#which I haven't done before

[olessan]

I am stressed :(

#IF YOU READ THESE TAGS DON'T SEND ME KOFI THINGS OR ANYTHING I JUST NEED TO VENT BEFORE I EXPLODE #(I do have stickers and stuff on redbubble tho) #my PC's bsods/crashes are worse (1 every week or so and sometimes 2 a day I've had 2 in the past 3 hours) #and I'm pretty sure the root issue is the RAM is bad #which means it has been this whole time because I no longer turn my PC off at the end of the day like I did before ~mid 2022 #and I don't have $300 to buy new RAM #and idk if I can get a replacement 3 years after purchase #and even if I do I will have to open it up and pull the RAM out and have no PC for probably a few weeks #and having just my phone will absolutely fuck with me like it did when I first moved in this house #and I need 2 usb sticks to properly diagnose and possibly need to repair some corrupt windows files #which I haven't done before #And meanwhile my fucked up premolar is falling out of my jawbone and is loose and I keep bumping it and it doesn't hurt as much as it shoul #and I am near to an abscess at any given time because of it and I need to get more shots because I don't want to go #without updated vaccinations but also having a tooth removed and one or two more cavities filled is very expensive #and I don't have any income so I have $4.80 to my name #and I need to work from home because of anxiety and I can't do that while my PC is having issues #I got a bsod earlier and got in Minecraft to play a little and got a second BSOD after just 2 hours #they're RAM related (memory_management and faulty_hardware_corrupted_page #but I am worried about the side effects of this many #I can't find any suitable work anyway and I need a new photo ID and those are $50 and my weekly income from studies/surveys/etc is about #about that and I am already living on about $30 of food a week (frozen pizzas and party pies and stuff + liquid breakfasts so I get some #minerals and vitamins) and I would rather scrape by then sign up for social security because of the horrible draconian shit they put people #though just to keep a payment that is 1/4th minimum wage and not liveable in the slightest #(THE PIZZAS GIVE ME FAT PROTEIN CARBS FIBRE AND A LOT OF KJ they are efficient) #(I would love to cook) #(I budgeted out meal prepping and it came out to costing twice as much for the same food if I bought the cheapest ingredients) #( and also same amount of food I eat once a day (1/2 pizza or equiv ~300g/3000kj/700cal) and use chocolate to carry me through the middle) #(the chocolate also keeps me focused and my mood up) #every single BSOD massively spikes my anxiety and it locks me up and I just fret for a while and I am cautious about drawing because it #can happen at any time and I don't want to lose things I've worked hard on

[touchlikethesun]

not to be that person but what do you mean butchered tongue is the least streamed song on unreal unearth. what do you mean people can listen to lines like "and as a young man blessed to pass so many road signs / and have my foreign ear made fresh again on each unlikely sound / but feel at home hearing a music that few still understand" and just. move on. sort that song into the skip file. what. what do you mean.

anyways butchered tongue is the best song, the most haunting song off unreal unearth.

y'all just don't fucking listen to lyrics anymore.

#it is my fav song and i went to listen to it on desktop #which ig i haven't done before #and i was shocked by the difference #actually tbh the least streamed songs off unreal unearth are my favs #which with hozier #isn't usually the case #usually i'm with the herd but #y'all are sleeping on butchered tongue de selby pt1 to someone from a warm climate #like seriously #hozier #unreal unearth

[sleeperagentclone]

Fig my beloved

Squeem

Npcs (Aelwyn)

Fabian

Gorgug

Kristen pt 2

Riz

Adaine

#One of them wouldn't upload but I don't know which one and it would make it uneven anyway #Fantasy High #Fig Faeth #FHSY #FHJY #Did y'all know that kippers and off brand mountain dew zero taste bad together? #Anyway Kristens next and then I might combine Gorgug and Fabian #Because I set myself a stupid expectation of these being like 20+ for each bad kid #And I don't think I have that for either of them #Especially since I'm trying to use ones that I haven't seen before #But I'm for sure gonna wait until Fabians new art comes out #I wish I had done that with Adaine but whatever

[theminecraftbee]

incidentally if you don't see much of me for a bit: side order has reminded me that i do, in fact, DEEPLY enjoy splatoon 3, lol, and i am maybe a touch distracted by that,

