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shallowseeker · 1 year

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Expectations of protection from our protectors

DEAN: All that crap he dumped on me, about protecting Sam! That was his crap. He's the one who couldn't protect his family. He-

DEAN steps back and swings the weapon again, hitting DREAM DEAN twice.

DEAN: He's the one who let Mom die.

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MARY: You left them.

CASTIEL: No, I… Dean told me to go. The woman--

MARY: The one you lost?

CASTIEL: I didn’t. I… I thought that she--

MARY: Stop making excuses.

[Cas looks down, and Mary sighs heavily]

X (12x09)

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JACK: My mother, she said Castiel, he would keep me safe. She said the world was a dangerous place. That's -- that's why I couldn't be a baby or a child. I... That's why I had to grow up fast. That's why I chose him to be my father. Where is he?

X (13x01)

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[Castiel puts his hand on Jack’s shoulder but Jack shoves it away.]

CAS: Jack, I --

JACK (in anger): Couldn’t you bring him back?

[Cas flaps his arms in frustration.]

JACK (to Gabriel): Why didn’t you bring him back?

GABRIEL: I’m not strong enough.

X (13x21)

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KELLY: I died. The day you were born. Why are you… No. No, no, no. Baby, no, no. Castiel-- he was-- he was supposed to take care of you.

JACK: And he did. He and-- and Sam and Dean-- they tried their best. But things didn't go as planned.

X (14x08)

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X (14x18)

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ANDY: You said you'd keep us safe.

[Cas has no better answers for him. He pauses, closes his eyes for a moment, and then walks away]

X (15x02)

#he’s mad at John for his obsession BUT also for not protecting them #expectations of protection from protectors #protect me #protect us #do bad things but nothing too bad #but don’t put yourself in danger but put yourself if danger #but don’t punch down #fight the enemy but don’t leave us #trust me and don’t lie to me #but tell me it’s gonna be all right #an illogical position indeed #expectations of the father protector soldier #what you fear who you love

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ohitslen · 1 year

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Promises

He should know better.

Wolfwood has seen Vash make promises, or hear about the ones he has made in the past. He has also seen the end of each one and how every single time the outcome is less than what was promised.

Vash likes to say embellished words, with a soft and determined voice that lures you into his hopes and dreams, it almost feels like a spell, as if he was calling for you to come closer and believe him. But Wolfwood knows better.

He believes in him, but Vash is much closer to being an idealistic dreamer than a realistic person like he is. He might not be aware of it, but his beautiful promises of a better future give people hope, a hope that is usually embraced with things like disappointment and abandonment.

He doesn’t think that Vash does it with the intent of looking for any of those things. Far from it, he might even do the impossible in order to accomplish said promises, but life is too short and humans are too mortal for his wishes, so in the end, most of Vash’s promises end up being empty or they come to haunt him as a reminder of his failed vows. He admires the man, for his perseverance and idealism, but he also hates the man, for his stubbornness and lies.

Wolfwood knows all of this perfectly to a tee. And yet, he has also found himself being drawn to his world. Because he also dreams of it.

A world in where his always present calls for love and peace exist, a world that is far more kind than what he might deserve, a world in where the kids can be happy and roam around without any worry in their heads, a world in where he can peacefully turn grey with age and his hands can shed the harsh callouses of his life. Who knows, maybe a world in where he and Vash can finally know the peace that was taken away from them, in where they can share the calmness that comes with the passage of time, indulging in every tick of the clock welcoming with open arms whatever comes their way without any fear.

It is a beautiful promise. But Wolfwood is a person that has to keep his feet on the ground, indulging in “what ifs” would only make things harder than what they had to be. He can’t have any ifs if he can’t make it through the now. And by the way he is carrying his present, he is doubtful he will even get to see a shed of that promised world that Vash tries to drag him into. So why mourn something he doesn’t even have, or will ever have for that matter.

He hates the way Vash seems to promise things so easily. His tongue silky and pliant, slipping divine words one after the other, promises way too big for what that barren world can actually fit.

But when Vash talks to him in that holy voice of his, when he hears him say “It’s okay, everything will be alright, I promise” so gently right on his ear, while he holds his face so tenderly making him focus on him and nothing else, he wants to believe him.

He has seen the end of his promises. He knows how impossible they are. But for once, he wants to believe it too. Believe in that loving world that will cradle them both until they fall asleep, listening to the soft sound of the wind laughing while the moons smile upon them.

So he allows himself to indulge in the warmth of his palms, leaning into the comfort of his existence, feeling the soft air of Vash’s breaths against his skin while their foreheads meet in a touch that feels like a hot brand that will melt him.

