#why the fuck did i make this god damn post??!!

[cathartes-aura-shitposting]

controversial opinion that currently i have that i feel like i want to rant about:

man, i'm gonna sound offensive (and i'm trying not to be here, please read it all), but something has been bothering me and i feel like i need to share this.

in terms of drawing cartoon anthros, it is OK to give SOME stereotypical feminine/masculine traits to female/male characters (respectively speaking), and especially when anthropomorphizing things that otherwise do not have any significant gender differences or even gender at all.

i and surely many others are guilty of doing this as well.

HOWEVER, there is a thin but also rather blurry line when it comes to HOW extreme these gender differences are. there is a difference between...

.. "yeah, they're male and female, but still are clearly the same species of the same world"

...and..

"dear lord, i get they're supposed to be male and female but they look like two completely different creatures altogether"

and, let me make this clear before continuing: i get such extreme difference between sexes happen in nature as well (ask about peafowls, betta fish, ect). I'm talking when you add features to something that doesnt have such diferences.

taking my own anthro creatures, for example:

these guys are the elkinets, my own aeromorph ('humanoid' aircraft) species. this post specifically is the best example i currently have; they're the "intercrosses", and you can read a bit more about them here.

but that's not my point. my point here is that i, too, am rather guilty of doing that sort of cartoon logic. females have eyelashes and slightly curved chest, males do not. also, in the lore i have for them, females are supposed to be slightly larger than the males.

however, this in my option, is really all one really need to pull the while "this guy male, this gal female": eyelashes and maybe some kind of "Boob"-like structure. it's clear that they're still very much supposed to be aircraft.

IRL aircraft do not have a gender. in the grand scheme of things, aircraft are genderless. they do not adhere to standard gender expectations. what artists and other people see as "feminine" or "masculine" or "Genderless/gender-neutral" in aircraft is purely subjective, though perhaps the media could be to blame.

anyways, where was i? oh, yeah. weird gender designs.

NOW, If you're going to cross than line and make the gender differences exaugurated/extreme, the least you can do is make it interesting in a good way.

a "good" example of extreme differences "gone right": seton academy (which i haven't watched yet, so feel free to grill me for this)

notice how the male characters have animal heads while the females are just kemonomimis (human w/ ears + tail). there's no explanation of this.

alot of people seem to have problems with this, to which i understand as to why. but, at the very least, it's somewhat "unique". it at least

and if anybody where to pull the whole "Man=more monster, women=literal humanoid female" one of the best things you can do is to have it "Make sense". maybe the reasons for the females to look more human is that the males are so scary/unnerving (Lovecraftian/cosmic horrors, i guess) that it's easier to have the females make contact with humans because they're "less scary". maybe perhaps the males uses the overly feminine females as "bait", luring in unsuspecting human travelers into there doom.

but the deer from open season are fucking inexcusable.

something about this just didnt seem right. sure, yeah, they're not THAT BAD from intitial glances (especially adding the "It's Just A kids' movie!!1!!" excuse) but there are literally two things that bother me about this beside the exaggeration between the gender difference:

1-elliot is bipedal while giselle is quadrupedal. that for me didn't quite make sense. Elliot could've been quadrupedal too and it wouldn't effect the narrative because you can still have him be bipedal at times like a lot of cartoon animals are. though, granted, their children in the later movies are bipedal too, so I guess there's some though put into it.

but, also, something which bothered me EVEN MORE (because i recently realized this).

2-they're deer. and, while it does specify the species, i presume they're supposed to be white-tailed deer. do you wanna know something about white-tailed deer?

males. have. antlers. female. do. not.

let me repeat: their is already a difference between the two genders, and that's the fact that males have their trademark antlers while females do not. and that's with the most obvious differences. adding some slight masculine/feminine trait is ok, and especially since antler's are a seasonal thing. but if they're already a noticeable difference between the two sexes, the what's the point of going to such extreme lengths like this movie did?

but guys, while doing research (because i haven't seen the movies in a long time), i came upon something even worse about the character designs in this franchise.

i learned that Ian is also a deer, and again, presumable the same species as the other two. you wanna know what he looks like?

this:

now, i do SOMEWHAT get where the movie was coming from, since he's supposed to be Eliot's main rival in the first movie and of course he's gotta look more "Tougher" and "manlier" than him, not just in attitude but design as well.

however, do you wanna know what i thought he was when i first saw the movies, and continued to think right up until doing research for this rant?

