#via winchester

[wormieapple]

please understand that i will never and can never condone John Winchester’s actions but some of y’all really don’t understand what “he did the best he could” means.

he neglected and at the very least emotionally abused his kids, and there’s a pretty good argument that he might’ve physically abused them as well. he isolated them, prevented them from forming any lasting relationships outside of immediate family, left them alone for days if not weeks on end with firearms and very little food. And that’s not even the half of it. and everything he did was a manifestation of grief and drive to protect his family. which does not in the slightest justify how he treated sam and dean, but it does lay out his morals and motives pretty clearly.

He loves his kids, he really does. and while struggling to deal with his own trauma he was doing everything he could in his mind to keep them safe. but that doesn’t make his best enough, not by a long shot. that doesn’t even make his best efforts good efforts. at the end of the day he abused his kids and royally fucked up their ability to cope with their own grief and trauma in ways that i cannot touch with a 10ft pole rn or i’ll be writing 57 essays right here and now.

and again i hate john just as much as the next person but he did not set out to abuse his kids. he didn’t have nefarious intentions when it came to how he raised his kids. he was a good person who turned into an abusive asshole due to grief, paranoia, and alcoholism. and it makes perfect sense that sam and dean still love him even if they recognize the damage he did to them. because they also know how hard their dad tried, and they’ve said as much several times. and i get it cause that’s how i grew up. my dad did everything he could despite his grief, despite his depression, despite working 14 hour days in poverty and homelessness, and he still neglected and emotionally abused me. not because he was a bad person, but because he had no tools to deal with everything he was going through. and his best wasn’t enough, his best failed me. and i still love my dad cause not every memory was bad, and he does truly love me and my siblings. And i’m lucky in a way that sam and dean never were because my dad recognized where he failed us, owned up to what he did and tries everyday to repair the damage he did.

I have closure, and that’s something sam and dean could never really have. but they do have the clusterfuck of emotions that is he tried his best and it wasn’t enough.

#one last one from the drafts #yall are seriously missing the reason y sam and dean’s relationship to their dad is so devastating by only saying fuck john winchester #and it shows #john wasn’t a monster he was a person and if u don’t recognize that via demonizing him u run a genuine risk of becoming the kind of person- #he was. because that’s exactly how john thought of his own father and how he treated the boys stems directly from that. #cw abuse #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #john winchesters a+ parenting #john winchester

[bonesbuckleup]

POV you're me and your friend just texted you "new supernatural drama dropped" so you jump back over to the tumblr.com tab and this is the first thing you see.

#supernatural #the winchesters #I don't watch this show but lmao #if they bust Castiel out of super hell I only want to find out about it via this meme format #no other option will work for me tbh

[via-l0ve]

You and sam get super close so one day dean gets home to you asleep laying in sam’s lap and cradling your head and SOBBING

Dean honestly thinks you’re dead at first but really Sam just doesn’t know what to do when there’s a woman in the family. So when you trusted him enough to fall asleep on his lap during your self titled “brother sister day” he just can’t compartmentalize it

toad you’re making me cry omg. i fucking love these boys

sam just shaking and silently crying and stroking your hair because he’s never felt such platonic love from a woman before and you dragged him out on a whole day dedicated to the two of you and at the end, when sam thought it was all over, your head falls onto his lap as the opening credits of Harry Potter roll on screen and, by the time harry gets to hogwarts, you’re dead asleep on his lap

and sammy, poor sammy, breaks down immediately.

dean comes home and is scared at first because why is sam crying and cradling his girlfriend??

but when he gets sam to explain through the voice cracks and broken sobs, he just smiles. he knows you’re the one.

#via talks🫶🏻 #dean winchester #dean winchester x reader #sam winchester

[mrcowboydeanwinchester]

you have to understand dean doesn't realise he's denying himself what he wants anymore like to him that's just how things Are. he can't have cas he can't stop hunting he can't get better he can't have time to himself it's not even a question, he doesn't even register them as wants because he just thinks he Can't Have Them and then what's the point of wanting them at all

#realising things via dean winchester...... #dean winchester #dean meta #ola.txt

[castielstwigandberries]

#i told you i am coping via memes #supernatural #spn #castiel #destiel #dean winchester #rogue translator

[ididit-allofit-foryou]

was talking to my roommate about how Utterly Deranged jackles is with his terminal dean girl-ism (re: him making the cast of the winchesters sing him happy birthday As Dean). and. they said. 'i want to go with his wife to a bar, get her a few drinks in, & ask her: honey, be honest. DOES he pretend to be dean in bed. DOES he make you wear a trench coat. you can tell me.'

