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unholyplumpprincess · 3 years

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Breathing Exercises

Lil Caustic thing for a text post that said smth along the lines of “Wrap your hands around my throat and choke me until I can’t breathe and whisper ‘Cum if you want to breathe’.” And well damn if that didn’t inspire me for him. This is also totally a quiet present for @soulheartthewolf bc that’s Caustic’s spouse.

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Fandom: Apex Legends

Relationship: Caustic/Reader

Warnings: R18+/NSFT, Reader is gender neutral but has a vulva, choking/asphyxiation, breath play, mentions of other kinks such as breeding kinks and deep throat training, also mentions of Caustic’s sex repulsion and erectile dysfunction bc listen man it happens and soft dicks are cute.

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Alexander loved to test limits.

Even more so- he loved to test your limits.

When times his sex repulsion and love of his work did not blind him to carnal urges, you were more than a willing subject in whatever sort of experimentation he wanted to conduct. Aphrodisiac gas tests had been one of many things you had been subjected to, then testing how big an object you could deep throat and training you to take longer and longer until you were so out of it in sub space you nearly forgot to breathe. Or to more things along the lines of him seeing how much cum you could hold just for him, plugged up in you with a cute little plug and his promises of filling you with more after he’s rested.

Yes, you were more than willing to experiment any of these limits.

~Rest under the cut~

It also went into testing his own limits. Alexander lacked that sort of empathy one might have for if you were crying or sobbing. Of course, you two had safe words and safe signals for this sort of play, but there was something a little more...exciting knowing that you could kick, whine, sob, and he would just blink at you with acidic green eyes and not even flinch.

Today? Today is not a repulsion day. You know this when you feel a gloved hand grip your shoulder, giving it a small squeeze as you work at your computer to get the editing of the games done. You watch him pass by you, his arms tucked behind his back, and watch one finger make a quick gesture of ‘Come here’.

Editing could wait.

You’re up and following him instantly, more than curious of the plan. Alexander was always straight forward on explanations, no beating around the bush, so you had time to ask questions or say your own peace about if it was something you wanted to do.

When you enter his bedroom, everything is normally methodically laid out on the bed, but all you can see is a bottle of lube. Curious at such a basic set up, you glance at him and find he is already ready to explain himself.

Breath play. Asphyxiation. And control all involved. Alexander explains it as if he’s discussing anything scientific. “It shall merely be a test of your lungs. If bruising is to occur, I shall take fault and ensure you are safely healed before your departure to your quarters.” He’d explained coolly, making a small gesture of his hand at his throat when he mentions bruising. You try not to squirm at the idea of him grabbing you so hard you bruise, but you must because the corners of his lips twitch in amusement.

“Sounds fun.” You manage to breathe out as professionally as you possibly can in a scenario like this. And when he gestures for your clothing to be taken off, you oblige.

By the time you’re thoroughly stretched and prepped, Alexander is already half hard. With older age and the size of his dick, you’d call that an impressive feat as is. Even then, the fact that he’s not fully hard makes it easier for him to squeeze inside of you without too much pinching.

The first few thrusts make you whine, curling your fingers into the sheets and tossing your head to the side. You breathe out a few noises, hitching your leg around his hip to draw him closer. Alexander, despite what everyone thought would be cruel hearted and callous in a relationship, doesn’t make you feel unwanted. Especially now. Resting a large, calloused hand over your thigh to draw you closer, his other resting by your head and you take the opportunity to turn your head to press a chaste kiss to his wrist.

“If you are trying to delay this endeavor, it is working.” Alexander says, his voice low and gruff with pleasure and only the tiniest bit playful. You grin brightly, turning your head and your lips falling into a gasp when his hand drops to your cunt. Pressing on your mound and using two fingers to rub your clit.

“Fuck- no- ah - wouldn't...wouldn’t dream of it-” You whimper out, dropping your leg from his waist to thrust your hips up once to get closer to the pressure and angle him just right against your g-spot.

That’s when the hand that had been so deliciously rubbing your clit comes right back up with his other hand, both hands wrapping around your throat but his hips never stilling.

Your eyes widen, having not prepared with a breath and you expect that’s what he wanted. Your hand flies up to grab his wrist, a noise wheezing from your nose as you feel his fingers press on either side of your throat. Alexander stays like that a few moments, undoubtedly feeling your inner walls clamping and fluttering in time with your struggles, before easing his grip.

You suck in a deep breath, a whine exhaling from your lungs as your hands fly down to grab his ass. You delight in the way Alexander makes a gasp sound at the motion when you tug him again but this time you whine out, “Roll over, I know your knees are going to be killing you.” Despite your lungs still aching for air.

There’s a grumble of him telling you not to order him, but he obeys regardless. Adjusting to lie back on his back with relief flashing in his eyes, only for his tight facial expression to melt into pleasure when you grab his cock and guide him back into you with a sigh.

From this angle, his grip on your throat feels purposeful. You ride him still as best as you can until your vision starts to dot and you hold still, feeling him vaguely fucking up into you like a starved beast. Again, you’re released once your eyes start to roll back into your head, and once again your lungs ache with every breath.

It isn’t until you get close does he grip and not let go despite your whines and the smacking of his chest. You’re grinding in his lap, your thigh muscles twitching and your nails sinking into his chest with each claw. But all he simply growls out is, “Cum if you want to breathe, little rabbit.”

Your vision is dotting, your hips start to move more frantically, grinding yourself down onto his cock as your lips part but nothing goes into your lungs. Your entire body is trembling and you know your face must be purple by now, but as soon as your inner walls start to clench and you feel the heat slam down of your orgasm, that’s when you feel him let go.

The pleasure of your orgasm plus the relief of air flooding your lungs is too much. Tears stream down your face and you aren’t sure what your body is doing until you feel Alexander grabbing your hips and forcing you to fuck yourself onto him. You sob out, overstimulated and shaking your head, hands coming down to try and push weakly at his chest despite how hard your own chest hurts from trying to take in air.

When Alexander cums, his hands clamp down hard on your hips. Squeezing you tight and making sure you hold still to take every drop. He’s not very loud when he cums, only a shaky grunt at first before his head falls back and you can see his brow furrow and his lips set into a tight line.

When he finishes, you whine and flop on top of him, pressing your face into his neck despite the heat. You’re grateful when his hands start moving up and down your back, gently stroking to ease you undoubtedly.

“You have bruises on your neck.” He murmurs, turning his head so you can hear him. You think the way his chest vibrates with the thickness of his voice is soothing. You hum in turn, making a sound to tell him it’s no big deal.

