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alenadragonne · 1 year
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Movie Meme 🎬
Post 7 comfort movies and tag 7 people
Tagged by @rosieposiepuddingnpie (I actually had the time and remembered to do this one!!)
1. Monty Python and The Holy Grail (my all time fave movie ever. I can nearly quote the whole thing and my wedding was themed after this movie)
2. The Last Unicorn
3. Fantasia (the OG one, nothing against 2000 but the original is LEAGUES better)
4. Burlesque (I love Cher so much)
Wait I have to come up with 3 more movies??? Ok hold on
5. Howl’s Moving Castle
6. Sailor Moon R the Movie
Honestly I don’t even have 7. I was asking my husband to name my fave movies and he said “this is a hard question for someone who typically doesn’t like movies” and he is so right. So these are not only my comfort, can watch at any time movies, but some of the only ones I actually like. (There are a few more but I still have to be in the mood to watch them. Or it has to have been a certain amount of time since I last saw it).
I don’t even think I have 7 people to tag. So I’ll leave it as an open tag. If you read this, do it! That’s my tag! :3
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lostcryptids · 1 year
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when we were watching cocaine bear last night my mom was like the bear looks so bad. it looks like a cartoon. and she was right
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ratcatcher0325 · 1 year
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Penn! Hi there! Your answer to my last ask was really heartwarming, thank you! And please say hello to all the others for me, yeah? So I did come up with another thing I’d like to know and that is…if you have any pet peeves?
Hope you’re doing well and I can’t wait to hear more from you!
Oh hey! Look who it is! My friend @lucentbliss! Good to hear from ya again!
Hey guys! @lucentbliss says hi!
Everyone waved and smiled back, in case you're curious. Trav tipped his invisible hat, Dani blew you a kiss, Riley threw up a 'Rock On' hand signal and Ev smiled at the screen and then flipped me the bird... So, just another average day in my life. They're all here at Ev and I's to watch... Hold on, let me ask... Oh, Cocaine Bear. Apparently we are watching a movie about a bear on crack... Sounds AWESOME! Sorry, I got a little too excited, anyway, I should answer the thing you asked me, shouldn't I?
Ooooh, good question! Look, I tend to think of myself as a pretty laid back, chill guy. I'm not super particular, I mean, hey, it's not like I got much of a chance to be picky for most of my life (Drum roll for gallows humor!) but, uh, there is one thing that REALLY gets on my nerves.
DUDE... I can't stand Adam Sandler. There. I said it. I know. And like, c'mon, I'm a guy that likes dumb... like really dumb humor. I know myself. I am self-aware, okay? But I just think Adam Sandler's comedy is annoying as hell. And I know, you're like, "Penn, but what about The Wedding Singer? That's a classic!" No. I hated it. It was terrible. Ev showed it to me and I pretended to be asleep just in the hopes that she'd turn it off... but of course she never did and instead woke me gently with a fingertip or two and was so sweet and gentle and then told me I "couldn't miss this next part'. It was torture, but I didn't have the heart to tell her. I don't know if that counts as a pet peeve but... I just see red when forced to watch Adam Sandler onscreen. So. That's my answer.
I mean, there's also the obvious stuff, like being talked down to or picked up by a stranger without my consent. It's annoying when I can feel people staring or laughing but, that comes with the territory, right? I'm used to that. I can deal with it or call it out. But ADAM SANDLER? He is a plague upon this earth and I boil with the rage of a thousand seas of crimson blood when I see his name attached to a movie. So yeah. Not a fan.
I'm gonna have to distract myself now by watching a movie about a bear high off his ass. Should be pretty awesome!
Keep rockin' and have a great day or night or whatever time it is where you are!
Love,
Penn
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piratefalls · 7 months
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TAG SOMEONE YOU WANT TO KNOW AND/OR SOME OF YOUR BESTIES
Tagged by @wellhalesbells because she always tags me in the fun stuff.
Last song: "Jaded" by Miley Cyrus. It's ridiculously good. Otherwise it's been a lot of Taylor Swift. I fell down the rabbit hole.
Last movie: Meg 2: The Trench. (Girl, we share a fandom again, I'm obsessed with it and them and their family and all their bad, sometimes himbo level decisions.)
Currently watching: Most recently a rewatch of Designated Survivor (I forgot how intense the first season is);
Other stuff I watched this year: As I already mentioned, Meg 2 (agree that it's a cinematic masterpiece). Other movies include Winnie the Pooh: Blood and Honey (truly awful, and less tongue-in-cheek than I expected, still mad that it violated the #1 rule of horror movies); Red White & Royal Blue; Cocaine Bear (also agree on it being a cinematic masterpiece); the first two Lord of the Rings movies (I had not previously seen them because they're not my thing, but my friends insisted); Clue (because I'm always watching it); Bros (which would have been great except Billy Eichner's character annoyed the shit out of me); I also went on a Labor Day Queer Movie Marathon that included Love, Simon, Geography Club, The Thing About Harry, and Fire Island; and all the Mystery 101 Hallmark movies. As for tv shows, Leverage (OG & Redemption); Will Trent; Air Disasters; The Lincoln Lawyer; 9-1-1 (OG); Big Sky; Rizzoli & Isles; iZombie; Fringe; Grimm; The Good Wife; The Boys.
Shows I dropped/didn’t finish: I need to finish Deadloch. Otherwise I don't think I've intentionally dropped something this year?
Currently reading: "Husband Material" by Alexis Hall. I loved "Boyfriend Material" so I'm hoping this is just as good. I only read one thing at a time because I can't keep shit straight in my head.
Currently listening to: 1989 (TV) has been on repeat.
Currently working on: well it certainly isn't fic. learning how to sleep more than 4 hours a night.
No pressure tagging @ereborne @newyearknwwme and anyone else who wants to do it!
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aspiringsophrosyne · 9 months
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Episode 12: The Hope Devourer.
Last show of the night, folks. We may be getting new trailers for new shows at some point soon, but we can't be sure for now. Until then, enjoy. And make sure to toss out your snack boxes on the way out.
The Good.
Dreams.
I'm happy to see from the watch along that Sam and Travis appreciate the delivery of "KragHAMMER!" as much as I do. I'm also happy that there was a nod to Kraghammer period; it was their first on-screen town and dungeon.
This series has so far done justice to how Critical Role would lean on dreams to develop atmosphere, character, and plot. Scanlan's is sillier than Pike's, but it's still effective. And it's even a little ominous, despite how weird it is.
The Dragon Chase.
Even if it did eventually shake him off, Grog's stubborn refusal to let go was a fun little roller coaster of a sequence. We get another example of how strong Grog is from it. And we also get a funny bit where the dragon turns Grog into George of the Jungle by dragging him through multiple trees. And then he's still hanging on.
I appreciate that the cast specified they wanted their characters to get badly hurt. In a setting where there's healing magic and incredible danger, that's essential. Otherwise, the audience won't believe anyone can actually die. Grog's crash landing is an example of that done well.
Vax and Scanlan's escape is a neat little nod to, well, stuff in the stream. Throughout that dragon fight, Scanlan repeatedly used his Hand to....fist the dragon's wounds. He made a way out for himself this way...and then described his attacks as such after for flavor. Honestly almost felt bad for the dragon after all that.
Taking Flight.
This next moment is slightly different. While timely intervention from the Matron did help Vax here in the stream, he didn't earn his wings until further down the road. However, this is an excellent example of a change that helps this shorter version of the story. It's an ideal continuation of the payoff to Vax's season-long angst that the last episode's communion initiated just in concept.
But in execution! Vax fully accepting his destiny, the flashback to the blood pool and the threads of life, the inclusion of the Raven from the opening titles (who I was expecting to tie into things but not that soon), and then the absolutely breathtaking sight of Vax's new wings unfurling. All while the music builds up to the show's theme. No notes. No critiques. Everything about it is immaculate. When Scanlan says: "I am so in love with you right now." he speaks for all of us.
The Fight.
Loved seeing Vax zoom around like a bear on cocaine in an acid cavern with a top-notch spooky atmosphere. (The underlighting!) Loved seeing everyone come in after him. Loved how, as Liam points out in the watch along, the fight is moment after moment of Vox Machina jumping in to keep another member from biting it. Loved seeing Umbrasyl's underhanded personality come out in his using Vax as a shield; Matt described him as the "shitty weasel" of the dragons, and this quote from the campaign about sums him up:
"Bravery means nothing. Survival and victory mean EVERYTHING!!"
In hindsight, it was a good call for Vax to point out how the dragons' wrath has touched on all of their pasts in some way. Not only was the stream story longer for its audience, but it was also longer for its characters; the Vestige hunt alone took in-game months. This season's timespan appears to be three or four weeks at the very most.
Months would give the dragons' influence time to reach Westruun, Syngorn, and other places of significance to the protagonists. Here it's all happening so fast that these events seem more meaningful. So the lampshade Vax hangs keeps it from taking us out of the story and ties it into his arc with the Matron. Plus, it's a nice nod to how the Dungeon Master tied everyone's stories into the Conclave so they'd all have stakes in the conflict. 
And it might be a good set-up for some of the weird coincidences in the second campaign...
That was a clever little move having Umbrasyl use Mythcarver's ability to find the other Vestiges. And thus, those who equipped them. Counter to this, it was very satisfying to see Mythcarver used to blast the dragon's eyeball off. Scanlan's call of "Two!" was reminiscent of his bardic abilities that could distract the enemy enough so that they rolled too low to hit an ally. The sword and Scanlan harmonizing only added to the moment, and it was a fun call back to when he first got it. 
I'm sure that joke won't come back to bite Scanlan and Vox Machina in their collective asses. No chance of that. 
That key? The prevailing fan theory is it's the key to a particular mansion. If that's the case, it's great to see it included. And we have more than one mansion in this series; I can't help but wonder how the other will come to be if this is how Scanlan makes his. 
Raishan.
The little montage of other characters is a sweet way to close out the season. Reminds us that this world holds other people besides Vox Machina, and for good or ill, our protagonists had an influence on them, and the world as a whole. Kind of a nice little nod to the stream episode Hope.
Cree. Summer. Kills. It. Dead. Of course, if you've seen any cartoon in the last twenty years, you know this, but it's always good to be reminded. Raishan has an earned arrogance: the countenance of a woman whose holding all the cards and knows it. There's a thick layer of contempt for our heroes and another thicker level under that for the primary target of her ire and machinations. She's evil for sure, but Cree gets across that she knows things: dangerous things. Things our heroes are going to need to know.
The deadliest member of the Conclave has arrived. 
And what has she there to talk about? Something more specific than what she came to talk about in the campaign. Tying the Conclave to Ascension sets some future things up pretty well. We'll see where all that goes from here.  
The Bad. (Or at least, the not-so-great.)
Scanlan.
Again, Scanlan's pushing for them not to fight the dragon, even though he was the first to acknowledge and accept they were fighting Krieg. I'm going to get into this more in another post, but....suffice it to say, that's been a consistently odd choice this season. 
Similarly, this theme about running from problems comes up again. It does fit Scanlan, given his lifestyle, but it still bothers me it's such a prominent story beat this season when it only fits Scanlan from what we've seen. 
And even so, this idea is undercut by how the battle turns out. It's because Scanlan isn't in the fray with everybody else, he's able to first find a temporary hiding spot for the rest of the group and then take advantage of Umbrasyl's distraction to nab Mythcarver and finish him off. I would suspect that this is a deliberate set up for some things down the line....but looking at how things have gone so far I have my doubts. For now it's ambiguously irksome.
Favored Enemy.
I'm disappointed with how they handled Vex having a dragon sense that could pick up on Krieg's deception. It felt cheap. Yes we're going to establish that Vex has this ability....that doesn't work in similar circumstances later in the series. It's like the opposite of a Chekov's Gun.
And they really could've done something interesting with it! Have Vex sense a dragon is nearby. Have her start to freak out, the camera cutting from one person to another as she desperately tries to figure out who it could be. The music get's tenser, everybody else is getting worried for her. She gets more and more desperate....Only for it to be too late: everyone starts to pass out. The interloper has already drugged the rest. 
(Depending on when Raishan made the switch you'd have to move things around so they aren't in the same room before Vex realizes at the end, but I think that effort would've been worth it.)
Even keeping the scene as is, they could've played things a little better. Raishan pointing out how Vex's ability can't detect her implies she's faced many people with similar skills, and she's still standing. It didn't help them take her down. That sets her up as a formiddable opponent. However, I think Raishan's savvy enough to not reveal she knows which one of them has that trick; it'd potentially give away when she was spying on them and who and where she was when she was doing it. If nothing else, I would've changed it so all she reveals is that she believes someone in the group has the ability to sense dragons. 
Nitpicks
I liked that Vestiges became a more focal part of the plot here in the series, but I was a little confused by Ripley and Umbrasyl's plan. The idea was to have their own champions that wielded the legendary equipment for them, right? Didn't they already have that for the Titanstone knuckles with Kevdak? Why not just use that guy instead of stealing the knuckles from him to give to someone else? Did they see him as unreliable? Just didn't like him? It's never stated. 
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Again, Kiki turns into a bird unprompted, recognizing how useful the form would be. (That still bugs me, I'm sorry.)
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While masterfully delivered, Pike's line about Scanlan and Vax's plan seems a little out of place. After all, she didn't even know they had a plan. A line like "They thought that was a good idea!? Go up its ass!?" might've worked better.
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A little sad we couldn't get Shale here. Probably wouldn't have worked, I know. But damn it would've been fun to have Chris Perkins on. 
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No One Down, which was an incredible little moment in the stream that I'm sad we didn't get to see.
