#whilst not updating

[spanishinfluenza]

The knife shakes. The air throbs with the blood.

"God, help me."

A Rope In Hand

#carlisle cullen #carlesme #twilight fanfiction #twilight fanart #my Rope Carlisle #do not look at him too hard you will see his weird gerbil mouth #truly idk how he managed to have such a swollen cheek but im past the point of being willing to fix it #this is my baby mannn #he is a cutie i cant lie #and ofc he must be accompanied by a scene from Rope that you wont get for a good while from now #im sorry i keep doing this #whilst not updating #i am also writing Chapter 12 #writing is just a lot more brain intensive than drawing and my teacher training is wiping it all out of me #there is a non bloodied version of this too #should yall want to see him without crazy lighting or blood #he looked less gerbilly before i added the blood #idk what that says about him or gerbils #ugh #Carlisle is so slutty for looking like this #esme is minding her business and the hotty with the merc and the kids is looking at her LIKE THIS #i would not recover #also dont look too hard at the lighting Story and I had to debate which direction it was coming from lol

[puretopia]

waking up at 2am to capture the milestones, couldn't be me but u go girl

#dedication tbh #some old screens whilst i brave the update #hopefully i wont need to source toooooo many outdated mods ;-; #ts4 #the sims 4 #heidi myer #oona

[5-pp-man]

no you don't get it. i literally love stories where they dive into people's hearts/minds (literally or figuratively) sm it's my favourite type of storytelling.

#p5s #fairy ranmaru #shiguang daili ren #limbo the king #king in limbo #pet anime #pet manga #pet 2020 #dmmd #homunculus #homunculus manga #sankaku mado no sotogawa wa yoru #the night beyond the tricornered window #sarazanmai #id invaded #paprika 2006 #wonder egg priority #tedpost #it allows them to portray emotions in such visually interesting ways #and is a great way to make parallels between the person who's mind they're in and the main characters #these were all the ones i could think of rn but i bet theres more that i havent seen yet #also i only mentioned scramble here because i think it does this concept better than regular p5 lmao. #FEEL FREE TO SUGGEST ME MORE OF THESE #doesnt matter what medium or genre!! could be a book a movie idc i eat stuff like this upppp #EDIT; updates the post after reading ltk and checking if tricorner fit this desc #EDIT; added homunculus too because whilst technically he never actually enters anyones minds he does visualise them into the real world #so its the same end result of seeing a person's true thoughts and feelings. but a slightly different method to get there

[tag-if]

Progress Report;

FEB 2024 - MARCH 2024;

Hello all!

Took a sort of accidental hiatus for the month (I was still on tumblr, I just wasn't posting), just to make sure my busy schedule didn't overwhelm me.

However! That does mean I've got quite a bit of work done, both for university and tag :)

You won't be getting a 'done' and 'to-do' list this time, since it's mostly been admin and editing, but I will say that the chapter one update for tag will be coming out this month.

I'm hesitant to give a more specific date this early on, but I'll reblog this post with something more specific once I know.

#tag-if #the advisor's game #twine wip #have we progressed? #i did in fact age this month as well #happy late birthday to me #sorry for the very vague update #i'm not super sure on how much fine-tuning is left #so it's a bit hard to be more specific #however #*it's on the way* #please feel free to send in some asks whilst you wait by the way #i'll be answering them now it's march #i have a lot more free time

[skylarbee]

They can take my nuts but they can’t take my sass 🤣🐶✂️🥜 Max has been a very good boy, charmed all the girls and has generally been worshipped like the tiny babe that he is. Castration is a relatively quick and easy op and Max will soon be on the mend. He’s home now resting and very thankful to his friends at @copper_beech_vets who gave him extra love today💕💕💕

(via littlelegsdogs)

#HIS LEGS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #i bet miles is looking at his phone losing his mind over how cute he is whilst feeling bad for him #poor guy he's so out of it hahahaha #i live for these maxie castration updates #he's a charmer like his dad 💅 #miles kane #max kane

[abysbal]

come back, come back to haunt me

#my art #2023 #limbus company #heathcliff #heathcliff lcb #heathcliff lbc #this was MEANT TO BE A SKETCH WHILST I WAS WAITING FOR MY GAME TO UPDATE. #whatever

[lornasaurusrex]

I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess

This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.