“Get up. I will tend to you.” He tries again, only making you whine louder and push your weight harder on top of him despite knowing he could just push you off. Instead, he pretends he is trapped, groaning lightly under you. “I do not cuddle.”

“Tough luck, doc, you’re a cuddler tonight.” You grumble back in his neck, adjusting your hips so his cock could act as a plug fuller in you. The resulting grunt you take as a grunt of defeat.

Yeah maybe you’ll wear these bruises for fun.

#Caustic #Caustic x reader #apex legends #Apex lemons #nsft #lemon #princess writing

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angeltrapz · 3 years

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hhmmmmvnfj asks abt Lawrence? umm in a selfship way: what’s ur favorite gift he’s gotten u? — in a character analysis way, bcuz I’ve posted a lil abt it n u mentioned it in DMs too: if William had survived, bc Lawrence was handling new disciples at that time (like Brad n Ryan), how do u think Lawrence n William would’ve interacted? (esp bc we know William was at least vaguely aware of who Lawrence was pre-trap bc of their connections to John)

dfhskj thank u!!! finally getting 2 this

okay fr the selfship part: mentioned it a little bit when replying 2 the other ask u sent, but it’s a worry stone made out of rhodonite (which looks a lil like this), bc he knows how interested I am in gems + rocks n stuff like that but also bc he wanted me to have smth to fidget with in case I forgot my lil lanyard of rolling beads when we went somewhere! it’s smth I just run my thumb along bc it’s smooth n soft n fits perfectly in the palm of my hand. a lot of times if I’m in an uncomfortable situation I can’t get out of, having that w me helps a lot bc it’s grounding n it reminds me of him 💞💞

fr the character analysis part: KJSKFS YEAH I love getting 2 talk abt that bc I actually think abt it quite a bit. as u said, William and Lawrence have always been vaguely aware of each other on account of being connected thru their interactions w John, the doctor who he felt wasn’t kind/sympathetic enough n the insurance agent who denied his (EXTREMELY experimental, mind u) foreign treatment request. I’m not sure that they ever interacted face-to-face PRIOR to John’s death, but after William survives his test it’s just kinda like... who else does he have 2 talk to that might be able to understand even the tiniest bit what he went thru? he loves Pamela to pieces, of course he does, she’s his only family - but she didn’t see what he’d had to do, doesn’t rly KNOW like Lawrence would.

but I still think he’d absolutely be Cautious, bc even w the desire to be understood n maybe even have someone he could confide in, William knows now that Lawrence has been helping John for quite some time - as we see in 3D and as u said, Lawrence is the one handling new disciples, something that only John ever did; Amanda didn’t have her own apprentices, n Hoffman sure as hell didn’t either. that, n William doesn’t know how much involvement, if any, Lawrence had w his own test - that’s smth that wld haunt him a lil, I think. it’s hard to be comfortable around a person who is not only directly involved w the person who felt it necessary to put u in a trap, but who Also may have been the one to put fucking explosive bracelets/anklets n tattoos on u + SEWN A KEY inside of u, which is INCREDIBLY violating of his bodily autonomy. that could warrant a whole discussion of its own tbh.

but. Lawrence is the closest John ever got 2 having a TRUE successor (which I have conflicting feelings on; my reading of Lawrence in SAW 2004 was not someone who wld have joined up w someone who caused him so much pain, but fr the sake of exploring this, I think tht after going thru something as horribly traumatizing and irreversibly changing as he did, he sought that life of control n routine that he felt he had prior to his game, and well, John could certainly provide that,,,) n William would likely know this. Amanda’s dead, Logan is off doing who knows what n living his life, Hoffman is only doing it out of a weird sense of obligation?, and Jill isn’t rly a disciple, just some1 who’s been dragged into it too. (I think William n Jill actually would’ve gotten along tbh,, it’s a different thing entirely whether William would WANT to interact w her.)

I think Lawrence wld want to be able to reassure William that he had no hand in what happened to him (I don’t even know if Lawrence is the one who fitted the bracelets/did the key?), but he like. wouldn’t even know where 2 begin bc how can he explain that in a way that William could ever rely on? how could he ever convince William that he truly wasn’t responsible when all the other man wld have 2 do is look at all of th ppl he assisted John in securing/operating on? Hoffman was the one who put William in his trap, but Lawrence doesn’t know he’ll ever b able 2 prove that in a way William can believe. n I don’t think he’d expect William to believe him, not at all, but I think Lawrence at that point truly doesn’t have anyone - he and Alison are divorced and she has Diana, Adam isn’t around obviously, John + Amanda are gone, Hoffman doesn’t know he exists, so who does he have? I think he longs fr that sort of connection, even if it Is forged thru smth as terrible as what they were both individually put thru by John - they have tht common ground of being involved in his diagnosis + the way he responded to them (petty fucking grievances... kramer I will literally knock yr teeth in u fucker) n being ppl he considered partially responsible fr his downfall in a way (Lawrence wasn’t “kind enough,” William said no to a highly expensive and experimental international treatment that they weren’t even sure wld WORK). and like, not necessarily 2 the same extent, but they were both physically altered by what they went thru. Lawrence is missing his foot. William has scars + tattoos that he could get covered up, sure, but the experience isn’t going away. the scar on his side where the key was hidden is never going away. Lawrence’s prosthetic is functioning but the fact that he cut his fucking foot off isn’t going away. n that’s not even TOUCHING the lasting mental effects.

so I think William wld be feeling rly lost. he just doesn’t know what to do. he doesn’t know if he can even go back to the life he led b4 (if he does, it’s not for a very long time) n he has a hard time looking Pamela in the eye bc he feels personally responsible fr her having been there too + bc of what he’d been made to do to so many ppl. he feels alone, much more than he ever has before, n that’s saying smth bc his personal life was already extremely solitary bc he felt it was safer for him + his career. no one could possibly understand what he went thru, bc nobody saw it. nobody saw the way he tried so hard to keep every1 alive, the way he tried to help the people he worked with + CARED FOR even if he had 2 put himself thru pain to do it (holding onto those pulleys until his shoulders were almost DISLOCATED fr Addy n Allen, burning himself w the steam so Debbie could get thru the maze, the entirety of the shotgun carousel). Tara + Brent didn’t see him sacrifice himself fr his coworkers, n neither did Pamela. nobody knows. William wants some1 to connect with, n that just doesn’t seem like a possibility given that what he went thru in there is knowledge that only he himself + Hoffman carry.