#they also said how they dont know Much about 'kinning' but that jensen is DEEP in his dean-kinnie syndrome. #(i Am showing them SPN but we are only on season 2 so far. && they get a Majority of their info about this fandom against their will via me #) #jackles #jensen ackles #dean girl #dean winchester #spn #supernatural #rain rambles #destiel

[charlesemersonwinchesteriii]

Ah, Major Winchester, the party of one! Dinner is served.

#MASH #Maxwell Q Klinger #Charles Emerson Winchester III #MASH gif #MASH TV #THE THINGS YOU HAVE TO DO TO GET TWO DIFFERENT BITS OF SEQUENTIAL TEXT ON ONE GIF.... PHOTOPEA VIOLATING THE GENEVA CONVENTIONS AGAINST ME #I was so torn on the caption also. Could NOT decide between that and ''Sorry sir; no hemlock. But I can get you some ketchup.'' #but the opening line is sooooo fucking much.... the party of one.... the way Max always fucking Gets It #anyhow. Merry CharMax Eve! #who was it who did the excellent analysis of how the big serious A plot of Death Takes A Holiday actually sucked #come forward I need to reblog that post while I rewatch the ep but specifically only the CharMax storyline #because again: the A plot is nothing but nonsensical and frustrating #Starky's Original Posts #BTW SERVING DOS A COURT SUMMONS VIA OUIJA BOARD SO I CAN PROSECUTE HIS ASS FOR THE MICROEXPRESSIONS IN THAT LAST GIF!!!!!!! #DOS; world's greatest actor and horridest menace: and now Charles will aaaaalmost give in and smile #to express his genuine love and affection for someone. But not quite! hehehe ;P #me; crying: he can't keep getting away with it!!!!!! #charmax #HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO MY BELOVED K <3<3<3 let this gifset symbolize a passionate embrace of consummation betwixt us two #unless that was a weird and too much thing to say in which case [explodes]

[maybeimissu]

idc what anyone says A Single Man Tear is an amazing song

#i love shitty musicals #and communicating feelings via song #fan fiction is actually a great episode for me and me personally #spn 10x05 #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel

[softhazyalone]

There has never been and will never be again a man that has me kicking my feet, foaming at the mouth, delusional like Dean Winchester.

The self loathing, the repressed emotions, the caring older brother, grew up too fast, never had a chance, his best is never enough, devoted to a cause, standing for nothing dying for anything, yearning for something he will never let himself have, giving love in the small details, the weight of the world on his shoulders, unwavering dedication to a fatally flawed father, self-sacrifice to the point of self-destruction, bone-weary, never enough, too much, a broken promise to never be vulnerable again, “you can have mine”, he would do anything to save you but he cannot save himself, thinking he is a means to an end, hands reaching out to grab with closed fists, stubborn, flawed, righteous, devoted, re-born, self-made, risen, human…………

I could quite literally go on forever, I have clinical Dean Winchester brain rot and there is no cure.

#this man haunts my dreams #the definition of living rent free in my head #never has a man consumed so much of my brain #I’m eating sand with a gardening trowel #I have ansorbed Dean Winchester via osmosis #dean winchester #spn #supernatural #Dean Winchester is saved #destiel #Dean Winchester brain rot #dean studies #dean headcanons #deanwinchtser

[quietwingsinthesky]

most of those are jokes but not the one about dean going slowly insane in heaven as he realizes no one he’s talking to is real and his pseudo-son he once tried to lock in a box to keep everyone safe has now locked him in a slightly nicer box where he can talk to his Fake Mom and Fake Dad and Fake Brother all he wants, and jack even lets him think he’s escaped sometimes and made it to different universes just for fun. i want to say none of this is malicious on jack’s part, and i’m sure he believes that and that he’s being a good and kind god who doesn’t even let dean feel pain and erases his memories whenever he gets too stressed in his tiny heaven enclosure, but also. it’s a little cruel, pulling wings off of flies and all, but not evil, only the sudden overwhelming realization that he can control everything all the time in the hands of a three year old who learned all of his morality from the man he’s inadvertently torturing with paradise.

