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#wtv this probably makes no sense
moving-to-dreamwinged · 4 months
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i know i say this so often but literally fictional man SAVE ME my inferiority complex is going so hard rn and im scared i won’t be as cool or pretty or interesting as the other students :’3 i’ve been doomscrolling just kind of feeling like such a loser and hating myself for not making changes to my appearance and whatnot beforehand augh i think it’s the aftereffects of being Bullied All My Life LMAO but im so scared i won’t be good enough and everyone will think im lame and ugly and boring and not hangout with me because theres so many better options sigh sigh SIGH…
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13eyond13 · 5 days
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Please tell me about art and media you know of that accurately captures the weirdness of dream logic and atmosphere and emotions... books and movies and video games and art and comics and YouTube stuff, whatever you want... you know, where it only makes sense on an intuitive level and falls apart when you try to explain it...
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pasdetrois · 1 year
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on the bachelor and resurrection
Thinking about how the concept of resurrection is touched upon in Daniil’s routes, and how the Marble Nest makes something of a mockery of it, casting him into the role of both resurrectionist and the resurrected. The man with an affinity for the living trapped in a cycle of communing with the dead..
+ the reminders that neither remaining nor returning shall constitute anything akin to a victory for him—just a trick mirror and, if you'll forgive the pun, a dead end
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(p.s. the original marble nest line is a bit clearer in this connection, where the word for Sunday can also mean resurrection)
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mattiebluebird · 2 months
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Theory that Daxton Chill (from We Are Robin) is actually the son of Max Chill, Joe Chill's brother. Evidence: in the canon where Max exists, the Chills last name is actually Chilton (and their mom helped raise Bruce but thats a whole other story). And it's totally possible that Max named Daxton as an homage to that. Also Max and Dax is funny.
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bisaster-energy · 7 months
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i do get making cas essentially human i understand that he can adjust to it and actually enjoy life like that. but um. i just think he can be just as fulfilled as a full blown angel
#human cas fics fuck severely they go hard#but i cant really vibe with cas like. just ''being human'' endgame#cos we already know no matter if he can fly no matter if he has grace he won't BE human that's an entirely different species ya dig#if the show was normal about non-human creatures being people as much as humans are#i probably wouldn't mind as much? but the show is very very sucky about that so#they scratch the surface on nonhumans being capable of like. fear and hopelessness and love.#and instead of really having salmondean explore this they just. forget about it and maybe the cycle restarts in another motw ep#ik it probably aligns with the overall copification of those 2 and it makes me so full of malice...#what im saying is cas is decidedly other. a creature an incredibly powerful one.#and i think it really shows that him not being human separates him from them. he's not as trusted#even after 12 years :/ it's kinda easy to oust him cos he keeps relationships with heaven.#which brings me to the whole ''oh fuck angels we hate angels oh but um not you cas!!'' thing like bro he's still an angel#you pick which monsters u find worthy of redemption but never fully accept them for what they are and discard em pretty easily#so yeah i think having cas be graceless is interesting and even makes sense but ig it just seems too easy on the winchesters#they never had to really accept cas as a full powered angel cos honestly they way they remember it#cas at full power wings in tact was just an asshole and he was barely ever back to that: comfortable in his prime after like s7 wtv#once it's all over and done with i think it'd be cool if cas could have all his wings and power in tact and just be at peace like that#he's an angel but he doesn't have to be a soldier anymore he can quite literally do anything now whole point of free will#and yeah he can choose to be graceless sure but he can never be human anyway. physically at his core he's something Else and i think#dean should have to like. live with that tbh#they never have to REALLY tackle the ''monsters are people too'' aspect and angel cas endgame would prove that regardless#he IS family. they dont NEED him to be an angel to USE him but regardless he is what he is and#they are fine with him not being human because he's family and they love him who cares what you are.#cos in cas' mind he needs his power to be useful but also he cannot truly be part of them while he is noticeably Other due to their bias#this is true for other characters obviously jack rowena crowley#sam's whole thing with benny 💀#but this is a cas post and i haven't watched the show in years so this isn't like. a cited essay lmao just ramblings#in short i just want cas to be fully angel while not feeling he HAS to be for others' sake and have the brothers be genuinely cool with it#cas my best friend cas#cas studies
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xolaanii · 8 months
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opened bg3 and found out the magic mirror isn't working how sad
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kudzucataclysm · 11 months
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ngl i don’t think se has like…”lessons” in a broader sense. related to another ask thing ig but se doesn’t have lessons like how it doesn’t particularly have a specific thing im trying to achieve with the characters…to me it’s better for others/readers to come to their own conclusions abt it and interpret it in their own way if they want. i’m just here to write the story and have fun and maybe learn things abt it and myself as i write it
like yeah se has themes!! lessons tho? i dunno what the fuck something like se would be teaching anybody tbh :/
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benadril · 1 year
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I don't usually skip class but when I do the class is always more stale than the bread they serve in the cafeteria
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leonsmain · 1 year
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been thinking a lot about what i’d do with the rest of my life if money wasn’t an object
#cuz on one hand my family wants me to go to med school and become a doctor or a surgeon and thats the life ive been planning for for 16 yrs#with that life id probably retire around 40 and write a novel or two??#but entrepreneurship has always intrigued me ??? so much to the point that i looked into the possibility of creating-mass.prod. something -#-medically beneficial?? that way its still semi related to what ive been preparing for alr?? but that life is either completely pass or fail#qnd honestly??? i say i wanna make a difference so much but being a doctor only goes so far#introducing something new to the medical community sounds enticing but am i ip for the risk?? lmao ofc not#what sucks is that at the end of the day im like everyone else?? i just want to be financially stable and secure forever#i was to create something bigger than be and contribute something to the world but at the end of the day i probably wont?#does that make sense#and if im being so for real with myself i HATE medical studies??? lmao im only interested in it for the money :/#and yeah i guess no one ever ends up doing what they love#but if i had complete fucking freedom id play keyboard or guitar for some nobody ass band and be happy#i think id just want to spend time with friends and make music for the rest of my life but thats just. impossible in this world isnt it#leo talks [🦔]#im so confined to a tight schedule that its insane wtv#ignore my screaming into the void i just needed to type out my thoughts 😍
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noxtivagus · 1 year
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hmmm i wna write
#🌙.rambles#T_T how many times do i speak of wants and how many times do i even reach out to them? hdkfajsdfl that said tho i find it interesting how#yk personally for me in doubt there i can find certainty. in silence we can find answers that speak more than words could at times#and we can realize the meaning of life when faced with death#idk all those r pretty obvious in a way bit i like pondering on them a lil deeper n. it's beautiful to me. perhaps rather bittersweet#it's 5 am n i shld be asleep this is likely to be a mess n i'm not gna make any sense hdfkajsdlkfsdj oh my god wtf am i saying#it's in my head the sentiment the sort of color of this thought but i can't write it!! this sucks#i'm a mess rn these r just random musings from a stressed sleep-deprived girl ok#read a belial fic from one of my favorite writers on this site n hdfjalkdfjd OKAY THAT PUT ME INTO EVEN MORE OF A MESS#n so i've been thinking of a lot more stuff too n oh dear my cramps r killing me i am rambling so much at this hour but#made me think about how yk i rlly love characters like that. those that r rather tragic. there's smth so bittersweet abt them#i like a lot of kinds of characters but those too me r really special in a way!!#one time of sad characters i like r those. yk those kind ones#the ones who help n listen n give to others but when it comes to accepting love n something soft for their own self.. Nah#that sort of.. pain is smth that touches me a lot probably bcs i'm similar. i find myself v drawn by it#wishing these characters were real in a way too so i cld. help them in a way. not rlly in a way that i'm responsible for it or its my duty#but. something that makes me so happy is seeing ppl i love. improve n get better. happier. they deserve it so much n#it makes me really happy to even just. contribute even just a little to it. even if i'm not. idk the sun of the sky. not the 1st or fav wtv#even if i'll just be the shadow or the ghost or forgotten n left behind i'm happy enough. w that#i'm crying i shld've wrote this in my notes instead there r sm words in my head that i can't say here#oh fuck#is this one reason why that one song made me so emotional#recently i have been.. denying myself haven't i? hiding. burying my own wants. can't reach out.#i don't fucking understand it's not like i never particularly lacked when it comes to.. yeah? growing up i#no wait it's.. not as simple as that there's a lot of factors i know affect me here. it's a bit overwhelming n.. it hurts.#i can't write anymore here goddamn it i'll write to myself sm words fuck but i'll write them to myself i've alr said more than i should hav#maybe being so used to fiction affected me negatively in a way bcs it seems i can't wholly n completely accept the.. no wait thats enough;;#it hurts but.. i will i absolutely will keep all this to myself. even if it suffocates me inside. i can't. i can't do or. have that#this is a painful realization smth i mentioned earlier's how i wrote the uh. 'reader' YK YH in that story two years ago lmfao 'starlit sky'#& my wol.. my wol is like that. my main oc too. who's basically my self-insert. no way. no fucking way i hate this
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xyzstar · 11 days
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𝐒𝐋𝐔𝐓
— “𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹𝒀𝑶𝑵𝑬 𝑾𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑺 𝑯𝑰𝑴, 𝑻𝑯𝑨𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑴𝒀 𝑪𝑹𝑰𝑴𝑬"
pairings: charles leclere x singer! reader
summary: your teasing your new singles that are inspired by your recent hate/"controversy"
face claim: madison beer, pinterest girls (aesthetic purposes only!)