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Kind of wish they'd done more to establish how fitting Mythcarver is for Scanlan, and how his song powered it up. They can't use the term "bard" and I don't think they want to (meta-gaming)pigeon hole these characters anyway, but leaning a little more into the song/legend/bardic nature of the sword would've made it's incredible attack in response to Scanlan's singing make more sense.
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Just pointing out again that the twin connection could've been better telegraphed before this point so that a moment like this (where Vex can't tell what's going on with Vax) would hold more weight.
That's the end of the season. Now the real fun begins.
Because now we get to put all our evidence together and talk about what's great about The Legend of Vox Machina so far...and what's holding it back from even greater heights. See you soon!
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khcnartist · 2 years
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i think this would be an interesting change of pace for me. everyone’s favorite (maybe not everyone) boss man is here !! only for carnagehq. let’s get started, shall we?
positive traits: energetic, ambitious, encouraging.
negative: impulsive, sometimes too trusting, neurotic
i 100% and wholeheartedly believe that this man is doing the absolute best that one can to provide the world with the best wrestling content on the planet. i clearly don’t know tony personally but my portrayal doesn’t see any other company as competition. he wants to be able to create a wrestling alternative is all. it’s really rumor reports that think he either “hates” WWE or is just trying to create “WWE 2.0”. anything having to do with that will warrant a “no one’s forcing you to watch this but i find it weird that you watch to ONLY talk shit about it” or something along those lines. also as busy as this man is, even though he might get annoyed, he won’t argue with anyone. as far as the infamous backstage drama, i’ll acknowledge that it happened because I mean it did but he’ll stop it at “I have it under control.”
my portrayal of tony is as a very relatable human being and not rich billionaire playboy who thinks he’s above rules. he lives in Jacksonville, in a 2 bedroom apartment with 2 cats. he doesn’t dress lavish (irl he doesn’t either but) and really doesn’t try to flaunt his wealth. he’s got it but don’t flaunt it. good guy tony… but he does have that infamous rich guy problem… ( tw: drug mention ) tony has had an on/off cocaine addiction that he’s had since college. that’s why sometimes he just looks completely out of it.. because he is. he doesn’t bring it to work as an attempt to try and wing himself off of it but once he’s home alone or he’s under heavy stress, he’ll do like or six. the longest he’s been sober is a good year and that was only because a woman he was seeing. he was actually on the verge of proposing but the woman broke his heart. that caused his heaviest “cocaine diet” and it lasted for the full following year. In fact, very few people know but the idea of all elite wrestling didn’t really get pen to paper until that particular year. before it was just something he talked about doing. so the cocaine gave him the push.
I’ve plotted with some of you before and you’re all amazing writers! don’t be afraid to do it again, i try to be as sweet as one can be via the web. ships with tony.. first, i gotta visualize it in my head. sometimes i’ll agree to a ship and it won’t really make sense as i start to play it out. i know this is RP and it really doesn’t have to make sense but it does to me for some reason. please don’t ever feel offended if i change my mind.. it’s just a thing that happens. two, deep planning. if i come across a ship and I’m into it, i want them to fight and argue and talk shit about one another then make up like couples do. i do not want the ship that never seems to fight, bring me angst! my guy has a drug problem, i want his partner to be really pissed off about it (whether they have something similar or the exact same problem up to muse). eventually, i’ll have him quit altogether whether that means rehab or quitting cold turkey but for now that’s what it is. also, i am human. i will tag triggers accordingly but i will slip up and be excited to reply and simply forget. do not be afraid to message me and say hey tag that shit but do not be rude about it. i am a simple dummy behind the screen.
lastly, tony’s sexuality is pansexual. he’s big on getting to a know a person as a person and doesn’t look at gender specifically. if he likes someone, he’ll be shy about it but he will drop hints. he’s a romantic. love letters in your lunch box type of guy, teddy bears left in places that you’ll see, flowers is a must at least once in awhile. a very sweet wholesome guy. he’s not much of a guy that has one night stands regularly but he isn’t opposed to it either. just whatever the mood gives off.
wow a lot of ramblings just to say, let’s go!
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better-call-maul · 1 year
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@seascribbling thanks for tagging me in the get to know me meme tag!
last song: Cry! by Caroline Rose. Going through an indie + folk moment, current favorite artists are Haley Heynderickx and Lucy Dacus.
last show: chapter 18 of the Mandalorian, aka does Din Djarin know how to swim? 😅
currently watching: the only show I'm watching atm as it comes out is the newest season of the Mandalorian. Otherwise I watched Vertigo for the first time last night, and a movie it hope to see in theaters soon is Cocaine Bear because c'mon. It's all in the title
currently reading: the most recent book finished was actually an audiobook (thanks Libby), which was the absolutely incredible Audrey Gordon's newest book, What We Don't Talk About When We Talk About Fat. Her podcast that she co-hosts, Maintenance Phase, is also one of my favorite podcasts out there. Otherwise lately it's been a decent amount of rated E fanfiction in my downtime lol
current obsession: oh boy, as it's been throughout the pandemic fandom-wise it's been mostly Star Wars! a lot of Maul on main and with the latest season of the Mandalorian, Paz Vizsla on the brain. sometimes big IS enough, and I really want to see more of him + Ragnar. That, and me and my friend Thistle's clone ocs and non-star wars ocs always bring the serotonin
tagging with no obligations/pressure: @gran-maul-seizure @anonymousbathtub @roguethe0tter @sixleggedboar
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npdclaraoswald · 1 year
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So apparently last night, some kids snuck in after we closed (closing for us means shutting down the ticket booth and concessions stand 20 minutes after the last movie starts, and then the last movies play through their runtime while the only employees here are the managers) when customers were leaving the theater. And they absolutely trashed one of the auditoriums. Literally pulled the trash bag out of the can and strew it across the room. Slung nacho cheese at the wall. Found some makeup and slathered that on the seats. For god knows what reason.
And that's not even the crazy part, because tonight, they came back. Just trying to be regular customers and watch Cocaine Bear. Not even 24 hours later.
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official-panini · 9 months
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rwrb movie aka "a shitshow"
rating: 1 star, if you want something like the book this is not the place to go.
i watched the movie last night and i have a lot of Thoughts™. i have undone my tumblr exile specifically for this. this may be incoherent but bear with me pls.
there will be spoilers after the cutoff
i had 3 main issues with the movie. obviously i knew it wouldn't be perfect to the book (that would have added at least another 2 hours) but it felt like the screenwriters didn't have any idea what the core of the book was about....... so yeah i have come back to tumblr simply because of this movie.
Diversity: the books had SO MUCH diversity. Nora was bisexual, Pez was 100% queer, these two and June were in a very obvious polyamorous relationship (THEY GOT RID OF JUNE!!!). Amy was trans and had a wife. Rafael Luna was cut out entirely, so we lost a gay Mexican senator who had experienced sexual assault. Oscar wasn't even senator, so we got to see zero (0) Mexican senators. even in terms of other types of diversity, there was less. for example, Ellen wasn't divorced, the movie was just a perfect little nuclear family. not to mention it was Henry's grandpa that was king? instead of having a queen? like the vibes were so different because of that. not to mention, Bea wasn't ever addicted to cocaine. i mean, that added so much to the idea that the royal family wasn't perfect (they made her a pretty little useless princess in the movie).
Palatability: I don't know why I expected better from Amazon, but I was so disappointed. this goes hand in hand with diversity, but i feel like they watered down so many of the themes to appeal to straight audiences? it felt like the difference between "flamboyant" gay vs "quiet, doesn't talk about their sexuality" gay (hint: the second one is the type cishets want from us). even just the way that the only time we see a pride flag is in the reflection of the window. also, one of the scenes i really wanted to see was after henry/alex were outed and we'd see a montage of ppl on the internet speaking out for them, saying stuff like "this was an invasion of their privacy" "they deserved better" "we support you" "you made me more comfortable with my sexuality", etc. AND ESPECIALLY THE "HISTORY, HUH?" SHIRTS. JUST READING ABOUT THEM MADE ME CRY. basically the movie tried to ignore their queer identities past the trauma involved. they didn't celebrate the gayness, they only used it to be like "boohoo they're sad cuz they can't come out".
Character Development: Henry had a plot arc that i felt was more similar to the books, except for the fact that it focused on himself accepting his gayness instead of accepting himself in general. BUT ALEX. THEY DID HIM WRONG. i mean, he didn't have a sexuality crisis on screen (liam was completely ignored). but what really annoyed me was how they didn't show the "fire under his ass" and how he put it out. the entire thing in the book was that he wanted to do everything fast, as young as possible. his entire character arc was learning from June and Henry that he could slow down and get there in his own time. but instead he felt like a plot device to help henry in the movie, like he didn't have a personality beyond helping Henry (and occasionally campaigning for Texas, but w/o his character development we don't even know why he wants Texas so much)
Plot arcs: again, i should have expected this. but. i didn't. in the book, while the overarching plotline was the firstprince romance, a lot of other stuff happened too. while i would argue that there were many mini subplots, the big one was with Richards. he was the one who orchestrated the emails, who leaked them, who tried to sabotage the Claremont administration. and Luna defecting to gather information was so important because of the betrayal + forgiveness + trauma. like the election was so important in the book yet it felt like a background feature in the movie. other subplots that were taken out: june's displeasure with being used as a tool for her mother, henry's mother finally coming out of her room and fighting for something, even just Alex giving the speech in Austin during the election! it didn't even have "you obtuse fucking asshole", the best line in the whole book. it became a pure romcom instead of a contrast between love and politics.
tl;dr: the book was an escapist fantasy that painted a whole world that i would like to run away to, the movie was about two people falling in love with each other (it's hard to escape to a world made for only two people).
anyway i hated it, would not recommend.
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crowdvscritic · 1 year
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round up // FEBRUARY + MARCH 23
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February and March are strange months for a film enthusiast. One part of you is excited to start seeing new, star-studded studio movies on the big screen: 80 for Brady! Ant-Man and the Wasp! Cocaine Bear! Creed! But it’s also when the previous year’s films are wrapping their season with the final hurrah of a new, star-studded Oscars. In the case of Everything Everywhere All at Once, it means we spent a full year discussing and dissecting this year’s Best Picture winner! Much of this Round Up is dedicated to 2023 releases, though as always, you can find throwbacks to ‘30s, ’80s, and ‘00s flicks I missed till now, plus a few other media forms such as stage and page (as always, in a rough order of when I experienced them). But before we start building 2023’s Best Of lists, make sure you don’t miss these highlights from this year’s Oscars, which was a mostly refreshing return to (non-slappy) form: 
Hugh Grant on the Red Champagne Carpet - Sometimes people refuse to play the game, and the result is glorious (Kudos to Ashley Graham for keeping her composure!)
Jimmy Kimmel’s monologue - While he’s not afraid to take some shots, he actually seems to be rooting for the movies and the Oscars to succeed, which is not something I can say for the last year’s trio of hosts
Ke Huy Quan wins Best Supporting Actor - Perhaps the best speech of the night
Jamie Lee Curtis wins Best Supporting Actress - If not him, then it’s this one
Navalny wins Best Documentary - If you want to get political in your acceptance, please refer to this well-executed speech
Jenny the Donkey from The Banshees of Inisherin!
A performance of “Naatu Naatu” from RRR - If you want to perform at the Oscars, please refer to this well-executed one from the RRR crew
Lady Gaga performs “Hold My Hand” - The gal never misses in finding new ways to innovate on her performances
Michelle Yeoh wins for Best Actress - Best Actress and best-dressed of the night
Now on to the Best of 2023 so far!
February + March Crowd-Pleasers
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1. Cookies: The New Classics by Jesse Szewczyk (2021)
A co-worker gifted me this for Christmas, and not one recipe has been a dud yet. The book categorizes 100 creative cookie and cookie-adjacent recipes into Boozy, Chocolatey, Fruity, Nutty, Savory, Smoky, Spiced, and Tart chapters so you can find just what you want for each season. Many of them are not-too-difficult, and the photography is both beautiful and actually similar to what comes out of my oven. My favorite recipes so far include Berry Blast Marbled Sugar Cookies, Chewy Triple-Spiced Sugar Cookies, Chipotle Fudge Squares with Crunchy Raw Sugar, Chocolate Chunk Oatmeal Cookie Bars, Lavender Chocolate Chunk Cookies, and Salt-and-Vinegar Potato Chip Cookies. 
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2. 80 for Brady (2023)
Together the 5 leads have won 5 Oscars, 12 Emmys, 2 Grammys, 3 Tonys, and 7 Super Bowl rings, so even though the script is a corny underdog story about people who have not been underdogs in ages, 80 for Brady a feel-good winner. Read my full review for ZekeFilm. 
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3. Double Feature - ‘80s Comedies: Fletch (1985) + Troop Beverly Hills (1989)
In Fletch (Crowd: 9/10 // Critic: 8/10), Chevy Chase works as an undercover reporter who gets caught up in a conspiracy so complex and silly I couldn’t do it justice here. In Troop Beverly Hills (8.5/10 // 7/10), Shelley Long works as a troop leader for a knockoff Girl Scout Troop who gets up in cookie selling schemes so creative and silly I couldn’t do it justice here either. More fun from the best decade for Hollywood comedies!
