#tw vent in tags

[2-kamikou-1]

i don't know the context to this mafuyu card at all but I feel it so hard

#this is an ed thing but it's also a #''mealtimes are the only significant amount of time i spend with my dad because all he wants to do is use me as a therapist“ #thing #tw vent in tags #i guess

[tallyhoot]

i feel sick

i really want a hug now

and i very much want to cry

which is so annoying cuz i was feeling really good today and now i feel so icky :(

#i really didnt need to see that fucking s/h gore today #i also cant find mayo {mudkip plushie} :( #tw vent #tw s/h mention #tw vent in tags #eddies vents and rants

[holywhorror]

#tw vent in tags #i am once again kinda close to relapsing #i think the last time was when i was 17?? #idk man #time isn't real #i'm just.. empty right now #and i think this is how my boredom aggression is manifesting #or whatever #my silly music taste #mine #petrus my beloved #HIM<3 #Spotify

[xxlethal-lunaxx]

If anyone relates to this even just a little bit, then I'm so sorry.

#• luna lavinchi speaking • #living with cptsd #cptsd vent #complex ptsd #diet culture trauma #monsters inside me #toxic health culture #ex vegitarian/vegan #emotional flashbacks #health documentaries #dark side of veganism #i should have never been forced to watch these as a child..my mind wasn't ready to understand the information nor tell what was real or not #-i cant try sushi or even think about fish without feeling physically sick and dizzy. i haven't had McDonald's since i was like 6ish years- #-old..i never wanted to share this information but i need to vent. I feel embarrassed and rude for not liking a food chain that most of the #-population does. Smelling or seeing McDonald's makes me wanna puke so bad because of everything those documentaries would say. #I will never be able to eat McDonald's in my life because of how sick and terrified i feel when thinking about the food even the drinks- #-scare the shit out of me. I'm so pissed that I'm triggered. All of the sudden i smell something in the house that smells like McDonald's- #-then the memories come flooding back and i feel like puking so back so i cant even eat dinner. i know this may seem stupid but i am- #-genuinly scared. Im tired of this shit and tired of feeling alone in this. #(anyway sorry. if you read my vent then i appreciate you) #tw food talk #tw diet culture #tw vent in tags #(dont even get me started on parasites cause thats a whole fucking trauma itself. damn it i hate it all. i hate it so much) #(also note: my therapist made me feel so validated weeks ago when i told her during my session that i was traumatized by monsters inside me- #-she literally knew the name of the show before i could even say its name. and she said she also cant watch it and that she saw it as an- #-adult who doesn't have ocd. so she told me she can't even imagine how terrified i was to watch it as a child who was developing ocd.- #-therapist W)

[best-kirby-character-tournament]

I haven’t been paying too much attention to everything and all but hopefully after a good nights rest you’ll feel better

Just remember it’s a silly little poll, and it’s all fun no matter who wins :)

If that’s worded properly

Basically, what I’m trying to say is, release the fic, post what you want, do what you want! Your actions shouldn’t be defined to the results of a poll, nothing should. + polls are stressful and scary and that messes things up

Please get some rest <3

Also everyone on here needs to STOP BEING SO HARSH it’s a poll not the end of the world

No one’s going to explode if things go “wrong”

Thank you for the kind words ^-^

Mod is feeling better, they'll try to do better and reign themself in a little more :3 /gen

There's still a little less than 20 minutes left before mod checks the 'release the fic' poll, so they'll wait on that :3 /gen

Mod would've answered this earlier, but they had to go to school >.< /gen

If anyone wants mod to delete some of the posts/reblogs from yesterday, please let them know! /gen /nm /lh

#tw vent in tags #<kinda? #mod doesn't like leaving things on a sad note for long periods of time >.< /gen /lh #so they're trying to ignore the leftover anxiety from yesterday >.< /gen /lh #polls ARE a little scary- making the tournament was actually quite stressful tbh >.< /gen /lh #mod didn't think this tournament would get popular- so seeing lots of people vote was surprising ^-^ /gen /pos #not a poll #kirby questions!

[robotsafari]

theres like so much i can delve into when it comes to how i connect with robo-ky (LISTEN, HEAR ME OUT.) but it would get real personal fast so.......

#robo ramble #tw vent in tags #just saying that its pretty insane how i can still say i love crow despite him. reminding me of my “dad” somewhat. #in terms of saying that he loves me but in actuality he couldnt give less of a fuck about me. #at least crow kuruwaba is a funny fucked up scientist who made copies of the hottest woman in gaming. and a fictional character.

[jokerislandgirl32]

Made a decision, I am sleeping through the entire first week of July for the rest of my life, okay bye, 😴.

#tw vent in tags #so my cat was killed by a hawk today #my precious little jennifur #my little gray angel fish #and my daughter would have been 2 today #and my grandpa’s been dead a year as of yesterday #and my aunt’s birthday would have been tomorrow #like why #just why #tw death #tw death mention #vent post #i just want to cry #but i can’t because of my eyes #trying not to have a breakdown….

[buck-yyyy]

seconds away from diy top surgery

#for legal reasons this is a joke #tonight has been. a night #i’ve been crying on and off for the past… half hour maybe? #fuck. fuck why can’t i just be a girl WHY does all this bullshit have to be me why why why #tw vent in tags

[tallyhoot]

waough this is a vent be careful

i saw this video and it was like "what's your earliest memory? / most important memory" and then the voiceover talked about their memory and whatnot

and it just got me thinking {maybe a bit too much thinking} what the fuck is my earliest memory? and what the fuck would be my most important memory???

i have no fucking clue like i just put ages on things and pretend that when it happened because i can't fucking remember shit

or i just think of the bits of abuse i can remember and call those my most important memories

#tw vent in tags #tw vent #eddies vents and rants #tw abuse mention #like yeah i know the names of my mutuals pets but no I can't remember [random memory that is sorta important] sorry. #anyways blame this random vent on me listening to Amazon Standing Lamp for the last two hours and that random video i saw way to late #last night

[jeansyvesmoreau]

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#soooo I realised that I’m the only one in my family who doesn’t keep contact with people I know irl…. #like I am the. only person who doesn’t have a day to tell about because I have. zero irl life #even my fucking four year old sister has a better social life than I do and my siblings have better social lives than I did at their age #like I’m happy for them but sometimes all you can do to cope is loop people watching #and just. I’m so tired of it #tw vent in tags

[gunkbaby]

I know im femme presenting and all but it makes me hate myself so much when people refer to me as a she/her or a lady or woman. makes me so uncomfortable and i cant even do anything about it

#gunk #gender issue gunk #i keep hoping that when im not fat anymore it will stop and people will just see a skeleton #i dont want to exist to anyone #i just wanna be like. bones #just a little skeleton rotting away. #thats all #tw ed #tw ed in tags #tw vent in tags #personal in tags #chomp.com

[uglyduckling339]

I fucking hate school

#MY SCHEDULE CAME AND IT SUCKS AND IM MISSING A MANDATORY CLASS AND IM GON LOSE MY SHIT #Ky posts random shit #Tw vent #tw vent in tags

[best-kirby-character-tournament]

Mod is gonna make and schedule tomorrow's polls and go to bed. /gen /not mad

#tw vent in tags #<kinda? #it may be nine o'clock for mod but dealing with anxiety is so tiring... /gen #not a poll #kirby character tournament