#which is so clumsy

[puppyeared]

sleight doodley before i go to bed <3

#i like drawing this guy lol #god. i really wanna give him a personality but im having a hard time #im not so good at writing especially characters and personalities #i just. pour a bit of myself into whatever i make because it helps me connect with my work #but that also means i have a hard time writing outside my headspace so it gets stale after a while. sigh #like.. would he be an impish little creature with a heart of gold.. suave clumsy failguy..... #im honestly not sure and im scared to commit to one thing if i change my mind. which happens a lot #myart #my art #my oc #oc #sleight #fur #furry art

[oceanwithouthermoon]

ive never liked powerless saiki aus because the entire conclusion of the series is him accepting his powers as being a part of him that he cant change so like.. in aus where the power remover works, half of his development is erased..

if he had been "powerless" for longer, we wouldve gotten to see him realize this himself and im genuinely sad that we didnt.. we got to see him realize that being powerless wasnt the change he wished it would be and that its something he cant change, but its literally over a two day long period and we miss out on sooo much potential development..

and then in aus where hes born powerless, people think he would have the exact personality and development that he THOUGHT he would if he got rid of/didnt have his powers, like NO ? "without powers he would be another satou-" NO he would be a shy, borderline flamboyant, weird, awkward, genius LOSER.

he would have a more normal relationship with his brother (still probably competitive but in a way more average sibling way and kusuke wouldnt have had the motivation to become so murderous) and he would probably be even more friendless but with less trauma.. he may or may not have ever befriended akechi at all, and the classroom incident wouldnt have happened.. even some of his current friends might not be around if not for coincidences due to his powers or direct involvement from his powers.. (nendo and kaido would for sure still be there though, but this only ensures the idea that he would be the biggest fcking loser ever)

he would still be saiki, but. his powers are a key part of him. he would be totally different without them, but NOT in the way he thinks he would..

#also realistically he would be just as much of a stubborn asshole tsundere without his powers cmon #like yea his anxiety might present itself more as shyness than it does in canon him #but hes still an awkward stubborn asshole tsundere like thats just who the guy is #hes extra shy and maybe extra cute without his abilities to make people not find him cute #and is also like extremely ditzy and clumsy like he is in canon but its more visible to people because he doesnt have the powers to hide it #idk the point is his little quirks he thinks he wouldnt have would still be there but he wouldnt have the same faux justifications for them #need canon saiki to see an alternate universe him where he was born powerless #and hes like 'wow im going to see my ideal average me!' #and then au him is some super quirky ditzy clumsy kid with severe anxiety and also dysphoria #and he doesnt have powers to avoid being bullied like we see him do multiple times #this guy doesnt realize he will always be a loser no matter what #he loses key parts of himself and doesnt even realize that a lot of the parts left behind are still parts of himself that he hates #i know a lot of people think he would be much less jaded powerless which i get but #a lot of aspects of his personality that have less to do with his powers are a lot of the parts that he doesnt like and gets made fun of fo #so he would probably only be slightly less jaded and his awkwardness would just weigh it out a little more #though its hard to pinpoint exactly which aspects of him are only due to his powers #a lot of them are but i personally think those specific key personality traits would remain #anyway i would love to see what his relationship with his family would be like if he was born powerless #and i want to know who his friends would be #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuo #meows post

[housecow]

my friend has such a low couch 😭😭 each time i come over it’s more and more of a struggle to get up

#especially bc we always eat and get high #which means i am full and clumsy #one day it’s gonna be so embarrassing when i have to ask for help up #talk

[persephoneflowerpetals]

Persephone: *exists*

Hades:

#legit he turns into such a bumbling idiot when it comes to Persephone lol #I just love this scene so much like I love how he goes from being laidback and casual to nervous and clumsy lol #it’s so cute! #if I had a nickel for every time Hades turned into a clumsy nervous lovesick moron over a woman that isn’t interested in him #I’d have 2 nickels #which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice #disney #disney’s hercules #hercules the animated series #hercules movie & series au #hades #persephone #persephone oc #hercules oc #disney oc #self insert oc #hades x persephone #persephone x hades #persephades