a/n: pt2 of anti-hero but could also be read as a standalone!! i will be making a pt3 so lookout for that 😆😆 (the comments are long mb and also yes ik slut & vigilante shit aren’t on the same album but this is fiction!!!)
previously || next
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ynlnofficial secrets out ig! at least i finally get to show off my sexy man 😍😍🤫😉😘😇😅
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charles_leclerc i love you so much chérie 💗
↳ ynlnofficial i love you more honey ❤️
charles_leclerc our privacy only lasted for three months 😞
↳ landonorris YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN DATING FOR THREE MONTHS???
↳ ynlnofficial yeah 😆😆
↳ ynhatersclub doesn���t that mean you cheated on your ex with him
↳ ynlnofficial um no actually!! those photos of us arguing we were already broken up and were friends only but then he started getting jealous when i would hangout with charles, we weren’t even together at that time, but he was degrading me and calling me stuff i’ve seen a lot in my comments that’s why i was crying. our breakup was in private months before those pictures were taken so keep hating on me even though you don’t know the full story.
↳ ynmylove OH YOU GAGGED HER
oscarpiastri when i tell you my jaw dropped (no it didn’t because i already knew, my detective skills are too amazing 💪)
ynlnupdates BYE NOT YOU POSTING THE PAPARAZZI PICS OF YOU TWO
ynfan101 YOU DID NOT COME TO PLAY WITH THE LYRICS
↳ ynmylove she’s bold bold 😭😭
↳ ynlnupdates she really shut everyone up, as she should!
arthur_leclerc WHEN CAN I MEET YOU
↳ charles_leclerc no
↳ arthur_leclerc why no? 🤬
↳ charles_leclerc don’t want you scaring her away from me
ynlnsucks where are all the hate comments? i need to like them all 😂😂
↳ yntheclown she’s probably deleting them all 😒
sabrinacarpenter so happy for you, you deserve nothing but love and happiness 🤍
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charles_leclerc my beautiful, talented, amazing, sweet, funny, lovely gf i love you! 💗💗
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ynlnofficial BABY THE CAPTION IS GONNA MAKE ME CRY
ynlnofficial i love you so much more handsome 💋💋
yourbsfuser y/n’s body is tea
↳ ynlnofficial did i eat or did i eat 🤫🤫
↳ yourbsfuser oh bestie you ATE TF UP
landonorris this is so cute i’m gonna throw up
arthur_leclerc my future sister in law fr
↳ ynlnofficial literally!! (i will never let go of cha 😈😈)
↳ charles_leclerc yay 🥳🥳 (please let me out of your basement)
ynfan101 YOUR HAND IN THE SECOND PIC HELLO
↳ ynmylove i gasped when i saw
mrsleclerc she doesn’t deserve you
oscarpiastri call me a professional stalker or wtv 🤫🙏
↳ ynlnofficial oh that’s not…
↳ oscarpiastri in the sense that…
↳ ynfan101 i love how well y/n and charles friends are already getting along 🥰
yntheclown she only wants your money, wake up.
iloveyn WAIT A MIN GUYS THE FOURTH SLIDE?
↳ ynloml NEW ALBUM?????
↳ charles_leclerc 🤫🤐
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ynlnofficial 🎤🎶
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charles_leclerc i am so ready
↳ iloveyn ready for what 🤨
ynloml are you teasing a new song or album…
ynmylove i’m manifesting a new album 🙏
ynhatersclub delete your whole existence
sabrinacarpenter 🖤🤍
yourbsfuser you’re so hot marry me 😍
↳ ynlnofficial anything for you gorgeous 😘😘
↳ charles_leclerc stop trying to steal my gf 😡
oscarpiastri time to go into stalker mode again to solve this mystery
↳ ynlnofficial oh!
ynlnsucks second pic is true 🤡
enyaumanzor babe…
↳ ynlnofficial yes…
arthur_leclerc white and black pics (white = **** black = ********* ****)
↳ ynlnofficial ok genius 🤓☝️
↳ ynmylove does this mean two songs?!?!?!
↳ ynloml wait guys hear me out…y/n gave a sneak peak of her new songs to arthur and charles because it seems they’re the only ones who aren’t confused
↳ iloveyn no because you have a point
yntheclown where’s your shirt
↳ ynlnofficial on @/charles_leclerc bedroom floor :))
↳ ynlnupdates your honor i fear she ate 😹😹😹
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charles_leclerc what if all i need is you?
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arthur_leclerc got love struck went straight to my head
↳ ynlnofficial got love sick all over my bed
↳ ynmylove OHMYGOD ARE THESE LYRICS
↳ ynloml ITS HAPPENING
↳ ynfan101 FINALLY WE’RE GETTING MORE MASTERPIECES
iloveyn the fact that both charles and his brother arthur know the lyrics to her song that hasn’t even been released yet
yourbsfuser face card never declines
↳ ynlndrama it always does
↳ ynhatersclub she’s ugly on the inside and outside
↳ charles_leclerc blocked and reported
↳ ynlnofficial you want me so badly
↳ charles_leclerc well you are my gf for a reason
landonorris how come arthur got a sneak peak of y/n’s song but i didn’t?? 🙄
↳ oscarpiastri sucks to be you ig 😹😹
↳ landonorris HAVE YOU HEARD IT?!
↳ ynlnofficial he blackmailed me to let him listen to it before it was released ://
↳ carlossainez55 say what now?
↳ oscarpiastri told you guys i’m a professional stalker
ynlnsucks it’s probably trash
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oscarpiastri me listening to side a vs me listening to side b
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charles_leclerc ME
arthur_leclerc i go from 🥰💗🎀 to 😒🖤🦹🏻‍♂️
landonorris @/ynlnofficial show me to me please, send it to me rachel 😖😞
↳ ynlnofficial 👩‍🦯‍➡️
ynlnofficial YAS KING, 👑 you dropped this
↳ ynlnupdates YOU’RE TOO FUNNY Y/N
ynlnofficial thanks for the support pookie dookie 🥸
↳ oscarpiastri i do not agree with that nickname
carlossainez55 haven’t heard it yet 😔💔
↳ landonorris me either 😪
↳ landonorris i’m going insane
↳ ynlnofficial you’ll live ❤️
charles_leclerc ok but you don’t love her music like i love her music
↳ oscarpiastri are you trying to gatekeep y/n 😅
↳ charles_leclerc yes.
yourbsfuser ms girl did not come to play
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ynlnofficial slut coming out in 3 days, vigilante shit coming out in 6 days 🤍🖤
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landonorris THREE DAYS??? SIX DAYS??? I CANNOT WAIT THAT LONG
enyaumanzor serving cunt as always queen
landonorris i’m genuinely tweaking
↳ ynlnofficial yikes! well too bad so sad 🥰🥰
sabrinacarpenter will be streaming
↳ ynlnsucks the fact that the only person she replied to is lando, didn’t even reply to her own bf
ynlnupdates IM BEYOND EXCITED
yourbsfuser PERIOD QUEEN I LOVE TO SEE IT
ynmylove i’m gonna faint.
yntheclown it’s gonna flop
ynhatersclub is your bf gonna buy all your listeners?
