#tw:abuse and neglect
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TW:Abuse,Intrusive thought(s)
i want to run away from home.
i dont really know what to do anyomre
i cant deal withe the abuse from my parents
its at a point where i dont even know if half the stuff i experience is real or not cuz my mom always says im making shit up and my dad says that im exaggerating
i just dont know what do do..
and im or well i was pretty sure my parents are emotionally neglectful,emotionaly+psychologicaly abusive and financially abusive
but i dont even know if thats right anymore cuz my mom keeps telling me that she just gets angry sometimes and im the abusive one
why cant i just be a creature and be able to scare them off by growling and snapping my teeth?
i wish they would die.
or i wish i could just force them to be good humans :( /gen
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TW: Abuse
Abuser,
You promised.
But you never kept your word.
And now that I am an adult I am finally demanding answers. I am demanding that you do better. This is more than just the words of a child asking you to change something they feel is important. This is a man needing his abuser to look him in the eyes and explain why they couldn’t keep a promise made to their child.You say you wanted me, planned for me, that you adore me, that you think of me all the time.... That I mean the world to you.
Well.
You used to mean the world to me. You were my world. You were the pinnacle upon which my entire fiber was built upon.
Abuser,
You made many promises to me throughout my life.
To love me always, which I am certain you feel you do.
To accept me for who I am, for which you surely are trying.
To take care of me. Which you did the barest minimum, in that I had a roof over my head and enough to eat. But I felt more loved by the idea of love than I ever did by you. You promised to stop smoking, to do better, to go to therapy, and take your meds. You promised a million things that went unfulfilled.
Abuser,
I need you to understand. When you were raising me with right and wrong, you were doing more than telling me with your words. you were telling me with your actions. And every broken promise taught me that a promise made to me meant nothing. That every time you said “I promise” I could expect nothing to change, and for this to just be another aspect of my life. I would hope for days, or months, sometimes years. But things stayed ever-same, and hope became a thing I could choke myself on just as surely as you choked out a cigarette.
Abuser,
I was looking up to you my entire life. Looking to you for guidance, for my ethics and morals, for my value in this world. Every broken promise was another time you told me that your words to me did not mean enough for you to change. I wish this did not hurt me so much. That I could look at my past and say “Yeah, it sucked but that didn’t mean anything” But it did and it does. You meant everything to me. You raised me, you cared for me. You promised me.
And you failed.
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Totally not projecting or anything but Tim not accepting his parent’s extreme negligence as abuse though. It’s always “they were busy” or “they tried their best”. Man when it hits him that’ll be quite a revelation.
#sorta ooc#kinda hc#cause I could go on and on anout tim and his parents but I am in my car before work#tw: neglect#tw:abuse mention
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As mother's day is approaching I just want to say on behalf of being a child abuse survivor
FUCK MOTHER'S DAY
#mother's day#child abuse#abuse mentioned#tw:abuse#yes I am a child abuse victim#child abuse survivor#child abuse victim#physical abuse#abusive mother#emotional abuse#neglect#child physical abuse
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What’s With Autumn’s Posts?
Hello followers, I’m not sure how many of you actually pay attention to me, but recently I’ve made the decision to move out of my parents house in San Diego and move in with my Godmother in Fullerton. I’m switching schools. My home life is hard and I don’t let on. 3 years ago I had a family trauma and was very painfully estranged from my mother’s side of the family, and my sister gave us the knowledge of her repetitive sexual abuse by them, and developed PTSD, and Many Many health problems. Which resulted in my mother’s abusive tendencies increasing...as an adult. I need to move out so my family is less involved in my private life and is less nosey, while also passing judgement on things not their business and criticizing me for the man i love to taking medication to manage my anxiety and depression. I’m learning to budget the purchasing of furniture and being emotionally abused for moving out because my needs are neglected for not being sick the way my sister is. I’ve recently come to realization of my abuse. It’s hard to grasp because when I try to tell my parents a certain thing upsets me, I’m immediately told my feelings are invalid because it’s all in my head and I take everything as an attack....which I don’t. I’m 20 years old constantly told what to do and punished for not, even though I’m 2 years out of high school and almost 21. I’m venting, coming to terms with this situation, preparing, and learning to adult on my own. Please bear with me. Tips and words of encouragement are very appreciated as this is emotional, anxiety/panic inducing, as I stay in this toxic environment preparing to get out of it, because the last 2 months are hell. Thanks.