an elk. i though he was an elk. which, in all fairness IS a deer, but a completely difference species at that.

and for comparison between elk and white-tailed deer:

now, look at Ian, and then look back at Elliot and Giselle. now look at this image i pulled up.

now, maybe, JUST MAYBE, he is indeed an elk, and the movies never specified that he is an elk. in which case, yeah sure. but if so, WHY NO FEMALE ELK? all of the deer that look like elk in the movies are all male, so where's the female elk?

that is, unless of course they weren't thinking when they made the designs and thought that all deer species where the same and that nobody would notice.

now, boog and ursa have a similar issue in desgin:

they look like they're from two different series, but they're part of the same movie franchise. clearly the designers were, again, not very good with their designs.

however, it is excusable to some extent because both of them still are brown bears. both clearly are meant to be the same species, and while yes the design is distracting (and doesnt make too much sense) it at least works.

TL:DR: if you're male and female characters look like two difference species, you better try coming up with a good explanation for it.

#why the fuck did i make this god damn post??!! #why?!!

[camels-pen]

consider sanuso bodyswap where Sanji is of course "admiring" Usopp's body and Usopp is trying desperately to keep himself from getting worked up so that he doesn't light himself on fire.

Luffy and Chopper are not helping. They are in fact doing the opposite of helping. They've ramped up their pranks and are doing anything possible to get Usopp angry so that he combusts, freaks out, and then dives into the ocean to put himself out. They think it's hilarious.

Nami and Brook are Also not helping, since they're conspiring with Sanji to put on a fashion show with Usopp's body. Sanji called it "not wasting a precious opportunity to get him in something other than overalls". Usopp called it mutiny and he was gonna- dive into the ocean, holy fuck Sanji why is it so easy to catch fire?!

Best part about this is that Sanji assured him, several times, that his body doesn't get hurt by catching fire. Usopp still jumps into the ocean every time.

Robin pipes up at one point, asking if Sanji was immune to just his own flames or all flames. Sanji just kind of shrugs and said it depends. Franky, having just been leisurely watching all of this gets an idea. Would his Franky Fireball hurt Sanji's body or just give him more fire to work with?

He tries to coax Usopp into agreeing to test it out and, somehow, he manages it. Albeit, Usopp is all knocking knees and chattering teeth, a very odd sight from 'Sanji'. As part of the deal though, he can only shoot a fireball the size of his hand.

Usopp meant his small hand. The one Franky used for tinkering and fine detail work. He did not, however, clarify this.

So, when a fireball the size of Franky's big hand comes out, well. Usopp runs for his goddamn life.

It takes him a few moments- and the voices of his friends sounding distant and below him- to realize he hadn't, in fact, run to the men's quarters, but rather into the fucking sky.

And oooooh, boy he is gonna kill Sanji one of these days. Why was his body's first fucking instinct when running to go up, what the actual HELL-

Usopp lit himself on fire again.

He curses out Sanji as his Sky Walk fails in the same moment and he plummets towards the deck.

#one piece #sanuso #nemotime #usopp the first time he lights himself on fire: WHAT THE FUCK WHAY THE FUCK WHAT THE HELL OH GOD OH F- #oh ndvdggdvdv okay listen. listen. omagine Zoro's been asleep this whole time. and he misses the memo that there was a bodyswap. #and he wakes up to 'Sanji' kicking him abd immediately goes into fight mode... and then is really fucking spooked #bc 'Sanji' is blubbering about Zoro going to kill him and that he couldnt die this young and Zoro's just. Still as a statue. #Literally cannot compute. #and then 'Usopp' comes up to him. threatening him and calling him names the way he was expecting from 'Sanji' #Brook: oh dear he mustve slept through all the commotion. Zoro-san! Usopp and-! #Nami covering Brook's mouth: No wait i smell a money making opportunity #shes gonna con him. idk how or with what yet but shes definitely gonna con him #hes gonna be sooo pissed when he finds out she conned him but his usual outlet for physical violence is currently indisposed so. lol. lmao. #i like making zoro suffer idk why its just funny #wait wai what if Usopp didnt trip on him what if when he plummets to the deck he lands on Zoro lmfao #also Franky's standing there like 'Why did you dodge it?!' and Usopp is right back to trying not to light himself on fire again lol #oh n Jinbei gets roped into the fashion show stuff #where he incurs 'newbie's first debt to Nami' #damn now im thinking about him slightly concerned about all this spontaneous combustion and then Robin saying something to make it worse lol #ANYWAY MORE IMPORTANTLY the real tragedy of this post is that because Usopp's constantly worried about Combusting #it never really sinks in how blatantly Sanji is checking out his body + enjoying doing that fashion show #and because of Sanji 'enjoying the view' he never notices the brief moments where Usopp quietly does the same #before being interrupted by Luffy and Chopper coming out of nowhere wanting to roast marshmallows on Usopp's leg #okay im done were done im good its bed time gnight gmorning gday to all

