#vaguely???

[rochestyre-archive]

quiet fancam that is still my favourite

#sniper quiet #quiet #mgs #vquiet #vaguely??? #metal gear solid #mgstpp #amv

[charrators]

starkid wasn’t lying that time can nightmare

#my post #hatchetfield #hey melissa spoilers #VAGUELY???

[sebdoeswords]

Arnaud and Rodric would've been unstoppable if they got to meet, but Asobo wasn't ready for so much power,,, sad.

#a plague tale #a plague tale innocence spoilers #i guess #vaguely??? #a plague tale requiem #arnaud malpart #rodric a plague tale #is this his tag? #does he even have one #does he have a last name?? #rodric smith #lol

[plushlink]

Me whenever a cutscene with Zelda plays and she vanishes into thin air: change da world. my final message. goodb ye.

#tears of the kingdom #totk spoilers #tears of the kingdom spoilers #vaguely??? #she speks #she speks originale

[entityforged]

( five times safe ) for @interxstitial and jiwon/caspian

it's been a long day, and he's tired, and he's stressed, and everything is just so much—but jiwon's here, and he missed him, so caspian tries. he listens, and he responds, and he tries to contribute, but every word takes so much effort and soon, he can't force a single sound from his traitorous throat. so he hugs his knees to his chest, hides his face, and waits for jiwon to get—upset, or angry, or—or for him to demand a response, or an explanation— but then he doesn't. he just speaks softly, leans against cas, and doesn't ask him anything he can't answer with a nod or a headshake. he's not sure why. he's not sure what he's feeling—but eventually, his hands stop shaking.

they know that, despite what many people say, they are not a monster. but they feel it, sometimes—when uber rides stare suspiciously at them from their back seat; when a friend mentions their disgust for the thing they don't know caspian is; when hunger strikes, vicious and violent. but not now, when they've got their fangs in jiwon's neck and his hand in their hair and his voice in their ear telling them he's all right, it's okay, he's not scared or hurting. there's nothing they have to hide from jiwon—other than the feelings they're starting to put a name to.

if, a few years ago, someone told caspian he'd be at a dance studio, watching a bunch of loud little kids do their best to follow their teacher's instructions—and he'd be smiling—he would have laughed. he wouldn't want to be there. the parents certainly wouldn't want him to be there. the kids, if they happened to spot him, would certainly try to hide. but caspian, now, knows none of that is true. the kids have all seen him pick up jiwon after class ends. if any of the parents have issues with him being there, they'll have to go through jiwon—a surprisingly formidable foe, he's learned. when panic tries to rise anyway, to say he shouldn't be here, he should just wait in his car, he looks at jiwon's blindingly bright smile, and feels warm.

they're terrified of how jiwon will respond, but they're more scared of what will happen if they don't try. they've done all the shitty, stupid coping mechanisms they remember from the psych ward and therapy, but the urge doesn't go away, so caspian pulls out their phone and types with shaking hands. (—hey this is stupid but can i come over —we don't need to talk if ur busy or whatever i just need to not be alone rn —i don't wanna do anything stupid) they surprise themself by meaning it. they don't want this. they don't know if jiwon will understand—if he'll know—if he already knows—but they know they'll feel better with jiwon nearby.

he still can't believe he's let this happen, even as it's happening. he can't believe he's letting jiwon see him like this, that he wants caspian, that he gets to touch him. he's never wanted this, has always hated himself too much for anything but inebriated quickies he barely remembers the next morning. but now he's—safe. with jiwon, he knows he's safe, and he feels safe. as he presses hot kisses to their neck and shoulders, tells them how good they're doing, how beautiful they are—all he feels is warmth, and safety, and love.

#caspian ( answered ) #caspian ( jiwon ) #self harm tw #usfw #vaguely??? #also a roller coaster of emotions here but i love them so so so so so much

[nebuladreamz]

I wasn't planning on reading it today, but now I'm intrigued.

I've always kinda been an eclipse simp, ya think this will make me dislike him? Genuine question.

Fellow eclipse simp.......... I see you.......

Any other Eclipse I'm fine with (at least so far, like @just-a-drawing-bean's Eclipse he is FUCKING FINE AND I LOVE HIM WOOOOOOOOOO), Sleuth Jesters' Eclipse is full on manipulative asshole (we sure love antagonist characters woOOOOO), meant to be feared. I hate him as a person but as a character he is so fucking interesting in the ways that I won't say shit about because-

Well, spoilers ghfjhgGSJH

Go for it though! It's a super well written fic I am going apeshit about it! Not a win for Eclipse simps (unless you're- somehow into the shit he does in it) but goddamn he is fascinating

#nebula answers #sleuth jesters #sleuth jesters spoilers #vaguely??? #not sure if i should be labelling these as spoilers but

[wolfythewitch]

i have so much rage in me one day i think i will explode. i dont think i know how to forgive as much as i know how to forget

#art #wolfy religious tedtalks #sketch #comic #i have such a huge disconnect with my emotions and i do genuinely think a lot of it ties back to religion #crazy how that happens #whats funny is i now have a lot of people i vaguely dislike but cant remember why. #crazy what happens when you treat forgiveness like an instruction and not a process

