#twice-recovered

[suntails]

reality

#blinks so cutely at u. im baaaack #i only have it in me to do one piece for 7.7 i think. i just dont think the rest grabs my brain id rather draw other stuff :D #ive started a new job (NOT animation) by now so im re-adjusting to job hours vs fun hours but the job is easy breezy so im happy!!! #i work in an office i answer the phone like twice a day and i file some paperwork and i eat candy at my desk. its the best #AND im lined up to take over as supervisor in a few months. smiles lovingly at the camera. the dream <3 #speaking of dreams haha idia my guy umm so how u doing buddy. u doin okay? will u recover from this buddy pal chum guy? :D #he'll be fine im proud of him #twst #twisted wonderland #idia shroud #book 7 spoilers #ch 7 spoilers #suntails

[smokestarrules]

happy 1st anniversary to one of the most stressful days of my entire life btw. wake up. watch Ruby Rose in RWBY get literally tortured in what has to be one of the most chilling scenes in all animated shows ever and eventually choose to die. attempt to recover for a few hours. 9pm hits. watch Luz Noceda in ToH Also Literally Die via crumbling away into dust. like????

#I mean One of these episodes had a happy ending so that was great but go d. this was so gut wrenching to go through TWICE #IN ONE DAY!!!!! #this was so unbelievably unfair to everyone ever #especially me #actually I still havent recovered #rwby #toh #the owl house #ruby rose #luz noceda #smokey speaks #500

[fearandhatred]

anyway what was The moment in good omens that gagged you because the first time i heard aziraphale say "you go too fast for me" i was flabbergasted. gobsmacked even. never in my wildest dreams did i expect to hear this kind of line from anywhere other than fanfiction website ao3 dot org

#fearandhatred #many moments in the show got me feeling things but only twice was i shocked speechless. this was one of those times #at that exact moment i was like oh it's over. we're not recovering from this one #good omens #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #crowley #aziraphale

[singharit]

My commanding officer has some idea that you and I are similar; a shared love of poetry and philosophy. I wonder if it’s something more than that. Perhaps we should find out?

Jack O’Connell as Capt. Robert Blair “Paddy” Mayne & César Domboy as Lt. Augustin Jordan. SAS: ROGUE HEROES (2022-)

#sas rogue heroes #paddy mayne #augustin jordan #jack o'connell #césar domboy #perioddramaedit #*g #tv #everyone look at my new blorbos #this could be better but ps crashed TWICE while i was making this so this is what you get (: #i'll probably make an eoin set too but gimme like a week to recover first 😭

[uncanny-tranny]

The frustrating part about conversations like "should people with self-harm scars warn others before showing off their body?" and conversations like it is how nobody would tell me that my scars are obscene or should be hidden despite, literally, being self-harm scars. They just do not know because people literally do not know what self-harm scars are and what self-harm is.

Our bodies are not vulgar or gross. We deserve to live our lives, and if our scars make you uncomfortable, we can be compassionate about that, but that doesn't mean that our bodies are Bad and should be Locked Away. Treat us like we belong, because we do.

#mental health #mental health advocacy #self harm #self harm tw #sh tw #it's just funny seeing what people think self-harm is #because they wouldn't think twice about my scars but they would rain hellfire on somebody who has scars that LOOK like they're... #...the result of self-harm (even if they are not from it!) #people just run with the assumptions they have based off of like... pop media and sad songs and never from us #/especially/ if you are somebody who never self-harmed in the most 'conventional' or 'understood' way... #...i found that as somebody who fits that category nobody knows how to treat me... #...which tied into a different post i made about 'unconventional' self-harming bahaviour #and the idea that we should be hidden away like a broken doll just helps contribute to us not getting help or being able to recover... #...like part of the reason i have self-harmed is because i was told how my trans body was obscene in cis society... #...it was more complex than that but being told you are Fundamentally Broken and Bad is genuinely evil

[aura-draws]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊

#oshi no ko #my artwork #watched the first ep twice and cried both times #took a long time for me to recover from that T_T

[midnightmah07]

Do not let this fool you. This bastard only came at 100 pull. I hate it here.

