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apotatomashedbybts · 5 years

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The Stains Of Your Love

[GENRE: angst, mature

Pairing: Jimin×reader, Jungkook×reader

Word Count: 3.7k+]

[Summary: Jimin and your relationship was perfect, everyone said so, you thought so too. But love is not always what it seems to be. What if you get hurt by the person you love the most? Will you flee away? But how far will you run until love finds you again? ]

Part I : Stained Heart

You chuckled to yourself as the face of your surprised boyfriend crossed your mind.

You were out on a work tour to Germany for almost two weeks. This tour was supposed to last for three weeks but due to your work efficiency the work got finished earlier than expected. So you decided to surprise your boyfriend by not telling him about your arrival.

Working in the Government Foreign Service had its own perks and you being a travel lover had always enjoyed it but missing your boyfriend in those frequent tours was never your favourite emotion. You had been in a relationship with Jimin for about four years. In those four years he had joined you in your tours sometimes but he had his own job too, so leaving him alone at home had always been tough for you. When you both started dating, you were known to be the perfect couple in your friend circle and everybody talked about your relationship. After about six months of being his girlfriend, you moved in with him to a new apartment. You had never thought life would be so perfect after being with him. He was one of the most caring person you had ever met and you loved him like crazy. He had never failed your expectations and always treated you like a queen. After moving in with him you decorated the apartment with your own hands with love and turned it into home. You had been content ever since. It was a happy home. It became even happier when both of your parents approved of your relationship.

You inserted the special key that only you and Jimin had one each to unlock the door if it's closed from inside and tiptoed inside. You were quite surprised to see that all the lights were off. Jimin was supposed to be home by now. You kept your heavy bags by the door and moved towards the bedroom. The bedroom door was slightly ajar and you could hear murmurs coming out from the room. You planned to raid suddenly but you froze on your tracks after hearing Jimin's moans.

From the slight opening of the door you could see a girl's bare back giving Jimin a blowjob as Jimin pressed her head tightly and moaned in pleasure. He was barely whispering sultrily, "Yes baby girl! Just like that! You are really good at it! I love you so much!"

You couldn't take it anymore. You started to shake violently as your heart shattered into a million pieces. You tried to muffle your cry and moved out taking your bags as quickly and as silently as you could. After coming out of the apartment building you wiped your face, called a taxi and told him to take you to a nearby hotel.

Checking in your room you sighed heavily. You went straight to the bathroom after keeping your luggage to wash your face. Seeing your face in the mirror made you remember all the kisses that Jimin left there. With that the memory of a while ago came flooding in before your eyes. You were in no position to be strong. You collapsed on the bathroom floor and started crying violently. You didn't know how long you were sitting there crying but the vigorous hiccups made you stand up and go to your room. You planned to have dinner with Jimin and that's why you ignored your hunger on the way to apartment. But now all those hunger drowned in the pain that you were feeling in your heart. You looked at your phone to see the time but the wallpaper of you and Jimin together made your heart clench. You lied down on your bed and tried to think logically but there was no space left where you could squeeze in your logic.

Jimin's face on your wallpaper made you remember that time a year ago when you and him went on a vacation to Tibet and an old lady blessed you saying that you will be your husband's most precious one and he will love you to the world's end. Jimin was in a nearby shop and you visited the lady secretly. After coming out you saw that Jimin was looking for you and calling you. After seeing you the relieved expression on his face made you love him more and you realised that you were precious to him. And after that you took the picture kissing on his cheeks where Jimin's face was all squishy and adorable.

You stared at the wallpaper for a few moments and run your fingers over his face. You were trying to manipulate your mind into thinking that it was all a dream but in vain. Your heart sank again resulting in making your eyes moist again. You wanted to scream but you couldn't. You just lied there with your face in the pillow and cried harshly. You eventually became exhausted and cried yourself to sleep.

The next morning when you woke up you were surprised to see yourself in an unknown room at first. As few seconds passed your head cleared itself from the sleepy fog and you remembered yesterday. You decided to stay strong.

"I must have not been good enough for him. That's why he chose her instead. But he should have told me, I would have gladly accepted. His happiness is of most importance. I should let him go." You thought to yourself and smiled mildly.

After washing up you got ready to return to your apartment. You decided to tell nothing to Jimin about yesterday and also to meet that girl secretly to tell her to take care of him. May be that's the least you can do for him, you wondered. You also had to think of a way to break up with him.

You called Jimin to inform him about your arrival. You didn't want to run into that girl in your apartment, not to tell in that position again. As it was a Sunday morning Jimin was home. He sounded quite happy about your coming back. You wondered how long had he been putting up the act of being happy with you.

He pulled you into an embrace when you entered the apartment. It didn't feel like home anymore but you didn't show any expression that might rise his suspicion, you wanted to check the girl first. He treated you the same, with 'love'. He even cooked your favourite dishes for lunch. You looked at him as he chatted on about how he missed you and wondered about yesterday, "Was it all true?" Your eyes became teary again and he became conscious. "What is it y/n, why are you crying? Is everything alright? Tell me!" He pulled you into a hug.

You said, "Ah! It's nothing! I just missed you, a lot..." trying to convince him.

"You know that I am always here, right? I missed you too." Saying this he kissed you. You kissed back and deepened the kiss knowing that it might be your last one. He lifted you up bridal style and took you to the bedroom. After putting you down he went on top of you and kissed your forehead. After that he left trails of kisses all over your face and stopped on your lips. You pulled him in and deepened the kiss, you didn't want to break it though both of you became short of breath. Breaking out from the kiss he kissed your neck and bit gently, that made you leave a soft moan. You wanted him to leave a deep mark on your body so you looked at him and said, "I want the wild you, I want you to mark me!"

Jimin got the signal and devoured himself into the lust of your body. Every mark, every kiss, each thrust made you miserable thinking that it's only the last. So you chose to give it your all too. After the rough yet loving intercourse ended Jimin looked at you and asked, "What had happened to you today? You are never like this? Did you miss me that much?"

"I will." You murmured. "What?" He asked confusedly.

You wiped your tears and said, "yeah I did, a lot!" and hugged him.

You both fell asleep after that.

Your sleep got broken by a soft mumbling sound. You slightly opened your eyes and saw that the bedroom door was open and Jimin was outside talking on phone as much silently as he could. You looked at your watch and noted the time. Noticing that you had woken up Jimin kept his phone down and entered the room.

He came near you and whispered in your ear, "Hun, it's already 8pm. Wake up and get ready. We are eating out today. Hurry up." and left a kiss on your cheeks. You got out of the bed and got dressed up nicely. When Jimin entered the room after getting ready he looked at you in awe, at least tried to act to you thought. He took you by your hand to the car. The whole evening he treated you like he had all these years, like a queen. After returning both of you binge watched movies until late night. You tried to take in as much as possible of every moment.

At night after Jimin fell asleep, you took his phone and noted down the number. You had to do this as quickly as you can. As Jimin hugged you while sleeping you turned to face him. You traced your fingers along his face and asked him, "Do you even love me anymore?" Of course he didn't answer and it was not like you wanted him to answer you. You brushed off the untamed tears and tried to sleep.

Next morning as Jimin went to his office, you called the number and needless to say a girl's voice answered.

The girl: Hello! Who's this?

You: Ah! Hello! You might know me! I am Jimin's girlfriend.

The girl didn't answer right back as if she was contemplating her reply.

The girl: S-sorry, I don't know anyone named Jimin. Wrong number.

You: Wait! Please don't cut the call. I know you know him. I even know that you two are in a relationship. Which type I don't know yet but listen out me first. I mean no harm, seriously. I just want to meet you. Better if it's today and also please don't tell Jimin. It would be really good if you do that.

After a long pause she answered back.

The girl: Okay! 12 pm at Sky café.

Saying this she cut the call off. You left out a relieved sigh and thought that it's going to really end then. You looked around the apartment, at everything, at every memory and broke down into a fit of sobs while asking, "Why did you do this Chim?"

Entering the café you looked around for the girl, it was not like you know how she looked like but she knew you. She was late. You took an empty seat and ordered two cold coffees and called her. She didn't receive your call instead she sent you a SMS saying that she was on her way. After about ten minutes she entered the café and went straight up to you and took the seat opposite to yours.

"Oh! Thanks for the coffee! By the way, I am Yujin Lim. No need to introduce yourself. I know you." She chimed.

"What was she being so happy for?" You wondered.

"Yeah hi! I came here for an important matter. So I should come straight to the point." You said after crossing the first state of small doubt in your head.

You continued, "I came to know about your relationship until recently, the source should better be kept unmentioned. So do you really love Chim, I mean Jimin?"

She replied rather vaguely, "Of course I do! And it's needless to mention that he doesn't love you anymore. So I think you should better step out of this relationship. He was eventually going to kick you out though." She took a sip from the coffee and smiled crookedly at you.

You squinted your eyes at her processing what to say. You tried to interpret her by her behaviour, "Is she really good for Chim?" you wondered.

Seeing your expression Yujin smiled softly and said, "Please don't mind me. I am rather possessive of Jimin. I am glad by the way seeing that you took the first step. You are a wise woman. Don't worry, we love each other a lot. And I will take care of him."

You tried to convince yourself into believing her words. So you thanked her and drove yourself home. Wherever they met was none of your business so you didn't want to get further information about her. Talking to her more would have only increased your pain, nothing else. Their love for each other was all that mattered to you.

After reaching your apartment you fell into a deep thought as to how to say all these to him. You looked at your phone and it was already time for Jimin to return. You prepared yourself for the consequences. But things seldom go as planned.

Jimin opened the door with a thud and burst into the apartment. Looking at his face you can clearly tell that he was furious about something.

As soon as he entered he addressed you, "How dare you y/n?"

You were shocked, he never talked to you like that. You were so perplexed that you forgot to move or say anything.

"You went through my phone, didn't you? And today you met with Yujin only to harass her? Answer me y/n, how dare you? How could you? Are you so jealous of her? Yes we love each other and you can do nothing about it! You always leave me here, alone. And I can't even brag about you to my friends. She is a lot more beautiful than you are. I can always brag about her." He was practically yelling at this point.

You were baffled. "Harassed her? When? Why would she say something like that?" You thought. You tried to tell Jimin that it was all false. But he didn't listen to you, "Stop it for God's sake y/n! I am not a fool. And I believe her more than I do you. How can you slap her?" He grabbed your hands tightly.

Now he crossed his limit which made you snap, "Stop it Jimin, you are hurting me! How dare I? Listen to yourself what you are saying! I didn't do anything like that! You know me for years. And now you believe that bitch more than me?" you tried to control your shaking voice as he loosened his grip on your hands.

"Don't you dare call her a bitch!" Jimin growled and slapped you loudly.

Everything suddenly became a blank before you. You couldn't believe it. He slapped you, he raised his hands against you. The same Jimin that never even raised his voice against you. You couldn't recognise this Jimin. You were afraid of him. More than fear, grief and insult took over your soul.

"Thanks for this Chi.. Jimin. I hope you stay happy." You said almost whispering and burst out of your apartment taking your purse.

You spent the night at another hotel as you didn't want any of your friends to worry about you. It was more than you could take. Everything was a blur in front of you. You worked like a robot, getting into the taxi, booking a room, spending the whole night sitting on the bed. Before you realised it was morning already and you had made up your mind.

You washed your face and went to a nearby clothes shop to buy a new pair of office wear as you left home in pajamas. After entering your office you sighed deeply and went straight to the director's room.

"Are you sure you want to go back to Australia?" Director asked looking at you with concern.

"Yes sir! There's nothing left here. So I would like to go back as soon as possible and work there in the same department." You replied with a determined voice.

After all you decided to permanently move to Korea because of Jimin. As that reason was not yours anymore so there's no meaning of you staying here.

"Ok then! I'll finish all the procedure and you'll be able to continue your work from next month. Just sign here and you can leave for Australia the coming week." Director smiled at you.

"Sir, I have one more favor to ask from you. If Jimin ever comes here asking about me, can you please not let him know?" You asked.

"Of course! Don't worry about that. I'll cover everything. By the way, it was a pleasure having you here with us!" Director replied with a soothing voice.

"Thank you sir." You said after signing the papers and left the room.

After coming out of the office you called the moving services.

You took everything that was yours and erased off your memories from the apartment. No one could tell that you were ever there. You left a small letter for Jimin

Dear Chim,

I don't know if I am still eligible to call you by that nickname but I wanted to use it one last time. I promise that this letter won't be long, don't worry. This is the last time you'll be dealing with me. I just wanted to tell you that I am sorry. Sorry for being a bad girlfriend. If you were my old Chim then by now you'd have already told me to shut up and kissed me saying that I am the best girlfriend that one could get. But I guess that won't happen this time. I was not the girlfriend you wanted. You wanted someone who you could brag about. But Chim you could have thought that before you started dating me. Then it would have saved a heart from breaking. Ah! Leave it! What's done is done. I don't hate you, I don't know if I can ever do that. But I will try to not to love you anymore. I also wanted you to take notes of some things that only I knew. Your eye drops are on the fourth shelf of the left wall case in the bathroom. Don't forget to take the drops every evening. Never skip your breakfast, you know what happens when you do, right? But if ever you have to and you become sick then the pills are on the second drawer of the bedside table. I bought new ones. Keep them in your bag. And I talked to the maintenance uncle of this building. He will come this evening to show you the fittings on the fuse box and other electrical settings. I sorted out the things I needed to. I hope you will be now able to live in peace and love. I will try to cherish the beautiful moments I had with you in my memory. I hope you won't. Bye. Take care.

with love,

Y/n

You kept the letter on the bedside table and pulled out the diamond ring with your and Jimin's initials engraved on it from your ring finger and left it on top of the letter. You never for once removed the ring from your finger until now. Jimin gifted this ring to you on your first year anniversary and you treasured it with love. But now it was time to let it go along with the love that it symbolised.

"What do you mean by 'I want him to be happy'? He fucking cheated on you y/n! How could you let him off the hook so easily? He even slapped you! I am gonna kill that bastard! And that bloody bitch too!" Your best friend Ga-yeon shouted at you angrily.

"Just leave it Yeon! You know I don't like that! And moreover I don't want to face him anymore. I'll just leave and never return. And you are eventually going to get transferred to Australia for your job after two months! It's good to have you around." You smiled at your best friend and put a big spoon of ice cream into your mouth.

You had decided to live with your best friend until you leave for Australia. After returning to her apartment she was quite surprised to see you outside her door with all your belongings. Needless to say she had been quite furious since she heard everything from you. Knowing you she knew that Jimin was now in the hands of someone who doesn't have a decent heart. She speculated that staying in relationship with Yujin would be Jimin's perfect punishment. So she didn't persuade you further.

The next few days went in a blink as she took you to various tourist places across Korea to lighten your mood. Though there was a heavy cloud in your heart but you pushed it into a corner only not to be an emotional burden on her.

"Did you take everything? Nothing is left here? I'll not take responsibility for your left out objects in my apartment." Ga-yeon chattered on as you two were going to the airport in a taxi.

"I guess I left one thing." You replied thoughtfully.

"Oh God! What is it? Is it something important?" Ga-yeon facepalmed.

"I am leaving my best friend here." You laughed out loud.

Ga-yeon smacked you and laughed along with you, "I swear to God, you almost got me thinking here!"

You looked at her and sighed thinking, "I am leaving the most important thing here."

Before parting your ways at the airport you hugged your best friend tightly and said, "Thank you Yeon, thank you for everything."

And like that you left South Korea that was supposed to be your home. From your window you could see the city that shined brightly in the night blurring the dim hearts underneath it.

A/n: Here's a year ending gift to you all. It's specially for international ARMYs. But everyone can enjoy it. Thank you for reading. Love you all 💜💜💜

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apotatomashedbybts · 5 years

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The Stains Of Your Love

[GENRE: angst, fluff, mature

Pairing: Jimin×reader, Jungkook×reader

Word Count: 4.3k+]

[Summary: Love is not always what it seems to be. What if you get hurt by the person you love the most? Will you flee away? But how far will you run until love finds you again? ]

Part IV: Healed and Beyond

"Oh thank you aunty!" Jungkook smiled at your mom as she served another serving of mixed seafood stew in his bowl.

One day while talking he unintentionally mentioned about him missing his home and his mom's cooking. So the next Sunday you decided to invite him over to your home and cook for him. Living in Korea for so long had made you almost an expert in Korean cuisine and you didn't want that to go to a waste. Though you cooked all the dishes in this sumptuous feast for Jungkook you didn't tell him about it. Instead you insisted your mom on lying that she made this all for him.

Seeing Jungkook's happy face made your heart fill with content. Another year had passed after the day he revealed his feelings for you but you still weren't sure. Your love for him had grew gradually in all these days spent with him but you wanted something to happen so that you can be positive and cent percent sure. The worm of doubt still ate your heart because you trusted Jimin too and he loved you too but now you were not sure whether he pretended to or not.

You looked at Jungkook with a soft smile as he ate merrily. Suddenly he looked at your way and asked 'what' by moving his head upwards and you signalled back 'nothing' by shaking your head slightly and went to the kitchen to bring the dessert. You two had a very subtle way of expressing that you care for each other and you never made it too obvious though you both understood. You both were comfortable with this and you were grateful to Jungkook for being the gentleman and not forcing you into anything.

After that day of you receiving the call from Director Jung you asked Ga-yeon to take informations from your friends there back in Korea and also not to tell anything about you. In reply Ga-yeon smacked the back of your head and said, "Of course I won't! What do you take me for? Dumbhead!"

You knew that she won't but you still requested her. The last thing you wanted was to get into a connection with your past. After two days Ga-yeon collected informations which made you sad. Jimin wasn't doing well. He looked as if he hadn't slept for awhile. He had even started wearing glasses. Ga-yeon couldn't get the inner details except that he was still in a relationship with Yujin. You understood that Yujin wasn't taking care of him and Jimin wasn't paying attention to himself either. The eye drops might be expired sitting in the shelf. Jimin never liked wearing glasses instead he wore lenses and that's why doctor told him to take the eye drops. You didn't know what to do. You wanted to run to Jimin then and there but something stopped you. You looked back and saw Jungkook, your parents, Ga-yeon, the happiness and love that you received here and the wounds made in your heart by Jimin. All those things stopped you and you told your heart that there are too many people's love that you can't ignore because of someone who only cared in the time of need. So you stayed back and hoped for Jimin to understand his fault and get out of the mess that he had made and get someone who would love him just like you did or may be more...

"Thank you." Jungkook said after you you went out to see him off. You were clearly confused and asked about the reason. He smiled mildly and said, "I know that all those dishes were made by you."

"H-how?" You were shocked.

He sighed leaning slightly on his car and looking up at the sky he replied, "Your mother never went to South Korea instead you were the one who stayed there for so long. And also I noticed your mother's guilty expression and the stain of the stew on your sleeves. After all I am a photographer. Small details can't pass by in front of my eyes unnoticed." He looked at you and smiled broadly.

You looked down and stuttered, "I thought that it would make you happy if my mom did that. Sorry."

Looking at your sad expression he held both of your hands in his and said looking in your eyes, "I know you did this to make me feel home. Thank you so much. It exactly felt like my mom's. You made me feel better."

Looking in eyes and hearing his words made your heart flutter as it did in all those days in the past years. You hugged him and he took you in his warm embrace. You wanted to say that you loved him but couldn't. You two just stood there hugging each other as the moments passed by though you didn't want it to. Yet a very subtle though not a very subtle way of loving each other.

After two days at evening Jungkook came to your house almost breathless and as soon as you opened the door he hugged you tightly as if he loosened his grip even for a little bit you would fly away. You could feel his racing heart so you decided to give him his time and soothed his back gently. After about a few minutes he loosened his hug and looked at you with glistening eyes. You became concerned by the look on his face and took him inside by his hand. After making him sit down on the couch you held his hands and asked as comfortingly as you could, "It's alright, I'm here. What happened?"

He looked down and broke down into small sobs. You never saw him broken like this. The scenario in front of you was heartbreaking and your eyes became moist too. You stood up and hugged his head. He rounded his hands around your waist and cried in your chest. You stood there with your hands on his head for a time that didn't seem to end. As if realising that it had been too long since he started crying you broke the hug and took his face in your palms making him look at you and wiped off the tears.

"Now now, stop crying and tell me what happened otherwise how will I be able to solve the problem?" You said and went to bring water.

Drinking water he became quite stable and said, "Today at university our H.O.D. said that they are going to send me to Korea for some special projects as I excelled in class. They are going to send me there for one year and I can't come back in the middle." He explained the situation to you still hiccuping and drinking water like a baby. You smiled at him and said excitedly, "So? What's the big deal? That's a great news! A huge opportunity I would say. And let me tell you I am hella proud of you." You smiled at him and took the glass to keep it back. As you turned back to do so he held your hands to stop you and said barely whispering, "I can't. I'll miss you. I love you."

His words made your heart fall apart. You went close to him and kissed him on his lips. His expression was that of an utter disbelief. Before he could regulate his thoughts you had already broken the kiss. You smiled at his shocked expression and said softly, "I'll wait for you."

Suddenly the moment got cut off by the sound of clearing throat. You two snapped out of the trance like situation and looked at the direction from where the sound came from. You saw your dad standing at the kitchen door crossing his arms. Seeing his posture Jungkook got embarrassed. He bowed apologetically after standing up and said, "Sorry uncle. I'll take my leave now. Sorry for ruining your evening."

"Stop there young lad! What do you take us old dudes for? Huh? Putting up all those act of being a gentleman won't work. You come here all the time and now saying sorry for such petty matters? Now come and have dinner with us! And stay here tonight." Your dad had started saying with a serious tone and ended with a laughter.

Both of you smiled at him and Jungkook bowed to him saying, "Thank you uncle!"

At dinner your parents seemed happier than usual. You tried to think about the reason that was making them so happy but you couldn't come up with any so you thought of asking them later.

When you went to leave Jungkook at the guest room your mom appeared from behind and said with a troubled expression, "Oh honey! I forgot to dust the guest room today. It's all untidy and dirty. I guess you will have to sleep somewhere else tonight."

As soon as she finished her sentence your dad appeared as if he was waiting for his entry and said with a intelligent expression, "Oh! That seems to be a problem. Why don't you sleep in y/n's room tonight? There's plenty of room in her room!" and he laughed heartily.

Jungkook seemed to catch this opportunity and said, "Are you sure? I can still sleep on the couch!"

"Oh no no darling! I insist you to sleep in y/n's room tonight. Her bed is much bigger than she actually needs!"

And like that you two ended up in the same room cuddling each other for the first time. At first it was awkward but you took the initiative and scooched closer towards him and cuddled him. He became genuinely happy as you did that and brought you closer. The smell coming from him was tentalizing and your heart raced. But it was not only you whose heart was racing. His heart was racing by the thought that finally you accepted him, that he would be able to love you from now on as you deserved and as he wanted to, that he would be able to take care of you. He kissed your forehead and looked outside of your window to the moon.

You followed his eyes and looked at the moon but couldn't look at it for longer. You didn't want to ruin this moment with your scars that you hid so well. To ease your own feelings you asked him, "So when are you leaving? Is it really soon?" You tried hard to control your voice that shook at the end of the sentence.

He just nodded at first in reply to imply that it's real soon and then clearing his throat he said, "The day after tomorrow. I really don't want to. I want to.." You stopped him midway by keeping your finger tips on his lips and said, "It's important for you. I don't want to be the reason that held you back in the road to your success. And like I said earlier, I am not going anywhere. I am the best girlfriend you are gonna get anyways." At this Jungkook laughed out loud and you smiled at him fondly. You tried hard not to cry and leaned closer to him.

"I promise to love.." Jungkook was just starting to say this when you sprang up said, "Please don't! Don't promise. They break always. We are just fine like this, without promises. Aren't we?"

"Yes we are." Jungkook replied mildly and pulled you making you lie down again.

"So your tomorrow is mine!" You said to lighten the mood.

"Yes! My tomorrow is yours, my everyday is." Jungkook smiled pulling you closer and then you two fell into a comfortable sleep.

"Are you sure you are fine with this? We don't have to do this you know!" Jungkook said with a concerned expression.

"Yes I am positive! Don't worry!" You showed him a thumbs up to convince him but innerly you were afraid, very much.

Waking up in the morning that day you decided to go to an amusement park with Jungkook as he loved to have fun rides. Reaching there when passing by a bungee jumping area you noticed how Jungkook's eyes lit up but he didn't say anything because he was aware of your acrophobia. You wanted to make this day count for him before he left for Korea. He wouldn't be here for a whole year and that's what made you desperate to make this day memorable for him.

You thought to yourself that love was indeed crazy and then sighing insisted Jungkook on going on bungee jumping.

Jungkook stood at the foot of the tower looking at you with worry and may be there were some sprinkles of tears in his eyes that were not noticeable for you from such a height. You looked at him and imagined that may be this height was the hurdle in the way of reaching your love. Though that imagination didn't help much but you tried hard to overcome your fear. You looked at Jungkook for one last time and saw that he was giving you a reassuring gesture. Seeing that you felt a relief but that didn't last long. You closed your eyes and jumped shouting loudly, "I LOVE YOU JUNGKOOK!" and in no time you were at the bottom. When you opened your eyes you saw Jungkook right before you with tears in his eyes. After unfastening the belts you were barely able to stand but Jungkook was quick to be your support. He held you firmly yet with care. When the mist fear got cleared from your head you looked at Jungkook and the dried tear marks on his face made your heart melt. You hugged him and said, "I love you my Kookie baby." He smiled in your hair and replied, "I love you much more my y/n/n." He lifted your face up and kissed you, a small but passionate kiss.