[bestomato]

here’s more of my pmd2 team

silly comic in spanish below:

#pokémon #pmd #pmd oc #pmd eos #infernape #feraligatr #toto and chimichang #making a tag for them TEEHEE #my art #idk if i mentioned the origin of their names already but chimichang is named after chimichanga and toto after totodile lol #bc chimchar to me sounded like chimichanga #since the game only allows 10 character names i had to stick to chimichang but otherwise that would be his name LOL #i’ve seen multiple Totos online that are also totodile which.. makes sense if u think about it #also you might notice toto looks a little bit different than regular feraligatrs that’s bc i hate the design #why does the original design look SO THIN? THATS A CROCODILE. UM #the only rendition of feraligatr art that i like is the sprite art from gold silver and crystal. THATS IT. #so that’s what i used for my references #they did feraligatr so dirty in the 3ds models as well. god fucking damn #also happy 15 anniversary (in japan) of explorers of sky #AND LONG TIME NO ART POST LOOOLLLLL

[airbenderedacted]

deathstar shippers stop going out of ur way to tell me you hate dominator being a lesbian and that you’re homophobic asf challenge (impossible, apparently)

#(cw: put under a read more for homophobia & transphobia 😬) #LITERALLY went ''lemme say the quiet part out loud'' BRO THIS IS LIKE THE 6TH(????) TIME I'VE HAD SUCH AN ENCOUNTER #except i will say that this is the first time it wasn't unprovoked. i did @ them first to ask why they were leaving replies on my posts- #-saying hater's crush on dominator is creepy bc they 'look like they have an age gap' meanwhile they've liked AND MADE #-comments elsewhere shipping her with men that are way WAY older than her and sometimes visibly so like. hater and her are the same agegroup #so i was like. what is going on here huh??? ANFD THEN THEY JUST SAY THIS SHIT why am i ever surprised anymore lmao #shout out to this person for adding transphobia to their shittiness for Spice ig /s 🙄 eugh... #i should've seen it coming bc they were referencing a page on the woy wiki THAT USES STEVENSON'S CORRECT NAME & PRONOUNDS #AND YET THEY WERE ADAMANT ON USING HIS DEADNAME AND SHE/HER PRONOUNS LIKE.. I SHOULD'VE EXPECTED THIS I SHOULD'VE EXPECTED THIS but still 🤢 #i dont ever wanna stop giving ppl the benefit of the doubt but oh my god do These people test me. every time. goes like this Every Single T- #on god only like twice or smthn have i seen [REDACTED] shippers be like.. very decent to me and literally just ignorant #and they were from here and i just ask them to not interact bc it makes me uncomfortable and they're like i dont get it but ofc #and i never see them again #AND THEN EVERY OTHER PERSON WHO IS INTO THIS SHIT I HAVE *EVER* COME ACROSS #FUCKING JUST... JUMPS INTO MY MENTIONS OUT OF NOWHERE. LITERALLY I DONT EVEN?? DO ANYTHING I DONT GO NEAR THEM BRO #THEY FUCKING SNIFF ME OUT OR SOME SHIT FOR HAVING A DNI ON OTHER SITES AND GO #''OH SO YOU THINK I'M WRONG FOR HAVING TO REIMAGINE GAY/LESBIAN CHARACTERS AS STRAIGHT SO I CAN ENJOY THEM?'' LIKE- WTF? YES? IT IS #also i kid you not this is an actual thing someone has gone out of their way to look me up and yell at me over for like an hour straiught #on twitter. it was unhinged. like they were convinced straight ppl are oppressed any time gay characters exist #bc gay characters existing makes them unlikable and unrelatable and unconsumable to straights like damn ok if u feel that way die abt it? #it's just so unhinged like bruh GO AWAY LMAO??? SHUT UP! I DONT CARE LITERALLY JUST KEEP UR FREAK BIGOT SHIT TO URSELF GET OUT #again that specifically doesn't apply to this person who technically WAS @ by me first bc i was like.. hey... hey what's going on here HUH #but oh my god they turn out to be vocally homophobic every single time. i was always hoping i was like... #over generalizing these people as being fucking homophobic just bc 1) the vibes r always like that 2) it's faster to say #BUT OH MY GOD THEY REALLY ARE HOMOPHOBIC AS A WHOLE WHAT THE FUCK I LITERALLY ALWAYS WENT OUT OF THE WAY TO BE LIKE aint no way ahah BUT NO? #BRO???? GET OUT OF HERE THIS SHOW IS NOT FOR YOU Y'ALL ARE CREEPS #THEY FEEL SO EMBOLDED TO SAY THE QUIET PART OUT LOUD EVERY SINGLE TIME WITHOUT PROMPTING. I ALWAYS MAKE FUCKING SURE TO NOT ACCUSE BIGOTRY #AT MOST I'LL JUST BE LIKE yeah so straightwashing is a thing that's homophobic so don't do that IF ANYTHING. I NEVER CALL THE PERSON THAT #AND EVERY TIMEEEE THEY JUST GO MASK OFF WITH ''BTW I DONT LIKE THE GAYS'' I OEIUFKGEJRHGUKJDFS EVERY TIME EVERY TIME WTFFFFF #usually being right about things is epic. not this THIS IS JUST.. GWORLS WHAT HE FUCK

