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stars

why do you look at me like i hung the stars?

it’s much more likely that it was you

sparkling even in smothering dark

even i could shine if i was next to you

we’re like the moon and sun

i’m only there because you are too

but you don’t need me to be yourself

and when i’m the moon, i rarely get to see you

we’re like light and a black hole

you glow in so many shades of blue

but of course, i suck it all up

and leave you without a clue

why do you look at me like i hung the stars?

don’t you know i hung them for you?

#good omens #anthony j crowley #aziracrow #poetry #do i even write about anythng else #vanny writes poems and songs for her own enjoyment #stars #moon #sun #space #my teacher read this one out loud today #i almost died of embarrassment #like 😭😭😭

[lxvenderjewel]

eyes

right so my writing prompt in core today was "write about your valentine's eyes and what you see in them" which like. what possesed my core teacher to do that. but anyways i thought i'd share:

my love,

when i look into your eyes

i see a million different things

i can’t choose just one

i see the stars in your eyes

forming constellations

vast and beautiful

in a terrifying sort of way

i see a fire in your eyes

burning passion

flaming and beautiful

in a strong sort of way

i see home in your eyes

knit sweaters

warm and beautiful

in a cozy sort of way

your eyes contain depths

i can’t quantify

and it’s silly to try

my love.

#wlw post #vanny’s crush on soleil #poetry #vanny writes poems and songs for her own enjoyment #i think this could also be #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #if you wanted #so i'll tag it as such #good omens #anthony j crowley #aziraphale

[lxvenderjewel]

angel tears

shoutout to @falling-raine for inspiring this one, your fic was heartwrenching I loved kt. the fic

if you look at the clouds

all dark and gray

and you wonder what 

happened to the day

the sun was shining

the sky was blue

the birds were singing

now darkened too

an angel sits

somewhere up there

he’s all alone

and no one cares

he pastes a smile

and walks along

memories of

a nightingale's song

and finally when

he gets the time

he writes and writes

for every line

his eyes fill up

with angel tears

and when they spill

the whole world hears

#good omens #aziracrow #good omens 2 #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #poetry #vanny writes poems and songs for her own enjoyment #dopamine is a hell of a drug #thanks maggot discord server

[lxvenderjewel]

empty/purpose

in a cluttered bookshop

there’s an empty room

with empty walls

dusty and barren

the bookkeeper keeps

the room so empty

its principle 

is not his, decidedly

though the room is his

the purpose is not

he will not touch it

neither will its purpose

then the bookkeeper leaves

but the purpose stays

stares at the walls

empty, empty

and when the bookkeeper is back

the room is not empty

the purpose had changed it

his purpose. our purpose.

#does this make any sense to anyone #am I yelling into an unforgiving void here #good omens #aziracrow #aziraphale #anthony j crowley #good omens 2 #ineffable husbands #poetry #vanny writes poems and songs for her own enjoyment

[lxvenderjewel]

stay

here have some sad aziraphale poetry. courtesy of @falling-raine

you always wanted to get away

leave 

leave everything

leave it all behind

and i always said no

i told you to stay

stay here

stay with me

our song and dance

and you would

stay.

i needed to get away

leave

leave everyone

leave it all behind

all but you

and you said no

you told me to stay

stay back

stay with you

a broken record

and i didn’t

stay.

#good omens #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #good omens 2 #aziraphale #angst #hurt no comfort #poetry #queer poetry #good omens poetry #vanny writes poems and songs for her own enjoyment

[lxvenderjewel]

blue

i just don’t understand how

an angel like you

with your eyes so damn blue

could ever know me and reciprocate too

you’re so fucking perfect

you’re out of my league

so why do you stoop

so low to meet me

i’m so damn lucky to live 

with your beautiful soul so near

there’s so much in this big wide world

i’ve come to hate and fear

but even though i don’t get why

you’re still so fully here

would you maybe promise me

to never leave, my dear?

#i'm not sure if i want to finish this #or just leave it as is #if i add new verses i'll just reblog #good omens #anthony j crowley #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #ohh i love them #poetry #songwriting #? #vanny writes poems and songs for her own enjoyment

[lxvenderjewel]

tripping

aren’t you afraid

you’ll trip and fall and flame

i’m certainly not worth

all that burning pain

you went all the way

down to hell for me

where did this go wrong

why’d you go and leave

was there something

anything

i could’ve possibly done

to stop you from splitting

with this useless demon

#aziracrow #good omens #anthony j crowley #ineffable husbands #poetry #vanny writes poems and songs for her own enjoyment #let this get some exposure please

[lxvenderjewel]

noticed

i have stopped

expecting 

to be noticed.

noticed in the hallways

filled with people i call friends

yet barely talk to

if you count it daily

noticed in a groupchat 

with fifteen people talking

all much closer to each other

than any of them are with me

noticed from across the room 

looking at a pretty girl

wishing she would feel my stare

and dare to look back

noticed at a table of friends

joking and laughing with each other

yet if I say nothing for more than five minutes 

they forget i’m even there

i used to 

expect

to be noticed.

i don’t,

anymore.