#tw:abuse#tw: emotional abuse#tw: emotional manipulation#adulting#anxiety#anxiety attack#moving out#toxic homelife#toxic parents#nuclear family#depression#prozac#college student#abusive parents#neglect#mental health#trauma#adult advice#fear#confusion#self doubt
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WILDER FABRAY ➝ FOURTH SIBLING
AS YOU RECALL, YOU KNOW I LOVE TO SHOW OFF
◈ FULL NAME: Wilder Ryker Fabray.
◈ GENDER: Male.
◈ PRONOUNS: He/Him.
◈ AGE: 22. (January 23rd).
◈ BIRTH ORDER: Fourth. Adopted.
◈ HOMETOWN: Camden, Maine.
◈ CURRENT LOCATION: Los Angeles, California.
◈ JOB ROLE: Lead Singer of the band Wild Ones.
◈ SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Pansexual.
◈ ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: Panromantic.
◈ FACECLAIM: Ross Lynch.
BUT YOU NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD TAKE IT THIS FAR
TW: Drugs; TW:Abuse; TW: Homophobia
Life was rough for Wilder Fabray, born to druggie parents who didn’t want him, but they didn’t put him up for adoption at first. He lived with his biological parents until the age of six, being neglected and abused, shoved in closets when his parents wanted to get high. It wasn’t until his father “accidentally” broke Wilder’s arm that he got taken away from them and put into the foster system. That was how he ended up in the care of the Fabrays, they were just another foster family that he was placed with, until it was decided that Wilder was going to be adopted. Russel wanted a son, and with his blonde hair and hazel eyes, Wilder was a perfect fit for the Fabray family.
For the first year or so of Wilder being with the Fabrays, he was extremely shy, afraid of messing up and it being decided that he wasn’t wanted anymore. After it became apparent to the small boy that thta wasn’t going to happen, he began to open up a little more and became an energetic, hyperactive child. He willingly did all the things that Russel wanted him to do, letting his adoptive father sign him up for football, baseball, and basketball. Wilder tried extremely hard to be the perfect on, and for the most part, he succeeded. When it came time to decide what he wanted to do after he graduated high school, Wilder wanted to take a year and find himself, to try his luck at making it in the music business whereas Russel wanted Wilder to immediately go to college and work at a practical job, namely a lawyer or a doctor. Wilder managed to convince Russel to give him just one year, and if he failed, he would go to school and become a lawyer.
Music was always an interest of Wilder’s. He taught himself how to play the guitar, piano, and the drums, so he was ecstatic that Russel actually agreed to let him try his hand in the business. After graduating high school, Wilder and a group of his friends,who he had formed a band with, moved to LA and started trying to get a record deal. When the year was almost up, with less than a month left actually, Wild Ones managed to get a record deal, and they immediately started getting their music out in the world more. They rose to popularity fairly quickly after that, touring as an opening act while recording their debut album, which went platinum within six months. They just got done with their world tour and are currently working on their second album.
WHAT DO YOU KNOW? FLASHING LIGHTS, LIGHTS
Wilder has short, shaggy blond hair that he likes to leave unstyled. He loves wearing jeans and graphic tees, only getting super fancy if he has to.