[wigglepiggle]

I forgot to mention the new ppt2 did literally almost make me cry HAHAHAH

#THE FUCKING ELIMINATION AND GOLD INGOT REJECTION THING HAPPENED TOO VLOSE FOR ME OK #AND THEN BOTTLE STARTED CRYING #I WASNT EVEN PARTICULARLY ATTACHED TO HER BUT OHHH MY GOD GIRL IM SO SORRY #I DID LIKE POST IT THOUGH I COULD NOT BELIEVE THAT LITTLE SHIT SLIPPER STAYED #I CANT HANDLE IT WHEN CARTOON CHARACTERS CRY.. OK I DONT KNOW WHY #WAAJHHHHHHHHHH WHENHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #so many emotions actually i need to make this one post instea dof making so many posts about this damn episode #actually i did belive the moment post it and bottle and chainsaw started arguing i knew they weren't surviving this elimination. augh

[apollo-zero-one]

Man I can't believe I had the chance to go to a performing arts school up through middle school and I fuckin quit after 6 months just because I got bullied. BRO YOUR HOMEWORK WAS POETRY!! YOU HAD TO PRACTICE DANCING TO COTTON EYE JOE AS YOUR BIG UNIT TEST. GYM CLASS HAD A CIRCUS UNIT!! YOU HAD A WHOLE DAILY CLASS ON IMPROV!!! YOU FOOL!! YOU ABSOLUTE IMBICILE!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN A YOUTUBER!!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN ONE OF THOSE TWEENAGERS GETTING LOADED BY MAKING SHITTY YOUTUBE SHORTS IN 2008-14!! But noooOoooOOOoo little miss Noellie (who WANTED TO GO!! who worked SO HARD and sent in an application essay and did an INTERVIEW to get in!!) couldn't handle disruptive classmates or little scuffles and petty grudges and general Attitude of the other students and cried to mommy to put her back in public school. I am EATING MY HAIR over what Could Have Been. I COULD BE SOMEONE'S ANNOYING YOUTUBER!! I could be a DISGRACED DISNEY CHANNEL STAR!! I could be an America's Got Talent winner! A mild to moderately successful comedian! I could be making short films!! But no no no precious thin skinned baby me heard a few new cus words and watched a teacher get heckled and begged to give up The Dream in favor of?? Quiet math tests?? I am such a fucking quitter I quit everything the second it gets too hard I always take the out as soon as it's offered what's my fucking damage.....

