#what makes life bearable

[memento-mariii]

It keeps me alive, but it's making me crazy (<-me watching the new Fionna and Cake show) (<-me thinking about the Petrigrof sleeper cell it awakened in me)

#adventure time fionna and cake #fionna and cake #fnc #adventure time #betty grof #simon petrikov #petrigrof #seriously. themmmmmmmmmmmmmm. #they're eating up my frontal lobe and replacing my whole personality #they make the horrors™️ of everyday life bearable #but god. at what cost. #they also make me so so sad. genuinely sad. #not like ''whoo boy! that was cathartic! I love me some good tragedy!'' #but like. full-on depressed actually in real life. #I am way too emotionally invested in doomed old people yuri (gender neutral) #I will not I will not I repeat I WILL NOT relapse into depression bc of a fictional couple from a children's cartoon-turned-TV-14 show #god imagine how embarrassing would that be #like how would I even explain that to my therapist #mmari rambles

[sadbeautifutragic]

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#i think several other reasons the breaks in between tour dates and albums feel dry include #constant fandom policing to the point where people avoid interesting discussions out of fear their words will be twisted #people ignoring newer content creators' work which discourages them from sharing their creations #nitpicking the content we DO end up receiving and/or begging for the next 17 things instead of appreciating it #people prioritizing stan wars instead of enjoying the music and community #and along the same vein fans acting pretentious as if they're too cool to be here 🍅 #and of course people spoiling everything for the others (misbehavior at sessions or people ruining midnights mayhem with me) #fandom is what you put into it i guess so the only way to make these breaks more bearable is to turn things around #btw i don't think there's anything inherently wrong with taylor taking breaks at the end of the day she is a human with her own life #i do expect more promo in april (i actually think there hasn't been much because A) rest and B) let other artists have their moments) #but i also understand people missing her and missing the liveliness this place has when stuff IS happening

[goldensunset]

i was previously complaining about not having the fly hm yet but now that i do have it i’m like ehhh whatever it’s more fun to walk and appreciate the scenery and music. i think the primary difference might be that a lot of the routes between cities are straight shots that have little to no tall grass/deep sand/caves/etc that could potentially stop me. like there are definitely some routes i’m never again gonna want to travel through just as thru traffic (*cough* route 7 *cough cough* chargestone cave) but otherwise i’m like yeah i’ll just walk over to driftveil city. yeah route 3 to the daycare is a straight shot. yeah i’ll bike across skyarrow bridge. i’ll go back and forth for fun even. i don’t want to fast travel unless it really would be that much effort otherwise

#shows good game design imo #where fast travel is a neat little fun luxury in a pinch of a situation #and not something you need to make life borderline bearable #getting around sinnoh sometimes… #it was so fun having to go all the way through multiple cave systems to get to the top of mount coronet every time #but i mean. that’s one i understand #but every other route… #meanwhile in unova i can zip along to any city rather quick #and because of this convenience venturing off the path into the grass is seen as a fun and beneficial thing to do #not a mandatory chore #do you get what i’m saying? #goldie plays pokémon black

[writedisaster]

hello everyone! i am still alive and still lurking but we've reached the fiber crafts stage of the ongoing [gestures vaguely to indicate some kind of mental health and/or life circumstance situation that is certainly not ideal but nevertheless not really significant enough for you to worry about]. much gratitude and warm wishes to everyone extending me patience as an rp partner right now.

#//me with 17 unfinished projects: you know what would make life more bearable rn? #out of coherence | ooc

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

home from work who wants me

#told my fav doctor i work with that I’m leaving and she was like NO I LOVE WORKING WTH YOU #and she said next week when we work together our last day she’s getting me lunch and I was like :’) #she’s so sweet she’s genuinely made this job bearable #like my corworkers and (most of) the doctors themselves are amazing #but the management and the job itself and the morons that come in are what make me wanna drive off a bridge #and I can’t stay just for my coworkers bc I’ll be miserable #but I’m glad I got to meet some of the ppl I did cause they taught me a lot of stuff I can use in life so <3

[nobodys-saviour]

the moment someone calls me paraluman i'd fucking break like a twig. what do you mean you're calling your compass. what do you mean you're calling me your guiding light. your muse. you're also calling me beautiful. like so many meanings compiled in one word.