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4. Enough (2002)
A subgenre I’ve yet to tire of: thrillers about abused women getting the last word. (See also: Double Jeopardy with Ashley Judd and Sleeping With the Enemy with Julia Roberts.) Perhaps it was because my entire thought process in watching this was, “It’s on Netflix, why not?” but J. Lo’s take on the subgenre brought enough clever twists and empowering moments to become a surprising success. Crowd: 9/10 // Critic: 7/10
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5. Ant-Man and the Wasp: Quantumania (2023)
The third Ant-Man reminds us Paul Rudd is one of the funniest actors alive and it’s kicking off Phase 5 of the MCU with the momentum missing from Phase 4. Read the triple-shot review I wrote with two other critics at ZekeFilm. Crowd: 8/10 // Critic: 7/10
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6. Cocaine Bear (2023)
Cocaine Bear lives up to what you’d expect from its title, and like some of the most fun hits of the ‘80s and ‘90s, it’s all-in on the silly, one-note premise with no desire for sequels, spin-offs, or universes. Read my full review for ZekeFilm.  Crowd: 8.5/10 // Critic: 6.5/10
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7. M3GAN (2023)
I consider horror about creepy dolls off-limits, but M3GAN is hardly horror, and its doll is so over-the-top she’s hilarious. There’s a little bit of thoughtful commentary about our dependence on technology, but mostly it’s an excuse for pure entertainment. Crowd: 8.5/10 // Critic: 7/10
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8. John Wick: Chapter 4 (2023)
I’ve always been cool on John Wick. In fact, I turned off the first one in the middle when I first tried it almost a decade ago because its violence felt gratuitous. But fourth time’s a charm? Maybe it’s because of its visual flair or perhaps it’s because it feels like director Chad Stahelski and Keanu Reeves were going for broke, but this nearly-three hour epic won me over. The movie it most reminded me of? Singin’ in the Rain of all things. The fight choreography is as inventive and athletic as “Moses Supposes,” turning the action thriller into an art form. Crowd: 8.5/10 // Critic: 7.5/10
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9. Your Place or Mine (2023)
Corny? Formulaic? Yes and yes. But Aline Brosh McKenna’s directorial debut delivers charm in spades, meaning it more than exceeds the Netflix rom-com average threshold (a low bar to be sure). Contrary to the buzz, Ashton Kutcher and Reese Witherspoon make believable BFFs and a couple to root for. Crowd: 8.5/10 // Critic: 6.5/10
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10. The Golden Girls (1985-92)
Every day I get closer to my true, spiritual age of 83, and after the silliness of 80 for Brady, I decided it was time to binge the silly-but-slightly-more-caustic The Golden Girls. Blanche, Dorothy, Rose, and Sophia’s jokes and adventures in their Miami bungalow remind me of my days rooming with my college besties, and it gives me hope that one day I’ll get to experience something as joyful, messy, intimate, and, yes, silly as their friendship all over again.
February + March Critic Picks
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1. HRH: So Many Thoughts on Royal Style by Elizabeth Holmes (2020)
In September, I shared my appreciation for Elizabeth Holmes’s fashion and culture commentary in the wake of another Elizabeth’s passing. I received her coffee table-worthy book for Christmas, and her insight into how the Queen, Princess Diana, and at-time-of-publication Duchesses Kate and Meghan use their wardrobes to speak for causes and for themselves doesn’t disappoint. They have all become style icons not just because of their titles but because of their sartorial choices, and Holmes helps pinpoint why and how alongside a robust and beautiful collection of photography.
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2. Triple Feature - Classic Screwball Rom-Coms: Libeled Lady (1936) + The Mad Miss Manton (1938) + The Palm Beach Story (1942)
In Libeled Lady (Crowd: 8.5/10 // Critic: 9/10), Jean Harlow, Myrna Loy, William Powell, and Spencer Tracy get mixed up in a love quadrangle when a socialite threatens to sue the paper for libel. In The Mad Miss Manton (8/10 // 8.5/10), Barbara Stanwyck and Henry Fonda team up (against their wills) in proto-Legally Blonde style to solve a murder. And in The Palm Beach Story (8/10 // 8.5/10), Claudette Colbert and Joel McCrea plan to divorce so they can marry wealthier people. Don’t worry—in spite of all the mixups and shenanigans, everybody ends up with just the right person in all three of these comedies.
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3. Creed III (2023)
In the middle, I found myself thinking, “This is what Hollywood entertainment for adults should be!” Yes, there’s a place for 80 for Brady, Ant-Man, and Cocaine Bear, but Creed builds its stakes on character instead of gimmicks or elevator pitches. Read the full review I tag teamed with fellow ZekeFilm writer Erik Yates.  Crowd: 9/10 // Critic: 9/10
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4. To Kill a Mockingbird National Tour
Perhaps the highest praise possible for this show came from my TKAM-devotee mother: She has some nitpicks about the changes Aaron Sorkin made on Harper Lee’s novel, but she liked this better than her Broadway viewing. Since I am closer to a devotee of Sorkin than Lee, I found most of the updates thoughtful and fresh for a text that saturates our culture.
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5. The Parallax View (1974)
A political thriller in the frame of a journalist uncovering a conspiracy? Hmm…Alan J. Pakula really has my number. Crowd: 8.5/10 // Critic: 9/10
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6. Boston Strangler (2023)
Speaking of journalism thrillers, I’m not into true crime, but Queen Keira makes me to step outside my comfort zone. In her most exciting part in years, Knightley plays a reporter investigating a series of homicides at a third-rate Boston newspaper. She and Carrie Coon team up against workplace sexism and the strangler himself to get the truth out. It’s a real homage to Zodiac, but a solid one at that. Crowd: 8.5/10 // Critic: 8/10
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7. A Good Person (2023) 
If Garden State was Gen X coping with the reality that the American Dream couldn’t protect them from the pain their parents avoided in a pre-9/11 world, A Good Person is Millennials and Gen Z realizing the American Dream has betrayed them. Read my full review for ZekeFilm. Crowd: 7.5/10 // Critic: 8.5/10
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8. Captain Blood (1935)
I had no idea when I fired up this Errol Flynn/Olivia de Havilland adventure it’s basically a prototype for Pirates of the Caribbean—what a treat! How do the action, sets, and special effects look better than most adventure films today? Crowd: 7.5/10 // Critic: 8.5/10
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9. Australia (2008)
And now I have watched all of Baz Luhrmann’s lush, extravagant, colorful canon. In prep for the Faraway Downs miniseries he is making with never-before-seen footage from this shoot, I finally checked out the Hugh Jackman/Nicole Kidman World War II epic. As usual for Baz, it’s a little shaggy, but it’s also part of what I love about him. Every movie feels like a realized vision of texture and emotion, and Australia is no exception. Crowd: 8.5/10 // Critic: 8.5/10
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10. John Mayer Solo
Come for the heartbreaking tunes and stay for Mayer’s delightfully awkward banter between songs. At our show he performed a retrospective of his career on guitar on piano and debuted a new song. While I enjoy a razzle-dazzle show, he’s proof you don’t need to rely on gimmicks in an arena.
Also in February + March…
In preparation for the Oscars, I reviewed Best Picture nominee Triangle of Sadness (which I had previously recommended in my last Round Up, which is why it’s not listed above). Like Best Picture winner Parasite, part of the fun of Triangle of Sadness is its surprises, but if you want to get a preview, you can read my review for ZekeFilm. 
Kyla and I also checked out the 1977 Best Picture nom The Turning Point, a ballet melodrama starring Anne Bancroft, Mikhail Baryshnikov, and Shirley MacLaine in ep. 136. And in ep. 135, we watched classic TV medical shows Marcus Welby, M.D. and ER.  
Photo credits: Cookies, HRH, To Kill a Mockingbird. John Mayer my own. All others IMDb.com.
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Impulse: Exposure  (Javier Peña x Reader)
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Summary: Top of your class, the DEA have sent you to Colombia to be the poster child for their new ‘placement program’. You’re thrown in at the deep end into the drug war. With Agent Peña as your mentor, what could possibly go wrong?
Warnings: Mentions of drug use, alcohol, execution/murder, show typical violence, swearing
Word Count: 3.5K
A/N: Not long left of this series now! I’m gunna miss these idiots!
<-- Previous Chapter  // Masterlist //  Next Chapter -->
More embarrassed than he cared to admit, Javier avoided you the next day in the office. It was childish but he couldn’t bear to face you yet. Luckily, he managed it successfully never seeing you once even in passing. 
The next day, when he felt better he couldn’t find you. Too wrapped up in his own work, Steve just shrugged when he asked him where you were. He wasn’t concerned so neither was Javi. You could be off with Carrillo or doing work for any number of people. Suspicion grew when he didn’t see you at the end of the day. You didn’t reappear to catch a ride with either agent. Neither of them knew where you were. Later in the night when Javi would expect to hear you walk around above him there was only silence. 
When the third day came and you didn’t tap on his door to get  coffee before work he knew something was up. 
“Where’s Rookie?” Javier asked as he noticed your empty desk once again. Steve noticed too, except he had an answer.
“Oh she’s taken the day off again. Sick I think,” He explained.
“You spoke to her?” Javier asked. Maybe she had just been very quiet upstairs the last few days, he thought.
“No she had a note on her door, must be bad. This is the third day in a row,” Steve replied. Javier hummed in agreement. If he’d seen a note you had to be there, there was no other explanation, “Connie’s going to look in on her after work,” Steve added. 
“Package for you,” A soldier appeared, passing Steve a large brown envelope. There was no address on the front other than ‘Javier Peña and Steve Murphy’ scrawled on the front. 
“What’s that?” Javi asked as he watched his partner rip open the paper.
“Looks like a roll of film,” Steve pulled out a small canister with a note attached to it, “s’from Rookie, I’ll get it developed,” 
What Javi didn’t know was that his suspicions were correct. You were not sick. You weren’t in the apartment building at all and hadn’t been for the entire time. You’d left early the morning after, ignoring your terrible hangover to trapse back across the city to make amends.
 Strange as it was having to apologise to a group of Narcos of all people, you had to. Whatever had happened the night before had messed with the relationships you had worked so hard to build trust in. Convincing Carlos that you were just drunk and it meant nothing was hard, he was a stubborn man. According to him, he caught you kissing some ‘friend’ of yours outside. You didn’t know whether you did or not but did your best to repent. 
You hadn’t meant to stay at his apartment for more than a day. But slowly the idea of going back to work, seeing Javier again made you incredibly anxious. Being the ever caring boyfriend, Carlos had the perfect remedy for your anxiety too. Cocaine. 
You couldn’t deny how good it was at masking feelings until you were ready to deal with them again. Simultaneously floating and alert to everything, you could waste away hours just relaxing for once. It forced you to slow down, forced your inhibitions out and you could let loose. Tucked away in a fancy apartment you could pretend to be happy at least. 
Your little vacation had ultimately been much more productive than planned. Unlike his uncle, Senator Parreno, Carlos did not keep his incriminating documents hidden away. He was too arrogant, didn’t think anyone would ever think to link Escobar and him. You were very glad you had kept a camera in your bag. In the haze of a party thrown for his friends, nobody noticed when you shut yourself in his office and documented the mountains of evidence not only linking Carlos, but his uncle too, to many of Escobar’s known companies. Then, you found the best of all. 
Why he had this list you did not know? Before that moment you hadn’t known him to be that involved. But it was clear that you were not the only one with secrets in the relationship. Names and more importantly addresses of fifteen sicarios. Some names you recognised, having read them every day for the past four months, others were entirely new to you. You didn’t know how old the addresses were but something told you to keep a hold of it. You snapped a picture of it for safe-keeping before slipping the paper into your camera bag. You slipped out of the office like nothing had ever happened going back to drinking and enjoying the party. 
The next day, still too afraid to return to work you slipped the camera roll into a brown envelope, addressed to the DEA’s office and passed it to a mail worker outside the embassy. You needed them to see what you had been up to and hoped that whoever opened it would actually develop the film and not let it get lost in the pile of incoming papers you knew would have mounted up in your absence. Once it was done you walked back, and took a nap as you hadn’t slept much of the night before. Between the amount of alcohol you were drinking each night and the cocaine you were exhausted, any chance you could get to sleep it off you were going to take.
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You woke up suddenly to shouting and gun fire. Your heart racing in your chest, you sat up and nearly screamed when the door to the bedroom was kicked open. You sat up, very aware of how defenceless you were without any weapons in the room at all. Carrillo appeared on the other side of the door, gun trained on you with his finger on the trigger.
You locked eyes with the man, he was alarmed as you were to see him. You scrambled to your feet, hands up as he kept his gun trained on you. 
“It’s not what it looks like, I’m undercover I swear to god,” You explained yourself quickly.
“Does Peña know about this?” 
“Yes,” You replied quickly, “Call him if you want,” 
“There’s no need,” Carrillo finally put the gun down, striding over to you. You stood still as he pulled your hands down and behind your back. 
“Hey! I thought-,” You exclaimed, struggling against him.
“Shut up don’t talk, I’m going to take you outside,” He kept his voice hushed, already two steps ahead of you. In a panic you hadn’t even thought about how you would be able to get out of this situation without suspicion.
“Wait wait I need something,” You dug your heels in to stop him moving you. 
“Do you want to get out unnoticed or not?” He growled.
“In the bag there’s a piece of paper. It’s really important I need it,” You nodded your head in the direction of your bag, with the list inside. Carrillo thought about it for a moment before dragging you over to it. With one hand he held you still, the other tipping out the contents of your bag onto the bed. Lipstick, tampons, coins, the list. He picked it up and slipped it into his pocket. 
“Good?” You nodded, “Go,” He shoved you hard to move you again. You yelped at the force, there was no need for it, he just enjoyed it. The rest of the apartment had been ransacked, furniture ripped open, pushed over even paintings had been ripped. It was entirely gratuitous, part of you was annoyed by it- like you hadn’t done similar things on raids yourself. Marching through the living room, you watched Carlos and three others knelt on the floor, guns held to their heads. You didn’t look further, wincing slightly when three gun shots sounded one after the other and the thud of bodies shook the wall. 
That was the end of Carlos. 
Carrillo finally let you go outside, once you were out of view of anyone who knew you. He handed you the paper from his pocket and after a few minutes of clear up around the apartment, he drove you back to the office. 