I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕

Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.

The video is still on YT.

#Anywayyyyy #The fandom added a whole lot more C to my C-PTSD #So a nice random message every few months instead of a freshly posted death wish is LOVELY. #Don’t fret. On meds and therapied but fresh tf out of money from it so @ L and H… lornasaurusrexx at g*ail is the PayPal if ur bored 🙃 #I hate to be like this but protect your hearts. They’ll never be able to look out for you guys and they feed these trolls ammo for snacks #and it seems to have only gotten worse. Gotta keep them hets hetbaited for their money whilst actively encouraging them to bully yall? Why? #STILL!? At this point it feels like they’ve both chosen that path deliberately now and I find it quite gross. but I’m also very far removed #So don’t worry about my opinions. Keep trusting your own intuition!!! You all see it. I love you guys and your beautiful hearts and empathy #But I hope they can sleep at night knowing the absolute fucking genuine WRECKAGE they left across the Big Gay War generation/era of Larries #Don’t worry guys I’m just as dramatic as ever. None of this has anything to do with them coming out or anything. Just how we were treated. #But trust I fuckin mean that shit from the deepest darkest pit of my Demon Larrie™️ heart. They encouraged this. 🤷🏼‍♀️ #Anyone who cares about my actual life updates: I’m a school nurse now and will be working at a bougie summer camp over break #Had a surgery I needed. Got new tattoos and piercings. In a happy and healthy relationship with the best dude for almost a year now. #OH and I went to New Zealand last year with Prettytruthsandlies!!!! We made a pact back in our Big Gay War/college days to go. And we DID!! #I got overstimulated and overfed and puked in Hobbiton. 🤣 (It was the best time of my LIFE GENUINELY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹) #Okay BYE LOVE YOU GUYS #There are better and more humane ways to maintain a closet ..like literally STFU entirely. Ignoring it and not exploiting a kid is FREE #🇵🇸

[jakeperalta]

this was fun last year so: send me a fandom + a number from 1-100* and i'll make a gifset using the corresponding song from my replay (wrapped) playlist!!

*feel free to send a couple of number options or a range like "top five" and I'll do the one that works best

#not my idea but idk where last year's post is #also not promising i'll make these quickly (i'll probably wait a week or two whilst my replay continues to update) #but it should be a fun little project for the month! #also if you're wondering which fandoms to send then my navigation page (linked in my blog description) is a good starting point! #talking

[lostmykeysie]

so i disappeared for three months because i was going through a divorce!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my muse up and left me!!!!! i was left with our two kids, the missing link and two knights defence, not to mention our eldest, the horcrux hunt, who despite being complete still needs some help. it was overwhelming and it came out of nowhere and i've now sworn off women, but if you know any hot sexy singles in the area to help me take my mind off it, please send them in my direction and i will make an exception, or possibly many many exceptions, because i love women

in other news, i just posted the final chapter of the missing link

#chimaera & the wolf #the missing link #complete #i'm in shock i can't believe it's finished #except for the two epilogues but they don't officially count #sorry this is three months late lol #i literally haven't written before last week since i last updated #the divorce was real #also i am so behind on messges i am sorry if i have ignored you bear with me #there's a bear with me! #also tumblr got ugly whilst i was away??? wtf is that about #there's probably a million things i've forgotten but #that's a problem for future me #just wanted to celebrate that this is finished my baby is 18 #a legal adult #now i can send them to go buy me fags

[midnightsilverchelly]

Gotta love Twitter Cookie Run hating on an update that hasn't even been released yet.

#cookie run #cookie run kingdom #I think it looks fun #And so far it looks better then the Yeti update #But I want to see how the update is when it actually comes out #Although super salty at the fact that FQ STILL DOESN'T HAVE A COSTUME #WHILST BLACK PEARL IS SITTING WITH TWO LEGENDARY COSTUMES

[lighthouseas]

they did not 😭

#1. okay just call me chronically online i feel like that would hurt less #2. the shade to twitter whilst they have updated their desktop layout to LOOK LIKE TWITTER 💀💀 i can't do this shit anymore #tumblr #bee.txt

[natterbrain]

DADDY'S HOME !!!!!!! 😭😭😭🫶🫶

I somehow won the 50/50 again after winning twice to raiden and once to nahida 😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏 hoyo treating me fr,,, deadass thought i was gonna lose...

now i just gotta get her weapon... hhhh

good luck to everyone else rolling !!! <3 father will come home !!!!

#sorry ive been gone for so long #life kinda happened #ill try be more active #genshin impact #genshin #arlecchino #i cosplayed lyney whilst rolling and it worked #i literally screamed when i saw her #daddys home #50/50 #fatui harbingers #genshin harbingers #fontaine #genshin update #the knave

[dallonwrites]

okay actually looked at the lover boy wip intro again and this has me crazy because the grief in this was meant to all be about bobby but "remember that his favourite fruit was peaches and try not to cry over it" got me because felix's favourite fruit being peaches is like. a recent but definitive part of his character. and i can't remember if i just used peaches as a placeholder for bobby's favourite fruit (he does not give peach to me) and if i first wrote this before or after i decided peaches were felix's BUT now i'm like. what if this passage is him grieving bobby but it spirals around his grief for his relationship with felix??? find a lover the way you found felix and don't lose him this time but also find a lover because you're trying to find a connection as deep as the one you had with your best friend even though you know it can never be replicated. you can never find a lover that will love you like bobby (platonic, to be clear) loved you. find a lover in the fact you are alive even though it makes you nauseous because it just reminds you that your best friend isn't. how do you grieve someone who's still alive whilst simultaneously grieve someone who isnt? trying to grieve two people in two different ways and you feel guilty at the way they blend and blur because it feels like you lose your separate grips on both of them and you don't feel like you have space in you to accommodate all this ache. and like what if i edited all this to make that parallel more clear?? that his primary grief is bobby because he's the one who's dead but he's also grieving felix and probably doesn't even realise it?? and then the two become blurred?? and if he realised this he would actually feel fucking awful about it and like a bad friend?? haha just kidding unless??

#especially the fact that a component of his “find a lover to try and mask the grief” is trying to find a lover in the literal sense. #its near 1am you guys are getting the i dont know if this is coherent infodumping #i wrote an essay in the tags but its gone and i have no idea if tumblr ate it or i somehow put it on a different post but im like oh okay #guess i will just save that analysis for the writing update!! #my lover boy writing updates are gonna be so obnoxious btw theyre gonna be essays theyre gonna be me putting the degree to use #now i can say i actually have one #i wrote a DISSERATION on the exact type of fiction that lover boy is....... #anyway it was about queerness and loss and what loss means thematically in queer narratives #so that whilst the loss of bobby is absolutely monumentally bigger than losing felix as a partner #it is actually not a surprise if beau somewhat blurs his grief for the two #that being said whilst i dont believe in ranking different types of love/relationships #i love the idea of platonic lover and this platonic connection being just as if not more powerful than the romantic one #could essay about that but tumblr might eat it! so!

[norribobs]

“It is with great regret that we learned yesterday that the beautiful Herendi trophy, a handmade work of art, was damaged. It is the result of nearly six months of work, more than thirty people have been working on it, and we were very sorry to see that this was the fate of our artwork. But we believe, and Herendi Porcelain Manufactory is a company that plays a key role in building the country’s image, that we will replace the trophy for the first-place winner, and while the teams decide who was at fault and who was not, we will take on the joyful and heavy burden of doing so,”

Source: dailynewshungary.com https://dailynewshungary.com/f1-norris-smashes-verstappens-unique-artwork-trophy-generous-offer-received/

#update on the trophy situation #also whilst the teams decide who was at fault? #that’s easy #it’s McLaren #Even Anti Maxers can’t argue with that 😂 #lando norris #max verstappen #f1 #formula 1 #trophy gate #f1blr

[phoenixtakaramono]

Kittens, I’ll be honest, I am getting a wee annoyed at the one remaining shadowban on my Twitter acc persisting. *stares mournfully* I just wanna post art on both of my socials and/or perform experiments to see if I can continue freely updating my little spontaneous drabbles threadfics. 😑

On the flip side, it’s been a nice one week social media break from Twitter lol. Then the shadowban got reinstated when I tweeted a pic of being freed from the Shadow Realm, which is very ironic and hilarious in hindsight. So if you saw that pic and then noticed me immediately ceasing all activity ever since, this is why.

Presumably after a couple more days or 1 week of inactivity (hopefully this doesn’t last 1 year), it should be all green again. I’ll probably wait a couple more days to 1 week more max before tweeting anything.

In the meanwhile, current plans for my stories after I come back from my writing break:

Truce ch3 will be next to be updated. The temptation is really strong to wait till S4 of The Boys airs because there’s a small part of me that’s afraid of conflicting what’ll undoubtedly be presented differently in canon, but I’ve been pacifying the urge by watching Gen V with the Boyscord boys. If you notice, there’ve already been mentions of Sister Sage, Firecracker, and even Tek Knight (*coughs* TK is more subtle because he’s only been indirectly foreshadowed via SwingWing in ch2 for ch3 and not outrightly mentioned unlike SS and F) in Truce. And watching Gen V, thankfully, has given me good ammo with the characterization of TK at least and given me food for thought with the Supe virus that’d been in the late Dr. Edison Cardosa’s possession now being in Victoria Neuman’s possession (*coughs* I can see the future bioweapon potential, especially if/when Billy gets his hands on it and he’s gone off the deep end).

I will do my best to keep Truce contained to 4 chapters only. *knocks on wood 3x* I did mention it’s essentially 12 chapters being condensed into 3, which then became 4 because I’d ultimately decided for chapter 2 to be split into two parts (ch2 and ch3). But at the end of the day, this was always intended to be a PWP and as a sort of gateway fic for people to be more interested in The Boys (TV) and spreading interest of this small enemies-to-lovers rarepair I’ve come to just adore. Somehow the self-indulgent fic where I’m just writing shameless old men p*rn became what it is today, haha, but I’m the type of writer who prioritizes “plot” and “character study” and worldbuilding so in retrospect it’s very on brand for me to write p*rn with some serviceable plot, haha.

After ch 3 is updated, unless I desperately need to take a break and jump to another fandom for a bit (*coughs* SVSSS), ch4 should be next to be worked on. This is also if I’m not hit by the strong urge to work on TNotG ch2. So what’ll come next after updating ch3 will be dependent on burnout and what strikes my writer’s whim.

But after ch4 is published and, hence, having finally completed the Truce saga (there will be a future Wedding oneshot I’ll write that takes place post-Truce universe and after a timeskip of events that won’t be covered in Truce because otherwise it’d be turned into a full on 20+ chapters, but that oneshot follow-up will be written sometime later), unless I’m heavily feeling TNotG (which is a real high possibility), what’ll be next to be updated is my Bingyuan magnum opus: The Untold Tale.

I’d written a little April Fools 2023 threadfic for TUT ch6 so if you’ve read it, you know what to expect. We’re bringing in Shen Yuan’s divine family. If there’s one thing I personally don’t like in my own writings, it’s having OCs in my stories unless it’s strictly necessary—so to strike a happy medium I’m bringing in technically canon characters (his parents, two older brothers, and little sister) but turned into PIDW fictional versions of “Shen Yuan’s” family, so technically this is my personal go-around to trick my own brain to not see them as OCs. There’ll also be a scene involving Bing gē. All and all, TUT ch6 is more of a transition and set-up chapter for the more exciting ch7, where we will get to see the transmigrated royal Airplane Shooting Towards the Sky for the first time. And I will have an illustration of him and potentially Mobei jūn. But before we can get to the exciting chapter, ch6 has to exist first, haha. But I hope when I return—jfc, I see 1.5K of you have bookmarked this fic 😳 I am honored but also a little nervous, haha—that you’ll still love the story. <3 Having been in The Boys fandom for awhile with its modern lingo, I hope you don’t mind if I take the time reimmersing myself into the headspace of TUT’s C-novelesque writing style. It might take some time but the payoff will be worth it. <3 Because I do notice quite a few of you lauded the writing style of TUT in your Bookmark notes. Which I am quite appreciative for and humbled by, though it does require me to be in the mindset to write intentionally flowery prose, haha.