but Lawrence knows. he understands n he's the one 2 kinda make that offer, to just be like “u don’t have 2 trust me right now, or even ever, but I understand n if u want some1 2 talk to, I’m here.” bc what does he have to lose? Adam is gone. Alison n Diana are gone. he’s by himself. and so is William, though he has Pamela. they’re both men who went thru smth unspeakably terrible bc a dying man wanted 2 play god n they came out of it much worse off than they ever were b4 John “helped” them. n William is just like. how much worse could it get? after Jigsaw, what could possibly be worse than what he’s already gone thru? so he’s just kind of like, “okay, we can work this out, I can’t say I trust u right now but maybe I can in the future. we can do this together. we can help each other.” n that’s how they end up meeting for coffee or breakfast/lunch/dinner every so often (coffee meets are at least weekly), n it’s just kind of like. the reassurance that some1 has seen the very worst parts of u and are still around. the relief of knowing someone sees u and knows how hard yr fighting to rebuild a life that’s been shattered into a million tiny pieces. n they’re struggling against that current together, and maybe it starts in a place of “I have no one else so I might as well chill w u,” but eventually William and Lawrence kind of fall into this uneasy friendship. they’re there for each other. William calls Lawrence when he has a nightmare that keeps him up fr hours after, shaking n w his heart beating out of his chest bc he doesn’t want to remember. Lawrence spends th night at William’s place every now n then bc he can’t be alone w his thoughts n the phantom pain in his leg just won’t quiet. they meet for coffee. they have breakfast sometimes. Lawrence has clothes n a toothbrush at William’s and vice versa. they’re in this together.

n maybe that escalates into more (which I believe wld only happen after they get 2 a point where they’ve discussed, at length, John’s legacy n who exactly would be continuing it + if anyone WLD be, n after Hoffman is “disposed of” in a sense), but even if not, they both know they Have Someone who looks at them n doesn’t see them as a monster, not the horrible person John thought he needed to “fix.” they both carry scars, both physically n mentally, frm what they went thru. they’re both struggling to get their bearings + Lawrence is still coping w what he’ll need to do after John’s (and eventually, Jill’s) passing. it won’t be easy, but they’re not walking alone. they’re wading thru the mud together, hand in hand, and fr William n Lawrence, that is enough.

#yes I also hc William as trans!!! not rly mentioned directly but putting that here #thank u thank u!! LOVE getting 2 talk abt stuff like this #saw #william #lawrence #I had. way more thoughts on this than I thought I did oops #long post #asks

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spirit-shroud · 3 years

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what are some roles that have been largely changed for cityrune? since you said queen was an influencer now :]

hi ty for asking me im vibrating. havent gotten to talk about this au now for three years and now that chapter 2 is like real and this time i can like........draw occasionally and i have more understanding of nuance...... [grips table] [screams]

this isnt quite what you asked but heres what's everyone from chapter 1 has been Up To with a little bit of context (and under a read more bc it got LENGTHY):

kris - professional stay at home teen (they live w/ asgore n help run the flower shop sometimes. this decision was entirely bc i dont like toriel). was wrongly diagnosed w Sudden Soul Rejection when they were incredibly young and given an experimental transplanted soul as a replacement. it works for them fine, give or take having to see gaster once a month for checkups. but sometimes the soul makes them skittish n decides they're going to sit in front of the pc and play 30 consecutive hours of a certain simulation game and not even let them drown people in the pool. if it were entirely up to them, they'd be like. passing out on the sofa to documentaries about bigfoot. or practicing cool knife tricks to impress their friends at their next tabletop meetup

- EDITED IN: the soul is kind of their friend. they are wearing a hypothetical get along shirt. most of the time, they agree on actions and things to do. tends to refer to themself + their soul as we/us which originally was just something they did in their head but they kept slipping in speech/text n just became a Thing of how they talk. switches to 'I/Me' whenever smth is wrong.

- also edited in: they believe the soul they have is their original soul bc nobody has told them otherwise. whenever theyre like 'oh yeah we think about our soul n view it as a separate entity to us like. all the time. it likes to hurt if we make too many choices it doesn't seem to like and kind of forces us to be a toned down version of what we want to be but thats just how souls are haha' and everyone is like.... 'Hey Kris That's Really Not How It Is.' theyre like. 'huh. gonna ignore that for now' - this was going to be a plot point

toriel - head of H0MEWOR1D (H01)'s department of education; kind of lost her roots as a simple math teacher as she was pushed into a lot of power she didn't even really seek out. divorced asgore over some miscommunications in their relationship; also loosely as a result of grief from asriel's death

asgore - the same. runs a lil flower/gift shop. people come in more to talk with him than to buy flowers most of the time, though

asriel Flowey - he's back in flower form, thanks to the government an accident. causes a lot of technology glitches wherever he goes, and wants revenge. isn't sure how to go about it. asriel "died" around 8 years before the story takes place and kris still misses him and refuses to even THINK about even the IDEA of calling someone their sibling after what happened, just in case it somehow happens a second time

susie - more of the same really. she spends most of her time either at grillby's (she's sort of become his assistant n helps with opening/closing. it just happened) or getting into low-stakes trouble w/ kris

noelle - she's in the city's equivalent of college and shes so tired. shes So Abysmally Tired n got kinda pushed 2 follow in her mom's footsteps. she's rarely around anymore except through text or on monsters & mages (dnd) night. (however.........she will come back w/ a long break n hang out w everyone again)

berdly - tbh i didnt even consider berdly when i made the au initially. idk what he's doing. probably in a similar situation to noelle??? canonically got kicked out of the M&M group due to clashes w/ other players but lurks in their group chat to posts memes sometimes

didnt rly think of any other of kris' classmates (+ their families) after ch1 and probably will continue to not, until chs 3-5 come out and i gotta whip up roles and histories for like. a lotta guys all of a sudden. i also forgot about noelle's parents

sans - runs a convenience store that everyone kind of thinks is a front, but also it has really cheap snacks and the local teens make a point of stopping there after school. so essentially, more of the same papyrus - similar to ut. is a very polite and sweet boy but you'll know when he's coming

grillby - he's back. he runs a bar like back in ut but the cozy vibes and weird-for-a-bar hours keep attracting kids who need parents, so half of his menu is comprised of overly sweet mocktails. usually only frequented by monsters