The first thing you did was change out of your ‘civilian’ clothes. A mini shirt and a low cut top was not appropriate for an office full of men who already looked at you like a piece of meat half the time. Thankfully you always kept a spare shirt and pants in a locker. Once changed you gathered up your things and headed to your desk.
“Hey! Feeling better?” Steve greeted you as you approached. You were relieved to see Steve was alone, not wanting to face Javier just yet. Was it petty to still be annoyed at one little kiss? Maybe. But you weren’t willing to face him just yet. 
“I have something to show you,” You sang, jumping down the steps. Steve smiled, happy to see you in such a good mood for once.
“Pena’s just gone out, do you want to wait?” 
“No,” You answered quickly. You wanted to be in and out without seeing the man if possible.
“Okay? Shoot, what’ve you got,” 
You slip the list across the desk to him, rocking on your heels with excitement. He took the paper and looked it over. You waited with an expecting smile on your face. He looked up at your, down at the list again and back up.
“No fucking way,” He gawked at you. You grinned, “How did you get this?” 
“Luck,” You shrugged.
“This is amazing, Rookie! Good job,” Pride swelled in your chest at his praise. You had finally done something worth all the heartache of being here. All the homesickness, all the horror, all the dramatics with Javi, you were finally on to something big.
“What’s amazing?” Your smile dropped as Javi approached. 
“Look,” Steve handed the paper to Javi over his shoulder.
As if he knew what you were thinking, Carrillo rounded the corner and called for you. Without a word you ran after him, not seeing Javier’s regretful look as he watched you leave before he could say a word. 
“Recovered from your sickness?” Carrillo asked with a smirk, when you caught up to him. 
“Don’t say a word to them. Peña will kill me if he finds out where I was,” 
“You can trust me,” He said. 
“We both know that's not true,” You raised an eyebrow at him. You could trust him not to turn and join Escobar, but you knew you couldn’t trust him with anything personal. He didn’t like you, put simply and neither did you. It was mutual. Carrillo agreed, “I guess this is some sort of payback for your silence,” 
“You’re finally catching on,” 
He had you cleaning out lockers. Entirely menial and not what you should be doing but you were willing to handle sweaty tac vests if it meant that your little bender was not exposed to your mentor. The task was gross, you held your breath as you picked up each heavy vest and threw it into the large bin to be taken and washed. The room stank of sweat and urine, with no ventilation you had to suffer through it with your shirt covering your mouth and nose.
A knock at the door pulled your attention away from your task, you looked up and saw Javi in the doorway, “Y/n, can I have a word?”
Part of you immediately recoiled, you were still angry at him. You didn’t remember much from the night he’d kissed you again, but had spent a good part of the last three days trying to reconcile with Carlos. Whatever happened, you knew it was his fault, call it a gut instinct. You’d blacked out most of the night, only coming too as your ‘boyfriend’ shouted at you and sent you out in the rain to walk home. You were so upset, still drunk and coming down from a high you’d barely even registered what was going on until his lips pressed to yours. 
The use of your name caught your attention, almost sounding foreign on his tongue. You couldn’t remember the last time he hadn’t called you by your nickname. Whatever he wanted to talk about was serious. 
“Yeah sure,” You said, trying to seem nonchalant. He didn’t say anything more, holding the door open waiting for you to follow him. “What's up?” You asked. Still he didn’t say anything, leading you down the corridor, through the main office again and out the other side. He opened the door to a dark room. Confused, you stepped inside, fidgeting with your fingers as you waited for him to speak again. 
Javi stepped behind you and shut the door completely. Your heart began to race. What was he going to do?
“Your photos came back,” He pointed to the photos hung up, drying. You let out a sigh of relief. 
“Awesome!” You exclaimed, way too excitedly. You coughed and calmed down, “Anything good? I’m not as good as Murphy with that camera,”
“No,” He agreed, “but everything came out fine I just have one question,”
“Shoot,”
“What the fuck is this?” He asked. Your stomach dropped in panic when you saw the image he held. A girl, undoubtedly you, looking up from a table top a line of cocaine directly under your nose, the photo taken just as you were about to take it. You looked at him, then the picture then back to him. “Well?”
“I can explain,”
“That’s what I’m waiting for,”
“Someone must have got the camera and taken it,” You explained.
“So you’re not going to deny that that's you?”
“I’m not going to lie, it’s obviously me,” You said, Javi scoffed. “You’d rather I lie to you?”
“Quite honestly yes, what the fuck were you thinking?” 
“I was thinking if I don’t they’re going to start asking questions I can’t answer!” You replied with the same attitude he’d spat at you, “It’s pretty fucking difficult to say no to free coke after a while of hanging out with narcos Javi! They were getting suspicious! I was keeping my cover!”
“You could get fired for this, I could get fired for you doing this,” 
“I know,” You sighed. Javi barked.
“Of course you do!” He shook his head in shock. He was quiet again for a moment. Too scared to talk, you watched him. Finally, he took a deep breath, “You know what? I saw what you got today and I’m going to let this slide,”
“What?” Your jaw dropped, brain struggling to keep up with the whiplash from his change of heart.
“Take it, burn it, I don’t ever want to see it again,” He shoved the photograph into your chest.
“Javi are you serious?” You stared, aghast, at him not moving to take the photo from him.
“You said to trust you, I’m trusting you. Get rid of the photo and be more careful with where you leave cameras. You were lucky they didn’t steal the roll, your game would have been up if they had,” Slowly convinced, you grabbed hold of the photo, he held it tight still, “I don’t ever want to see you take that shit again, got it? If I do, I won’t be so kind,”
“Yep. Got it,” You gulped. 
“Good,” He let go of his end of the photograph and you quickly folded it and stuffed it into your pocket, “You can go now,” He prompted when you didn’t move. You turned to leave, your mind completely numb unable to process the fact you had been caught and simultaneously given another chance. The numbness gave a weird sense of calm, you found yourself suddenly willing to say what you had been avoiding for days, weeks even. 
“Actually,” You shut the door again, turning back on it and leaning against it. “We need to talk,” The words hung heavy in the air, Javier visibly immediately uncomfortable. You didn’t wait for him to speak, “Why did you kiss me?” 
“Rook I don’t want to-,” He said quickly, stepping closer as if to work his way out of the room. 
“No. No, I need an answer. Answer me and I will forget it ever happened,” He didn’t answer again, “It’s not fair Javi!”
“I know and I am sorry,” 
“What is wrong with you Javi? Do you like me and you’re just so messed up you can’t admit it?” 
“I said I was sorry!” He repeated himself harshly, as if an apology would get him off the hook now.
“Don’t apologise if you don’t fucking mean it Javi. Answer the question!” You exclaimed with a laugh at his childish behaviour, “You were at the club, weren’t you?” Carlos had been so worked up about you getting handsy with a guy, you couldn’t remember it at all but now things started to come back, “Fucking hell I spoke to you outside, and- What the fuck did you do? Do you know how much shit you caused for me? I don’t even remember you being there, moreover what were you even doing there?”
He couldn’t answer that either. If he told you why he was there he would have to tell you about what was going on with Los Pepes and then any remnants of respect you still had for him would be gone and you would turn him in. 
His silence only made you angry. “So what, you don’t respect me at all? You thought you could use me? Just drag me along with whatever bullshit you want to start? Don’t fucking do that ever again. You will be fine if anyone found out but my career would be over. I’d get labelled a whore and pushed out. I am not letting that happen,” 
“I do respect you, I do. I- It won’t happen again,” 
“We said that last time but it’s pretty fucking obvious you don’t believe that! If you did you wouldn’t have kissed me and whatever you did before-,”
“Hey, I didn’t do anything!” He butted in quickly defending himself. He may have been a jerk but he didn’t assault you, “You came to me, flirted with me and your boyfriend interrupted before anything could happen. You are surprisingly coherent if you can’t remember anything,” 
“So you thought it was fine while you knew I was undercover to talk to me?” You asked. You pulled at your hair as the realization that the problem was possibly much bigger than you had imagined, “I’m so fucking screwed! That’s if they don’t recognise you too!”
“What do you want me to say Y/n? You flirt with me no end, talk like you want me, then you don’t!”
“Oh so it’s my fault now?” You exclaimed.
“No! No I just- fuck you have to make everything so difficult!” 
“Me? If I remember correctly you were the one that grabbed me the first time, you were the one who kissed me this time. I was upset and drunk and you thought that was an invite?” You exclaimed, “I am so fucking tired of you acting like you own me, getting jealous over anyone I talk to like I owe you something! If you want something more from me fucking tell me because quite honestly I would like that but don’t mess with me. I won’t put up with it,”You were ranting so much you didn’t realise what you had actually said. Before Javi could say anything you continued, “There are hundreds of girls in this building alone who will do whatever you want but I won’t. So, what do you want?” Tears pricked your eyes, frustrated that you were once again going around in circles. 
“You know I can’t answer that Y/n,” Javi sighed, his own eyes glassy.
“Why?” You pleaded with him, “I don’t want to lose you Javi, but I can’t stay here if this is going to continue. Neither of us deserve that,”
“You can’t leave because I am an asshole, Rook,” He said, “I- I don’t know what I’m meant to say that will make you feel better,”
You sighed, leaning against the table turned away from him. You shut your eyes, trying to think of a solution. He was never going to apologise for what he did, not properly. You were never going to get a proper answer to any question you’d asked, he would never give you that kind of vulnerability. You would have to concede because he was right. You couldn’t leave Colombia entirely because he was a dick, you’d just got a big break in the case it would be a waste to leave now. 
“You’re right,” You sighed, turning back to Javier, “Can we just call it quits. I don’t want to fight with you Javi and between that and this,” You tapped the photo in your pocket, “I think we’re even now,” 
It was Javier’s turn to be shocked now. “Seriously?” 
You nodded. “Besides Carlos is dead now you don’t have anyone to be jealous over anymore,” 
He shook his head and chuckled, “Sorry to hear that,” 
“It’s whatever,” You shrugged, “he was a Narco. It was coming one way or another. Kind of sad it wasn’t me ending it? Is that weird?” 
“A little,” 
“Can we leave this stuffy dark room now?” You asked now the tension between the two of you had dissipated, “I’ve got a lot of work to catch up on,” Javi nodded, pushing open the door with one hand. The light burnt your eyes as daylight poured into the dark room. You ducked under his arm stepping to the real world once more.
“Let’s go,” 
NEXT CHAPTER ->
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Ayy they made up! See! I can be nice! 
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Narcos México/Narcos: Dating them would include: (6/7)
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real quickly mis amores! I know everyone on this fandom is in love with this king, the man, the myth, and the legend Pacho mf Herrera, so I tried my best to keep gender neutral -I know I’m really bad at that, im sorry! :( I might’ve slipped up on the NSFW part, forgive me, but I hope I did alright, enjoy! :)) 
Also, I want to thank the lovely queen @cheriehyuck for giving me inspiration on this, sorry to bother you💖 I luv u💫
Tags: ​@fandomnerd16 , @visintaes​ , @sheeshgivemeabreak​
Warnings: NSFW!
dating Pacho would be so passionate and so full of intense love, it makes my heart hurt
Su vida no está completa sin ti :(
You can’t convince me otherwise that he’s a softy for his partner, he’s able to let his guard down-
Whenever you’re not with him, he can be the most serious mf there is, he’ll be constantly clenching his jaw and  carrying a scowl on his face,,,
But, when you are with him, he’s smiling nonstop with the biggest fucking heart eyes -he’s whipped , no one can make him feel that way other than you-
There is never a dull moment with him,, he’s always making you laugh with the things he’ll whisper into your ear
Can you imagine him doing this shit in front of Miguel Angel tho?
Like the way he’ll hug you and whisper to you as he stares down Miguel, who’s already scared shitless with your appearances
It only makes Felix sweat even more when he sees you laugh as Pacho smiles down at you and back to Miguel, -
He always has his hands resting on your waist as he walks around with you with the smugest look on his face,,,
God, he doesn’t even have to introduce you to anyone because they already know who you are, like they’re already getting up to kiss your cheek and welcome you both- the power*
He’s so soft for you,  anything you need or want, he’s doing it for you with the smallest smile, no questions asked 
Like, you’ll both be at a party and then you’ll mention that you want a drink from the bar and he’s getting up so fast, he almost knocks over the whole fucking table to get you your drink
I can see Chepe roasting the shit out of Pacho for that, like
“Hijueputa, Pacho, con calma, no se va ir la cantina”
Then like Gilberto’s wise ass is cutting in like,
“Chepe, pues, son pajaritos enamorados, dejenlos, tu ya pasaste por eso”
He would get so much shit for the things he’s willing to do for you,  but if it makes you happy, then you best believe he’ll do it again.
And honestly the Cali cartel live for seeing how you just have to snap your fingers and Pacho’s already moving,
God, they listen like chismosos when you talk about your and Pacho’s relationship, they’re invested, -
Pacho is a fashion icon ™,,, so you best believe he has the best, top of the line outfits for you, :))
Taking you out for dates is one of his favorite things to do honestly,,
He’s making sure you enjoy everything he has to offer and is always surprising you with the most elegant gifts and surprises porque el amor de su vida se lo merece
God, can you imagine him bringing live musica to your dates so he can dance with you,
“Bailamos, mi amor?” -the way he’ll smile at you as he extends his hand out to you is everything
Speaking of,,, dancing dates! :D
At all hours of the day, he’s always down to take you dancing
You two are the shining stars at parties/clubs because wow- the way your bodies just turn into one with your perfect moves -
You’ll have everyone drooling at just how phenomenal you both look together, especially with the way you both look at each other, like it’s only the two of you in the room-
Pacho loves taking you on luxurious vacations, he’s all about that,, nothing beats the feeling of just getting you all to himself on a beautiful landscape, far away from Cali and business,
*Protective Pacho*,, holy shit would he take your security seriously
If someone even looks at you wrong, he’s not letting them breathe for another second longer
I can’t even imagine how protective he gets after Gilberto’s daughters wedding incident 
The world fucking stops as he walks up to your crying form,,
The way he’ll cradle your head into his neck and hug you-
“No llores, mi vida, estamos bien” - literally shaking in anger that someone almost hurt you and took you from him-
ok can you imagine the way you’ll try to stay up for him when he’s away for dirty business, making sure he came home in one piece,,
The preocupacion he has when he sees you’re still awake, “amor, que haces todavía despierta/o?”