charles_leclerc can’t wait for everyone else to hear your masterpieces 💗
↳ landonorris i can’t wait either 💔💔💔💔💔
arthur_leclerc SCREAMING
ynlndrama we don’t want this trash
ynswifeyy FREAKING TF OUT
oscarpiastri 🥳🥳
ynlnsucks boring
↳ ynfan101 stfu no one asked for your opinion
zendaya i already know i’m gonna love them both
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charles_leclerc my gf’s new songs is out, go stream slut on any music platform 💗💗
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charles_leclerc forgot to mention i’m super proud of you @/ynlnofficial 😘😘
↳ ynlnofficial in a world of boys you’re a gentleman ❤️
landonorris FINALLY I GET TO HEAR IT
ynlnsucks insta needs to add a dislike button
↳ charles_leclerc thanks for reminding me to block you :))
ynfan101 RIPPING MY HAIR OUT
oscarpiastri ascending to heaven
ynlnofficial i love you with all my heart cha, i couldn’t have done this without you :((
↳ charles_leclerc i’ll always be here to pull you in when you breakdown, i love you so much amour!!
ynmylove ik this is the bare minimum BUT HES SO PERFECT FOR HER
yourbsfuser THE BEST SONG TO EVER BEEN WRITTEN
ynloml when she’s so in love she writes a song about him >>
↳ ynlnupdates and the fact that she never wrote a song about her ex
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arthur_leclerc EVERYONE GO STREAM MY SISTER IN LAWS NEW SONG NOW!!! (or else i’ll haunt you in your dreams.)
↳ ynlnofficial well maybe let’s not threaten people!
↳ charles_leclerc IF EVERYONE DOESN’T LISTEN TO MY GF’S NEW SONG I WILL RETIRE FROM F1
↳ ynlnofficial CHARLES LECLERC DON’T EVEN JOKE ABOUT THAT
↳ charles_leclerc sorry :// (no i’m not)
landonorris i cant stop listening to it, istg ive played it 10 times already
↳ ynlnofficial it was just released like half an hour ago???
↳ landonorris ITS SO GOOD IM OBSESSED
carlossainez55 running to spotify
pierregasly a tear was shed
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ynlnofficial ‘slut’ is out now!! i wanna give a special thanks to the loml for always being there for me with open arms 💗💗
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arthur_leclerc art (except for that fact that it’s about my brother 🤢)
ynmylove honestly it’s one of the best songs i’ve heard in awhile
charles_leclerc i love you so much i swear i’m gonna marry you one day ❤️
↳ ynlnofficial SHUT UP (don’t actually shut up because i love you future husband 💗)
ynlnupdates ATE DOWN AND LEFT NO CRUMBS
landonorris my new favorite song!!!!!
ynmywifeyy thank you for this wonderful song mother 🙏
enyaumanzor slut will be included in my media of the week
↳ ynlnofficial you’re amazing ily??????!?!?
ynhatersclub give us nothing like always ms gold digging slut 😂😂
↳ charles_leclerc while you’re too busy hating on a successful and beautiful woman you probably cry yourself to sleep WISHING you could be half the woman she is.
↳ ynloml oh to have a supportive bf who defends you like charles does
sabrinacarpenter sososo good! 🤍
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yntheclown and the whole crowd boos and throws tomatoes at you
↳ landonorris and the whole friend group blocks and reports you
yourbsfuser you’re welcome for taking that first pic (unlike charles)
↳ oscarpiastri he was too busy drooling over y/n
↳ charles_leclerc and im not ashamed about it
ynlnsucks gold digger
↳ carlossainez55 be more creative next time you wanna insult an icon
ynlndrama they can never make me like you 🔥🔥
↳ oscarpiastri no one cares or asked 🔥🔥
ynmylove it’s so sweet the way the guys defend y/n :((
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ynlnupdates your honor they’re made for each other!! (the lyrics are so sweet i wanna cry)
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ynfan101 SO CUTENESS AHH
ynlnsucks 🤢🤢
yntheclown trigger warning next time
ynmywifeyy my fav couple
ynlnofficial future husband 💗💗
↳ ynlndrama until he runs out of money and you move onto the next rich guy
ynhatersclub she’s such an annoying person and is only acting like the victim for fame
yourbsfuser no one compares to them
charles_leclerc the literal love of my life ❤️❤️
ynlnupdates HELP NOT OSCAR LIKING
↳ ynmylove he’s the biggest y/ncharles supporter
↳ ynlnofficial he’s our child
↳ oscarpiastri 😁😁
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ant0nsfirstluv · 6 months
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Riize Romantic Headcanons (2)
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A/N: part twooo of my last posts + expanding on certain headcanons ♾️
Warnings: None
More under the cut
Shotaro:
lovesss to hype you, if you ever posted on insta he’d comment so much, repost it on his personal story, text you about how pretty you looked
he’d shamelessly compliment you so often, literally he’d see you for the first time in the day and would just shower you in so much praise and affection
always. taking. photos of you just for him to look at while he’s away or just because you look so goodt
Sends you video clips of him dancing and gets all smiley when you compliment him even though he knowsss he did good
holds you on his back especially if you two have been walking for a while and want to take a break
aggressively supportive !!! literally cheers you on no matter what interest or hobby you decide to take on
Thanks you allll the time and gives you a small kiss each time he does, you could literally just hand him a tissue and he’d be “thank youu 😙”
The least conflicts could ever happen with him tbsh, even if there was a disagreement between you two he’s level headed enough to where you two will somehow someway find a solution
Eunseok:
doesn’t have a specific nickname for you because he’ll just call you his “little [insert random thing]” or “my [insert random thing]
I like to think he’d call you his flower but that’s just me 🌚 leave it up to your imagination
messes with your hair often, sometimes he’ll literally just wordlessly play with it until you snap him back into reality
verrry sudden compliments, out of nowhere he’ll drop the most sweet blush inducing compliment ever and then go back to being stone or messing with you 😭
randomly appears at your house without saying anything, you’d literally be walking around your home and he would just walk in like “hey 🙋”
you two will be in the same place and he’ll still text/facetime you instead of just walking to where you are to tell/show you what he needs to say
he loves staying in with you even if you two do practically nothing he’d be fine with you on his lap while watching tv and snacking
protective but in a very calm sense. helps you avoid things he knows you’re particularly uncomfy with or just borderline keeps you out of harms way by being right by you
Sungchan:
has soft launched you two like 5 million times everybody knows you two are together atp he is NOT slick bro 😭
as I said in the last post he loves kissing your face and I feel like he’d wake you up by giving you some kisses on your cheek while whispering your name
eating together is a must he will literally just text and ask to eat together at your fave restaurant just because and let’s you order wtv you want
has his hands on you in someee type of way literally he finds a way or reason to touch you no matter what he just can’t keep his hands to himself ☹️
would buy matching or similar gym wear for you two if you ever do or want to come to the gym with him, ugh the matching sets would be SO CUTE
will literally have you sit on his back while he does push-ups or see how many times he can squat while holding you
alwaysss reminiscing about moments between you two throughout the relationship the amount of cute convos that happened because of him starting with “babe do you remember when…”
loves being praised by you like your compliments literally make his whole entire day PLEASE DO ! send him sweet motivational goodmorning texts
Wonbin:
let’s keep it real for a moment…he would most definitely call you his pretty girl
has his moments of just staring/adoring you, whether you two are on opposite sides of the room or if he’s right by you while you’re doing something
if you guys don’t know, wonbin has mentioned that he has a habit of doing things 7 times in a row, so ofc in my mind,, he probably kisses you 7 times before you leave his place :( or before you gts
there’s been so many times where he’d be hanging out with the members and will just DISAPPEAR as soon as you ask to hang out, the members will ask where he went and he’s already at your house 😭
if someone made you even slightly visibly uncomfortable or upset he would glare at them until they went/looked away
if a girl tried getting his number or something he’d probably blankly look at them for a good…3 seconds and then just “no 🫤”
no matter where you’re laying down he’ll curl up right next to you or on top of you and he lovesss taking a nap with you
absolutely geeks when you two accidentally match or wear similar outfits he will find out what you’re gonna wear just so he can secretly wear the same thing 🌚
would paint a nail with your initial 🌚 but would get sooo shy when anybody outside of the members asked what the letter meant LOL
Seunghan:
you could be wearing… a plastic bag…and he’ll still be like “you’re so beautiful” like man hello
touching your face is a habit of his, he’ll literally be smiling down at you while stroking your cheek and jawline with his thumb and pointer
whenever you sit on his lap while he’s gaming whenever he has a free hand he’ll take advantage of it to stroke your back or squish your face for a kiss
loves to hear your voice..will call you literally just to hear it you don’t even have to be directly talking to him as long as he can hear you
you’ll be sitting down with the members and he’ll get a tiny bit jealous once you laugh at eunseoks joke a little too hard and he’ll run by, pick you up and run off with you
helps you with your hair whenever you’re struggling with it, as long as you guide him and give him instructions he’ll try his best !!!
