would care?

It’s seems to be the only thing they care about…

Most definitely

9: Last person to talk on the phone?

Um…. Me?

Again I don’t think this is a question….

10: Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?

I’d hope not

11: When’s your birthday?

September 29th

October 3rd

12: Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?

I do, like it was yesterday

Intoxicating

13: What kind of phone do you have?

iPhone

iPhone!

14: Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?

Sweats

None?

15: Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago?

Most definitely

I don’t thinks so but I don’t feel I’ve changed all too much.

16: What were you doing at 4 am?

Sleeping

Um….working out~

17: Would you rather write a paper or give a speech?

Paper

Speech

18: Are you lying to yourself about something?

Everyday

19: Last night you felt…?

Alone

Invigorated

20: What’s something you cannot wait for?

Peace

Babies!

21: Ever told your parents you were going somewhere but when somewhere different?

No, never.

I didn’t know my parents but you need to learn how to ask actual questions….

22: How many hours of sleep did you get last night?

4…. I was a little restless

23: Are you a morning or night person?

Morning

Morning definitely

24: What did you get your last bruise from?

Walking into the table

……lips…..

25: Do you reply to all of your texts?

Yes

Not always

26: Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for. What do you do?

Answer it

Answer

27: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?

Yes~

28: Anyone you would like to get things straight with?

Yes……. Greatly

Nope I’m good

29: How many months until your birthday?

30: Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?

Banana

Hmm~

31: Did you like this past summer?

It was nice

Sure

32: What were you doing before you got on the computer?

Gardening

Painting

33: Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner. What do you do?

Nothing

Uh, be happy for them

34: What is the last thing you said out loud?

I love you guys

I love you

35: Your mood summed into one work?

Grilled Cheese

Work? You mean word…. Good my mood is good

36: Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey?

Nope

Just getting annoyed at your terrible “questions”

37: What are your initials?

38: Are you a happy person?

Not always

Yes!

39: Do you still talk to the person you liked 4 months ago?

Yes

40: Where do you want to live when your older?

By the sea

In the mountains

41: Have you had your birthday this year?

Bro find more questions you’ve asked about my birthday 3 times….. but no

42: What did you do yesterday?

Garden

Spoiled a girl

43: What will you be doing tomorrow?

Gardening

Not sure yet

44: How late did you stay up last night?

10?

45: Is there anyone you would do anything for?

My children and their father

My family

46: Is it hard to make you laugh?

Sometimes

47: Do you believe ex’s can be just friends?

Yes

Why couldn’t they?

48: Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again?

Rationally no…. But I could see it…

Well I don’t have an ex and I don’t plan to

49: How many people have you had feelings for in the year of 2012?

There may have been someone but I don’t remember

The fuck? That was over a decade ago. None

50: Do you wish your ex was dead?

Don’t have an ex

51: Have you ever dyed your hair?

Yes blonde

Oh yeah many colors~

52: Would ever take back someone that cheated?

Yes. After we’ve talked of course but not blindly.

I agree with Kiyo

53: Was New Year’s Even enjoyable?

It was good.

I don’t know, was it even?

54: Bet you’re missing someone right now?

Of course, always

Hmm no not really

55: How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?

They’re dead

No clue

56: Sleep on your back or stomach?

Both

Stomach mostly

57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be ?

Tropical island

Somewhere in the mountains

58: What would you change about your life right now?

My love life…

Nothing

59: Has anything upset you in the past week?

Of course it has

Nope

60: Are you on the phone?

Yes~

61: Today, would you rather go forward a week or back?

Back

62: Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car?

40,000

The cash

63: Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?

Yes

Not that I recall

64: Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?

Yes

65: Have you ever copied someone elses homework?

Oh yeah

66: Are you the type of person who liks to be out or at home?

Home

Out on the town!

67: Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up?

N-….. yes

68: Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone?

Yes

69: Could you use some sleep right now?

Yes

70: Are you going to have a baby by the time you’re 18?

I’m 40 and I have 5 kids already

I’m 30

71: Does it bother you when someone hides things from you?

Yes but I can understand why they would

Depends on their reasoning

72: What’s your favorite color?

Maroon

Purple

73: Have you ever slept in the same room with someone you liked?

Uh…. Yes

The fu k kind of questions is that? Of course!

74: Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand?

Yes

75: Do you get annoyed easily?

Oh yeah

76: If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?

Yes

Sure if they like

77: Do you have a person of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?

Yes

78: Does anyone call you babe?