#haven't QUITE beaten all the palettes yet #although i finally hit the critical mass of 'back in practice after like a whole year' and 'hacks' to win with weapons i'm bad at #so i may beat all of them soon... #ALSO. CANON GAY CEPHALPODS. YOU CANNOT ARGUE THEY AREN'T CANON LESBIANS AND IN LOVE. #THERE IS (genuinely) NO OTHER EXPLANATION. #MARINA GETS MAD AT ACHT FOR FLIRTING WITH PEARL IN FRONT OF HER. THEY NEED 'SPECIAL ALONE TIME'. MARINA WAS GONNA SAY SHE LOVED PEARL #ITS CANON BABY I'M SO HAPPY #anyway. love this game. the squids. #(also i guess they DO avoid having marina or pearl ever say OUTRIGHT 'i love you' or kiss which i GUESS means we might get into localizatio #-arguments i've done fandoms like this before but i don't CARE they are CANON LET'S GO.) #ALSO ACHT/DEADFISH CANON THEY/THEM #basically i love it.

[front-facing-pokemon]

#galarian slowpoke #picture this. this was the first pokémon revealed from the new DLCs for pokémon sword and shield. the pokémon company #up until this point‚ has never done DLC for a pokémon game before. you‚ having been jaded by shitty DLCs for other games in the past #now have a distaste for the phrase‚ and imagine this can't be good. then‚ in their teaser for the new DLC‚ they add a little event #into the game where they reveal one of the new pokémon that is going to be added in the DLC #and it is a galarian form. that is identical to the original pokémon. but with a yellow head #are you imagining it. now how fucking disappointed are you. how little faith do you have in that DLC that it's going to be as good as it wa #for the most part‚ the pokémon company has demonstrated that they do absolutely excellent DLCs. proper expansions #basically an entire other game on top of the game you already have. and they typically take up the release cycle of a full game #scarlet/violet's especially. WONDERFUL dlc. i never really properly finished the crown tundra just because i was so late to the party #because i avoided buying the dlc for so long because of this experience that i've just described to you #that by the time i bought it and played it‚ it was just because SV had been announced and i wanted more pokémon to tide me over #and i never finished it. one of these days‚ i'd like to go back and finish it‚ but i'm playing through pokémon xd gale of darkness right no #and i prefer to play. one game at a time. and i don't know when i'll ever really get back to it #or if i'll ever get back to it! 'cause without resetting my save file all the way i'll just have to Remember what it is that already happen #which i'm. notoriously bad at when it comes to coming back to games that i haven't played in a while #plus i know sv is like shitty performance or whatever but the movement in that game is so much better #it feels so much more freeing than going back to gen 8 where you can still just. run. and that's it #i know nobody likes scarlet/violet but i still. like it. performance aside. like yes the performance is terrible but i still had a great #time with it. i just praised its DLC for fuck's sake! its DLC was fuckin wonderful! it has kieran in it so it like can't be bad

[coolnonsenseworld]

Last piece ❤️💙

There are still leftovers of the Calendar as well as some A5 prints with calendar pieces 💞

linktr.ee/Mezzy (or check my Tumblr for links)

#klance fanart #klance #voltron legendary defender #ooofff you ever feel like you keep doing things and things are still to get done??? #i keep saying this every five posts #i start to think loving getting in the 'art zone' is my biggest vice #because sure i sketch or do some digital work from time to time but if i haven't sat down to draw for hours #until eyes sting and neck cant move and brain sleepy af? is it drawing anymore? is it living anymore? yeah i thought so #im the main person making grocery shopping in this house did you know? for three people #there is always something running out and like let me tell you i already answer business emails while eating #i cleaned the windows today before my first coffee #okay to be fair i started it but apparently i used the wrong bottle and i smeared anti grease all over the windows #and then finished my coffee staring at the curvy roads of a thin film painted between me and the world promising myself to never do anythin #before first coffee #either way i feel like i havent been very present or entertaining lately #by which i mean on and off for months #am i correct or am i partially correct or reimagining things? who knows #but i keep having so many things i want to do it just keeps on going #i'm starting with commissions now #BUT THEN!! #haha yeah i hope you are having a great November and enjoy this piece!! #sending hugs <3 if you like them if not #a gentle wave from a far

[brw]

brieuc's 1k celebration: 🤖 interest edit for @margarethcarter!