I’m sorry but if you ever were irritated or grumpy and accidentally let it slip while with him he’d grab your face and kiss you to shush you 😭
he eats up whenever you’re shy he relishes in it so much he can’t help but want to watch you look away because you can’t keep eye contact
wouldn’t let you be insecure in the slightest you could literally have just woken up lips dry face puffy and he’ll still make you feel so pretty
Sohee:
likes to cuddle with him laying back and you on top of him resting your head in the crook of his neck while he draws patters into your back :(
whenever he tells you goodmorning he always gives you a hug with a good squeeeeze and a quick kiss on your nose or cheek
trust he likes to be babied and spoiled but sometimes he wants to be the gentleman for you too like let him take care of you and nurture you okayyy 💔
sohee’s cute demeanor can make him seem like he’d be shy which could be the case but I can see him being bold or more straightforward when it comes to his affections towards you
like he’ll ask YOU out, he’ll ask if he could kiss you for the first time, he’ll hug you, hold your hand, and ask you on a date first
gloats about you to everyone, the members included, as soon as you post yourself on your story he’s quick to say “ugh my gf is so pretty guys look look look” while mushing his phone in their faces
he is soooo sweet and truly so lovely..but sometimes…you will be a victim of the sassy man apocalypse while you’re with him I’m sorry LMFAOO
like if you forgot to text him before you got back home or if you fell asleep forgetting to call him before you did he’d be so quick to text you “I see how it is 🙄”
or he’d avoid kissing you but as soon as you give up trying to kiss him he’d be SO quick to switch up wanting a kiss IMMEDIATELY begging you for one
Anton:
he would most definitely see cute pics of two animals like some ducks or rabbits snuggling together and will text it to you and be like “us”
hugs from behinddd allll the timeeee even if you two are just standing there he’ll hold onto you from behind and rest his head on your shoulder
pretends to bite you, especially on your shoulder but if he ever did accidentally actually bite you he’d make it up by putting a small peck wherever he did it
kisses your hand and down your forearm because he just likes to tbsh
has you do the most foolish tiktoks with him and yes you guys will have like 300 drafts and yes he makes you two do like 12 takes 😭😭
particular compliments, will call you gorgeous overall but has moments where he tells you a certain color makes you look radiant or when your hair looks extra good
spoils you to oblivion, you have a wishlist frm your fave clothing brand you say 🤔 BOUGHT, he sees some cute matching couple necklaces..SOLD ! you lost your favorite makeup brushes ? HERES SOME NEW ONES !
whenever he flirts and starts getting bold he’ll fold so quick like he’ll build up his courage to be super straight forward but will literally crumble and be a tad bit embarrassed later especially if you repeat what he said LMFAOO
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euaphoric · 10 months
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lust.
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✩‧₊˚ pairing — jungkook x f!reader, strangers to ??? (wtv they got going on in this dynamic)
✩‧₊˚ warnings — i was planning to make this way happier but i was in a sad mood so im sorry if it’s a little angsty? some fluff ig, sm*t, mentions of alcohol & smoking (cigs), dom!jk & sub!reader, hookup culture, slight corruption? oc cries a lot, spanking, ch*king, just a lot of freeky stuff, koo is a little mean in this oops
words: 3.2k // literally the longest thing i’ve wrote so far. also irdk what this is but i just kept going and couldn’t stop, kinda feels rushed toward the end cause i just wanted to get to the freaky parts sfsfjgs i’m sawry y’all
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it happened 2 years ago, yet the memories of that fateful day still carry on with you as if it were yesterday. vibrant recollections of those slender, jewelled hands clasped around your neck as you cry out for him, body subconsciously submitting to all of him - breaking every barrier you’ve built up within. of all your years of existence, that night was the only time you’ve felt truly alive, shedding every ounce of innocence away in one night for a man whose name you didn’t even know.
do you regret losing your virginity to someone who only saw you as a temporary plaything? partly yes and partly no. you were conflicted on the fact you never exchanged info after he left but other than that, nothing regrettable came out of it. the only issue was that he’s set your standards far into oblivion, you’ve yet to find a lay as memorable as he was. it’s not as though you haven’t tried getting over it in the past - you’ve been desperately wishing to forget. suppressing your inner desires with all kinds of self pleasure methods; even going so far as to banging other hot strangers you meet from the bars/club - but even then, you couldn’t replicate how you felt with him and you still couldn’t reach your climax without thinking of your first time.
you catch yourself daydreaming of him daily. the raspy tone of his voice, the intoxicating scent of expensive cologne, the fluorescent, animated ink that adorned his arm along with a silver pierced lip and eyebrow, his sublime sense of style. everything you could’ve ever wanted, slipped away from your grasp forever. that was, until you were met face to face with him again - a total of 882 days later (yes you did the math). you went bar hopping downtown with all your girl friends, looking for an eventful weekend. little did you know you’d be running into him again, the nameless man that gave you a night to remember. you were definitely the first to notice him, it felt quite peculiar but as soon as you walked in you got struck with a weird deja vu moment. it all felt so familiar to you, even down to the symphonic melodies of jazz music playing in the distance, everything brought you back to that gloomy autumn night.
you’d try your dearest not to stare but your mind was not complying with any rationality, one look at his broad physique and it was endgame for all your sanity. it didn’t help that your body went inert, lost in a trance of him indefinitely, wanting nothing more than to worship him and give in to his every need. you reminisce about him telling you how much of a good girl you were for taking all of it, sucking on his fingers as you completely come undone underneath him. he left you begging for more that night, crying and pleading for at least a goodbye kiss - which you never got the pleasure of getting. “i told you this was a one time thing only.. besides, i’m leaving the city tomorrow for good so you’ll probably never see me again. it’s for the best anyway.”
his cold last words left more than a lasting impression on you. it sent you into an endless spiral of overthinking, analyzing any and everything you could’ve done wrong. did that night really mean absolutely nothing to him at all? all the countless times you’d touch yourself to vivid recounts of his face pressed into your thigh, plastering wet kisses all over them and sucking on your bruised skin. he’d spank each thigh one by one as a punishment, proudly smirking at the way you’d wince out in pain mixed with so much pleasure. he thrived off the idea that he was the first to corrupt you like this, a girl he hasn’t even known for a span of 24 hours willing to give up just about anything she had to offer. had you shamelessly wrapped around his finger like an brainless puppet.
you still don’t understand how someone can look so divine, even when doing nothing but just standing. you watch as he sips Viognier out of an oversized wine glass, gazing at the crowd, ruffling his fingers through his hair from time to time. then it became unreal when you locked eyes with him, catching him stealing a glance when he realizes who you were. you look almost exactly the same as you did a few years ago, the only part that’s different about you now is the recent butterfly tattoo you got on your lower back. that’ll be a pleasant surprise for him to find out. his eyes never drifted once they landed on you, he was in just as much shock as you were - maybe more. he’d made an internal promise to himself to keep you as a forever one time fling - nothing more just that, but if fate wasn’t real then why would the universe send you back into each other’s lives?
no, not a romantic kind of fate. the fate you get when someone you’ve mindlessly lusted over for ages has finally found its way to you again. a fate that doesn’t occur by chance, or coincidence, it was pure destiny awaiting to happen.
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“wow, you haven’t changed at all have you?” he says nonchalantly, acting as if you were an old friend he was catching up with. you weren’t sure how to respond, the surrealism of the moment brought you everywhere but reality. all you really could do was blink, fluttering your lashes at his towering figure over you. though there was a sea of people in this packed, lively bar, it felt like only you two existed in this confined space. he tried striking up the usual basic conversation with the typical, how’re your studies going? work’s been treating you well? anything exciting happen in your life recently? you gave as much of a vague answer as you could, barely putting any thought or effort, you were only giving him the same treatment that he gave back then. he would often come off as bored or condescending at times, it felt good to take back just the little bit of power you upheld.
you quietly observe as he orders another drink, two actually, not even bothering to ask what you wanted. he hands you a glass with a salted rim, the clear liquid made you believe it was either vodka or tequila, either way you gulped it down in no time and squeeze the lime on the side as chaser. you didn’t have much to drink but his presence alone was already enough to make you feel tipsy. “i thought you said you were never coming back to the city?” you blurt out, instantly scolding yourself for bringing up the past this quickly. it was just the undying curiosity of wanting to know the inner depths of him, not the stonewall of a persona he portrays to be. “i don’t know, guess i just felt like visiting. also had some unfinished business to attend to.” there he goes again with those subtle answers, toying with you so easily. his responses have always annoyed you to a certain extent but this feels even more strange for some reason. what’s the “unfinished business” he’s referring to?