When the day ended both of you were tired. After having dinner outside you went to Jungkook's apartment to help him pack. His room was messy as usual and you facepalmed mentally. After packing everything necessary and also some unnecessary things that Jungkook wanted to take with him you sighed looking at the three shirts that he wanted you to choose from for wearing tomorrow. You layed down the shirts on the bed and thought deeply with your right hand under your chin. You huffed loudly because in your opinion Jungkook looked handsome in everything he wore. Hearing your sigh Jungkook looked at you and smiled to himself. Then he went up to you and backhugged you. You were startled at first but there was something in the warmth of his body that made you melt down in his hug. You leaned in closer to him as Jungkook pushed aside your hair and kissed your neck making a wave of pleasure run through you. You turned to him and kissed him. The more you kissed the more deep and passionate it became. His every touch was so full of care and love. In no time both of your clothes were on the ground. The feather touches and kisses that he left all over your body left you wanting for more. Your moans were making Jungkook crazy. He wanted to show you the chaotic passionate side of him but he was not sure. You looked at his eyes and understood what was going through his mind. Pulling him closer you whispered in his ear, "It's okay, you don't need to hold back." and smiled at him. He smiled back seductively and began thrusting with more power. It was nothing like you ever felt. Your mind was going blank from pleasure. You arched your back as you reached your orgasm but Jungkook wasn't done yet. He made you go insane as you had orgasms one after another and your body though becoming weak was wanting for more. When Jungkook reached his climax a heavenly feeling washed over both of you as both of you hit the ultimate orgasm together. Jungkook lied beside you huffing, all sweaty but still looking extremely hot, and pulling you closer he pecked your forehead. You smiled and pulled the sheet to cover your bodies.

"Come on Kook! You are gonna be late!" You shouted after sorting out all his luggages out of his apartment. "Coming coming! I can't find my Timberlands!" Jungkook shouted back from inside the apartment.

You sighed and went inside to find it. After looking for it for awhile you found it under the huge haversack that he wanted bring out himself. You smacked his hips and smiling naughtily you said, "What do I get if I find you your precious Timberlands?" and arched one eyebrow. Jungkook smiled heartily and said hugging you, "How about we have a lip fight? Well, I could have given you something more but someone was just shouting at me saying that we are gonna be late."

"Mmm! Lip fight sounds intriguing. But I am not interested in the "more" thing." You laughed.

"Hey! I know you love it! I saw your face last night. Should I fill in you with the details?" Jungkook replied cockily and then looking at your blushing yet shocked face he laughed out loud.

You started smacking him but he held your hands and hugged you from behind ,"We are going to be late now for sure." He whispered in your ear. You didn't want to let go but had to. You sighed and then urged him to get out of the apartment. After getting in the taxi you both were silent. You leaned your head on his shoulder and played with his fingers. He didn't say anything and let you do what you were doing. While seeing him off at the airport your eyes became teary. His heart was breaking too but he stayed strong for your sake. He hugged you one last time before leaving and whispered, "There's a thing called internet, you know that right? Don't waste those precious tears."

You laughed at his words and waved at him to go. He waved at you back and went away. He looked back at you occasionally and you waited there until the crowd swallowed him.

"You called for me Director?" You asked as you entered director Wilson's workspace.

"Ah! Yes yes! Have a seat!" Director said gesturing you to sit down.

After you sat down director cleared his throat sitting down and handed you a file. You looked through the pages and it was about the next government tie up with other countries. It's one of the most important projects that came up recently. You looked up confusedly and said, "But sir I was sent to Nairobi past month for this same project! Are you going to send me this month too? What about others?"

"See y/n we got a bit of a problem here in this particular country. The newly made cultural community under the foreign culture exchange department are having some issues. And this project holds an immense impact on both our countries. And I don't think anyone would be better than you in solving this current crisis." Director said with a serious yet worried tone.

"Where are you sending me sir?" You asked as the country's name wasn't mentioned anywhere.

At this question of yours the director seemed a little hesitant. He looked at the window and said, "Seoul."

Your heart thumped as the name came out of director's mouth. "I can't go there, in no way." You thought. "I can't get in touch with my past!"

Seeing your colourless face director understood your condition. He said, "Don't worry y/n we took special care about your accommodation and working conditions! You don't have to get in touch with any past workers except Director Jung. Please we are counting on you."

"Alright sir. You can count on me on this! When am I departing?" You said, after all you were a professional and knew how to differentiate your personal world from the professional one.

"Thank you Y/n! You are departing the day after tomorrow. Here are all the informations about your accommodation and tickets are there too!" saying this the director handed you another file.

"For how many days are you going to stay there?" Your mom asked as you were packing bags the night before leaving.

"I don't know mom. The work may take some time. I will try to wrap up things within a month. And they are going to extend my stay there if I tell them to." You replied.

"Did you tell Jungkook that you are going?" Your mom leaned on the door.

"No mom!" Hearing the name of Jungkook brought an automatic smile on your face, "It's a surprise!" You chuckled.

"But are you really okay with going back?" You mom kept a hand on your shoulder and asked worriedly.

You knew why she was saying this. The leftovers of Jimin in your memory still haunted you sometime but Jungkook was always there to protect you. Going back may result in some inconvenience but you believed that Jungkook would be there by your side. The saddening memories brought tears to your eyes and you can't help but compare Jungkook with him. But suddenly as if knowing that you were sad Jungkook messaged you.

You were smiling all the time while texting Jungkook but after keeping the phone down you sighed heavily as melancholy pulled its sheet over you, again. You opened your phone's playlist and played a random song. But after listening to the song that started playing it felt like it was talking of you somehow.

After the song ended you decided to sleep. "If I stay awake anymore my thoughts will eat me alive." You finished packing and facetimed Jungkook. When the call ended your heart wasn't the same as it was awhile ago, it was happy now.

...

Coming out of the Incheon airport you inhaled in the South Korean air. It was not like there was anything different or some magic would happen to you if you did it but you still inhaled sharply. After calling a cab you gave him the address to Jungkook's apartment in Central Seoul. Reaching there you saw Jungkook was coming out from his apartment. You knew where he was headed to so you hid yourself and followed him. Walking a short distance he entered a café. You entered the café too and sat at table which made your back and Jungkook's back face to face, so there was no chance of him seeing you. Rachel, Jungkook told you her name, was already there. She was definitely beautiful and your heart raced fast at the possibility of the past repeating itself. You prayed hard to God to prove you wrong. Though they were talking mildly but you were able to hear them clearly.

Rachel: I ordered your favourite drink!

Jungkook: Wait! How do you know?

Rachel: I have my ways! Now, you don't want me to reveal them! Ha ha!

Jungkook: Yeah whatever! Tell me where are you having problems?

Rachel: (putting her hands on Jungkook's) Oh! The assignments can wait! Let's talk about something else, like us?

Jungkook: (taking away his hands) Listen, I don't have any interest in 'us'. Because I already have a beautiful 'us'.

Rachel: Come on! Forget about her! I bet she doesn't even have time for you because of her all that high profile works! You will be much happier with me. On another note, you can be my boyfriend here, no need to tell her now! You must feel lonely in that apartment of yours. I saw her social media. She is not even that beautiful. You will eventually get fed up with her.

Jungkook: Listen,I have heard enough of your bullshit! I came here only because she told me to help you out! I have told you earlier and I will tell you this last time! I only love her. No matter where I am, no matter how far we are, I will always love her and her only. And about beauty? She is far more beautiful than you. She is the most beautiful person I have ever met! Now, I would like you to not bother me anymore!

Fuming with anger Jungkook stood up and left the café. You watched his walking figure and sipped your drink with happiness, a happiness that you didn't know you were longing for. This incident pulled out the small thorn of doubt that always poked you. Coming out of the café you went straight way to Jungkook's apartment. You knew he wouldn't be there now because he texted you after going out of the café still fuming with rage and told you that he was going to university. As you entered his apartment and facepalmed immediately and smiling to yourself you thought, "Why am I not even surprised?"

His apartment was as messy as always. You cleaned and organised everything while humming to yourself happily.

Jungkook could tell that there was something odd when he entered the apartment without using his keys. He suspiciously entered and his cautious self got even more alarmed when he saw that everything in the there was organised and a delicious smell of Kkanpung saewu (Sweet and spicy shrimp) was coming out of the kitchen. He was now confused as hell. "Has my mom arrived? But she never told me that she would be visiting?" He asked himself. As you heard him entering the kitchen you turned around and said, "Oh! You are home already!" Jungkook felt all his systems shutting down. He was too surprised and happy to react. He got his consciousness back when he felt his tears rolling down his cheeks and you were hugging him. He could barely utter, "You? How? When?"

"Magic" you replied smiling at him.

A/n: It took me so long to write this one down! I have my own excuses though 😅 I hope you enjoy this one! There will be one last chapter may be! Stay tuned! Thank you for reading. Love you all 💜💜💜

P.s.- Ya gurl turned one year older this 10th ! Lmao! I am oldddd!