QC - same as usual. has a "rivalry" with grillbz but, theyre besties and have a book club

mettaton - he's real and he's back. he's similar to how he is back in ut w/ his EX body. likes to hang out at grillby's and talk to unsuspecting fans. has a show for everything

napstablook - similar to how they are in ut. helps mtt with making music sometimes. doesn't leave the house too often, but spends a lot of time posting on undernet

undyne - unfortunately. more of the same. she is a cop in the monster district. i am also upset by this but couldn't think of anything better for her

alphys - a doctor studying under dr. gaster in the hopes she'll one day take over his research. she spends most of her time as a nurse with a bigger title, though, and blocks out the weirdness of her job with anime.

gaster - weird guy. H01's top soul researcher and resident House wannabe. trying to manufacture the ultimate soul that can be controlled with simple internal switches, but so far he's only had 1 (very limited) success with a certain human. monsters just melt, and darkners just sorta......get weird... he's onto Something, though.

ralsei - lonely boy with some very strange hobbies. popular on UnderNet for poetry, baking videos, and general cryptid vibe. is the DM for the monsters & mages group (also seems to think everything is actually very fine in H01 when it is very much not)

lancer - about the same. professional Round Boy. lives w/ rouxls full time. follows susie around like a lost puppy and calls himself her "underling."

rouxls - runs a hotel/casino kind of deal where the objective Bad Guys hang out, and usually ends up doing any of the spade king's paperwork.

spade king - mafia godfather. kind of a dick. don't play cards with him

seam - works with the spade king as his right hand cat more or less because they have for a lot of years and are in that 'sunk cost fallacy' zone. thinks of retiring to a quiet life in the monster section of town like, daily

jevil - used to work with the spade king, but got imprisoned for Crimes. got weird after The Accident (separate from asriel's accident)

temmies (all) - dont really get mentioned except offhandedly but they run the monster space station. so far, are the only monsters who have ever been to space.

as far as chapter 2 goes:

yeah i dont have much so far for characters. in the original version of the au i accidentally made darkners as a whole just kinda..... not great? like all sorts of weird organized crime ties n sort of going out of their way to be A Problem to the city (not even in like. a revolution way. in a working against them but with the same goals kinda way). with the whole context it worked At The Time, bc i just had the spade king to look to as a villain, and also in this au the darkners are just trying to survive a world that ultimately was not built for them (that humans think they own, and monsters sort of... seeing this and wondering what it'll mean for them whichever one wins), but w/ new info abt how the dark world works n more guys to work with i want to kind of. edit the vibe a bit. like yea darkners will ultimately do whatever it takes to take over H01, but maybe in a better way than like. idk. all this. it doesnt have to be peaceful or anything it just has to be more adaptable as we meet more kinds of darkners

however yeah i thought up 'queen as some sort of childless mommy blogger/influencer' and that completely revived all memory i had of this au. she should be on mtt's talkshow. also she sells collectible wine glasses w/ her likeness

spamton is another one of gaster's failed soul experiments, but he hasn't melted yet, and seems............fine? sort of. so he hasn't gotten decommissioned yet. he does want to give you malware tho. hot monster singles in your area n all that

im blanking on the rest of the guys but i hope any of this was comprehensible

#kc takes questions #cityrune au #idk if tumblr still autotags things but if it does i am SORRY

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pocmuzings · 3 years

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um... kassie for the ship headcanon meme hehe

this is my wife btw . . . doing this to me . . ok . . hot . . will do . u know i’d do anything for u . .

1. Who makes the first move and how? i honestly think it was pretty even steven here ? they both bickered a lot at their photo shoot , working together . i feel like cassie was SO frustrated with him and his easy charm / cockiness that she probably kissed him first just to shut him up

2. Who is the most insecure and what makes them feel better? cassie has always had severe insecurities and issues there . i think just being in the same space as kyle always soothes her ? like he’ll make a dumb joke , or say smth dumb n sarcastic or poke fun at her lightly at it’ll kinda help her get out of her head ? she also loves taking baths , or just lying in bed together .

3. Who is the most romantic? i feel like it’s cassie with the smaller things . she remembers the birthdays and she’ll see a cologne she think would be nice on kyle . but kylie is romantic in a lot of different ways , too . he’ll do things like clean the dishes or cook dinner if cassie seems particularly stressed . he’ll help organise her calendar . he’ll be more practical with how he helps her out at times ?

4. Who can’t keep their hands to themselves? both of them dfjkfjn but probably mainly cassie . she sees kyle anywhere and shes like PURR

5. Who says ‘I love you’ first? absolutely cassie and then she probably sprinted away in pure fear bc shes like ‘why did u say that why why why ‘

6. Who would they ask if they ever had a threesome? tyler ? max ? those would be cassies pick . honestly it wouldn’t surprise me if kyle has Asked the q so they’d probably just get some random hot model they work together with some time

7. What do they get up to on a night out? a LOT of shots and a LOT of dancing and it gets very messy bc they’ll be in vip areas and having bottle service . it’ll end with a quickie in the bathroom , or her lipstick all over kyle’s neck and mouth and them probably getting kicked out for being too rowdy

8. What do they like in bed? they’re both pretty experimental ? cassie likes tying kyle up every now and then and like . . kinda being in control there when she can ? but she’s a definite switch and likes when he ties her up , or they’re in a kitchen with food getting messy . cassie likes when shes doing something and kyle just spins her from behind , or he’ll be the one to grab her and just be insatiable about her . she likes spontaneous sex and she’ll never say no to a quickie . both of them are Experienced players in the sex game so they’ve probably both tried everything once , and probably leave a lot of bruises on each other and hickies .

9. What is the most embarrassing thing they have done in front of each other? honestly at any shoot if like . . cassie’s outfit has fallen apart in front of kyle , or she feels like the shoot isn’t going well and he’s there ? she gets mortified . also the first time she said ‘ i love you ‘ was pretty embarrassing to her bc kyle was probably 1000% taken aback . kyle doesn’t really get embarrassed ?!?!? like he just is like . .yeah i did that . anyways fjnfdjk

10. What two songs, two books and two luxury items do they take to a desert island? IM SKIPPING THIS Q ITS TOO HARD

11. What do they hide from one another? kyle definitely hides the amount of girls he’s slept with in their industry ? bc its a lot i feel ? and he knows cassie gets jealous and mad insecure . so he probably tries not to bring that up really often but cassie usually KNOWS ANYWAYS . cassie mainly hides like if shes had a bad day or isnt doing too hot , bc she hates inconveniencing kyle but then that starts a fight bc hes like ?? just tell me ? ?

12. What first changes when it starts getting serious? less work trips . less spending time apart . less kissing other people / sleeping with other people ( actually . .NO kissing other ppl and sleeping with other ppl ) . they’re both NOT monogamists at all so its a struggle but thats the sign that they wanna make things serious ? that they’re commiting to each other ?

