#woke up with this in my head

[runningoncaffeine]

I’m just gonna go on a fucking rant, might make zero sense but I have to get this out of my system.

Fourth wall right….let’s all gather and sit around, head bowed, hands under our chins, deep in thought about this shit right here

KDJ says that the Fourth wall makes it so that he perceives reality as separate from fiction of stuff that was mostly related to TWSA.

Yeah, makes sense.

Just think of this…we know that 4thwall protects him from the effects of ‘fiction’, grounding him in ‘reality’ and helping him make calm, sound, rational decisions. We also know that the Wall shakes and thins when faced with said ‘reality’

Now, here’s another thing we know about Dokja—he likes to see everything through a reader’s eyes, viewpoint if you will

One of the first things we find about him interacting with others is with Sangah and he immediately puts her into a story and gives her a role. He’s been doing this shit since before the scenarios and the apocalypse and all. So we can assume that he’s done this like almost all his life, being the ‘reader’ and seeing others essentially as characters—until they interact with his little bubble.

As it would happen, the people who interact with him and his bubble aren’t exactly very welcoming or nice most times but that aside, here’s what I’m rambling about

If you think about it, the first attributes and skills people get are related to what they were already good at and stuff

So fourth wall is essential a powered up version of KDJ’s dissociative tendencies. It’s a coping mechanism.

Him being a ‘reader’, not intervening in anyone’s story, only reading and forming opinions

Because the last time he played a major role and defeated the villain, the consequences weren’t pretty and he didn’t get the happy ending. Even after his mother ‘reread’ it to him, the ending wasn’t one he liked

The pre-apocalypse version of 4thwall (and his generally tragic life) kept him from being anything more than a ‘reader’ to other people’s lives

But this is not going to be satisfying at all —we know it, Dokja knows it, 4thwall knows it—Dokja craves to be something more than a ‘reader’

But his life is realism, he prefers fantasy novels. His story is a bore compared to the other ones he sees

And “it’s not too bad, being a reader”

Can’t we say that the 4th wall was protecting him from reality than fiction? In his mind, he’s always seen life as stories, whatever genre they were, they were always stories and the fourth wall kept them as stories….

*sighs heavily* yeah, this isn’t going out of my head anytime soon…just Dokja and his trauma….excellent…

#orv #orv analysis #orv rant #fourth wall #kim dokja #omniscient readers viewpoint #woke up with this in my head #did not help with my depression #dokja you lovely soul #why do I have so many feels about this little bastard?? #whyyy??? #kim dokjaaaaa #let’s all cry rivers and stare into voids as we stew in our orv feels

[liveinalovelyway]

It’s a wonderful surprise to see your shoes and your spirits rise

Throwing out your frown, and just smiling at the sound

#woke up with this in my head #then found out it’s Robert Smiths birthday #then heard this song at a restaurant #and just now found out today is the anniversary of this album #what a coincidence #music #spotify #the cure #friday i’m in love #my music #my playlist #music recs #rock #rock music #alternative rock

[kobayashi-fr]

These guys are parallels of eachother ^^

-Mother's are both renowned scientists of their times, Dr Elisabet Sobeck and Dr Grace Augustine, respectively. Who of which knew their worlds were dying but still aided in science to try and prevent that death but ultimately falling short.

-life is resilient so despite this, a new generation is born and starts to fight back 💪

-Both Aloy and Kiri are essentially their mothers reborn, clones if you will without biological Fathers, one through science, the other through Pandora's Deity.

-Born with the brain of their Mother's but growing up natively, they gain survival skills that ultimately will make them surpass their Mother's and succeed where their predecessors could not.

-Both have adoptive Fathers that they respect and love dearly Rost and Jake Sully.

#aloy horizon #kiri sully #grace augustine #elisabet sobeck #kiri te suli kìreysì'ite #horizon forbidden west #horizon zero dawn #avatar the way of water #avatar james cameron #woke up with this in my head #just though i'd share

[grenadinexo]

i just want someone who’s gonna bend me over and rip my panties and use me like a fleshlight. is that too much to ask ?