[adriles]

they are Cancelling me for dealing with my grief as best i can . also for the vicious war Crimes

#book 24 #the conversation between the gods at the beginning there is just this #greatest hits #all i say is vicious war crimes in a vague way #and you all start frothing at the mouth like rabid dogs #a lot of yall get the memo with the blorbo tags but also. seeing quite a few strange pulls #not exactly war crimes but Ok #sometimes normal vicious crimes can just be normal vicious crimes ok guys #can yall stop tagging this as israel u guys r fucking weird…. #if u see this and think it is a joke about actual fucking horrific war crimes and ethnic cleansing. u may be fucked up in the head #please be normal #will people stop commenting on this please. none of yall r funny

[strawberrycircuits]

sometimes the moral of the story really is just "you cannot go back and what happened to you is going to be with you for the rest of your life. but it's still going to be okay" huh

#^more vague oc posting from roz sorry

[scuffledig]

self-flagellation and self-bullying are all bad motivators for change BTW. it can be hard to escape from a spiral but genuinely u have to be nice to urself or nothing will change

#🐛 #not a vague except maybe at past me

[crystaleevee4]

i am going to start a collection

if you have any other posts of this kind please send them to me

update: this one thanks to @iputmcytsintohydraulicpress (great url, by the way)

this one courtesy of @catamaurrr-star

So I didn’t want to separate it into two images, this was the best I could do- thanks to @blocky-tides! also art is by @/cheeryfairies

thanks @o0recipme0o

hey @igotthisaccountunderduress. less mcyt related but thanks anyways :D

heheh

I GIVE UP GUYS HOW DO I IMAGE ID SOMEONE HELP ME

...so anyways here's my self-promotion now that this has almost 15,000 notes and you guys sure as hell won't see it if i reblog

My AO3! Not much there right now besides OC stuff, but more to come!

Situations ask game! pleasepleaseplease send me hc/life series stuff here i need enrichment (some of these are shorter, but i can promise you i will deliver!)

@traffic-smp-headcannons! me and mod tides like seeing your ideas :)

(of note: i also take art requests, but only traditional)

#hermitcraft #zombiecleo #impulsesv #traffic life smp #i guess? #life series #grian #mumbo jumbo #moon's big i guess #rendog #falsesymmetry #bdouble0100 #homestuck #??? i guess? #wtf even IS homestuck like i know the vague details but lik.e what #anyways. #tma #tmagp

[bananonbinary]

also worth noting that "abusive" doesn't actually mean "irredeemable" either.

there's a lot of people that have done things in the past that were bad, because they weren't taught any better, or they were in an overall toxic situation where EVERYONE was shitty (like a cult), or they were just at an especially low point and hurt others for it.

you don't have to forgive them. you don't have to ever speak to them again. you can be angry with them until you die if you want.

but society cannot function if we don't allow them to move on. to change their behavior and fuck off somewhere else and build meaningful relationships without bothering you again. we need a path for people to change, or nothing ever will.

#like re: the last post #npd SHOULDNT mean 'youre an abusive person' #but also people who have abused people in the past can still become better people in the present #you know? #and as i metioned vaguely in that post. the way we currently treat people with NPD probably CAUSES THEM to lash out at and abuse others #if u abuse someone they lash back out at you and suddenly theres fun mutual abuse happening #so they need a way out of that cycle

[thebestestdancers]

why should palestinians have to leave behind their land because israel wont stop killing them. why should anyone have to leave behind their life and memories and sentimental value just because an aggressor is left unchallenged. please think this sentiment through and delete it from your thoughts. instead of blaming an oppressed people for living in a hostile land, ask who is making that land hostile to live in.

#this is vaguely worded except the first part because ive seen thsi sentiment time and time again #when the trans genocide began everyoen started blaming trans peopel for living in florida isntead of the people making it unlivable #every timw a cop kills a person of color everyones told to just move somewehre w better cops (doesnt exist) > #< rather rhan examine who gave the cops such pwoer and what use the cops are anyways #i know its rasier to blame the victims of this kind of thing. the oppressors deisgn it taht way and encourage that sentiment #but oleeeeeease im begging u. navajo peopel should not just give up their reservation bc it sucks. whyd the us put them there?

[shesnake]

this was in response to a now deleted tweet by an adult about disney channel "falling off" and I think about it all the time when people my age complain about teen media

#twt #im blocking anyone who's even vaguely annoying in the notes btw i don't care about your opinions <3 #intellectualising your immaturity is so fucking dumb

[littler3d]

I’m sorry if I was in any version of the pjo universe I would’ve clocked that Percy was the son of Poseidon as soon as the bathroom incident occurred. Tf you mean “I wonder who your dad is” he EXPLODED A TOILET. Chiron this is the second water incident you have witnessed how are you still confused

#percy jackson series #pjo #percy jackson books #percy jackson #chiron #I’m vaguely joking here #but also…. #if you know this kid has a god as a father #and he has used water to attack #and has remained dry afterwards #I feel like I would’ve gotten it by that point

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics