Can.....can we get a part two to that sad Oikawa story? Maybe he finally admits to his shit behavior or Akira finds out because she deserves it. Like Reader doesn't have to go back to Oikawa but at least they could attempt at being friends again or something. Please? 🥺 👉🏽👈🏽
★ in which love is lost and friendship gained
impt. (past) oikawa x m!reader
sum. after much debate, you decide to break the truth to akira and hope everything goes well from then on. you end up being dragged into a conversation labeled The Friendship Talk, where everything just might work out
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w. mentions of cheating — some cursing
n. technically this is a part three but eoehfe- here it is!! i am currently debating doing a part four lol. i wanna give our reader a love interest but who do y’all want to get with??? send a request plsss, but also if anyone wants, i may just do multiple characters and y’all get to choose who you get with, gotta have everyone covered ;)
PART ONE — PART TWO
Your original plan never exactly made it as far as where you were now.
Which was on the phone with Akira, trying your best to break the news that she was in fact—not Oikawa’s only relationship which lasted almost all the way through high school.
The fact being, you had both been cheated on. The thing was you didn’t know who Oikawa had even gotten with first. But you or her, Oikawa just didn’t seem to care.
And apparently, that was very hard to put into words.
You had called her before, talked about everyday things and ultimately chickened out at the last minute at telling her the truth.
You’d never been able to say anything about it to her.
But today you were determined to tell her.
So you were putting the building blocks together in your mind, willing yourself to get it right this time. You had to get it right this time, it wasn’t fair to Akira if she didn’t even know what Oikawa did.
Since it had been quite clear he never had the guts to tell her about it himself.
You were bidding your goodbyes at the end of yet another phone call with Akira and something in you became just a bit too courageous.
“Do you think we could meet up later this week?”
You met in a small park, the sunny atmosphere hardly helping out with how anxious you were. The whole way there all you could think about was how to phrase everything you were going to say, but that didn’t do anything to help you feel more comfortable. You’d hoped it would, but of course it hadn’t.
Not even planning helped, of course it hadn’t.
You clutched at the end of your shirt sleeves as you sat next to her, a drink given to you by Akira settled next to you on the empty park bench.
It was silent for the most part, only birds and the few other inhabitants of the park providing some sort of background noise.
Akira glanced over at you, taking a sip of her drink and swallowing it before addressing you, “Something wrong?” She asked, with a crease between her brows.
You, in turn, glanced over at her and managed to say, “I’m fine.”
She hummed, taking another sip from her drink before saying, “I don’t think so [y/n]. Come on,” she said, slightly dragging out the word ‘on’. “You can tell me, I’m here to listen.’
You sighed and somehow managed to smile at how shamelessly kind she was. Because she would listen. You knew her enough to know she wasn’t lying about that.
“You. . . you care about Oikawa, don’t you?” You asked, not knowing how to start this.
She tilted her head at you before slowly nodding, “Of course I do.”
“And did he ever mention anything about, well, past relationships or anything like that?” You were looking eye to eye now, and it felt oddly necessary to keep that eye contact going. d
“. . .Well he mentioned he’d dated someone before, but that’s about it,” she answered, looking at you like maybe the way the conversation was steering was a joke. “Why?”
“I just- I thought you should know that Oikawa and I were dating in our first year.”
“But we, me and Oikawa were dating our first year, I-“ She cut herself off, coming to the realization of what had actually happened. “He was dating the both of us.” Her words sounded buried and quiet under the ruckus of the park.
“Yes,” you confirmed, though you doubted it needed a spoken confirmation.
“And I didn’t know,” she said, finally looking away from you, instead focusing on something in the distance.
It could’ve been the dog that was being chased by a clumsy toddler only feet away, or it could’ve been nothing at all.
“Do you think he ever really loved me?”
You responded hesitantly, “What?”
“Oikawa,” she specified, “Do you think he ever loved me?”
You didn’t respond for a second, your mouth stuck open in what to say because how could you tell her if a man you hadn’t seen in years had loved her?