#usermaguire #userthona #usermattz #userscottie #tusergio #usermissy #userautism #marvelcolors #comicswomen #comicedit #marveledit #carol danvers #captain marvel #art by lucas werneck & megan huang & jen bartel #*mine #*my1k #hope this is okay raffa!!! #i haven't done carol before i don't think! this is all about her cool new outfit which i genuinely rlly like #the 2nd looks kinda blurry tho alas

[archervale]

You offended them

#lol just doodling things before bed #which I felt like I haven't done in forever #stupid posts #my dumb doodles #btw this is terrible but why not share it anyway lol

[pleasantmsp]

I love Beauyasha so much. I miss them so much.

The reunion gave me so much joy and now I'm in this weird happy but melancholy state. I love the Nein so much and I want more of them. And I especially want more of Beau and Yasha. If we get a Fjorester wedding one shot, I will be stoked. But then also give me the Beauyasha wedding too!

I'm really just hoping they keep doing these little reunions cause I love the Mighty Nein so much and seeing them makes me so happy.

#critical role #cr spoilers #beauyasha #the mighty nein #echoes of the solstice #and the rest of the tags are a rant #got a bit carried away lol #my depression has been real bad for the past like 9 months and i dont have the money or resources to go to therapy #so i am in a real interesting head space lately #this one shot gave me so much joy #i haven't felt that engaged and excited and happy in a long time #but now that its over that feeling is being joined by (like i said) this weird melancholy that i've never felt in this way before #tm9 mean so much to me #beauyasha means so much to me #especially in these times with the strikes and all the cancelations of wlw inclusive media #i've been trying to get back into c3 but getting through those first arcs is proving difficult #bh just doesn't feel the same as the m9 to me which is fine but sad in a way #cause I feel like there's still so much the nein could do and participate in #i definitely understood what ashley meant when she said she didn't feel like she was done with yasha #i feel the same #so i hope they keep doing these one shots and i hope they release some news on the animated show soon #and here's hoping that as I catch up on bh i can come to love them even half as much as tm9 #cause that'd be enough to keep me coming back and then some

[suddencolds]

almost done... 🙏

#before yvverse i was never the kind of person to write 4-6k word chapters #i have been writing this chapter since february 6th #it was agonizingly difficult... line by line crises type of difficult D: #i still have no clue how people like write thousands of words in a day and then hit post 🥲 i have spent so long on this. i think i spent #an hour this morning writing one paragraph #but now that the finish line is in sight i just feel so ready to post it (even though it is not done. and needs at least 500 more words #on top of editing) #anyways. apologies for yapping 🙇‍♀️ #in terms of difficulty... i feel like writing this series has been eye opening to me as to what i find difficult to write? which is #interesting. fool me twice pt5 was also hard for me in the sense that i rewrote it no fewer than 5 times... and this installment was hard #in a different way. T_T i want to claim victory! but not yet! i haven't earned it #anyways... please expect the next chapter at some point over the next week (and if it's not there i have likely fallen into another crisis)

[robinsroom]

i came up w some ideas on what syd could do during Leighton's inspection events lol

#dol #degrees of lewdity #degrees of lewdity sydney #degrees of lewdity pc #im like running through and writing down all the possibilities and it's a lot but some of them could turn out to be pretty fun #all i need to do is channel my inner writer which i haven't done since 2018 #then after that #i can code it all copefully #featuring skylar lel before their evil phase

[fandom-geek]

just occurred to me but now i'm having feelings abt how ala mhigo got told “no charity, you’ve got to trade if you want shit” by ul’dah post-sb, while garlemald gets given a trade agreement as a concession to their egos after receiving a ton of charity.

especially with the in-game context that most ala mhigans have been refugees in eorzea for the 20 years of the occupation, that gaius was canonically enslaving ala mhigans to send off to the mines (mentioned in both 1.0 and 2.0), and that the people we’re seeing on-screen were wealthy enough to live in the imperial capital and would’ve benefitted from the proximity to the imperial family (see: forum solius).

like. idk, the msq is just trying to make you forget how every single garlean we see on-screen benefited from the empire and its crimes, even if they weren’t actively complicit.

stormblood was pretty good when it came to how it portrayed colonialism, but it feels like the msq writers have retreated from that because they want us to be sympathetic to garlemald. it feels like an extension of how gaius was morally whitewashed in shadowbringers despite never actually opposing what garlemald did, only that an ascian was using him for his own purposes.

i think it’s a shame we’ve never been able to ask gaius point blank if he would do what he did again if it wasn’t an ascian asking him to do it. both in terms of story potential and just sheer... why wouldn’t we?