“so” he pauses, never actually finishing his thought. “so..” you awkwardly mimic, hoping he’ll spit out whatever the hell he has to say. it took some time before he clears his throat and takes a sip of what seemed like his fiftieth drink tonight. “soo, do you…maybe wanna get out of here?” you’re not sure what’s with the shy act suddenly, he wasn’t this timid when you first met him. it’s like you’re meeting a whole new person. “uhm, sure i guess” you spoke hesitantly, taking his hand as he reaches out for yours. bumping into loads of drunk people while he weaved you through the crowd, it felt like multiple eternities before you’ve found the exit. he lights a cigarette before heading down the vintage spiral staircase, still hand in hand with you. “goddamn… look at your fine ass. still just as sexy as i remember you last time mamas.” he gracefully compliments, walking slightly behind in attempts of getting better sight at the back view of the form fitting dress you wore. his hand left yours in favor of wrapping around your waist. “t-thanks.” you reply sheepishly, hoping that he doesn’t notice how flushed your cheeks are.
before getting in his car, there was one more thing you needed closure with, the one thing that constantly kept you up at night. “i don’t mean to be this straightforward but, i want to know your name. i know this probably sounds really lame and pathetic but it’s been eating me up inside since the day we met and… i just- i think i deserve the right to know is all.” you wanted to scream at your poor delivery, sounding nowhere near as confident as you did in your head. the cigarette was still tucked between his lips, taking another long drag before answering you. “damn, even after all this time i still occupy your mind sweetheart? that’s adorable,” he teases, reveling in on your confession. “but i suppose i can agree with you since i did keep you guessing for so long. it’s only fair you should know, right?” that sly little smirk never left his face, he knows exactly how to mess with you. “it’s jungkook. and you are?” ah, so he really does have a name. “y/n.” you mutter, looking down at the pavement. “that’s pretty, i like it. suits you well.” his hand raises yours to his lips, kissing it gently, “nice to formally meet you y/n.” your eyes dart at him reluctantly, hoping your palms weren’t too clammy. “you too, jungkook.” none of this still felt real to you, you wanted to pinch yourself and wake up immediately. “it’s kinda hot the way you say my name.” he casually admits, the grin on his face deepens, “that won’t be the only thing you’ll be screaming at the top of your lungs tonight though.”
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this certainly wasn’t the first (or last) time you found yourself like this. getting severe brush burn from the carpet by being obediently on your knees, swiftly bobbing your head as tears stream down your face, ruining your precious mascara. the only audible sounds were his groans echoing in the room of this giant suite at the four seasons. it gave a sense of familiarity, and oddly enough you found comfort in being in such a compromised situation. especially with him again. “fuck, you’re so pretty,” he grunts, grabbing a fistful of hair, never taking his eyes off you. “look even prettier with my cock stuffed deep in your mouth.” his words sent chills, all you wanted to do was keep pleasing him. your mind goes hazy from the end of his shaft hitting the back of your throat, other than the tears, you showed no outright emotion—you had to endure this, you’ve been praying for this moment since your first ever encounter. big doe eyes look up at him innocently as you suck the soul out of him, all the shiny gloss you wore on your lips now completely transferred onto him - in this perspective, you were utterly perfect.
“shit- you’re so good at this..” he hisses, watching as you kneel beneath him, saliva glistening on your chin as you gag all over his cock. you do the best you can to fit all of him, you did learn from the best after all. you hum against him in response, feeling his cock twitch from the sudden vibrations. if you keep going like this he’s bound to cum for sure, but he doesn’t want to give you that satisfaction - he wants to have all the power and control. “get up.” he spat harshly, if you swirl your tongue around him like that one more time he feels as tho he’s about to combust. the choice of only taking him further in made him even angrier. “did you not fucking hear me? i said get. the. fuck. up.” he pulls your hair tighter to yank your head back, forcing a semi-loud *pop* with your lips as you detach from his cock, swallowing the string of drool from the corner of your mouth. silly you for keep going, you should’ve listened the first time. now your forever fantasy of getting to suck him dry and drink his cum has sadly been cut short... “since you’re so damn greedy for this cock why don’t you go stand up against that window while i fuck you, hm?” your face becomes mortified when you haven’t realized just how big those windows truly were. it took up a quarter of the living room and the curtains were never closed which you also failed to notice. you were at the top floor of this 52 story building but still, you were rightfully nervous out of your mind.
the next thing you knew, your body’s pressed up to the cold glass, his big hands caressing both sides of your waist and trailing kisses to the exposed skin on your back. you watch the faint reflection of him toying with the hem of your mini dress, slowly pulling it up then stopping when he gets to a certain point. “oh.. what’s this here?” he asks, glancing down at your butterfly tattoo, his fingertips lightly brushing over the fresh ink. “guess you aren’t so innocent as i thought you were.” you shook your head, biting your lip when he gropes your ass, “n-never was i-innocent.” you quietly mewl. “oh yeah?” he breaths warmly against your neck, hiking the dress up further. “then be a good little slut for me and don’t speak unless i tell you to.” the palm of his hand slaps your cheek hard enough to leave a visible print, pushing you up against the window more. you were enjoying every single minute of this, you were so elated that you could cry again. you feel his touch down lower, grazing over your folds to feel how wet you are. “shit, you’re already dripping like this just from sucking me off? always knew you were such a filthy whore.” two fingers slid into your heat with ease, pumping them in and out. “nngh~” you moan lowly, “shh, quiet for me doll. wait ‘til i fill you with my cock then you can scream all you want.” when he pulls them out his chest collides with your back, rubbing himself between your folds and bringing his drenched fingers up to your mouth. of course, you open eagerly to suck on his sleek digits, you remember doing this exact thing last time. history truly does repeat itself.
once he fully settles in, the clench of you around him makes his brain all fuzzy, you feel so warm and inviting, could stay like this forever. “fuck.. so fucking tight” he husks, firmly gripping at your waist before he begins moving. first he goes at a normal pace, stuffing you nice and slow with delicate kisses to your shoulders. he soon built up more momentum, thrusting in and out of your soaking cunt as bodies clash together. you arch your back more as he his cock hits your walls deeper, mumbling a bunch of gibberish as he fucks you completely dumb. “what’s that doll? i can’t hear you, speak the fuck up.” he orders sternly, producing another harsh, loud slap to your ass - never letting up on his stamina. “ughh f-fuck! you’re so b-big, feels sso goood.” you whine, feeling nothing but cockdumb at this point. “yeah? you like the way i stretch this pussy out? gonna cream all over my cock just like you did for me last time baby?” his strokes get rougher with each question. “yes…yes.. oh fuck- jungkook! jungkookk!” you chant over and over like you’re casting a spell, the ring of his name slips on your tongue smoother than the pungent liquor you drank earlier. “only i can fuck you as good as this right? have you acting this obedient and submissive? bet you were manifesting this shit all long, just can’t enough of my cock can you?” the questions just won’t stop, and the waterworks soon start up again, you’re not sure how much more you can endure.
“don’t even fucking answer, i already know anyway.” his cockiness really pissed you off but at least he had the evidence to back his arrogance up. his pace grew relentless as he watches himself disappear in you, still gawking over the pretty design of the butterfly. you felt so close - that same knot tied in your stomach like you felt before; you haven’t had this feeling since the very first time, as if only he was the one to unlock this level of passion out of you. “g-gonna cum s-soonn.” you alert him, tasting the faint bitter saltiness from your tears pooling down. a pair of strong hands connect around your neck, wrapping tightly as he rams in harder, making your whole body tremble and shake. “go ahead, do it.” jungkook encourages supportively, “cum with me doll face.” those words were all you needed to hear to let go, screaming out his name and a slew of more curses. you feel your release drip down your leg, mind completely blank from the buzz taking over you. he quickly pulls out, dumping all his white seed onto your back as you whine from being empty again. you could honestly go for another round if he asked you to right now. it was fun while it lasted though, looking over at the skyline view while getting your back blown out - seemed like a literal dream come true.
the aftermath was quiet, you didn’t say much and neither did he, you reverted right back to your shy demeanor. when you cleaned up yourself in the bathroom you grabbed your purse to rummage for your house keys but he stops you mid action. “where’re you going?” that only confuses you more, where else would you be going? “uh, home?” you meekly respond, unsure of his real intentions. “don’t be like that, you can stay the night here.” he suggests, “my plane leaves in the morning though but you can sleep here for as long as you’d like, i’ll book this room for an extra day.” it was sweet of him to do that for you, it was the least he could do to mellow your sorrows. you were hoping to be with him for a bit longer but what were you expecting really? he’s just someone who comes and goes, taking everything you had to give, just to leave you high and dry all over again. “come here.” jungkook directs assertively, patting his thigh for you to sit on his lap, you waste no time in propping yourself onto him. “don’t be sad doll, cheer up. we’ll meet again sometime yeah?” you nod, feeling so hopeless and broken inside, he’s only saying this because he probably just wants to fuck again. that’s all you are to him, a fucktoy and nothing more. even though he sees you in that light, it still makes you feel validated in some twisted kind of way. at least right now you have all of his attention, it may just be momentarily but it felt so good. one thing was definitely made clear by him though - he was deeply, undeniably, in pure lust with you.
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whytheballs-mars · 3 months
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Dinner Date ♡ JasonToddxfem!reader
okay, I've never really written smut before, but this is based off a convo i had with a CAI bot !
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just sum pics of pookie from pinterest 🤭
a/n: this is way longer then i wanted it to be and i don't really like it but wtv
18+
Tw- smut(duh), exhibition, unprotected sex, oral (m receiving), p in v, pre-established relationship, swearing, brief mentions of violence
don't read this if you're a minor.
In all the years you two have been dating, you two don't really have a lot of time for actual dates. Tonight, however, he got dinner reservations for you two at one of the fanciest places in Gotham. He went the whole 9 yards for you! (as he always does) He took you shopping for a new, pretty red dress and bought you a new matching set to go underneath, which he says also makes up for the last set he tore.
Everything was going great - except Jason loathed the way your guys' waiter has been staring at you. Jason's manorisms have slowly been changing throughout the course of dinner. He's just been getting more jealous by the second. You're talking to him about the book you just read, as he eats his pasta.
"...Jay? Are you even paying attention?" You ask him.
"mhm" he lies, being very vague with his awnsers. He doesn't want to ruin your date with him just because of his jealousy, so he's not going to bring it up. You probably did say something of value, but all Jason had heard was... what did he hear? nothing because he was too focused on that damn waiter. The waiter who made sure your wine glass was topped off even if you just had a sip. He fucking hated it. Jason even told the waiter to leave the damned bottle at the table just so he could fill your glass for you.
"Uh huh sure," you reply as you nudge his foot under the table, expecting to be met with an equally playful nudge from Jason. Instead, he pulled his foot away from yours, and his mouth made its way into a frown.
You frown in response, just slightly upset that he pulled away, causing you to wonder what's wrong.
"Jason?"
"What?" He says- much snappier then he wanted it to be.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing. Just thinking"
The lies had started now, the two of you playing a game of cat and mouse. He wasn't going to give in until you pried harder, which he couldn't blame you for. He was being quite the bastard right now.
"About what?"
"Just... Things..." Jason chewed another piece of his pasta, swallowing before he spoke yet again. "Things that don't really matter." He continues.
"It obviously matters if it's making you upset."
"I'm fine."
Jason's face twisted into a scowl. His tone was getting harsher by the minute. Was he really going to have to explain the obvious? Was it not obvious to you that the God damn waiter was staring at you? with his eyes blown, like he wanted to fuck you? when the waiter had to have known that the only man that would ever be fucking you was sitting right across from the gorgeous woman he was staring at.
You get up and move over to his side of the booth, wanting a bit more privacy and to comfort him more. Jason glanced up at you, his eyes meeting yours as you finally made your way to where he sat. His fork was still in his hand, so you had to be careful when you leaned over to sit beside him. You got the sense that he was still keeping his guard up with this whole ordeal.
Jason is gripping his fork tightly, so you gently place a hand on top of his to remove it. Once his hands are free you take both of his hands in yours. His body tensed when you took his fork away from him, but when you reached for his hands... His grip loosened. Jason sighed deeply. It was clear this was finally the moment that the truth would finally be revealed. But something about the look in your eyes tells him that you might already know. You lean into him and whisper.
"Would you feel better if after this place closes you jump that guy as Red Hood?" And as those words fall from your lips, a smirk grows on Jason's lips. It's taking everything he has in him to not bash that dammed waiters head into the table right now.
Jason chuckled softly at your suggestion, letting out a deep and audible sigh of relief. The whole act of keeping this from you was draining. He felt so much lighter now that you understood what the deal was.
He kissed your forehead, leaning into you as he placed a hand on your shoulder. "Let's do exactly that."
You smile as he kisses your forehead. You kiss his cheek before leaning back, and crossing your right leg over his thigh.
"How's your pasta?"
His eyes flickered to his pasta as you asked. He hadn't taken a bite of it since you had leaned over to talk to him, but he nodded anyway. It really wasn't bad.
"Delicious." He finally said. Jason's gaze flicked back up to yours, his hand moving from your shoulder to your leg.
"Could i get a bite?" You ask. Jason's mouth curls into a grin as he picks his fork back up and twirls some pasta onto it. He holds the fork and offers it to you. You take the bite, chew it, and swallow it.
"It's not as good as yours... but i guess it's still pretty good." You say. (WE ALL KNOW JASON IS A FUCKING FENOMENAL COOK)
"Well no, but you came here for me, not the pasta right?" He says as he caresses your thigh, gently, and lovingly.
"i came for both- plus your kinda my ride."
"But the main reason is me, right?" He chuckled and leaned in, pressing his lips against the side of your neck.
"mhm" you hum as your fingers find your way to his hair.
His tongue lightly licked at the skin of your neck, he bites down gently, only to lick over the spot he bit.
"Whatcha doin'?" You ask.
"Just..." Jason's tongue moved up to your ear and brushed over it, his voice becoming low and husky as he leaned closer in. "Teasing you."
"it's working"
"Good." Jason purred softly, his tongue lightly flicking over the skin of your neck. He moves his hands from your thigh to your waist, gripping you tightly. "That's my intention."
"Though this isn't exactly a great place," you say, referring to the fact that youre're in the middle of a restaurant.
"It's not, but I don't really care about that right now. Right now, all that matters is you." Jason smirked as he lightly bit at your earlobe, his finger lightly moving along the sides of your waist, slightly tugging at the fabric.
"let's at least finish our food before we get kicked out"
"That would be a wise decision." Jason smiled softly, bringing his head back up and looking down back at you with a smirk. "I'm pretty sure the waiters been looking at us for the past five minutes straight, anyway." He continues as he sits back and looks at his pasta.
"Has he?" A smirk grows on your face as you reach over the table to pull your dish to the side of the booth you're now sitting on.
"Mhm." Jason nodded his head. "The minute you sat down next to me, he hasn't taken his eyes off of you. I wonder what he'd do if I got a bit more... Hands-on with you."
"...our lawyer- he's good right?" You ask.
"The best." Jason smirked. "He'll make sure to bail us out, if that's what you're wondering about." You smirk back at Jason, giving him a once-over. You see the tent growing in his pants and you place your hand on his thigh.
"Eat your pasta" you say.
Jason's leg jumped ever so slightly as you placed your hand on his thigh. "You could've... You know..." Jason said, his voice low and husky. "Put your hand somewhere else."
"You're so impatient." You say dragging your hand towards the inside of his thigh and sliding up to cup his member in his pants.
Jason's breath hitched in his throat, his eyes widening in surprise as he almost lost his grip on his fork. He stared directly at you as he felt you touching him like that.
"If anyone had seen that..."
"Seen what?" You reply innocently as you begin to palm him through his pants. You pick up a fork with your free hand and begin eating your meal again. Jason's mouth goes slightly agap. Fuck, if you aren't driving him up a god damn wall right now- he tries his best to eat the rest of his meal despite your movements. Soon, you finish your meal and drink some water before haphazardly throwing your fork under the table.