Fuck, the way you’ll both hold eachother has me shaking,- you’ll be holding his face, making sure he isn’t hurt
As he has his hands resting on top of yours
“Estoy bien, amor” -let me go sob
But the times you accidentally do fall asleep, he’ll come up to you and softly kiss your forehead as he carefully settles in beside you- I can’t
Pacho buying you a home for the both of you-
Idk, he just wants to express how he never wants to live without you, he wants to come home to you everyday,, 🥺
I definitely see him just spacing off when he watches you, like when you’re getting ready for bed and he’s already waiting for you to come to lay next to him,,,
You feel him staring as you look over your shoulder and smile at him,,, again the softness
“Te vez magnifica/o”
The small smile he has as he pulls you on top of him- i need to stop
NSFW:
Helmer ‘Pacho’ Herrera, a fucking sex icon, here we go
I have so many scenarios, so bear with me,,
He’s not one to ever turn down a blowjob, like, wow, you his innocent flower, choking on his cock, is a sight that will never leave his memory,, 
To be honest, I can see him relaxing out on the balcony or something, with a drink in his hand,, breathing out a content sigh as he looks down at you, gagging on him as he slowly thrusts into your mouth-
Moving your hair out of your face as he smirks at you,,
“Eso, mi amor, asi me gusta que estes” -ok
The eye contact is what’s making me weak, your watery eyes locking with his dilated ones as his thrusts become more rough,,,-
GOD, does this man make sex so fucking passionate
Like, you’ll be desperately trying to take his clothes off, as he just laughs and continues to kiss you, not bothering to take your clothes off yet,,
I just know he’s taking his damn time when he gets you on the bed,slowly taking off your clothes, caressing your whole body, making you lose all your patience as your practically begging him to just fuck you, tears of frustration coming out when he stops your hips from moving,,
“Dime cuanto me necesitas, mi vida, y ya te lo meto” I-
He’s not doing anything until he has you babbling and whimpering about how much you need him-
The way he’ll harshly grip your hip as he brings your leg to wrap around his waist and places his hand around your throat when he pushes into you-
ok so I don’t see Pacho as a “love making” type, nope, I see him going in rough with no time to adjust, the lust is just too overpowering
He has you whining from how fast but so good his rough pace is making you feel-
“No que me necesitabas? No hagas eso, no llores, te estoy cuidando, mi amor”
as he’s reaching in between your bodies to stimulate you even more- oh god
He’ll get lost in the feeling of you moaning his name and leaving marks on his back as he mercilessly pounds into you
Fuck, or the way he’ll pull you by your hair when you bite down on his shoulder,, as he hastily kisses you, drowning out your moans-
Another thing that really gets him going is when he grabs both of your hands and holds them above your head with one on his hands as he pounds you into the bed-
The way you’ll arch into him because you just need to feel more of him,,
Riding Pacho- h o ly shit,,
he loves seeing how you’ll try to urgently get yourself off on top of him,
he’ll let you do all the work as he sits there and caresses your body, smirking at how your bounces become more desperate
the chuckle he lets out when your movements falter and begin to grind your hips on his instead as you  grip his hand like an anchor
“pensé que dijiste que podrías aguantar, sigue adelante, amor, sé que puedes "
As he pulls your body closer and drags his thumb to stimulate your clit,,, he’ll thrust up into you as you wrap your arms around his shoulders to steady yourself -wow
This man has no vergüenza  , he’s fucking you out in the patio or balcony where he just knows at any minute his servants can see you,, someone kick me out 
He’s had you wear only his fancy shirts at times because he lives and breathes for the sight of that,,,
I’m sorry, but he gets rock hard when he sees you walking around in his things-
Ok, so you all know that scene when he called Miguel about his cocaine shipment being ready as he revved up his motorcycle- hot
Can you imagine, instead of that, this mf would call Miguel in the middle of having you screaming his name absurdly loud-
He would have his fingers inside of you as he stares at how your trying to silently thrash on his bed, gripping his wrist, as he just talks normally to Miguel about how his 70 tons are ready,,,
He’ll curl his fingers just  to have you scream his name as he lightly chuckles-
the uncomfortness from Miguel’s end has Pacho smugly saying,
"¿qué ?, vos nunca tuviste a alguien gritando tu nombre por el placer que le das, Miguelito?” -ok
Morning Sex is thinggg
Like, it’s the best way to start the morning with you moaning out his name with the view of the hacienda through the ‘window’
You two were already naked from last night, so why not take advantage of that,,
god, can you imagine the both of you laying on your sides, facing the window, where you can barely see your reflection,,
he’s resting your leg on his inner elbow, slowly thrusting from behind you, kissing your neck,,
“Buenos dias amor, como dormistes? Hm”
His hand is traveling between your legs to help get you off quicker
he just admires how your moaning out his name, letting your head fall back on him,,
- he’ll be gradually picking up the speed of his thrusts and hand as he forces you to look at him, wanting to see how you fall apart- i need help
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topsytervy · 3 years
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Hello ~ Rafe Cameron
This is Part 2 to Goodbye cause I had the thought in my head and I didn't want to write it only for it to sit in my docs so you can read Goodbye (aka Part 1) here.
Blurb: A lot can change in five years.
Word Count: 3,677
Warnings: swearing, mentions of drinking, smoking, cocaine, spelling/grammar mistakes, i think that's it.
Small note: I’m 19 and have never planned a wedding. I’ve been to my fair share of weddings as guests and my only experience with a wedding would have been when my sister got married, however, her in-laws are kind of assholes so her wedding was really lowkey and shit, like it took place in my sister backyard lowkey, cause her mother-in-law was like 'Im not paying for anything cause you guys wont last but I'll pay for your sisters weddings' so like I’m winging half of this shit if not most of it. I’m sorry.
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It was 5 years later.
You were 21, along with the rest of the pogues, and able to legally drink and purchase alcohol. So no more hassle with a fake ID.
Nothing had changed except for college and jobs. You and JJ had broken up after two years of dating and, much to everyone's surprise, it was like nothing had ever happened between you two.
It was insanely easy to slip back into the friend zone with JJ, despite both of you thinking that it would be awkward. Both of you fell back into old habits fairly quickly. Sure there were the first couple of weeks where you two felt as if you had to force normality but after that, it was like nothing happened. Sure, JJ still called you princess and you still found yourself hiding into his side during scary movies, but those were habits you two had prior to dating, and old habits die hard.
The only other difference was that John B and Sarah were getting married.
They were planning on getting married at The Lodge at Bear River in fall which meant a ferry to the mainland and then an almost 8-hour road trip to the venue. 
You, Kie, and Wheezie were bridesmaids, Kie being maid of honor, and Pope, JJ, and much to John B's displeasure, Rafe were groomsmen, JJ being best man. 
You and Pope were walking together which left Rafe and his half-sister to walk together. 
Rafe looked at his sister and John B, trying to stay as unphased as possible. "Y/N's gonna be a part of the wedding party?" He asked, taking a drag from his cigarette from his spot by the pool. 
John B and Sarah were outside at the patio table with their wedding planner, going over guests and the wedding party. The three looked over at Rafe and Sarah nodded.
"Why wouldn't she?"
"No reason. If you need someone to walk with her, I'll do it." He told her as nonchalantly as possible. 
"She's walking with Pope." John B responded. Rafe made a face as he brought the cigarette back up to his lips and John B narrowed his eyes. "Oh, I'm sorry. Is there a problem?" Sarcasm dripping from his voice.
"No. No problem. It's your wedding."
John B rolled his eyes before turning back to the wedding planner. 
Rafe stood up and walked inside, flipping John B the bird as he walked by. He felt as if John B was put on this earth just to make him miserable at this point.
Rafe walked over to the bar and fixed himself a drink, Wheezie rolling her eyes from her spot on the couch in between Rose and Ward, who were currently scrolling through formal wear for the wedding. 
"Dad, Rafe's day drinking... again." The now eighteen-year-old piped up.
Rafe glared at her. "Just wait Wheezie. This will be you in a few years." He told his half-sister with a smirk.
Wheezie scrunched up her face in disgust at the sight of her brother holding his cigarette in one hand and drink in the other.
Rose, a glass of wine in her hand, rolled her eyes at her stepson as Ward, a gin and tonic in his hand, just sighed. "It's five o'clock somewhere, Wheezie." 
Rafe clinked his glass against his father’s as he made his way upstairs to his old room that he was temporarily staying in since his apartment building had taken some damage during the latest hurricane and was currently getting the necessary repairs done, and closed the door behind him. He sat down at his old desk chair and looked at the corkboard above the desk where a couple of polaroid pictures of you hung. The pictures were the first thing Rafe went looking for when he had gotten back to his apartment, letting out a sigh of relief when he saw the little lockbox he had stored the polaroids still in the closet and completely unscathed. Rafe downed his drink as he swiveled his chair back and forth. 
Of course, John B wouldn't pair you and him up. That would be helping a brother out. Rafe did everything he could to show that he changed once he heard you and JJ broke up.
 He quit cocaine and took up cigarettes instead. He went back to college and got a business degree. He was currently working and getting along with his father. He had his life together, mostly, and on track. The only thing missing from his life was you.
He had barely spent more than 5 minutes in a room with you since the breakup because you were either by JJ or you retreated as far from him as possible. He'd casually bring you up in conversation with John B and your friend would just roll his eyes. 
"We don't bring you up in conversations, Rafe." John B told him one day.
That cut the blue-eyed man deep.
Especially since this was after Rafe gave John B the money he needed to buy Sarah an engagement ring. 
Some wingman John B was.
Rafe stood up with a sigh and walked downstairs, deciding to bring the entire bottle of whiskey upstairs since he could already tell it was going to be one of those nights. He halted by the patio door though when he heard his sister and John B start talking.
“Would it be that bad to pair Rafe and Y/N up for the wedding? I highly doubt Wheezie wants to walk with him. At least Y/N won’t whine about it.” She asked as she placed a hand on his arm, the wedding planner nowhere in sight.
Rafe leaned against the wall, biting his lip as he waited for John B’s answer. If Rafe was being honest, he was kind of surprised that his sister would even consider asking John B that since she could care less about what Rafe wanted.
“Sarah, I love you but you did not see her that day or the day after or the following month and a half after that. Do you know how hard it was seeing Y/N like that? Heartbroken. Not wanting to get out of bed. Thinking she did the wrong thing and that caused him to go over the edge. Do you know how many times JJ, Pope, Kie and I caught her reading the obituaries to make sure Rafe’s name wasn’t in there?” John B looked at his fiancée. “I’m not pairing them up together without her permission. That’s that.”
“Then ask her.”
"What?" 
"Ask Y/N if she wants to walk with Rafe?" Sarah saw the 'are you kidding' look in John B's eyes. "I'm serious John B. Rafe's changed a lot and, despite what you think, you cannot keep her from talking or seeing my brother all your life."
"I can try." The curly-haired boy stated, crossing his arms.
"You know what, JB? You are acting like a damn child. It is not going to break Y/N/N if you ask her one small question that contains the name Rafe, okay? I'm sure she can hear his name and not break down or something. It's been long enough. Let him have that 5 minutes he needs to talk to her cause, yeah I do not doubt that Y/N took their breakup hard, but what about Rafe? Hmm? Believe it or not John B, but my brother has fucking feelings too, okay. He probably took that break up just as hard and Wheezie and I witnessed it. So stop acting like even whispering Rafe's name will break her and just fucking ask her if she wants to walk with Rafe or Pope."
"Fine. If it makes you and Rafe happy, I'll ask her." John B huffed.
Rafe didn't stay to hear the rest, just turned around and walked back to his room, the whiskey bottle long forgotten. 
****
Fall had come quickly and the wedding date came even faster. It was like Rafe blinked and then he was on the ferry two days before the wedding, sitting next to you, very awkwardly might I add, his leg bouncing up and down as he played with his fingers. It was like he didn't know what to do with his hands. After all these years, the most natural thing to do with one of his hands was still to place it on your thigh and the amount of willpower it took to not do that exact thing was unbelievable.
Rafe had told his dad that he was going to rent his own car because eight hours in a car with his family was a hard no for him. 
So there he was, walking over to the car he rented and opening the door before stopping and watching you get in a car with Pope, Kie, and JJ.
You glanced up just before you got in, making eye contact with him. You gave him a small smile to make it a little less awkward and Rafe returned the smile before hopping into the car. He watched you guys pull away and pinched the bridge of his nose with a sigh before putting the key into the ignition and starting the car. 
This was going to be the longest three days of his life.
***
He was happy for the long-ass drive of day one considering once everyone got to the hotel, there was a silent, collective decision to all just turn in for the night. 
Day two was a little less chill. After being awoken by a panicked banging on the door of his hotel room, Rafe got out of bed as quickly as he could and opened the door, only to be greeted by Sarah who roughly pushed past him into his room.
“Yeah. Come on in. Good morning to you too.” He deadpanned before shutting the door.