#ffxiv #6.4 spoilers #ffxiv spoilers #garlemald #gaius van baelsar #obvs not saying that the garleans should've just been abandoned to die but like. it feels wild that no one's even acknowledging it #i haven't touched tataru's grand endeavours yet so idk if they touch it but i seriously doubt it #anyway i'm saying this as someone who adores cid and nero but the reason i like nero is bc he never *expects* the wol's forgiveness #he fully understands that most ppl will dislike him and frankly i respect that more than what was happening w gaius in shb #which is a shame because i want to find current gaius an interesting character! i certainly enjoyed him in arr #but it just feels like a very forced sympathy at expense of acknowledging what he's explicitly done in-game before #and that just makes it feel so disingenuous

[skrunksthatwunk]

mouse doodles

#I LOVE GAY EPOPLE!!!!!!!! #drew the nose kiss one before making the previous goromi piece and really really wanted to add to it bc like. :) #i am not a mouse drawer but i always love this kinda thing so i thought i could do my own and i uh. full disclosure i really like it :D #anyway they're cute and i haven't done anything new with them in a WHILE so like. yeah <3 #again the 80s meetcute was an old piece i added to. which i should do the follow up for bc ppl seemed to like it and i like it too #anyway #rgg #ryu ga gotoku #skrunkart #yakuza #like a dragon #ykz #majima goro #kiryu kazuma #kazumaji #goromi #kazuma kiryu #goro majima #me when the kriyu and th majimer #god dude i need to get into something with women in it i love drawing them os much #and i miss drawing big hair :(( #but i love these two anyway #also in case you don't know the hotcock thing is from i believe a reddit thread where someone says 'i didn't know gay guys called each othe #babe... i thought they just called each other hotcock or something.' and fyi it's also one of the best things on the internet

[bokettochild]

The urge to create an AU where I cross over my current fandom (LU) with my first obsessive fandom that I have't reconnected with since the 22'd book was released in freaking 2011.

Like, at first it feels weird, but the vibes are immaculate. Four at the very least would be so happy!

#linked universe #linkeduniverse #ketto's writing misadvetures #sort of? #I'm not going to write it #but I DO want to draw it #if I was capable of drawing such things :/ #which I am not T-T #I haven't done fanart of this since like...2012 #it's been twelve years y'all #but man #I can already see most of them fitting in so well! #except maybe Time and Twilight #there would be some prejudice to get through before those two could be accepted

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

HAPPY BDAY @bluepallilworld 🎂

Do I really need to cite all the reasons why I think you're an absolute sunshine and how much I admire and appreciate your presence and support? Because I'd drill it into your skull if I could with how much your happiness matters to me you sweet ol bean<333 have the best birthday ever and don't you dare forget how amazing you are >:'D ♥️

#art #my art #mu #im so lucky i had this done early HFHGHGG #i wanted to draw mimosa like i said but i felt like drawing her would be more fun cause i haven't seen any fanart of this precious girly!! #seriously i have so many things to say about how cute your art is and how much youve improved over the years #and how i can't think of anything now that im typing the tags cause my brain is full of stuff that i can't put into words GJGHFH LIKE 😭 #i really really want you to understand how much i love your works and how creative your ocs all are #they all have this nostalgic feeling about them and i said this before but they look like they're out of a children's fairytale!! #which might sound insulting when i think about it but it really isn't in my eyes!!! the soft fuzziness and how captivating the colors are #the giddyness that pvercomes you as a kid when you see these round illustrarions next to a wall of text #that's what your art feels like to me !! just a perrect mix of all my favorite things about art and what got me into it #rambling here a bit sorry but i hope you have an amazing birthday missyy take care of yourself<3333

[inevitablestars]

the amount of people in this fandom that just disregard people's feelings and how writers want their work interacted with makes me never want to write again.

#i'm lucky to not personally have my fics put in places i don't want them #but that's just bc none of them have gotten a ton of attention #which is fine bc i write what i want to and enjoy doing it #but sharing my work is something that has made me anxious before and all of the goodreads and wattpad shit writers go through #makes me even more anxious when i do share my work even if i haven't dealt with it personally #like my friends have and it makes me so fucking angry for them and everyone else #okay i'm done now #i hate this fandom a lot of the time and often wish i never joined :)