For an instant, he allows himself to be selfish and believe that maybe, that is how living in that world Vash so desperately fights for would be. Soft and warm, making him feel safe in the hollow of Vash’s hands where the world seems to fit so well. A world where the blue sky is a blanket that covers the love and care that is nestled in it like the one in Vash’s eyes. He wants to see that world.

For now, he will selfishly think that the world that fits in Vash’s hands is right there in where he is holding him, where his blue eyes are drowning in the light of the sunset dripping with love and care while looking at him, that the gentle touch of Vash’s thumb wiping his tears is the same as the kiss of that laughing wind in that distant future, where the smile of his eyes overcomes the smile of the moons.

He should know better. But he loves the thought of that world. And he hopes that Vash will get to see that world, because that gentle sight is more fitting for someone like him than the one of his violent world.

He promises to himself that he will do what it takes for that day to be possible. Even if the end of that promise will be empty for Nicholas, he knows it will be a full one for Vash. So it really isn’t that empty for him after all.

He hates his lies, and he hates how true they sound, but Vash’s embellished words are far sweeter than his bitter thoughts so they feel better on his insides, almost like a balm that cares for the wounds of his throbbing, painful reality.

He should know better.

But aren’t humans weak at the promise of love?

#yeah….mm…mhm yeah #my thoughts were going crazy with this one. because WW crying is something that has me week on the knees #WEAK FFS #also the thought of him becoming bare and emotional at the hands of Vash makes me want to jump around until I pass out #think of it. he is afraid of him in a way. but he trusts him so deeply too it’s such a contrasting and little contradictory thing #more like. denial after denial but yk what I mean. because that’s the whole post #also as a fun fact. while on the making of this thing the line of “it’s okay. everything will be alright. I promise #it’s meant to be said by Vash to WW #but also I did it considering that a)Vash is saying it to himself as well and b)it’s something WW wants to say to Vash as well #they are both incredibly pained men and they know it but don’t adress it. so verbally saying such words to each other issssUUUEHWHAGAH #ah yes. the intimacy of being emotionally vulnerable with the person who you would trust your life to but never openly say shit to eachother #isn’t that such an amazing flavor? I won’t lie to you it’s one of my favorites #trigun #vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun stampede #trigun fanart #wolfwood #nicholas trigun #nicholas the punisher #lenssi writes #lenssi draws #trigun 2023 #trigun 98 #because I did a mishmash on WW design bc this is meant to be TriStamp time skip in my mind #his eyes were originally their canon steel blue/grayish tone. but while doing the lighting the brown looked gorgeous #i couldn’t help myself so I left it that way. because there is something so beautiful abt his eyes shining like that in #the afternoon light while he becomes undone under the sunset ya feel me?#OHFUCKIALMOSTFORGOT another little detail. Vash’s right hand doesn’t have a glove and it’s on purpose btw you’re welcome

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sweetmctart · 11 months

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happy june ig

#lookism #park jonggun #gun park #goo kim #kim joon goo #kim joongoo #gun has bandages bc goo kicked him off of the bed n broke his elbow #(that’s a lie it’s bc i wanted to draw him injured)#gungoo #googun #theyre more relaxed in the morning (trust me)#i gave up on guns pants don’t judge me #gun has the messiest bed head n wears fluffy slippers around the house #goo walks around with mismatched socks n has to wear glasses when cooking #SHOUT OUT TO MY FAVORITE GAYS‼️‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️💕🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

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impossibledial · 1 month

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i’m so intrigued by dannyclara despite not shipping them. i think that relationship is an interesting addition to clara’s character arc and i’m still trying to to figure out it’s purpose.

#read tags #doctor who #doctor who meta #clara oswald #clara oswald meta #danny pink #twelfth doctor #discussion #tagging pinkswald but let it be known i don’t ship them.#i think they were cute for what they were though.#it’s hard for me to view their relationship without being blinded by twelveclara but i’m trying.#my reason for not shipping them is due to clara’s treatment of him which i feel people don’t bring up often enough.#the only thing danny ever asked of clara was to stop lying.#twelveclaras tend to act as if he was possessive or territorial or demanding but he wasn’t.#he wasn’t insanely jealous in the caretaker. twelve was. he just wanted to know what was going on.#even in motoe he checked in to ask clara if she’s really sure she wants to stop travelling. she had no need to lie.#in the flatline script he says ‘if you’re back with the doctor it’s okay. you don’t have to lie to me.’#yet time and time again clara does.#clara may have loved danny but there was no trust.#she continually broke his trust. she never felt like she could confide him.#despite this i still view clara as a fundamentally selfless character.#i now think this is why she was willing to die to be with him dark water. she felt that was the least she could to make up for her lies.#i hesitate referring to it as a punishment because being with danny could never be that for her but i do think it was because of guilt.#it’s that lack of trust that makes her hang up in a sense.