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The sentences that never go away;
TW:abuse, eating disorders
“You’re like a leach, you suck everything out of all your relationships” - my ex and abuser
“You’re never going to be anything, you’re going to end up on the street or living of others”- My father
“If you were raped at 14 and didn’t tell the police, it’s your own damn fault” - My mother
“She is the one that always lies” - My siblings
“You don’t look like you have ever been skinny or had an eating disorder”- random person on the internet
“If you tell anyone, they are going to take your siblings away and you’ll never meet them again”- My parents
“You just abandoned me”- My sister
“I can’t believe that you thought that you couldn’t come out to me, I’m your brother”- My brother
“You’re a girl you practice on before you have a hot girlfriend” - boyfriend at 16
“If you think I’ve been neglecting your siblings, it’s because you always have to be the center of attention” - My mother
“You’re trying to take my babies away, why do you always have to ruin my life”- My mother
“Invitations were for family only, and you’re not my daughter”- My father
"Why do you always have to make everything about you" -.....
Sometimes I just need to write them down so that they don’t mess my head up as much. I’m sorry
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Thank you for your audition, DYLAN. We are thrilled to welcome you into the group as the Fourth Fabray who you have chosen to name WILDER RYKER, with the faceclaim of Ross Lynch, and we truly cannot wait to meet them. Please send in your account in the next 24 hours, and read over the new members checklist before sending in your link.
ABOUT YOU ➝
NAME/PRONOUNS: Dylan
AGE (18+): 21
TIMEZONE: CST
ACTIVITY LEVEL: 8/10, even though it’s summer, I still got school, and that keeps me sorta busy.
TRIGGERS: Removed.
ANYTHING ELSE?: Removed.
CHARACTER BASICS ➝
CHARACTER NAME: Wilder Ryker Fabray
FACE CLAIM: Ross Lynch
GENDER/PRONOUNS: Male/He, him
AGE/BIRTHDAY: 22, January 23rd
BIRTH ORDER: Fourth/Adopted
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Pansexual
ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: Pansexual
JOB TITLE: Lead singer of the band Wild Ones.
BIOGRAPHY ➝
TW: Drugs; TW:Abuse; TW: Homophobia
Life was rough for Wilder Fabray, born to druggie parents who didn’t want him, but they didn’t put him up for adoption at first. He lived with his biological parents until the age of six, being neglected and abused, shoved in closets when his parents wanted to get high. It wasn’t until his father “accidentally” broke Wilder’s arm that he got taken away from them and put into the foster system. That was how he ended up in the care of the Fabrays, they were just another foster family that he was placed with, until it was decided that Wilder was going to be adopted. Russel wanted a son, and with his blonde hair and hazel eyes, Wilder was a perfect fit for the Fabray family.
For the first year or so of Wilder being with the Fabrays, he was extremely shy, afraid of messing up and it being decided that he wasn’t wanted anymore. After it became apparent to the small boy that thta wasn’t going to happen, he began to open up a little more and became an energetic, hyperactive child. He willingly did all the things that Russel wanted him to do, letting his adoptive father sign him up for football, baseball, and basketball. Wilder tried extremely hard to be the perfect on, and for the most part, he succeeded. When it came time to decide what he wanted to do after he graduated high school, Wilder wanted to take a year and find himself, to try his luck at making it in the music business whereas Russel wanted Wilder to immediately go to college and work at a practical job, namely a lawyer or a doctor. Wilder managed to convince Russel to give him just one year, and if he failed, he would go to school and become a lawyer.
Music was always an interest of Wilder’s. He taught himself how to play the guitar, piano, and the drums, so he was ecstatic that Russel actually agreed to let him try his hand in the business. After graduating high school, Wilder and a group of his friends,who he had formed a band with, moved to LA and started trying to get a record deal. When the year was almost up, with less than a month left actually, Wild Ones managed to get a record deal, and they immediately started getting their music out in the world more. They rose to popularity fairly quickly after that, touring as an opening act while recording their debut album, which went platinum within six months. They just got done with their world tour and are currently working on their second album.
AESTHETIC ➝
Wilder has short, shaggy blond hair that he likes to leave unstyled. He loves wearing jeans and graphic tees, only getting super fancy if he has to.
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