#poetry #this one is about me! #vanny writes poems and songs for her own enjoyment

[lxvenderjewel]

sharp edges(?????)

my sharp edges and your soft curves

we don’t fit together

but i still love you

and i will forever

black, red, beige, and white

don’t look good together

but i still stick around

and i will forever

i’ll scare away people you don’t like

if you ignore the fact we’re not alike

we might actually work, darling

we might just work

serpent fangs and angel wings

should not be next to each other

but i’m not going to move

i won’t, ever

no good and never bad

should not intertwine with each other

but i won’t unmix with you

i won’t, ever

somehow you don’t want my head on a pike

and though i make fun of everything you like

we might actually work, darling

we might just.

#good omens #anthony j crowley #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #do i even talk about anything else at this point #song #songwriting #poetry #i think this counts as poetry? #songwriting is basically poetry right?? #original poem #original song #uhh enjoy #vanny writes poems and songs for her own enjoyment

[lxvenderjewel]

shine

like the sun you greet me

on the most beautiful days 

and on the dreary days too

the one thing I know is you

like a star you glow

burning up with ideas

and I’m right next to you

supporting whatever you’ll do

like the center of the system

and yet still you’re humble

if I were anything like you

I would sing until dark blue

like the sun you shine

amazing, and it’s mine

#poetry #vanny writes poems and songs for her own enjoyment #sun #solar

[lxvenderjewel]

supernova

you light up my life

with your supernova smile

and when I hear you laugh

this life might be worthwhile

your beautiful face

your undeniable grace

when I see your quick wit

there is no better place

from far away I see your glow

I see no better place to go

and so I stand next to you

in this great big galaxy

you’re my supernova home 

#spacecore #wlw #i wrote this for someone #vanny writes poems and songs for her own enjoyment

[lxvenderjewel]

my dear, my perfect darling my love, my one and only my yellow tulip. i have picked up a small case, watson.

what is it?

i’m buying you some diphylleia. something trivial, nothing to interest you. i’ll be going out to look at some flowers.

what for, holmes?

i hold you in my deepest mauve carnations. i believe i will find some clues there.

why haven’t i heard of this case?

it doesn’t exist i am lying i am making you a a mulberry i didn’t think it would interest you, watson.

hmm. well, you must tell me about it later.

i cannot you would hate me i cannot bear that a daffodil. of course.

what particularly about flowers?

shit shit shit shit a purple hyacinth. flower language.

hmm.

he knows he knows he cannot know how would he clovenlip toadflax. mm. i will see you.

don’t be late for dinner.

#johnlock #holmeswatson #h/w #john watson #sherlock holmes #poetry #storytelling #flower language #unrequited love #possibly unrequited love #acd johnlock #victorian johnlock #why am i tagging this like it's ao3 #i might post it there actually #if you want to know the flower meanings they're on wikipedia #yellow tulip #diphylleia #mauve carnations #mulberry #daffodil #purple hyacinth #clovenlip toadflax #<- all of the flowers mentioned #have fun <3 #vanny writes poetry and songs for her own enjoyment #TUMBLR STOP FUCKING UP MY POEM FORMAT CHALLENGE

[lxvenderjewel]

apples

an apple hangs off a tree in the middle of a garden we stand in we know so little

original sinner and she’s leaving that garden, i’m staring at your lips, and you tell me go back

you tease me with apples when we meet at our bench we’ve been meeting for centuries, a sinful stench

will arise from right here as you feel more of what’s supposed to be hate so why is this love

you’ll never get that and you’ll never get this: the only apples i want are the ones upon your lips

#good omens #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #anthony j crowley #good omens 2 #poems #poetry #good omens poetry #vanny writes poetry and songs for her own enjoyment #let this get exposure

[lxvenderjewel]

@ttpdpoetryweek anti-hero

i will never be your perfect hero no matter how many times

i sweep you up into my arms against the church bell chimes

in the background i can hear the sounds of demons roaring

but none of that will matter when i see you look adoring

the ghosts of the looks i once claimed from your eyes

they haunt me in nightmares they’re wringing me dry

i miss you and wish you had listened to me

but i should’ve known you were going to leave.

#ttpdpoetryweek #good omens #good omens poetry #poetry #poems #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #ineffable divorce #writing #good omens 2 #vanny writes poetry and songs for her own enjoyment

[lxvenderjewel]

front row

sometimes i wake up itching to tell an audience somewhere about our little world

and all the new things that we’ve done since last they saw us, like a tv show from their past

and then i walk in to our living room, and look around for a moment, and realize

you left our world a long time ago and i’m the only one sitting in an empty front row.

#johnlock #um. yeah #poetry #mlm poem #mlm poetry #gay #johnlock poetry #what fandom did i. write this for??? #bbc sherlock #sherlock and co #sherlock holmes #john watson #vanny writes poetry and songs for her own enjoyment #i am not. ready for sherlock and co hiatus #you KNOW what i mean #i'm not ready at all