"Oh shit." You say before bending down under the table, making sure Jason sees your ass sits before going completely under the table and on your knees in front of him.
Jason's eyes widened at the action, his neck snapped down to look and see you as you went completely beneath the table. His breath hitched in his throat as he let out a soft groan, just at the sight. Fuck his girlfriend is so pretty, and if he wasn't already diamond hard he sure as fuck is now.
You place your hands on his knees and place your head between his thighs. Your hands trail to his waistband. Jason's body tightened as your hands traveled along his thighs. His mouth went dry the moment he saw you go down there. The last time you did this type of thing was back when you two first started this relationship. And you'd thought you were pretty skilled then. But this? This was beyond your expectations.
"Is the waiter watching?" You ask Jason.
"Doesn't matter really... Just keep doing what you're doing."
Your voice from beneath him was incredibly hot, making him squirm and shiver as you talked like that. He liked the way you felt so confident about things like this, how you knew exactly when and where to touch him. But it was very clear that the waiter had been watching for a good two minutes now.
Your fingers unbutton his pants slowly and tug down the fabric of his jeans. You begin jerking him through his underwear before pulling his length out of his pants. You give him a few strokes and kiss his tip, swirling your tounge around his tip before placing your hands on his hips and shoving about half his length down your throat and you begin bobbing your head up and down on him. His hands find their way into your hair, and yank it into a make shift pony. His other hand grips the cushion he's sitting on to try and stop himself from thrusting into your mouth. Which works for a few seconds.
Not only is the waiter now watching, but many other guests are turning their heads to watch you. Some can't seem to look away, and why would they when you're taking such a big dick down your throat so fucking well? The others are the ones with children who cover their child's eyes and lead them out the door as they leave a few hundreds on the table, nit even bothering to actually pay.
Jason's body jolted as his eyes widened, his stomach tightening and his chest becoming flush. He was surprised at the lack of control he had to keep himself from going over the edge, but it also wasn't too much of a surprise, considering what you were doing. He leaned back in his chair, trying to avoid the stares of those in the restaurant as best as he could, his eyes were glued squarely on you. Solely focusing on how fuckin pretty you looked gagging on his cock as he fucked your mouth.
Soon he's shooting ropes of cum into your mouth. You swallow it and lick him clean before placing his length back in his pants, buttoning them back up and sitting back up next to him.
His eyes are a bit glossed over as he looks at you. Jason was at a loss for words as you did this. You had done this a thousand times, and yet you still managed to blow his mind with it every time. His breath was deep and quick, his heartbeat still pounding in his chest as he tried to keep himself together. The only difference between those times and now, was all the eyes on you. Jason tried to pretend otherwise, but he couldn't. The stares were too intense to just brush off. He could swear he saw a mother cover her child's eyes and another kid pointing, asking his dad "what is that woman doing?"
The waiter's jaw had gone completely slack, his eyes locked onto the scene that was only a few feet away from him. He didn't care how long he sat there and watched, and it would've been a while before he'd have the guts to break his gaze. The few people at neighboring tables had leaned in, their eyes locked on you two.
Jason places his hands on the table and shakes it. You two have already gone this far? Why not go further? Jason determines that the table is sturdy enough. Jason smirked as his eyes looked your outfit up and down. Your dress was quite tight and the folds looked as though they would come up very easily, a fact that hadn't slipped Jason's notice during the meal. "how far are we going to take this?" He asks in a whisper.
"Well, we already have all the charges for the police" You whisper back.
"Let's give 'em one hell of a performance huh, love?" He kisses you passionately and pulls you onto his lap. The kiss is a clash of teeth, gum, and tongue. He reaches an arm out behind you to clear a spot at the table, lifting you up and setting you on the table. He pulls away from the kiss once you're on your back. He pushes the empty plates and glasses from his beer and your wine off the table. They crash to the floor and break. As soon as the table is cleared, he flips you onto your stomach, pulls your dress up, and your panties down. He positions himself on his knees on the booth.
So far, no one has made a move or an attempt to interrupt the whole thing. The waiters eyes remained glued on you two, and it was clear that the others in the restaurant were as well.
He ruts his hips against your now bare ass, accentuating his movements with small grunts. He grabs your jaw harshly and forces you to face him so he can give you a bruising kiss. Jason's hand tightens around your jaw as he pulls you over to him. A loud groan escapes from your throat as you were forced into his intense grip, his tongue slipping into your mouth.
The waiter's face was now bright red as he continued to watch the two of you. Jason's hips continue to gently and rhythmically rock against your behind, his tongue searching and exploring every part of your mouth. His hold on you is tight, his grip around your jaw becoming tighter and tighter as he continues to move his hips.
You need him inside of you, and he knows that too damn well. He pulls away from the kiss to free his cock from his pants. He rubs his length through your lips, collecting the wetness before pushing into you slowly. Jason moans softly grinding his hips and pushing deeper inside you as he feels you greedily taking him in. His hips slam against your soft curves. "shit- so tight baby," he says quietly, to which you can only keen in response.
The only thing that falls from your lips are gasps, and moans. You try your best to stiffle them you really do, but how can you when he's so fucking good? When the way his hips slam into you, it moves your body back and forth on the table? you're not gonna be quite- plus, what's the point? Everybody who hasn't left is watching.
Some are even pulling their phones out and recording. No one has been able to tear their eyes from the two of you. Why would they when they're seeing and watching, how well Jason's dick hits all the right spots, the way the both of you are reacting.
Jason has his head in the space between your neck and shoulder, kissing and biting as much as he can. His pace is relentless, and his hand finds its way between your body and the table to rub you're clit.
You're both sent over the edge soon. You're pussy clenching around him and milking him for all he's worth. Someone is screaming, as your climax hits you and you can't tell if it's your own voice or someone else's. It doesn't take very long after this for Jason to let out a deep, satisfied shudder as he finishes. His breath is quick and sharp. Hearing his breath brings you back and you realize you were the one who screamed. In the middle of a restaurant.
The whole restaurant sat almost in dead silence as they watched you two finish. Even the waiter's eyes were wide and mouth was agape as he watched you two finish.
The only sound in the restaurant was the sounds of your two bodies slapping together as he slowly fucks you through both of your highs, the slight sound of the table shaking with each movement of the two, and that of a woman who had just lost it in the back, probably someone watching from the kitchen window based on sound.
"You okay?" Jason finally found the chance to ask you in a breathless voice.
Some of the customers were still staring, the waiter included, but it seemed as though they didn't want to leave or move at all. They didn't want to take their eyes off of you two.
You nod slowly and he pulls out of you slowly.
"shit" you say, panting as he helps you back into the booth, pulling your dress back down, but your panties seem to be missing. You look at him and raise your eyebrows at him. He doesn't notice this due to the fact that he's pulling his pants up. He takes your face in his hands and presses a few soft kisses over your face before landing on your lips and pressing a soft kiss to your lips.
You and Jason are both in shock that no one has told you to stop, or call the police or anything. Jason's stomach tightened at the thought of possibly having the cops called. But after a few second it became clear what was happening. They were too surprised to actually do anything.
No one was looking away from you. Some of them were whispering to each other. A few mouths were hung open, though almost none were eating. They're all just watching, stunned by what had just happened.
"can we please get the check" You say, now just wanting to get the fuck out of this restaurant.
After a small period of hesitation, the waiter finally walks over to your table. He hesitates a bit to speak, but after taking a deep breath he finally manages to say one word.
"Yes. One moment." He walks away, still a bit red in the face.
Once the waiter leaves you turn to Jason.
"Do you happen to know where my panties are?" You ask him.
Jason's eyes widened as a smile spread across his lips. "I, um, might have some ideas." He says as he looks at the space between your thighs and, seeing the mixture of yours and his cum, is enough to make him hard again. But he quickly snapped back to your face when you narrowed your eyes at him, knowing you want more of an explanation then just that.
"I did say I might have some ideas, but those ideas could include me having put them in my pocket."
"you're an asshole"
"maybe," he says with a shrug as he subconsciously places a protective hand over the pocket where your panties are. (Yeah, he's not gonna let you put them back on... at least now now.)
The waiter returned with the check and dropped it on the table, quickly walking away again while avoiding eye contact. He soon returns and places a bowl of... chocolate syrup? just a bowl of chocolate syrup. Jason places his card on top of the bill, and looks at the chocolate with an almost confused look.