Not anymore

Yes

79: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

None

One

80: What do you prefer, relationship or one night stand?

Currently nothing

Relationship

81: What color hoodie did you wear last?

Navy

Black

82: Is there someone who meant alot to you at one point, and isn’t around anymore?

Yes, but they are around

Nope I have my lover~

@kittencrewtkc

#Kiyo #Dai #that took an hour to complete….

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rileyandreagan-blog · 7 months

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10-15-23 1:22am

Yesterday we flew into SF for your uncle CJ & auntie Blossom. They're going to get married tomorrow and I'm one of your uncle's groomsmen. It was really hard for me to be as normal as possible. As you girls know, daddy has a pretty big family and everyone genuinely loves mommy so It's hard when I see everyone and they all ask me the same question, "Where's Whitney?!". I don't want anyone to think less of mommy because she's actually a good person and I don't want people to make me sadder than I already am, so I've just been telling them that she has school and she has to be there for her clinical hours. Plus, I don't want anyone to have to think about me and mommy when the whole reason we are here is for your auntie and uncle. I don't want to take anything away from their day. I constantly think about her. I can't seem to shake whats going on in my mind and I do my best to focus on what I have to do. I've been noticing a lot of things again and I can't help but get into my own head even though I know it's not good for me. I've been having silent anxiety attacks and depression episodes. I suffer in silence because I don't want anyone to have to worry about me. It's been a month and 3 days since we've been separated and I can't sleep anymore, I can't think straight anymore and i haven't been eating much lately. A lot of the family noticed and said i've been getting skinnier and its looks good on me but they don't know that it's the depression that has been making me skinny. I know it's not healthy but I don't know what to do, I just don't have an appetite. I miss mommy so much and I just want to hug her tight and tell her how much I love her and that my life isn't the same without her. This is probably the first time I've gone to a big family event or gathering and she's not by my side. It hurts. I'll continue to fight and be completely faithful even in this separation. Sometimes I hate that I love mommy so much because if I didn't, this would be a lot easier for me but I wouldn't trade it for anything. I love mommy and I will always love mommy. I will wait for forever if I have to. I wonder if she thinks of me. I wonder if she hurts like I do. I wonder if she cold ever love me again. My heart always wonders about these things. Until then, I'm surviving. I love you girls and I love mommy. pray for us as a family.

Love,

-Daddy

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bigearsbunbun · 9 months

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2nd day in 10th grade 08/30/23

I slept a little early than usual since I literally got 4 hours of sleep yesterday so I slept at 1AM....When I woke up I was still tired as hell since I accidentally forgot to turn off my 7:10AM alarm.....god worse mistake I ever made dude I was so tired and I tried to stay awake this time since I didnt want to be waken up by my 8AM alarm because I was just sick of hearing the alarm 2times so I immediately go on with my day starting with.........tiktok of course nothing surpising abt that...ALSO the new curtains that I tried on my windows literally made the room so much lighter since its white and it lets the light of the sun through the thin fabric...

Anyway at 11AM I started getting ready for school and ended up getting to school at 12:22PM like I was getting indecisive about what to wear and had to rush in and out of my room to get the accessories that I forgot to put onT.T...

when I got to the school it was PACKED sigh and when I got to our classroom it didnt start yet to I was relieved, to pass the time I read some one piece so I couldnt get bored waiting for the teacher:DD...

After like 15 mins the teacher finally arrived and started discussing about the policies of the school and the do's and don'ts..... literally had to sit and listen to that for 2 FHOURS my butt hurts from sitting broTT like pleaaaaaaase RELEASE ME..

when it was snack break I saw some of my friends outside waiting for us, we started to visit our other classmates but some of them were still in class and their teachers havent dismissed them for snack break yet...also I couldnt give eshy the snacks I bought yesterday as a pay back because she was still in class and I felt shy to go in so I just joined some of my friends walking around the building as we ate our snacks:DD

then snack break is over I sat on my seat......the teacher didnt really made us do that much and we already did all the stuff for today so we just had to wait for her to dismiss us....it was boring....like really boring....I ran out of chapters to read since I forgot to download more so I felt even more bored...so then I started sketching....there werent really any stuff in the classroom that was interesting it didnt really have that much stuff so I started sketching my bracelet and some characters online and that lasted for 10 minutes.....after a few more minutes for waiting they finally dismissed us....oh no I just realized tomorrow is our turn to clean the classroom....kinda lucky though since tomorrow I'll wear PE its so comfyyy..