#my bf called me sunshower once and i cried #(he has a condition where he cant stay in the sun for a while and apparently i bring sun in his life but in a way that makes it bearable) #so it's like what the fuck. #anyway petnames with a meaning behind them ily #to be deleted

[wabblebees]

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#been fighting for my fucking LIFE against a 24hr migraine #after gettin home from work yesterday i tried Everything. #sleeping+water+food+meds+staggering MORE meds+showering w/the lights off+massaging to release my clenched jaw+tea+sunglasses inside+etc #gave up on getting rid of it a WHILE ago & have just been riding the waves #so tell me why. just now. after eating thee Worst microwave burrito of my entire life. its FINALLY RECEEDED. to be just my normal headache. #im not joking. #the last 24hrs ive been making SURE to have Real Nutrients in my body bc ik thats like. step 1 to ''make the Pain Brain bearable'' #and yet nothing. NOTHING has put a dent in it. save for the worlds soggiest shittiest frozen burrito #im like. legit kinda mad abt this lmfao #i microwaved that fucker and horked it down even tho what ive been craving all day is mediterranean food bc we dont HAVE any close enough #but what we do have. is frozen shitty burritos. and granted ! my headache is not Gone. but my headache is NEVER Gone #ive had the same headache since i was 12 #but legitimately 2 minutes after that stupid burrito. we went from a 7/10 on the headache scale to a FOUR #infuriating. i deserve gyro after all that. or maybe shawarma... #neither of which we have in the house. terrible #anyway. complaint session over lmao #if u read this ily. mwah.<3 kthanxbye #bee speaks

[madamescarlette]

Absolutely wild how much more meaningful and warm and kind and gentle life becomes when there are people you love in it!

#thinking out loud #it's just you know. life is a lot in all augusts/septembers and i am doing my best little jog to keep up with it all #you know that quote from la la land? i'll let life hit me till it's tired then i'll hit back; it's a classic rope-a-dope! #but i'm still just buzzing from a meeting with my team and then afterwards going to my friend's match #life is bigger and better and brighter and kinder when you're walking towards somebody who'll grin at the sight of you!! #i just have to take a step back sometimes and remember that it's all going to be okay #there's a joy and a comfort and grace to being known! truly it is what makes life bearable i think #this is not really a post that says much of anything it is just filled with love #hello tumblr i hope you're doing well out there tonight <3 <3

[absensia-archived]

this is going to sound so absurd. . . but if daniel craig in knives outs was a little more neutral or even a little evil rather than the good that he is ( can u tell I haven't thought this through. this is based off vibes only ), he'd be very close to a personification of char's void, ie. the version / extension of it that is directly tethered to her existence.

#im currently spinning into my own oblivion but #saw a gifset and this thought resurfaced #it's gotta be knives out specifically though because the summertime vacay vibes in the sequel just doesn't jive u know? #but his intro... him in the shadows annoyingly / ominously / intimidatingly? doing that thing w the piano? #yeah that's just the entity in the corner of char's mind all the time #anyways ... i'm going to make a list of the things i need to do to make this blog... bearable and productive again.. updates to come <3 #myer-briggs brain at it again but can't be a coincidence ... i type the void (char's void) as an intj #benoit blanc? probably an intj from what i can rmr abt the movie? #yeah... :D #life's going up in flames rn for me yeah but myer-briggs is 4ever :o)

[caffeinatedopossum]

I wrote a poem

"This won't make you happy"

That's what people say when I confess

Well I know they think they're helping

But it doesn't ease my distress

This won't make me happy,

Don't you think I knew that at the start?

The goal was never to be happy,

Just to not fall apart

A gravely injured animal

Does not have happiness on its mind

And in its desperation

Will take any escape it finds

"Things will get better"

That's something I hear all the time

But it's biased information

Even if its not quite a lie

Things will always change-

That's the version I believe

But knowing things change for the worse

It's not much of a reprieve

Hope is a fickle thing

Like a shape shifting beast

It's both beautiful and ugly

Depending on which side you see

Hope is everything you have

When you've got nothing left

But with just one thing worth fighting for

Can be a flame burning in your chest

I was born with this restless pain

But introduced to something new

There are few pains greater

Than finally having something to lose

#thank you for coming to my ted talk (vent art) lol #if you cant guess this poem is about the frustration of being told your unhealthy coping mechanisms wont make you happy #when you dont even remember what happiness felt like #its about the frustration of people who dont understand. people who say that it gets better without knowing what theyre talking about #or even questioning why they believe that (spoiler: its privelege and personal experience. i know it comes from a kind place though) #or i suppose sometimes it comes from other people who are pain repeatimg what they were told #but the point is that sometimes the good things in my life are the most painful #the constant reminders that i could lose something i never knew i wanted or needed this much before #the reminder of just how much i care and the fact that i can no longer simply give up #the knowledge that i could quit at anytime was what made life bearable until now. there was no meaning to me staying alive #now i have to fight with myself feeling guilty and selfish for even struggling with the desire to give up still #anyway. lots of thoughts