[eatend]

my friend sent me a tiktok and it reminded me how the fandom hates Toshiro so much and I simply think its such an uncomfortable take, I can't swallow how autism became the #1 excuse for laios unpleasant behavior towards him. it's so weirdly racist? 😭 they tend to say there's no race factor to it, even tho Laios interest in him is very much culture related, makes me wonder if westerners don't care about what or how we feel? I saw sb say about how 'Toshiro should have said something' but how about the responsibility of not bulldoIzing and being pushy @ sb? are we suppose to just take it cause you are autistic? He couldn't even correct Laios with his name cause the man refused to settle down! its so so strange to encounter this takes as an asian person from the mainland who often get treated like natgeo episode the moment i open up about my identity.

#Toshiro Nakamoto #i like this interaction a lot but the fandom makes me feel icky. #i like it cause toshiro is laios first friend! which means that this is the first time he became interested w/ sb that is not monster #related! that means for the first time he had interest with “ humanity ”! he's very clumsy and ignorant #and because he has autism the relationship is read differently in his eyes #vs toshiro who is more private and pulled away and cannot handle laios but also looks up to him a lot in spite of it all. #its such an interesting and nuance intetaction but the fandom reads it so oddly. #im also autistic so the whole arguement is blitzing my brain — i do my best to respect people's boundaries? #vent #[i say this is a vent but im more so just very confuse as to why this is happening at all]

[ennaih]

Every Film I Watch In 2023:

277. Modesty Blaise (1966)

#modesty blaise #modesty blaise (1966) #2023filmgifs #my gifs #one of the few Dirk Bogarde films #i had left to watch #and i had been puttting it off #because i knew i would hate it #and i wuz right #i did hate it #but as uzsh Dirk's performance was worth the suffering #he was so pretty and so camp #and surprisingly sweet #as part of the whole spy parody thing #which bores me almost to tears #everyone else was awful #and the craft was surprisingly clumsy #expected better from you Jack Hildyard #almost tempted to gif young Terence Stamp #but decided nothing oughta sully the perfection of Dirk #he snatched his own wig i love it #but yes the production design was fabulously garish #i enjoyed its excess #even though it made me wanna throw up #and yeah like i wasn't gunna gif Dirk winding wool #for my own yarn purposes #honestly the shit i watch for the Arian men i love #contrary bastards

[aeide-thea]

unfortunate that i've forgotten anything i'd ever half-started to learn about writing fiction, and also about creating anything at all, because the more i read recently published books, even books i largely quite like, the more i realize that what i actually personally want, i think, is for a SFF story to take things like eg transness for granted in certain ways, without feeling the need to set up any kind of clumsy, explanatory scaffold for shoehorning our modern, liberal notions of gender into genre?

that's not very clearly phrased, but i mean something like—the book i'm reading right now is pretty clearly Trying to Include Representation in a variety of ways, including trans rep; and it's more smoothly done than some things, but all the same, you can very clearly see the shapes of our modern touchstones and discourse and whatnot, reskinned and smoothed a little to fit the world of the text; and that's valid, absolutely, but really what i want from fiction (in this particular regard, at any rate; there are a lot of other things i want from fiction more generally!) is for people to just—be trans. just have whatever names and bodies and histories they have, and for those to come up as they come up, not defensively or otherwise preemptively, but for it to just be the truth of the characters, and arise in whatever way makes sense for them, whether it's clear on their faces or held close to their chests.

like—i don't know. i want to visit a world that's meaningfully different from the ground up: i want it to feel genuinely alien, a little, and expand my mind and my imagination in the way that engagement with something alien can, sometimes, if undertaken with open eyes and an open heart. and i want that to feel as true for that world's visions of transness and queerness and interpersonal relationships as it does for its visions of things less consciously fraught.

#a lot of words that nonetheless express the thing i mean very poorly but. #bookblogging #(book in question is atfots‚ ftr) #(which so far i have many positive feelings about but like. i just SO often find rep sort of clumsy and obvious) #(even when it's rep i really personally want and value!) #(just like. let people be there bc they're individuals who matter to the story and to us‚ and not as tokens‚ even really well-meant ones) #(idk) #(anyway like. not a Critique necessarily just like. an expression of some minor personal dissatisfaction wrt this one aspect.)