#that make sense? #jack is a benevolent god. but there is no such thing as a good god. no such thing as a creature with that much power who can be kind. #it isn’t so much ‘absolute power corrupts absolutely’ as ‘noninterference cannot co-exist with goodness. interference via omnipotence can’t #coexist with freedom.’ something like that? if that makes any sense. #he’s not corrupted. he’s exactly as he was. he just has control over everything now. including heaven. including dean. #he’s giving dean a nice afterlife :) dean is not allowed to leave or be unhappy. he’s just not. #jack kline #dean winchester

[bucktommysupremacy]

hey uh. what the fuck, tía????

#sorry sorry just gay coding eddie via antiques #911natural #eddie studies #dean winchester

[daughter-of-melpomene]

𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐋 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑, 𝐕𝐈𝐀 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑

❝ Via (full name Olivia, but no one but her mother had ever called her that) had gone the first eleven years of her life not knowing she had brothers. In fact, she really hadn’t been aware that she’d had any family besides her mother - for as long as she’d been alive, it had always just been the two of them, her mother’s parents dead long before she’d gotten pregnant with her daughter and no other relatives to speak of.

It wasn’t until Via was six years old, coming home from kindergarten in tears because a group of other girls had pushed her on the playground and made fun of her for not having a daddy, that she even realized that her mother hadn’t just created her all on her own. That day, Anne Cooper explained to her daughter why they didn’t share the same last name, telling Via that her father was a very nice man who had had to go away before she was born and that Anne had given her daughter her father’s last name as a way of keeping her connected to him.

Five years later, after Anne was dead from a car accident, that same “very nice man” had shown up at the temporary foster home where Via was staying introducing himself as John Winchester and saying that he’d come to take his daughter home. It was then that Via finally realized that she wasn’t the only child John had; she met her brother Dean, who was good to her if a little bit awkward and gruff, and she at least knew of Sam, the one who’d left for college, even if she didn’t know that much about him because John ignored her whenever she tried to ask questions.

But Via knew her father hadn’t exactly collected her from the foster home in an entirely legal manner (even at eleven, she was smart enough to know her social worker would probably have talked to her about going with her father first) and not too long after being taken, she understood why: her last name belonged to a family of hunters, those who travelled around the country fighting vampires and spirits and other things that went bump in the night, and now that her mother was dead and he was the only family she had left, John wanted to bring her in and train her to be one of them.

And so he did. Over the next four years, Via’s education ceased to take place in a regular school and became strictly out of old folktales and John’s extensive notebook, or in the backyard with a weapon pointed at a row of cans. She learned all there was to know about every supernatural entity or ritual there was, she learned how to fire a hunting rifle at a target a hundred yards away without flinching, she learned how to kick down a door and take down a werewolf with nothing but her bare hands, all the while forming a jagged bond with Dean and feeling her resentment for her father, the man who had stolen her away to be a weapon and didn’t even seem to remember anything about her mother, fester and grow.

But it’s been four years since Via first met her father and one of her brothers - four years of training to be a solider and screaming into her pillows in the dead of night when the pain inside of her grew too strong - and now John has gone missing while off on a hunt. Taking off with Dean in his beloved Impala, Via finally has a chance to meet Sam, the brother she barely knows anything about. Together, the three of them set out on a mission to find their father - a mission Via almost hopes they don’t complete - while helping out and taking down what spooky threats they find along the way.