#💙! mah's gameplay #at least he came #TWICE #twst pls give me time to recover don't bring us tamashina mina leona next month

[swaglet]

my one single goal for the next 48+ hours is to not insult myself, demean myself, or put myself down for not graduating with the rest of the class of 2024 today

#> #i got a schizoaffective diagnosis and an adhd diagnosis and was institutionalized 3 times and had 2 surgeries for severely life-> #threatening issues and ended up with an autoimmune disease + asthma + heart and lung damage from covid #and lost one of my closest lifelong friends to a heart attack and my beloved pet was diagnosed with a disease that less than 400 animals-> #on earth have ever been confirmed to have and over 90% of cases are fatal and it took her 2 years to recover #all in a span of 4 years #i owe it to myself to be kind and generous and considerate of all the things that happened to me #i shouldn't have made it out alive but i did and that's all that matters #i changed majors twice as well. the average person without any of these issues would have had to take an extra year too #so really i'm right on track despite it all

[detachhunter]

I am inconsolable and in tears as I think about this again, but it's fine. I'm fine. It's fine, I promise. I'm lying.

Spoilers for The Twice-Dead King: Ruin below. This is an appreciation post about Djoseras and I'm hurting.

Djoseras is only a supporting character in the TDK novels, but I really want to argue that he is perhaps the MOST IMPORTANT character outside of our boy, Oltyx, who is, of course, the protagonist. Now, he's not present for the most part, usually a referred to character and his actual "on screen" time is very limited. However, there are just scenes that shape Djoseras' character so immensely, giving him a level of character depth usually not reserved or expected for side characters, and though it's mostly through Oltyx's perception of him (so, skewed or otherwise), his brother is just. So important.

So, shout out to Djoseras who taught Oltyx the hard lessons even if he himself found discomfort in what he was teaching him.

Shout out to Djoseras who protected Oltyx by skewing a significant event that ultimately led to his brother being exiled instead of executed.

Shout out to Djoseras who went back to comfort Oltyx who was so scared of going through the furnaces of biotransference.

Shout out to Djoseras who who inscribed upon his immortals all their names and deeds upon their necrodermis to show who they were/are.

Shout out to Djoseras who feigned ignorance just so he could talk to his brother before his departing to the capital to trying making Unnas see reason about the incoming Imperial Crusade that would see all of Ithakas destroyed.

Shout out to Djoseras who stayed behind to give Oltyx the time he needed to flee and take what survivors he could with him before Antikef fell.

Shout out to Djoseras who, despite everything, will always love his brother and wishes nothing more than for him to thrive.

Please, remember him.

#Warhammer 40k #WH40k #Necrons #The Twice Dead King #Djoseras #Oltyx #Spoilers #TDK Spoilers #The Twice Dead King Spoilers #This is what I get for sleeping in #And laying in bed longer than I should have #And then having necron thoughts and wanting more TDK content #Actually I just want more necron content in general I'm begging #I'm also still not recovered from reading Severed and Zahndrekh's QUOTE #YOU KNOW THE ONE #STILL HAUNTS ME AND I THINK ABOUT IT EVERY DAY #BUT I'M ALSO HAUNTED BY DJOSERAS TOO #And how much he just #Loves Oltyx so much

[thekingofspin]

the 12th doctors regeneration destroys me every time.

#doctor who #dr who #12th doctor #the doctor #the doctor falls #world enough and time #twice upon a time #regeneration #bill potts #clara oswald #peter capaldi #i cant recover from this

[andoutofharm]

you'll never catch us so just let me be said i'll be fine till the hospital or american embassy miss flack said i still want you back miss flack said i still want you back i got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match what a catch, what a catch and all i can think of is the way i'm the one who charmed the one who gave up on you who gave up on you

#it came on while i was cleaning and i had to just sit there like this until it ended #hearing this song live TWICE #one of them being the first time since 2013 #is not something i am recovering from quickly at all

[daylightdiaz]

i (and i cannot stress this enough) can’t wait for the red white & royal blue movie to come out so i can make it my entire personality

#you don’t UNDERSTAND #i’ve literally reread the book twice this month #i have a countdown on my phone for the movie #the trailer??? the CLIPS???? THEY ARE DRIVING ME INSANE #i am never going to recover from this movie and i sincerely mean that #red white & royal blue #red white and royal blue #rwrb movie #henry fox mountchristen windsor #alex claremont diaz