“What the hell am I doing, Rafe?” She asked out of the blue, causing a look of confusion to settle on his face.
“I don’t know. You tell me.” He stated.
He watched as Sarah sat on his bed and ran her hands through her hair, letting out a breath. “Is this too soon? Am I getting married too young? Like, I’m 21, Rafe. I should be out getting blackout drunk and having hookups and having regrets but instead, I’m doing the exact opposite.” She rambled.
“Okay. I see what’s happening now.” Rafe walked over and sat down next to Sarah. “Sarah, trust me when I say that marrying John B will not hurt any of that. I guarantee that you and John B will get blackout drunk together and call someone for a ride. I guarantee you will be having hookups, it’s just that all of them will be with John B. And you will have regrets. What those regrets are, I have no fucking clue but life is full of them. Trust me, I have a lot of regrets and I’m only 24.” Rafe told her. “But, I don’t think marrying John B is going to be one of your regrets. Canceling this wedding would be. After all, the venue does say no refunds.”
Sarah snorted slightly and Rafe bumped his shoulder against hers. “Believe me, Sarah, if anyone is ready to get married at this age, it’s you. You came down with a damn binder filled to the brim when you were like seven and placed it in front of me and dad on the coffee table and told dad to start making connections with everyone in that binder, right down to the dress designer.”
Sarah smiled before turning and wrapping her arms around Rafe. “Who would’ve thought you could give a pep talk. And liked John B.” She said.
Rafe slowly wrapped his arms around his younger sister. “Apparently you because you came to me. However, this does not mean I like John B. I am not going to start canceling shit just to have some one-on-one time with that curly-haired surfer dude. Okay? I simply tolerate him because he somehow makes you happy.”
After breakfast and lunch that he spent with Wheezie, last-minute plans when he walked to your room to ask you to lunch only to knock and have you answer the door which caused him to quickly abandon that plan and say “Whoops sorry. Room 202 for Wheeze,”, the rehearsal dinner came quickly. 
In all honesty, Rafe wasn't really paying attention to the dinner at all. How could he when you were right there, quite literally within his reach, laughing and smiling?
The actual wedding day itself was stressful leading up to the ceremony but after everyone got where they needed to be, it was smooth sailing. Rafe and Wheezie walked out after Kie and JJ. 
Rafe watched you walk down with Pope and couldn't help the pang of jealousy he felt in his chest. He also couldn't help but imagine himself as the groom and you in a white dress, walking down the aisle towards him.
He quickly shook the thought from his head though, watching you take your place next to Wheezie before turning your attention towards the door to watch his dad and sister walkout. 
You glanced over at Rafe and smiled slightly when you saw him bring a hand up to his cheek, wiping away a tear. You turned your attention to John B before Rafe could look over and catch you staring.
You saw John B wipe his hands on his trousers as subtly as he could. You caught JJ's eyes and he shook his head, mouthing 'fucking whipped' to you.
You nodded and moved your eyes between Sarah and John B before settling them back on JJ. 'Obviously' you mouthed back before the pair of you stopped before someone caught you.
In all honesty, Sarah did and she saw Rafe catch the interaction as well, noticing him swallow hard.
The ceremony went smoothly with no objections -Rafe fought back the urge to object just to mess with everyone but he knew his entire family wouldn't appreciate the humor- and after pictures, everyone moved inside for the reception as the sun began to set.
Dinner and drinks were served, toasts were made -JJ had made sure to include a few of John B's stupid and most embarrassing moments, much to Rafe's pleasure-, and then the dancing began. 
Sarah and Ward had their father/daughter dance and then John B and Sarah had their first dance before everyone else was encouraged to join them on the dance floor.
Wheezie walked over to Rafe and Rafe looked at her. "I am not nearly drunk enough to get out on that floor and dance with you Wheezie."
Wheezie just rolled her eyes. "You have a shot right now to go ask Y/N to dance and no one will even notice you. Take it." Rafe ignored her. "Oh, okay. So you can sit there and stare but you don't have the balls to walk up to her and say 'wanna dance'?"
Rafe glared at his half-sister. "Watch your mouth, Wheezie."
Wheezie took one last glance at the dance floor and shrugged. "That's fine. Looks like someone else did."
Rafe had never scanned a crowd faster than he did right there and sure enough, there you were, a cousin of his with his hands on your waist and yours on his shoulders, moving slowly around the dance floor.
"I'm going out for a smoke," Rafe muttered before getting up and making his way out of the building. 
He stood outside and brought out his pack of cigarettes, along with his lighter, and opened up the little carton. He withdrew a cigarette before closing the pack and shoving it back into his pocket, placing the cigarette between his lips. He heard the song from inside end before another one started back up as he flicked the spark wheel a couple of times, his thumb landing on the fork before a flame appeared.
He cupped his hand in front of the flame and brought the flame to the cigarette that rested between his lips, making a mental note to buy a new lighter since his was running out of juice.
Rafe heard the door open and close as he shoved the lighter back into his pocket and inhaled. He blew out the smoke before looking over to see who had joined him and was a little surprised to see you.
Of course, Rafe knew at some point you'd duck out of the party for some fresh air considering in social situations where they were tons of people, you needed to get away for a bit and recharge your social battery. He just didn't expect you to do that so soon.
You both stared out in front of you, not saying anything and Rafe brought the cigarette to his lips again, taking another drag.
"It's beautiful out here." You breathed out, trying to start some conversation.
Rafe nodded as he exhaled. "Yeah, it is."
"I wouldn't mind getting married here." You added absent-mindedly.
If Rafe had a drink right now, he would've choked at your words. He nodded nonetheless. "Yeah. It's a pretty nice place to get married."
You looked over at Rafe. "You gonna be okay over there, big guy?"
Rafe turned his head to look at you, confusion written all over his face. "What are you talking about?"
"I saw you wipe a tear away, bub." Rafe's heart sped up at the nickname that you used to use on him. "When Sarah was walking down the aisle. You gonna be okay or should the same reaction be expected at Wheezie's wedding too?" You smiled as Rafe groaned, tilting his head to look at the almost pitch-black sky.
"Don't even mention Wheezie getting married. To me, she's still that annoying thirteen-year-old that was always eavesdropping and snooping through shit." 
"Awe, Rafe. You got a soft spot for your sisters now. That’s so sweet." You cooed, knowing that when he was 19, the only thing he did was complain about the two Cameron girls. "Seriously though, I think it's sweet that you walked with Wheezie and that you shed a tear today." You told him.
Rafe couldn't stop the words that tumbled out of his mouth. "I wanted to walk with you but you told John B you'd rather walk with Pope."
Way to go, dumbass, he thought to himself.
"What are you talking about?" It was your turn to look confused.
Rafe sighed, taking another drag from his cigarette and letting the smoke pour past his lips as he spoke. "I offered to walk with you and John B said no. I overheard him and Sarah talking a bit later and Sarah told him that it wouldn't hurt to ask if you wanted to walk with me or not. And I think you know the rest."
He might as well fess up about it since his mouth and brain already decided to rat him out anyway.
You shook your head. "I don't know the rest because John B never asked me who I wanted to walk with nor did he ask if I wanted to walk with you."
Rafe looked over at you, his eyes locked on yours. He knew when you were lying and this was not one of those times.
He chuckled before shaking his head. "God. He's such a dick."
You ignored his comment about one of your best friends and walked closer to him. "You seriously wanted to walk with me?"
Rafe nodded, looking down at the ground. He was in way over his head, admitting that after half a decade he was still thinking about you and wanting to be with you. Even if it was for like a 20-second walk down an aisle.
You felt a blush grow on your cheeks as you looked down at your hands, playing with your fingers.
A beat passed before you spoke, keeping your head down. "If it makes you feel better… I would've said yes."
Rafe looked at you. "Yeah?"
You nodded and he took another drag from his cigarette.
"Can we start over?" He asked.
"What?" Your Y/E/C eyes lifted from the ground to meet his blue ones.
"Can we start over?"
You bit your lip. "Yeah. Sure."
Rafe cleared his throat before placing a small smile on his face and giving a little bow. "Hello. I'm Rafe."
You breathed out a laugh before giving Rafe a slight curtsy. "Hello, Rafe. I'm Y/N. It's a pleasure to meet you."
Rafe shook his head. "Oh no. The pleasure is all mine."
Your heads both turned to the building when the song changed once again to a slower song and Rafe took Wheezie's advice on seizing an opportunity. 
"You still like this song?" You nodded once more and Rafe put out his cigarette before extending his hand to you. "Would you like to dance?"
You smiled and took his hand. "Of course."
He placed his hands on your waist and yours looped around his neck, him starting to sway you two slightly.
"You look amazing by the way." Rafe complimented, taking in the lavender color of your bridesmaid dress.
"Thank you. You look rather dashing yourself." You took your hands from his neck and straightened his tie before returning them to where they previously were.
You moved closer to Rafe, resting your head on his chest as if it was the most natural thing in the world.
"Rafe?" You mumbled towards the end of the song.
"Mhm?"
"I missed you." You admitted.
Rafe smiled before placing a kiss at the top of your head. "I missed you too, Y/N/N."
"Rafe?"
"Yeah?"
"Do you maybe wanna ride back to the ferry together? 8 hours is a long trip.  Especially when you're alone and I have to deal with JJ, Pope, and Kie." 
You heard Rafe’s heart speed up a bit before it calmed back down as he took a deep breath. 
"I would love that."
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ladyfiresfanfiction · 3 years
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Flying the Nest - One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest Fic - Chapter One
I’ve had this fic percolating in my brain for about four months and I am now just letting it flow. I hope you guys will like it! Please let me know what you all think. I’m a bit rusty haha, so I hope I don’t suck! Chapter One under the cut. Chapter two will be posted tomorrow!
I am standing shakily in the hallway of a whitewashed building. Ahead is rows and rows of rooms, art and photography and pamphlets adorn the walls. But I am staring with utmost fascination at the black and white and brownish designs of the tiled floor. Snapped back to the unpleasant present by a nurse not much older than I, I'm guided through heavy white double doors into what I would usually call the Room of Hell; a peer counseling room or area in multiple buildings I have become well acquainted with in the last eighteen months.
To my surprise, I am met with familiar blue-green eyes and a face turning ashen with shock upon seeing me. My older brother, Mac.
"Baby Jane? What the hell are you doing here?" Mac asks in his gruff yet gravelly voice. I shrug, forcing a slight smile as he walks toward me, against the wishes of the bitchy looking blonde nurse seated less than one hundred yards ahead of me and envelopes me in his infamous bear hugs I had missed greatly. I found myself holding tightly to my brother's arms, afraid that if I were to let go, I would break into pieces in the middle of the room that would soon become my greatest fear and biggest location of loathing.
"Alright, Mister McMurphy, let your sister go now, thank you. And Miss McMurphy, please take the empty seat right here, between your brother and Mister Bibbit. Thank you. My name is Nurse Ratchet, welcome to our home of healing." The nurse said as I took my seat. As I sat down, my eyes locked onto the bluest eyes I have ever seen, so much so that my heart skipped a beat.
"Ah, yes," Mac laughed as my cheeks turned a light pink. "This is the man of the hour, Janie. His name is-" "M-m-m-my name is-i-is b-bi-b-Billy." The beautiful boy with gorgeous blue eyes stammered. "I-it-its nice to m-m-meet you, Miss." He finished with a shy smile.
Before I could utter a reply to Billy, I was interrupted.
"Miss Jane McMurphy? Come with me, please." The resident doctor, named Doctor Spivey. My heart started hammering in my chest as I reflexively grabbed Mac's hand. Doctor Spivey was a reserved yet kind-looking man as he waited patiently in the doorway, noticing the apprehension on my face. Mac patted my shoulder with encouragement as he nodded towards Spivey.
"I'm just a couple of rooms away, Janie. He's a nice doc. Go on, now, and I'll give ya a tour when you're back." Mac said in a low voice, nodding toward the waiting doctor. I let go of his hand as I stood up and slowly walked towards Spivey. He waved his hand toward the left corridor and said the admissions room was on the left. I whispered something I couldn't even hear and walked slowly as if the path I was taking was going straight to the gates of the Underworld. Doctor Spivey walked a couple of paces behind me, guiding me to the right room, or possibly making sure I didn't try to bolt to the entrance door about fifty steps from his office.
As we made it into the office, he waved his hand toward a comfortable-looking brown leather chair behind a large mahogany desk. It had a manilla envelope with what could be mistaken as someone's novel manuscript but was actually my medical history and doctor's notes from past mental hospital and emergency room stays since July of '61, nearly two years ago.
"Make yourself at home, Miss McMurphy," Doctor Spivey began as he took his seat in a large-looking leather desk chair that matched his massive desk. He peered over my notes, tsking at some parts while his sparse salt-and-pepper-colored eyebrows shot up at other areas of my history. When he finally looked at me, I felt my stomach lurch and the room became unbearably hot. I knew I was in the middle of a raging panic attack, but I tried to keep on my Pokerface in fear of what might happen if I started to become undone.
"Well now, Miss McMurphy. Says here you are about to turn twenty-two years of age and were a junior in college. What uh, brings you here?" He asked, softly. "My... ex-fiance, he killed himself almost two years ago. I had also been dealing with physical health setbacks and was falling behind in classes on top of his untimely death. I just... Couldn't handle it anymore." I replied while my voice was barely above a whisper. "I see. It also says here you've overdosed on opium and cocaine, as well as gotten alcohol poisoning a few times. Is that right?" He asked, his eyes boring into me over thick black spectacles. "Well, like I said, I wasn't handling Charles's death... well... And I have been in and out of the hospital since my freshman year of high school. I just wanted everything to stop." I replied in a flat tone. "Your brother wasn't around much, I see. He had no idea you were in this much emotional distress? And what of your parents?" The doctor asked, watching me closely.