When I got out of the classroom I saw my friend lets call her den!! I'm lucky to have her as a friend shes so sweet... we chatted as we wait for eshy to get dismissed from class so we were just downstairs....I showed my new sketches and she liked them!! I really want to improve more and Im proud to say that I have been sketching for a few days straight which is pretty rare for me so it feels nice to finally feel motivated about practicing my art skills:DD

when we were finally complete we chatted for a while with some other friends:DD one of them got voted as a president and won shes pretty smart and kind so I think she'd do great as a class president...but the bad part is.... the vice president is our creepy past classmate....he's literally the worst person on earth in my opinion... he literally touches people for no reason and its hella sexual too!>:[ ugh and also that guy cheats in quizzes....pretty happy that he's not my classmate this school year..

It was finally time to go home and we all parted way at the gate...I took a ride home because I couldnt really walk anymore since I picked the worst shoes to use today...it was my moms shoes and its smallT.T (I'm bigger than my mom)

Aaaand I got home:D my poor feetT.T I will never ever wear those shoes ever againD:...

I took this photo on the way home!! the sun was still up since it was 4:30PM I took a pic of some of these flowers:DD (eshy likes these flowers)

anyway thanks for reading this far!! have a great day byeeee!!(*/ω＼*)

#rambling #high school #journal

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diaryofmelissa · 11 months

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Entry # 21, 15 June ‘23, 3.22pm

Dear diary,

Yesterday was the happiest day of my life. Happier than my wedding day or the day I met Vicky. It was the happiest because for the first time ever I felt that I was actually being useful to someone. It made me so happy that I made mommy laugh on her birthday. I was worried about her for a few weeks, I could tell that she was not herself, so I put so much pressure on myself to make sure that she had a really good birthday, and I think she did. And it was literally the happiest I’ve ever felt. I felt proud to be her slave. I felt like I finally found my place in my life, a purpose and a reason to get up in the morning.

And I woke up today feeling shit. I mean really really awful. I’m in the sub drop so bad, I’ve never had it so bad. Obviously because I’ve never had such strong feelings for a Domme before, and I��ve never felt so fulfilled as I did yesterday. Not because it was about me or because I got off on it. It was because I felt that I made a difference to mommy’s life. A positive difference, even if it was for only a few hours. But anyway, this sub drop is killing me. I don’t know what to do with myself. I can’t cry anymore, I feel physically exhausted and emotionally drained. It’s like falling from the top of the tallest mountain to the deepest valley in 5 seconds. It’s such a painful, quick and defeats ring fall. It really scares me because I don’t know how to pick myself up. In the past my sub drops last a few minutes, maybe a couple of hours, but this one is different. I can’t face looking at my Snapchat or Twitter. It’s too painful. I just can’t do it. I know that the only way to get out of a sub drop is by talking, communicating my feelings. But I’m so scared to do it. I hate myself so much right now. I hate myself for letting mommy down after her birthday. I hate myself for being so weak and pathetic that I don’t have the courage to talk about it. I hate myself for being such an emotional and sensitive person. I hate that my dramas are a burden on mommy . I don’t why I just can’t be normal and live my life without experiencing these strong feelings. I just want to stay in bed and cry until I go to sleep. I haven’t felt this depressed in a very long time. And it’s all because of me. It’s all my fault. It’s nothing that mommy or anyone else said or did to me. It’s just my fucking brain. And heart. I fall in love and I fall deep too quickly. And then I’m bound to get hurt. Not by anyone else, but by myself. I’m so angry with myself right now. After weeks of speaking to mommy for hours everyday and being so active on Twitter I feel like I can’t do it anymore. I won’t ghost and I won’t deactivate because I’m not an idiot. But I’m just not strong enough to face it.

I slept for almost ten hours last night. I was so tired because I stayed up the bright before to entertain mommy on birthday. Maybe I’m still tired and that’s why I feel so stressed and anxious. I don’t know. All I want to do is cry some more and fall asleep. I really hate myself and I’m really disappointed in myself for letting mommy down. I’d better stop writing because otherwise I’d write for another hour. I’m probably not making any sense anymore but I just had tinker intake out. I hate hate hate to be in this situation. And I hate the most the fact that it’s affecting mommy. Or maybe it doesn’t, I don’t know anymore. I just can’t think straight. Maybe I need to write this day off, go to bed early and hopefully I’ll feel better tomorrow morning. I don’t know what to do with myself.