But if Via thought her life was weird and painful and awful before, she doesn’t have a single idea of how much darker it’s about to get. ❞

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[themegalosaurus]

Sam’s titties // ‘Upon Julia’s Breasts’ by Robert Herrick, 1648 (for @winchesterwhorehouse’s Sam’s chest appreciation day)

#sam winchester #sam objectification #via lactea is latin #and you should definitely google it #bc it's funny #good one robert herrick #he also has a whole poem about her nipnips #and tho he do not use that word #he does use the word #niplet #so there's something #my stuff #spn crack #more or less #my edits

[via-l0ve]

🕯️”just friends don’t look at each other like that” for dean?

“just friends don’t look at eachother like that.” (Dean Winchester x gn! reader)

a/n: i love this. hope you enjoy, Anon!!!

warnings: nothjng!!

“i’m just saying. it’s the superior topping.” Dean shrugged, taking a swig of his beer.

you looked at him, eyebrows raised in a way that said “absolutely not.”

Yourself, Sam, and Dean had been staying at Bobby’s for a while. You were standing in the kitchen when Dean came in to get a beer. For the last hour, the two of you had been playfully arguing about food. what toppings go on burgers? is a tomato a fruit? what sauce is superior? dean made a take you just couldn’t agree with.

“dean. there is no way in hell that mushrooms belong on a pizza with sauce and cheese. absolutely not.” you shook your head, snatching his beer and taking a sip.

“hey!” he scowled with a small smile, trying to grab his beer back from you. you laughed, backing up more so your back was against bobby’s couch.

“i’m not giving it back until you agree with me!” You said, moving so you were standing on the couch. Dean smiled, yanking your legs out so you fell against him. your arms instinctively wrapped around his neck, your chests pressed together.

“fine. you’re right.” he said softly, looking into your eyes. You blinked, swallowing saliva in your mouth. your fingers loosened around the bottle, allowing him to gently take it from you, taking a swig. his eyes still scanned your face, almost trying to mesmerize you.

you eventually snapped out of your gaze when Bobby called your name.

“oh. Bobby needs me. i’ll be back.” you smiled at dean, letting go of him and walking out to see bobby.

Dean watched you leave with a small smile, his beer still held in his hand.

“wow. that was a show.” Sam’s voice startled Dean out of his trance.

“Jesus, dude.” he said, grasping his shirt in his fist.

Sam snickered. “you’re whipped for y/n.” he said with a grin.

Deans eyes widened.

“huh? wha-no. no, Y/n and I are just friends.” Dean shook his head.

Sam scoffed.

“Dean, ‘just friends’ don’t look at eachother like that.”

Dean looked down, the feeling of Y/n falling onto him still etched into his mind.

“Stop gaslighting me.” he said to Sam with a sarcastic smirk. Sam just rolled his eyes at his big brother, smiling.

#via’s celebration 🍄 #🕯️ #dean winchester x reader

[ginger-grimm]

VALENTINE'S EXCHANGE

Via Winchester for @daughter-of-melpomene

inspo/playlist

I hope you like it!

#ocappreciation #ocapp #anna's lovin' valentine's exchange #supernatural oc #not my oc #my edits #dolly's oc: via winchester

[adammilligan]

no actually the lines about adam from the 11x09 production script were fucking insane. sam said “we both know adam, the real adam, no longer exists.” and then lucifer said “that’s right—his soul WAS badly warped, last time you saw him. now it’s beyond recognition. quite a sight actually. sad. stay here long enough, it’ll happen to you.” like what the FUCK was that and how can i integrate it into canon. and i mean the way lucifer phrases it it’s not any sort of torture that would make a human soul turn into that it’s just the result of a soul getting stuck so long in the deepest darkest pit of hell so it very well COULD be integrated into canon. something something adam’s soul is so fucked up despite everything michael tried to do to salvage it but michael still stares at him like he’s the only thing worth looking at anyway

#or it could've been that michael projected that image of adam's soul out like that so that lucifer would be less interested in him #and leave him alone and adam was kept mostly safe by michael. or he could've actually gotten fucked up. #but the thing that canon pre-established about souls via mr henry winchester himself was that souls can HEAL after damage #so i wonder like. in postcanon. when michael's trying to find adam again. since adam has the enochian on his ribs. would it be made harder #by the fact that adam's soul is so unrecognizable to him? that it's healed and healthy instead of the battered thing it once was? #etc etc story potential. you know. #kate rambles #adam milligan