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insanesonofabitch · 5 months

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Horrible, horrible thought but what if spn s16 was about Sam and Dean and Cas but the next generation. What if it’s Sam and Cas Fitzgerald and Dean Winchester Jr.

#I’m not gonna lie y’all I still don’t trust these people #what if they named one of Garth’s kids after Cas instead of Dean just so they could make Sam name his own kid Dean.#and then pull another queerbait destiel.#the fact that this seems so unhinged and insane but STILL possible is so fucking scary to me.#supernatural #spn #spn s16 #spn clownposting

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lukabitch · 28 days

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Lesson learned: If a friend needs a break for themselves and then they turn around and basically say that they were taking a break from you. All because you zoned out on a call. A call that they started. A call that went from “haha funny gay men” to trauma dumping. Didn’t tell you that they were taking a break til four days later of silence. Lied to your face that they weren’t mad. Got even more mad at you for checking in every 3-4 days to make sure they were okay.

Leave them with an “I’m sorry I did all that” and a big fuck you by blocking them. I will not be treated like shit and only used for your convenience anymore buddy. If I’m such a bad person let me remove myself since you’re too much of a pussy to do it yourself.

The funny thing is I hope they get better. I know that under different circumstances that they would still be my friend. I only wished that the circumstances would’ve came sooner.

#lukabitch rant #yeah no I’m pretty pissed #if they were honest this would’ve been a different story #I don’t care if they were mad and needed a break #it’s the fact they lied and turned around and acted like I was the bad guy for not knowing #its not the first time this has happened either #trust me they won’t have any friends if they continue at this rate #I wouldn’t be surprised if they tried to ruin my life somehow #like that would do anything #because I’m not the kind of person you can lie about and have it sound believable #yeah that’s about all my thoughts on it #have a good day everyone

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emblazons · 1 year

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I’m literally cracking tf up dude Matt “the absolute realest” Duffer really has been telling nothing but the truth about the intention and audience of stranger things with his eyes AND WORDS from the jump—people just thought he was being sarcastic so they didn’t believe it and literally lost the plot, cause this was him….in 2017.

Like sure, maybe they caved a bit to the wants of fans along the way (which they admitted they were stopping for S5 entirely), but. It’s been planned.

The “bones” of the story, the lore of 001 and the time stuff, the way they are moving away from fan desires and toward Byler…it’s been there. You didn’t even need to read the montauk pitch to know it—they made it plain and clear. People just didn’t listen to them and so now they’re in full denial going into S5 😭

#HE TOLD YOU. HE LITERALLY T O L D YOU. and people say they lie and don’t trust them lol #byler #st interviews #matt duffer #duffer brothers #stranger things #my st commentary #the me tag

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evermoredeluxe · 6 months

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#is it just me or does everyone feel like people hate them?#not just people like im 100% convinced my parents and sister and best friend and close friends #and i joke about it and they’re like ‘what ? ofc not’ but it feels like they’re kind enough to lie about hating me #like idk i feel like i make a lot of mistakes and im kinda annoying and i definitely have a habit of interrupting #and sometimes i just say dumb stuff and i don’t have a good sense of humour to make up for it #also i can be a bitch sometimes and trust me i cause issues and stress in people’s lives #so yeah like i try to be sweet and kind but those redeeming qualities fall short #like more cons than pros if that makes sense #arshia talks

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thoughtsofapessimistttt · 7 months

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Tell me the truth even if it hurts

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zombvibes · 1 year

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people think susie doesn't like noelle??????? i like krusie but god that lizard is GAY

EXACTLY.

#zomb answers #like…even if you prefer susie being with someone else (trust me i get it)#you can’t….don’t lie to yourself like that……#that’s not healthy…!!

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seravphs · 10 months

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JJK SPOILER CH 230‼️‼️

i am literally seething with rage MAN SHAKING IN MY BOOTS FRAUDKUNA U CRUEL FRAUD FUCK🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

if my son megumi does not survive this i will perish i am so sick the panel of him just laying down looking so tired man 🧍‍♂️i feel sick just thinking about it AND I SAW A TIKTOK W/ THAT PANEL PLAYING WHAT WAS I MADE FOR PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND i go into shell shocked mode every time i hear it. thoughts? HAHAHHAHAHHAHHA

I think we need to deal with that stupid one eyed cat.

#jjk 230 leaks #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers #I’m actually best friends with Gege I’ll call him up and tell him to stop playing with us #don’t worry team I’ve got it handled #the tik tok edits got me too I’m not going to lie 😭 Gege needs to stop cooking and start serving before I lose my mind #but Megumi will be fine in Gojo we trust 🙏

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rosesloveletters · 2 years

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