[secretarysong]

thinking about Bunk Bed Junction & the trials and tribulations that come with living underground let alone IN THE SEWERS within a city which is outwardly stated 2 have worsening flooding problems ... aside from the water underneath the city, general rainfall seems to be a cause for concern as per zuke's dialogue when you examine the Street Water-Drainer:

(a bit more under the cut)

i'm not sure if Vinyl City is located in Malaysia or a Malaysia-adjacent place in the NSR universe (or neither) but if it is, that would also mean they experience monsoons and the heavy rains that come w summer and like...

it makes me wonder if Mayday and Zuke have ever suffered the brunt of Vinyl City's flooding issues whilst living underground together. it could be a reason why they have sooooo many heavy-duty-looking boxes in their storage room—boxes that might contain their belongings and such ... salvaged or otherwise

this might just be me overthinking their living situation or whateva but like i love to overanalyze

#nettsy rambling #no straight roads #bunk bed junction #b2j #nsr #i don't know if this is a heaadcaanonn but like #i think mayday and zuke have been up shits' creek several times #but only once or twice have their lives been in immediate danger (whether they realized it or not) #they recovered from the flood damage eventually but #still very much awful and stressful experiences for everyone (including ellie) though #every time it rains they kinda... look at eachother #and they share the same thought #'how much longer can we live down here?'

[blinkpen]

having long ago made the executive decision to sublimate MUCH more of my rage over all the ways my body identity and personhood have been violated over the course of my life on levels both mental physical domestic and systemic into my writing by the way

#this does not mean we will be Seeing things on screen we don't need to #just that i am going to crank the dial and how much harrowingly visceral information can be conveyed -without- actually doing that #good horror will make a frame with seemingly nothing going on the scariest shit ever bc you Know. you cant see. but you Know. #the tragedy of 'my schizophrenia did not disable me but the PTSD from how i've been treated and taken advantage of bc of it DID' #'and SO MUCH of the WORST trauma was inflicted in the name of Fixing me (be it the mental illness or my gayness or my being a girl wrong) #and a lot of other things really but this is at the forfront of my mind as i finally finish recovering from a lot of repressed shit finally #boiling over to dangerously lethal levels last year and my entire brain just Imploded lmao #i dont know when i'll be able to really forgive my family for refusing to vaccinate or distance and transmitting covid to me twice #resulting in seizures and brain damage the second time #which basically hit a reset button on how well i could manage my pre-existing schizophrenic symptoms and damaged my cognition #i've had to mourn losing a big chunk of my own mind's ability to function focus or even remain anchored in reality because of that #oh yeah the transphobia my family still refuses to work on that and it also contributed heavily to the system shattering so bad #i finally realized that it even existed #some of the alters now have mutually exclusive genders and orientations presumably as weird coping mechanism

[cryoriku]

#hamsters #comfy #kawaii #photography #my photography #hampter...... #fun fact on this day my friend and i decided to open my sunroof which i promptly left open for an entire week and didnt notice until it had #already been raining for 2 days straight. #now my car has recovered entirely from the water damage its like it never happened but that. THAT. was a torment that lasted so so long #everytime i drove to my uni's bi weekly mandated covid test (2020 thingz) i would have a wet spot unless i laid my #'emergency trapped in snow' quilt on the seat beforehand #btw i cured it via copious moisture sucking bags (not the powder ones those spilt twice on me and were a pain in the ass to get out and #didnt help) and driving to the nearest sketchy carwash to vacuum out the water daily for a few weeks #and then promptly moving to sunny florida where the sun dried the rest. pro tip: car got wet? just move to florida ez #i think of my sad wet pants walkig thru kroger everytime i listen to nickelbacks 'far away' which was playing when i first drove in it after

[mayahawkeswife]

“i can stare at your back all day” and it’s just me aggressively staring at rhea ripley’s back every time i saw her live (not even lying especially nxt 8/22)

^^ two extra examples 😍😍

#lyrics from pink in the night by mitski #we MADE FUCKING EYE CONTACT. #TWICE. TWO DIFF DAYS. #one was halloween havoc when i was ‘dressed’ as her sorta 😭😭 #god i’m in love with that woman ngl. #never recovering ever #becoming a wwe wrestler just to get in the ring with her 👼👼 /hj #wwe #rhea ripley #demi bennett