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returntosaturn271995 · 11 months

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Friday, June 9th: Fight for your right to indict

Indictment is stupid word. Yes, I am bad at spelling, but that’s only because English is full of words that force me to go “in-dick-tment” in my head.

But I digress today because Trump was indicted on 37 (!!) felony counts for stealing documents from the White House, lying about it, and not giving them all back when asked.

Dude, what the fuck? Will he go to prison? Because in the book I’m (still) reading about the 90′s, OJ had all of evidence against him but fame and media circus’s have turned real life legal cases in to a form of this country’s worst entertainment.

My vote is that he rots in prison. Anyhoo here’s some other votes (aka choices I made) for the ways I tried to be a better person after ranting and raging in therapy with Angelita yesterday.

1. Woke up before 11 am (I know. It’s still progress).

2. Got workout-glam for a 2 hr long walk with Ryan after grabbing another lavender latte from Palmy’s. I’m trying to perform less in conversations and enjoy comfortable silences more after my talk with Zach last night brought it up. Yeah...I’m not super great at it, but sober date! Cardio!

3. Helped a small (but very motivated) dog back in to his home after he broke loose on to the boardwalk. I spilled my coffee and probably looked like a total idiot duck-walking him back, but no good deed goes unpunished, I guess.

4. Rocked a half-up, half down pony, low-cut black workout top, Adidas black leggings, and black and white Asics. Big black headphones, black leather backpack filled with my book and highlighters.

5. Meditated on letting obsessive thoughts go. Officially hit 83 hours of practice. I sat up straight instead of lying down to let the elements take me. I did torture myself a little with overthinking anyway, but there were some present moments that felt buttery and yellow. Think: amber is the color of your energy.

6. Made blueberry scones because I am a chef. Folded laundry first thing this morning. Dusted my bedside table because I’m trying to be one of those people that cleaning soothes. (Oh yeah, squeeze that bleach spray, honey! Let’s wipe away our sins and likely a fuck ton of my dead skin cells.)

7. Tried a new Yoga flow today. Intermediate, 22 minuets of thigh flexibility. And may I just say? No. That was terrible. I’m happy I did it but damn. My progress is feeling very non-progressy. BUT I can still touch my toes and do a flat-footed downward dog so there: ceiling and floor. Officially hit 15 hours of practice.

8. Set up Orange Theory for Monday because I’m a masochist. Set up a leg and brazilian laser for later this month because I am a realist.

9. Applied to a job on Linkedin, because why not it was right there. Waiting with total nerves to see if I get the Nowadays offer, made sure to send kind follow up email.

10. My goals for tonight? Purchase a new alarm clock that doesn’t suck. No alcohol/going out. Finish/or make progress in 90′s book (this thing is well written but my god is it thickems). Skincare moment. Make steaks with caper butter and roasted potatoes and then wash the dishes.

I think I’ve done enough work today to both continue the virtuous cycle or feel that I was productive enough to save some goals for tomorrow. We’ll see. It can’t be denied that after every habit I feel better. Daily chores don’t suck the life force out of me like they used to (or maybe the idea of them used to), but instead I affirm my worth and right to be taken care of. Every action is a vote. It’s proving ones love to one-self with quality time, acts of service, words of affirmation, and yes, a couple of gifts.

Hair grease and inner peace,

Erin

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thefrontallobediaries · 2 years

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GASLIGHT. GATEKEEP.

9/10/22 - 9/13/22

I’ve, unfortunately, had multiple conversations with my therapist that would not pass the Bechtel test. I’m honestly ashamed of it. But I’m bettering myself…out of spite. Why did I go in instagram today. I muted him but I got a notification that he posted (this should be illegal) and my nosy self looked. A sexy pic of him and the new girl. You know, I hope they fight. I honestly feel bad for her; I was jealous for about two days then I realized he is simply incapable of being alone and started to laugh about it. Her problem now. As I said before, I never said I was a good person. I saw the post on my way to the farmer’s market to drop off old textiles to be recycled and buy some vegetables to roast this week. I got sweet melon, zucchini, shallots, and basil that I forgot at the checkout counter because it was very crowded and I was getting overstimulated. Oh well. Bettering myself isn’t a straight shot.

Been listening to Inji’s song Gaslight non stop which is only contributing more to my misandry. In a good way!