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The Stains Of Your Love

[ GENRE: angst, mature

Pairing: Jimin×reader, Jungkook×reader

Word Count: 3.7k+]

[Summary: Jimin and your relationship was perfect, everyone said so, you thought so too. But love is not always what it seems to be. What if you get hurt by the person you loved the most? Will you flee away? But how far will you run until love finds you again?]

Part III: The Happinesses and The Dilemmas

Happiness was just a mere word for you after you came back from Seoul, but it seemed to be taking a shape nowadays, and you were quite sure that it was in the shape of Jungkook. Lying on your bed, you laughed at yourself imagining the word "happiness" over his neck instead of his head. You rolled over, and lying on your stomach started browsing through the pictures that you two took throughout the day. You smiled fondly at each picture of Jungkook that you came across. "He is so adorable! I just wanna squeeze his cheeks and bop his scrunched nose!" You thought, scrunching your nose as it felt tingly at the thought. Rubbing your nose to make the sensation go away you thought of posting on Instagram. It had been long since you posted something. It's not like you didn't want to, it was more like you had nothing important enough that could have made you do the post. But today was different, and you didn't mind yourself being so giggly all this while.

You were having trouble with deciding on which picture you should post - every photo looked beautiful, and you can't post every one of them though you wanted badly. While scrolling through them, at the end you came across a picture of Jungkook that you took right before entering one of your favourite food places. You knew that he loved food but you didn't know that he would pull off a lover-meeting-beloved-after-a-long-time expression. Seeing that you had clicked your shutter, and became quite happy at the candid moment that you had caught.

You knew that many people, well not that many, would rain you with questions, but who cared. Shrugging at the thought, you clicked on the post button and edited your profile too. It was time for a change, you knew it.

You couldn't stop smiling after posting it and your smile got wider seeing your best friend's comment on it. She had been teasing you constantly since you told her that morning that you were out with Jungkook and you were pretty sure that she wanted to play the role of Cupid.

Jungkook's heart skipped a beat when he saw your post, more precisely when he read the hashtag that you had added, "mysourceofhappiness". He read it over and over again, just to make sure that he wasn't dreaming.

In his heart, he knew that you two were meant to be. And the thing that made sure of the feeling was him posting picture of you on Instagram almost at the same time and using the same, well almost same, hashtag. It was a silly reason but nonetheless, he was happy, extremely. He checked his post again and seeing his cousin's comment on both of his and your post he burst into a loud laugh.

"I am never letting this girl go." Jungkook smiled a content smile to himself as he thought of you. His heart began to beat a bit faster than usual - it always did whenever you or your thoughts were near him- making him blush and smile foolishly. He was in love, undeniably.

...

"WHAT? WHAT? WHHAATTTT?? YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME!!! TELL ME IT'S NOT TRUE!" you were shouting at the top of your lungs shaking Ga-yeon by holding her arms as she sat in front of you, trying to facepalm and calm you down at the same time, but was failing because you held her tight. "KYUNGSOO PROPOSED YOU?"

You were still processing the information that you got early in the morning.

An early ring of your phone had pulled you out of the dream that you were having that dawn. Ga-yeon had called you to open the door because she didn't want to wake your parents up at such an early hour. She was smiling ear to ear all the way from the main door to your bedroom. After sitting on your bed she made you sit down in front of her and holding your hand she said, blush creeping up from her neck to whole face, "Please don't shout, okay?? Kyungsoo proposed me for marriage."

The happiness that you felt was beyond expectations. After processing the whole situation in your still shocked brain, you took her into a tight hug and said, "I am so happy for you Yeon! I am sure that Kyungsoo will keep you happy!" You were genuinely happy and that made you tear up. You broke out from her hug and flicking the tears away from your eyes you said smiling, "So I am left alone now in the single's group, huh? How can you do this to me?" You pouted looking away from your best friend, faking anger.

"Don't say like this.." Ga-yeon put her hands on your shoulder to turn you around and with an evident smirk on her lips, she said, "You have Jungkook, don't you? How can you say that you are alone? You stole my little cousin away from me!"

Hearing Jungkook's name your heart fluttered, and your brain stopped working for a moment as the information hit you. "Am I really alone?" You wondered, and the answer to that was an obvious 'no'.

Your best friend stepped closer to you and with an evil smirk she almost whispered, "Can't find an answer, Huh? Guess, I was right then!"

At this you snapped out of the trance and slapped her hand away, with an apparent blush on your face, and said, "Oh! Stop, will you? It's nothing like that! Stop imagining weird things."

Ga-yeon rolled her eyes and gave up, "Yeah yeah I know. There's nothing going on in between you two, blah blah.. but you know what, you know better than me what's going on." She sighed heavily, "But I have more important things to deal with now other than your stupid love story!"

You were beginning to protest when she stopped you and said, "Listen to me dumbhead! Today our parents are meeting to fix the date of our marriage. You have to come with me to Kyungsoo's house. There they are going to have a video call with my parents, as they can't come here on such a short notice! And also you are going to be the Maid of Honor! I will come again in the evening to tell your parents about it!" She almost squealed at the end and hugged you out of excitement.

"So, this is happening at last!" You heaved a heavy sigh and plopped down on your bed after Yeon left. Kyungsoo and Ga-yeon had been in a relationship for a year now. Those two had always been a perfect couple, deeply in love with each other, just like you and Jimin were once. Kyungsoo was a really good guy and loved Yeon to the end of the world. Now thinking of it, the proposal so quick seemed like a normal thing for him to do. Remembering the ring that Yeon showed you earlier - with which Kyungsoo proposed her - you lifted up your left hand in front of your eyes. The ring mark had faded away like it was never even there. You thought how peaceful it would had been if like the ring mark, the memories had faded away too. Your tears, unruly as always, began to fall as Jimin's memories started to invade your weak heart, again.

...

At evening you came back to your house along with Ga-yeon. The marriage date had been fixed on a date two months later as Yeon's parents would be able to manage a long holiday at that time. And you can also arrange a leave within that time period. As the Maid of Honor you had lot of works to do and though you were pretty nervous, you were lot more excited to make it perfect in your own way. You took the responsibility to make everything flawless on behalf of her parents. Luckily enough, Jungkook offered to help to lessen your burden and you had always liked his taste in things more than your own.

The days passed by like the fast forwarded nature videos on discovery channel. But it was great and fun nonetheless. You juggled your time between your office works and making arrangements for the wedding. Along with Jungkook, Ga-yeon and Kyungsoo's parents you booked one of the most extravagant outdoor wedding venues that your best friend had always fantasized about being wedded at. The dress shopping was another adventure and you were glad that Ga-yeon could get that gorgeous and perfect dress that you all managed to find at the fifth shop that you visited.

It was a peaceful weekend evening, one month later, when you were sitting at your work table inside your room and checking out the things that were still needed to be done and crossing out the ones that had already been done. While doing that you were mumbling to yourself, "The flowers have been ordered. The caterers too. Oh! The invitation cards will be delivered tomorrow. We have to send the invitations as early as possible. Almost everything has been done, only the cake remains. I'll go the day after tomorrow to order them. Ah! I almost forgot about the bridal shower and the bachelorette party!" You sighed heavily as you realised that you still had a lot to do and the thought alone made you tired. You leaned down your head over the table and closed your eyes. In those few seconds of broken sleep you saw yourself in a wedding gown in front of a mirror, admiring yourself, when Jimin appeared from behind with a loving smile. You smiled back at him looking at his reflection on the mirror and then suddenly the mirror broke making you turn around to look at Jimin out of fear but he was not there, instead you found yourself standing on a pile of dead leaves.

You woke up with a start and were somewhat relieved that it was just a dream. The desire of having a family with Jimin was still there somewhere in the darkest corner of your heart and you despised it. You were trying to heal yourself gradually, one step at a time, but the memories of Jimin which still appeared from time to time, pulled you back two steps behind. Tears brimmed round the corners of your eyes and your heart sank. You decided to lie down on your bed and let the sadness win but yet again your plan for that got ruined, by the ringing of the doorbell. You reached downstairs only to find an extremely excited and smiling boy talking with your dad, Jungkook was here. As you entered the living room, Jungkook looked at you and your dad left the two of you to talk. The twinkle in Jungkook's eyes perked up your sixth sense and you immediately shook your head saying, "No, I am not going out anywhere!"

Jungkook's face fell off as soon as the words left your mouth and that made the inner you to want to cup those perfectly squishy yet chiseled cheeks. You chuckled out slightly and gave in, "Where are we going?"

At your reply the Jungkook of a few a minutes ago returned and he hummed, "To buy your dress of the day!"