I could feel my forehead begin to prickle with droplets of sweat and my knuckles turned white as I gripped the wood arms of the chair. I tried to gather my thoughts so I could talk in a more rational way, but my throat kept closing and opening, and my eyes began to fill with white-hot tears anytime I opened my mouth, which caused me to shut it and open it a number of times.
"We're more than happy to keep you on as a patient in our ward. I feel you could benefit from our help and could leave quite possibly around the time your brother does We offer services to get you back on your feet once you feel comfortable and safe enough on your own. There is a ladies ward a floor right above the men. You are welcome to visit your brother in the daytime, but we do have strict rules about nightly visits and no, um, congregating with the male patients here.  We have activities as well as counseling to help when things are rough. I need to finish looking over your medical history and we will see what we can give you to help with these night terrors and panic attacks. I'll take you back to Nurse Ratched now, she or Mac can take you to the second floor or give you a tour of our ward. If you have any questions please let me know. You can always let Nurse Ratched or the other nurses know when you need to speak with me. I usually meet with my patients once a week in the morning.
It was a lot to take in, but I nodded, only half-listening. So far this was still a voluntary thing and I could leave whenever I wished. However, now that I knew Mac was here, I was thinking of waiting until he left with me. I didn't trust myself alone anymore. And I couldn't get that beautiful blue-eyed boy out of my head. Charles always said he would send me people when I needed them most and he couldn't be there for me. I was beginning to wonder if he sent me to Oregon State Hospital, and brought me back to my long-lost brother. As I walked back into the Room of Hell, facing who I was sure was Satan's wife, I smiled half-condescendingly to her and made my way to Mac, ready to see where I would be staying for at least the next month, or longer.
"Ready to tell me what the hell is going on and why you haven't called me, Janie?" Mac asked, looking concerned. "Yeah, let's talk while we explore this house full of nuts," I smirked, making Mac laugh. "Okay then. Let's start from the beginning, shall we?" He asked, extending his arm to me. "It's not pretty, but I'm sure this place isn't so pretty either," I replied, placing my hand on his arm as we began to walk towards the front of the building. "Something tells me your story isn't that pretty either, sister. Now start talking."
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queenk00k · 4 years
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Across the Aisle - Rafe Cameron
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a/n: here’s the prologue my friends. please enjoy - i hope it gets you excited for my first proper chapter. as always, i really welcome reblogs/comments/messages/asks as it motivates me to get this shit done!
summary: 
Olivia Spellman is your classic rags-to-riches story; a twenty-seven-year-old living the revered American Dream. With an absent father and a single mother working her way up from the Cut to Kook status in North Carolina’s Outer Banks, Olivia knows what it’s like to work hard for what you want. She finds herself stuck in a job she hates, with more passion than she knows what to do with and a burning desire to finally make something of herself.
Enter the race for North Carolina’s 3rd Congressional District. If Olivia can make it past the Democratic primary, all she needs to do is beat out a young Republican with a track record of failure – her ex-boyfriend Rafe Cameron.
Olivia is determined to win, no matter what, and she knows she has her district’s best interests at heart.
But Rafe Cameron, backed by his wealthy father Ward, is no stranger to fighting dirty.
With a history of dark secrets uniting them, how far will the former lovers go to win?
And what happens when they realise that maybe, just maybe, that spark is still there?
warnings: mentions of death, drug use, mentions of blood
MASTERLIST
when you are young, they assume you know nothing
It all happened so fast.
Nothing was supposed to happen at all.
Not like this.
It was just meant to be like every other Friday night they’d spent together.
Olivia had heard that when faced with a near death experience, you’re supposed to see your life flash before your eyes. Your childhood, your loved ones, happy memories – almost like a film reel of all the experiences you took for granted that you were about to lose.
Olivia thought that sounded like bullshit. She hadn’t seen her life’s film reel as they hurtled towards the thick oak tree, no, she was too panicked to think of anything at all, too high to even really comprehend what was happening.
The group was on their way to a frat party after pre-gaming at Olivia’s apartment off campus. It was a given this pre-game involved white powder, organised into neat lines with a black American Express, a product of the company Olivia was keeping since she started college the previous fall. She hadn’t set out to join the party scene, not one to waste the opportunities her mother had worked so hard to give her, but Olivia’s boyfriend was convincing and charming, and she was in love.
Not that any of that seemed like it mattered now, since “being in love” didn’t seem like a reasonable excuse for letting someone clearly high out of his mind get behind the wheel of a Range Rover.
Olivia climbed out of the mangled wreck, hands shaking and bloody (she wasn’t sure if was hers or someone else’s), and stumbled across the bitumen, the strewn glass sparkling up at her as if were taunting her. She blinked away tears, but they fell anyway, thick and hot down her flushed cheeks. Her throat constricted as she sobbed, as she willed herself not to hyperventilate and make the situation worse.
It was a fruitless attempt, of course, as Olivia whipped her head around, panicky, looking for any signs of life from the others in the car. Of course, she could have walked back over to the garbled mess of metal and looked for herself, but she couldn’t bear it. Olivia couldn’t bear the thought of what she might see – her friends, or admittedly even worse, her boyfriend, dead.
The only clarity Olivia had was that this was undoubtedly the last time she would ever touch drugs, no matter the outcome of the night.
Olivia shoved her hand into the pocket of her jeans clumsily, the cocaine making her jittery, and was relieved to see her iPhone still worked despite the smashed screen. She dialled 911 with shaking hands, biting her lip hard enough to draw blood as she waited for them to pick up.
She answered the operator’s questions almost robotically, terrified to give herself away, but she couldn’t avoid the situation for long.
“Have you, the driver, or any of the passengers taken any illegal drugs tonight?”
Olivia was silent, before she finally answered quietly, “yes.”
“Ma’am, I can’t hear you, I’m going to have to ask you to speak up,” said the operator, who had a comforting, almost motherly tone.
It made Olivia feel even more ashamed.
She cleared her throat. “Yes, we all have,” Olivia said more clearly, her voice still raspy. She must have screamed more than she realised when they crashed.
“Okay. Do you feel safe enough to wait on the side of the road for the emergency services to arrive?”
“Yes.”
“Thank you ma’am, ambulance and police are on their way. You sit tight now.” And with a click, the operator hung up and left Olivia alone with no one else around but the car full of her friends who she couldn’t bear to look at.
The ambulance and police cars arrived soon enough, their loud sirens jolting Olivia out of her pacing alongside the road.
In a frenzied blur, paramedics were covering her in the warm foil she had only ever seen in the movies and were making their way over to the mess of a Range Rover. Olivia could do nothing but watch as they shouted, placing her friends’ bodies onto stretchers and wheeling them into the waiting ambulances.
As a black body bag was placed onto a gurney, the sound of the thick zipper reverberating inside Olivia’s skull, all she could think of was that it must have been instinct that had her reaching for Rafe’s hand in those final moments.
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jaywritessmut · 4 years
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Weiß Chapter I- Business & Pleasure
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*Weiß- White in German
Florian Munteanu x black female reader (All my fics are with black women in mind!)
Warnings: mentions of death & drug use, unprotected sex (wrap it up folks!)
Authors note: Sorry this took so long yall! I moved to a completely new state and that came with its own challenges and adjustments. Things have calmed down since but I’m about to start job hunting and house hunting which is exciting but also stressful AF! Pray for me! I apologize for any mistakes!
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Something about the smell of a hookah lounge drove her wild. The subtle sweetness in the air had always brought her peace, sometimes a bit of arousal. She found it much more tolerable than plain old cigarettes. But then again, cigarettes didn’t come in flavors like Blue Mist or Double Apple. She scanned the drink menu, impressed with the newer selections listed. Of course there were the outrageous names to contend with. Oil Spill? Typical Klaus she pondered. He’d always had an eye for the dramatic and it was one of the things she loved about him. How sad it was that she’d never hear one of his energetic, albeit coke fueled, rants again. She decided to pay homage to her eccentric companion and order one for old times sake. Her usual order of Jäger would have to wait.
The server took her order, fumbling over his pen as he scribbled it down. He was intimidated by her. She radiated authority and confidence. He had no idea who she was  but the level of service she was receiving let him know that she was definitely a VIP. Making a mistake could cost him his job.
He must be new. She smirked at the thought. How cute.
Most everyone here knew who she was. Her table had been closed off and ready for her with her usual selection. Sex on the beach with a deeper freezer hose. They even made sure to put it in a mango just how she liked it. As soon as she stepped her Manholo clad foot out of her pearl white BMW, she’d been escorted into the club. Tamir gave her a salacious grin while he watched her strut into the building. Yeah, he was still hoping for a piece of that. The line of impatient party goers stared on in envy as she was given preferential treatment. But she was the boss. And bosses waited for no one.
She thought about letting loose tonight. Lord knows she needed it. But tonight was all about business. She needed to think. And surprisingly she was able to do just that as the bass from the clubs stereos shook the room. They had a deal, she and Klaus. She provided the money and kept an eye on the financial and legal side of things while Klaus was the face. He managed the club events, payroll, employees, social media presence, you name it. He was good at being the center of attention while she worked behind the scenes. But he also handled the grittier parts of it all. He dealt with the foot soldiers, making sure they were moving product. And then with suppliers to make sure they weren’t getting screwed them over. Turf wars and partnerships were all handled by him. It was a messy arena that Klaus shielded her form. And it made sense.
She was a sheltered daughter of an American diplomat. Her experience growing up in Berlin was quite different from his. While he fought to escape the crime infested slum and shady gangs, she vacationed on glamorous yachts in Malta. As a kid, he’d learned about the proper price to charge for a kilo while she was taught French and art history. They came from two different worlds yet managed to build a successful enterprise together. And now with him gone, she had no idea what to do. Just why the fuck did he have to piss off the Russians?
From across the club, Florian studied her closely in amazement. Annalise Roper in the flesh. ‘Lise’ was what she went by with family and close friends. But to her secret associates, she was Snow, the cocaine queen of Deutschland. He was surprised to see her here tonight. He had had the pleasure of meeting her on only a few occasions but knew that it was rare for her to be at the club. And with the circumstances surrounding Klaus death, he would’ve thought she’d lay low and increase security. But her face was unknown in the underground circles. When rival gangs talked about taking out Snow they were expecting a blonde hair blue eyed type. Not the melanated beauty he was currently admiring. The whole thing was ingenious really.
He watched as she threw back a shot, the club lights reflecting off her deep mocha skin. Her all white ensemble gave her an ethereal appearance, as if she were floating above the crowd. The effect she had on him was evident from the noticeable bulge in his pants. Full luscious lips, sultry bedroom eyes, flawless skin. All of her features drove him wild. And that was just her face. The white midi dress she wore, clung to her curves sinfully almost like a second skin. He knew she worked out. A body like that had to be properly maintained and cared for. And he wanted to explore every inch of it.
Florian adjusted his pants before approaching her. She’d just finish placing another drink order, a Jäger with ginger beer. The already skittish server rushed from her table almost running straight into him. When he glared stoically at the poor kid, he took off faster than before, desperate to get away from the two of them. Her almond shaped eyes gazed at him curiously while she took a pull from the hose. She admired the way his clothes fit on his body. His tailored shirt accentuated his impressive biceps. and the first two buttons were undone, showcasing his signature gold chain. He had style, that was undeniable.
Florian fought the urge to look at her lips but they were too hard to resist. The image of them wrapped around the hose was enough to fuel his already wild imagination.
She let out the smoke she inhaled while maintaining eye contact
“Wusstest du nicht, dass es unhöflich ist zu starren?”
He couldn’t help the smirk that fell upon his lips. Sarcasm was her defense mechanism, but it only made him want her more.
“Ja. Ich bin nur überrascht dich hier zu sehen, Schnee”
Her eyes flashed in anger at his nickname for her. She hated the way it sounded in German. Schnee. It was nowhere near as sexy as Snow.
“Darf ich mich setzen?”
“Wirst du mich nerven?”
He took a seat next to her, ignoring her question. Asshole she thought to herself. But a very sexy asshole nonetheless. The jittery server returned with her drink and skittered off to help the next patron.
“Why do you hate me so much?” He leaned into her, pressing a muscular leg onto her. She’d always been in awe of his large frame, even daydreamed about being pinned underneath him while he did unspeakable things to her body. But she was his boss. And she didn’t fuck her employees.
“I don’t hate you. I’m irritated by you” she went to take a sip of her drink to take the edge off. Whichever bartender made it went heavy on the Jäger . She was grateful for it.
“Why? Because I turn you on?” She almost choked on her drink as he brought his mouth to her ear.
Composing herself, she turned to glare at him. But he remained unfazed by her anger.
“Who said you turn me on? And how do you even know what me being turned on looks like? You’ve never had me to know”
“We could change that tonight.”
She rolled her eyes in annoyance and turned away from him. He was a typical playboy, used to getting what he wanted with a few charming words. But she wasn’t falling for it.
"Don’t be like that. You know you want me”
“And what makes you say that?”
“Basic science. Your pupils dilate whenever I come around. And you think I don’t notice but you look me up and down while biting your lip. It’s really sexy by the way, makes me want to lean forward and nibble it myself”
She crossed her arms in indignation trying to prevent his words from having an affect on her. His eyes wandered low to admire the way her breasts were pushed together.
“You also clench your legs together when I speak to you. Just like you are right now. And if you let me, I can give you the friction you desperately need. All you have to do is say yes”
He softly strummed his finger against her thigh. The sensation made her dizzy and she struggled to compose herself. It had been a while. Her last relationship ended a year ago and the Tinder dates just weren’t cutting it anymore.
