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#and I need 2 usb sticks to properly diagnose and possibly need to repair some corrupt windows files
olessan
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1 year
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I am stressed :(
#IF YOU READ THESE TAGS DON'T SEND ME KOFI THINGS OR ANYTHING I JUST NEED TO VENT BEFORE I EXPLODE
#(I do have stickers and stuff on redbubble tho)
#my PC's bsods/crashes are worse (1 every week or so and sometimes 2 a day I've had 2 in the past 3 hours)
#and I'm pretty sure the root issue is the RAM is bad
#which means it has been this whole time because I no longer turn my PC off at the end of the day like I did before ~mid 2022
#and I don't have $300 to buy new RAM
#and idk if I can get a replacement 3 years after purchase
#and even if I do I will have to open it up and pull the RAM out and have no PC for probably a few weeks
#and having just my phone will absolutely fuck with me like it did when I first moved in this house
#and I need 2 usb sticks to properly diagnose and possibly need to repair some corrupt windows files
#which I haven't done before
#And meanwhile my fucked up premolar is falling out of my jawbone and is loose and I keep bumping it and it doesn't hurt as much as it shoul
#and I am near to an abscess at any given time because of it and I need to get more shots because I don't want to go
#without updated vaccinations but also having a tooth removed and one or two more cavities filled is very expensive
#and I don't have any income so I have $4.80 to my name
#and I need to work from home because of anxiety and I can't do that while my PC is having issues
#I got a bsod earlier and got in Minecraft to play a little and got a second BSOD after just 2 hours
#they're RAM related (memory_management and faulty_hardware_corrupted_page
#but I am worried about the side effects of this many
#I can't find any suitable work anyway and I need a new photo ID and those are $50 and my weekly income from studies/surveys/etc is about
#about that and I am already living on about $30 of food a week (frozen pizzas and party pies and stuff + liquid breakfasts so I get some
#minerals and vitamins) and I would rather scrape by then sign up for social security because of the horrible draconian shit they put people
#though just to keep a payment that is 1/4th minimum wage and not liveable in the slightest
#(THE PIZZAS GIVE ME FAT PROTEIN CARBS FIBRE AND A LOT OF KJ they are efficient)
#(I would love to cook)
#(I budgeted out meal prepping and it came out to costing twice as much for the same food if I bought the cheapest ingredients)
#( and also same amount of food I eat once a day (1/2 pizza or equiv ~300g/3000kj/700cal) and use chocolate to carry me through the middle)
#(the chocolate also keeps me focused and my mood up)
#every single BSOD massively spikes my anxiety and it locks me up and I just fret for a while and I am cautious about drawing because it
#can happen at any time and I don't want to lose things I've worked hard on
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