13. When do they realise they should get together? HONESTLY I DON’T KNOW ? i think its when cassie was with gale and then . . kyle came back and things got really messy and cassie and gale broke up . kyle and cassie tried the whole friends thing but they both knew they were in love with each other ? like they’d never tried just being FRIENDS first so i think thats what really cemented it and their feelings and surety ?

14. When one has a cold, what does the other do? kyle probably laughs and calls her adorable and kisses her nose bc shes so whiny when shes sick . but he’ll bring her home 300 medicines and soups . cassie has to literally force him to take time off work and then she’ll take the day off to make sure he properly rests dkjfkjnfjk

15. When they watch a film what do they choose and why? they probably pick anything random bc honestly they get distracted and never finish it :-)

16. When the zombie apocalypse comes, how do they cope together? KYLE TO THE RESCUE ! i think cassie would make a great scavenger and find lil helpful things but kyle would be v stoic and protective and he’d be the Muscle of it all .

17. When they find a time machine, where do they go? absolutely back to high school them . they were so happy and stupid and soft back then . they were goofy and in love without even knowing it .

18. When they fight, how do they make up? sex . a lot of sex . yelling and then sex . sex and then yelling . it’s always a bit messy , but one of them will always finally give in and come back with their tail between their legs and apologise .

19. Where do they go on their first date? honestly they never really did dates but i feel one of their many dates is probably to paris , a fancy restaurant there where they’re known really well by all staff .

20. Where do they go on holiday? EVERYWHERE! they both travel a bunch so they’ll go to their favourite places . cassie wants to see kyle’s home but she knows kyle hates his dad so that may not happen fjkfnfj . milan . . greece ( if they really wanna a getaway ) . hawaii . any island or tropical place ! or france bc fashion !

21. Where do they get nervous about going with one another? cassie is always nervous about like paparazzi and stuff when they go out in red carpets and stuff bc they say a lot of dumb shit to rile them up ??? also cassie gets nervous before bringing kyle to her mums grave . i definitely know kyle would be nervous and not ok with cassie meeting his parents . .

22. Where does their first kiss happen? i think it happened on shoot ? they had to kiss for a shoot i think and it was Grating and Annoying and kyle was being so smug , and then they . . kissed more backstage sdjknfnkjfkjn

23. Where is their favourite place to be together? probably nice 5 star hotel rooms bc they can live their life and not worry too much abt clean up and stuff fkjnfnkfnf cliche but anywhere theyre together . . theyre happy . .

24. Where do they first have sex? probably in a limo , all rushed and heated , hand prints all over the leather , their bodies , and the windows.

25. Why do they fight? bc they’re both really stubborn and too similar . they fight bc one is jealous of the other . they fight bc of their body count . or bc of their coworkers or the types of shoots they do ( a la sexy ) . they fight when one is away too much . honestly its mainly cassie i think cassie gets riled up very easily . kyle gets mad when CASSIE is being unreasonable which is 3000% of the time . cassie is just always lowkey scared kyle will leave her again dkjfjk

26. Why do they need to have a serious chat? probably if kyle went home and then came back and was acting v distant or short with cassie ? then she’d be like ok we r talking . honestly . probably talk to each other about their dumb jealousy issues if it got too out of hand . i know kyle monitors cassie taking her meds so if she tried to go off them unsolicited he’d be like baby no .

27. Why do their friends get annoyed with them? bc they bicker and then fuck all the time JKFDJNFJKF

28. Why do they get jealous? bc they’ve both . . slept with everyone ! they’re both hoes !

29. Why do they fall a little bit more in love? bc they were horribly destined to be together and everytime they see each other they’re ALL the other one sees . they can’t keep their eyes ( or hands ) off each other . they fall more in love everytime they spend a second of time together and learn more of each other in any manner or form .

30. Why does it work (or not work) between them? it doesn’t work . . it CAN’T work . but somehow it does . from all their jealousies and insecurities . from all the kinda - cheating , and the fighting , and the leaving each other , and the other issues . . from EVERYTHING . . they’re just too epic to not have worked , u know ? they are soul mates in a way . they always always found their way back to each other . they’re inseparable . they will never stop loving each other , no matter what . good , bad , ugly , beautiful .

#ship: kassie #ARE U HAPPY PS I LOVE U SO MUCH HOLD MY HAND RIGHT NOW!#frgilebones

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Oof my teen self would've loved if it happened so could you write smth for Brian taking a lil girl's virginity? (I love your writing btw 💕)

brian would be a bit older than you; you met him at university one day when you were looking particularly distraught studying for a math exam

and usually brian would have been too shy to go up to such a beautiful girl, but it was exactly that reason why he decided to ask if you needed help

because he thought you were the most beautiful girl he had ever seen, and even when you were frustrated you were adorable to him

he walked up to you, his hand clasped on the back of his neck, his own math textbook held in his other arm

“hi—you look like you’re having a hard time and.. if you needed help, i could— help you.” he was visibly nervous, you could tell because he was looking down at his shoes

when you looked up at him you felt a blush creep over your cheeks— he was the most attractive boy you had ever seen; his hair was perfectly messy and his lips were plump

his face was just so pretty and delicate yet impossibly sharp and masculine

you nodded, moving your books aside to make room for the tall boy

“yeah--that would be great. i really don’t get this chapter at all.” you ran a hand through your hair and brian sat down next to you

and he didn’t leave until you understood the lesson, which took a couple of hours, but brian was more than happy to help

you and him had mindless conversation for those few hours, alternating between flirting and small talk, just getting to know each other

and that’s really when the tension between you two began

you and him studied together all the time at his flat or yours

you went to dinner together when you got tired and hungry from studying so much

and one night you’re at a chinese restaurant in the corner while it’s pouring rain outside and brian says

“can i call this a date?” he asked rubbing his thumb over your knuckles

your hair was wet and frizzy and you knew you looked like a mess but brian didn’t think so; he just wanted you to be his

you swallowed your food and nodded quickly, squeezing his hand. “only if you’re my boyfriend.”

