#why am i like this 😐

[guavacat1347]

#why am i like this 😐 #art #hetalia #hetalia nordics #aph nordics #aph denmark #aph iceland #hws nordics #hws denmark #hws iceland #its been a while since i made a comic #but i really like how it turned out

[sun-lit-goth]

I need to start validating how I feel honestly like, I cover so much up, I’m gonna be honest on this public forum, I do not want to hang out with my cousins friend like, he’s actually really cool nice and sweet, and made conversation with me when I’m sure he could tell I was uncomfy, like, it has nothing to do with him at all, it’s really just me feeling incapable of being able to express myself freely and comparing myself to him and my cousin and whatever I can infer based on what ive heard about them and their life experiences, I just make myself feel so alien. Also I feel like I just don’t have the rules in socializing cause I’ve been so far removed from it, like I’m sensitive to just some casual teasing that’s in all relationships, I’m not sure how to skillfully converse and I keep having to think of relating as some analytic puzzle. I’m not sure what free in a group of others looks like for me, I know what it feels like, but I don’t know how to get that feeling in all relationships, really I guess they shouldn’t all feel comfortable and u should really base how u talk to others based on what u can infer from present information….i feel like such a robot, but I guess this is how it is till i do it more often.

#even at this arcade I went too everyone was so warm #and I’m here like #can’t even look at people till I get a drink in #feeling like I want to put a wall between myself and others #it’s hard to even exchange friendliness cause that also includes rejection #why am I like this 😐

[monggay]

Gay people 😒 /j

(check out @askgunpowdertim and @drmvraskblog ,, theyre, yknow,,)

#the mechanisms #gunpowder tim #marius von raum #ask the mechanisms #maeart #yeah sure ill main tag that 😐 #do they even have a shipname i dont think mechs even tags for ships cause the shipnames are pretty common words so uhhhh #marius x tim #??????? #sure why not #these ask blogs got me shippin rare as shit pairs for real Goddamn < /pos it is so fun i am also very gay #is there like. a mechshipping tag or smth

[zarovich]

being bad at video games is so funny like babygirl i can fuck up and die in ways you could never imagine

#personal #finally playing bg3 after buying it awhile ago and i died in the prologue by repeatedly walking into fire #i didnt see it and was like why am i taking damage why am i dying 😐 its okay tho it was in character i prommy.... #it wasnt even in combat either. ashamed and embarrassed #my girl laezel watching my character like booo this guy SUCKS... 🙄

[oatbugs]

pls i need to provide updates

#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year #and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire #and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f #friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl #acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what #are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and #friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me! #LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after #everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to #invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me #i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother #and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids #so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo #any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️ #but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd #and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk #THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date #w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a #few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay #scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK #like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl #like is that even doable #but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much #.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us #god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x #but it would be soooo funny #I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed #popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x #i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like #its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe

[chichinaylo]

to all the people who haven’t said a single thing about what’s happening in palestine, you’re going straight to hell. no detours

#like why am i posting about a fucking genocide and ur posting fanart and some random aesthetic shit😐 #seriously can we just be fr for a minute #palestine #free palestine #from the river to the sea

[scorpiusmalfoylovesoscarwilde]

I'm in such a drastoria mood right now and I feel even more starved than I do with scorbus oh my god

#why do i keep latching on to such niche ships #why couldnt i be into dramione or smin theres all sorts of dramione shit #except i actually hate dramione with a passion so sorry #i feel like im in the trenches #ive just opted to listening to love songs and applying them to it bye #i keep trying to figure out which taylor swift album they are and ive decided theyre uh every single one #but i think mostly 1989 #but i am very persuadable to literally any of them #theyre literally my parents did you know #give these underrated angels more content i stfg #and when i try to look up fanfiction half the ones tagged with drastoria are actually dramione 😐 #let me live plz #drastoria #scorbus #draco malfoy #astoria greengrass

[lyriumrain]

I'm very reserved when around strangers, so as you can imagine I'm fairly quiet at the czech class i go to. But this evening I was trying to actively engage a bit more. Then I forgot some words in a sentence, and the teacher corrected me which is fine, and I try to repeat the sentence with the words included - but halfway through she interrupts me to make a speech about how we need to try making sentences. Now I am very confused, why the hell did she interrupt me from saying the right sentence?

I questioned this interruption and this is taken as me being "cheeky" ??? Huh? 😭 I was genuinely confused and it completely destroyed the confidence I'd had. I don't understand why she felt the need to interrupt me, to tell us that we need to try making sentences, when that's exactly what I was attempting TO DO 😑

#i mean i KNOW why... she seems to have a hard time listening to me when she's already made her mind up about what she THINKS is happening #people in general also seem incapable of taking me seriously too... 😐 #i thought this would stop after i turned 30.... but no. people still treat me like I'm a child or an idiot #skip talks #i mean i am an idiot but they dont have to treat me like that

[bunnihearted]

superficial internet culture is so lame bc "being an angel" isnt about only having a pretty doll face and a thin body, it is about having a considerate mind and a gentle heart and walk the earth with care and love...

