#venting srry

[thebellearchives]

i come to the gym on sundays bc it’s always pretty empty BUT THERES SO MANY PEOPLE HERE TODAY?! I hate that omg go away i don’t wanna be perceived 😭

#; belle speaks #venting srry #the true introvert experience is accommodating your schedule to the min amount of socialization

[aroyalbirb]

IF ONE MORE PORN BOT FOLLOWS ME IM GONNA LOSE MY FUCKING MIND IM A STRAIGHT TAKEN CHICK I DONT NEED TO KNOW ‘MELISSA 21 KENTUCKY’

#venting srry #im peeved #its been so bad #like 4 a day

[nalidreams]

tbh. let those men have thicc locs 🫶

#tangled #tangled the series #lance strongbow #eugene fitzherbert #rapunzel’s tangled adventure #tts #rta #spot the homelander ref bwhaaha #ermm me thinks Lance could’ve had an amazing fro if... #actually let me not vent in the tags srry #:( #text post coming soon for da moots maybe

[mybonfire]

"i loved someone I barely knew."

carol rifka brunt|@/soapstore|penelope scott|@/promqueendyke

#.txt #web weaving #vent #on love #on heartbreak #on breakups #penelope scott #feel better #tell the wolves im home #celeste strange #i have cried every day this week like BAWLED since tuesday. i miss him so badly #i dont want 2 feel better. no ones ever gonna love me like that again #ough #srry if this ones lazy in the sense of i just grabbed recent rbs of mine and threw rhem together. it is in fact how i feel rn though #dels

[that-fox-thing]

Moon and Sun as Monsters w/ self insert has been on my mind lately

#original art #kinda vent I guess #fnaf security breach #fnaf #fnaf fanart #not tsams #srry guys #fivenightsatfreddysfanart #fnaf sb #my art #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #i still don’t have a name for this

[beescake]

found some old tweets frm my private diary acc logging errant thoughts i had while getting into hs

and well. smth abt the progression of it makes me emo. happy new year ig :')

#srry misleading opening img. i am actually asian #homestuck #2024 #vioart #karkat vantas #dave strider #sollux captor #davekat #ok ya i did cry a little #esp since these were like. littered here n there btwn vents of struggling w mental health executive dysfunction assignments etcetc #so it was kind of (a lot of) cope. but id say it worked well considering im now here livin my online cringe life :))) #took me super late in the year to actually join the fandom tho so theres a huge gap of absence and my tweets p much ended there #my final tweet was “captor fans 🤝 trekkies” hgehe it makes me kick feets to see those fandoms crossposting on blr :))))) #but aye these are just the tweets relevant to the lore behind my fanart the rest is for me to keep priv... #esp the character tier list! 2nd half of that had to be redacted for my protection LMAO

[mad-mantis]

when you’re underage and try to talk to health professionals about the possibility of looking into ASPD it really sucks because it honestly feels like they just don’t believe you (and they likealy don’t)

“you don’t seem like you’d have antisocial personality disorder”

What does that even mean. Explain to me in fucking detail.

“you never got diagnosed with conduct disorder”

you don’t need to fit every single piece of the diagnosis criteria.

“I don’t think you’re very manipulative or controlling”

good, that means the masking is working

“you have strong morals for someone who-”

bold of you to assume that people with aspd can’t have a moral compass to follow. I’ve trained myself to have one.

“You seem like such an empathetic person though”

I can understand why someone is upset without feeling sad for them. I don’t owe every single person I meet empathy.

Just because I don’t show you my covert god complex doesn’t mean I don’t have one. Just because I masked my traits by observing other people’s behaviors over the years doesn’t mean im not masking

#aspd #aspd vent #cluster b vent #cluster b safe #srry im just really tired of this #it’s like they think that my age has to do with how much research i’ve done on this #how fucking dare you insult my intelligence by using my age of all things against me.

[exmotranny]

hey. i think it’s okay. i think i'm gonna stay here, just for a little longer. they haven’t burned me yet–why are you scared? yes, i know they burned you, but, like, you were always in the way. i can leave whenever i feel like it. you know, i bet the flames don’t even feel that bad. you know, i think you should give it another chance. you know, i don't think it's that bad. come on in. the water’s fine. we’re saving you.

now you're drowning? wasn't fire the problem? we were cold and now we are thirsty, and you blame us for trying to be comfortable. why do you always make things inconvenient? don’t you love us? don’t you love it here? hey, i think you should try harder. hey, i'm sick of making things convenient for you. hey, why do you always try to leave? hey. get out of your comfort zone, it’ll be worth it. hey, if you hate me, just say so. god loves you.

#vent #mine #exmormon #srry for typos +doesnt make sense #it is. 1 am

[berryshipbasket]

A reminder.

Proship / Exclusionists DNI.

#Berry's Ship Basket #🦗Right way to make Honey🍯 #🦗⭐Wish upon a star #vent art #comfort art #self ship art #srry for the sad piece. just really needed to make myself smth rn.

[pup-pee]

i have artblock

the 1st drawings r recent(when i get artblock i just try 2 study anatomy idk)

transcript;

bernard; ok, so, listeners ask; jay, how is ur hair not damnaged? what deal did u have 2 make?

bernard; yeah whats ur secret?

jay; would u believe asian magic?

bernard(@ the same time); i mean how can we b sure-

jay; ber-

bernard; wait-

jay; ber!

bernard; wait! yk what i meant!