Florian leaned closer once more and brought his mouth to her ear.
“Want to bet on how many times I can make you come in one night?”
Her resolve weakened and she closed her eyes as she fought for control of her libido. This was not what she had in mind when she made her way to the club.
Fighting past her bodies screams for release, she sat up straight and scooted away from him.
“Flo, I’m here to think. I can’t be distracted. Not now”
He picked up on the solemn tone of her voice. Maybe he was coming in a little too strong. Her friend was just killed and now she was left with an illegal business that she felt ill equipped to run alone. His attempt at seducing her didn’t really help.
“He cared a lot about you, you know? And he respected the hell out of you”
She nodded as she took another pull from the hose, trying to fight back the tears that would undoubtedly come. Klaus truly was her friend. And because of some stupid deal that she didn’t even want him to take, he was dead. She’d never hear his infectious laugh or be on the receiving end of one of his bear hugs again. A chill ran through her as she blew out a plume of smoke.
“Snow, did you hear me?”
“What?”
“I said, let me take you home. This is the last place you need to be”
“I can’t. I need to be here”
“No you don’t. Elias has the club under control. We’ll figure out the rest ourselves, okay?”
Maybe now wasn’t the right time. She’d always prided herself on being rational and calculated. It was hard to be that way when so many emotions swirled through her heart and mind. Fear being the biggest one. What if this was all going to collapse? What if she was next?
She nodded, focusing on fighting back the unshed tears that blurred her vision. This was not how the night was supposed to go. But it was for the best. The business could wait. Right now she needed a distraction. She handed Florian her keys and let him guide her out the club, ignoring the curious stares that followed. Fuck them she thought. It was none of their business who she took home.
They rode in her car in silence. She was careful who she let drive her baby but she trusted Florian for some strange reason. Occasionally his eyes would wander over to her seat so that he could admire her toned legs. He imagined them wrapped around his waist while he drove into her. Or maybe over his shoulders while he pounded into her. Snow smirked to herself as she caught him staring in the mirror.
“Drei” she blurted out. He turned to her as best he could, a curious look on his face.
“You wanted to bet how many times you can make me come tonight. Die antwort ist drei”  
Surprise registered on his face as he took in what she was saying. She was giving him the green light, and he had no intention of passing up on the offer. Florian drove like a mad man, weaving through traffic with a fierce determination. The sounds of blaring car horns filled the air as he made his way to her apartment. When they finally pulled into the parking space outside, he turned the car off and turned to Snow. The tension in the air was thick and he fought to compose himself.
“Are you sure you want this?” he asked
“Since when did you become such a gentleman?”
“I just don’t want you to regret this. If you say yes, I won’t hold back. If you say yes, then I’m going to make it my mission to explore every inch of your luscious body. Willst du das??”
With an unmistakable nod, she gave him the answer he wanted. She gazed into his hazel eyes, and found that his eyes were slowly flickering down to her plump lips. Florian leaned forward to kiss her, relishing in the feel of her soft lip against his. Her brought up a hand to tenderly stroke her cheek, causing her to gasp. He took the opportunity to slip in his tongue, gently coaxing her to deepen the kiss.
Something came over Snow as she unbuckled her seat belt and climbed over to straddle his lap. Without breaking the kiss, he leaned his seat back to give them more space. His hands lowered down to her ass which he held a tight grip on.
He broke the kiss, bringing his lips to the tender spot underneath her ear and began to place open mouth kisses there. The feeling made her head fuzzy with need and she felt her wetness drip from her center.
“Flo” she moaned, rocking her hips against his. She felt the substantial bulge in his jeans and it made her even more desperate for release. He chuckled against her skin before bringing his lips to hers and planting a hot open mouth kiss.
His hands moved strategically over her body, as if he was studying every spot that drew a response. He committed it to memory, trusting that this wouldn’t be the last time he’d get to taste her. He took both her hands in his and pinned them above her head and he continued to kiss her which she returned with fierce determination. The inside of his car began to fill with the sounds of her moans as he slid his hands up her right thigh.
His talented fingers began to glide between her legs. Much to his delight he discovered there were no panties to remove and his fingers found the source of the wetness sliding down her shapely mocha legs.
"Enjoying yourself are we?" he teased as he circled her clit. She moaned and shook, unable to formulate a response.
"Gut" he said as he slipped a finger inside and massaged her g-spot. She shuddered and felt himself hardened as her walls clenched his thick fingers.
He kissed her and continued to massage her inner walls while stroking her clit. The sensation of his mouth devouring her while stroking her most sensitive spot, caused heat to spread through her body. She knew her orgasm was close and she didn’t even care that they hadn’t even made it inside her apartment.
“Fuck, Flo, I’m-”
He pumped his fingers into her, stroking the soft spongy part of her with a wicked speed while coaxing her to her release. With added pressure on her clit, she detonated around him, her warm center tightening around him with a vice grip. He placed soft kisses on her neck, which she exposed to him as she threw her head back in ecstasy.
“That was one” she purred, coming down from her orgasm. She saw the flash of persistence in his eye and immediately knew she was in for a wild night. The gauntlet had been thrown down and he was more than ready to pick it up.
“Let’s get you in the house, jetzt” he growled before crushing his lips to hers.
They stumbled into the foyer of her apartment, a tangled mess of hands and lips. The ride up to her floor was nothing but him pushing her up against the elevator wall and teasing her already sensitive flesh. And right now, with them finally having privacy, she felt a mixture of excitement and fear.
“Where’s your bedroom?” he grunted, pulling his lips from hers.
“Upstairs, second room on the right”
With no effort, Florian picked her up and made his way up the steps. She began teasing him, suckling and nibbling on the soft flesh of his earlobe. His skin broke out in goosebumps making her smile with satisfaction. He made his way to her bedroom and crushed his lips onto hers, slamming the door behind him with his foot. They remained locked in a deep kiss, her legs wrapped around him, grinding on the front of his jeans. He tossed her onto the bed and she fell with a squeal of delight. After giggling and catching her breath she looked up at him.
He couldn't remember wanting anything so badly. He watched as she crawled on her hands and knees to the front of the bed and started to unbuckle his belt. Taking off his shirt, he measured the gorgeousness of her feminine curves as they lay before him. The gentle arch in her back, the slight hourglass form that widened into the luscious, full heart shape of her butt.
He needed to devour her; to put her in the ecstatic trance that drew him like a magnet to her in the first place. He needed to taste this irresistible creature.
She had succeeded in the arduous task of loosening his belt and had her little hand down the front of his boxers grasped gently around his thick member. He saw her eyes widen and her tongue trace across her lips in anticipation. He pushed his jeans to the ground so she could get an easier grip but when she went to take him in his mouth, he stopped her, took her hand off his member and kissed it.
"You first..."
Florian shoved Snow back onto the bed. She tumbled over with a giggle and a sigh as he crawled over the top of her. He teased her swollen clit with the tip of his shaft for a second and felt her shiver at the contact.
He began at her neck kissing slowly and biting gently, savoring her smell and every inch of her flavor. He made his way to her toned belly and grazed his lips over her navel, watching her toned tummy rise and fall as her breathing became more erratic. He positioned his shoulders under her thighs and gazed at her glistening pussy, laid open for him. Kissing the inside of her right thigh, then suckling the inside of her left, he reveled in her scent. It reminded him of citrus and honey.
With a long, flat tongue he tasted her.He groaned in appreciation at how sweet and juicy she tasted. Craving more, he  wrapped his arms around her legs and pulled her closer to his face, burying his mouth in her delicious folds. He could feel her wetness soaking his lips but it only made him more excited. His tongue danced around the sensitive flesh as he responded to her gasps and moans.
“Don’t stop, please don’t stop” she begged.
His dick throbbed painfully, wanting in on the action. But this was for her. And he loved making her moan. It was such deep satisfaction to feel the power he had over her. She followed his lead, grinding her hips against the entirety of his mouth, using the friction to get closer and closer to her destination.
He flicked his tongue across her clit in a fluid motion and inserted two eager fingers into her slick center. Her moan rose into a pleasure-filled shriek, he heard her breath come in quicker and knew she was close to her release.
“Fuck!” she cried out, her walls tensing around his fingers as she released once more in a succulent explosion that left his mouth soaking to the bottom of his nose and his hand wet all the way to his wrist. His beard glistened with her juices and it drove him wild to be covered in her scent.
“That was two” he grunted, a sense of pride filling him. He had always been a competitive man and this was one game he was sure to win. She lay sprawled, unable to open her eyes, but with a contented smile on her lips as the waves of her body's aftershock shook her, gently bouncing her breasts. He knew she was more than ready for him.
He quickly stripped her of the rest of her clothing, the white midi dress discarded somewhere on her bedroom floor. He was surprised to discover that in addition to no panties, she’d forgone a bra as well.
“No underwear huh? Well aren’t we nasty” he taunted, as he stroked his dick along her already sensitive clit.
“Shut up and fuck me Florian” she growled, growing impatient. Two orgasms weren’t enough, she wanted more. She needed him to fill her.
He slid his body atop hers, looking deeply into her soulful brown eyes as he sank into her. Her nails dug into his skin as he pulled out before thrusting forward and bottoming out inside her.
He began long, slow, deep strokes wanting her to feel every ridge and vein of his thick cock. Her eyes were closed and she was moaning with every down stroke, perfectly in tune with his pace.
“So fucking wet” he gasped as her felt her soft folds took him in deeper and deeper. He had decided in that moment that this was his favorite place to be. He could spend the rest of his life between her thighs and die a happy man.
Her cheeks flushed as the walls of her pussy tightened around him. She knew he was big from the feel of his bulge in the car but she still gasped in surprise when he filled her up. The way he moved within her drove her wild and she was desperate for more. She hooked her leg around his waist, aching for him to be as close to him as she possibly could.
“Please baby, harder” she urged, wanting to feel him fully unleash on her.  Teasingly, he pulled all the way out until just the head was inside her and paused. She opened her eyes and looked at him pleadingly, biting her lower lip hard. He sank his cock back inside her and paused again, causing her to quiver.
“Fuck Flo, get to it!” she cried, causing something inside of him to snap. He picked up his pace, his hips thrusting in her with a feverish need. She was panting as he fucked her and leaned up to kiss him hungrily. His tongue entered her mouth even as his cock penetrated her, hitting that sweet spot. And with one sudden jerk of his hips, he felt her pussy grip him tightly before exploding all around him.
“Oh my fucking God!” she screamed as her entire body dissolved into the waves of pleasure flowing through her. Florian continued to move inside her, softly stroking her face and hair while whispering sweet words in her ear. She was completely shattered, but the hard cock pulsing inside of her told her that the night was far from over.
“And there’s three. Think you got one more for me baby?” he cooed. Her hooded gaze told him she was spent, but he was determined to win this bet. He knew he could push her past the brink of satisfaction one last time.
He pulled out of her and effortlessly flipped her over, leaving her chest pressed into the mattress. He then led her to the edge of the bed, pullingg her lower body up onto her knees. Standing behind her, Florian pushed her head down to the mattress and rubbed the head of my cock against her dripping wet slit.
With a quick thrust forward, he buried his cock inside her roughly, grabbing onto her hips for leverage.
“Fuck!” they both cried out simultaneously.
Snow arched her back, throwing her head back in ecstasy. He grabbed a handful of her hair and used it to pull her back against him as he slammed his cock into her hard and fast. She moaned wantonly, and he felt the familiar tremor of her walls.
“Are you going to come for me again baby?” he cooed into her ear.
She could barely respond but her body answered for him.
“Hold it liebling” he urged, as he pounded into her fiercely.
Her body shook with every thrust of his hips and she wondered just how she would fend off this impending orgasm. As if it wasn’t hard enough, he wrapped both hands around her neck and began fucking her harder.
Her body had no choice but to surrender to his brutal assault and she wailed into the mattress as she fought to stop herself from coming. His thick cock was buried deep inside of her, relentlessly filling her up and staking its claim over her. And just when she thought she couldn’t hold it any longer, he granted her release.
“Fuck, Snow, come! Come all over this dick!” he growled before emptying inside of her, coating her walls with thick ribbons of his cum. Her last orgasm ripped through her, leaving her a screaming mess underneath him. She had never been more thankful for her penthouse apartment that separated her from the rest of her neighbors.
Florian gently pulled out of her before laying next to her. They laid next to each other, both trying to calm their breathing and make sense of what had just transpired between them.
“So I guess I won the bet” he remarked smugly, while taking in her appearance. Her hair stuck to her forehead, dampened by the thin sheen of sweat that had broken out across her body.
“Shut up” she ragged, still struggling to catch her breath. He couldn’t help the chuckle that broke from his lips and pretty soon, they were both laughing hysterically, their arms and legs tangled together.
“What’s my prize. For exceeding your expectations?”
“The nut you got was enough of a prize” she retorted, her head now gently laid on his toned chest. She lazily drew circles around his pecs, relishing in the feel of his warm skin.
“Fair enough”
“But we do have a more serious issue on our hands now,” she continued. The problems she had at the club were still there and a few orgasms wouldn’t be enough to rid her of them. Florian looked down at her expectantly, waiting for her to explain what she meant.
“I need you to walk me through the business. I want to take over.”
Translations:
Wusstest du nicht, dass es unhöflich ist zu starren?- Didn’t you know that it’s rude to stare?
Ja. Ich bin nur überrascht, dich hier zu sehen, Schnee - Yeah, I’m just surprised to see you here Snow.
Darf ich mich setzen?”- May I sit?
“Wirst du mich nerven?- Are you going to annoy me?
Drei/Die antwort ist drei- Three/ The answer is three
Willst du das?- Do you want this?
Gu- Good
Jetzt-Now
Liebling- Darling
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