and he’s the best boyfriend in the world

buying you flowers “just because”

and playing songs for you on his guitar

holding your umbrella for you and being so supportive

and being the best kisser is a bonus

one night, a few months after you started dating you’re on his bed, straddling his hips as you kiss him hungrily; your hand is running down his chest, popping open the buttons of his shirt as your other hand is rubbing the nape of his neck

brian is whimpering into your mouth as you grind a bit on him, not even really realizing you’re doing it

he wraps his arms around your waist and sucks your bottom lip into his mouth gently, before slipping his tongue into your mouth, moaning into the kiss

you feel a bit dizzy by it all; it feels so good to have brian’s hands on you and his mouth on yours that you start to grind on him harder and your fingers begin to unbutton his pants quickly as his lips attach to your neck, sucking dark hickies over the skin

he pulls away for a second; his shirt is fully unbuttoned, hanging off his shoulders, his pants unbuttoned and unzipped too

his neck and chest is flushed a deep red like his cheeks and his honey colored eyes are blown wide by arousal

“are you sure--we don’t have to. don’t wanna push you.” he assures you, rubbing circles over your thighs

you nod, experimentally running your palm over his cock, watching how his eyes flutter closed, his mouth falling open

“i need you, brian.” you bite your lip, a little nervous as he pulls you in for another kiss, his fingers pulling at the hem of your shirt

you pull away, bracing your hands on his chest. “but--i’ve never.. you know.”

he raises his eyebrows, feeling a bit nervous but mostly very happy that you’re trusting him so much

“oh--okay. i’ll be gentle, sweetheart.” he smiles and quickly flips you over, so he’s hovering on top of you, in just his boxers

he kisses the side of your neck sweetly, his eyes looking up at you for permission, his hand hovering over your clothed center

you nod quickly as his tongue swipes over the sensitive skin of your neck, his thumb rubbing over your soaked panties

you whimper, and brian feels blood rush to his cock; he’s so turned on by you and he wants you so bad

“that feel good, baby?” he asks, resting his forehead against yours as he presses his thumb harder over your clit.

he quickly pulls your panties down and throws them off the bed, kissing you deeply while he strokes your hair, his middle finger spreading your wetness around your entrance

his touches are so soft and gentle but he knows exactly where to touch and kiss and you’re dizzy by how good it feels

“yeah?” he coaxes as your eyes flutter shut, his fingers working you open for him

he sucks your wetness from his finger and you smile sheepishly at him

“can i use my fingers on you first? to get you ready?” he asks, caressing your hair gently, his thumb still rubbing your clit in gentle circles

you whine in response but choke out a small yes, please

he slowly pushes his middle finger inside of you, curling it deep inside, making you writhe on the bed at the new sensation

“can you take another one? being such a good girl for me.” he praises, rubbing harder on your clit

you grab onto his wrist as he enters his ring finger inside, pumping them slowly, the rough pads of his digits rubbing deep inside of you

you moan quietly, embarrassed by your sounds, but you also know roger is home

“brian--i’m so close.” you lift your hips and sigh as he pushes them back down on the bed, his fingers moving quicker and quicker, his other arm slung over your hips, pushing them down as those fingers rub at your clit faster

“such a pretty girl, cum for me. wanna see you cum,” he coos, his forehead against yours; your hands are playing with his hair, your moans growing louder as he pushes you over the edge

you clench around his fingers and cum, your hips moving to meet the movements of his fingers

“brian--” you gasp, kissing him briefly. “please, i want more...”

he nods and pulls his fingers out; you whine from feeling so empty

you’re so sensitive from your orgasm but you quickly pull brian’s boxers down, watching his cock spring out

it’s hard and leaking and an angry red, but brian doesn’t want to push you or make you do anything you don’t want to

“can i touch you?” you ask quietly, looking up into his eyes

he whines and nods quickly. “please--”

you quickly pump his cock in your hand, your other hand stroking his hair

you feel his cock pulsing in your hand and you’re a bit nervous because he’s very well-endowed

“fuck--just like that, feels so good.” his eyes close and his lips part; he falls forward so he’s resting on his forearms, which are resting on either side of your head

you kiss him eagerly, feeling some of his pre-cum leak onto your stomach and you’re a little flustered that you made him this hard

“do you have a condom, bri?” you ask softly, but he’s hazy, lost in you, thrusting into your hand lazily

“earth to brian?” you stroke his cheek with your thumb and he whimpers as your hand rubs over his tip

“oh--sorry. yeah-yeah in the bedside table. don’t get to use them often, so they might be expired.” he gasps out

you nod and lean over to get one; brian moves so he’s laying on the bed, his arms folded behind his head as he waits, not wanting to urge you to go faster, even though he wants you so bad

you finally find one and your hands are shaky as you carefully tear it open after seeing it isn’t expired yet, thank god

“want me to put it on, bub?” he asks, moving his arm to open his hand

“no--i wanna do it. you sure this condom is big enough?”

brian rolls his eyes playfully and you slap his arm in the same manner

“i don’t want it to break.”

“it won’t break, it’s okay. if you don’t want to do this, we don’t have to.” he runs his thumb over your collarbone

but you’re hovering over him, sliding the condom down his shaft

“see? perfect fit.” he jokes, laying you down on the bed, finally pulling your shirt over your head, his lips leaving tender kisses over the swell of your breasts, his tongue rolling over your nipples before he sucks on them briefly, looking up at you through his lashes

“look at you,” he coos. “perfect.”

he lines his cock up to your entrance and looks to you for approval

“yes, please, just be slow.”

his tip pushes inside of you and tears start to prick your eyes as a gasp leaves brian’s scratchy throat

“you’re doing so well, angel. tell me if it’s too much, baby.”

he pushes in more and more, and you grasp onto his shoulders but you want him so bad you’ll take the pain

soon, he’s sheathed inside of you completely, and it stings, making your nails scratch down his back

“doing so good. tell me when i can move.” he adjusts his position just slightly, and you feel a tiny surge of pleasure shoot down your spine

“move, brian. i trust you.”

that makes him twitch inside of you and he starts to thrust slowly, watching his cock stretch you out

“fuck--god you’re so tight.”

his words add to the pleasure that’s slowly building in the pit of your stomach; you love seeing brian so desperate, so pretty as he’s about to cum

“faster, fuck.. go faster.” you pull on his hair and kiss him, moaning into his mouth as he starts to make love to you, his fingers moving down to rub your clit

“you feel--so good--doing so good for me.” he whimpers, his eyes rolling back as you arch your back, moaning for him

you wrap your legs around his waist and he starts to thrust faster, breathy moans leaving his parted, kissed lips as he feels you clench around him

“i’m gonna cum--fuck, you’re so perfect for me-” he gasps and thrusts harder, his thumb rubbing harder circles on your clit and you feel your second orgasm coming on

and you both cum at the same time, gasping into each other’s mouths, hands everywhere

brian pulls out a couple minutes later, a lazy smile on his face

he takes the condom off and throws it away, telling you how he hopes he was a good first time

