#anyways blame this random vent on me listening to Amazon Standing Lamp for the last two hours and that random video i saw way to late

[tallyhoot]

waough this is a vent be careful

i saw this video and it was like "what's your earliest memory? / most important memory" and then the voiceover talked about their memory and whatnot

and it just got me thinking {maybe a bit too much thinking} what the fuck is my earliest memory? and what the fuck would be my most important memory???

i have no fucking clue like i just put ages on things and pretend that when it happened because i can't fucking remember shit

or i just think of the bits of abuse i can remember and call those my most important memories

#tw vent in tags #tw vent #eddies vents and rants #tw abuse mention #like yeah i know the names of my mutuals pets but no I can't remember [random memory that is sorta important] sorry. #anyways blame this random vent on me listening to Amazon Standing Lamp for the last two hours and that random video i saw way to late #last night