[waywardsunlight]

I really enjoyed the first Doctor Who special but there were a ton of parts that made me groan and it was entirely based on clumsiness over practicality. You're telling me that wheelchair user has never faced stairs in the field before?! Her wheelchair is specialized for UNIT. The Daleks can go up stairs, UNIT can't make something that works for her? Otherwise, wouldn't the UNIT guys just know it's cool to go ahead without her?!?!

There's a line about the Doctor not understanding how to let things go bc he's male presenting which really bugged me. Thirteen, as a femme person, didn't let things go either. That line was so clumsy and weird, the Doctor being unable to let things go has nothing to do with his gender, it's just who he is. I know plenty of non-male presenting people who CANNOT let things go. Just a weird ass line.

The actual episode was fun and good, I just wish they had let things just... exist. I wish Rose picking her name hadn't been bc of the mindwarp/ that her identity as a trans girl hadn't been connected to anything to do with aliens or the Doctor. I liked Rose making toys as a side hustle. I dunno, it felt so rushed/ emotional moments didn't hit for me, and I wish they went for casual representation because the attempt didn't land to try and fit all that in, and it was clumsy. I didn't need them to tell me Rose was trans like four times instead of just letting it be a part of her rather than like one of like TWO things we know about her!! All the characters had to do was exist in the story.

#doctor who #doctor who spoilers #dw spoilers #this is a complaint but I really enjoyed the episode #In the first section of the episode I was kinda whatever about it but it was a good episode that had amazing acting and very cool effects #and it looked so good for most of the episode #I had problems with sound mixing but I'm not sure why #I think it really could've stuck the landing with me if a lot of the clumsy stuff had been written better #Maybe establishing right away that Rose feels outcasted which is why she'd support an outcasted creature #and then having her actually involved in the lil court trial instead of everyone sitting in the car #i dunno I had fun tho

[fate-defiant]

Duck hits different when you're no longer thirteen and in the throes of navigating friendships for the very first time and defining yourself by your social ineptitude.

#me at 13: wow duck is so awkward and weird and clumsy. just like me!!!!! #me at 23(older but only marginally wiser): duck is an incredibly emotionally intelligent and kind child- #- and its so sad that she doesn't see the beautiful impact she has on the world around her. #And not as Princess Tutu but as Duck! Literally everyone she meets enjoys her company- #- mainly because its so easy to be open and vulnerable around her! #And she doesn't even see how well liked and aporeciated she is! #(i mean that's partly dross's fault for never letting her develop her relationships with ppl who r past their usefulness to his narrative) #Anyway wow I really shot myself in the leg as a teenager by getting so caught up in my Incompetent Introvert persona. #Really didn't to right by the people around me by not bothering to put effort into my relationships with them! #Gosh it sure would be interesting if me growing up and learning and seeing things differently- #-impacted the way I view a beloved character from a media I consider a sort of a milestone that defined my tastes greatly later on in life! #Wouldn't that be just the darndest thing. Especially if it happened like 10 years later. #Which is duch a pointedly significant number itd sure feel a little on the nose haha! #Me at 50: anyone in this thread chew gum #fate.txt #duck #princess tutu

[disdaidal]

I wanna thank my irl friends who follow me here and also my beloved mutuals as well as followers who still send me kind messages and try to interact with me and my stuff even if I'm bad at doing it myself.

Honestly, things haven't been that great with me lately, so... it means a lot to me. Honestly. <3