After a lots of 'no's and 'yes'es, you were now sitting at the front passenger seat, with puffy cheeks and angry at yourself for falling for Jungkook's insistence, on your way to a shop that he had found out about that morning. Though you were angry, Jungkook found it cute and patted his own back mentally for at last managing to bring you out. He knew that the last month was like a guinea pig running wheel for you and you needed some time off. And he was quite sure that amidst all the preparations and shoppings for others you had totally forgotten about yours. As soon as the thought had struck him, he didn't waste a single minute and had hit the engine.

Entering the shop, you were completely lost, not because it was a maze but because it was mesmerising - with more-beautiful-than-the-last-one clothes. Your eyes wandered here and there like a lost puppy. You wanted to buy everything in that store and on the other hand wanted to run away at the same time. To clear your confused mind, you looked back to talk Jungkook out of there but he was nowhere to be seen. A heavy sigh escaped your lungs and you thought, "Why have I come here? To look at clothes or to look for Jungkook?"

Five minutes went by and still you had made no progress in finding him. Then suddenly he came from behind covered your eyes only to make you turn around and glare at him.

"Where were you? Am I your babysitter?" You asked exasperatedly.

He gave you a sheepish grin and said, "Come with me! I have to show you something!" Grabbing your left hand he pulled you to make you follow him. At the corner of the hall that you were in, there was a glass door which led to another room that was divided into multiple sections. This room appeared more sophisticated than the other part you were in earlier. Each section of the room contained two or three exclusively designed dresses and a changing room attached with it. Jungkook skipped the first two sections and entered the third one. Your eyes got glued to a dress as soon as you entered the section and you knew that this was it.

You looked at Jungkook who was now standing behind you with a loving smile on his face. If it wasn't for him, you wouldn't had came to this store in the first place, let alone initiating to find this portion of the building. He gestured you to try on the dress and you nodded.

The expression of utter happiness on your face when you saw the dress filled Jungkook's heart with a happiness unknown and he wondered just how many ways were you capable of making him happy, making him feel this blessed and content. He wanted to jump and dance out of happiness but restricted himself and began humming to himself while waiting and looking at the intricate designs on the wall.

"Jungkook!" Hearing your evidently shy voice he turned around only to freeze. His entire body stiffened and he was quite sure that heart too was in that team. Only his eyes moved, as he took in the sight in front of him. His mind was processing the fact that how can one look so beautiful and fairytale-ish.

"Hey!" Your moving hands in front of his eyes brought him back to continue his functioning.

"How do I look?" You asked while looking expectantly at him and twirled around happily.

"Shall we get married?" Jungkook replied, still in a haze, barely whispering.

"What?" You looked up to hear properly what he had just said.

"Huh? This dress really suit you! It's perfect!" He blabbered out quickly to cover for what he had rambled out earlier.

You turned around and went to the mirror, smiling shyly with a maddeningly thumping heart because you had heard clearly what he had said the first time but you just pretended to not hear it.

The lady attendant came near you to check for the fittings but there was none needed. She smiled kindly and said, "Seems like the dress was made for you!" and then pointing subtly towards Jungkook she asked mildly, "Boyfriend?"

You smiled at her and replied with simple no. Her face turned into that of a disappointment. She said while looking at the dress, "It doesn't seem like it. You two look like you are deeply in love. You should confess to each other. An advice from a person who have lived in this world a little bit more." She made herself face you, still smiling, and said, "True love is not what everyone can find! I'll have the dress packed then. Please change." And she scurried away to the main counter. You looked at her walking figure and sighed deeply thinking, "No one knows better than me."

Within the blink of an eye, the wedding day was here. And needless to say that it was a pandemonium. But you had always dealt with pandemoniums whether it was inside or outside, and now you could say you were a pro. When Ga-yeon got ready you couldn't take your eyes off of her and thought what was Kyungsoo going to do! After arranging everything and checking on the bridesmaids, flower girl and ring bearer, you went to get ready yourself. You had always been a quick dresser and there was still time left.

While entering the aisle with bouquet in your hands, you looked at Jungkook, who was there standing altar along with the ushers, as handsome as ever. His eyes, you could feel, were on you and the look that he gave when you wore the dress for the first time was now more piercing, yet lost and loving. You blushed, terribly, and averted your gaze.

Jungkook could feel his breathing go unsteady when he saw you. With the dressed up hair, a little yet sophisticated make-up and that outfit made you look more magical. He just couldn't make his eyes move away from you. He could feel that you were looking at him directly into his eyes but he neither had the intention nor the power to look away from you.

Only when you reached the alter and stood along with the bridesmaids, he got out of his trance like situation and smiled shyly to himself.

You looked over at Kyungsoo when Ga-yeon appeared at the front of the aisle and his face reflected the same expression which you saw on Jungkook's face awhile ago. This made you smile with a permanent blush on your face earning you a nudge and a questioned look from Grace who was standing beside you.

The whole ceremony went smoothly as you had imagined. When Yeon and Kyungsoo said their vows and kissed each other, their love radiated throughout the area and almost everyone found themselves in tears along with yourself and Jungkook.

At evening amidst all the laughter and dances, a loud clinking sound through the microphone attracted everyone's attention. When you turned to look at the way from it was coming from, you found Jungkook holding a glass of champagne and a spoon, ready to make a toast. An odd time to make a toast, you thought and facepalmed mentally. When all of the guest's attention was on him he started, "I would like to have all of your undivided attention while I give a toast to the bride and groom. I promise to make it short so that you can go back to the fun." He winked and continued, "They say when you fall in love, you fall hard. But I didn't know that it would make her brain go wongle-bongle like this! As a child, Yeon always used to tell me that she would never get married and it was for mad people. But see who is the mad one now! I guess love does that to people – do weird things. I am so happy for both of you. And I sincerely thank you because it was for you that I could find someone who is worth doing with, what you did! And Kyungsoo, my man, I hope you will never spoil the magic for her and keep her happy always. So join me in raising a glass to the two people who make love look good and worth it."

After gaining loud applauses and with a shy smile on his face, Jungkook got down from the raised platform and came straight to you to hide his flushed face in the crook of your neck. You smiled at his cute gesture and noticed that Yeon was smirking at you. You stuck out your tongue at her and rolled your eyes. Jungkook was still in the same position but it wasn't as uncomfortable as you thought it would be, rather it felt quite natural. You kept your right hand on his head instead of making him move away. In the next second, the music started playing and you motioned his right hand on your waist and held his left hand. Both of your bodies moved in perfect harmony as if you two had been dancing together for years, it didn't even feel awkward. You glanced up at him and drowned in those starry eyes as he did in yours. You didn't know for how long you two had been like that as the music slowly faded away and left you two with a rhythm of your own. It just seemed perfect – every turn, every pull, every sway seemed perfect, utopian – a moment to cherish forever. The sudden outbursting cheer and clap pulled both of you out of the ecstatic state, and the music came to an end.

At dinner, you sat with Jungkook to eat in peace but you were constantly struggling with your hair that was coming into mouth when you were trying to eat. Jungkook noticed that and gestured you to stop and wait. Then with a swift movements of his hands he pulled out a clip that was clipped at the back of your hair and taking the locks of your untamed hair pinned it together with the hairs from the back. You looked at him but he had already started eating as if nothing had happened. Caring for each other had became like a habit for both of you. Though subtle, it was there, and you knew that the past months had brought you two even closer. You smiled mildly at yourself and looking over at Yeon, who was laughing happily with her husband, you wondered, "Will I ever be able to find a person with whom I would be able take the vows, to love and cherish forever? Who knows? May be someday..." The answer was right beside you, unknown yet known to you.

A/n: I had to edit this chapter because it only did justice! I hope you like this chapter and give feedback. Thank you for reading! Love you 💜💜💜

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The Stains Of Your Love

[GENRE: angst, mature, fluff

Pairing: Jimin×reader, Jungkook×reader

Word Count: 4.3k+] [Warning: mentions of drug and weapons]

[Summary: Love is not always what it seems to be. What if you get hurt by the person you love the most? Will you flee away? But how far will you run until love finds you again? ]

Part V: Downs and Ups

The days passed by in a blur. Jungkook barely left your side and you had no complaints with that. He pampered you a lot and you felt that the relationship grew stronger. But things seldom go as planned. After about one week while you were strolling by the side of Han river arm in arm with Jungkook with a content heart you saw a familiar figure walk towards you. Your heart completely stopped working when you realised who it was. You quickly urged Jungkook to turn around and move away from there. Jungkook was clueless but obliged to you.

"Wait! Y/n!" Hearing the voice your inside crunched and a slithering pain took over. Jimin ran over to you and held your hand. Jungkook got extremely alarmed at this and before you could react snapping away your hand he said harshly, "Don't fucking touch her! Keep your distance! What do you want? To hurt her more? Leave us alone!" You never saw Jungkook that infuriated and you didn't want to see him ever like that.