[kylejsugarman]

jesse initially really dislikes running errands, even simple ones, because the level of exposure and being seen by people still freaks him out and it usually makes him aware of how bad his memory is now when he's standing there in like the grocery store trying to remember what he came here for. but when he starts doing these regular daily tasks with demi, it feels a little less Dangerous. she not only provides company and sort of a barrier between himself and the world: she makes him feel like he's alive. these aren't just maintenance tasks he has to perform to Survive, he can derive joy from making little mundane observations with demi and interacting with her and being out in the real world. she makes him feel better being out and eventually running errands with baby is great because she diligently makes him detailed lists in that very serious, but completely nonjudgmental way of hers and also every time they go out, baby will do this thing they call Treat Protocol where she looks at him and decides based on his mood/recent events what kind of Little Treat he needs to get while they're here

#syd squeaks #life is so scary all the time but sometimes having someone safe to go to the bank with makes it bearable #anyway. I love mundane little tasks I love jesse relearning what it means to be happy and enjoy life #jesse pinkman #demi ayuluk #baby ayuluk

[touchmycoat]

I'm thinking about the Pride & Prejudice AU where obviously SY transmigrates as Jane and SJ is Lizzie and he's like ah, babygirl, you've got protagonist energy written all over you I'll distract the polite smiley dorky Mr. Yue at the ball for you while you nurse your ire for rich handsome rudefuck Mr. Liu, Mr. Yue's good friend, and oh obviously LBH is the soldier that comes to town having ran off with LQG's sister once before and--

suddenly brain utterly convinces itself that Hua Cheng is Lydia, and no he doesn't need to run off with Binghe, but he fully elopes the moment XL shows up and that's that

#SY wifebeams everyone #so the rest of the pride and prejudice plot doesn't exactly work out #also he keeps thinking YQY's his love interest and sure YQY's not NOT interested but #he and SJ has HISTORY okay? #also LMY eloped for reasons and Binghe was helping her cover it up #and didn't tell LQG #so that's a whole misunderstanding as well #oh oh and SJ refuses to entrust SY with anybody but YQY who's the most bearable of the lot #hahaha what if perspective flip it's transmigrator!SJ #also weird reincarnation vibes where wherever SJ came from there's a YQY #they're exes #but also in YQY's memories of his youth there is SJ #they're not the same one to each other but hey there's still a connection #but now he's Angelica-ing it bc he thinks SY likes YQY so he has to make nice with the other boys #anyways I just want HC-Hong Hong'er galloping off with soldier XL on a white horse #'good bye mama i'm off to live a life of sin i HOPE he gets me pregnant'

[spikybanana]

@wolfstarmicrofic - prompt: shrapnel - I jumped the gun! but I saw you guys talking about werewolfing and got excited. so here, pov remus after a moon

Remus woke with a deep gasp of cold morning air. It was much too sudden, his mind much too clear. His body was sore but not in pain, it's as though the wolf was, for once, relenting its control. And tucked into his mind like a shard of shrapnel on a frozen lake was a memory, not exactly his but— his. He reached for it, wrenched it out, and amid the torrent of outpour he saw through the wolf's eyes— his own two eyes— his silver fur, his paws trampling rapidly kicking up fallen leaves, his pack, the black dog straying not a moment from his side. And with his snout pointed skywards in a long howl, for the first time he could remember, he saw the whole of the moon.

#wolfstar #microfic #wolfstar microfic #'they did something for me that would make my transformations not only bearable but the best times of my life' #this line haunts me #werewolves only attacked humans because they just tried to hurt what trapped them #moony biting people and biting himself is the same #and if they didn't feel trapped it would make all the difference #thanks for coming to my ted talk #remus lupin #sirius black #marauders #my writing

[arcanespillo]

i am so sad :p i feel like the world is crumbling under my feet and god is just pointing at me and laughing ꒰(･‿･)꒱ <3

[cringefailnarwhal]

licherally everything I eat makes me want to throw up. just to a variable degree. I've been eating fucking rice carrots and apples for 3 days

#what's next? I'm sick of reading? nothing to make life more bearable anymore?

[manjibunny]

You ever get these epiphanies randomly throughout the day?

#zaya's silly lil thoughts #tf u mean the only bearable way to make it throug life is to love yourself?? #the hell u mean I'm the only constant in my life???? #what do you mean I gotta stop pushing people away when I think they don't like me???????