#personal #i had to make the tough decision to drop out of school last week #i didn't exactly want it if i'm being completely honest here #but certain stuff was preventing me from getting further so i knew the teachers are gonna ask me to quit over at our teams meeting #i instantly contacted my nurse about my situation. and she got me a doctor's appointment which was yesterday #where i kind of broke down a little. not because she didn't grant me the sick leave i thought i was going to get #after feeling down and sleeping terribly for weeks #but because she actually *got me*. like. she actually listened to me and figured out some stuff and told me that #what i'm going through and what i've been going through for years would make anyone depressed #so i couldn't help but cry a little because yeah. i'm so tired of never being enough no matter how hard i try #because my brain's wired a certain way and it makes me slow and kinda clumsy and inattentive at times #which. you might guess is not ideal at today's work environment. or studying-wise even #so instead of granting me sick leave (she did say we can change that at anytime though) she told me to wait for that phone call #from the unemployment office. which i should be getting tomorrow. or well. later today #and talk to them about this. to see if they can offer some solutions. or if we can figure something out #'cause i'm getting closer to my 40s and not getting anywhere and it's wearing me out and tiring me out #because i clearly can't help myself or change my ways on my own #i managed to get some work last week though. at the local youth house. one shift though but money still #but i haven't been getting those offers a lot during the past few months so it's not enough to support me obviously #so i definitely need something else. and i hope i can get help. that someone could help me #i should finally get tested for adhd next month too. i don't know if i even have it or if it's gonna change anything but #at least i'd know #anyway i needed to get this off my chest. cause i'm kinda crying a little bit even now just thinking about this whole thing #sorry

[viric-dreams]

A quick little thing set off by all the dancing going around that got away from me. Lt Roberts absolutely loves to dance. It's one of those few times that he's able to let loose and blow off some energy, and one of the few times he can acceptably be physically close to people. In earlier days, before many of the promotions and before his dreaded reputation had fully set in, he'd loved going for a spin on the deck on a festive evening. This had largely tapered off over the years.

I'm not sure under what circumstances Nite rediscovered this skill, but the morning after was one of the few in which Roberts woke up still exhausted, but for once feeling better.

#roberts/nite #my art #happy self-indulgent sunday #the name switch feels so weird #but i'll get used to it i'm sure #nowadays anyone who doesn't think he's too unpleasant would still not take him up on the offer #for fear of being thrown into the dawn machine for stepping on his foot #which wouldn't actually happen #being clumsy is hardly a crime #but that ship has long sailed and good luck convincing someone otherwise #i'm so glad that #freddie i blame you #is already a tag i have #because ain't that just a general state of being

[sainamoonshine]

Listen guys I know I will never be much good* (or even enjoy, tbh) calligraphy, but my mother-in-law keeps giving me old “the basics of calligraphy!!” sets that she finds at goodwill that obviously someone got as a gift in the 90s and never even opened and I enjoy collecting the inks and tiny ceramic bowls and inkstones so, so much ☺️

*this isn’t poor self esteem btw this is clear eyed & serene knowledge of where my skills lay and the answer to that is in art forms that do not require steady hands and good spatial awareness. I like digital art and fiber crafts lmao.

#ink #calligraphy #I love all of the items I find in those kits!!!! #I had to google what the tiny spoons and bowls were for lol but now I get it #I think I might even have a blank seal 👀 #and all the ink bottles!!! ❤️ #I will absolutely be using that ink with either my glass or regular dip pens to write lol #not calligraphy stuff but just regular writing ahah #I have no spatial awareness because of the audhd #to the point where I have never even been able to do these art excercises #where there is a small image in a grid and you have a bigger grid and need to copy the image #can’t even do that lol my brain does not allow me to draw something I see correctly #also my hands shake and I’m clumsy ❤️ #but I can totally write whole books and draw things from my brain so I’m happy anyway lol #it’s just like #at some point you’ll always be happier knowing what art mediums are for you and which ones aren’t #because there is so much guilt that artists get when they can’t master ALL the mediums??? #but I have given myself permission to not feel that guilt lol I suck at certain things and that’s okay ☺️ #anyway love calligraphy like as a concept #and as a provider of tiny ceramic bowls

[icarus-star]

hcs bc rory brainrot ^ ^

chris my pook he would loveeee u playin with his hair!!!! he'd be all flustered n giggling while u do little braids or ponytails as hes layin in ur lap ohemgee >_<

n charlies the cutest ever he'sdefinitely a clumsy boy!! u could give him the most easiest task n he'd manage to make a mess even if hes tryin his best not to!!! it's so sad n cute i love himmmm :(

OH then clydeee i posted about this but he would sooo be into collecting techdecks!!!!!!!! i can jst imagine him bringin u to his room n there's techdecks on EVERY SINGLE SURFACE. he would even teach u how to do little tricks with themmm :333

ALSO i feel like clyde would have a youtube channel where he just posts super silly food reviews n videos of him doing random things with his friends!!!!! (based on ur comment abt him making crumbl reviews :333)

hold on i need to make this whole post about clyde havin a youtube channel omg. skateboarding vids, food reviews (crumbl cookies weekly flavors n shit), TECHDECK TUTORIALS like how 2 do tricks n shit. he prolly has a very active fanbase, though cheese (the guy in the movie who didn't wear a shirt ever. yeah, go look it up, his name was fucking cheese) might b a fan favorite ><

#i don't think that charlie would b clumsy just bcuz #BUT when he gets flustered (which is incredibly often thanks 2 u) he literally trips over air n shit #droppin everything on accident just cuz u said hi to him #chris's hair so fluffy ☹️ #i ❤ rory culkin #rory culkin #rory culkin x reader #rory culkin smut #☆arties inbox

[skills-bracket-2]

i hope today's polls bring some of the motorics guys up front that would be fun. they barely ever front like whaddahell

#mod Concept #savvy still has a pokemon save file to finish for example and they haven't fronted properly in MONTHS #composure was frontstuck likeeee 2 weeks ago but then disappeared where the fuck did you go dude #we've existed for lil over a year in this system and we've all seen hand/eye a grand total of like 3 times like WHAT the fuck man #im convinced they're all hiding from us [joke] #needless to say our body's motorics abilities are Very Weak . this body is very clumsy without any of them around HDDJJSDJDJSJ #ANYWAYS! it's 1 am over here where we're at so the polls will go up later this afternoon around .... whenever we wake up properly. #which ummmm. is like. past 2 pm . lmao #back to bed we go I guess!

[blue-dragon-has-a-pen]

Hi! Would you mind if i (attempted to) turn your pixel art into a knitting pattern? Specifically the blue-purple "hold on to your hopes an dreams" skull.

Its not happening anytime soon but id like to try when my current projects are done lol

Hi! I'm glad you like the design! I asked the person I designed it for and they said yes, so go ahead!

I know you said its not happening anytime soon, but we are still super hyped lmao so BEST OF LUCK TO YOU!!!!

#not art #man i wish i can do crafts its such a cool thing to do #i used to make small dolls but im so extremely clumsy with needles and threads (and wool?) #which is kinda ironic coz im a tattoo apprentice now but ya know #ITS THE THREADS THEY KEEP GETTING TANGLED AND I HAVE ZERO PATIENCE AND ORGANIZATION SKILLS TO KEEP THEM NEAT #anon you are so powerful for being able to knit this

[pet-cemetery-emotes]

unrealted but what does endo mean? /genq

Short hand for endogenic! Which usually means anyone who is plural for non trauma reasons! or who doesn't relate their plurality to trauma. if you don't know what plural means, there are a lot of definitions! I'd recommend googling around or talking to plural people, because i dont have good words today. plurality is often associated with DID, but that's not the only source or cause :) another common one is MADD (maladaptive daydreaming disorder) or immersive daydreaming!

take this with a grain of salt, though - people will often change their personal definitions of what it means to be plural or endo to exclude others. perhaps because of their own internalized ableism, or exerting control over their online spaces is the only control they readily get, or because picking on a subculture of a subculture means that their targets often won't be defended and they can get away with using them as stress toys. Similarly to queer infighting, and aphobia. Thumbs up emoji

#not emojis #it is often debated by people with DID in particular whether or not endos even exist #and i think. whether or not they do. anti-endos are pretty mean about it! their posts on it remind me of transmeds or aphobes. #i'd rather support people who later change their IDs or are wrong about themselves then people who bully them #been told both sides suck. i dont go into discourse. wouldnt know. but there are loud and mean people everywhere. #and the fact that people call it 'sides' when it's experiences... telling... #i prolly wont answer questions like this in the future #because i usually get hate mail afterwards! which is stressful or annoying depending on my mental state #i was not open about being plural for a long time because if you do it the “wrong way” or have unfinished or clumsy opinions #or ways of wording them... people wanna hurt you over it. #but anyone can ask me anything. <3 and i want to help. #so. risking it today. feeling brave/stupid i guess!