"Please just listen to me once! This last time. Please Y/n!" There was clear pain in his voice and in his eyes. Your heart fell off piece by piece at his look. You weren't sure whether you should talk to him or not. His broken state made you vulnerable and on the other hand Jungkook's hand still on your shoulders felt like a shield of protection. The leftover love in your heart for Jimin pleaded to you to reach out to him and the better love that you were in now was stopping you from doing so. As if understanding your condition Jungkook took the bigger and the better step.

"We can talk. But we will only talk until it's important. The moment it turns something else we will leave." Jungkook said boldly. You looked at him with a grateful and loving glistening eyes. Seeing your expression he gave you a reassuring smile as if saying, "I got your back! Don't worry!"

You went to a nearby cafe and sat face to face with Jimin and Jungkook by your side. Jungkook was still holding your hand as if if he let go off your hand you would go away too. You were like in a maze of emotions. Your love for Jungkook, the love for Jimin, the love for yourself were getting mixed up to a point where you couldn't differentiate anymore. You took a big breath to clear your head and looked at Jimin. He was looking down at his hands that were on the table playing with the sweater paws awkwardly. You cleared your throat thinking that you have to ease down the atmosphere as no one of them were going to do that.

"So aren't you taking the eye drops anymore?" You asked trying to sound as much neutral as possible but the concern did show in your voice.

Jimin tried to smile but couldn't. As if contemplating what he should tell he replied, "I forgot to take the drops as usual and no one was there to remind me. And it started to get itchy and that's why I started using the spectacles."

"What about Yujin? Is she not.." Your voice hitched a little, "taking care of you? Why were you wandering alone like that?"

Jimin scoffed at your question, sadness taking over his face he replied, "Y/n you know what, I regret everything! The regret eats me bit by bit everyday every moment. The thing that I was wrong, I am wrong hit me so hard every second I breathe that it's hard to continue living." He sighed saying this. Seeing your softening expression Jungkook decided to cut in, "Listen I understand that you are going through a lot. But as I told you earlier just tell us what happened!" You could feel that Jungkook was trying to be as humble as he could but one could feel the slight anxiousness and irritation in his voice. You took the wheel of the situation and turned to face Jimin and said, "Please Jimin just tell us what happened to you!"

Still continuing to fumble with his sweater paws he nodded slightly and began saying, "After she moved in with me it was quite alright at first except for the fact that she always wanted money from me. So I handed her my credit card believing her that she would keep things within limits. But I got suspicious when I started to get messages that quite a large amount was being spent using my card. So one day out of suspicion I returned quickly from office and.." his voice shook a little. You gave him time to get stable. He continued, "And I found out that she was in the storeroom taking drugs." This left both you and Jungkook shocked from your head to toe. You gasped covering your mouth with your hand. Jimin covered his face with his palms and took a big breathe trying hard not to cry. You couldn't control yourself and held his hands in yours and tried to soothe him. After his feelings got steady he continued, "I tried hard to make her understand that it was bad, that what she was doing is wrong. I didn't raise my voice against her as I didn't want to make the same mistake again. I thought that she might have gotten into some bad company because I wasn't there for her or may be before I got to know her. But I was wrong all along thinking that I might change her habit. After about two months after returning from my office I saw that all her things were gone. I tried calling her but they said that the number was invalid. That night my bank account got hacked. I contacted my office saying that I want to transfer my salary settings to another bank account but they said there's a problem and they can't until six months. I went to the bank and also to the police station but there was nothing they could do because there was no proof. The bank account showed that it belonged to someone named Carl Mackenzie Brown but they couldn't trace him. I was so devastated. I contacted my parents and they helped me saying that until the office settled another bank account for me I could use allowances from them. I felt so bad taking money from my parents. She just vanished like that completely ruining me. I struggled a lot. When it was time to transfer my account they said there was a bug that had entered the company's server through my connected bank account and they had to delete everything and to avoid further problems they used it as an excuse and fired me. I tried so hard, so damn hard to find a job like this but I don't know what to expect anymore. I couldn't find one and now everything, everything is finished." Jimin sounded so soulless as he told you everything. Your heart felt two emotions, one a terrible sadness for Jimin and another one was a terrible anger against Yujin. And not only he did dirty to Jimin but also this was a really unforgivable crime. You looked at Jungkook and he was too in a state of utter shock. But you got surprised more when he blurted out, "Let's find that bitch and get you back what you deserve!"

Jungkook looked at you and said, "We could do that, right?"

You smiled at both of them and said, "Of course we can!"

Next morning as soon as you woke up you called Director Jung and asked for an appointment. You kissed Jungkook's forehead gently after getting ready and told him that you are going out and will be back soon. As Jungkook was still sleepy he mumbled something and waved a sleepy bye.

"Oh you are here! What is the emergency?" Director Jung said as you took the seat opposite to him in the café downtown.

"It's about Jimin, sir. I think that you are the only one who can help me with this one." You exclaimed.

"Let me hear it out first!" Director Jung took a sip from his coffee.

"So, as our department deals with the foreign countries, the information database contains data about every registered citizens of every country. So here I got this picture of a girl whose name is supposed to be Yujin. Can you do a face search in the database control room and look for her? It's really important sir. She is a criminal and we need to find her." You said, excitement dominant in your voice.

Director took a long sip and thinking for a minute he said nodding, "Okay. I think it's possible. Can you come today at about 4 pm to the control room?"

"Oh thank you so much sir! I really appreciate it. And of course sir! I can certainly be there by 4pm." You exclaimed happily.

While taking your leave you turned around to director and asked, "Umm sir can I bring Jungkook with me too?"

"Oh sure sure. You can!" He replied.

Taking a picture from old photos of Jimin and Yujin you went to the database control room with Jungkook. On the way there Jungkook asked you, "Do you think it will work?"

"Of course it will! Don't worry! Director Jung is handling this!" You chimed and bopped his nose.

"If you say so! I trust you!" Jungkook replied and smiled.

Entering the photo of Yujin in the search engine you looked anxiously at the screen waiting for something positive to happen. You almost lost all hope when even after one hour nothing came up. You were starting to lose hope when Jungkook screamed, "Y/n look, we found her!"

You looked up at the screen excitedly but your face fell down again when you saw the name of the country. Noticing your disappointed expression Jungkook asked, "What happened y/n? Aren't you happy that we found her? Or is there anything else that's bothering you?"

Sighing you looked at Jungkook and said, "Look at the country Jungkook! It's Cuba! They won't allow other country's government to interfere or arrest their citizen! Their government is too strict!" The more you talked the more you got worked up. Jungkook made you sit down on a nearby chair and kneeling in front of you he held your hands and said soothingly, "Try to calm down a little y/n/n. Breath breath. Everything is going to be alright. Calm yourself down and try to think. I am sure you will come up with some idea. Just give yourself some time."

You looked at Jungkook's eyes. You stared for long at his starry doe eyes and touching his forehead with yours you whispered, "Thank you Kook. I love you."

Jungkook smiled at you and saying, "I love you more." he pressed his lips on your forehead gently.

You stood up and asked director Jung, "Sir, my work here will need two more days. Can you do me one last favour?"

"Let's listen to it first y/n!" Director Jung replied.

"Can you arrange plane tickets to Cuba for Jungkook and me on the day after tomorrow's date? And a visa for one month for Jungkook?"

"Don't worry, that will be done by tomorrow." Director Jung assured you.

"Now tell me what's your plan! I am dying of curiosity!" Jungkook pressed you after you arrived at the apartment. You pushed his head and laughed heartily. Then keeping your bags you began saying sitting down on the bed, "I already told you that Cuban government will not allow their citizens to get arrested because of the crimes they did other countries. So in order to take them in our custody we have to make them guilty in front of their government. That means if we go there and get proofs of them committing crime and send them to the government then they will take action against them. That will also allow for us to make a weak point in their government so that we can take them in our custody. Do you understand now my sweetheart idiot?" After revealing your plan to Jungkook you squished his cheeks which made him look more adorable.

"What now?" Jungkook asked after landing at Antonio Maceo Airport in Santiago de Cuba after a long journey of seventeen hours.

"Can you bring out the diary from my back pack?" You asked Kook in reply.

"That's not the answer I was expecting but fine." Jungkook replied huffing.

In the diary you wrote down every information that was going to come in handy in there. You flipped through first few pages and smiled at Jungkook, "Next stop Palma Soriano. Let's take a taxi, shall we?"