#I had SO MUCH POTENTIAL and I SQUANDERED IT!! weak ass third grade PUSSY! Your life could have been SO SICK!! #or you could at least be addicted to cocain or something interesting like that!! Boring ass goody two shoes always just staying home doing #NOTHING bitch make a REAL FRIEND go to a God Damn PARTY live a little instead of just hiding in the closet eating saltine crackers for years #waiting for it to be quiet outside before you ever even toed the line #mentally ill self-isolating motherfucker #you could have shrugged it off you could have GROWN A PAIR and FOUGHT BACK but you just ran and cried for mommy #victim complex little bitch baby always whining and exaggerating and making shit up fucking LIAR I am you and I KNOW what you did and I know #you knew it wasn't the truth and you regretted it the moment it came out of uour mouth but once you'd said it you just swallowed it back and #doubled down incriminating or discrediting others with your lies. For why? Because you didn't like them? You could have ruined someone's #life you wouldn't have hesitated mayhe you did and don't even remember because you cant keep your mouth shut with your pants ablaze #manipulative little shit and to WHAT END? Pity? Sympathy? Attention? Entertainment?? What was even going on in your stupid ugly head? #This is a callout post for my third grade self that possessed demon ass evil nine year old. That kid drowned anthills in olive oil and #poisoned a wild animal once. That kid cut plants just to see if they oozed. That kid modified her whole ass personality on a dime for a boy #she had a crush on. INSTANTLY dropped a LIFELONG CULTURAL ALLEGIANCE (thats what football teams were like back then in our town) because he #said he had the opposite allegiance??? What the fuck? girl had NO integrity none zip zilch. #No empthy either that kid looked at everyone else on earth like they were friggin space aliens and she was the only one with Real feelings. #bitch literally thought like 'I have Feelings they just have Reactions' bitch what the fuckkkkk #that nine year old was fucked the hell up!!! #and for literally NO REASON!! No cause!! Just born fucking evil and weird. jesus fuck. #Evil ass bitch caused her autistic brother months of nightmares and then laughed about it and wrote poetry about how evil he was because he? #was a kid??? Normal sibling rivalry taken way way way too far defamatory ass statements #and this girl had NO CONSEQUENCES because she could lie and manipulate her way out of ANYTHING she had the baby eyes and the helpless charm #and played dumb soooo well . read people like some calculative evil AI scanning their faces for microexpressions and overanalyzing each word #choice like holy shit. its not That Deep. pretentious shit trying to play 5D chess on a checkers board. #Manipulating shit just to see what happens?? zero awareness?? no asking just skipping straight to testing for yourself?? #'What happens if I step on this' it fucking breaks 'what does that taste like?' it's not fucking yours to mess with 'if I hit this person #how will they respond?' they'll be upset use your goddamn judgement you are NINE not TWO do you even care a little about any other person?? #Are you just living in some other reality??? #callout post for the fucking demon child inside of me #im so goddamn problematic I'm so so so deeply mentally disturbed and broken for no reason

[androcola]

if you could see that you’re making excuses for yourself instead of opportunities we wouldn’t be having this conversation whatsoever. you post shit online and then when people try to help you avoid it. grow the fuck up and get a spine.

give me $9000

#asks #anon #bitch im not fucking making excuses did you Just Read My Post you dumbass???? #i just GAVE YOU REAL REASON. why i DONT DUCKING HAVE THE MONEY OR RESOURCES!!!!!! #im glad youre so fucking privileged!!!!!!!! #also im fucking VENTING!! im not asking anyone to fix my problems!! im just blowing hot air!!!! #god DAMN i cant stand people #i DONT have thw money. i DONT have the resources. i DONT have the support system. i DONT FUCKING HAVE ANYTHING!!!!!! #WORST OF ALL. I SUFFER FROM FUCKING DEBILITATING ANXIETY AMD AGORAPHOBIA!!!!!!!! #ALSO every god damn apartment complex in my town will just put me on likw a 5 fucking year waiting list!!!! #you dont understand not SHIT about my fucking situation!!!!!!! stop acting like you fucking know #wanna donate to me? i can make a fucking cashapp. put your money whwre your mouth is #no??? no????? pipe the fuck down then #there is NO available housing in my area. i DONT have the money for a car. i CANT afford to move out of town. I CANT DO SHIT #want me to work a fucking miracle or something???? leave me the fuck alone i didjt ask for your input in the first fucking place #literally the only real way to make any money thats actually enoigh to live off of is fucking sex work atp #and foe my own mental health im not doing that shit #whatever guess ill get on my andrew tate sigma chad grind or whatever. grindset. i dont fucking know

[hexcitrine]

randomly looked at this account to update my age and holy shit it's been a while since i posted here..........i have a small pile of art i have yet to post but hbhbshdbshbd too lazy