"Jay did we order this?" You ask. You're confused, but it also reminds you of when you and Jason first started dating. He was a stone top- always found his way to placing his head between your gorgeous thighs. When you first gave him head, he poured chocolate syrup on his dick- he said he wanted it to be sweet for you. He talked you through it- and you're wet again just thinking about it.
"No... it's not on the bill and isn't even on the menu." He replies. The waiter comes back to collect his card and does tap to pay on a tablet.
"Why have we been given this. We didn't order it." Jason asks the waiter in an even voice, looking the waiter in the eyes.
The waiter shifted uncomfortably. He was used to the more outspoken customers. Ones who would yell and curse and storm out over minor incidents. But Jason was different. Jason was quiet, firm and intimidating. And it was making the waiter quite nervous.
"This is for your performance." The waiter answered nervously, shifting in place slightly.
Jason's eyebrows tilted downwards at that, his expression serious.
"Our... performance?" He was making sure the waiter had heard him correctly.
The waiter shrugged awkwardly. "Well, we've never really had anyone do what you did here before, so my manager thought this would be suitable to your, uh... performance."
The waiter was very clearly nervous and seemed as though he would rather be anywhere else right now. He was sweating slightly, and he was blinking in a bit too much.
"what are we supposed to do with a bowl of chocolate syrup?" Jason asks.
The waiter seemed to swallow, having almost expected to be scolded right now. Instead, that hadn't happened.
"You could lick it off of each other... if you wanted to."
Pt. 2
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moneymartin · 2 months
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jealous possessive Lottie hcs?:3
🦌- jealous!lottie hcs
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used nat as the punching bag here but this includes every other yj or wtv. this is so lowk kinda long sry i got lured in real deep. also probably makes no sense lol!
honestly i don’t think she’s a very jealous girl… she’s moreso the type to just cling to you a lot cause she’s scared 😭
but ohhhh my lord when she sees you with someone from her team it’s all over
she starts off easy probably asking simple questions like “oh, what were you and nat talking about yesterday at lunch?”
she doesn’t wanna seem too obvious but you can tell there’s something wrong
when you and that specific teammate hang out a lot more lottie tends to take much more notice. she’s noting down the times you come back to her place after that hangout and shit
the times are extremely repetitive and you come home around the same time which makes her believe you’re hooking up with them…….
that makes lottie become a lot more mean because she truly does not have the heart to end things with you. she can only be mean. also i genuinely can’t see her breaking things off i know she’d be a mess 😣
when you ask her questions it’s kind of like the typical jealousy filled answer.
you ask her for the homework answers and she’ll say “go ask nat.” and you can’t really get them out of her cause she’s so mad. you’d literally ask her “what’s for dinner” and she’d respond with something completely unrelated like “maybe nat can make you dinner??” OMFG WHAT A BJTCH
before one of the hangouts you have with that person lottie pulls you to the side for a few minutes before you leave
she’s on your lap and biting your neck to mark you up >__< leaving hickeys on your jaw and neck and on your collarbone. WHEW
the person you’re always with notices them and asks you whats wrong but you just say it’s a bunch of bites 💀💀
after that lottie tends to mark you up a lot more. especially in bed. scratching your back and arms as hard as she can. not to the point where it bleeds i think just to the point where they’re extremely noticeable
when you come home and she sees a ‘new hickey’ she is DONE! it’s not even new though it’s literally her’s she jus doesn’t remember it -_-
but she’s too fed up and takes you up to the bedroom to strip everything off of you
she takes her anger out on you during the sex…
like she’ll probably drive into you with her strap soo hard. it’s smth you aren’t very used to yet but she could care less
also tries to choke you too but you do that little tapping thing on her hand so she can stop. she feels bad but keeps going anyways cause shes so fucking jealous
during it she’ll grunt things out like “can they fuck you like i can??!” and it gets you real confused 😭 “bet they can’t be this deep in you, huh? is that right?!”
afterwards you’d confront her about it though. asking her what she meant by that and then she says “well, you’ve been hanging out with (whoever) wayy too much, and i- i got jealous and…”
she babbles on a bunch and starts crying even though you’re the one who practically got ripped in half!!!
you manage to comfort her though saying things like “y’know i’m just hanging out with them because they’re my friend. i’m not that type of person, lott.” while you wipe away her tears 😞💔
anyways she somehow starts to fall asleep before you do while she traces the scratches on your back
in the morning she kisses all of the purple and reddish hickeys on your skin to apologize for being jealous and way too rough the night before. she also kisses the scratches and helps you treat them with some creams ☹️
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toruro · 1 year
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drive me up a wall
↳ pairing. k. soonyoung x reader ↳ tags. smut (18+), creampie ↳ w/c. 770+ ↳ a/n. this is purely word vomit. unfiltered thoughts. briefly wrote about hoshi fucking you against a wall here and the thought has not left my mind since. this is word vomit and i'm so tired that it probably makes zero sense but wtv! pls leave likes and reblog.
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"fuck baby," soonyoung groans, hips snapping into yours ruthlessly as your back presses into the wall. you can only respond with a moan that's gargling at the back of your throat, dumbly nodding along do whatever comes out of soonyoung's mouth. he's got your legs hooked around his waist, ankles crossing together as they dig into his lower back.
you can feel your back slamming into the wall every single time soonyoung pushes into you, and you won't be surprised if you get down to see the imprint of your back etched onto the wall after this. if you were in your right mind, you honestly would have complained about the dull ache that's permeating through your body from the sheer force of soonyoung, but if there's one think about him, it's that he fucks you dumb.
so dumb that you can't think, you can't speak, you can't even complain because holy fucking shit the way his cock is so thick and drags out of you with that deep, pleasurable burn has you going crazy.
soonyoung is going to drive you up a wall. literally.
each thrust is punctuated with a deep, guttural groan that rumbles from deep in his chest and the sound is so animalistic and so hot and it his has your pussy clenching around him so tightly you think he might just slip out.
of course, he doesn't, his dancer hips are too good, too sharp, too strong, pushing into you with so much power that whole idea of getting your guts rearranged doesn't seem much of "just a saying" anymore as it does an actual reality.
"squeezing me so fucking tight, huh baby?" he chuckles through labored breaths, the grip he has on your waist firm and nearly bruising. "turns you on this much? fucking you into the wall?"
your only response is pushing your neck back as pleasure courses through your body, twitching as you feel your orgasm creep up on you. soonyoung sees this as a sign to speed up to the point where you think it's inhumane. "gonna cum, pretty girl?" he coos, fucking into you ruthlessly, bringing you down onto his cock at the same time he thrusts up into you so you're hit with a double whammy of force on that one spot that has you seeing stars. "god—fuck, you're so fucking amazing. perfect fucking pussy."
the words of praise that usually go straight down to your throbbing core are now left forgotten in your head, the only noise filling your eyes being soonyoung's grunts and groans of both pleasure and labored effort, the way he moan's your name finally being what sets you off the edge.
the constant batter of his fat tip against your g-spot, along with the stimulation of his crotch against your clit, and purely the way he just used you like the pretty fucking doll you are has you crying out his name and writhing in his arms before you finally go limp, your eyes rolling to the back as the waves of pleasure hit you like a trick.
as tears prick at your eyes from the constant stimulation to your post-orgasmic cunt, you rest your head on soonyoung's shoulder, allowing him to fuck into you a few times before he's spilling his hot seed inside of you, continuing thrusting inside of you until you've milked him dry, making sure to fuck all of his back into you if any threatens to drip out.
soonyoung's breaths are heavy and harsh, just like yours, as he pushes your back into the wall again so you can make room for the two of you two look down at where you're connected, causing a dopey smile to make its way onto your face. a grin creeps up at soonyoung's lips too, the both of you admiring the sight of his cock all white and slick from his cum and yours, the white liquid oozing out of your pussy when he pulls out as you clench around nothing.
he brings a hand up and flicks at your clit ones, causing you to let out a squeak from the sensitivity as soonyoung finally sets your legs down, carefully. before you have the chance to complain about how your legs feel like fucking jello, he's leaning forward and capturing your lips in a short and sweet kiss.
the change from him railing you into the next dimension a few moments ago to the soft, loving boyfriend you know and love is dizzying, and you hardly have time to think before he's saying, "rest up princess, you've got five minutes before round two."
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