One of my best friends is moving from Boston to the city next month and I’m so excited. She took her dream job in the art world and a 30% pay cut and I’m so proud of her. She’s a half Iranian girl with curly brown hair and she’s 100% smarter than both you and me combined. She’s warm, stylish, and I want to grow old with her. We were roommates my sophomore year of college by pure happenstance, she was a first year with roommates who liked to steal and I was alone in a double. By Thanksgiving break she moved in and we made our double a home, complete with collages on the bookshelf and forever love for each other. She would let me have the room while I was hopped up on Adderall completing a computer science problem set and I would text her if she was coming home that night if she was out on a date. God does she know how to play men. There was a consistent rotation and she was never bored. To be in the same city again!

I helped open the shop at 7:15 AM over the weekend since the owners are still away with the boy I’m currently sleeping with and it was fine. That’s another thing. I find myself to be relatively quiet and responsible but I’ve noticed I have a tendency to dip my pen in the company ink. When we work we just work though, and he handles the bagels and cold brew and I ring people up and get the coffee. After two hours of that I then headed to my other job, at a bougie women’s clothing boutique, and worked until 6 PM. That was a doozy.

Yesterday I passed the most beautiful and huge monstera deliciosa in front of the hardware store on the way to the boutique for only $50 (a steal) and I wanted it to be mine. I worked the AM shift at the coffee shop today (which was fine) and planned to take the bus to the hardware store but someone last night broke their key off in the lock that opens to the street so now I can’t leave the house until its fixed. I hope it’s still there maybe tonight or tomorrow…

#blog #diary #misandry #gaslight #gatekeep #inji #anonymous

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homeofjonicles · 2 years

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The Jonicles - Entry 15 [CW: ... Maybe? I dunno there's a lot of Jon's ass]

^^ second image accurately sums up this entry

Note: This is the fifteenth entry of The Jonicles, hence why the date does not match when this is being posted. This was written back in June of this year before I started this blog, and there will be errors or developments in how this series was being written. Please enjoy (or don't enjoy) the fifteenth entry of The Jonicles!

It is currently the 24th of June, 2022 on a Friday at 9:35 am. It's my last day of school for the term, and I'm taking the day off, because who goes to school on the last day?? Not this fucker! It is also day #37 of my Jon Arbuckle hyperfixation, I'm almost on day #40 dear god

So! As you may have guesses from the title, top text and the image, today I'm going to be talking about something that deals with Jon's handsome physique. Something I see in almost every Garfield comic Jon's in. Somerhing that... Follows me. Something I always notice. Something that haunts me.

And that something is Jon's ass.

I'm just gonna get straight to the point. This man has a dumptruck of an ass. It's huge. Bigger than you'd expect for a man like Jon. Listen, if Jon looks under average to the regular person, there's one thing that makes all of that up and that's how absolutely thick Jon is. Man has cake.

I think I've mentioned Jon's ass previously, but I'm gonna get right into it (nOT LITERALLY). There are so many fucking instances of Jon's ass being on full display, and it has been there since literally the beginning of the comic's syndication. Yes, even since it was a small strip in the Pendleton Times.

I can't tell you every instance of Jon's ass in the comics otherwise we'd be here for hours, but I can tell you the very first and most recent instances of Jon's spectacular rump (i swear every time i say jon's ass it reminds me more and more of the tom's ass thing).

Jon's ass, as far as all the publically available information we have goes, first appeared on the 22nd of January, 1976, on the fourth panel of the strip. This was the earliest version of the strip where Lyman moves into Jon's living space, but it's also the first time we get a proper glimpse at Jon's behind. Even then, his ass was pretty nice, though it doesn't stick out as much as some other comics. That is to be expected though, as Jim Davis' art style had much more realistic proportions for the characters in 'Jon', which later became 'Garfield' in 1977. Jon's ass appears again several times, one of my favourite instances coincidentally being in that first 'Garfield' strip, where his cake is REALLY visible. There's even some lines that indicate movement near said cake, it's brilliant. Spectacular, even. One could even say it's foreshadowing for how thick Jon would become in later comic strips. I gotta say, his ass is a solid 7.5 outta ten. Nice ass, bro. Oh, and for those wondering, the very first instance of modern Jon's ass is June 25th, 1978 in the last panel. And that anniversary for that is tomorrow!