#part of it is that i haven't posted any of my recent art but in addition #i haven't made new art in a WHILE (abt 3 months) which is highly unusual for me but the reason for that is #3 months ago i suddenly remembered that i tried learning mandarin for three (3) days before forgetting about it for 9 months #(amusingly the reason why is not because of danmei......i did not even know danmei existed when i first decided to learn it) #anyways i have been insanely fixated on learning it for the past 3 months #however since art is primarily a way for me to process my interests and that only really be done when i'm fixated on media........well #let's just say i have not been making art at all #that might change soon tho #rn i'm reading 撒野 (saye) in chinese bc it's at a level i can read and i fucking love it so far #idk why i picked a book longer than svsss (which took me a week to read in english)...u would think there's no chance of me finishing it #or even reading it #especially when the only novel i've read before this is a chinese translation of the fucking magic finger by roald dahl LMFAO #but it's been a week and i'm a fifth of the way into it which i was not expecting at all #it was initially an exercise of “i will get as far as i can and try my best to read a chapter a day” but i've been zipping through chapters #last night i was up until 3 AM reading it and i was so tempted to read more but had to stop myself #of course this is all aided by pleco which lets me quickly look up words that i don't know yet. pleco ily #that being said...this all does mean i know words like 收銀台 before i even know the word for “orange” (the color) which is pretty funny #but idk considering that the sum of my time spent learning chinese is just 3 months..........i think i am doing pretty damn good #i thought it would be a LOT longer before i could finally start enjoying some interesting things #god but it really has been a while since i last read a high school romance...but i am quite fond of the leads and their respective baggage #sorry for the whole tag ramble.........i haven't really had anyone to talk abt this stuff with #oh also it's my birthday #that is why i am even here to update my age in the first place #happy lan wangji birthday #actually the only reason i realized it was gonna be my birthday soon is because i saw chinese artists posting lan wangji birthday fanart #and then remembered that we share the same birthday #also re: the art i haven't posted yet.........a good chunk of it is misvil fanart...song qingshi my beloved #and there's also a luo binghe drawn on an art app i PROGRAMMED MYSELF (!!!!!!!!!) in there #actually that piece is the main reason i haven't posted the art i HAVE made. how the fuck do i explain that i drew it on an app that i made #sorry this is genuinely the most off the rails tag ramble i've ever done. okay i'm done

[the-spider-in-your-livingroom]

Fuck I did it again Fuck I did it again Fuck I did it again Fuck I did it again fuck i did it again fuck i did it again fuck i did it again fuck i did it again fuck i did it again fuck i did it again fuck i did it again fuck

#text post #why can't I just do something right? #I can't fucking believe myself #I just make things so much fucking worse #I just need to stop I only harm those I love #I don't fucking learn #I just fuck it all up over and over and over #and i leave everyone fucked up more than when I started #I need to stop trying I need to stop being so fucking selfish #everything isn't fucking about me #No one fucking deserves the stupid shit I do #I wish I was better i try and i fail over and over and over #I really wish i was a different person who was better #I wish I did things that mattered #I wish I wasn't such a fucking disappointment for once in my god damn life #I wish I was a better person #I wish I was a fucking better friend #I think I get better #I get so much fucking worse #The worst part is i never realise what ive done until too fucking late #I knew it was too good to be true #really wish i didn't fucking exist #then everyone would be better off because they wouldn't have to deal with my bull shit #everyone would be so much fucking better off #i've done enough already #I wish I was gone #vent #vent post

[thetimelordbatgirl]

Not a Wanda stan trying to compare her actions in Multiverse of Madness to Miles in Across the Spiderverse, acting like we shouldn’t hate Wanda just cause we support Miles. 

#like oh my god so many reasons why this comparison is wrong #for starting orders if you wanna compare her to anyone compare her to kingpin #even though feel like thats insulting kingpin a lil even #and second of all wanda tried to hunt down and torture and kill a god damn CHILD #just so that she can steal said childs powers #and she intended to use those powers to kill another wanda and steal that wandas kids #and throughout the film is literally torturing and murdering people #what did miles do???? he literally just said no to the idea of losing his dad #managed to escape the citadel without anyone getting hurt #and even said 'i can do both!' aka save the multiverse and his dad #versus wanda whose a selfish grown women unable to let go of her sim kids #cause yes hate to break it but miles family is real #wanda created her sim kids in a situation where she was holding a town hostage #and had to be convinced to let it all go #like how the fuck do you make this comparison #and fucking post it #how #only wanda stans can do this shit i swear

[devilishdelights]