“Akira, I don’t,” you paused for a breath, “I don’t think I’m the one you should be asking that question to.” When she looked over at you, eyes pleading you continued, it wasn’t like you had planned to stop, she just pushed you to continue faster.
“But I think, by all accounts, that he cares about you. Even if it isn’t the same love you have for him, I can tell he adores you.”
Because he did, Oikawa adored Akira in every aspect of the word. You could tell by everything he did for her, the small and big things Akira relished in telling you about over the phone.
And sometimes, though you regretted admitting it, you wondered if he would’ve done the same for you if he hadn’t cheated. If you hadn’t caught him.
Her eyes glossed over when she looked at you.
And you couldn’t exactly tell for what reason they did.
It wasn’t until a few days later when you received a call from Akira. It started with the usual talk about your days, and how you both were doing. It only seemed strange to you because Akira hadn’t mentioned the whole ‘Oikawa thing’ since the park.
Not even once. Or at least not until she began talking in a higher nervous pitch than her normal speech.
“So, is there any chance-“ she stops to laugh and by going off of everything you know about nervousness, that laugh of hers sounds exceptionally anxious, “Any chance at all that you might be free at the end of this week?”
“Akira, what’s going on?”
To your question, something comes from the other side of the phone sounding more like mumbles than anything else.
“Akira.” You say her name firmly now, there was no way she would get away with hiding something from you.
You hear her say something that distinctly sounds like, “Oh, alright!” Before she actually responds.
“I want to talk with both Oikawa and you. I know you two don’t have a good relationship, believe me, I get that but-“
“Akira, there are no-“
“But, I talked with him and we broke up, on good enough terms and now I’m kinda stringing you in on the whole friendship talk.”
She sounded utterly satisfied with herself.
You begin your counterattack slowly, “Like I was saying, there are no ‘buts’ here Akira. Why do you have to invite me to have this ‘friendship talk’ with you anyways?”
She sighs so heavily you can hear it clear as day through the phone, “Want me to be honest?” You open your mouth to say something snappy but before a peep can even come out, Akira continues, “He feels guilty. I know, I know you probably couldn’t care less and I mean I also kinda feel like shit cause I didn’t know I was a part of what hurt you-“
At that you really want to interrupt. You thought to tell her, You didn’t know, how could you have been to blame?
Instead you hold your tongue.
“But I can see he wants to make it right. Apologize, make amends, whatever you want to call it. He just wants his friend back. He wants you back.”
You find yourself biting your lip at the words. Actually taking into consideration her reasoning.
But most importantly, you find yourself breaking.
“Alright. One chance is all he gets, okay? That’s it, nothing more, nothing less,” you seem to deflate as you speak. Perhaps you’ll regret this decision when the time comes to actually talk. Or maybe by some god forsaken miracle, it’ll work out.
Akira chants a bright and shrilling, “Yes!” Before she jumbles up her words and gets to telling you when and where you’ll meet.
As it turns out, you’ll be meeting at their apartment. Or really Akira’s apartment now since Oikawa is due to move out sometime soon. That part of the conversation wasn’t exactly clear.
On the day where you have the Friendship Talk, you manage to dress yourself with a more or less clear head.
The only thing being that you got ready to leave a good hour and a half before you were actually supposed to meet. So the pit in your stomach only seemed to grow as time ticked by.
Glancing at the clock hanging from your wall from time to time, you couldn't help but start to wonder if the damn thing needed a change of batteries because, why is it moving that slow?
When the clock is bordering on telling you there’s about thirty minutes left, you leave for Akira’s apartment.
You’d like to think you don’t appear as shaken as you feel when you knock on the door.
Four small little taps done by your fist as you wait jittery on the doorstep. This wasn’t a big deal right?
As long as Oikawa doesn’t answer the door, everything will be fin-
You hear the door begin to unlock and focus on the noise of it instead of what lies behind the closed door.