“well i have nothing to compare it to, but you did make me cum twice--always an overachiever,” you kiss his cheek and he smiles, pulling his boxers back on, ready to sleep with you right by his side

#brian may smut #brian may x reader #blurb #:(

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Hey. Sorry about this weird ask but I just want your opinion on something. I'm not sure about my sexuality. I've always thought I was straight and liked men but while I do find them sexually attractive I find myself attracted but not sexually to women as well. I'm not interested in a relationship or sex with people. I don't know if there is a definition and I'm sorry about this random ask.

hello anon, no need to apologize! a quick disclaimer before i dive into this: i am a mere ace lesbian w very limited knowledge on the complexities of sexuality and all that fun stuff. i’ll do my best to help you from my own personal experience, but talking abt it w multiple ppl coming from different backgrounds/perspectives may help

while i am hesitant to tell you how to label your sexuality, bc that is always a v personal thing, i will say that finding a label for yourself inherently requires some delineations between types of attraction, so that’s a good place to start (ofc not actively pursuing a label is always an option too, but your message seems to imply that you want to pursue one)

to be more specific, it sounds like it would help for you to consider the ace spectrum, which can be pretty tricky bc of the distinction between Sexual and Nonsexual attraction. in general, sexual attraction is defined as wanting to have sexual contact with someone. on the other hand, nonsexual attraction could include finding someone physically attractive but not wanting to have sex with them, wanting to be in a romantic relationship w someone, etc. since you said you find men sexually attractive but you also aren’t interested in sex with people, i’d encourage you to try and figure out whether your attraction to men is sexual or nonsexual

(note: “figuring smth out” can consist of personal introspection, active experimentation, or anything in between, and can take a few minutes to several years! just go at your own pace)

(another note on navigating the ace spectrum, if you choose to do so: i have personally found that, on my own sexuality adventures, the terminology used in the ace spectrum can be a lil confusing. don’t forget that you can be asexual while also not minding sex, or even enjoying sex! also don’t forget that the ace spectrum is a spectrum, which means you may feel sexual attraction to only a few ppl or under specific circumstances and still fall under the ace umbrella)

also, on the compulsory heterosexuality front, it’s important to keep your mind open to not being attracted to men. that sounds like a given, but it def took me a long time to Properly get used to the fact that i didn’t have to like the idea of marrying a man, and that i was allowed to imagine myself dating a woman. a lot of ppl will say “i can’t see myself marrying a woman” which i think should be taken w a grain of salt, bc your mind often needs a while to shake the habit of expecting a future exclusively w a man

also, attraction to different genders may not necessarily feel the same. i obviously can’t speak to this, but that might be a barrier to some ppl who are considering bi/pan labels

okay i think i’m done. this may have made you more confused, and if so i really apologize dkfjskdf but sexuality is confusing! and it will be a lot less stressful of a process if you just accept that it is confusing lmao. and take your time! sometimes you might just want to stop thinking abt it and go w the flow, which is also totally acceptable. good luck!!

#not to be a fandom hoe but i think the thing maca said in the cultura colectiva interview is actually so relevant and important:#'sexuality can be confusing or no! it's up to you'#anyway i hope this helped lmao i'm so sorry anon #ask #answered #sexuality adventures #personal #Anonymous

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[C-1 / M-18] Text One

i tried to write a short bio about myself and my music project

but

Bio

Kharkiv

too yolo for being a DJ

ambient, noise

Weaponized naivness, helpless attack

Kanye West, PJ Harvey

Bee Pole EP

Pure EP

Love LP

NII, Powerhouse, Plivka, Zhyvot

A/V

CHSZM - experimental electronic project of Aleksei Podat, based in Kharkiv, Ukraine. Started producing music at the age of 13 after being an EDM DJ at St. Petersburg pirate radiostation for 2 years.

Now he creates melodic noise which he describes as sound of “pure naviete weaponized by haunting helplessness of logic&QUITE-EMOTIONAL-APPROACH-TO-ANYTHING&O - V - E -R -R RE-ACTING"T[M]. His greatest influences were Kanye West and PJ Harvey, as for now among them appeared some Kyiv(NO)-meta-based artists like (Ivan Skoryna) - is - (actual artist name) John Object, and Moscow (Still-NO;still-meta) based media-artists AWN-naw

(wowww, an artist doesn’t have a PAGE, HOW’S THAT, MR. Цукерберг, Марк, Mr TAG EVERYONE ON EVERY BIT OF YOUR tinyDaATa ttmmm] soundcloud.com/awn_naw

so: and Zurkas Tepla

[the..articles are so difficult, I know how journalists may feel, sometimes, about posting a klikByte-headed material about poverty, war, or numerous G20 Ideologic rave party, I AM CHARLIE, CHARLIE SHEEN CAUGHT ROBBING WALLtm-MART NEAR THE FREEDOM ST., BUT luckily, the casser worker! had called the police last night, when they! heard some "sounds of (violent) noise.. haha great my friend got a vynil of this, which i have no possibility to actually hear, my sounds of noise are shaped by the bloodstream of mine and the clone of Mine[tm] who hopes, i hust buy it as fast as he could be tauht, at their trial lol trial, you have noone to feed, don’t you, family-less, dropped out of nowhere worker huhhh]

NEXT PARAGRAPH is/was/will be ABOUT - ( WHINNING ABIOUT UKRAINIAN BANK ACCOUNTS NOT ACCEPTING BANDCAMP TRANSACTIONS TRHOUIG PAY PAL DAM)….