#most girls who call themselves angels have rotten insides and cold dead hearts 💀 #which is fine #if they werent also constantly so cruel and vile abt bullying 'ugly' girls lmao #you're not an 'angel' if u look down on other women who are ugly....... 😐 #i mean ofc u can discuss all the different views on angels and biblical accuracy etc blah blah #i mean this isnt that deep skskksks #i just ... dont like seeing so many pretty girls being like #'omg why do so many ugly fkn bitches call themselves angels they arent even pretty wtf' #... girl your insides both look and smell like vomit and your heart is judgemental and cruel you arent an angel either 💀 #but like we all know that pretty girls can say or do whatever they want it'll always be ok bc they're pretty to look at #and that's the only worth women have 🩷 #oh youre an angel only bc you're conventionally pretty... but you're rude and stuck up #and look down on others constantly and you have ZERO connection with nature and animals... #doesnt sound very angel to me #more like an empty hollow doll.... so just be a doll and shut up... ok just kidding thats mean 😞 #and if i sound bitter and jealous it's bc i am!! ofc i'd kill to be pretty lmao! everything is better when you have a pretty face 😭

[fanatics4l]

we need more feral boyfriend billy and his mediating, tired boyfriend, steve. there's just billy being some short, angry little guy in public- cursing everyone out and pouting super hard. he thinks he's the shit. he thinks everyone is a piece of shit. he stomps around everywhere and steve just silently walks behind him with a tired but fond expression on his face. people can practically see the invisible leash that steve holds. billy is like one of those dogs that drag their owner around. they're the ones walking the owner.

steve is always apologizing on billy's behalf like "sorry my boyfriend didn't go on his evening walk yet" and "sorry he growled at you, that's just how he is"

billy's the kind of guy to climb up steve and just koala wrap his limbs around him. the kids come over and they just see billy wrapped around steve's shoulders on the living room couch.

#i love them your honor #i just think billy is such a chaotic boyfriend #the headcanon that billy is a chihuahua >>> #yes yes yes #he's just a little guy #billy who growls when he isn't fed #steve who pats his head and tells him to wait #BYE why am i suddenly delving into pet play #anyways 🤨 #steve: laying on his back in bed stiffly staring up at the ceiling like 😐 #billy: laying on top of him and wrapped around him from head to toe nuzzling into steve's shoulder #the mental images of feral billy are hilarious #steve: this is my boyfriend billy #everyone: turns to look at billy #billy: 😠 #steve: turns to look at billy #billy: 🥺 #billy hargrove #harringrove #steve harrington

[mothlover69]

Sunshine meme except we switched hair colors

#ship: chop chop slide #my face #yall i truly thought i was smiling in this one #im so bad at taking selfies djfkglh like im hot but why am i forever just 😐

[guavacat1347]

❤😅I wanted try to draw sealand at first but it didn't go as planned so enjoy a drawing of ladonia instead 😅❤

#why am i like this 😐 #art #hetalia #hetalia nordics #aph nordics #aph ladonia #hws ladonia #hws nordics #im stil kinda sad i didn't draw seland #cuz hes been one i have wanted to draw in a while tbh #i tried but either it look weird or just didn't look right #so i will try next time #but indtil then enjoy ladonia.:))

[fitzrove]

😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐

Austria man: [lives politically repressed, clinically depressed, writes multiple ******* notes, constantly thinks about *****]

Museum people at his actual grave: AN INTRIGUING MYSTERY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#😐 #this is why i couldnt work in the museum industry i am too cynical and crazy 😂😂😂 #like if i was asked to make historical events fun and engaging i could not. too obsessed with accuracy and The Most Plausible Take :/

[skarloeyspa]

@naurasweetarudesu's OC Dewi Sri for our art trade! With her permission, I have gone insane and did a bit of lighting practice! Inspired by idol game cards~

#ttte oc #this one hurt my back ouf #yeah i used to play idol games/derogatory #nothing against idol game players...just saying i have been there i know whats going on😐 #also there isnt any particular story behind why Sri is here so...make up your own story! #my friend said it looks like she's gonna get hit by a car💀💀💀so i changed it i hope it looks less like that now #i am not caught up on the Sri lore...sorry if this is ooc🙇 #pictures in the reception hall #capy posting

[parvuls]

while pondering what I want to prompt for the au fest I thought: nhl star jack hires lawyer shitty to handle his divorce proceedings; bitty works as shitty's receptionist just out of college.

but THEN I thought: jack can't find himself after retirement, and in a bid to keep him from wallowing alone in his house his friend shitty hires him as a temp receptionist. jack is the grumpiest, least welcoming, most anal receptionist ever. meanwhile, bitty is the most cheery and optimistic person to ever finalize a divorce.

#omgcp #omgcheckplease #zimbits #sometimes I appear out of thin air to dump au ideas at you because it'd be a crime to let them rot inside my head #I am so glad this idea occurred to me #I'm now happily sitting here imagining bitty chattering smilingly at jack while jack stares at him like 😐 #but in his head he's like who is this guy and why is his face like this and his biceps like this and does he like hockey #jack: doesn't speak more than three words to bitty #also jack: googles how soon after someone's divorce is it appropriate to ask them out #prompts #text

[enamouredless]

the duffers after making the entire audience uncomfortable with melvin by making every interaction they have about will

#like that was the point right #its like even if i wanted to root for them why am i constantly being reminded that this is all at wills expense 😐 #byler