And by all hell, you can barely keep your smile in place as familiar brown hair pops out of the door frame before you can notice anything else.
The atmosphere almost tenses immediately. You mumble an absentminded greeting as Oikawa opens the door fully, inviting you inside with timid words and gestures.
You enter already feeling like you’ve messed up something.
Akira comes walking out seconds later, her dark hair done up in a ponytail.
She smiles and greets you warmly, the heaviness in your chest momentarily lifted through her infectious nonchalance.
You take the feeling like it’s a saving grace for as long as the opportunity presents itself.
But of course, the feeling doesn’t last as you get settled into a chair with Oikawa and Akira sitting across from you.
You feel like you’re about to be scolded by your parents with the way you’re all sitting.
Akira is the one who speaks first, all positive wording.
“So,” she begins, tone light and impossibly airy. She seems completely unbothered by the tension encircling you all as if you were animals in a cage. Well, that’s what you feel like, an animal in a cage but by the looks of it Akira is one of the kids here to look at you. Oikawa was just dragged along.
“If we wanna get the ball rolling I think some sincere apologies should be in order,” her gaze slid toward Oikawa not so discreetly.
Oikawa’s mouth helplessly opened, and you could tell he was nervous. There was no way he wasn’t, you knew that under the table he was probably fidgeting with his hands and tapping his feet. You didn’t even have to check and look to know that. It hurt that you still knew him so well. It felt like you’d been forgotten by him already.
“[Y/n],” he said, and maybe your name coming from his mouth didn’t hurt as much this time, but it was still strange. “I know that I fucked us up a long time ago, and I really am sorry with everything I’m worth. I’m so sorry I never broke it off, with you or Akira,” his chocolate brown eyes look over to Akira and you realize he probably feels terrible about leaving Akira in the dark for so long.
You really know he’s guilty when the nervous demeanor around him deflates into nothing. He cracks.
“I should’ve known better than to string either of you along. I should’ve said something or at least apologized years ago, but I was young and a coward. I hope it’s not too late to apologize, I really am sorry [y/n]. I don’t know exactly how much I hurt you but I know I did, and I can’t take it back even though you’re preciou- even though you’re important to me.”
He meets your eyes and squeezes them shut just a moment before regarding you with a hesitant smile. And he’s trying not to break further under your own unwavering gaze.
You study him; look over all the features of his you loved years ago, ones you hadn’t seen for such a long time only to have him sat in front of you in broad daylight. It’s a strange feeling having to deal with it right now, when he’s in front of you wound up tight and anxious. It almost feels like this is unfair to him, because you know he's under a lot of pressure right now. More specifically, he’s under your pressure.
You’re the one who gets to decide where this goes, if you accept his apology, if this burning feeling of dislike for him can change into a liking. A friendship.
It dawns on you that you’re the one in control. Fully in control really, because if you say no that’s the end of it and you leave and never talk to him again. But you can feel that desire to get to know him again, to make sure the facts you do know are still true.
Maybe you want to get to know the Oikawa you had first fallen for again.
Your breath catches as you open your mouth to speak, “It was a really shitty thing you did, Oikawa. You shouldn’t have kept it from Akira and I, you’re right about that,” if possible the man across from you only tenses up more. And out of the corner of your eye you see Akira sitting silently in anticipation. “But thank you for finally apologizing,” the tension in your body begins to leak away as you say the words, “Even though it’s a late apology, a really late one, I’m glad you finally had the guts to say it.”
His eyes are looking at yours, it feels like forever since you looked into them and didn’t mind the way you felt when they did.
A quiet sigh leaves your mouth before you continue with a shrug of your shoulders, “And maybe it wouldn’t be so bad if we got to know each other again. A chance is a chance, and I said I’d give you this one.”
His hesitant smile grows slightly, only enough to become a real one, albeit small.
“So don’t fuck it up,” you tell him, crossing your arms over your chest.
He nods his head, almost child-like.
“I won’t—I promise I won’t.”
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