I GOTTA MAKE THOSE FUCKING CASSETTES NOBODY REALLY NEADS, EXCEPT ONE ( you are dramqueened, lolll) Ph.D of USA University, which i respect, for the interest in New East culture. [I’d like them to show me. where’s the new east, so i could finally show em the old one]

Me Respect Professos, what’s wrong with that huh?)))), I am studying at Karazin University, I AM studying political sciences, without a bit of post-truth politics, just post-truth patriot-oriented education, it’s quite depressing. (UBA - shorter, smarter look, more modern than the actual modern term Ukrainian Bank Accounts, and it sounds like UBER, like not the taxi service, which robs every piece of his stuff, including the clever-auto-routed-cars. of course. If they are clever, they are good enough to be credited as stuff, AND BE TAKEN SERIOUS SUPPOSEDLY I GUESS MAYBE i don’t kno, tho, lo ve16/03/18 first LP has been self-released you kno, i gottaa promote it, and i do my best at it, since i left label with audience in Facebook of 3k people - next kp - k people, not k-pop,; Soundcloud like 7+kp (non k-pop also, they don’t even use it, u must be kidding, kidDO - kidDO - essential mobile app just for YOUR smartphone, to get you a proper kid. Look at you(r,) "kid” and look at “kidDO"TM!!! - exclamaiton marks are here to gain psychical pressure on our deer, hi that’s was bad jokey…like your kiddo, dear, dear, very dear, and precious customers, not to exclaim that we have registered this trademark with absolutely obvious "misunderstandings” with law, and fully understanding with the power….forces..FORCES OF POWER, OF

LOVE,

KNO, TO OUR CUSTOMERS…so, not to seem a little bit weird but I don’t feel lonely, I have a great support of my family and friends, I sometimes do just awful things to them, like…idk…being an artist with great not only the creative potential, but a POT(i’d smoke this sh1t on 3v3ryday bas1s in case I would have agreed on following the path of using potential #2, it’d be weird if i liked a chance to be a person like in example NUMBER TWO, u kno, TWO, 2, LOSER, FUCKING LOOSER,) ential of sitting my ass out near shitty PC on windows XP (Mhhmhmm, safety, in Ukrainian IT companies… is quite interesting quiestion, wee(d) n(w)eed to look at it from different perspectives, different angles…) (actually i do the same at my dorm, or at mama-house(TM haha, no, sry, i’m not THAT misogynistic human being, to EVEN Imagine™ my mother, as a woman, first of all (fck offff my “i-understood-Freud-wrong-but-1-read-it-ironically-so-fuckk-you”-mates, I understand these great postmod(ern)(ehhh)(snobbyy)(but i like it) possibilities that came out as a pale garbage, like from the corpse, the corpse of a most pale kidDO (of course if our company be mistakeyy just a lil bit, like “oops”), as soon as you got a thought in you head like “Oh, over-using (that small dash as a reminder - if you misread oversueing somehow, goto "mylawyer” and think a bit once, than a little bit more, and than turn your MINDPOWER [LP3, 2026 new demos never, I know, I’m a bit of paranoid about showing my stuff to anonymouses like ISIS or Presidents, like very very bad presidents, like, I even don’t kno who to mention, but you’ve got the point, they could rip off my MASTERPOWER [LP0 It was already released, and you are not talanted in googling enough to find it eat my t-shirts, to be more accurate, not shirts, i’m not that “kid” if he could be reffered like this too, since 29 years of struggle through average mid-class family “oopsey-woopseys”, Hey, CC [NoN-creative-commoned-Comedy-Central, so “™”], wanna see an episode dated 1999 where Bart SimpsonS, using his MINDPOWER, obviously"TM", becomes a high-school breakbit-techno-house-electro DJ BioSex [in reversed order, please, mix, but do not shake, please, to make a cocktail which our modern “underground electroni#css” music scene like really deserves

ADVERTPERVERT ROUBRIQUE [le]

Fill a collins glass with ice. Add tequila and midori, fill rest of glass with sour mix, and garnish with an orange slice and a cherry. Then drink it by yourself if you truly believe, that you are great at mixing 4/4 tracks, OH GOSH HOW MEAN I AM, I WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE MEAN TO A PERSON WHO JUST MAKES A LIVING ON DOING EVERYTHING HE WANTS, LIKE VINYLL FLIP-FLOPS, AND CD’S CHANGINGGGG [REALLY HOT DOWN HERE, YOU NOW, HEATING IS GOING LIKE SHUSH, ITS JUST SO HOT UNDER THE DJ TABLE FUCK IT, IKEA, YOU GOTTA DO SMTH WITH IT]..sorry,..fck, almost forgot about this phoney thingy [IKEAtm - more than trade, more than marks, IKEA rules, here are scandinavian workers tired sparks (around head) (from amusement, how GOOD, it TASTES, to eat CHICKEN, at the TABLE, you know you PRODUCED, but you DON’T CARE [mArXXXattention - marxists fukof, i know i’m using some kind of “not really accurate” info!! about your DAD’S BOOK, i’m sorry, I never gonna touch it again, I promise, peace] [Fuck xxxtentaciwho, i don’t stand public image of a talented musician to be spoiled with so fucked up facts, like beating someone for a long time, or having sex with a person against their will, and that’s not a joke. Pretty sad that talented freshmen will never be a talented human being for me, but he still is for someone, and those are might be fucked up as hell also, not as much as a person, who fucks another with a fork, or other objects [even if he does it in postmod, that’s cruel to kids, think about what happend to WW2 kids, and X it on the quantity of eyes that never seen the damn piece of war [lucky ones, would be like to feel a bit like that] [i’m lucky too, but not that much, you kno, “Sloviansk"TM, or how it frequently was trasliterated from "local-pronounciation” - Slavinsk [CC license] - [src: telegraph.co.uk/…/Donetsk-police-chief-forced-out-as-Ukrain…, BTW! using a chance of such a productivity FUCK Telegraph, and probably fUcK BBC News [can’t find a source, but i remember this LE GOOGLE-LESS JOURNALIST REPORTAGE for not having a MINDPOWER, and what’s more important, for them, as professionals, of “dividing"TM "bad people"TM and "good people"TM - a MASTERPOWER ability. Purchase Love LP. LP is for Pl which is for [sorry, my polish friends, and people who don’t understand slavic-english-writing-stYLO [stereotype], sorry, I’m very very sorry, that IT HAPPENED[TM], yeas, Pl - which is for Please! Sorry! I admit, I took you to the really dark place, but I Love you, and I really want you to survive. [really enjoying’ my time with those funny Latin letters, playing with them, omg, i don’t even kno what doessss the DAMN.[really liked it, but TPAB was way better, please take a note, Kendrick, i’m your fan for 3 yrs, my opinion weighs smth, huh? I don’t even have fans which are able to notice when i delete a bunch of my “First Relaeses” from bandcamp. That’s for good, actually, I’d like not to get any messages containg things like “Hei Aleksei! Your first release Ножові was great and thought-provoking, and your last LP called..let me think, Laugh? Life? Ah, I remembered it’s called] half of my words mean

And yeah

Love / OUT NOW

CHSZM - noise music project of Kharkiv based media-artist Aleksei Podat.

Hometown: Sloviansk

Birthdate: 25/08/1996

gosh, i got these voices sequenced to 4/4 again, moom. I need a PROFESSIONAL HERE

if you got some psychologist help to advice, i’d be shy, but greatful

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#black and white #long post #postmodern #new literature

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