I played the demo and apparently vere can kill us? Not me tho I’m just 2 good 😎🔥💯

#me playing this game: omg why is everyone so flirty… why r they all blushing like damn lol…….. u good bro? #also me: forgets it’s a fucking romance game #he’d kill me for this cringe ass post tho and that’s the point!!! #I love all the chars sm… vere and ais weren’t exactly what I was expecting personality wise and I love them sm more tbh #I only did kuras’ little path for now bc my computer was on fuckin fire #the art is sooo fucking GOOD though. like fucking hell #every time a character got their big close up I was 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 like god damn #ALSO WE GOT OUR ARM FUCKIN CUT CLEAN OFF LMAOOO I WASNT EXPECTING THAT #…..how do u get him to kill u tho. asking 4 a friend. hehe #is it just when u choose the disinterested answers instead of flirting back? #now I wanna make a little intro scene like theirs w/ selias #I’m thinking of doing the uhhh. guy we drove crazy’s POV of MC possibly. or MC getting their arm sliced off LMAO #also the entire time I imagined Selias in the outfit I designed…. only for it to get decimated at the start 💔 #BUT kuras apparently lends u a black cloak w/ embroidery… win for me by luck!!!!! selias’ isn’t exactly a cloak it’s more of a coat but #I’ll run with it

[everythingsinred]

time passes and i reset but whenever i come back to it i remember why before you hit the ground by ducky-san is my fav nm fic. sure its in first person. not my fav thing in fanfic but i can tolerate it. yuka is SO terrible in it but i give this fic a pass for it (they also do my boy hayate dirty) bc i love the rest of the fic enough to forgive it. mikan gets dragged into things bc shes stupid. SPOT On. most of the danger she gets into? entirely bc shes like "im curious abt natsume even tho i dont like him" RIDICULOUS. she makes me cringe SO OFTEN i love it. i need more cringefail women out there and before you hit the ground mikan and bridget jones are carrying that genre on their backs. whenever i start reading it i just get so wrapped up in it--it always ends up becoming a binge read. this fic is so important to me ive got it bookmarked on my browser so i can read whenever i feel the whim come up.

#remembering that i read this for the first time when i was like 15 #i made lil comics for it that are still on my old computer #if u followed my art blog i did some spn project fic nonsense where i drew art for my fav fics #that premise STARTED with this fic tho i never posted any of my doodles #i rly wanna do project fic art for ga fics especially this one #theres just smth abt mikan being like 'ew whod like natsume??' while repeatedly making out with him that feels authentic to me #i know the author had at some point mentioned never reading the manga so i give them a pass for ooc yuka #but DAMN for someone who didnt read the manga they sure do understand mikan #one of the best mikans in fanfic honestly i think thats why i love it so much. like YES thats my girl!!!! #no nerdy mikan no ooc edginess just pure unadulterated pure-hearted naivete #me reading before u hit the ground #wiping a tear from my eye: #god mikan ur so fucking stupid ;-; <3 #read before u hit the ground its such an authentic mikan experience so rare and hard to find a mikan as close to canon as she is here #ga #gakuen alice #before you hit the ground #fic #little anya things #if ur fic's mikan isnt stupid and kind i dont WANT her

[dinosrawr]

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#you ever have a nearly pervect day and then one tiny thing happens that ruins the entire thing? #I'm trying to get over it #like. a glass broke earlier and i barely blinked over it #the kids were wrestling and screaming at 9pm and i didn't have an overstimulated meltdown #but a friend. in jest! called me a liar #and now I'm shaking crying angry hurt vulnerable #i asked for an apology and to not call me that again. especially in text when i can't HEAR the tone. it will never be a joke to me #they listened of course and said sorry #but god fucking damn it what the HELL kind of response was that?! #how scarred AM I?! #a friend can't make a joke without my brain derailing and throwing me back in time? #i blame the month. Thanksgiving through New Years is the worst. Even worse than September. WHY DID THEY RUIN EVERYTHING GOOD #i can't even have my own birthday without THAT being tainted either #i hate this time of year. i thought it would get better. yet here i am. crying. because someone called me a liar the same week as finals #anyway. if you see me having fun this time of year. just let me live in the moment. it won't last long. #hey Google. okay Empty by Letdown. #and then Walked Through Hell by Andon Seabra #gonna go process my emotions through song cause I'd rather call a friend but no one would be available right now #hence this stupid post anyway #later gator. I'll be alright by morning #EDIT TEN MINUTES LATER: the next song that played was Castle by Halsey and HOLY! SHIT?! #if that wasn't perfect timing musical therapy i don't know what was. 'there's no use crying about it' #AMAZING