As of today, the 24th of June 2022, the most recent instance of Jon packin' a load of rump is dated... Yesterday, actually! You can't see it clearly, but just under Jon's hand is his amazing butt once again, along with a good view of his meaty-ass legs. Seriously, the man has got really strong looking legs, there's a lot of muscle there. It's probably from carrying all that cake all the time because DAYUM IS THIS MAN PACKIN'. Ahem, now where was I... Yes, Jon's ass has definitely evolved over the years from your average butt to something out of a luxurious bakery, and whilst I have no fucking idea why Davis decided to exaggerate Jon's ass to such an extreme, I'm glad he did, because it gives me a legitimate reason to simp for Jon... Well, a reason that seems legitimate to normal people who don't swoon over what they'd consider an "average-looking" "loser" from the one of the world's most "mundane" comic strips. Anyway, despite this instance of Jon's ass being the most recent in his ass evolution, it's not my favourite. For that, we'd have to look back to when my dad was a teenager; the 80s!

80s Garfield has to be my favourite iteration of Garfield, as 1983 to 1989 is, in my personal opinion, when the art style was at its peak. It's iconic, nostalgic and memorable. Most of the comics I read and most of the cartoons I watched were from that time period. And that means 80s Jon is, by proxy, my favourite iteration of the loveable cartoonist. He was goofy yet serious, he's a bit of an idiot yet not to the point where it's unlikeable or annoying, he's sad and has issues but still has his happy moments, and of course, his ass is also magnificent.

Oh boy, where do I even begin with this man's rump? I noticed it just recently, but there are so many instances. Like for example, in the comic dated the 9th of Feburary, 1980, in the second panel, Jon's ass is very visible. It sticks out to the point where it reminds me of JFK's ass in Clone High. And he's just standing there, not running or anything that would cause it to be as exaggerated as it is. The man's butt is so thick and powerful that it just sticks out like that on its own. Beautiful, stunning even. Literally every time Jon is seen walking or moving, like that first image, his cake is on full display. And that image of Jon having a stroke while taking a fresh, meaty tray of lasagna out of the oven that could only be comparable to the amount of meat in that guy's ass? That's from the 80s too, baby! And that's not all. The 80s influence of Jon's thickness bleeds into the more modern comics as well. A comic dated the 15th of April, 1990 shows a grumpy Garfield in a shopping trolley being pampered and pet by a bunch of cat-loving guys while Jon's absolute DUMPTRUCK of an ASS is shown on FULL DISPLAY as he bends over picking what I think are oranges from a shelf (i keep thinking theyre potatoes). It is on FULL. DISPLAY. RIGHT THERE. It's so thick! How does one man, who otherwise looks pretty "average" have the ability to possess such a huge fucking ass??? It's amazing! Magical, even! It haunts me how thick Jon is! The way his ass is not only fully visible when he bends over but when he's just standing. Doing nothing but standing. Jon doesn't even need any effort to make himself look good, he just does. And to think it's been like this since the very beginning, it's incredible. Jon's incredible. His ass is incredible. I'm absolutely amazed and enchanted by Jon's thickness, I think I've run out of vocabulary to describe it. Holy shit, man. That's a nice ass.

But at the end of the day, no matter how thick Jon may be, I still love him for who he is, regardless of his aesthetics. Even if he's wearing something tacky or his ass isn't as thick as it was in the last comic, he's still Jon. He's Jon, and I'm so glad that he is who he is. So Jon, I once again welcome you with open and wide arms into my fucked up brain and my heart, ass and all. We love a man with not only a big ass, but a big, kind, caring heart and a loveable, dorky personality that could charm anyone who's willing to give him a chance. Take care of yourself, Jon. Love you, man :)

Last edited at 11:14 am. Jon got cake tho

The entry. THIS. ENTRY. Is my favourite so far. It's fantastic. I go so into detail about Jon's ass, and I'm barely even scratching the surface here. He's so thick. He's so fucking thick. It's magical, it's amazing. Jon's ass is amazing.

And yes, I did have a nice Jon's ass anniversary... assiversary? Anniver-ass-y? Whatever it's called, it was nice. I enjoyed celebrating this ass of a fictional character. It was really nice :)

Cheers,

Your Local Jonnoisseur

Posted on the 22nd of July, 2022 at 8:30 pm.

#jonicles 15 #JON'S ASS #HIS ASS #OH MY GOD his ASS #WHY IS JON SO THICK??????!?!!?#my GOODNESS Jon you have a DUMPTRUCK of a butt #a-anyway #Lyman also has a big ass too #have you seen the cake on that man?#it could compete Jon's ass #why are they so thick #i never noticed this as a kid but now? hoooo boy #he thick #jon's ass is too powerful for this world

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