It’s during this time, since Truce will be completed at this junction of time, I should be slowly migrating over the four threadfics from my Twitter to AO3. If you know, you know. Three of them, as I said, will be adapted into long fics (the M3GAN-inspired AU, the Fix-It AU, and the Sugar Baby AU). I’ll categorize them under what I’ll likely be calling either the Who Dares Wins series (‘cause it’s the SAS motto, y’get it? *wink wink nudge nudge*) or the Shock and Awe series (because it’s also another military operation name). Whichever I choose, it’s because Scorched Earth had already been taken so to be unique, I gotta go for something else cheeky but hopefully easy to remember by—aka the series of AO3 fics adapted from my Twitter threadfics. <— The only caveat is if I discover writing threadfics on Twitter will still get me shadowbanned. If this is the case, then I will be relocating them early after my experiment has been conducted even before Truce ch3-4 and TUT ch6 are written. There’ll be no real update schedule right now for them; these fics will be updated spontaneously because 80% of the content is being adapted from content that’ve already been written so it’s a bit easier for me to crank out (it’ll just need to be polished). What’ll be slow is if there are any new story content that’ll be added to the polished long fic versions.

Lastly, what’ll be next after TUT ch6, unless I’m very excited to get started on TUT ch7, is a toss-up between updating A Prince and His Baron and The Name of the Game. It depends on where my creative whim oscillates to at this junction of time.

So this is the plan! Take it with a grain of salt for now if a different story of mine will be strongly speaking to me and I change my mind later on, but this is the current list I have of my update schedule, adhering to the pinned post on my tumblr. ✨

#phoenix talks #TNotG (bc it’s so long projected at 135ch) is a special case #so I might decide to update it between each different WIP chapter update #the 🧵fics turned AO3 long fics will be updated spontaneously #the idea is to have the majority written on Twitter & still be updated on Twitter #whilst the polished versions are being slowly posted with more details & in past tense #and with potentially new content added #TUT is also one of the fics I wanna legitimately finish; thankfully it’s just ~20+ ch

[thedeafprophet]

So. Is 'Wayne' the entity that was/is being held in the Scarlet mansion and thats why it wants us to investigate in the next chapter?

It is clearly connected to the house in somewhat, with its talk of the whole 'welcome home' thing. Also pretty sure it was in the house here, the eyes match.

More importantly, if its your companion during the ghost nightmare in EP 3 (if you don't bring Tabitha along) it acts as if it was present for this original conversation. However, I do think the dialogue style is a bit too different between the entity and wayne's speech pattern, but this was also filtered through the ghost. But either way, there's clearly some connection here. Whether 'Wayne' is the entity or is just connected to it, there's clearly something going on, and we're gonna find out next time when we go snooping.

Thats why it wants us to investigate 'forbidden' places in the next chatper.... maybe it wants to be released or maybe something else related to it. My only thing where I feel like that might not be the case is because of Sybil calling Wayne a 'drifter' which to me makes it sound like whatever it is must be something that comes and goes.... but I Do Not Trust Sybil so...

Now as for why Sam Wayne's corpse is possessed by it - perhaps he died in the Scarlet Estate. We know he's visited, and Tabitha seems so convinced it can't be him, so maybe she saw him die in the estate.... or caused it... or pearlanne caused it? But Something Happened, Sam Wayne died on the estate, and that's why he's possessed by something within the house.

BUT THAT'S JUST A THEORY, A GAM- no sorry i apologize. Curious to see in what ways this will be proved wrong or right lol.

#hi sorry if this theory has already been discussed i just got here. #and dont want to look around at other theories i wanna form my own opinions #so this is what im thinkin #ths wasnt pieced together so much as it popped into my head whilst i was drawing #anyway lookin forward to the next update...which will probs be next year #slay the princess looks fun too i played that demo first XD #scarlet hollow #scarlet hollow theory