[mrburnsnuclearpussy]

I can’t even search ‘Carson’ on here because I’ll inevitably see some nasty comment about him that isn’t even true for gods sake

#god damn it I feel so awful from seeing a couple opinions abt a fictional character and I feel hot and shakey like I’m gonna faint??? why c #can’t I be normal abt my character obsessions ever #it always ends up hurting me but I can’t help it #like ugh #just stop being so unfair about him he literally is nothing like this fandoms idea of him and it’s so unfair ffs #i feel sick I’m so annoyed #and like when I find a user who I think is not like that with him #it turns out they’ve posted/reblogged those posts too and i just dunno what to do coz like who is out there that doesn’t seem to have the op #opposite feelings about this to me? #he IS a kind person Lord Grantham did NOT lie #but my god the one I just saw about him vs Thomas as surrogate dads to the Crawley children😭 #it implied on the post that Carson judged Mary where ‘thOmAS wOulD NEvEr 🥺’ …HUH??!?? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😤 #you can’t be serious??? to think that Carson ever judged Mary for literally anything ever???? the whole ducking joke is that he can’t seem t #to judge her no matter what she does and it’s pointed out so many times because it’s SO apparent #and I just can’t believe you would say that about him like how unfair is that. #to imply that Thomas would be a better dad/is kinder in anyway (hello it’s thomas we’re talking about uh?) is just….so wrong #i don’t care if you prefer Thomas but why you gotta make up thin gas abt Carson to make him look worse #just #ugh #I’m so upset like fuck sake honestly #honestly I don’t even want to care abt this show anymore coz it’s either be alone with it or engage in this awful fandom and I can’t stand e #either * #but I’ve tried and tried and I keep trying and just can’t stop as is the way 😭 #it’s just ruined everything and I can’t enjoy it anymore I just feel stupid and shit #i don’t even want to draw anymore I’ll just fuck off since everyone just had HATE for my guy and I can’t even talk about him as no one cares #no one cares because it isn’t Thomas who is 99% of this entire whole fandom #like what’s even the point then lol #it’s not the Downton fandom it’s just Thomas fandom just call it that honestly #also I KNOW this is embarrassing I’m fully aware I just screaming abt it anyway #because no one else will DEFEND HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[candyradium]

HOLY FUCK SPACE LETS ASHTON MAKE FUCKING RANGED MELEE ATTACKS??? UP TO 60FT AWAY????? HOLY FUCK

#candy posts #cr spoilers #THE DESCRIPTION WAS SO FUCKING SICK HOLY SHIT #THIS IS MAKING ME WANT TO PLAY A BARBARIAN AGAIN. I DID IT FOR A YEAR BUT FUCK IT I WANNA DO IT AGAIN WITH THIS SUBCLASS #FUCK MY OLD GRAVITURGY BARBARIAN HOMEBREW THIS ONE IS FUCKING AWESOME #i see why this rage was useless against general ratanish now. god DAMN this is such a powerful rage tho. #this subclass is fucking AWESOME

[roachemoji]

#bo posting #vent #kinda??? #had a weird moment today where i was like oh man #remember when you were poor #like POOR #like boil water on the stove because your mom couldnt afford the water bill this month poor??? #why did that happen??? #my dad refused to pay child support for the three of us for years #i have no idea how much that was so i went to go look it up #i didnt know that before the divorce my dad was making 6 figures #meaning he would have owed roughly 650 for each kid a month #7800 a year #62400 for the 8 years hed have paid for me #even if i ballparked it and said he missed 2 full years of payment #hed owe me like 15000??? #im fucking. speechless #i understand it was bad i always did but this is ? vile ? #my mom did everything she could to afford to keep a roof over our heads #and he had the audacity to claim she used that money on herself #she weighed like 120 lbs soaking wet because she fed us first #i mean this with every muscles. fiber. bone. and all the blood in my body #i hope he dies a painful fucking death holy shit #go runaway into the woods again and this time dont come back #when you die you better have solid fucking lawyers because i will come for your god damn inheritance #i know you didnt leave your 3 kids anything #i know you didnt leave my half sister anything #god only knows how many other siblings i have #rot in a ditch ????? #🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