After reaching at the address in Yujin's profile who now went by the name Yareli Pérez you booked a hotel room nearby. From the window of your room you could clearly see her house using a binocular. There wasn't much movement in the day but when the night descended it wasn't that barren. Jungkook called you as soon as he noticed movements near her house. You two saw her come out of the house and take something from a person casually but you knew that it wasn't as casual as it seemed to be. Wearing dark clothes to camouflage both of you went near her house but all the windows were closed and you couldn't find any other way to peek inside. The first night turned out to be a failure so you both returned back at dawn. Being tired from all the travel and all nighter you two fell asleep real quick and regretted everything as soon as you woke up because it was already noon and the door of Yujin's house was locked from outside. As you didn't know where she had gone to you decided to explore the area. It felt like a vacation but an adventurous one, not relaxing as it should be generally.

At night you saw her coming back almost passed out in a man's arms. They entered the house and the man never got out that night.

"Kook she knows me so I can't appear in front of her. You have to take the front! I have an idea! How about you lure her showing that you are rich and try to bring out information?" You asked Kook later that night thoughtfully. After you got to know what Yujin did to Jimin you couldn't rest until you did something about her. Every time you saw her in front of you, you wanted to kill her but that seemed to be too less of a punishment for her. At your idea Jungkook sat up straight and then said, "That's a good idea! But it'll take some time I guess because she won't believe me in an instant!"

After much discussions when you came up with a perfect plan a satisfied smile spread across your face and you only wished it to be a success.

The next morning Jungkook got ready and went outside and waited at the alley near Yujin's house. When Yujin came outside to go somewhere he pretended to pass by her trying to find an address and asked her for directions. As you had expected she offered to accompany Jungkook to the address. You followed them from a little distance and watched everything. Much to your convenience they exchanged numbers before departing and you heaved a sigh of relief.

Jungkook huffed loudly and lied down on the bed after returning. You side eyed him and smiling to yourself mischievously you asked, "So how did it feel taking her number? Isn't she really beautiful? You must be really excited about the next step! Aren't you?" Jungkook looked at you and replied understanding your teasing, "You know what I would really like to do now?"

You smirked at him and asked, "What?" He smirked back at you and pulled you by your hand making you lie on top of him and whispered near your neck, "To punish you for being a bad girl."

His whisper sent a shiver down your spine and you replied whispering, "Sorry for being so bad. Please punish me."

At evening when you woke up from sleep you couldn't walk properly because you were all sore because of his "punishment" but you didn't regret it. Jungkook, being the sweet person he was, brought dinner to bed so that you didn't have to walk more. At night Yujin texted Jungkook asking if they could meet the next day for lunch and you replied texting that it was no problem at all. Though it was just the beginning but the end wasn't far away. You had to collect the proofs as quickly as possible and that totally depended upon Jungkook's charms now.

After the lunch date to speed things up Jungkook asked her out. He started to spend time with her so that he could collect informations but Yujin was more clever than she seemed to be. And even after one week of going out Jungkook wasn't able to gather anything important. You were worried a lot as you didn't have much time left on your hands. So one day you went to the capital market and bought secret cameras which can be installed unnoticed remotely and easily. After returning from market you asked Jungkook to take Yujin out to a nearby pub and may be get her drunk. Jungkook looked at you questioningly so you told him about your plan. He instantly opposed to the idea saying that it's too dangerous for you but you convinced him saying that it's the only way now. After much convincing he agreed to you reluctantly and did as you told him to. When they entered the club Jungkook texted you and you went out. After looking everywhere you confirmed yourself that the coast was clear and went to the backside of the building. There, as you had noticed earlier, was the bathroom window which was large enough for your slender figure. After opening it fully you slipped in through the window and entered the house. The bathroom was attached to the bedroom so you installed one camera in there. After installing one at the living room and one at the dining room you went upstairs. There were three rooms but all of them were locked. There were no other ways to enter so you decided to tell Jungkook about it if he could do something. The camera installation went well and you snuck out of her house without raising any suspicion. After reaching your room you texted Jungkook about the rooms. He saw your messages but didn't reply. You knew he must be busy with Yujin so you didn't mind it. You went to the window and thought of the miserable days that Jimin spent only because of her. You were grateful to Jungkook for understanding you and being your support system when he didn't have to. Like most people Jungkook could have backed down but he didn't. Instead he matched his steps with yours and that's what true love does.

Smiling you sighed to yourself and kept your eyes on the binocular. After about five minutes you saw that Jungkook was carrying an almost passed out Yujin and entering her house. You knew Jungkook would come up with some idea so you lied down on your bed and waited for any updates from him. You didn't know when you fell asleep but you woke with a rustling sound. You saw that Jungkook was picking up the blanket that you kicked off while sleeping and covering you. You sat up sleepily and looked at the watch, three in the morning. Noticing that he had woken you up he sat beside you and tucked in your hair behind your ear and kissing your forehead gently he said, "Don't worry. Everything will be fine. The plan is going fine."

You looked at him questioningly and he understood by your expression that you were asking about what happened in the evening. He filled you in with the not so eventful incidents. He said that Yujin just started drinking after getting in the bar and he paid. She was flirting with him so he flirted back. After returning to her house she almost passed out leaving her keys on the table. They had the keys to the room at the upstairs too. So while she was passed out he explored those rooms and they were filled with boxes and trunks. That's why he came back to take the cameras and also to check up on you.

You gave him the cameras and when he was about to leave, you held his hands stopping him and said, "Can't you stay for sometime? For at least two hours? You can go back at 5."

Jungkook smiled softly at you and nodded a 'yes', then keeping the bag at the side table he layed down cuddling you. You hugged him as if he was the most precious thing that you had ever held onto and fell asleep.

When you woke up you saw that Jungkook wasn't there and he had left a note on the side table which said, "I'll be back soon. Don't worry. I have ordered the breakfast so eat it when it's still hot like me! Love you!" You smiled at the note and thought, "That'd be too much hot!" and scrunched your nose imagining his cute face while writing the note.

After having breakfast you opened your laptop and synchronized it with the camera signals. You saw that Jungkook was getting ready to come back and Yujin was whining behind him telling him to not go. You scoffed to yourself, "So much love!" and after examining that there was nothing important going on you shut it down.

That night Jungkook messaged Yujin whether she was free or not so that they can go out but she replied saying that she would be busy that night and wouldn't be able to meet him. This twitched your intuition and you told Jungkook that today you might get something useful and your intuition wasn't wrong at all. After midnight a man in black hoodie entered Yujin's house. In your laptop you saw that they went to the second room upstairs and opened one big trunk and there were innumerable packets of drugs. But there was nothing yet to be too shocked. Yujin pulled out a wooden trunk from beneath the bed in that room and that was stocked with different types of weapons of which you didn't even know names of. You were too shocked to react. Yujin brought a haversack and filled it with drugs and a few weapons. It seemed like Yujin wasn't allowed to touch the drugs in the trunks so the man gave her two small packets from inside his jacket and a large bundle of cash. After taking out a register Yujin wrote down everything and after signing it the man went away. Seeing the man off Yujin went to her room and spent all night immersing herself in the intoxicated feeling of the drug and finally passed out. You didn't expect that such dangerous things could be done by her. You two couldn't sleep all night and as soon as the sun rose you two visited the police station with all the proofs. When the head officer saw everything and heard from you the reason for your arrival in the country he promised to cooperate with everything in his power. They immediately took a special team to a still passed out Yujin's house and confiscated everything. The next week passed by so quickly that it felt like that you just woke up and went to sleep. They tracked down the man in the black hoodie, contacted the international enforcement officers who took care of Yujin and with everything sorted out you came back to Seoul on the day you were supposed to.

Jimin getting every news from you was already waiting for you at the airport. When he saw you approaching with a broad smile he got extremely happy and took you into his arms and hugged you for longer than he was supposed to. You didn't know that seeing him happy like this and avenging him would bring you such joy that you would end up crying in his arms. Jimin noticed that Jungkook was standing at the side but instead of the maddening expression of the first encounter there was a loving smile on his lips. Realising that your hug was being too long Jimin broke it first and then shook hands with Jungkook showing his gratefulness. Jungkook pulled him into a bro-hug and said him to not worry, he was not mad. Jimin perceived that Jungkook was the person that you deserved, not him. All these years of your absence from his life had made him understand your value and he promised to himself that if he ever fell in love again he would treasure that person like he should have treasured you.

Returning home you filled in your parents' curiosity with what you had done and they though gasping loudly occasionally throughout the narration lastly said, "Honey, we are so happy that you got someone like Jungkook in your life! Treasure him always."

You smiled at them nodding and thought, "May be negative things are indeed necessary unless how could I have Jungkook in my life without Jimin?"

A/n: I broke my last record of late update! Lol! But it's finished at least! Here's the last chapter! Thank you so much for supporting me! I am really grateful! Thank you for reading! There will be an epilogue which will be the official ending! Love you all 💜💜💜

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