(thers a jump here bc i was 2 lazy 2 draw)

jay; im coming out again; ive been exposed. my hair is actually from my deal w/batman whos actually the devil

bernard; shup up shut up shut up omg

jay; 50 video special ill b cursing ber. get ready!

baernard; i h8 q n as

#srry 2 bernard who i made look a lil stupid kinda not rlly #he wasnt talking about jays hair @ all #by the “how can we b sure” he means in a “how can we bsure u havent made a deal?” #bernard dowd #jay nakamura #dc #“y did u make this?” #IM SRRY IM SO TIRED OF PPL QUESTIONING ASIAN HAIR PLS #“how is ur hair not burnt off?” “shouldnt u use less?” “is that ur real hair color?” “is ur hair real?” #hcing jay as having anime protagonist hair tho #cause i wanna b silly #2 any1 whos ever touched my hair trying 2 change it & ive told u “yeah thats not gonna work” & THEN U DID IT ANYWAYS FUCK U #im a lil angry lol srry #do ppl not know what poc ppl look like @ all or????????? #no cause ive been complimented on my “tan”... #its just my natural skintone wtf so u mean? i spend all day inside IM PALE AF WDYM TAN???? #im ranting in the hastags LMAO GRRRRRRRRR #i just get rlly fed up w/just things i think #fksdlhgkjs idk wanna vent but i think i accidentally did a wiwltte whoops #oh “y did u make this” i wanted 2 color bernards hair lol #its such a dyable color!!!!!!! #colour?? #WHICH WAY DO U SPELL IT????? THEY BOTH LOOK FINE 2 ME #ive been eating bread slices its pretty good #puppeeart #yeah im just trying 2 like fill out the tags again bc i think its fun #weeeeeeeeeee #every1 eat potato bread its fluffy & cheap(@ least where i live) #also screw my mom 4 living in la 4 a bit & giving me some of her valley accent actually #how dare u!!!!!(its entirely my fault bc i pick up ppls accents all the time klfdhsjkhf)

[autistic-katara]

i should be more emotional over this.

why am i not feeling anything?

#why cant i feel it? #srry guys ur gonna have to deal wirh my vague no context 2am mental breakdown rn #tho tbh i will probably give context if asked #ryan shut the fuck up #ok to rb btw #vent

[heart-sick-dream]

#feeling bad again #srry I’m not a cool dom girl #I’m a sub pastel girlie #hate everything #menhera #text art #emo #aesthetic #vent art #glitch #goth #glitchcore

[znghao]

gunwook ➜ tomboy

#park gunwook #boys planet #gfx #useroro #nugudom #kflops #kpopccc #kpopco #zb1net #neweraidols #underratedidolsedit #mgfx #mine #i wanted to make engarde gunwook but the camerawork of that stage is so bad i didnt get any clear screenshots tt #still salty about it btw #en garde is literally the best song but the stage wasnt that satisfiying to me?? not the guys fault just mnet’s #i was so hyped with the dance practice #but its shot better than the actual stage i- #im just mad and venting here srry ;___; #my son deserves better :(

[proudfreakmetarusonniku]

sorry I’m just really frustrated about how zuko's scar is always downplayed in adaptations again. bc like! zuko is a visibly disabled character! like, you can see visually how the scar impacts his vision, and you can also see where his ear and skin partially melted. it’s not made to look stereotypically pretty. but zuko is still portrayed as attractive and cool and desirable! he has this noticeable scar- one that’s not only physically impacting his life but also is usually considered unattractive or even frightening! but in canon itself he is shown to be considered very beautiful by most girls his age (and jet) he's allowed to have a visible disability and a visible scar that isn’t prettied up to make it less noticeable or cooler, and he's still treated as badass and handsome and cool by the show all the same.

but every live action adaptation severely diminishes it, because… i don’t know, i guess burn scars are too scary? ignoring the fact people, y’know, have those. like it’s not even the fact his ear and eye are fine necessarily, or that the melted flesh is completely ignored. none of them ever make it anywhere near as big as the cartoon. like, in the cartoon it covers at least a good quarter of his face (in fact, it strikingly resembles the size and shape of an adult's hand, keeping in mind he was barely even a teenager when he got it) but in the live action adaptations it’s much more focused around his eyes. like, even if you’re not going to do special effects for the other things, you couldn’t just make it a bit bigger? you had to shrink it and make it less obvious? i mean like, if anything it should be bigger- zuko's scar was originally much larger in concept art but shrank due to it making it hard to animate his mouth, which you don’t need to do if you’re not animating shit. why’d it get smaller why is it looking like a black eye are showrunners nowadays scared to show a scarred and visibly disabled character as kind and complex and desirable? the show from twenty years ago did it and that was aimed at 7 year olds! god.

#srry just like #it’s just ableism innit #makes me scared to see how the live action show will handle toph if it minimises even zuko #be normal about disabled bodies #be normal about scarred bodies #vent #atla

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

does any1 have any advice on how to make ur art have like. an actual artstyle to it bc mine rlly just Do Not other than 'vague' and 'extremely messy' and im dying squirtle

#looking at other ppls arts makes me wanna cry rn #why is every1 so talented #is this envy or am i overcome with th beauty. idk maybe both #im frustated @ myself srry fellas #lies facedown in a puddle #vent

[yazzdonut]

i just got fired for trying to negotiate a change of work schedule (monday to monday)

#at least i got a lot of money #but i feel like a total failure rn haaa #like maybe it was lazy of my part to do that ?? #why i didn't just ask for more money like my friend to justify the schedule #gonna kms #vent i guess #srry