#woke up with this in my head #someone should uhhhhhhh kiss me and maybe breed me idk #grenadinexo #queer nsft #nonbinary nsft #trans nsft #nsft #t4t nsft #t4t #enby nsft #nb nsft

[electricswamp]

#morning song #music #fka twigs #woke up with this in my head #Spotify

[overly-obsessive-poet]

things I’ve woken up and written in my notes app in the middle of the night: a collection

• *snatches your vertebrae and eats them* • COMUNISM

• Finn, we have depression and we’re the ones who chug the mozzarella 

Shhhhh

• Agnes surprise party of (mass) Murder

• Giant eye cannibal

• But soon all the refrigerators will be Keith

• I have more mental illnesses than you have toes

• PIGEONES

• Ankle spiders - circumference  Like high heels but spider lots of legs

• Mary Poppins = Timelord??? not clicbait

#shitpost #shitposting #woke up with this in my head #doctor who #pigeon thoughts #Keith #communism

[saule-maroussault]

Oh to be whispered

And licked

And tasted

And bitten

And gnawed

And chewed

And ground

And swallowed

Like

a

Syllable

In your mouth

#woke up with this in my head #poetry #i guess

[songs-in-my-head]

don’t be mad that your girl loves me

#mac miller #the spins #music moodboard #hiphop #rap #music wallpaper #song of the day #woke up with this in my head #spotify

[swan-orpheus]

Upside down Boy, you turn me Inside out And round and round

#music #woke up with this in my head #diana ross #queen #✨✨✨✨✨

[seethesunny]

Thinking about the Jackson AU/Tess lives AU and Joel playing with Tess’s hair before sleeping because it's getting long and he mentions if she'll cut it soon, but in a whisper she says she likes it, and he nods even though he has never seen her do this for herself but they're not in Boston anymore. That's a good thing.

#woke up with this in my head #beautiful imagery #I love the idea that jackson changes them in all kind of ways #to love is to be changed #J&T #gecko rants #mine

[murderballadeer]

#woke up with this in my head #soapbox #Youtube

[feralchaton]

#flathead #the fratellis #woke up with this in my head #badababadadadada #Spotify

[minisugakoobies]

🎶Deep down, I need you more 🎵

more more more more…

#woke up with this in my head #not a complaint #txt #deep down #tomorrow x together

[passinnotesinsecrecy]

DO SOMETHING BABE!!!!! SAY SOMETHING!!!!!!! LOSE SOMETHING BABE!!!!!!!! RISK SOMETHING!!!!!!!!! CHOOSE SOMETHING BABE!!!!!!!!!! I GOT NOTHING TO BELIEVE!!!!!! UNLESS YOU’RE CHOOSING ME!! YOU’RE LOSING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#woke up with this in my head #so i’m not even trying to be happy today

[scribblygryphon]

An Indirect Kiss

What is an indirect kiss?

Is it, from me, to you, a kiss, spanned not now, but the passage of time alone?

Is it the particles upon my lips impacting yours?

Is it the thought - the meaning - of a kiss upon something so lovingly shared?

How long?

Months? Weeks? Years?

Lifetimes?

I breathe, same as you, air that has touched the lips of dinosaurs, of William Shakespeare, of Martin Luther King, of emperors and peasants and soldiers and nurses and kings and people.

From their lips, it has touched mine - is that indirect?

An indirect kiss?

How wonderful, then, to live in a world where we kiss so freely - to exist in a place with so much love packed into every particle we touch, we breathe, we have, we hold.

You and I were made of a dying star; and the star gave us, upon our being, an indirect kiss.

Be it weeks, or months, years, a lifetime, a dream, a journey - I pass it to you. However long it takes; I hope you feel this indirect kiss, and love so freely to give it to another.

#random writing #woke up with this in my head

[fellinlovewithinsanity]

— all for nothing? —

the most emotional painting had no meaning at all, none whatsoever. the most beautiful woman, just an ordinary someone who walked on the street. does that mean i believe it is all for nothing?

all the grand memories what are they made of? the blend and mix of paint never seen are a canvas are still pretty, are they not?

the striking color and hues of the defining moments of our lives, all something we can recall in at instant. in time though, the mundane and abstract ones — they are we remember the most.

and yet while writing a poem could be said to be only little words on a little page … it can reshape another’s whole story.

so no i do not believe life is meaningless or not full of great stories yet to be told, instead i simply prefer the quiet days, the days that are just like the others — they blend and mix together.

#poetry #deepmeaning #lyrics #my writing #should sleep but decided to write poetry instead #before sunrise #woke up with this in my head #music #writers and poets #sad thoughts #that feeling when